Undertale Edition
• Informed consent providers https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• You should buy Undertale
Lets have a good day today desu
old thread:
>>7928709
>>7929531
more like "getting fucked over by depression and dysphoria" edition
or is that just a given with us?
>>7929552
Every time I think "maybe not every mtf is a self-hating masochist" I see shit like this and am grounded in reality.
>>7929551
might as well still try to transition anon, some people's genetic will take to hrt better than others. better that than suicide. maybe.
>>7929558
I cant say for the wider trans peeps but right now my mental health is so bad its putting everything else on hold.
Ive been on hrt 2 years now and I might pass but Ive been barely able to function the last couple of months.
do u guys think aliens have ever visited earth
not the beanboy kind
Go to bed anons
Stressing will not help you one bit
Oyasumi seinen
>>7929580
>assuming all mtfs aren't secretly aliens
>>7929588
thanks.
maybe i'll make a clyp of it later
is karaposter grinchposter?
>>7929580
Is beanboy an illegal alien?
current feel
unironically unsure if i need a hug or a near-death beating
I want another transgirl to spitroast with my bf
>>7929610
Hugg myrthe
Why sad
DONT FUCKING MAKE THE NEW THREAD EARLY JUST FUCKING HAVE SOME PATIENCE AND WAIT
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
stop teenagers 2k17
alright, i need some rest.
nini everytranny
>>7929619
I believe in aliens of course
its just unlikely that any have visited our rock
>>7929629
peace
>>7929607
I like
>>7929619
Vulkans invented Velcro in the 50s
>>7929628
hi
whats up
>>7929638
hah
I remember that episode
>>7929629
nini japanese girl :3
>>7929632
but what about all those people that say they got probed
and roswell or whatever
>>7929614
interesting
>>7929646
roswell was fun
>>7929646
Roswell was a super sekrit military Aircraft
and all the people who say they were probed are crazy and suffering from mass delusions, IE they hear a story, want attention so invent a story and believe in their own bullshit.
>>7929643
What was said and what'd you do?
>>7929655
very bad and dangerous stuff
left too early when she still needed me
i'm worried as heck
>>7929643
Everyone makes mistakes, nobody will hate you for it.
Did you apologize?
>>7929607
>pic
>>7929658
If she's who I think she is Gloomy did the best she could to help, and actually went to bed I think. So far as I know she's alive.
>>7929659
but i kinda do myself
many times
way too many
i thing it's getting annoying
thank you though
>>7929662
thank you zna
thank you gloomy if you read this
i'm so happy to hear that
kept imagining bad stuff but i didnt send anything anymore because i was annoying and acting mean and dumb
>>7929653
youre no fun
what about those astronauts that saw that thing on the moon
>>7929670
they were shitposting
>>7929668
I dunno if I should really be thanked, I'm just telling you what I know. I'm glad I could help in any way I could, though.
Anyway, I ought to go to bed, it's four AM. I hope you have a good day and you two make up. Hugg!
>>7929663
Get some sleep girl
Stressing about it won't help you
Oyasumi
I want someone to break my psyche and leave me a dribbling mess
free will is too hard
>>7929641
whos grinch than?
>>7929681
She's a Euro, it's midmorning for her.
This will never be you
i wish i could tucc in every trip when they go to bed
tuck me in anon
>>7929704
tucc me?
I'm sad
>>7929712
tucc vanessa
>>7929715
thankyou
>>7929720
cudd vanessa
1. salted caramel chocolate
2. dark chocolate (at like 80%)
3. white chocolate
4. dark chocolate (90%+)
POWER GAP
999. milk chocolate
>>7929722
>>7929684
a different person
eating garlic bread and brownies.
yaaaaa
>>7929728
ily cara
I hope you make it in life
I'm in public and I'm close to crying
>>7929737
what's wrong
>>7929738
cis girls
>>7929738
I wish I had had a proper upbringing
Maybe then I wouldn't be so messed up
>>7929734
gross wtf I'm not cara
I'm just enough of a loser and been on this board long enough to know they are different people
>>7929742
O wow you're still online
>>7929737
Why?! ;_;
>>7929747
who is that anon?
