Thread reminder that nobody is to give drakeposter any (you)'s, the aim is to either get him to finally leave or to admit that the reason he is here is because he is repressed
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• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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• Person who posts 1st in the thread thread
>>7957896
ahhhhhh :D
>>7957896
You're back! Hi!
>>7957896
And so its an Ash thread!
gas chambers when
>>7957887
no you'll screencap >:(
>>7957884
>tfw ur grandpa tried to enlist when he was underage but got busted before being shipped off
>tfw his grandson is a faggot
I bet he'd be so proud
>>7957884
they were brainwashed by (((((them)))))
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XExjrZxTdk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SkslJ5VC0k
>>7957868
nazis need to follow their leader
>>7957903
>>7957902
>>7957901
Yes my ban hath expired!:D
>>7957906
So you can screen cap mine.
>tfw the only person who served in the army in your family was your grandfather who served in the korean war for two weeks before the war ended and talked about it like he had actually served for the rest of his life
anne thread!
>>7957896
dat ashh
>>7957915
that was a dumb thing to get banned for
it doesn't even make any sense!
>>7957916
no you'll play a tricky-trick on me
Men in uniform are great.
>>7957915
did you deserve it
it's not an anne thread!!!!!
>>7957903
trotsky deserved it
>>7957915
Ash do your hands fit into womens sized gloves?
>>7957918
wait, i meant vietnam
>>7957921
The you-know-who is probably a bully n_n
I am happy to talk to my imouto again though! *hug* it's been almost 2 weeks!
damn. leafy's feeling kinda down.
:(
I fought in the transgender division in the civil war.
>>7957936
yeah it's good see you!
how you been :3
Marrying a soldier would be great you get to have a new partner every time they ship off
>>7957943
this is not proper relationship etiquette >:(
>>7957939
I'd feel pretty down too if I had no chin
nazis believe in atlantis
>>7957938
uh yeah a little!
>>7957941
Soooooooo busy with school ;w; it's almost mid-terms so I am piled up with hw! How about you?
>>7957944
>Idk I just reported bully posts and harassing ones~
that's really weird
I'm permanently banned from reporting posts due to "abuse" but I was never banned from posting :/
>>7957908
Holocaust was a general term for genocide before WWII IIRC
Also the 1921 article is likely referring to the various famines around Central and Eastern Europe. There were at the time millions of Jews living there.
The 1938 article is speculating that if Jewish birth rates had remained the same and anti-semitism and pogroms weren't rampant then there would be up to 6 million more Jews in the world by some presumed date in the future.
The 1939 article refers to the Jews around Central and Eastern Europe, which was around 6-9 million IIRC.
1941 again refers to the fear that Jewish persecution by the Nazis might lead to a genocide (again, holocaust being used as a term for genocide)
By 1945 the holocaust was known about.
The 6,000,000 number was an estimation and I think that later revisions may have reduced it slightly but could be wrong
The reason why the 6,000,000 figure is used so often prior to 1945 is that there were around 6-9 million Jews in Germany and nearby countries.
Therefore the shocking thing about that should be how many of the Jews in Europe were killed, rather than some wacko conspiracy theory.
>>7957940
I fought in the AGP division.
>>7957948
i like his tiny chin
shut up
>>7957949
shut up lauren
>>7957940
it sucks that Hillary wasn't elected I kind of wanted to be drafted to fight in WW3
>>7957943
Elfanna no
>>7957954
the whole idea is that aryans came from atlantis
>>7957951
WHY
>>7957953
I have had like a "cool-down" warning before when Moot was here, but I guess now bans are a dime a dozen D:
>>7957908
kill yourself
It's 10pm..do I order pizza?
>>7957915
Oh, that's where you were!
>>7957952
moodswings!
and midterms!
and uh oh im still waiting for the decision from my college on whether or not i got in
i really hope i did! i wanna go to nyc!
>>7957972
Yes.
>>7957959
Youll get your wish.
>>7957957
Alright alright, we won't talk about his tiny stupid non existent chin
But we'll just draw your attention to it anyway and it's your fault if you think anything about it!
>>7957956
>tfw sister in panties in the AGP division
>>7957965
cuz you're a lil sneak sometimes
>>7957964
Occultism like that was the SS's thing, if I remember correctly. The SS did and believed some wacky shit.
>>7957946
But where are you gonna get the D when he's off shooting nazis
>>7957963
But whyyyy
>>7957972
no you order me one
>>7957980
D-DONT LET HIM SHOOT ME REE ;_;
>>7957980
the only D a proper lady is meant to have is from the book of Daniel >:(
>>7957959
i don't get this
she would have done the same shit as obama
you'd be drafted to drive robots
trump's gonna get us all fuckin nuked if we're lucky, or start multiple ground wars in asia if we're not
then you actually will be drafted??
>>7957980
Silicone toy made from a cast of his dick?
woof
>>7957977
More like sister in boobs
>>7957976
nah, there will be a Korean War 2 but it will be in a coalition between CHYNA, the US and south korea and other asian nations.
>>7957978
tfw a lil sneak
>>7957972
YES always~
>>7957973
Mhm and I missed y'all! ;w;
>>7957974
OMG yes I am sure you got in! You have a good head on your shoulders!<3
>>7957988
>or start multiple ground wars in asia if we're not
I wanna remove the norks!~
>>7957991
You better get bigguns girl.
