How many of you were molested as children, /lgbt/?

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>>8009114
MtF here. I was molested by my grandmother and an older boy. It's important to relive and desensitize yourself to the trauma. I'm fine now. All is forgiven.

>>8009114

Not me. I'm a bisexual MtF.

>>8009114
Pls trigger warn this first next time

>>8009114
Straight MtF, nope.

>>8009114
Bisexual cis male.

Yes I was.

I think it's part of the reason why I got /fit/ and even did contact sports like boxing for a while. So I could never be weak again. I was 6 when It happened, not much I could do.

>>8009114
My brother and i used to jack each other off. But I wouldn't consider it being molested.

G M
No

Also, that study seems heavily biased
>reported homosexual molestation
Is obvious because most men see it as weird, but quite often society tolerates het molestation because it's 'natural'.
Were they to include het molestation, and if society in general was to stop tolerating it when it happens to boys especially, the rates would be so fucking severe people would think that every other kid is being molested.

Transbian, nope.

I wasn't really a child and this is probably not considered molestation, but I was taken advantage of by a nearly 50-year-old man who used to be a family friend before he died of brain cancer. I was 16, at a party at a hotel in Las Vegas and some other kids and I snuck a bunch of alcohol with the help of my older brother. I got wasted, and I don't really remember much but I did consent to sex with him in his hotel room. He took all my clothes off as I was slowly passing out on the bed, and I woke up some time later to him helping me put my clothes back on and escorting me out of the room...and then he took me downstairs and handed me to my Dad. I'm not really sure what he did to me, but the next day he was warning me about telling my parents and how they would be disgusted with both of us, and what we did wasn't even illegal.

And it was true, there wasn't anything I could really do about it because in the state we were in, the legal age of consent was 16. I still haven't told anybody outside of anonymous image boards. He's been dead for years so it doesn't even matter, I guess.

>>8009754
nah i would consider that a form of rape. you should talk to someone about if its bothering you

>>8009114
>at least 7% of all men were molested by another man as a child
yeah I don't think so

>>8009114
cis gay
i wish, but nope

>>8009854
kys

>>8009851
>muh victimhood complex

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>>8009257
Kid diddlers, pedophiles, rape vans, touchy-feely uncles, bonding with stepdads, camp counselors. Brings back memories, does it? Faggot!

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bi scum. had a nice upbringing in a nice upper middle class white neighborhood. dont know why i like cock

>only one not molested
>turns out gay
HAH!

>>8009828
>boy
>getting raped
lol

>>8009963
delet this

I was molested mostly by other kids my age, but there were at least four people

>>8010771
>assuming boy

Molested over a period of several years as a child and early teen. Publicly identify as straight but spent many years engaging in bisexual and feminine behavior. It hits me in waves.

My 1st gf was abused by her father; it shocked me so much I turned gay.

>>8011144
this is the gay board

>>8011667
and trans

>>8011450
Are you being serious? Because this is kind of what happened to me.

From the age of 5 to around 7 I had an older cousin in his teens who'd offer to play video games with me only if I let him grind his dick up against me. I didn't really know what was going on at the time when it first started, so I just saw it as the only way to get someone to play with me, so I agreed to it. A few years later I realized what was going on, ratted him out, and he got sent to prison.

Would something like that potentially play a part in me being bi? I don't really think anything of those events.

>>8011450
>>8011836
Full stories from both of you.

>>8009114
I was molested by one of my brother's friends when I was in 2nd grade, by my brother on a fairly consistent basis from 4th grade til summer after 7th grade when he got sent to live with my grandma, then I got molested one last time by a very old gay guy who drugged me, tied me to a chair and sucked me off when I was 14.

so yeah, a little.

Gay cis male.
I was not. I had a happy childhood and played with my sister's Barbies when I was like 4 .

>>8012996
Paging Dr Cara.

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>>8012996
>>8013006
The Doctor will see you now. Although this should have happened YEARS ago.

>>8009828
Is it rape if I agreed to it and willingly followed him into his hotel room knowing what was going to happen?

>>8011144
No he's right.

