MTFG- trans ladies gen

>>8034113
she's from the forum i talked about here some times
she's like a trans extremist
she's against everyone who says about themselves that they're trans, because she's a REAL WOMAN
transitioned at 57

cartman has autism but not like severe autism

I'm cold and my nips hurt really badly :(

>>8034139
BOBS SOON

giv me the testosterone

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>>8034025
I don't blame them. There are lots of noncommunicable diseases that you can fight and that we have effective treatment for- Cancer is not one. Realistically speaking we have no cure and our, "treatments" will be seen as barbaric to future generations as drilling a hole in your head.

>>8034045
Did you suck his dick?
I try so hard to avoid trans shit altogether off this booard, probably not a good mode of behavior but fuck Im sick of dealing with it.

>>8034052
Yeah, cancer is sad and dark. Its a slow degrading creeping death and you can do nothing to fight it but accept it.
I think Id genuinely sit my kid down and have the most heartfelt discussion of my life where I explained to them that yes they will die and that no there is no hope. Really the best thing you can do if you get diagnosed is spend your last days with loved ones and die happily surrounded by family.

You cant even know if it was the drugs you did, we have flouride and anti-depressants in the water then hormones in the milk, really we're all so chemically polluted its a miracle we arent all sitting dying in a cancer ward already.

>>8034069
I like Cartman, his racism is justified, he lives in Sweden after all.

>>8034081
>I want to fuck you in the ass
wtfgay

precum soaked pepis

Yea this is shit.

This is shit drakebitch is shit fatcart is shit beanboy is shit why are we here?

I'm leaving.

Ima start shitposting my "story" on /r9k/ or /b/ it was fun I might come back but I can't take it knowing I'm literally sharing the general with total losers like those two it's way too much both of you win I'm sorry for those who like me

>>8034147
a classic

>>8034140
that would be really nice :o

>>8034150
dont go outside or you might be tempted to suck another old dick again

>>8034150
Have fun, hope beetledrake follows your example.

>>8034150
if you are really leaving then you can add me on discord if you want, I sorta like you and would hate to see you go

>>8034151
heck off kid im trying shitpost here

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>>8034139
frangi post a pic i wanna see how much more qt you've gotten :3

>>8034145
ilu the most moap <3

>>8034153
I'm giving drakeposter a (You). Call the cops motherfucker.

>>8034130
:|
lol that's so fucked

>>8034125
that's actually pretty fucking cool
how'd you get into the line of work?

>>8034136
so does literally everyone here.

>>8034145
>cancer
yeah, our best treatment for cancer is essentially nuking whatever organ the cancer is destroying, and hoping you live through the treatment.
the biggest problem with cancer is that it's literally just your body destroying itself because of a glitch - it's not some outside disease that made its way in.

>did you suck his dick
no. He has a girlfriend. At least I think he does anyway - she was kinda pissed at him on Thursday apparently, and she posted something about abusive relationships on fb
:| fml

>trans shit
I've seen enough people try to get away from it and fail miserably that I'm just giving in and speaking out about how AWFUL the lgbt community is. Probably gonna ask someone for a few quotes about being berated for not appreciating her "passing privilege" too.

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>>8034150
Dont come back

>>8034165
i dont think one very autistic anon spamming threads is the law dear soapy

>>8034162
i do more desu

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>>8034157
My Kik is Wawad2
My Skype is w-a-w-a-d-1

Idk my discord, a couple posters have me blocked and stuff, ask quidy we talked for a bit she totally wanted the D

>>8034166
seems like everyone on the forum is fucked up like shit
4chan's super normy in comparison

I feel like I'm coming down with something =^(

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>>8034183
with the exception of robin, I think you're right. Every transgirl here would be kinda normal irl if they didn't get fucked over by dysphoria. A lot even leave and get a life. (I should probably do that eventually desu)

>>8034166
i dont 8)

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>>8034175
I don't have kik because pic related is my phone
I don't like adding anyone I don't know on skype for obvious reasons, it's wonky as heck and super exploitable, I hope you understand

but -> Lamana#7953

>>8034162
I really really wanna but I went to bed with semi-wet hair and it looks atrocious ;-;

>>8034166
>how'd you get into the line of work?
Easy job easy money and I get to boss people around, I'd become a cop but its not like in murrika where you're done and ready to lay down the law within 4 months, here you need like 4 years of schooling. And even then, I wouldnt want to be a swedish cop anyways, too much paperwork and most people you catch will either be released or do little to no time.
The good thing though is that security guards are considered as state servicemen here like cops and firemen so hitting me is like hitting a cop so there's a higher degree of state sanctioned authority behind private security guards here than for example USA. Here I cant be sued and I am much better legally protected.
Also, I like the uniform, passive respect all around, people getting scared on the bus that im about to start a fucking ticket inspection kek.

