/mtfg/ - Male to female general

>>8062910
nim thread

beanboy thread kill nim

>>8062914
hey it's better than actually committing suicide
they didn't even need to pump my stomach or anything though because my blood levels weren't dangerous

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>>8062909
You give me a better plan to /disappear/

>>8062921
this

>>8062926
Aspirin causes internal hemorrhaging even at 1300mg daily. That's not good.

>>8062922
So why's that a better plan both things just make you numb and I don't wanna fund the jews

>>8062932
yee boi

>>8062915
>>8062915
>sounds like it would make us both never feel sad ever again
LIKE ANTIDEPRESSANTS WOULD

>>8062924
Iunno... Getting tested again would make my mother lose even more money and I'd have to stop hrt or something?

I dont wanna be a burden anymore tbqh.
I want my mother to have money.
My brother has said many times I'm just a parasite.

>>8062921
wtf

kill blaire white

can we stop for a moment and look at the fact that anna would rather kill herself than take happy pills
i mean if we're doing /pol/ paranoia i'd think giving money to the (((jew))) is better than supporting the (((depopulation agenda)))

/pol/ literally destroys lives

>>8062933
chronic overdoses (large periods over time) are way more dangerous than acute overdoses (one large dose at once)
i read up on this shit for like an hour before i did it

/hbu/ - homeless beaner general

>>>/r9k/36088816

/hbu/ - homeless beaner general

>>>/r9k/36088816

/hbu/ - homeless beaner general

>>>/r9k/36088816

>>8062935
It doesn't make you numb, it fixed the sads.
If you have anti-ds that make you numb they don't work enough. And should try others.

>dont wanna fund the jews.
It's what we've been doing (again) since 1945. Nothing is gonna stop that

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What up mitfug
How's your day going
>>8062938
She's a troll tbqh

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Summary of last thread.
(Fucked up the screenshot last time).

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Prepare for trouble
And make it double

>>8062895
you're running off with all of your money, which was intended to be used to give both of you a good education which would open the door to a good future, with no clue what you're doing and "hoping" for the best

you know what you're doing and you know it's gonna fall apart real fast, you clearly talked her into this, you just want to drag someone down with you because you're a coward and you always have been, otherwise you'd have done it long before you brought her into it

>>8062939
I'm a tranny I cannot reproduce. It doesn't matter I will never advance the white race either way.

>>8062945
Killing myself makes me stop funding the jews

>>8062939
>happy pills
the fuck kinda brave new world kinda language is that to use about antidepressants

>>8062945
The effect of SSRIs completely vary from person to person. Some people become numb. Other people become happy. Others kill themselves.

>>8062939
Correct, because you'd have been bleeding inside for a long time. Overdosing is a terrible way to go, if you must depart, do it painlessly and quickly.

>>8062932
so even the UK schools uses moodle, sheesh
its so shitty and annoying to use

>>8062951
>makes me stop funding the jews
But it's not gonna help everyone else who is /forced/ to fund the jews.

So it's pointless

>>8062941
>hbu

You had

One.

Fucking one.

Job anon.

What a shithead delete this you are useless to me.

You fucked it up so many times I'm sure ur retarded also.

>>8062952
hey brave new world wasn't that bad a scenario
it's just scary to us because of our intellectual pride

>>8062955
yeah my throat bled a bit and my stomach hurt like shit for a week
it was all good though

My therapist wants me to give it some more time before he gives me antidepressants
PLUS
it's €55 every appointment
Now that's some money I'd be saving for our plan.

>>8062950
She
DID NOT
talk me into this

she LITERALLY prolonged our lives a bit by coming up with a plan that didn't directly involve suicide

>>8062932
yes

>>8062951
>Killing myself makes me stop funding the jews
hmm you know I never thought about it that way
there is some wisdom here

>>8062955
Well I dont want these two to kill themselves. They should try until it fixed their depressions.

How much does a waifu cost around here?

>>8062958
FUCK
sorry beans :(
I'll do better next time I promise

>>8062950
But we're gonna take months planning it's not like we're gonna be clueless lol try and think a bit before posting
Also I dindu nuffin

>>8062957
Nothing I can do fixes the system so I might as well weaken it a tiny bit

>>8062962
I'm not dumb

>>8062965
I cost 10 dollars

>>8062935
You overdosed on idiotic nazi memes and now you're going to kill yourself and your girlfriend because you've been literally brainwashed by /pol/ into thinking the only way to preserve the purity of the aryan race or whatever is by making yourself fucking miserable and making sure those around you are too.

The fact you've literally been spooked to death would be actually like, fucking hilarious, if you weren't also encouraging your girlfriend to self-destroy.

I'm just going to say that you're wholly unqualified for any kind of relationship, specially not with vulnerable people, jesus christ.

>>8062965
do you smell nice?

