MTFG - transgirl general

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anime is comfi

>>8016214
Fuck off furshit

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i brushed my teeth only to realize there was still a can of iced tea in my room and now i'm suffering because it tastes bad :(

>>8016220
shnugg

>>8016214
fuck off furshit

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>>8016157
Me too wtf

>>8016113
He's really big lol

He looked at me taking pics and like he looked a little mad

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I wonder if my guy voice was always this faggy or it's gotten worse

I feel terrible
I thought I was meant to start feeling ok once I was no longer on just AAs

>>8016226
hugg

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>>8016214
neko is not furry

anon is retarded

link is adorable

these are facts

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>>8016212
Strong sense of worthlessness and dysphoria for me
I hatred myself most of my life before I experienced dysphoria tbqh. Wanted to kms a lot as a kid, blamed myself for my parents divorcing and always felt like my parents secretly hated me
I try to put the dumb shit I did to deal with my worthlessness in my past

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>>8016230
This pic is epic

>>8016234
Wait for your levels to adjust and stabilize?

please say mean things to me

>>8016241
Honestly I want to fuck Link

>>8016225
i feel worthless

>>8016210
i've been emotionally starved for 22 years, i fear disappointing my partners.

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>>8016204
sildenafil/tadalafil?

>>8016234
tbqh my aa always makes me feel bad

although i'm thinking maybe my the muscle pain in my arms/shoulders is due as much to the aa as the e

>>8016234
hrt does not fix your problems it just will probably help you feel a bit better about your body

Lowered sex drive is the best part of Cypro desu
>>8016220
This
>>8016248
Mean things to me

>>8016246
how long will that take to kick in

>>8016248
(hugg)
I love you anon, you're a lovely person.

>>8016231
it feels like my voice has gotten softer since ive started hrt but maybe im just hearing things

>>8016235
evvvaaaa ^>^

fuck I've got massive stretch marks around my nipples now, is this normal? they've gotten worse over the last 6 months but now these new ones are deeper and actually painful to touch

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>>8016250
I'd be worried if you didn't

although I think he/she would make a good switch

>>8016253
w-what?
oh these are viagra-like things
thanks :3

>>8016258
omg your awake ><

>>8016257
because you're training it...

>>8016231
I still love you no matter how faggy you get

>>8016231
I tried a deep boyvoice just forfun a few days ago
And i actually can't
The undertone is always pretty high and faggy and it just sounds a bit rougher than what i consider my girlvoice

>>8016261
fucking thumbnails

>>8016261
I want him to call me daddy
tb.h

>>8016254
no as in I feel like I genuinely have no energy and I can barely make it to 8pm without wanting to collapse in a pile

>>8016265
yeah ive been practicing my voice for like 3 hours!

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>>8016259
that sucks

i think lotions with vitamin e are supposed to help

some people just don't get stretch marks, some do

i've seen plenty of breasts with stretch marks

>>8016264
yeah viagra/cialis or whatever y'all call them in euroland

>>8016267
well yeah but i still use my male voice whenever i speak in public

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>>8016271
you have excellent taste

>>8016275
mostly viagra i think c:
thanks!

>>8016259
stretch marks on areas that are growing are normal yes

you can get like vitamin e oils and scar creams to help fade them a bit if you want but I think most are pretty expensive.

Yea??
Yea?!?!?!

Well I think it was cool

I'm going to go eat out of trashcans >:[

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>>8016273
that's really good to hear! don't over do it too much, it might need some rest! I woke up pretty late today D:

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I wonder if I should start progesterone again

>>8016272
that is probably partly because of the aa

idk for me I either got used to the fatigue or it became not as bad with time somehow

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>>8016272
spiro makes me feel a lot like that

diet and exercise help

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I'm just going to linkpost for a while

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i miss when i 18 and i just assumed i was beta and was able to fix it.

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>>8016257
https://clyp.it/viz5b5jp

>>8016269
Yeah at most I sound like a teenager these days it's weird

>>8016267
<3

>>8016290
fuck off furshit

>tfw talking to dad about hormones and he seemed somewhat proud of my knowledge on them
uwu

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>>8016293
I miss when I was cute before I went into dysphoria depression

>>8016245
have u seen my dancing butt vid?

https://youtu.be/G1P0ai0_lRo

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>>8016299
london?