>>7929740
you arent messed up, youre caroline
>tfw no trans-gf to creampie and then cuddle with
>>7929757
hi
>>7929750
i thoughy it was someone else my bad
>>7929740
I've been pondering that of late. We can't choose our family, can't choose our past. We all carry scars, some of us bigger than others. It's easy to say we don't have to let them define us, but they do.
This is the life we live. Moping won't do us any good. I do believe we're capable of being better, but it's not some magic trick like "okay I'm over my abusive childhood." If anything, you need to accept it.
I'm actually crying in public
>>7929766
pls don't cry
>>7929759
hey
how are you, trans-qt?
o great dollshits awake.
Have a good night failed male general
Remember to ignore this freaks histrionic disorder.
>>7929768
pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigten
never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy
wen day is dark alway rember happy day
>>7929766
*HUGS*
>>7929725
>salted caramel chocolate
why is this not in the bottom tier??
>>7929780
Because some of us have good taste.
>>7929725
mint chocolate > all other chocolate
except strawberry
>>7929780
no
>>7929788
chocolatiers would disagree
im sad
>>7929793
everything's gonna be ok everything's gonna be ok everything's gonna be ok
>>7929794
snuggin
>>7929796
holdin
take tablets or get drunk?
>>7929793
>feel_girlmale_.jpg
>>7929804
what
>>7929804
that's funny
>>7929807
what do u mean by that
>>7929811
feel girl(male)
Anyone else kind of sad they won't ever be able to go to a water park or public pool or beach even?
Even if you have srs, your body structure would be enough to make you a pariah.
>the only time I talk to people is when my parents say how much they hate me
>>7929815
i haven't gone swimming in forever so idk i've lost interest
>>7929558
I'm sure they exist.
They just don't post on 4chan, or at least not here. Secure girls don't need threads like this.
>>7929815
>won't ever be able to go to a water park or public pool or beach
i dont care since i have aquaphobia anyway :/
>>7929825
do u think there are fishies wth aquaphobia
maeve
>>7929828
glubb
lauren
>>7929828
probably
it would be one hell of a life
>>7929831
snugg
>>7929825
>Named neptune
>Aquaphobic
ok senpai
:(
>>7929848
no sad
>>7929846
neptune is quite far away from any liquid water...
>>7929846
im a planet not a sea god
gosh dont you know anything about me?
>>7929854
this anon gets it
tfw no neptune buddi
>>7929854
pluto is made up of mostly water ice
>>7929863
oops sorry I was thinking of Titan, a jupiter moon
>>7929867
god damn, its a satellite of Saturn
>>7929858
neptune be my buddi
>>7929868
i like this goofy saturn moon
>>7929868
wow
you suck at this
I wanna be cute like link
>>7929871
I've got a bad memory ;~;
i had a dream where I was a girl
I just want to be with him once. I'll come back when I'm done
>>7929877
thats because you are a girl Amy
>>7929876
>Pluto is also incredibly far away from Neptune
yeah but its pretty much the closest object with water (even tho its probably trace amounts)
>i feel sorry for your brain damage
or your sleep depraved exhaustion
whichever is the case hehe
please dont bully, I have a bad memory
>>7929882
also I'm bad at everything
>>7929873
god those hips
>>7929878
My heart feels weird cause I missed doses
But I know I can't survive another second without him
>>7929891
this isn't healthy
call your mum and tell her everything, including going back to him and stopping hrt for him...
>>7929887
I know
my hips are narrow :(
I hate my body
I wanna be cute
>>7929896
Ok :-: but I don't want to leave him
>>7929897
yep my body makes me wanna commit suicide by easy bake oven
i wish i had some kinda redeeming quality
>>7929899
you should go back on hrt
>>7929911
I can't. I won't be able to hide the fact I'm taking it from him when we meet
i work as a server
today there was an mtf tranny at one of the tables
my female coworker made fun of her while we were in the back
im never coming out of this closet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CfYl6_f2Mdg
Tfw have girly body all my life and get bullied because of it and start to hate myself.
Tfw became trans.
Tfw everything turned out better then expected desu :3
>>7929913
you shouldnt even be meeting him or going back to him
talk to your mum, now
she will say the same thing
you're a young girl, you cant run off to any guy who shows you interest
especially not abusive guys
tfw can't sleep.