Homos dont deserve to live! TRUMP FOREVER

>>8034189
fuck

>>8034189
i left too
but this place is actually pretty nice in a way, so i came back
idk what else to do most of the time 2bh

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>>8034197

>>8034201
cANT FOOL ME TRANNY... yOU CAN PUT LIPSTICK ON A PIG AND YOU KNOW THE REST FAG

>>8034201
>tfw bf doesn't make me blow him at gun point

>>8034197
homos are cute and deserve to live

trump forever

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>>8034162
Here's a qt one from when we did drugs lol

>>8034201
some of you girls are alright... don't go to the support group tomorrow

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>>8034201
You really think you'd have the cajones to use that on someone, Moap?

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is it really shitty of me to mostly look for male friends if I pass?

>>8034195
honestly, the more you talk about it, the cooler it sounds. It doesn't sound like you get much shit, and the work is always interesting. Total respect desu.

and honestly, I think it should be harder to be a cop in the us. Most cops are total assholes, and you'd probably filter some of them out if you added more school.

>>8034201
lol

>>8034208
omg

>>8034208
wew desu

>>8034208
CUTE!

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>>8034197

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>>8034162
Ilu2 korra.
I'm so tired today, playing warhammer wore me out.

>>8034166
Ohhh, dont get involved with a boy whos got a GF you dont wanna be number 2 like that. Trust me, I know. Make sure they're broken up before you do anything with him.

I agree the LGBT community is awful, but now is not the time to speak about it. LGBT is a beehive atm, a minefield, its been highly agitated with publicity and crazy legalities lately. Give things a decade to subside and calm down.

>>8034202
Try to hurt me and Ill fucking kill you, no fooling there.

>>8034210
Ive been thinking about going since my brothers last outburst, having some one irl to discuss tranny feels with is a luxury I dont normally have.

Make Transilvania Great.

>>8034227
hey marina, why are you called marina?

do you work at a marina?

>>8034227
potato camera

>>8034237
That's my real name

>>8034238
I know

>tfw ket STILL hasn't arrived

>>8034216
Most guards get put in one place and act as the regular guards in the area but sometimes extra muscles are needed for particular days and often new contracts are coming in where they need guards temporarily and theres tons of temporary work involving events and shit. They've tried to put me down in a lobby as regular job where I'd work 80-90% of my time but then I'd literally never get out so fuck that. I'd rather work less but more varied you know, I done everything from football games to cosplay cons and everything in between. The worst is without doubt parking lot duty, especially in the fucking winter. The greens in my city who joint power with socialists decided to try and remedy a important tunnel closing for construction by promoting carpooling and public transport by letting people outside the city park in some parking lots they leased out in nowhere under the condition they carpool or take public transit into city. It failed miserably and out of the 1000s of parking spots on that lot I swear maybe 20 cars turned up in the span of the 5 unfortunate hours I had to be there freezing my ass off dressed like an eskimo doing fucking nothing.

And yeah I fucking laughed when I heard how easy its to become a cop in murrika but that would be perfect for me desu.

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>>8034241
Here's a kett

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BBQ :)

>>8034241
top tier meme

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>>8034234
I actually don't mind being #2 in this case - he's super chill and totally gets where I'm coming from.

Plus he's shorter than me. Lol.

Mind if I send you some of the stuff I've been drafting?

>>8034249
didnt you guys hate each other like a few days ago
now youre friends again?

fucking women man

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>>8034213
To be honest, I don't know. Ideally, I never will. Certainly makes me feel safer when I have it though.

Realistically though, yes, Im confident if I was scared for my life I would shoot the gun. My first reaction to real danger would be to run if possible, tho.

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>>8034242
>I'd rather work less but more varied
yeah, that's kinda why I'm actually trying to get into analytical-style journalism instead of just making a portfolio of reports on current events. Totally feel ya there.
parking lot duty sounds like total shit though - do you at least get paid well for it when it's cold as fuck?

>>8034250
no, we made up a few weeks ago

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>>8034168
this

>>8034255
u can makeout with me bby

>tfw want to play csgo with Myrthe but she's on a holiday

>>8034261
wait that didnt really make sense

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>>8034150
Lol ok bye

>>8034268
As if you ever made any sense.

>>8034255
>Parking lot duty sounds like total shit though - do you at least get paid well for it when it's cold as fuck?
Sadly I dont get compensated for the weather, though by law every worker has right to extra pay for weekend work, holiday work, overtime and for guards also includes "risk work" aka those type of shifts where a security vest is mandatory.

And what does an analytical-style journalist do anyways, what is that? Journalism without opinions and only facts and analyzes of it? Because that would be pretty innovative and rad.

>>8034260
now cart and and poster need to leave too and then /mtfg/ gets fixed

>>8034234
cASH ME OUSSIDE HOW BOW DAT!!!

>>8034247
Oh that looks good! For how many people are you cooking?