100% depression uwu

>>8062973
she will not kill me lmao

>>8062968
It won't even weaken it at all. We all mean nothing to the system, individually.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyj4JFSErrw
/mtfg/'s theme song y/n

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>>8062965
love and affection

>>8062973
they've hit a higher point of enlightenment than you can even DREAM of

>>8062977
I'd say yes.

>>8062973
I'm trying to not feel miserable because I exhausted all other viable options and you're trying to takl me out of it because you'd rather protect (((the system)))

>>8062976
Haha yes good goy just don't kill yourself it wouldn't work!!! Just keep funding us and keep the others blind too

>>8062952
its just something idiots who know nothing about antidepressants think/say whatever don't get too concerned

>(((jews)))
>protect the white race
>group suicide
Did I click on the right board
>>8062965
Several headpats

>>8062959
>it's just scary to us because of our intellectual pride
its scary because its incredibly dehumanizing

>>8062977
Nah, I like to think this one fits /mtfg/ better. https://youtu.be/SWtiCRntA-E

But seriously why is everyone acting like they care about me?

Anna is not this evil mastermind deliberately getting me to kill myself kek

ok yes im an unwordly pathetic naive child
but anna is not forcing me to do A N Y T H I N G

>>8062983
this desu

>>8062967
I'm not too sure I can expect that much of you now.

It's fine. I'm over it now.

>>8062987
You seem to imply I'm a jew who wants your money. Or that any of us here are?

We don't want to see you throw you and your gf's lives away. ANYTHING is better than this

>>8062990
/pol/ was a mistake

>>8062991
i mean, it only concerns us because we want more for ourselves from our current perspectives
that being said that's the same reason i'm glad i have dysphoria so eh

>>8062958
beany don't be so mean see I think /r9k/ is having a bad influence on you

>>8062959
Good. Please don't try that again.

>>8062963
Hmm. I'm not really invested in any particular side or party here. I thought the same way they did, that there was no point in living past 18, and I'm 25 now.

I manage my depression and suicidal urges by trying to make my life about being a public servant. I want to make the world a better place and make other peoples' lives better before I go.

It's not much but it's something to keep someone alive. If I can make a good difference in the time I have, I might as well use it, to ease others' suffering.

>>8062997
No you're just naive children protecting (((their))) system.
We're not throwing it away, we're taking life into our own hands.

>>8062974
I smell like shampoo, deodorant and high energy masculinity.
what about you whaddya you smell like

>>8062965
over 9000

>>8063000
yeah that was pretty harsh desu
I'm just a tranny trying my best :(

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*headpats BeepBeep and gently plays with her hair*

>>8062994
>But seriously why is everyone acting like they care about me?

because you're so naive you don't even understand what we've been saying for the past 2 hours as shown by


>Anna is not this evil mastermind deliberately getting me to kill myself kek
>ok yes im an unwordly pathetic naive child
but anna is not forcing me to do A N Y T H I N G

>>8062994
I don't care about you.

>>8063006
stay away from beepbeep you creep

>>8063002
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgBr1pt9r44

when you die you are still judged

>>8063007
if they double suicide they'll go down in /mtfg/ history though
they'll be legends

>>8063002
But your first would never work.
I think you did this on purpose so you'll be 'forced' to use plan B.

/MOTIVATED/ desu

>>8063002
>we're taking life into our own hands
uwu

>>8063008
thanks

>>8063007
please explain im too retarded

ahhh the redpill causes irreversible brain damage....so sad

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Can we please change the topic to something less depressing?

>>8063009
creepcreep on beep

>>8063013
hopefully someone makes a funny rip meme image so we can post it and laugh at how fucking stupid they were

>>8063001
i'll try not to, thanks

>>8063017
estrogen cured me of the red pill
there's still hope

>>8062999
I'm just really confused because I haven't been on all day and now it's like someone is gonna mention Protocols of the Elders of Zion or some other cringy /pol/ shit next

>>8063013
this is what i told anna once lol
can't wait

>>8063015
:3c

>>8063021
Enough images to choose from uwu
excited to see what you come up with!

>>8062961
>>8062994
bull fucking shit

not that long ago when that autist did nothing but make self destructive posts you were very clearly opposed, now you're suddenly all for it and want to go through with dumbass plans guaranteed to fail and destroy yourself along with her?

think for a fucking minute
>>8062968
if you want to reduce her suffering, disappear and let her recover

>>8062951
>killing myself makes me stop funding the jews
how much crack do you smoke w

>>8063016
no one said anna is forcing you to do anything
we said she is influencing you
if you don't see how influence works then well there you go

>>8063025
>:3c
Is that really it? You made your first plan shit so it gives you an 'excuse' to kill yourselves?

I love you

The Anna & Myrthe story arc took an unexpected turn
The writers of /mtfg/ are getting creative

>>8063020
no

>>8063023
basically bjorgfist convinced myrthe into double suicide pact because the jews are controlling the world or something

>>8063022
yay!