>>7957988
>literally threatening Russia with nuclear war
and yes, she would have continued the globalist agenda like Obama did
>>7957997
whats yui doing with her hand...
>>7957996
>I wanna remove the norks!~
Thisss.
REMOVE CHICOM, REMOVE (not our)GOOK.
>>7957994
I thought of you when I ended up eating a whole tube of cookie dough last night
;_;
>>7957989
This is 2 pure.
Tfw you'll never supply mtfg with dildos
>>7958000
Protect the cute animes
>>7957999
Obviously schlicking.
>>7957977
i wish this day would end already.
i'm tired of these stupid mood swings & being stuck in bed in the morning feeling unbearably horny, & being stuck in bed @ night delirium-addled naps
>>7957998
this is the stupidest shit ever
it's like you're unaware of anything that happened in the latter half of the 20th century
>>7958003
I wonder if they will add cigarettes to MREs
>>7957996
Working on it...
I've made some good progress
>>7957986
>shooting women and children
He would never
>>7957987
I want the cock though
>>7957989
Seems way higher effort than just going on tinder
>>7958001
Awww <3 :'D
Wish I could do that but I went to my friend's 25th bday party at main bar here so it was crazy since it was st paddies weekend and I hadn't drank in 3 months so my stomach was all messed up yesterday and today.
>>7958007
i didn't mind the part where i ate 3 brownies, i guess.
i liked that part, actually
am I cute or do I look like a pre-trans hari nef but with a bigger forehead
>>7957994
i hope so
ill get to do animation stuff like 24/7 and there's eva and a bunch of other trips there too and it's freaking nyc!
im gonna have a lot of fun
>>7958010
If not soldiers will find a way to get 'em anyway.
If marines can get their crayons, soldiers can get their cigs
>>7958011
Good girl~
>>7958015
what are you doing with your hand buddi
>>7957928
yeah it is
>>7958012
buy a rooster :^)
Now I wanna play more HoI3, war was close to breaking out last time I was playing.
>>7958012
Not *that* much effort. You could even get one with a cumlube tube.
>>7958019
covering the disgusting scab where my coldsore used to be
is it seductive or what
>>7958017
And I wanna come visit too!!
>>7958015
just embrace the femboy path, olive. you are a cute boy. You have passing potential but why bother with transitioning and living in constant agony?
t. self reflecting tranny
>>7958021
i said it's not so that's that
>>7958024
HOI3 is a performance hog IMO
I prefer DH
>>7958015
i used to think you were cute and pretty but you said a mean thing once
>>7957998
>globalist agenda
>>7958013
Omg, I got a bit fucked up on Friday as well. No vomiting thankfully, just some fuzzy patches, difficulty walking and a bit of heartbreak the next day.
>>7958018
yeah, they took em out of the c-rats after the vietnam war
they havent returned yet
>>7958026
uh y-yeah sure
>>7958028
but I already have boobs
should I get a masectomy
>>7958027
oh i-i dunno..
ill be 10 months by then id still be in boymode..
>>7958033
They need to take away the energy drinks, apparently it's fucking them up.
>>7958032
I love this pic, marry me, cis BI man here.
>>7958030
Maybe. I wanna get HoI4 anyway. Actually, I just remembered I have the money to do that. Or maybe I should wait for a sale.
Will grace detransition when ww3 starts? I bet he will
>>7958022
Attached to a sexy dude?
>>7958024
Real talk tho
I don't think I could date a soldier and remain faithful ;_;
>>7958043
tits or gtfo
>>7958047
I'm perma-fucked out of the army so no.
>>7958036
no, don't mutilate yourself, silly. You can have boobs and still be a boy. Just don't do make-up and wear too revealing and skimpy clothes and voila you are a cute boy.
>>7958032
It was Saturday for me, I ran into a lot of friends I haven't seen since my Christmas party since of surgery y'know bed rest what not. But yeah same here no vomiting, just general headache and lightheaded and stomach issues. But no more partying for me! I gotta buckle down and get all this math info sunk into my brain cause this was literally me today trying to pay attention @_@
>>7958038
they need to go organic where possible, the early MREs had nowhere near the amount of E numbers and processed chemicals they do now.
I'm betting the energy drinks are HFCS based
>>7958049
>I don't think I could date a soldier and remain faithful ;_;
what why
>>7958052
I figured out that I am not too old for army, but theyd tell me to fuck off the second they pull my medical records ;_;
>>7958049
Aww. Yeah, it's not for everyone.
>>7958049
do they come like that?
>>7958037
Well you can just always let me know when you feel comfortable and settled in!C:
>>7958059
They'd be shipped off for months at a time
I just couldn't do it
I have needs too
>>7958031
>said a mean thing once
is this drake
he does post cute animals all the time
or do you mean that time I said it was funny that mtfg drove your friend out
because I wasn't there
I didn't do that
I've only ever been mean when I'm drunk or towards pedophiles
>>7958042
nah I'm too far to back out now
I wouldn't detrans, it would kill me
besides, people either genuinely think I'm a woman or randoms consistently hugbox me (I wouldn't be surprised, I live in the biggest sjw city in australia) but yeah, I'd rather set myself on fire than go back to living as a man
>>7958029
nah it is tho
>>7958057
The problem with the energy drinks is that they get their bodies stuck in flight or fight mode which causes quite a bit of damage to them when they do this every day deployment after deployment
>>7958059
Yeah they'd tell me I'm far too mentally ill. Do you really want an anxious hypochondriac with depression fighting alongside you?
