Don't know if I should

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So, I'm Bi and crossdress, but no one in my real life knows this. Several weeks ago at a bar, my sister and her friend (a female who does a drag show as a male) jokingly talked about dressing me up to take to watch the drag show. I guess she's kinda my friend, too, but really more aquantence. I 'agreed as a joke' as casually as possible, trying to hide my excitement at the idea of dressing in public and being this girl's 'date'. Anyway, the time rolls around, and they end up flaking out on dressing me up and I just go in my regular guy clothes. I was super disappointed. I joked afterwards about it being a good thing I didn't go dressed because I might have tried to get her guy personna to take me home with her and bend me over something. So the issue is this: It was mentioned trying 'another time,' but if I bring it up to my sister, it seems like it would be suspicious. I'm thinking about spilling my secret to the friend and seeing if she won't orchestrate it, but that means trusting this girl I only kinda know with my secret. I'm torn.