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>ttw stomach ache and super exhausted
I think I am lactose intolerant >o<

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>>8016293
"It was just OCD everything's okay I'm gonna be in the ARMY soon and leave all this 4chan gayshit behind"

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>>8016290
;3

>>8016255
I'm definitely happy with my lowered sex drive
>>8016259
Cocoa butter or shea butter and sun exposure often helps
>>8016272
Yeah, maybe wait for your estrogen levels to reach steady state. In addition spiro can cause electrolyte inbalance or dehydration and cypro can cause depression

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>>8016314
Ash help me I have awful skin ;-;

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>>8016314
i'm just intolerant

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>tfw sex drive STILL won't die
Masturbating once a week is still too much I hate it
Fucking cut everything off
>>8016293
I miss high school when I had friends and could repress my thoughts

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>>8016316
>when you already have the uncropped image
;p

>>8016298
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1hR52iXgbxh

>>8016314
>ywn be as cute as Ash

>>8016317
mhmm, I pretty much had to go "Cypro on it's own is killing me, I can't keep this up" and ordered E.
but it feels much worse now than it ever did so idk

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>>8016323
Awww how can I help love?

>>8016314
hugg
I haaaate stomach aches ;_;
I really hope that isn't the case with lactose. Dairy is love :(

>>8016285
i wanna get it perfect tho!

you said you were gonna get up early today ;-;

>>8016252
You're not worthless. You're far from worthless, Amy.

>>8016300
proud of you ^^

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>>8016331
I need the best cleanser moisturizer and stuff I can get so I can be cute
You know a lot about this right? ;~;

>>8016335
I had trouble sleeping last night, I kept waking up feeling really bad...

>>8016314
pat once

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you were expecting Dio...

>>8016298
Every time you make a clyp I can always hear how you slip towards girl voice halfway through and it makes me laugh every single time.

>>8016339
i had a dream that my mom could tell i was a girl based on my skin and my door made this sound like it was being opened so i literally woke up screaming lol

my mom came and asked if i was alright and i said i didnt know what she was talking about

so i had to stay awake the rest of the night because i was scared that i would scream again lol

i'm comparing cypro and bica and both sound equally scary lol
i could always try it i guess

definitely gonna talk to anna about this since she has a bit more experience on this

>>8016346
D-dio sama?!

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>>8016214
>fuck of furshit
b-but... okay :c

Also Amy needs a better taste in men

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Boring, boring, boring.

Really pisses me off when people sexualize Link. His spirit is pure, and his intentions noble.

>>8016350
I take lupron

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>>8016351
not quite
>tfw not actually sure who dio is

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>>8016330
>tfw i have dark circles 90% of the time of i don't wear makeup
Damn you genetics!
>>8016333
*hug* I know x.x if it's not that then I'm definitely not good with processed foods like cheese-it's and potato chips!
>>8016337
You're already super adorable, even if you don't believe it. So no amount of moisturizer cream is going to make you cute because you first need to realize how cute you actually are. But I can make some recommendations based upon your concerns skin wise.

>>8016356
yeah but he has dumb girl hips

the dork!

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>>8016327
i have friends but ill always be that gay guy "who wanted to transition but changed his mind" so ill have to disown them if i want to fully repair spartan in my mind. i will never be the alpha of the group like i once was. ive exposed too many vulnerabilitys

Im not giving up. i can repress again.

I can quit hrt, i can repress my feeling for guys, i can undo the damage

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rD5L8EpkgJg&spfreload=5

>trying to play game
>sensitivity drops into literal nothingness
>broke in windows too
>turn up DPI all the way and sensitivity all the way
>now completely haywire and out of control
>broke sensitivty in all other games
>always moving too fast or too slow
I can't even post a reaction picture I want to scream I hate technology

laser when

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>>8016356

>>8016349
that does'nt sound nice at all

I think I had bad dreams too that kept waking me up...