>>7958067
no the second one, gross
>>7958018
I've already proven everyone wrong by getting c-cups, I'm very proud of myself :3
>>7958043
I'm sorry, I need to sort some stuff out in my life before I can start accepting marriage requests ;_;
>>7958054
>no vomiting
I'm glad to hear it.
And that sounds like a ton of fun!
I got a massive headache from all the diuretics I had in my system
And I'm never taking another math class except for econ. Then I'm literally only going to do math for fun.
>tfw no one to kill me
Sad
I wanna leave
>>7958064
o-oh yeah
m-maybe
I like like semen in my throat
anyone know anything about hitchhiking?
>>7958074
You seem familiar.
>>7958073
I like idiots like you who think it's that easy.
You can be medically disqualified for a wide array of things.
Ever have an ADHD diagnosis?
Grats you're fucked.
Granted if that was it you can get it waivered but still.
>>7958075
Pics.
>>7958070
>they get their bodies stuck in flight or fight mode
tfw i was stuck in fight or flight mode all throughout grade school, middle school and high school.
>voices in my head telling me to kill myself
>dysphoria hitting like a brick
>spreads super depressed
Yay how did I possibly manage to get such a lucky draw from the deck of life? Had to make sure I can't get to my protection knife and my utility knife just so I don't try something stupid.
>>7958085
pareidolalia is a hell of a drug
>>7958059
>tfw need waivers to enlist
>tfw probably won't get them
>tfw I'll try anyway once I'm done with my transition
>>7958070
>Yeah they'd tell me I'm far too mentally ill. Do you really want an anxious hypochondriac with depression fighting alongside you?
you could always fight in the reserves
or provide ancilliary support in the form of being a "comfort woman" (i.e. they keep you chained to bed in a brothel, and soldiers just pound away at you when they're on leave)
>>7958097
>or provide ancilliary support in the form of being a "comfort woman" (i.e. they keep you chained to bed in a brothel, and soldiers just pound away at you when they're on leave)
>>7958025
>>7958086
>Ever have an ADHD diagnosis?
>Grats you're fucked.
Woooooo I'll never be drafted.
>pics
Gimme a sec, then check discord
>>7958094
Isn't it? I am so uncomfortable now.
I'm in love with a beautiful girl
>>7958108
same
am I really disqualified from the draft for having adhd
>>7958097
>tfw kbr contractors in iraq did that to a girl from my neighborhood and then tied her up in a shipping container
>>7958066
w-wow
does that mean I need permanent residence in canada
>>7958070
yap exactly :_:
>>7958073
I want to learn how to fight and to network in the army so I can coup the government and remove alll undesirables by force
>>7958095
ya I am considering just trying too. but they dismissed me last time cause of my body already and I assume getting a bunch of surgery scars didnt increase my chances
>>7958108
share
Having a bowl of ice cream.
>>7958084
Are you the one I keep telling to avoid trains?
Hitch hiking is sketch, but less so than trains. Keep your wits. Keep your bag separate and never just get in, always approach passengers side and don't get in until you make it clear to the driver where you're heading, who (even fake) you're meeting and when, who you're in contact with (even if fake), etc. Ask if they have weapons, explain (even if lying) you don't have any. Never get in the car with anyone ANYONE under the age of 18. Ask to see their license and if they seem to be cool tell them you're just going to grab your bag "and snap a pic of their plate to send to your girlfriend" and you're good to go. Keep your bags out of sight and easy to collect in case cops come, always be prepared to bail early and supplies to spend a night alone and make sure the weather isn't going to kill you.
Not everyone ends up being really cool. Tell as little truth as possible and don't lie with stuff you could get exposed for (e.g used to be military, or other retard shit). If asked why you're hitching it's because you're meeting your grandmother in 2 days and she needs you and your car broke down last week and something something insurance.
Avoid getting in the car with groups, or where sketchy people you cannot interview are in passenger. When approaching always address fully everyone in the car with a smile and your name (fake) even if that means introducing by name 3 times in a row. Avoid cars that have sketchy broken looking latches and always make sure be EXTREMELY CLEAR YOU DO NOT HAVE MONEY.
>>7958110
that would be cool
>>7958112
I've got *two* things they don't like giving waivers out for, so my chances are really fucking low, even if I was a buff cis guy. But. I'd not feel right with myself if I didn't at least *try*.
>>7958074
I mean
I'm mean towards pedophiles
such as drakeposter
they're gross
I'm sorry your friend got bullied
Always remember that life balances out in the end. Those curse that you bear is great and fearsome, but by bearing it you gain magic that few can touch.
Don't be afraid of the darkness ahead.
>>7958110
>the draft
what
>>7958086
>tfw no CADPAT to call your own
I'd never make it and I have no interest in the army, but still. I love that pattern...
>>7958126
i was lying i still think you're pretty
>>7958115
Having a bowl
>>7958118
Fudge marble. I needed it.
>>7958127
I wish my sis was cool.
>>7958131
You can get some arktis stuff in CADPAT
>>7958126
he's not a pedo tho
>>7958137
toot toot
so, im new here, and i just need someone to talk to. ive been pondering my condition for a long time, but havent come out to anyone. anyone else here mtf but not transitioned?