>>8063023
lol, cringy /pol/ is actually everyday mtfg

>>8063013
GOD I WISH THAT WERE ME

>>8063015
Why won't it work every fucking loser can learn enough of a language in 2 years to work at maccas and sustain themselves

>>8063017
I've been literally bluepilling myself for months uwu

>>8063026
She'd kill herself though so what's the point? Go to gaygen

>>8063027
Have never probably will never
The statement was also factually correct

>>8063029
No I unironically believe it's a fine plan

>>8063023
praise kek

so how've you been
i'mm feeling p good

>>8063022
das because estrogen is a blue pill

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>this thread rn

>>8063017
i just discounted all pol rubbish when i accepted i was trans

>>8063026
opposed to what?
Why don't I get to disappear as well?

>>8063028
Explain how she's influencing me
Do it

>>8063031
Love it desu
thanks

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bjnleHcG32M
I want to cuddle

>>8063034
Because some things could go wrong.
Things always go wrong. And that's life.

And normal people go through tough shit instead of killing themselves.

fuck...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvgZkm1xWPE
me rn

>>8063034
>I've been literally bluepilling myself for months uwu
i think you need to up your dose

>>8063036
tru

>>8063037
yeah i just woke up and this is pretty funny desu

>>8063039
>Explain how she's influencing me
>Do it

by being around you you dork

>>8063041
We lead pretty abnormal lives though.

>>8063041
Yeah but we have enough funds to support ourselves
We ARE going through the shit just not in the way (((they))) want

>>8063045
2 a day is fine or my propaganda receptors will get fried

>>8063048
not an answer

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>>8063035
Nice
I've been p good
Graduation party tonight so imma have fun at that. Plus I get my class ring and cool stuff, and there's free alcohol
>>8063037
Same
>>8063032
W E W
E
W
I remember Anna going on about (((Jewish tricks))) and such before but this is wild
>>8063033
Tru
Though it's never usually at this level until the usual suspects start posting

I don't know what I am anymore

I actually just shat on some one just being so nice to me

I need to leave

I can't even say I'm sorry to her she just did like something so nice and I actually

I'm very sorry.

Anon was right I need to leave before I become Drakeposter

>>8063005
I'm very sorry.

Don't call urself a tranny that's demeaning ur better than that.

You're very nice. Thank you.

>>8063049
well, still... We shouldn't resort to killing ourselves.

>>8063051
Stop with the jew shit. You're overly obsessed about (((them))). They're bad, but you're exaggerating.

>>8063037
I'm angry

>>8063017
Well, I'm taking white pills, blue pills, yellow pills, pink pills, orange pills... No red, I'm safe.

>>8063052
oh, you're graduating?
from college or what?
i wanna go to college once i'm fully transitioned, once i move in with my gf i guess

>>8063056
It's a nice metaphor for society at large and an easy boogeyman (plus they actually do shape public opinion greatly)

>>8062936
Sounds like fighting for a job is a necessity for you.

>>8062962
>there is some wisdom here
No, because most therapists are not jews.

>>8062977
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1OWxD5p0H4
we talk about it so often.

>>8063045
>>8063052

daytime mtfg is so interesting gosh

>>8063057

why are you a mad little bird? can i get a tldr cause i feel a lil lost even tho i think i read most of it

>push bangs out of eyes
>they fall right back into my eyes

>>8063065
maybe there's just no options for me left.
nothing I can do anymore. Paris and its suburbs are probably the worst place to find job opportunities. Too many immigrants and refugees, not enough jobs.

I'm also too scared to deal drugs, because Im a tranny and I could get hurt easily.

And obviously I can't even help people feel better either.

>>8063069
You need hairpins!

>>8063034
i swear if you're going to start this depression bullshit suicide pact with Frangi I'll hate you forever.

hi im nim im new

>>8063069
cute. also same

>>8063069
Hairspray is pretty much a must to keep bangs in place. Elnett is what I'd recommend.

>>8063005
I'm sorry.

Get away from me I fucking take out my problems to those that are nice to me

Don't like me I don't need it

You're very cute thank you but understand that I'm evil inside it's better if you don't get attracted to me

>>8063069
>go outside when it's windy
>hair keeps slapping me in the face
>can't do anything other than look down

>>8063078
gold

>>8063080
Nothing depressing about running away uwu

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>>8063037
edie, this guy wants to give me the D.

>>8063088
It's ok to look sad

>>8063077
Anything you can do in your home to create your own job? Many people sell them selves short on the skills they have.

>>8063091
this wasn't a very nice thing to post anon

>>8063037
wtf is wrong with that girl why is chewing like that

>>8063078
This is perfect

>>8063080
>start
:3c

>>8063079
Hair isn't long enough I think

I've already got shit from customers at work for being an effeminate faggot I don't want to wear hair accessories and draw more attention to myself

>>8063083
:(

>>8063084
I usually tie it back or something but it's at that weird mid length phase now since I'm growing it out.