>>8016363
Amy
I'm going
to cut myself
if you repress

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>>8016329
https://clyp.it/24pq1fqg

>>8016347
Don't bully my boy voice ;_;

>>8016314
isn't everybody these days?

>>8016317
lol sure I'll just sunbathe topless in all my honnish glory in the garden
my neighbours have builders round building their new house atm too, jfc

>>8016361
My dark circles are always pretty bad.

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>>8016340
*hug* hello my precious Imouto! How are you?<3

>>8016363
if you repress I'll repress too

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the internet is weird sometimes

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>>8016361
Like half of my face is dry and the other half is oily
I also got a buncha red spots and like rly deep acne
It's definitely hurting my ability to be cute ;~;

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>>8016372
dont exploit my emotions while im filled with empathy and dumb emotions

>>8016363
Ohhh ... you were that spartan “guy“
So you started transition ...
You shouldn't stop, transition is your fate

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>>8016252

>>8016373
I'm not bullying you. I like it.

At 0:20 in this clyp you talk like a girl then at 1:00 you go back. You don't even realize it. It's cute.

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>>8016359
>tfw no gnrh analog

>>8016363
repressing doesn't work

>>8016314
>I think I am lactose intolerant >o<
how are you going to drink Mommy Faye's milk?

>>8016376
I'm not sure if it's true but I heard humans aren't supposed to drink milk? Like their bodies are built to digest it or something? :x
>>8016379
I've tried so many things, teabags, frozen spoons, vitamin C serum's, and much more. What I found works best for me is if I apply "take a deep breath eye cream" by philosophy before bed and when I wake up. I think it's only something that can be relieved temporarily.

>>8016386
I can't let you hurt yourself

>>8016397
Correct, humans had to only recently evolve the enzyme to digest milk.

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>>8016329
Aww you were me like 4 months ago
>>8016361
<3

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hmm.......

>>8016367
is your whole setup just falling apart

>>8016385
You definitely have combo skin, I also have it! It's weird my four head can get very dry and so can my nose, but at the same time I can break out? It's so weird. But since you are still very young it's the perfect time for you to get into a good skin care regimen! I really really like philosophy and dermatologica! And as for deep acne that's usually hormonal related so have you ever thought about seeing a dermatologist? I would on Accutane when I was your age and it completely vanquished all of my cystic acne. I still get blackheads and small pimples here and there but other than that my skin is good.

>>8016380
im good!

i did a bunch of voice training today and had like a two hour lesson with zheanna on top of that

feels productive ^^

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>>8016397
most white people have an adaptation that allows them to digest milk in adulthood

>>8016399
luce, we're mammals, think about what you wrote

>>8016408
Just like my life

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>>8016391
God damn wtff
How am I supposed to convince people that I'm an alpha now

>>8016404
hot
desu

>>8016397
Fuck I need money

>>8016392
I'm sure there are at least SOME examples of people repressing successfully, and I hope I can be one of them.

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me

>>8016419
Alpha females exist

Become a professional dominatrix, duh

>>8016399
Thank you for confirming that, I wonder if like bread carbs are also something that humans have a hard time with? Whenever I eat anything like that I get really packed up, sorry if too much information.>_<

>>8016401
Faye sensei!

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>>8016397
>>8016399
>Correct, humans had to only recently evolve the enzyme to digest milk.
I was pretty surprised when I learned about it, like how much of the world is intolerant of it.

>>8016404
AAAHH
>>8016418
;_;

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>>8016419
get a motorcycle and fight bears??

>>8016421
Have you ever thought about backpage?
>>8016427
Hi Vanessa.

Do free mental hospitals exist in the US?

>>8016416
Aww yay! I am so proud of you that you're moving forward and being productive! <33

>>8016373
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0x5Z7uVhXZa

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>>8016411
I should see a dermatologist but I'm scared cause going outside and being tran ;~;
I'll ask my mom about that tho

>>8016430
milcc

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>>8016437
hey Shakira
hows you?

>>8016438
no

>>8016417
Cow milk and dairy products, I should have clarified. Human breast milk has different properties than cow's milk.