Good luck with your future endeavors, Bean. I hope you find the happiness and peace you want. I can get why you liked coming here, because even on the most vaguest of levels you could relate to us. /r9k/ will bore you though.

>>8034271
all of the day bro

>>8034274
I agree with this statement 100%

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>>8034274
Remove chaser

>>8034277
2
Me and my father

>>8034283
[accordeon intensifies]

>>8034285
Awwww! It looks so yummy! What type of meat is the meat that you're cooking?

>>8034287
Idk
I think it's pig

moap is gay moap is a big homo

>>8034289
>not sure where it came from
Oh I hope you don't get the shakes

>>8034289
Is your dad ok with you being a tranny?

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>>8034253
Let's hope you're never put in a situation where you feel compelled to use it.

We never know how well we react in those sorts of circumstances until we find ourselves in them.

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I want a pretty transgirlfriend to do yuri moe things to

>>8034282
do u think boys are the only one who makes fun of your silly looking face sass

asking for a friend

>>8034294
He still calls me he and boyname even in public
(Since i pass pretty well everyone looks at him like he's stupid when he does)
Other than that he's ok with it

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>>8034283
>>8034286
>>8034282
I dont chase though, I just passively exist and shitpost and if one of ya'll cute lasses happen to fall into my lap I wont complain but I aint got the time to put any effort into the chase.

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>>8034291
that's not how you spell adorable anon

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>>8034292
It's pig

>>8034308
Personally I'm more annoyed by the shitposting than the passive chasing.

>>8034308
Girls are attracted to assertiveness and being forward.

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I was gonna apply for a job yesterday but completely forgot
I'm so useless and lazy
Just kill me desu

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>>8034300
me 2

*pushes lifealert button*

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>>8034272
damn, that's kinda sick.
I actually kinda wish the states had a right to bonuses for overtime and weekend work...

It's partially investigative and partially just analytical writing. What I intend to do is have some opinions, but back them up with substantial evidence and show my exact thought processes towards the conclusions I'm drawing.
I'm probably gonna start a blog to bring light too some of these issues that I care about. In the meantime, I'll be establishing a portfolio that I can present it to publications if I'm ever applying for jobs.

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>>8034316
Can you still apply?

>>8034308
>one of the cute lasses
that's me out rip

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>>8034249
I guess, being #2 twisted my soul even more and in a way continues to fester and corrupt my relationship with that boy.

>>8034250
Friends get into fights sometimes, thankfully Charlotte is a good person who can overlook my cruelty and cold heart.

>>8034299
Yeah, we can only hope. Ideally Ill get married one day and can stop carrying it around because my husband will protect me. You're def right about not knowing how well react until we're there tho.

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>>8034314
Well thats justified but It aint changing, be glad I smoke like a chimney and get banned so often I'm mostly absent even though ya'll love to notice me when I'm here.
>>8034315
Yeah well tough shit for me, but I got bigger problems than tfw no gf so it doesn't really matter. If being single really was my biggest problem I'd be working on it by now, but its just a sideshow in a larger mess.

>>8034313
why did you buy already seasoned meat?

hey are the Illinois people around
where do I park for Howard Brown, is the walgreens across the street gonna tow me?

>tfw there's a helium shortage so companies are starting to mix their helium tanks with air
>tfw this makes them less effective for killing yourself
i can't find any pure ones except for sketchy ones on alibaba

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>>8033493
>>8033560
LMFAO THAT WAS FAST. See, deep down you know what you want.

>>8034313
Inb4 sharia Polizei

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>>8034189
>Every transgirl here would be kinda normal irl if they didn't get fucked over by dysphoria.
Nah dysphoria didn't completely kill my ability to socialize with people lol
That just killed itself!

>>8034334
That's really good to hear. Most folks here seem to think a relationship will solve their problems and can't prioritize life issues. Maybe you'll get it all sorted out and get a gf too, soon.

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>>8034336
You're going to the Sheridan location? There's parking spots on the street, just bring some cash for the meter.

>>8034315
Oddly I'm attracted to shyness

>>8034234
>my brothers last outburst
???

>>8034347
Shyness in girls and not guys?

>>8034353
im attracted to shy transbians tbqh

>>8034335
Because i'm lazy
Also my father likes those

>>8034339
Nooooo

>>8034347
Shy girls are the best
And i have to know, i am one

>>8034357
Same

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>>8034310
moap is gay she wants to kiss girls wow what a homo

>>8034189
I have quite a few issues that aren't trans related and that bar me from ever being normal. That said, I have a life and a pretty good one by normie standards.

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>>8034352
My brother got drunk, freaked out, started deadnaming me and telling me I was living a lie and then proceded to slam me to the ground when I tried to leave and choked me out in front of my parents at 4am. This happened like a month ago almost.

>>8034356
Shyness in men isn't really a valued trait. In girls it's another story. It's hard to tell who is straight here anymore.

