Am I gay? What is wrong with me?

>>8058422
Op is a faggot. That is what is wrong with you

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>>8058422
stop caring what your parent's might think of you.
your life is yours to live how you wish.
yes, you're probably gay.
at least you're not a murderer.

>>8058422
Having your sexual orientation change isn't unheard of:

http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20160627-i-am-gay-but-i-wasnt-born-this-way

>I literally cannot get off on lesbian porn or straight porn if there is a woman involved
Maybe try not jacking off for a week and see if you can condition yourself to like it again?

>I mean, I never really paid THAT much attention to girls in high school
idk man, sounds kinda suspicious. Girls were all I thought about in high school.

>>8058479

i've tried doing that, it doesnt work, most times i try i just switch over to gay porn..

>>8058470

i think they've made some hints that they think i'm gay. like i shave my arms and legs and they said something about it once.

i don't want to prove them right

>>8058452

:l

>>8058544
Shaving arms & legs is a huge gay flag m9, they know

>>8059214

how is shaving your arms and legs even gay?

i dont think a parent would see it that way.

>>8059214

and plus they've never said anything about it.

>>8058422
Just date a boy and see how it goes.

I think I'm going through the same thing... It's depressing the shit out of me.

I just got out of a 2.5 year relationship which was always rocky. I had a gay experience out of high school with my best friend and it really has me fucked up. My gf wouldn't let me see my friends, particularly this one. I spent all this time not talking to him and now that I'm single I have been having homosexual thoughts and desires and I don't know if it's genuine or what.

I just feel all torn up inside. I fucking hate it

>>8058422
what you need to do, in order to show what a strong burly man you are, is to go vegan and buy some dildos. just so you can use them to channel your inner maleness, not so you can use them on your tight luscious holes. You certainly wouldn't even want to think of penetrating yourself.

>>8058422
Probably not perment... so long as you're not lying.]

Go through your old memories and try to see just how you were jerking off and to what, what went through your head as you did.

To be honest, I always mostly used straight crap (except lesbians, because you don't get anything that's less interesting than lesbians). And then I just... proxied? To the women. It's kind of weird, but I think everyone does; Anyway, my brain had been doing that on dfault from the start. Oh boy the shock I got when I finally noticed what was happening and then went back in my memory room and actually noticed it being real for the whole of my life.

Of course, then comes mild repression, with real depression, trying to distance self from discovery , but has to come back... really, accepting it is your best bet.

You don't have to be with guys you think are ugly. There are no requirements to being allowd to keep your gay card.

I also must say that your fapping technique deeply offends me. "I can't jerk off to X". Nigga, you should be able to jerk off to math problems right now, let alone having actual sex.


About the lest of your being shit... that'dll depend on a laot of thins Some cities are goot to live, so long as you avoid certain nehiborhoroods, hoods.

So, the left has thisn arrative that white people are your biggest enemeis. I'd suggest trying to be real real close with them. Because they're the ones protecting us from the violent browns/blacks. Asians just don't kill us, which means it'd be fine to life there in a 99% asian city, but then 1) you're the weird white guy and 2) they're all asians and asians are not really attractive.

Ok this is getting long so I'll skip to TLDR: Your life is fine. It's okay to be gay. Cut ties with retards who disagree. Marry a cute guy. You can raise cats togetehr

Here some pros:
>No need to interact with women
>No woman in relationships mean you're rich even at mcdonalds
>relationship time is better spent in broship time
>DICKSSS

>>8059852

i've only put a sharpie there..

>>8058544
They might be more understanding than you think anon. Try talking about it to them? Your parents should be your best support if you are open and honest with them.

>>8060293

What if theylook at me differently, like I was a different person all along?

Or if they dont take it well?

>>8060020

maybe..