>>8016429
Wheat, rice, grain and carb products have been around for a long time, I don't think humans should have issues digesting those, might be just you or something genetic.

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>>8016426
I'm more the submissive type though
;_;

>>8016437
ah I see you are back with your fetish for pimping people out

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>>8016387
>>8016389
>>8016392

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Rr_hxY909k

dont tell me what i cant do.
it will all be fine, T will flow back in

my empathy will fade, my rage and anger will come back, my arrogance, my sense of indestructibility will return triple fold. the crying will stop, blocked by biological stoicism

Testosterone will come back like that first hit of heroin. and Spartan will be ten times more powerful than he was before.

and ill simply ignore my family and friends who try to stop me.

>>8016429
What do you think of merc? Apparently she has some sort of crush on you, she was autistic enough to make a recording about it last night

>>8016446
Can medicaid cover the whole stay or would I need something else?

>>8016439
yeah im stuck on one aspect of the voice that me and zheanna have been trying to get me to learn but im focusing on specifically that this week in my training

i wanna get this already!

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>>8016429

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>>8016421
Ignore shakira, they'll try to ruin your life

>>8016454
idk.
i'd check the policy.
or just avoid going to any hospitals

>>8016452
>dont tell me what i cant do.
you cant not fail if you continue this retarded repression charade

>>8016434
Cut my life into pieces senpai

I'm not sure why I keep living

>>8016449
Alpha subs don't exist, guess you'll have to give up on your dreams of being alpha as fuk

>>8016445
Just drinking some supermalt and chilling to music.
>>8016451
Hehe
>>8016453
FUCK

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>>8016438
yes

talk to your county hospital

>>8016447
I don't think that's right, it's just lactase persistence in whitey that's a relatively recent adaptation... it's still lactose (glucose/galactose disaccharide)

>>8016451
Wouldn't be the first time someone's tried to talk me into that. My friend's sister's boyfriend says he can hook me up with interested parties.

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>>8016468
cool
imma linkpost cause autism and idk i feel weird

>>8016430
Somebody has to eat the grass. We then drink their milk and eat their flesh.

>>8016476
I never knew you were autistic, it's cool, you're a nice person regardless.
>>8016474
Do it.

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btw, it's snowing again.
>:/
it's supposed to be spring, god damn it

>>8016468
It seems like she has a preference for white people or something

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what are some really tasty kind of bread I could get for sandwiches????

>>8016483
i wanna see snow :(

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>>8016482
completely undiagnosed but hey, if the shoe fits

>>8016472
I'm not too sure.. Could look into it but I want to get drunk or break something right now.

>>8016474
pls send him my way I will suck all the dicks for money

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>>8016474
That kind of stuff is only excusable if you're both homeless and starving

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>>8016440
https://clyp.it/20mzame3
>>8016465
You mean being held up against a wall getting dicked by ur bf isn't the most alpha thing?

>>8016485
i want a yummi eva sandwich :3

>>8016452
Stop being such a faggot and take your girl pills
Also spartan can be a girl too

>>8016430
>I was pretty surprised when I learned about it, like how much of the world is intolerant of it.
I was too, the idea that some people couldn't drink milk was pretty weird to me when I was younger

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>>8016443
Cheesecaek!

>>8016494
I want to come up with some really tasty ones! I'll need to pick up a bunch of ingredients sometime soon

>>8016397
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyyZqCl8kXQ

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>>8016484

>>8016506
You're still in love with her? I don't think you ever had a chance desu

>>8016493
Beta as fuck

Sex is really disgusting and boring anyway

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>>8016430
>pic
w-wait, does that mean my ideal japanese boyfriend will never drink hot cocoa with me ;w;

Also these captchas really make me angry, they work once in 20 times

>>8016492
I'm not that prejudiced against it, but I'm not really in a place in my life where I feel like I could give a customer their money's worth

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>>8016464
its always gonna come back because its the natural pull of the universe for me.

i am meant to repress. the best version of me is repressor me

the worst is tranny me

>>8016497
i cant.

i desire power. if i get power i can cast off my submissive feelings and those stupid faggot bfs

