What are some unexpected changes that HRT brought about? MtF and FtM answers welcome
Lesbian Mtf here, been on HRT for a year or so:
>Completely uninterested in pornography now, am basically disgusted by porn films. Only my imagination, e-lit, and the occasional picture turn me on
>Weird obsession with dogs now. I have no idea why. I love dogs. I watch videos of dogs, play with my dog nearly every chance I get. I like acting like a dog kind of. I bought a dog collar and leash for myself. I wonder what it would feel like if I let a dog mount me. Oh god what is happening. Help.
>>7973216
you desire the knot
>>7973216
>lesbian
>wants the knot
hey guys, what's going on in this thread?
>>7973216
congrats, you're a furry now like most of the trans community is. you've got two options
>live in denial but horde dog dick dildos and end up fucking a real dog
>accept youre a furfag and keep suppressing the bestiality urge by having sex in fursuits
t. im a furryfag
Lol, iktf.
I am a straight mtf and recently I found out that the idea of being knotted is so hot. I am kinda ashamed cuz what I am gonna tell my future boyfriends? They'll probably lose respect for me if I told them. :/
>>7973297
>denial before breaking and doing it irl
>acceptance and managing it by engaging in bedroom roleplay
just like being trans then.
>>7973327
exactly. thats why theres so much crossover between furrys and being trans. they're both gateway drugs to being part of a deranged mostly autistic self-hating community.
>>7973297
I'm trans and I'm not a furry or even interested in animals you sick fuck! Anyone who wants to do sexual things to animals should be thrown into prison for animal abuse and cruelty. I hope you sick and subhuman furry fags rot in your own hells.
>>7973366
Are you a vegetarian?
>>7973216
I actually lost a half an inch of height. I had been consistently measured as 6'0" by the nurse at HRT doctor appointments for most of the first year, and then the last couple appointments it has been measured at around 5'11".5. I was completely surprised because I always thought height loss was just a hon legend.
>>7973216
My hips grew by 2-3 inches, breadth-wise. Pretty shocking.
>>7973366
repressed furry, probably wants prince sidon from the new link game to fuck them
>>7973216
Bi mtf
I actually gained more interest in porn after HRT, weirdly enough. I went from extremely self hating no sex drive and never masturbating to horny all the time after a few months.
T is 0.8 nmol/L so I don't know what that's all about
2 months in
still hoping i snap out of it and go back to my old ways
>>7974252
Well, here are some concrete psychological tips:
1. Read up on CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) and look into ways to retrain your sex drives in a positive way. When you question your in the moment thinking about sexual situations, masturbatory or otherwise, it helps to question and consider what is attractive and try to be reasonable and honest with yourself.
2. Don't repress messed up thoughts, record them in writing and the like, and then take a personal inventory of what is going on. Be objective with yourself: don't be harsh or overly kind.
3. Stop worrying about stupid shit that doesn't actually have any negative outcome as of yet. If you actually feel like doing something terrible, then worry.
>>7974289
i like men and i cant get rid of that.
>>7973216
Suddenly love chocolate/ice cream.
Get cold all the time.
Have a REALLY hard time drinking beer. :( Even the kinds I used to love.
Constantly want carbs.
>>7973422
Same! I crushed three vertebrae in my spine and lost an inch, but then lost another with hrt. Was 6"0 Now 5"10 life is good
Hips have grown a little bit. (also supposed hon science)
Like op lost interest in a lot of my old fetishes/porn. Elit is a bigger deal now.
Suddenly more receptive to kids being cute.
Find it harder to focus on things.
Constantly thirsty (fucking spiro)
Get tired more easily.
Lost a ton of muscle/am way weaker.
I can't think of anything else at the moment.
>>7974311
"Dog" is not "men."
>>7973216
Ftm here- Been on T for about 2 years now.. Can't say I've suddenly wanted to fuck a dog, but I went from Bi to defiantly Gay. (But that could have totally been the case the whole time)
Other weird/random things include:
I lost the hair from the back of my calves, and have found that my body hair doesnt grow nearly as long/thick as it did previously.
Sexual appetite is totally out of control, and I've suddenly found myself liking large dudes, like FAT motherfuckers. Wasn't ever particularly into chubs before T.
>>7973422
>That pic with that post
>>7973318
If I knew you were a mentally ill tranny you would have no respect to lose from me. You're the cancer of the world, fag.
>>7973454
Females get super horny as well.
>>7974289
Jesus that's written like it was for me. I'm a fucking mess right now and I haven't even started anything.
>>7973216
HRT made you a furry?
20 yo mtf ace here
I suddenly really want like greasy nasty fatty food all the damn time. Like I used to just eat when I was hungry and mostly craved like fruits and veggies, now all I want to do is eat sushi and pizza and fried noodles.
The ace thing is new as well, although last week I caught myself daydreaming about convincing a guy to get me pregnant and how great a kid would feel in my body.
I don't get mad anymore ether but crying happens a lot and for no reason.
Oh! and I can empathize now. and abuse that by empathizing with anime characters and tv shows instead of real people (pic related but not me thank god)
sage and report furfag threads
>>7975623
I also stopped wanting to fuck women and twinks. The "T makes you gay" meme is real.
I am starving for social interaction. I want friends now. But I've gone too far with my asshole behavior before starting hrt and I am afraid to expose myself to try and get real friends.
This has made me sad :(
>>7976983
go to a social and casual location, like a bar, hookah bar, coffee house, or tea house.
be awkward for a few months and re learn how to socialize as a decent person
at least thats what I did?
>>7973216
I started liking guys and wanting to suck dick
>>7973216
I started forgetting what I was like before hrt. Eventually my memories started changing (as they always do) to make it look like I've always been in the state I am now.
The forgetfulness effect was more obvious after I had surgery and I suddenly started remembering being post-op in situations that happened before I had surgery.
I'm just letting it happen because it's less jarring if I don't have to live with vivid memories of being a boy.
>>7974211
that's just straight up denial, not repression. I'd say you fall closer on the scale to furries who play dnd/rpgs than furries who play sex games.
>>7979622
that image makes me feel sick
>>7979622
I agree. My pre-transition self is starting to feel stranger and more foreign to me. I really was a fake person.
>>7979622
>tfw 7 years HRT
>still no closer to SRS
>will always remember myself as a boy
>passing does nothing
>>7979847
It's not about your past self being fake or wearing a mask. The subject is ephemeral and constantly changing, and you do not have a correct memory of your past self. If I change my body my brain will start remembering my past self as having my current body.