>>8063088
Same
>Bump into something
>apologize to it like an idiot

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>tfw realized my entire college career was spent as a guy
>>8063061
Yeah from college. Still have finals and such these next few weeks but it's all but assured at this point
College is nice, I hope you get to go once you're fully transitioned and such
I should've started transitioning freshman year but I waited until my 4th year like a dummy

>>8063086
its ok beans I forgive you, its cool

>>8063097
I'm an autist with no talents, no skills.
I spend my time at home, hoping for someone to have a crush on me.

I kinda learn other languages. And read up on chaos magick. I wanted to try and learn to draw, but I just suck at it.

My brother was right.

>>8063091
NO BULLYING DELETE NOW

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>>8063103
>started transition in first year but gonna fail anyway

>>8063103
so what kinda degree did you get?
i wanna take like, art and writing or something
i'm fairly certain i have a p good income lined up either way if i can just conquer depression, i mainly just want the fresh start

better transitioning now than never, right? are you out as trans to your friends yet?

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>>8063069

round brush them!

>>8063095

sassy bb why do you post pics like this that can be reverse image searched lol
ily but this is not a smart idea

>>8063099

don't be a meanie nim patt

>>8063103
>tfw starting college 10 months on HRT

>>8063113
how do i get tangles out of my hair

how do i stop my hair from being frizzy

>>8063108
if you draw every day you will get better at it. no one starts drawing and is good.

>>8063067
though anna is self destructive as fuck she's too much of a coward to do anything so she manipulated myrthe, who is a small stupid naive child, into going through with this dumb as fuck plan to run away together with all their college fund money, and if it fails (which it 100% will and anna knows it will), they'll double suicide, which is what anna wants.

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is this bird pretty i drew it

>>8063119
yeah but... I don't have the motivation

>>8063124
yes
whats its name

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>actually killing yourself
>two thousand and seventeenth year of our lord

>>8063122
>1 year younger
small and naive child
:(

i want to die and anna came up with a plan, albeit an idealistic plan, to prolong our lives for a bit

>>8063105
It's really fucking not and you know it

I'm a shithead and what I did was awful I thought you were some /r9k/ buggo and I treated you like my slave thing that's awful behavior you can't even tell me that it wasn't

>>8063124
is it single

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>>8063116

brush your hair from the bottom upwards. don't brush it from the top down or it'll give you more knots.
use a hair oil like moroccan oil, or a mouse while your hair is wet to reduce frizz. straightening your hair will also help minimize that.

>>8063122

wait what lol
what makes them think that plan would work out like where exactly are they running away to? and how old is anna in comparison to myrthe?
i don't think the gap is that wide and myrthe isn't a dummy or nothin so idk. but ya that is a bad plan.

>>8063124

it's very pretty nim!

>>8063131

idk why anyone would kill themselves in this day and age but i'm not gonna tell people how to live (or not live) their lives so w/e

>>8063122
>I want to double suicide and am an evil mastermind manipulating a naive dumb girl but I make vague plans first instead of just convince her to kill herself with me
really makes me think

>>8063122
hi birdy can you go back to gaygen and stop making things up about trantrans
thanks

>>8063112
Computer engineering
Art or writing seems nice
>you're out as trans to your friends yet?
I'm out to my bff back home and my mom, I'm not actually out to any of my college friends or any other friend or family member
I'm tempted to post something on my 1yr hrt date in a couple weeks but that seems like a bad idea
>>8063114
Lucky ducky
I fell for the "repression until on the edge of suicide" meme
>>8063110
I believe in you Amy :3

>>8063138
im 18 and she's 19
>not a dummy or nothin
>im not gonna tell people how to live (or not live) their lives
Thank you Dollface C:
*hugg*

>>8063132
Lol have fun

Be careful

Fuck the old farts telling you want to do it's ur life to fuck up

Be careful tho

And don't fucking do it stupid what the fuck are you a literal retard you know you have to fucking pay that money back right????

Literal retard

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>>8063144
i have a final assessment for two modules i havent handed in

>>8063138
how do you brush your hair from the bottom upwards wtf

>>8063125
well if you spend your time at home waiting anyways why not draw or do something you like? or try out something new you might like and don't even know about yet

>>8063144
>computer engineering
o boi

i'm already a p good writer tbqh and i was able to make like 13$ an hour writing porn off the bat
idk if i should take writing, i def need to learn to draw tho

i think you should, i mean if they don't accept you it's better you ditch them now than later, right?
i want to ditch everyone who won't accept me as female and start out new

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>>8063130
idk i never named it

is this bird cute

it's a baby bluebird i found that fell out of it's nest

i named it birdo

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>>8063113
>reverse search
yeah I told him to go fuck himself but then he sent some images that can't be reverse searched so
yeah I asked him for a timestamp and
lol, it's him but now he's like 10 y older than in the pic. lol

he's like 6'4 and I guess he might clean up well. lol

still... I'm tempted

>>8063159
Whore

>>8063154
cute birb

>>8063122
say someone mean about me too okay birdy

>>8063151
back in January 2015 someone I cared for more than anything ruined my life after I drew him some things because I love him and basically it completely ruined my motivation.