>>8034346
They told me to go to 63rd street despite living north of chicago

>>8034361
WHAT THE FUCK. why didn't your parents stop the choking?

>>8034336
Theres too many Illinois posters here

>>8034362
rip shy men

>>8034369
:(

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>>8034363
Wait really what the fuck??????
You're north Chicago?
And they want you to go to the south side???
I'd ask for another doc in a north location desu.

>>8034333
that sounds awful :/
there have been a few people like that in my life, but this guy is different. I'm legitimately ok with just being his friend.

>thankfully Charlotte is a good person who can overlook my cruelty and cold heart
<3
you're not that cold - just a bit jaded and hurt at times

>>8034341
lol
all I'm saying is that most people here tend to go back to the way they were before dysphoria fucked up their lives

>>8034360
that's actually kinda interesting.

>>8034361
dude, your brother is REALLY fucked up on so many levels

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>>8034360
Hey Im really sorry I shouldnt have shut you down so hard the other dayand been so mean, its just like we were talking about my religion so its hard for me to be calm and objective about it.

>>8034361
(hugg)
what the heck that's not ok

>>8034369
Societal heteronormative standards can be rough.

>>8034376
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
fucking butthurt lgbtfags pushing their "I'm normal and you're not" agenda

>>8034371
I have terrible phone anxiety and it took like 30 minutes of jumping through hoops and talking to multiple people on the phone to even get my appointment so I'm just gonna talk to them about it in person

>>8034362
>>8034376
this plays into my dysphoria. my personality isn't the kind guys benefit from.

spiced vodka tastes so bad

it makes me sick

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>>8034381
you do you
there's just so many better locations if you're north

>>8034391
oh, how's your move going?

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>>8034365
My dad is an old man with a hip replacement and my mom is a frail 5ft lady with bad lungs. My brother is a combat veteran, how could they have stopped him? Like yeah, my mom was screaming and crying, he eventually stopped after my dad came out though.

>>8034372
He is and always has been my biggest obstacle to happiness in life, on a lot of levels I resent him and hate him. It was a completely cold hatred when I was younger, I try to understand him now and help him because hes my sibling and regardless of everything I love him and want to help him. He's great to be around too.

Until he isnt.

Like we had a great week together, we were having fun together all the way up until that.

So is Faye really detransitioning?

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>>8034395
That's still a ways out, it wouldnt be until later this year at the earliest

>>8034397
how did the cold hatred start?

how can he be fun to be around and have a great time with and still turn on you like that?

>>8034386
Manlets like you should stick to drinking milk. Spiced vodka is for real women.

>>8034397
that's pretty shit to go through sorry to hear it. i tried to keep an abusive relative around too but I had to face reality and remove them entirely and not give second chances

if they've truly changed then down the long somewhere they'll seek me out

>>8034379
I try not to associate with any LGBT crowd at all. When normal people hear LGBT they think AIDS, pedophiles, and dudes in jock straps waving around dildos downtown and carrying kids only wearing rainbow thongs.

Once I'm doing with this transitioning thing I'll be just another quiet straight girl.

>>8034400
literally no one gives a fuck

>>8034400
Kayfayebe is just playing the same tired role she has for years. Surprised anyone still takes her detransition schtick seriously.

>>8034416
So it's just a running joke then that she pulls

>>8034416
trust me no one does

i miss her

>>8034421
Her body is way to fem to ever go back

>>8034407
how would you know then

I want to eat Emma's ass so bad rn senpai

>>8034397
yeah... he seems like he has problems beyond what he knows how to deal with. I almost feel bad for him, but he's a total dick.

>>8034410
I already p much am another quiet straight girl. I'm going to write under an alias as well, so my life irl doesn't change much.

>>8034401
awh :/
I hope it goes well!

>>8034420
No faye is severely mentally ill even by insane tranny standards and craves attention constantly. How she does that is by lying about every aspect of her life and posting angled and photoshopped pictures here to see how many thirsty people reply to it.

Her entire game is plausible deniability so you'll never see her fully commit to anything and outright deny horrible shit she's done.

>>8034323
Yeah but I'm gonna have to apply after spring break and by then the positions might be filled up.

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>tfw making more tip money than my cis coworkers because I bother with my appearance in the mornings

heh. feels a little nice to be better than a cis girl at something

>>8034437
Trip.

>>8034431
Ok... she's still passing lol and she's in major denial of she thinks she could successfully detrans. Most she could be is a femboy since the E has done its damage.

>>8034430
Ah, that's cool. How long have you been on HRT to be full time and documents changed?

>get promoted
>same pay, more responsibility
welp

>>8034438
no

>>8034441
lol u got trolled

>>8034441
what do you do now

>>8034443
Yes, nobody wants to read your fiction.