>>8016493
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1tCO8QlQJ9v

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ANNA
N
N
A
ily

>>8016501
i dont usually eat sandwiches but ill try one if you make it! :3

>>8016463
>or just avoid going to any hospitals
Good idea what was I fucking thinking

>>8016442
If you're OK with ordering online I would highly recommend these products :D

http://m.sephora.com/product/P312002?icid2=skugrid&skuId=1417203

http://m.sephora.com/product/P4016?icid2=skugrid&skuId=654228

>>8016511
I think there are vegan options for hot chocolate that don't have milk/lactose
They might not taste as yummy though >.>

>>8016514
Get power in other ways.
EAT YOUR GODDAMN GIRL PILLS NOW.
(h-how's that for power?)

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>>8016512
It's very low down stuff that could ruin your identity forever and leave you mentally damaged desu
Stay away from it if you ever wanna fit in as a girl
>>8016521
Ty

>>8016506
Yah she planned her and ash's wedding her this week for like an hour straight, sorry for your loss

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>>8016519
I'll work hard on my sandwich making skills! I want to try all sorts of different types

I'm lonely and cold and I want to die.

>>8016472
I don't even know where they are
I'm scared

>>8016526
they make me feel weak and pathetic.
i get triggered when i see guys with masculine eyes and strong jawlines or taller than me, want to punch them but remember im a faggot on estrogen and get mad at myself

>>8016523
they taste fine, you can use like soy or coconut milk if you want it to be creamy too

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hey Carol
here's one you might like

>>8016485
Itallian bread is always the correct choice of bread.

>>8016453
I think she's nice, I mean we're friends I believe? I honestly get along with pretty much everyone on here. I just avoid the drama when it goes down.
>>8016457
Well I will work hard on my math and you can work hard on your voice, deal? :D

so i cried all of last night, slept for 15 hours, then woke up and saw all of the messages about my friend dying and started crying again.
does it get easier at some point? i see everything around me moving as if nothing happened and i feel like i'm just standing still

>>8016527
Don't worry. I probably would only do it if I was homeless and starving, and even then, there are worse places to be homeless and starving than where I live so I probably wouldn't have to even then

>>8016521
So when are you dropping faye and getting with someone who passes like merc, you two would be cute together

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>>8016544
Good girl

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>>8016510
Wtf sex is awesome when you're doing it with someone you love

>>8016517
https://clyp.it/ujrvzvf4

>>8016527
My pleasure dear! I had a horrible acne when I was 15, from what I learned from the dermatologist a lot of it is hormone based and the reason why a lot of treatments don't work is because your glands are overproducing sebum from the hormones and that's why Accutane works. But yes you can talk to your mom and maybe try saying one, if not maybe just make it a goal to see one in the future and work towards it.

>>8016541
I remember that, I don't know much about bread

>>8016544
If you're in SoCal you're in luck. I was homeless there for 3 years and made it just fine.

>>8016542
okei :3

i gotta study for an exam tomorrow too x-x

I love you too !!!

started cypro today after a few months of spiro. when is the extra depression supposed to arrive?

>>8016508
>>8016528
This is why I don't browse this fuckin' general anymore, I've been here all of five minutes and already I'm depressed.

Well whatever, Ash is a nice girl I hope they have a nice time together.
>>8016555
How did you make it out of homelessness?

>>8016550
hugg
>>8016555
Nah, I'm in NorCal

>>8016485
sourdough

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not link but still cute
I want a onesie now

>>8016551
>sex is awesome
>someone you love
You're disgusting

You sicken me

Sex is supposed to be with strangers in drug fueled hazes and should leave you feeling empty and sad

Filtered

>>8016546
I don't know how this got so out of context, but Faye is just coming down to visit, we're just going to have like girl time. ^_^
I'm still getting to know everyone so I wouldn't rush into a relationship with anyone, plus with school keeping me so busy I need to focus on that first.