>>7958140
that's exactly what a pedo would say
>>7958128
Some Umineko here
Ask a guy who dated multiple trans girls anything.
>>7958147
We've all been there. Sup?
>>7958150
how bigs ur dick
>>7958147
A few. Ask away.
>>7958150
did you love them and hug them
>>7958147
hi, find a gender identity sensitive therapist and an informed consent clinic and just do it
i dunno, coming out is kind of a weird thing that is less necessary than it feels, just be yourself and let people ask, that's what i think now
i mean find someone close to you you can confide in and stuff, but i don't have that, it's not required just a lot better than being alone
>>7958150
Is not being trans a deal breaker?
>>7958149
No, just me. Never seen Umineko
>>7958162
You get hormones and start growing female. You'll either be okay or you won't. How old is your body? Like how old does it look not literally how many winters you've survived outside a vagina
lonely
>>7958167
No, having a terrible personality is a total deal breaker.
>>7958173
theres trannies with personalities that arent perceived as terrible by normies?
or are you a robot?
>>7958139
It's pretty close. It seems a little pale though?
Also Flecktarn <3
>>7958173
what's a terrible personality to you
>>7958165
>gender identity sensitive therapist
check
>informed consent clinic
what?
>just do it
do what? transition? i dont know if i can, i am mortified by the completely unknowable reactions of my friends and family
>>7958170
>how many winters have you survived outside a vagina
fucking lmao, im using that one
but im 20, and look it. mature, but still young
>>7958172
pat
a big ol cheesy bread
>>7958150
Have any ever had a big penis then you?
>>7958175
I think it's legit but Canada's one of those countries that's a bitch about surplus
Fleck is great
>>7958140
hi drakeposter
>>7958153
Fringe is really good if you like X-files esque shows
I was seriously disappointed with season 8 as well
how the fuck did they think that terrorist bomber episode where mulder gets high on magic mushrooms was a good idea
and the one with Murray from Flight of the Concords as a lizardman?
cmon
anyway yea
fringe is good
slow at first but it gets really really exciting
>>7958150
are you a fetishist?
have your experiences been generally good or bad?
Are you bisexual?
>>7958180
informed consent clinic means a place that will give you hormones if you ask and sign a waiver
i went to one unintentionally expecting a bunch of gatekeeping and stuff but it was easy
yes, just transition, you wouldn't be thinking about it so much if you weren't trans
it's natural to have doubts tho
your friends and family are either assholes or decent people, coming out is just a chance for them to prove it but doesn't actually change anything
>>7958180
I was fucking terrified of transition even after 3 months of hrt - but after that my tits started growing and I knew for a fact I'd made the right choice. 20 is still young relative unless your face is blown out male and your shoulders or whatever. This isn't some shit that fixes over night. Informed consent is where you say you want pills and more or less no questions asked it gets explained to you the risks and such you sign your name and that day you get on pills. It's the easiet way to keep medical stuff in order without doing it yourself (which you can do but why would you if the option is available to have a doctor). You gotta understand that HRT isn't a miracle but it is probably the best shot any of us have in this lifetime. You should go for it if you think you'd like to be a girl/woman like really prepared to live that way....
what up tranny bitches
>>7958162
In my experience, you just...keep going. I was waiting for a big answer, a burst of light and angels descending from the heavens to tell me I'm a girl, but that doesn't happen. It helps to have someone to talk to, someone who is objective enough to give answers not based on their personal feelings, but what matters in the end is you.
Who are you? What feels right?
Because that's the key, I found. It's not a happiness, it's not pleasure. It's the moment when you feel everything fits. Since I started HRT, my depression has just completely vanished; I feel so at home with myself.
Don't do it because you think you should because you feel girly or like girly things. Do it because you are a girl.
>>7958192
you cant call us that
>>7958116
Oh my
Yes i am the same person...im surprised im getting such a detailed response. I just need to leave my worlds fucked up
>>7958147
im generalizing but get outside your comfort zone. try going out with ur nails painted or think about growing your hair and really put effort into looking nice.
>>7958174
Some people are cool regardless of what they have on their pants.
>>7958176
Most common problem with trannies is dealing with their need for attention, huge egos, narcissism and constantly seeking attention on social media being a good example.
>>7958177
>abuse me
why would you want to be on an abusive relationship anyway familia?
>>7958184
Do they tend to have big dicks?
>>7958189
As far as sexual experiences go I will say they are pretty lackluster, I was surprised by the lack of quality blowjobs and they have no clue how to show some feeling when kissing/giving hugs, I guess it's all about sex these days for you lads.
Watching the colors change on my prototype.
is anyone feeling ok?
i still feel kinda moody w/ stupid headaches.
when does this stop?
no. i should focus on something else.
my condenser should arrive tomorrow.
i want to hear good stories abouttoday.
i want to know that it's @ least been a good day for somebody
ugh it's that time of day when my isp sucks
>>7958192
>2017
>using gendered slurs
/femgen/ is the best thread on this board
it's sad it's so slow :(
hello, I'm transgendered, i'm a late transitioner and I'm going to make it or die trying.
>>7958187
afaik actual CADPAT is banned for civilians and is military only, but imitations and replicas are perfectly okay.
>>7958203
i took my doggie for a walk and she was SO HAPPY
>>7958206
rip
redoing my weave, dang my actual hair has gotten really long left was a few months ago right is now
>>7958201
Who shoved a fist up your butt?