>>8034441
bitch at them to give you more money

>>8034437
Tips should be reserved for tittybars and hooters desu but I'm glad for your sake.

>>8034447
lol

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>>8034400
Trip on Faye.

>>8034405
It was around 12 or 13 when he would continually emasculate me and was doing hard drugs. He always had beat me up my whole life, but it was only when he started being an actual piece of shit as an adult that the resentment began. It got worse and worse till he joined the military, a lot of times I think distance from him is the only reason I dont hate him anymore.

My brother is a two faced person, he's the most charismatic chill confident person when you first meet him but its just a show.

>>8034441
Lol Elanna fell for the promotion scam, thats why I never went guard leader, same pay, but now all the other fuckers on the job are your responsibility.

>>8034454
I am a male and not Faye grasp harder

>>8034448
Unions yo

>>8034446
Im gonna take loads
In the rear

>>8034451
waitress pay in america is shit and we get paid well below minimum wage and have to make up the difference in tips

>>8034458
sounds up your alley

>>8034451
>tfw the US is the only country where waiters/waitresses and delivery drivers can be paid less than minimum wage because it's assumed that they'll get tips.

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I feel really ill today, I think it's gotten worse :(

>>8034262
Bad feel :(

>>8034423
I miss you too qt
Keep thinking about all the things I want to do with you
*hugg*

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>>8034439
?

>>8034451
putting effort into your appearance is part of giving the customer's a pleasant experience, just like those.

>>8034467
oh my

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>>8034361
wow that's fucked up
but
sorry I can't help myself

>>8034463
Untaxed cash though

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>>8034474
it essentially results in minimum wage pay unless everyone tips you more than $2, which is 15% for a $15 order.

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>>8034468
agreed but the cis girls i work with literally do nothing to improve their appearance even a little

we were talking about it the other morning and all of them admitted to just getting out of bed and putting on their uniform an hour before work

meanwhile i wake up at 3am to shower shave and do my makeup / hair as best I can and i make sure to be energetic and as chatty as I can with guests and i usually walk away with the most tips since unlike them i actually try hard at my job

to then doing hair and makeup is "top much effort"

>>8034459
>>8034463
I know, and it'll stay like that as long as both employees and customers support the practice of having a quarter or more of the already low minimum wage be filled in through tips.
Thats why I never became a waiter, the restaurant business in murrika deserves to go bankrupt or reform their employment scheme because one should get their full pay.
>>8034468
Yeah but it aint the same as some fly bitch from hooters or with her tits out.

>>8034462
Yeah

>>8034456
Yeah but that ladder tho

>tfw your dad rings you up to cry "please come home... please come home... please come home..." down the phone for three minutes straight then hang up again
wew

>>8034454
why tf are you still around him?

>hanna
>maeve
>snickerdoodle
>sheen
>evangeline
>shy
>sish
>gloomy
>ash

Where are they?

>>8034458
>Im gonna take loads
>In the rear
sounds like these delivery route tasks we did in school with special instructions to "only deliver at the backdoor"

>>8034480
I wish they would organize and go on strike. It's honestly bullshit.

>>8034483
>>sish
She's Myrthe now anon get it together

>>8034463
Yeah but the US makes a really big deal out of tips. In Europe and the UK only posh places really expect it.

>>8034454

>It was around 12 or 13 when he would continually emasculate me

Is that why you're trans?

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>>8034433
O, good luck :x

>>8034478
I've been delivering pizza for like almost 4 years and only on the shittiest days ever do I make minimum wage or less. $10-12 in tips and an extra $4 per hour. Good days $15-20 hourly in tips.

Location probably plays a big part. I'm in a nicr suburb in a nice city

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>>8034441
good job

>>8034483
I'm Myrthe now and I'm not a cinnamon roll anymore I think
Sorry to be so demanding but please remove sish

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>>8034483
I'm ill and it won't go away

>>8034487
it's a big deal in the US because you get paid slave wages as it is, without considering they cut your wages when you're on delivery.

I can understand posh places expecting it though, because it's like, "you have the money, and I'm giving you the best service. You better tip

>>8034492
I used to deliver in main line pennsylvania (Exton), and all the fucking indians living nearby would gyp me with only pocket change.

>>8034494
Done

>hanna
>maeve
>snickerdoodle
>sheen
>evangeline
>shy
>gloomy
>ash

>>8034492
but you need to factor in the cost of wear and tear on your car

>>8034479
>the cis girls i work with literally do nothing to improve their appearance even a little
>to then doing hair and makeup is "top much effort"
hopefully they didn't blame you for putting in effort and getting rewarded for it.

>guests
wow, you're really in the spirit of giving good, respectful service!

>>8034480
yeah but see >>8034479
she puts in effort to make the guests feel good and enjoy their experience. different to showing tits, but same result, a good time.

>>8034497
I'm very grateful, anon.
Thank you and have a nice life.

