Chest Makes Me Dysphoric Now (MtF)

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So I started HRT a long time ago, so I've had my "boobs" for a long time now. I took progesterone and everything, although I'm off it now. But recently I've been realizing that, even though they're quite a bit better than the usual "conetits" I've seen on other trans women, they're still kind of gross compared to actual cis women's breasts. I don't know how to explain, but they are kind of too far apart, the space in between is bony instead of soft, the nipples are too far apart as well, and the areolas are kind of puffy and huge, which I heard is a trans thing. They're also pretty small, like a B-cup, there's not really very much underboob at all.

Basically, any part of my body that doesn't pass, I hate, which used to just be my face before I came to this site. But then I realized how much more of me there is to hate than I thought, especially after I heard the term "gynecomastia". Now instead of just avoiding mirrors and pictures, and pressing on my face a lot, I also feel physically uncomfortable about my breasts almost all the time. It's kind of like my genital dysphoria, I just feel the fact that there is too much space in between, and I can't feel the bottom of my boobs touching my chest, and I press on the space between them a lot. It's just another thing that makes it impossible for me to get anything done, and makes me want to sleep the day away.

So basically, is there any way to fix this so that I can get some peace and quiet in my head for once? I didn't used to feel this way, so maybe I can reverse the dysphoria somehow. Or should I actually try to get them to grow? I don't think I can last the number of years it would take for me to afford BA on top of every other surgery I need, should I try going on progesterone again? Cypro? Supplements? :<