>>8009976
Rape happens often in rich white neighborhoods, anon-chan. You just never hear about it because women and young boys are afraid of the rich white man's power. It's much easier to rat out an average street nigger or trailer trash.

>>8012924
>things that never happened, the post

>>8012890
>>8011836
>date qt gf in HS
>both in love with each other, but she has to move in another country with her family
>some days before leaving, she confess to me that her dad abuse her for years (and that he'll do the same to her younger sister if anyone learn about it)
>in shock, too afraid to do anything to help her
>she moves in another country
>months later stupidly talk about it in a letter: her dad reads the letter (like he always did, but I didn't know that alas), then he rapes her on the regular
>she finally decide to contact the police
>dad quickly goes in jail & hangs himself in prison days later
>meanwhile I grow more & more depressed, disgust about myself & my body increases, terrified about the idea of being intimate again with a girl
>weird rape fantasies & BDSM porn addiction don't help
>then years later, almost no more interested by women, just hoping to be happy in a gay relationship
I guess I'm more bi than really gay, but the idea of being in a dom/sub relationship IRL still makes me really anxious (and considering how many gays loves this kinky shit, it's a bit difficult to find someone willing to be in really vanilla sex)

FYI ex-gf moved on after 3 failed suicide attempts & became a great teacher
/happy end

>>8014235
you were unconscious, drunk & barely legal fresh meat: rape/10

>>8009114
Never. How can you even take that study seriously though? It says non-clinical. It's obviously one of those "studies" set up to help people with anti-gay agenda. They even say it's an outlier. People are so easily tricked by this shit, specially those it targets, because it's exactly what they want to hear.

>>8012924
lmao this is so fake. That last part you really oversold.

>>8014235
>No he's right.
Of course he is, a girl would have been in much more control of the situation and would have picked a hot, younger man.

But then he wouldn't have defended it happening to her and would have called the man a rapist.

>>8015213
>and that he'll do the same to her younger sister if anyone learn about it
No way somebody like that wouldn't do it to the younger sister anyway.

>meanwhile I grow more & more depressed, disgust about myself & my body increases, terrified about the idea of being intimate again with a girl
>weird rape fantasies & BDSM porn addiction don't help
How is that connected to what happened to her though?

>>8009114
When I was somewhere in the 5-7 age range my older cousin of I'd say 15-17 told me he'd give me 3 small star wars figures I had asked about if I did what he said. I agreed. He then made me get naked and proceeded to touch our dicks together. He seemed to instantly regret it as he pulled away and said quote "fuck, what the fuck am I doing". I had no idea what was really going on. Funny thing is after he seemed angry with me... like it was my fault. I've never really felt any anger or animosity towards him since.

I'm a repressed bi mtf btw. Age 25.

>>8015326
It wasn't your fault he backed out so I hope you still got the figures.

>>8015292
Wow you sexist pig

>>8015377
I got them alright. I still remember joyfully playing with them right after the incident. You wouldn't have expected a damn thing happened to me just 5 mins earlier lol.

>>8015379
Huh?! He's the guy saying it's not rape if it's a boy!

>>8015321
>How is that connected
weird mix of feeling helpless, guilty of what happened to her, not being able to stop it back then, associating maleness/masculinity with rape & violence (her dad was a military guy, very muscular & used to beat up gays with his friends..); at the end, I see women as pure things that shouldn't be tainted by men lol.
Also, shameful/shelfish resentment about her because this whole thing fucked me up.
I feel better now fantasizing about guys anyway.

>>8015417
It's not

A post-pubescent teenage boy has all the power to resist an adult male if he so chooses. Women of all ages are powerless against men. Rape is forcible sex, and op's situation was preventable since he could have resisted (and chose not to)

Obviously his "rapist" was not aggressive either

>>8009114
Fuck off and die idiot

>>8015577
Pedo detected

>>8015428
>associating maleness/masculinity with rape & violence
That can cause trans feelings?

>at the end, I see women as pure things that shouldn't be tainted by men lol.
I feel better now fantasizing about guys anyway.
How can you feel both?

>>8015567
t. rapee-chan