>>8034495
:{

>>8034489
>tfw thought of asking this but didn't want to say it

>>8034498
guess what
they don't cover that :^)
they really should though

while I was shaving this morning Mom made a joke saying she probably has more facial hair then me. I got mad and told her to shut up but I feel kind of bad now. what do you think am I a stupid autist or was she being mean. yes I am already out to her for a few months.

>>8034479
You are making me real curious about what you look like with your work uniform on when you're trying to look nice.

>>8034497 is the new updated cinnamon roll list
And with that i am done for a while.

>>8034510
she posted pics in her uniform before

>>8034509

She was being nice to you, you fucking basement dwelling freak

>>8034511
Who cares?

>>8034503
I've been sick for about 4 days now I think, I hope it ends soon, I feel awful :(

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>>8034510
i look about average i think. just took this one this morning actually

>>8034519
do you have a fever?

>>8034478
Minimum wage untaxed vs minimum wage taxed.

>>8034496
The US has less tax overall though.

>I can understand posh places expecting it though, because it's like, "you have the money, and I'm giving you the best service. You better tip
Frankly if the service is always so great they should add it to the price. Tips are for when the service is better than expected.

>>8034521
my thermometer is broken

>>8034509
I think she was trying to make a lighthearted joke, but just didn't understand that it tends to be hurtful. I think you were justified to act that way.

>>8034515
You if you are taking the time to respond.

>>8034523
taxed.
They drop your wages from 7.50 to 4.50, so untaxed would be $3

>>8034520
>i look about average i think.
which shows being chatty and energetic pays off.

>>8034524
do you feel hot?

>>8034519
hugg

>>8034523
>if the service is always so great they should add it to the price
this is what my old boss was saying. He's some ancient russian guy that's owned pizza huts for 50 years now.

>>8034496
That really blows. There's a huge Indian population in a big city near me called Irving and they're all LOADED. Like million dollar mansions and like 4 BMWs PER family member. They'd always tip like $20 because it's pocket change to them.

>>8034498
Yeah, my car has like 82,000+ miles and it's seen better days. I've spent like as much as I make on repairs and stuff. But I hate wage cuck jobs just as much, every time I get a comfy office job that pays really well and steady I want to die in a few weeks.

>>8034467
b-but this doesn't look like the photos she usually posts

>>8034531
yeah, I have been feeling overheated and nausea
>>8034533
hugg

>>8034537
Because the photos she usually posts are edited in photoshop and angled to cut out masculine features.

>>8034536
yeah, our indians live in condos, apartments or townhouses and are cheap as fuck.

there are some rich white guys around and generous poor people.

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Missing person, I'm a missing person
I'm gone, that's for certain
You won't find me, so stop searching
I stay lowkey when I'm lurking

>>8034514
fuck you fag she has less facial hair and she knows it

yeah I am an autist and she was trying to joke but I think it was still mean

>>8034540
korra posts some decent pic unlike the ridiculous kayla/faye

>>8034541
>delivering to ghetto
>glance at name
>oh i already know how this is going to end
>okay sir your total is $46.23
>okay chinky here's $40 you can cover the rest thats for taking so fucking long
>slams door shut
>what
>it took like 8 minutes to get here
>bang on door to get the rest of my $6.23
>gives exact change slams door shut again in face

Alternatively

>credit card
>makes a big show of signing the receipt
>$0 get a real job
oh. thanks. I'm going to medical school though..

>>8034542
shoegaze sounds like ketanime feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygGw_zo_W8A

>>8034552
GIVE KETANIME NOW

>>8034546
mine are pretty hit and miss in all honesty. i have no clue how to take a good picture and my camera phone is ultra shit and low quality

some look average others look ugly trans tier. i think when im at my absolute best im only about a 7/10

>>8034557
It's really difficult to get an accurate image of yourself with a camera because cameras only have a single lens to take a picture and human beings create images in our mind with two 'cameras', our eyes.

Looking in a mirror is the most accurate representation of yourself you can get.

>>8034552
It really does c:
My fav genre ever desu

https://youtu.be/2INLBsRYVBs

>>8034550
fuuuuuuug
>delivering to neighborhood with tons of mansion
>guy pays with credit
>get there
>he meets me at the walk way
>hands me $20
>"sir, you paid with credit, you don't need to pay again"
>"I know."
>tfw I'm just standing there trying to figure out what it's means like an idiot

alternatively

>hey, I know you work a shit job and don't get paid well, so here's $5. I'm doing the exact same thing.

>>8034552
NEED TO DOSE HIGHER
https://youtu.be/D73k4-OYvy0

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>>8034562
>Looking in a mirror is the most accurate representation of yourself you can get.
Fuck
>>8034552
Shoegaze is gr8 stuff

fuck poor people lol just get rich XDDDD

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>>8034562
>can't get a very accurate image out of a mirror cause one of my eyes hardly works

>>8034574
*gets rich*
hey cool
thanks for the advice, anon

>>8034550
>>8034566
>the difference passing makes

>>8034581
I know the feeling, my right eye is perfect but my left eye can barely see and makes everything blurry

>>8034552
is there a drug that feels like vaporwave sounds?