>>7958201
>Some people are cool regardless of what they have on their pants.
no I am concerned about their heads.
I dont think ive ever met a tranny that wasnt insane by normie standards
>>7958207
Hey. A frown doesn't suit you
goat poster is the goat poster
>>7958219
remember to declare war on canada and erase its foul presence from this earth
>>7958221
gross
>>7958212
awwww.
that's so cute :3
>>7958219
shitposting is fun
>>7958206
Hello fellow late transitioner; best of luck, it's not an easy road.
>>7958129
yeah you know that thing you're forced to sign as a man that says you can be drafted into war if they need you
>>7958216
You look better when you don't smile.
is nim here?
we're friends
>>7958219
thats fuckin sick
i want a tank
>>7958236
we're all gal pals here okay
>>7958191
>20 is still young relative unless your face is blown out male and your shoulders
double fucking rip
>>7958197
I've been there which is why I don't fuck with this stuff with causal shit head answers. You don't get pressed into it unless your back is to a wall. You're better off working and saving up for a cheap ass car but even a cheap car is expensive. Where are you and where are you trying to get? If you've got enough to throw any cash (as long as you don't flaunt it) you can probably leave by catching an amateur tour group or something. My first cross state experience was a film group making a movie and I paid them 25 bucks for a 200 mile ride and helped them drive for 5 hours. We met prior though, this was not a side of the road deal it was a Facebook thing which I suggest you make a new one ASAP with a basic blurry picture and no other info.
I'm at my parents again now living like a fucking house cat it's pathetic. Soon I'll be getting a shelf stock job to save cash to afford travel again. I will never hitch hike again. It's a pain in the ass, and the reward is usually sleeping in cold sketchy places (or not sleeping) and starving and having blisters and such.
There is always medicade and welfare if you're in the US. I'm hot a huge advocate of that stuff, but it exists as a social net to prevent our citizens from even contemplating the psychotic self publishing alternative like sleeping in abandoned buildings etc... Maybe after the next huge war starts people will sleep in bombed out buildings, but that's where my fiction crosses reality. Don't live in fantasy. We ain't at war so no use throwing yourself to wolves and elements.
>>7958226
You can always wear puffy coats in the winter!
>>7958238
STILL with the meme hair colours, sonic?
>>7958224
I plan to.
>>7958230
It is!
>>7958238
Maybe.
>>7958220
there crazy as fuck people outside, I dated a few girls that are beyond saving, honestly a trannie is no big deal.
>>7958201
Because I'm broken desu
>>7958201
>I was surprised by the lack of quality blowjobs
delete this
I give great head
>>7958201
>Most common problem with trannies is dealing with their need for attention, huge egos, narcissism and constantly seeking attention on social media being a good example.
ah i see
im afraid im too shy and it makes my personality terrible
how do i choose an srs surgeon? insurance doesn't cover it where I live, so I guess I'd have to pay it all regardless
>>7958223
i don't know who you are but you make me blush every time, please don't say nice things about me
i'm upgrading from tallgoats to fatgoats
>>7958238
say that to my face
>>7958226
Then congratulations. You're Mahou Shojo.
Let me tell ya, though. The cure is worse than the disease.
>>7958173
>men caring about personality
Woah, this is new.
i should turn on some lights & take a shower.
a shower sounds really nice
surgery never
>>7958068
no its mine
>>7958238
oh hey it's sonic! ^^
>>7958241
meme hair colors are the best hair colors though
>>7958201
would u fugg me
i'd fug me
I'd fuck me so haaaard
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_DVS_303kQ
>>7958256
it's a sign they aren't a guy.
>>7958260
show me where it says that
>>7958256
best friend!
>>7958264
Lollllll
Nah, I've actually hooked up with a guy that liked my personality. I can say for certain that he's cis.
Anne threads are comfy.
>>7958265
"nim thread"
>>7958258
I'm saying welcome to the group. Finding your gender is just the start of your journey, and I think you'll find that by the end of it all, you'll wish you could go back into that bubble when you never knew who you were
>>7958268
Yooooooo~ wazzup
>>7958230
dog girls are superior
>>7958276
Delete this!
>>7958248
Just be kind with others and try to be honest about who you are, worst that can happen is you getting rejected and it's not the end of the world.
>>7958256
You don't need a good personality for having sex, if you want someone to give two shits about you after 1 week then yeah, it helps a lot.
>>7958272
nah you were too late tho
>>7958274
>you'll wish you could go back into that bubble when you never knew who you were
I don't get that sentiment. I can't imagine going back, that would feel like suicide honestly. In spite of all the difficulties, I am better off than I would be if I had never figured shit out and done something about it.
>>7958275
Not much. Kinda bored.
>>7958274
>back into this bubble
please god no get me out
like, who would want to go back to not knowing just who they are? sure, childhood innocence is nice, but ill be damned if i wanna go back to the murky waters of identity confusion
>"dude im totally gonna lose my virginity to rebecca, she's like the hottest chick in class"
>"but you two have nothing in common"
>"but she's hot as fuck"
>"i want my first time to be special with someone i care about!"
>"whatever dude.."
:<
>>7958282
hey joan, what was it like coming out your parents at such a late age?
>>7958281
no im claiming it now
>>7958290
will eva be your first?