Can't even gain that motivation back or anything. Even if things with him got back alright again

>>8063149
why is a south african guy msging you.....

>>8063162
T U M A D R E

>>8063165
Try to ease back into it, possibly.

>>8063163
i would whistle to him and he would close his eyes and his lil baby crown would go up

that's what was happening when i took that picture

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>>8063146

ok that's what i thought lol. and of course, i'm not gonna judge you for this kind of thing.
you've obviously felt this way because of dysphoria and depression and life sucking in general and that's awful.
but i do have to ask, what exactly is the plan? are you gonna just use the money to find a place in a better area and then find work?
from what i've read thus far (which isn't much) about the plan it doesn't seem very well thought out ngl lmao
but if you're trying to change your life and feel better and be with someone you care about then i'd rather you succeed so you don't have to resort to anything extreme

>>8063150

here bby https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kO6A3W_kQ8

>>8063159

what makes you not wanna do it? i mean he doesn't look ugly or anything lol. are you just feeling ~the urge~?

>>8063159
>>8063172

>>8063164
you only deserve kindness nim

>>8063108
This >>8063119
It takes practice, practice, practice to build any skill to a highly proficient level.

languages, you could translate web sites into French. To practice, you could volunteer for Wikipedia.

>>8063176
I tried..

>>8063172
he's hippie life in muh country

>>8063175
Let em all have a turn why don't you

>>8063147
>And don't fucking do it stupid what the fuck are you a literal retard you know you have to fucking pay that money back right????
no our parents saved up you dummy it is literally our money

>>8063187
If it's a hobby and passion you shouldn't have to force yourself into it. Baby steps!

>>8063177
Close eyes? Too loud or harsh or he likes it?

>>8063190
you fuck 3 time a day don't come here and shame girls for wanting to have sex you hypocrite

>>8063186
I think translating is a shitty way to learn languages.

For some reason I can't translate French into English or the other way around even tho I'm incredibly good in English. (I actually think in English most of the time tbqh)

Still the same song, just a new take mixed with a quick synth backing. Sucks that I'm stuck recording with some el-cheapo built-in mike when I have a Beta 58A gathering dust.
https://clyp.it/zcw0yso3

>>8063196
no it was like he was falling asleep

>>8063165
then maybe try to pick a new hobby that doesn't remind you of your past or do you have no motivation for anything at all?

>>8063178
thank you for not thinking im some naive child being manipulated by the evil mastermind Anna

so um the plan would be to go to E-Europe, as our money would be worth more over there
And then kinda find jobs and stuff and get a place of our own
And um if that doesn't work out then it's probably gonna be plan B and that'd mean kms but even that would be ok

>>8063178
ahhh! I know, he's sort of the type of guy I like(d).

but, like he's in some remote ass village living the hippie life and I'm sort of scared of the fucking and uh he wants to do switch type stuff and I guess fucking guys is something that does not turn me on.

>>8063194
Have a fun fucking ride you crazy spastic.

Live it so hard you can't regret it later no matter how shitty things get

Cuz you know.

This is a stupid plan.

But it is a plan.

In the most basic sense of the word it is a plan.

Just fucking barely.

Also that's messed for ur parents but you already feel guilty about that.

Be safe.

Come to LA lol

>>8063178
omg that would take forever

i use like anti-frizz serum and stuff but it still gets frizzy :^<

>>8063208
drawing was the only thing I had motivation for

>>8063154
is the bird doing okay? do you let it fly around and stuff at all?

dishonored 2 demo is available today!

v exciting if it runs well I'm going to buy it uwu

>>8063210
Eastern Europe is a shithole.
You want a job in Eastern Europe? Enjoy being paid $3 an hour with barely any safety legislation.

>>8063210
>Europe, as our money would be worth more over there
It would actually be worth less.

>>8063153
Yeah I went with the trans STEM meme. But it's neat and I'm a decent programmer and have decent networking/telecom knowledge now.
I lived with some art students for a year and while it seemed like a ton of work it seems really rewarding
Yeah you've got a head start with some writing experience
I know, I'm gonna cut out anyone who can't handle it even i do come out, but idk it's such a nerve wracking thing, I'm trying to push off coming out until around the time I finally go full time. I dunno if that's a bad idea or not. The thought of coming out to my dad and his side of the family has me too nervous to express myself around him. But I get p much get a strong amount of each type of dysphoria (social, physical, genital, etc.) so I dunno if I can take it much longer

>>8063217
i was gonna raise it cuz i thought its mom had abandoned it but apparently that's how bluebirds learn to fly

the mom and dad watch over it from the trees while it hops around on the ground and learns to fly

when i brought it back to where i found it it's mom immediately flew over to it and they started having a lil convo

it was p cute

>>8063198
Oh shush I was very lightly teasing her

I can feel your wanting of me through ur post anon

Maybe I'd kiss you and shit if you were right here

But I have the most sinking feeling that you wouldn't be into that.

