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>tl;dr after five years, I (still) want to be straight
I had a reunion party tonight where some guy I hadn't seen since secondary school graduation made a dead-pan homophobic joke to me, after which I slapped him like the bitch I am. I came out in graduation year, but didn't (and don't) know if he knew. I immediately apologized, as it was a slap of drunken fury meant to be joking. But tears welled up in my eyes, and as I made for the bathroom I felt that this was not just a matter of not being able to control the power of my swings.
Sitting on the toilet I came to terms with the fact that my behaviour was more do with a growing sensation of being unaccepted than with alcohol. I've been content with my sexuality for years, but now I have to admit that I feel like an unwanted outcast because of it. I feel like I need to be like 'them'.
I think drunk me just wants to get this off my chest, but I guess I'd love all the cliché words of encouragement. Or just tell me I'm gay and in denial. Help?
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>>7944852
everyone feels like that. not being straight sucks and people can be assholes about it. he probably did have it coming, but you're also kind of being a little bitch about it.
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>>7944852
you're gay and in denial.
anyone who creates that much drama and then rushes to /lgbt/ to post about it is clearly a fag.
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>>7944852
That's not dysphoria because mumble mumble trans feelings mumble.
You just need to come to terms with being bi and you'll stop experiencing this fake dysphoria. Trans people can't change their True Dysphoria which is why they need to transition.
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>>7945068
>but dysphoria can mean as little as emotional discomfort.
Delete this! That makes it sound like it's something that doesn't require medical intervention to beat.
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>>7944852
I hope you offered him an apologetic blowjob.
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>>7945068
no, not really. technically "dysphoria" does more or less mean to be out-of-sync to the point of extreme discomfort, but it kind of makes trans people cringe to hear it used for anything not relating to someone's body or gender
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