closet thread how's your stay in Narnia going friends?

Pretty comfy, it's cold out and warm in here.

>>7961981
It's nice, but I think I might come out and show a few friends soon.

>>7962004
Don't.

im so far in the closet i might end up in syria
#mtfmil

It's gotten pretty bad. It's like the Pevensies vanished.

Its okay. If i was a regular male, id be having a ball. Ive never gotten this much attention from men or women, nobodys ever treated me so nicely, im healthier, im more productive, etc.

But doing all those things as a male hurts a little. It hurts that people like me as a guy, it hurts that i have to wear binder so i look more masculine, it hurts that i still need to shave.

Im increasingly worried ill never leave boymode, its been a while since i started taking hrt and the pressures of looking a ftm ayden arent budging me on my firm "electrolysis first" stance.

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same as it ever was

i got really excited when I found out my roommate was gonna be gone all day. yet another chance to practice makeup and freely wear it around the house until i frantically try to wipe it all off tonight before he gets home.

>complete closet case in hometown
>also completely open in uni town
>short terms, so time basically divided equally between both towns
>have to readjust between pro-monogamist homosexual and pro-hookup heterosexual conversation when those subjects come up on a regular basis
>since bearmode/cubmode and anything more masculine than feminine are not seen as attractive by the majority in either town, am single kv because I find nobody else that attractive and vice versa
>basically it's just this dumb thing I have to balance to continue getting funding from parents and not cause butthurt among hyper liberal uni friends
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>>7961981
I'm about to come out once I move away for college. My parents aren't homophobic I just think it'd be a little awkward for that to be a conversation to have to have with them over and over.

Also good taste in music, OP

Absolutely paranoid 24/7

I've got no friends, don't talk to my family, kissless 24 year old virgin.

I want a boyfriend so bad but I don't even know where to start. It's already embarrassing how old I am having never been in a relationship of any sort. Plus the thought of my family finding out ( even though I dont speak with them) freaks me out.

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>>7963813
Tfw Ace

>>7961981
Holy shit Courtney is so fucking CUTE! If I was a lesbian, I would do everything in my power to date her.

>>7963227
He knows

Nice and toasty in here having been in a good long while. I peek out every now and then to see what's out there, but I get scared. Maybe one day there'll be a nice man waiting outside who'll help me.

Kinda flits between comfort and pure torture, I guess.

>>7963813
I'm adding another 5 years here

it's alright now, but i'm going to be absolutely fucked in a month or two when the weather warms up and i can't wear baggy hoodies to cover my d cups

>>7961981

Two people know, wife and best mate, too old(28) to transition successfully without epic large amonuts of monies for ffs

But yeah its fucking awful, feeling bad every day and a few tears most evenings this week, hasnt been this bad for a loooong time.

>>7963227

That feel, did this today too.

>>7961981
Awful
I'd like my pseudoboyfriend to come out to me already
>>7970650

Coming out is a meme.

>>7961981
I love loving in a delusional fantasy world, where everything works out in the end.

>>7970863
This

>>7963369

>masculine
>monogamous homosexual

Wanna stay in the closet together?

>>7961981
>came out to my close friends two months ago while we were all drunk
>every single one forgot
You know what, I tried the coming out meme, it's fine. I'll just keep it to myself.

>>7961981
>Been in closet for 10 years.
>Finally secretly taking hormones.
>tfw it will be obvious and i ll be forced to come out

Also it is ppointless to say mom and dad that i m trans or gay. If i had a bf i would bring him to dinner and they would know. Otherwise they would just think i m a gay porn watching pervert

>>7961981
didn't really notice until a couple weeks ago. no one here cares and i'm a super private person, so i'm probably never gonna talk about it publicly

>>7972155
Depends on how far away your closet is from mine...

>>7961981
Came out to friends a few years ago while staying closeted to my immediate family.
Where I am at now is thinking that they're not a part of my life, I've lost respect for them, and my sex life is none of their business.
So I guess I'd tell my family I am gay if they ever asked, but that would mean talking to them.

>>7961981
I'm deep in the closet about being trans. Sucks too I hate myself but I'm 24 and I doubt I would pass if I transitioned.

>>7961981
Not bad.
I've been on hormones, I drasticly suppress my attraction to women and I more or less dress like a dude in public.
Most of my friends know I'm trans though. I'm only in the closet to my employer, coworkers, and parents.

>>7961981
My family thinks I'm cis and I'm about to start 'mones.

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>>7972992

Yurop.

Central.