Maybe

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>mfw reading mtfg

>>8063229
I sadly probably would blow you if I wasn't so scared of all the places your dick has been before

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>she eats carbs
>she isn't in ketosis

Skinnyfat detected.

We'll be off watching Star Wars now
See you later nerdos

>>8063223
EASTERN Europe; we're in the Low Countries

>>8063222
Yeah because stuff costs less so €3 isn't too bad :^)

>>8063238
Eastern Europe is terrible, Anna... That's an extremely bad idea and living there /will/ make you want to kill yourselves. Even more

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>>8063210

i think you're a very smart grill!!
do you know how you'll immigrate there though? i actually have had a few friends do that and work in like ... bars and stuff while living in a studio.
so it's definitely possible. it's not easy to start anew anywhere, but it's possible. do you have a long-term plan for jobs or a career or anything? that's good to think about too.

>>8063211

well, if you don't want to fuck his boypussy (man pussy? mature man pussy) then maybe he's not for you.
in my experience most guys aren't switches, they just say they are even tho they're exclusive tops or big ol party sloppobottomuses.

>>8063214

do you straighten it?

>>8063233
Wow

I have condoms on me

I don't like sad girls like that. I'd hold you a lot and try to make you feel like my princesa and everything

You're beautiful doll

Post a pic why don't you

No one has to know

No one has to care

>>8063242
no

>>8063244
I wish you could hold me and stuff..

>>8063246

y u no straighten nimmy-chan?

>>8063238
Living conditions are far lower.

>>8063249
but my hair is already straight

and it's bad for your hair

and it looks a lil gay

>>8063190
wow, to think I thought you were cool.

w2c cool roommate to fall in love with then marry

>>8063248
Honestly I really would

You're a little too lewd for me though, like.

You need to calm down babe life is short

>>8063261
woah

>>8063259
I'm jacking it to ur belly rn

just letting u know

>>8063261
nice

>>8063255
I am the most uncoolest

>>8063232
This place is crazy sometimes

>>8063260
Well, I haven't had any intimate contact in 4 years. Haven't ever had irl friends, doesn't help either.

>>8063254

>and it looks a lil gay
why would you say this nimmy? to hurt your mother edie??? well it worked

>>8063259

w-well..

>>8063224
any idea what kind of job you're gonna try to get?

you don't have to come out to your dad if you don't want to, at worst you can move out and then send him an email
after being on the streets and getting super sleep deprived i went back to my parents for a few hours, and i managed to really give my stepdad a piece of my mind for the first time of my life because i felt like i was at rock bottom and if anything happened i could just walk out, and it was really liberating

i'm gonna brb because i need to take a shower, maybe go shopping after that

>>8063215
sometimes you just need to try things out and get motivated for doing it again even if you didn't really want to do it at first. like I never thought cooking could be so much fun before I tried it.

>>8063268
Just calm down

>>8063269
no i mean its okay but itll make me look gay and im in the closet

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>>8063261
I fucking love you, Gloomy.

>>8063229
Anon who replied to you wasn't me. I think you're a good person bean but you are disrespectful a lot too. and no I don't want to make out with or fuck you but that's okay because women don't owe you sex so please stop acting like we do. I know it's joking and stuff but still.

>>8063274
I suppose you're right.
But if I try it's gonna take so long to get good...

>>8063275
I thought lewd is what you wanted to I gave you what I thought you wanted.

I'm not as horny physically as my mind is tbqh.

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>>8063267
>sometimes

there's a reason I stopped posting on mtfg ambi dear

mirielle-kun is a two timing son of a whore

>>8063283
>I'm not as horny physically as my mind is tbqh.
iktf

>>8063261
make their faces upside down or something next

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>>8063263
poor taste
>>8063269
*gives u the look*

>>8063282
Do I really act like you owe me sex?

>>8063283
We both need to stop spending so much time here I should be out looking for a job but instead I'm trying to hookup

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Nothing like alittle Bach to refresh you~

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ho9rZjlsyYY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-Cgx-XokvY

>>8063267
it's still p calm and less crazy than real life. a nice place for escapism.

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>Natalie as the OP.
>Headpats for everyone edition
wait when did Nat go soft

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>>8063276

i'm pretty sure ppl can tell ur a grill i'm sry

>>8063291

the look... of love.... is in... your eyes.....a look.... your smile..... can't disguise.....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tf1d65OHYXo

>>8063293
I made a post to you and your reply was basically "I know you want to fuck me cmon baby"

>>8063293
I want to find friends here though.
I want to be part of /mtfg/ and to matter to some people on here

>>8063294
No. I cannot deny his importance, but his works are almost always less than tolerable.

>>8063303
I'm in a pretty good mood lately.

>>8063308

no offense to my fellow shim sisters posting itt who i love but why would u want this lmao

>>8063304
no they cant tho

im tall n stuff n my face isnt fem yet

>>8063303
I've corrupted Nat into a nice poster.

