coming out thread

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>coming out

I came out in my teens and then took it back lol. I'm such a faggot though and I'll probably come out again if I get a bf.

Lol dude

>>8034924
>best friend seems straight
>get drunk with him one night at his place, where I hang out most of the time
>admit to him I'm gay
>he doesn't even give a fuck, says "of course you are" and chuckles
>sit there in awkward silence for a minute
>let the alcohol convince me that him acknowledging it might imply that he's into that since he's never been shy about letting me see him naked or talking about private stuff
>lean over into him
>he doesn't do anything
>put my hand in his lap
>no reaction
>start to rub his cock through his pants while I look up at him
>realize he's passed out
>he wakes up right in mid-squeeze
>he freaks out, asks what the fuck am I doing
>tell him I thought he wanted me to, embarrassed as fuck
>he tells me to leave


Feels bad.

>friends all know I'm a weirdo anyway so weren't surprised by another zany development, no problems with any of them
>mum is still emotionally distraught and doesn't know how to cope with it but knows I have to do it to avoid suiciding early
>dad is fucking crazy livid about it and will never accept me, says I've betrayed generations of ancestors and will never succeed at anything ever again and I'd be better off killing myself, has sexually assaulted me twice since I came out while calling me a man and a freak and stuff
>rest of family is all murmuring and hmm-haa-ing about it without bringing it up in front of me but are mostly just awkward, not malicious
>high school crush and best friend who was grossed out and turned me down flat out when we were younger and I was a greasy beta is now mostly lesbian and has a big thing for butch girls so is now actually attracted to me now I'm a hon and it's confusing but fuck it I'll take it

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>>8034924
>be me
>13 years old, wanting to die as puberty begins
>come out to parents, telling them i want to see a doctor to get castrated (didn't know transitioning was a thing back then)
>tell them i want to be a girl
>get the shit beaten out of me
>abused from then on
>now a miserable, mentally broken hon who transitioned too late

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>>8035025
Next time, don't be born Muslim

>>8035025
How did you unrepress and finally transition? What's your orientation?

>>8035116
Left them and transitioned as soon as I graduated high school. Was too late to undo the damage from puberty, though. I'm straight.
>>8035076
Christian, but close enough.