>>7958274
>you'll wish you could go back into that bubble when you never knew who you were
>>7958284
Yesterday I was reading over diary entries from when I was still repressing and struggling with my identity
It was pretty painful to go back like that
From where I am now, almost 14 months in, can't say I'd ever wanna go back that's just absurd.
>>7958278
other side of the wall with you
>>7958297
uhh i dont know..
women's pants look great but tops look really silly. is it the lack of boobs or am I trying unflattering stuff?
>>7958301
dont know?
>>7958304
i don't know if it'll ever get to that..
>>7958291
I came out to my dad around 20 or so, he was surprised but supportive. I came out to my mom at 29, she was surprised but supportive. Both times it was incredibly difficult for me, my parents had to start enumerating "is this what's wrong" to figure out what I was trying to say.
I don't know, I think it would have been similar if I had come out earlier, but I'll never know.
>>7958284
>>7958274
one thing i think we're bad at/missing here in /tttt/ is that western culture's heteronormative & misogynistic standards of feminine beauty are not the be-all-end-all standard to achieve when we transition
it leads to us being all fucked up
crossing that bridge and learning to love and accept ourselves for the flawed humans we are will be the step that leads to self-actualization
i dunno, it's complicated
>>7958303
depending on your features it could be shoulders and ribcage that makes them look bad, learn to dress around broad shoulders and how to take attention away from that area
>>7958306
Did something happen?
>>7958307
i hope you're doing well joan
>>7958303
It could be the HUGE, hairy chest and wide shoulders.
>>7958310
no we're okay
im just idk kinda weird about sex
>>7958241
ofc why wouldnt i have meme hair
im an sjw stereotype
>>7958243
oh that game
what a fuckin nerd
>>7958251
ok i'll visit nola and call u a tranny
>>7958257
if u wanna be RLY vaporwave, drink an energy drink in the shower and cry
>>7958261
it me
hi whats new
>>7958312
I am at the moment! Thank you nim. : )
>>7958316
tranny
>>7958314
>im just idk kinda weird about sex
That's okay, many people are. Just think though, you've got eva who loves you dearly, I'm sure she'll be happy to help you through it <3
>>7958282
>>7958284
I do, sometimes, still wish I could go back, wish I could be a happy man.I know that realistically, I can't, but my chances out there aren't great.
I can't imagine why anyone would think we'd choose to feel this way. It's torture, pure and simple.
>>7958307
wait a minute, you came out at 20 but didn't start transition until a decade later?
broad shoulders can be cute in their own way desu
im probably just lying to myself but im starting to get over them, hrt is making them stick out less and my brace will just make it look even better
you can learn to own your features, it's all you can really do <3
>>7958316
The pic I posted was Hearts of Iron 3. 4 is ever so slightly less autistic. The music's nice, too.
>>7958328
>you can learn to own your features, it's all you can really do <3
Everything's cute to someone nimmy
>>7958316
have you been going fast recently
hrt has increasingly been making me have more moodswings!
>>7958320
reclaiming it for me
>>7958332
hmmmm
>>7958326
torture would be a welcome respite
>>7958328
no its really true
>>7958333
Doses and schedule?
Did immortal technique really rape Billy Jacob's mom?
>>7958314
Let's be blunt neither of you want to use your dicks so the sexual dynamic is weird
>>7958336
I don't think so.
>>7958338
2mg sublingual in the morning
1mg sublingual in the afternoon
2mg sublingual at night + 50mg cypro
>>7958334
anne thread now and forever
>>7958290
your first should be someone you trust who appreciates you as a friend
that boy in class is stoop
>>7958314
me 2 but i'm also megaslut and learned coping mechanisms and emotional management stuff
i got a regular who fucks my butt and its gr8
>>7958320
i wanna
things are weird rn and im tryna figure out what to do
>>7958323
tranny tranny tranny
>>7958331
the only ppl i know who play HOI are suuupper aspie
>>7958333
im always going fast even in my sleep
hrt was a big help in letting me cry and laugh
>>7958348
nim thread forever +1
>>7958340
>i have this thing about not wanting to be like a creep
>i don't want to feel like im taking advantage of her or something..
nim, you are such a gentlenim
>>7958340
You'll be fine nimmy.
You'll figure it out together.
>>7958343
There's things you can do.
Also that image is silly but ez to figure out
>>7958327
Yes. I figured out that I was probably trans around 15, didn't talk to anyone about it because I was scared until 20, did nothing further because I'm an idiot and was too scared to start until 29 when I finally started HRT.
>>7958346
You may be peaking quite high on the E.
>>7958344
;;;;;)))))
>>7958349
>the only ppl i know who play HOI are suuupper aspie
H-heck off.
>>7958340
oh, your worried you might creep her out or something if you asked her to?
>>7958349
i wanna freaking cry but i keep stopping myself
it's like a subconscious thing, it sucks!
I wish my whole body would stop hurting so I could sleep ;~;
>>7958349
>the only ppl i know who play HOI are suuupper aspie
There's a reason why they're called "autism simulators". I guess aspies must have a lot of disposable income though, because they just keep making them.
>>7958369
*knocks u out with a karate chop*
>>7958336
I think so.
But, in spite of that, I can't ignore the fact that I feel really comfortable and happy with myself. I can't deny how female I feel, the light that's come into my life.
>>7958356
oh dog, that's some pretty hard repressing there
you're about a year on HRT, right?