>>8063271
Trying to get a software engineering or network engineering job. I applied to some defense contractors back home that need programmers
I don't actually live with my dad, but I feel like I've been bottling up how I feel about him my whole life. I'm just going to write him a letter in a few months and just explain everything
>>8063284
I don't blame ya at all

>>8063312
/smacks Nim REALLY HARD

>>8063308
make friends at places irl

mtfg is not really the place to make friends

>>8063283
you probably find something that you are good at or at least can easily get better at. everybody has some talent but most people just don't really know theirs.

>>8063312

mmmmmmmmmm...... i think they can nim

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>>8063309
well I really adore these two at least

>>8063310
holy heck
(hugg)
I like it

>>8063313
oh wow well done

>>8063313
Bitch I will fuck you in the ass so hard your butthole is going to look like the exit wound of a .45-70 government

>>8063322
:3

>>8063311
because im also a tranny and I want a qt girlfriend and to be appreciated by people and to have friends and stuff...

>>8063318
but irl sucks here. France sucks. Most french people don't even speak English. Why would I want that?

>>8063328

wait i thought you had a bf
and mtfg isn't exaaaaaaaaactly the place to make life-long friendships. like it happens but it's pretty rare.

>>8063307
Yea.

Idk. I have a warped world view cuz of Grindr

Don't get me wrong ALL girls like fucking love being talked to like that

But you got to get them in the right mood fucking be there alpha be there for them other bullshit I'm too tired to write

I don't sleep well

I'm not happy with where my life is.

>>8063308
My advice is to be like urself but a nicer urself.

Mayw don't act so desperate like we both act cuz no one wants to be know as the friend of that new person that was so desperate to get into our group

Be chill and shit idk

>>8063327
That'd literally hurt you more than it'd hurt me.

>>8063331
I said I 'kinda' have a bf. Things are complicated.
And why not?

why did i let these two talk to each other

>>8063316
>>8063320
they cant tho like i still get gendered male and treated like one and stuff

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>>8063327
I love it
do I get to hug you yet without you stabbing me and ripping out my guts?

>>8063321
v.v*

I cannot imagine leaving my house in a pleasant mood after those two. I would probably pick something from Haydn to start my day with a skip in my step; something light and digestible.

https://youtu.be/lLjwkamp3lI

>>8063336
its not your fault
it was density

>>8063339
I guess I can tenderly peel your skin off.

>>8063328
>4chan friends
-can only see them when you are on computer/phone
-your interactions are limited to posting *hug* at each other and maybe occasionally voice chat

>irl friends
-can go places with them and get to be with them in real life

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>>8063335

>things are complicated
>mfw
o... what's complicated about it?
um i think because on mtfg specifically people don't tend to humanize you very often. people get closer away from here like on skype or discord.

>>8063337

they're just being nice and pretending ur a boy cause ur in the closet

>>8063309
They're not easy to listen to. They never were meant to be. Nothing easy about the sublime. Want easy and cheap? Listen to Mozart.

>>8063348
no wtf edie

>>8063337
>dresses like a guy
>walks like a guy
>sounds like a guy

Well no duh you would get gendered male. There's more to it than just taking pills.

>>8063345
those friends can give me their skype or steam and the likes tho.

I can't get irl friends.

>>8063348
because it's more of an open, mutual-crush thing... Also plenty of people here are friends from what I've seen and have even dated eachother.

>>8063351
uh yeah exactly x-x

>>8063345
But who would want to hang out with trannies?

>>8063345
>2017
>having friends in real life

>>8063350

it's ok nim just go along with it, once you admit the truth they'll let out a sigh of relief

>>8063352

so you're just dating and not in a relationship?
mtfg relationships btw are.....................something. plenty of ppl dating each other isn't a good barometer for the health of it lol

>>8063349
OH SHIT BTFO MOM GET THE CAMERA

>>8063308

Be happy with YOU fuck friends

>>8063354
I have a few tranny friends irl and my hair dresser might as well be considered one

>>8063336
don't pretend you didn't like it lol

is it an mtfg relationship if she used to come here but i met her elsewhere

>>8063358
Other trannies don't count.

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>>8063343
oh my gosh wow you really are getting soft
soon you'll be asking people to hold your hand and cuddle and for them to tell you they love you

^_^

>>8063356
no i creep people out :(

>>8063356
I guess? I'm not sure what I am to him. It seems to change all the time. He barely messages me also. I'm probably just a sex toy.

Well, even if they're "... something" i kinda want one.


>>8063357
I can't live on my own bean.
You probably can, but I'm me. I need people.

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mtfg relationships have literally never worked out. Plus trannies are unstable and crazy why would you want to put up with that. Call me bigoted or whatever it I could only ever date cis men.

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This is my new photo for those who say they can't pass

Refrence cis mother 35 y/o

>>8063371
Because I'm /also/ an unstable and crazy tranny.
And I want someone like me.