>>8034566
Yup.. I always tip at least $5 to delivery drivers.

>>8034572
? :x

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>>8034586
I didn't pass at the time, nor was I remotely attractive.
also, there were plenty of disgusting cis girls working there - I would have been more attractive than them just by being at a remotely healthy weight.

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>>8034589
the entire bottle of sipps

>>8034590
I just do takeout.

It's difficult to feel like I'm a woman or that I ever will be one.

I'm having trouble believing HRT is working.

>>8034590
I just meant I feel like I don't look good in mirrors

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>>8034598
if you want proof, take photos

>>8034557
Some of this is pretty common sense but maybe useful.
https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/5not92/how_to_get_amazing_pictures_as_a_trans_person/
>my camera phone is ultra shit and low quality
Do you have an old digital camera? Even something 5+ years old will take better pictures than a cell camera.

>>8034562
>Looking in a mirror is the most accurate representation of yourself you can get.
This is actually really reassuring; I thought it was the other way around. I'm way happier about my appearance in the mirror than I am in pictures :(

>>8034574
>>8034582
daaaamn, why didn't I think to do this!?

>>8034586
I don't present female and won't for 3 years so it's just people being shitty and not necessarily hating on trannies.

>>8034581
Go to an optometrist. I think you said your eye became lazy only recently. I got glasses at 17 and I never even realized how bad my vision was. Almost completely blind in left eye, was a few months away from it going lazy. You're 15, you might be able to save your vision.

>>8034596
how does that feel?

>>8034614
slow and numb

>>8034610
lens length makes a huge difference. We used to have a stickied link showing it

even a webcam would be better

>>8034605
I was taking photos for the first 6 months but nothing was changing. Now it's too difficult. I deleted them all.

>>8034611
Why won't you present female for another 3 years ?

>>8034597
Yeah I'm a cheap piece of shit and I never do deliveries either LOL

Unless I'm ordering a bunch for a workplace party or something then I always tip like $20 or something just because I know it'll make their whole week

>>8034599
Possibly BDD, possibly true. I couldn't tell you unless I see you in person.

>>8034556
SAME
NEED

>>8034564
yee
Ride's new stuff sounds awesome too

>>8034562
Looking in a mirror is the most accurate representation of yourself you can get.
this

>>8034544

>tfw feminine bepis

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>>8034587
yep I'm exactly the same
My right eye does all the work and gets overtired and looks weird so I hide it under my hair
I'm supposed to wear an eyepatch over my right eye to train my left >.>
>>8034611
My eyes been like this since pretty much forever, I have glasses for it n stuff
it's actually been improving over the last few years

>>8034622
Parents
Texas

Once I go to uni probably in another state I'll get my stuff changed before then and lead a new life.

>>8034617
so it's like being sober just numb?

>>8034635
>eyes improving
>sitting in front of computer all day
That's really surprising and pleasant to hear. Hopefully you can get your eye straightened in time. There might be surgery to get it corrected if it is full on pointing in two different directions with zero depth perception.

Is it okay to not be able to pass after 2 years?

>>8034638
Oh, that's bad
But why don't you take stuff like clothes and makeup outside and change presentation once you left the house ?

>>8034644
i really love sparky

>>8034639
Its not sober it makes you really slow and feel nice its an opiate

>>8034644
No, that's not ok anon
You have to pass now

>>8034642
Thankfully it's not that bad anymore, I should probably get away from my computer more tho .-.

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Friendly reminder kids, masturbating in the shower is dangerous.
>tfw feminine orgasms cause legs.exe to crash
>tfw I was leaning against the wall
>tfw it took my all to simply not collapse

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>>8034644
You will be a man with tits forever so no.

>>8034635
Can wearing an eyepatch really improve vision with a blurry eye? I heard it was a way to combat a lazy eye, but never for seeing more clearly. I might have to try it if so

>>8034646
At 15/16 I might have done that but at my jaded old age I just don't really see the point in leading a double life. I'm okay with just being on hormones and growing my hair out for now.

>>8034625
Home Is A Feeling is comfy

Excited for Slowdive's new stuff as well

>>8034650
It's been two years of HRT and I still can't. I grew my hair out, I learned makeup. But I'm still flat and my face still looks like a man's.

>>8034649
idk why but for me being sober is just slow, painfull and tiring. I don't want to try opiates tho.

>>8034668
rip

>>8034659
It's what my doctor recommended, so It might b worth a shot

>>8034654
Contacts might help, ask your eye doctor.