>>7958371
Now I'm going to hurt even more when I wake up
>>7958381
shnugg
>>7958358
maybe
i started taking the 1mg in the middle of the day cuz i tested at 98 E last time i got my blood test done
I really really wish my body wasn't so fugged up
>>7958356
you're not an idiot joan
if society wasn't the way it was you wouldn't have felt scared to come out
>>7958371
nim
you violated the NAP
:OOOO
>>7958381
*kissu karate chop wound and pat once*
>>7958390
THIS IS BETWEEN ME AND ANNE
>>7958379
I used to have this fear and you know what helped? Chatting it over with my significant other (female at the time age 19). She said she was just really happy to be with me and didn't want me to feel insecure and as long as I didn't touch her butt or touch without warning there was nothing she didn't want to share with me.
She was the only girl I ever enjoyed...being inside. I suggest you discuss this stuff over with your partner and let them know how you feel. You can't possibly mess that up :0
>>7958356
I knew at 16 didn't know I could do anything about it, so I just hid it. Until 23 D:
>>7958390
It's f u n. But you will catch the 'tism, sorry.
>>7958392
t-the NAP?
>>7958379
>something wrong and take it too far or something
like what? something that would make her uncomfortable or feel bad?
Escapism is good
>>7958377
I'm 31 in a week and a half, and I'll have been on HRT for 2 years this May.
The dumb thing was that it wasn't even repression, I knew what I was and what I had to do about it, but I procrastinated hard because it was too frightening to commit. If I had the perspective I have now it would have not been so hard, but back then I was literally paralyzed with fear of dealing with my emotions.
>>7958400
non aggression principle
>>7958401
it's hard to explain
i just don't like thought of being a creep..
>>7958393
What about my sore muscles
I am a ball of hurt
>>7958404
nim thread for infinity times
+1
>>7958316
who are u
>>7958406
*hugs*
>>7958397
UR TEARIN US ALL APART U 2
SOMEONE IS GONNA GET HURT
THIS ENDLESS FEUD ISNT RIGHT
>>7958399
i already caught that i'm diamond league in starcraft 2
>>7958404
its expensive i mean
>>7958379
>>7958401
>>7958408
c o m m u n i c a t i o n
learn to talk to each other about boundaries
be willing to try things if you arent sure, and be willing to stop each other if you need to try before you know
>>7958413
Anon you called me based yesterday twice and I don't know what it means.
>>7958415
Oh dang. May as well play, then.
>>7958377
>>7958406
i've got you beat but i didn't really figure out i was trans until i was 19 or so and started transitioning at 32
some things happened in my life and repressing seemed like the best option, then those things went on for a looong time
>>7958409
*take advantage that hand is in karate chop position and gib lani ancient japanese karate chop massage while she's passed out*
>>7958411
what do you mean
shower was really nice.
i really enjoyed it while it lasted.
i'm feeling a little better.
kinda lonely.
but i'll take lonely over feeling like a sad & angry bitch
Well, anyway, I'm off to work.
I wasn't supposed to work today, but I guess when you're the boss you don't get days off, mm?
>>7958408
is it that you see her as vulnerable and you worry that you would take advantage of her? Communication about it with her is important as others have said.
>be 17
>talking to friend on facebook chat
>"what if i said i wanted to be a girl"
>"is this your way of telling me"
>"no"
i actually did tho
>>7958400
>she doesn't know about the nap
>>7958406
procrastinating is NOT how you become a cute girl, joan
>>7958425
Why am I based.
>>7958423
who r u
>>7958425
>that wasn't anon, that was me
based..
>>7958428
maybe but i was like that way with all my crushes
like even my dominant gf in high school, i was somehow scared of taking advantage of her when i could barely touch her without flinching
>>7958415
yeah you're right, it's just this dumb mental block i have
shit.
there are mice in here.
how did they get in?
i'm scared
This general has a very strange and somewhat intrusive interest in Nim and Eva's relationship
>>7958430
ok good you agree it's my thread then
>>7958308
pretty much agree with you but I hate the /tttt/ meme so much
>>7958443
catch one and keep it as a friend
>>7958446
oh gosh no, it's still anne thread
>>7958445
They're like the thread babies. We just want them to be happy.
>>7958449
hell no.
these fuckers are gonna die
>>7958439
Seriously I was just like this before accepting my status as female. I'm still terrified of sexual advances, but now I am comfortable discussing meta (what you're doing now) with my partners and explaining my insecure areas.
>>7958450
i own a gun you know..
>>7958443
Sticky traps. Kill them all.
>>7958429
>is this your way of telling me
>"no"
holy shit
>>7958455
i'm not afraid of you, bub
>>7958457
i remember just kinda sitting in my room for a second and wondering why i had asked that question out of the blue
>>7958461
i have nun-chucks too
lemme find out where i can get some mouse traps & peanut butter.
well, i know where to get peanut butter
maeve
>tfw not getting throatfucked right now
>>7958467
anna has a gun she's just too cool and fearless to use it because guns are for dorks or w/e
>>7958477
i can dodge a bullet anyway
>>7958450
BASED..........
>>7958478
what the sand hell..
>>7958483
isn't that supposed to be sam hill?
>>7958484
GOD DAMN IT THAT'S IT
>>7958486
i can take her
it's my thread after all
i can see my female face when i look on the mirror but test covered it in bone :(
>>7958494
boo!