>>8016566
sorry but can you please stop

>>8016558
how much are you taking
i noticed it within a few days

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>>8016560
Nothing is going on with anyone I swear! I'm as single as they come, both of my cats are laying on me xD

>>8016557
cute exclamation marks :3

>>8016560
Old distant family let me shack up with them in exchange for taking care of their kid.

He died in like 3 years later anyway so I can't even take care of adults lel

>>8016562
Still alright with the mild weather if you're on the bay area. Just learn how to steal like a professional.

>>8016567
get in the shower
the water's warm

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>>8016568
girl time? is faye redestransitioning?

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>>8016571
sorry
no

but I've nearly run out

>>8016485
Focaccia and ciabatta are my fav. sandwich breads.

>>8016551
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1JrVG2EaGPu

so if you keep taking cypro for a couple of years, does your sex drive get totally annihilated, never to return?

>>8016568
hey ash! is it normal to just have one specific spot on my face that ever gets dry? like, my face is mostly oily, but i have to constantly put moisturizer on this spot

>>8016574
aww lil genevieve all shy in the corner

>>8016536
don't though

>>8016543
after a really long time

>>8016574
It's too late the hitman is already on his way.
>>8016577
Cool. In bongistan if you're homeless you get given a free house.

>>8016584
that's what they say
and once your dick is dead, it's dead
usually doesn't take years desu

>>8016573
50mg, was on 200 of spiro before.
also, how bad was it? was it noticeably worse?

>>8016546
>>8016542
>>8016528
Just listen to the clyp, she was "" """""""""""joking""""""""
Hard to tell with her autism though

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>>8016567
>not slowly and tenderly working yourself and your partner up before having slow, sensual sex
>not feeling them inside you and feeling deeply connected with them on both an emotional and physical level

Don't cheapen what sex can be

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>>8016585
y'all should know that part of the reason you're greasy is that your skin is too dry

gentle cleanser and moisturize... at least twice daily

>>8016593
thank you very much, anon

>>8016577
How does one learn to steal? Can you teach me?

>>8016514
Aw, come on amy
Do you want to talk about it?
You can add me on skype if you want to

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why are we all autistic

DOES FAYE HAVE A COCK OR NOT

nim is a gayfer

>>8016556
Good luck! My midterm is on wed!
>>8016585
Yes! For me it's my nose, it gets really dry and peels sometimes. But what I do for that is use a water-based moisturizer in that area so it doesn't trigger acne or make a drier.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DM-GZGtqmEw

i hope it ends up like this when my Test comes back

>>8016576
They serve a purpose uwu

>>8016605
>>8016607
male socialization with female brains

>>8016605
I'm not autistic.

>>8016589
Thank you, but I feel really bad

>>8016606
I think she does

>>8016614
explain pls, too autistic to understand

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I'm bored

>>8016608
>>8016583

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>>8016597
i hope i get to experience that some day

want to go to the movies but don't want to go alone.
wish i had friends :< although since i haven't really done anything about that, i can't complain too much

>>8016620
lil gayfer nim

>>8016591
*hides and waves white flag* ;;

>>8016605
I'm not autistic but I do have really bad ADD and moderate anxiety!

>>8016610
I'll cut.

>>8016604
i am on discord. i am insane tho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-JIfjNnnMA

>hrt withdrawel is a lie

I'm gay

>>8016578
No

>>8016591
Huh. In America you're punished and fined for being homeless and broke.

>>8016603
Don't be black or look like white trash and nobody suspects you.

>>8016597
That's awful. You're awful. You're awful for even saying that out loud. You're a degenerate and need to be institutionalized for your own safety.

>>8016597
i miss sex im kill myself now

>>8016624
no

>>8016606
Faye has a tiny baby dick

>>8016594
well your mileage may vary
but i started crying in bed a lot
really intense feelings of worthlessness and hopelessness
also worth noting it's been almost 2 months on cypro and i'm sort of feeling better

>>8016630
:3

>>8016619
oh yeah that reminds me I finally got benzos, valium.
>>8016625
Haha I'm only kidding, I'm mostly over her.
>>8016631
Well that's freedom™ for you.