>>8063371
>why would you want to put up with that.
i mean the same reason you'd want to date anybody
love??
i mean cis girls would probably be more stable but you can't control who you end up with

>>8063332
see I said I think you are a good person because you're actually willing to listen. I guess there are a lot of girls who probably like that kind of talk but really this is not the place to be trying to pick up chicks. this thread is supposed to a discussion thread for transgender girls, not a place to find people to fuck.

also your comment to sass about let them all have a turn is still really not cool you are creating different standards for men and women when it comes to sex and being allowed to desire sex

okay sorry I'll stop now I'm going to take a nap

>>8063373
dun have my shoulders tho

>>8063357
I tried to preempt any comments like that. I do not know why I bother.

>>8063373
>that fucking nose

>>8063361
why not?

>>8063375
There's this 6'10 (yes) Trans-Girl that I fucked and you remind me a lot of her

>>8063386
I'm 5'7 or 5'8 though.
And why do I remind you of her?

>>8063375
nty. i want someone that can calm my crazy ass down when i get hysterical and be an anchor to reality without dysphoria and mental issues getting in the way

it want someone very different from me lol

>>8063378
it's entirely in your control who you date as long as you arent thirsty and desperate for anyone. it's called standards

>>8063373
plz don't post pics of my mom here

>>8063389
no i mean
you can try to look specifically for cis girls but idk
if you fall in love with a trans girl that's about it

>>8063389
I've dated so many people who were different from me and I just hated it. I only liked when they were kinda like me.

>>8063382
>4chan

C'mon.

C'mon now.

Anon.

Cmon.

>>8063379
Yea girls like a conversationalist

So do guys wow

It's almost like

We're all human

Or something

Woah.....

im eating pizza ama

>>8063366

doubtful nimmy

>>8063370

oh :c i'm sorry zoe. i guess i can see where you're coming from tho?

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>>8063381

>>8063381
nim no one gives a shit about shoulders

>>8063388
Cuz she was a little coocoo and like I was super nice to her and shit and she wanted to start dating and idk I just get that same vibe off you

You both need to learn to love yourselves more than anyone else no matter how hard it might seem

>>8063364
Don't tell anyone but I kind of sometimes like cuddling if it's not too stiflingly hot and it's not too long

Like watching a movie together under a blanket is fun

Having sex with someone you love feels a lot better than just someone you serve

I don't think I can love again, but I kind of miss the feeling sometimes, of obsessive passion

I give out more hugs IRL uninitiated than anyone I know

I just push everyone away and act like a cold cunt because I'm damaged but warm inside

>>8063399
MINE ARE WORSE

>>8063401
makes my torso look masculine tho

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>>8063393
>liking girls

>>8063395
trannies are never ever tier for me

>>8063398
then why do people look at me funny even when i like smile at them and stuff

>>8063397
stop eating the bottom first it's weird

>>8063409
ok its not papa johns so im not

why cant i though

>>8063408
you make their pants feel funny

>>8063404
awwwwww
(hugg)
who are you and what did you do with the real Nat tho

>>8063408

cause everyone looks at everyone else funny tbqh

>>8063406
there was this like, kind of chubby looking hawaiian security guard in the hospital when i got admitted the second time
she was like the stereotype of a butch girl
like, really short cut hair, big (but didn't really look flabby)
anyway yeah she was cute af

>>8063397
is it good?
does it make you happy?
can I have a slice?
can I buy you one when I have money?

>>8063398
I mean, I'm not entirely. He probably cares,

but I have commitment and trust issues whilst also being obsessed about being with someone.

>>8063403
I might be a bit crazy I guess...
I hate myself, I couldn't ever love myself.
I pass even less than everyone on here.

>>8063406
there are plenty of qt trannies here

>>8063411
how

>>8063414
but lil kids look at me like they're scared and their moms pull them towards them like im gonna hurt them or somethin

>>8063410
you can if you want but it just seems unnecessary and dumb

>>8063349
what about them is not easy to listen to? I don't get it but I also love organ. that was like the only interesting part when I went to church.

>>8063420
see no evil, smell no evil, speak no evil

>>8063417
yeah you can a slice

pls buy me as much pizza as you can okay

>>8063417

lool i get it dw. i have the opposite problem where i have commitment and trust issues and because of that i don't call guys my bf often.
even tho the guy i'm dating right now is the only man i've fucked in almost a year and i'm in love with him and talk to him every day and call him babe etc....
...but i digress. just get a regular qt bf if this guy seems suspect. don't get an mtfg gf lol

>>8063423

i think that's in your head nim lol

>>8063412
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHMcoG_FmTw

>>8063416
Your posts read like a creepy beta male.

>>8063424
it makes the pizza taste better tho

>>8063420
>I have no mouth, and I must meme

>>8063417
That's what I'm saying though fuck that mentality love urself so much it becomes annoying

>>8063423
They know to be scared of ur great wizard powers

>>8063427
You beat me to it, you piece of shit.

>>8063431
how do you know

God damnit I want to be a lady so fucking badly.

My entire life is being controlled right now but hopefully I will be able to start transitioning soon. I want it so much it's crushing.