>>7958500
nah
>>7958502
anne im gonna cry
halo i need autistic gf pls tank u
lauren
>>7958503
for why
Ever since I came out literally every time I run into my brother who I live with we both 180 and walk away
Is this a healthy relationship?
>>7958506
you're not getting scared
>>7958505
snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg
Steps forward feel really good, no matter how small.
Gonna make it some day.
>>7958508
srry i just dont get scared by anything except sword swallowers
Anyone else write anime?
>>7958515
oh
anne i swallow swords
>>7958514
again with the anime girls?
:p
>>7958514
happy for you grace <3
>>7958507
That is completely normal and conducive to sibling bonding.
alright, i'm going to walmart for the mouse traps & peanut butter.
it's gonna be quite a walk, & i sure feel sorry cute, filthy bastards, but this needs to be done.
i really hope there aren't going to be any pregnant females, cause that's going to be a huge problem for the extermination.
1ce i've wiped them out, i plan to find out how they got in.
later
>>7958507
healthier than my relationship with my brother was
he'd try to kill me if he knew i was trans
shoot, he tried to kill me for a lot of silly things
>>7958521
>>7958528
Awoo~
>>7958531
based..
>>7958530
no it's scary!
hey what are some good brands for business-y clothes
I need something nice to wear to court for name change
>>7958522
If I post them enough I'll be a real one some day
>>7958523
thanks nimmy <3
>>7958507
put estrogen in his food (just as a joke though)
>>7958530
That's not true. You can write it in English as long as you understand the craft.
>>7958525
>walmart
all thus time I actually thought you lived in Japan
>>7958538
it'll never be true anime baka gaijin.
>>7958545
prove it
>>7958544
No need to shit on their parade, if it makes them happy to write it then that's what matters.
>>7958537
woah, don't even joke about that after what happened to Brad
Why are chasers so fascinated by fellatio?
>>7958546
ok this is me
>>7958551
no, it's not
>>7958553
yeah it is anne wth
>>7958549
what happened to brad
she was fun
>>7958550
succing is fun
And swallowing?
>>7958550
i-is that not normal?
>>7958547
only those who stand
after the tsunami dies
can understand it
>>7958556
succ
Now accepting applications for boyfriend
Requirements =
26+ years of age
English accent
No cuddling or talking or eye contact during sex
>>7958555
uh i saw her back a couple times
she doesn't come back very often though
>>7958554
it's most definitely not
anne thread now and forever
>>7958556
>succing
>>7958561
>succ
>>7958562
>sucking
>>7958564
are you a qt?
>>7958567
how do you know
new anon here, lurking, thinking, thankful that youre all here. gonna fuck off to sleep, ill leave you with this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOH6LNtV4d0
>>7958542
ty!
>>7958571
because thats not what you look like and i know you cant swallow swords.
>>7958575
what do i look like
>>7958577
not like that
besides sword swallowing isn't even real
>>7958583
yeah it is and i can do it
i worked at the renn faire
>>7958564
>tfw if i were a year older i would fit these requirements
i don't get the sex part though
i mean, if you think about it, sex is basically just a really lewd cuddle
>>7958586
nah you're lying and thats why its an anne thread
what's something you're grateful for mtfg
>>7958564
>No cuddling or talking or eye contact during sex
Why not?
>>7958588
Cuddling and kissing and hand holding and hugging and that stuff is for homos and degenerates.
>>7958589
anne you're being rude >:(
>>7958594
My family.
>>7958599
>Cuddling and kissing and hand holding and hugging and that stuff is for homos and degenerates.
that's what makes it so appealing
>>7958594
My life. I don't appreciate it enough, for all the bad there's been a whole lot of good and I'm pretty happy I've gotten to experience what I have so far.
>>7958599
this is 100% true
>>7958576
the submission aspect is pretty hot
it definitely doesn't hurt that I like having a dick in my mouth too
>>7958602
No. It's disgusting. You're disgusting. Don't talk to me again, you freak.
Now accepting applications for boyfriend (can also be girlfriend)
Requirements =
18 or less years of age
Put up with my bullshit
Lots of cuddling and headpats, probably no sex
Joan hugg
>>7958608
>no sex
good girl
>>7958609
hugg Lauren, what's up?
>>7958594
Not giving up and my friends.
>>7958599
trannies are the epitome of being a degenerate homo tho
>>7958607
i want to hold your hand and cuddle as i stare directly into your eyes as i pound you from behind
just to annoy you
>>7958600
im also nude
>>7958594
My perfect amazing mom
>>7958620
how nude
How to come out to oldest friends that Im taking girl hormones?
>>7958621
>>7958545
its not your thread though, this ismy sisters thread
>>7958623
rude'n'nude
>>7958624
write on your public facebook hey everyone I'm a tranny
>>7958612
im just getting ready for bed
hugg
EVERYONE IS TURNING AGAINST ME
>>7958631
can i ruffle up your hair at least
>>7958631
why are you always nude
>>7958555
she could die if she stopped taking her pills.
sje only wanyed to take a peek in the girl's bathroom.
>>7958632
What if my friends don't have social media .-.
>>7958632
Hard pass.
>>7958640
No, I think the Brad she is referring to is the old trip by that name, not the meme Brad.
>>7958644
and can i have the thread real quick
ill give it back
>>7958643
that was terrible advice anyway I was just saying that to be an ass tb h
>>7958634
what if we were never on ur side
>>7958657
yeah this old thing? sure. keep it.