I went to the doctors a couple of days ago to start hormones legitimately

when I left the flat I had a borderline panick attack

when I got home I broke down and cried for 2 hours

>>8016625
i hate how bad my adhd is x-x

>>8016634
yes

>>8016640
hugg

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>>8016628
why am i being blackmailed.

what if im not really trans?

>>8016615
>shakira
>not autistic
Next you'll say the earth is flat

>>8016638
^^

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i'm beginning to wonder if i should be admitted into a mental hospital. :(
all i want is a job so i can take care of my needs.
get a job or starve.
good luck finding a job tho lol.
kys faggot.
if i can manage to get out of this mess, i promise i'll do everything i can to start a union to help peeps out.
shit in this country sucks.
capitalists aren't helping, the state isn't helping, & people need some fucking help

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>>8016631
Projectinggggg

>>8016633
I miss sex too :<

>>8016621
Someday
I hope everyone here gets to experience it.

>>8016639
oh nice
I'm going to order shrooms over the internet and hopefully fix my brain

>>8016641
Same! It's really bad when it comes to homework for me, I'll procrastinate and put everything off to the last day!

>>8016639
>mostly
Pathetic

>>8016643
i said no

>>8016543
*hugs*
It takes awhile, but yes it does get better. You might be disassociating some.

>>8016647
It's not blackmail
I can't let you hurt yourself

>>8016636
are you taking that amount too?
i mean, i already cry a lot, so maybe it won't make too big of a difference? here's hoping

>>8016647
you are

>>8016646
Thankyou
you're always nice!

>>8016656
you mean like now since you're posting on here :3

>>8016629
Ok, give me your discord
And don't worry, you can't be much more fucked up than me

>>8016652
I don't like those places
I hope you find a job soon :c
a mental hospital is not a good alternative to a job

>>8016609
so different ones for the different spots? which moisturizers have worked well for you?

>>8016664
yeah same amount, was the same spiro too
on the bright side it's seemingly way more effective at killing my balls lol
>>8016666
you too :D

>>8016639
Yeah, this country is an absolute shithole. There's enough empty houses across the US for every homeless person or for families of 8 living in a 3 bedroom apartment to live comfortably, but nobody can make $150,000 easily anymore and everyone is afraid of taking out loans because banks will find any way possible to fuck you over.

Enough jobs for everyone in the US to have two jobs but nobody will take the chance to hire anyone that isn't 350% qualified so it's easier for people to work two minimum wage jobs and die at 27 of exhaustion.

But we have our FREEDOM so that's cool.

>>8016653
I'm not projecting, you're projecting, okay.

>>8016667
._.'
I'm going to do some tonight, I'm just not feeling too good right now u_u

if you feel like you need help on your mental health alex is the last person you should listen to

>>8016680
aww i was just kidding lol

im actually writing my midterm notes between posts >> <<

>>8016683
she knows me already
don't be a cunt

>>8016605
I'm pretty sure autism and being trans is linked

my eyes have achieved anime status

>>8016616
sorry :(

I hope you feel better

>>8016663
it will only make me unable to leave the house

>>8016665
i dont want to be

>>8016685
i'm just trying to help newfriends

>>8016677
yup, that's the goal! hopefully I like it more than spiro, having to pee all the time and the dizzy spells were shitty.
thanks for answering, though! hope things are going well for you, Maeve!

>>8016689
qt emi eyes

>>8016606
Cock and no balls

>>8016689
Do eyes just keep getting bigger? Mines grew but they're still too lil

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>>8016687
I remember a time when that wasn't true so I don't think so lol

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>>8016452
>>8016629
>thinks heroin will get the body to produce t or do anything more effectively.
>thinks hormone w/drawal is a lie
bitch, i was forced of hormones by my family for a day.
i threw up the very same night, i had intense head pain, & i felt completely weak for the next week until i got back on hrt.
this shit isn't a joke

>>8016685
>>8016683
Halp

>>8016685
yeah she's kinda like that, just ignore her

>>8016616
wish I could do something

>>8016623
going to the movies alone is cool anon, you're cool

>>8016701
maybe it's just that transitioning post-2015 gives you autism

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>>8016689
>anime status
I doubt that.