Depression

Self hate until you find the motivation to improve.

Try not to self hate to the point you self-destruct.

>>7986931
>England.
Bitch please! You live in one of the most LGBT-friendly countries in the world. If you're that concerned about homophobia, move to a big city like London, or go up north to Scotland which is even more LGBT-friendly than England is. You sound like you're having problems about your own body image, and afraid that your crushes might reject you in unrequited love. You can't blame them for not also finding you sexually attractive if they are straight.

>>7986962
I'm not blaming them. It's just very depressing to know I don't have a snowball's chance in hell. Also, while England's very LGBT friendly in terms of rights, a lot of the people here are very homophobic.

>>7986931
just take some days to relax if you can,chill days can really make you feel better.

>>7986931
Move to the south.
Actually don't unless your trans

>>7986931
>fat and ugly and weirdo
Start with stopping being fat and ugly.
Care not to convert into a vicious bitch while that.