Also I forgot if you wear an eye patch over your good eye and force your bad eye to do all the work, your brain will get more used to using the bad eye and it might help.

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>>8034655
This happens sometimes during sex (against the wall)
Freaks the heck out of my bf

>>8034671
So I should just give up then? I'm only 21.

I really wanted this to work for me. I really wanted to live.

>>8034655
how many months of hrt did it take until you noticed a difference in orgasms?

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there's a christfag government person with a mega phone preaching about fags and brown people across the street

>>8034644
depends if you are ok with not passing

>>8034661
I did that when i was younger and wasn't out
How old are you now ?

>>8034668
Post a pic
Or send it to my discord (marina#6162)

>>8034680
Yes

>>8034687
It means I'll kill myself. If there's really no chance.

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>>8034679
>HYAA
picrelated

Captcha: Revive Hilltop.
It's time, Rick.

>>8034659
I personally wouldn't recommend it, it won't affect how your single eye receives light and processes the information. It'll just make your bad eye strain harder and harder and possible degrade your vision over time.

However, optometry isn't my specialty, so take it with a grain of salt, it just seems logical.

If your eyes aren't wandering and doing ahaego by themselves then prescription glasses are only like $200+.

>>8034680
maybe just be my transbian gf

>>8034690
I'm 25.

>>8034697
Ah thanks, I'd wear glasses but my vision is fine even with one eye working well. I had glasses as a kid and I kept forgetting them everywhere, my memory is not good

>>8034702
hahah 25 lol nice sexy

>we live in a world where fucking korra passes and is full time but other girls here aren't

Didn't see this one coming.

>>8034685
Err, I'm honestly not sure, lol. Sorry.

>>8034702
Hmm, i'd probably still do it
25's a good age to have a double life

>>8034705
its cause korra is a hon and gets laughed at in public multiple times a day. korra just wants to seem like this perfect hon of sorts here

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>tfw well never have family like this
>tfw considering suicide daily more and more

>>8034711
That meme is boring and dead.

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>>8034705
It hasn't even been 3 months gimme a break ;~;

>>8034661
>tfw only led a double-life for a few months before basically just making my boymode more fem
>now pass and it feels like my life is as good as it was pre-dysphoria.

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>>8034696
>farming hoe
Link shure is a hoe :^)

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>be at pizzeria
>waiter goes "hey r u guys dutch?"
>>no we're belgians
>starts talking french to us

>>8034655
Mine still haven't changed. Not much anyways :/
My legs get a little weak and tingly and the afterglow feels better. Arousal is different and feels better but it's subtle.

>>8034680
hugg

>>8034719
>masc link
n-no I want femboy wild Link

hlep

>>8034694
FFS?
Weight gain for boob/face gains?

>>8034703
Your brain is putting all the work on your one good eye, that's pretty much how you get a lazy eye, especially if you're still a teenager.

You can get glasses for one eye or even easier, a contact for just one eye to correct it.

>>8034704
I like to think of it as a testament to my stubbornness and will to survive against all odds and suicidal urges. Thank you for reminding me that my age isn't something to be ashamed of.

>>8034708
Still seems silly. I don't get dysphoric or upset about being sir'd. By a year my hair will be at my hips and my face should be more feminine so I'll probably get gendered female a lot even without presenting female.

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>>8034710
??

>>8034084
understandable but some trans people do relate to it and find it appealing. it is fetishy or at least has fetishy undertones but that's what makes it sexually relatable for those who like it.

>>8034094
>they're just so weird.
>I want to figure out:
>1) why they're so popular on a wide scale
people can identify with them and they appeal to a kind of dysphoric sexuality.

>2) what's so fucking weird about most of them
kinks i guess. or something that makes them relieve a certain dysphoria. what weirdness in particular do you mean?

>3) what's different between me and what seems like 90% of the trans community that I struggle to actually connect with
different trans person sexualities.

the number is exaggerated online on places like here.

>I can't stand support groups or gender therapy when they seem to be so popular among mainstream lgbt and it drives me nuts
that is a problem. find trans people who aren't into them and who you can relate with better.

>>8034723
well one third of belgians talk baguette, desu.

>>8034659
The goal is to get her to learn to use her left eye more.

I would think 15 minutes patch on, 5 off, 15 on, 5 off would help a lot in integrating their combined use together.

>>8034729
I did? well would you be my gf?

>>8034705
I'm almost there anon all I need is to gain eleven more pounds

>>8034686
tf

>>8034700
I'm giving myself until 3 years. If I still don't pass at all I'm ending my life.

If I'm really this fargone at 21 then I can't live.

>>8034728
I can't afford FFS. I tried weight loss/gain

>>8034731
anon i can't think straight but I sure would love your (you) in my face

>>8034729
Long hair barely helps especially if they are going to talk to you

>>8034718
tfw dysphoria whole life

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>>8034726
>thinking that is masc
But shure have a cute link