>tgfw Geert will now be the second largest party
Good feel
>>7929919
No one else will show interest on grindr
I literally wished to the heavens for him to come back and he did
It hurt so much the first time.
I'll come back eventually.
>>7929924
>i-i didn't even want to win
>>7929924
shame he didn't win
I hope Le Pen has better luck
>>7929918
I got bullied because I was short at school so iktf.
>>7929916
people suck
>>7929925
don't date on Grindr
also you're sacrificing your future long term happyness and getting married to a good man for short term happyness
dont throw away your chance at passing for a guy who just wants to pump and dump you
>>7929926
Well of course I wanted him to win but the media is portraying this as a win for the left even though out of the biggest 4 parties Geert Wilders' PVV is probably the most centrist.
He also gained 5 seats (33%) while the VVD lost 8 seats (20%). It's really not a bad result. Wilders always plummets in the polls before an election, this is nothing new.
>>7929927
Yeah I hope so too!
>>7929931
I'll never get married to a man...stop feeding me fantasies
>>7929935
all you need is to get rid of your muscle bulk and grow your hair out
. j.
whats up faggots
>>7929936
I've already shown some peoplewhat my real face looks like in normal non hugbox lighting or faceapped trickery
>try a transgender dating site
>get a bunch of hits
>pretty girls
>seemingly decent, wholesome people
>everyone's a normalfag though
fuck it. Who in here wants a boyfriend?
I don't know if any of the old tripfags are still around, but does anyone have contact with Frenchfry?
I missed talking to her a ton.
>>7929943
if you let HRT actually work, then your face WOULD look like that
>>7929531
Stop! Calling! Yourself! Transgirl! General!
>>7929950
we were called transgirl general before your autistic thread was
>>7929951
False.
>>7929942
Hello.
>>7929947
But I want to be with him...
I don't know what to do. Should I go and take some cypro at least now
>>7929954
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/3625572/#3625572
>>7929956
if you take your cypro you might as well take your estrogen
i can't sleep ;-;
>>7929966
But he will notice puffy nips...
>>7929967
warm milk and put this on while you sleep
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i-yu4NoS1HM
my boobs feel funny
>>7929580
You're here
>>7929969
you've still got puffy nips either way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kgRFHaNo-Y
>>7929945
I miss her too.
>>7929976
I miss Raifu and Kim the most
Sophie was nice too
>>7929977
she never gets on Skype anymore and I really, really miss her. We used to play dark souls together a lot.
>>7929969
But you're like not even 1 month on hrt
>>7929979
She's on skype right now.
....did she block you?
>>7929974
But ill feel guilty for lying to him and he would never have gotten back or forgiving me if he knew I was still on them
>>7929981
did, she get a new Skype because it says she's offline.
>>7929983
sorry i'm just tuning in. What's the TL;DR version of the story here?
>>7929983
>forgiving me
there shouldnt be anything "to forgive"
you are a girl
>>7929984
spartan doesn't want to be a lonely tranny
spartan off mones to get back with bf
>>7929918
same lol
i love my hips now
>>7929991
hugg
>all these girls walking around in summery dresses which I'll never be able to pull off
>>7929991
Tfw twink body
>>7929996
>tfw twinkhon
>>7929981
could you please share her new Skype name? I think I have an older one that she doesn't use anymore.
>>7930001
hugg
>>7930000
holy shit nice quads.
Just for that i'll go ahead and give you a one-time offer to apply for a position as my internet girlfriend!
HMU at [email protected] and we'll talk :)
>>7930003
hugg
>>7930002
are you happy letting Angie cuck you?
>>7929983
okay, you want a response from someone who isn't going to shower you in plattitudes?
Yes. You should tell him. Get the right situation, whatever that means for you and him, and tell him clearly and frankly. It will only do more damage if you wait, because there's two possibilities when he finds out.
1: he's upset because he's not sure he's comfortable with it and he feels taken advantage of
2: he doesn't have a problem with it, but he's upset because he feels like you don't trust him
both of these problems can be avoided by clear communication NOW. You don't need to apologize, but you do need to be honest about this. If you aren't, there's a good chance you'll ruin your relationship.
Seeing the way some people on here responded to you... this is why these hugboxes are bad. They're so busy reaffirming for you that you're a girl(which, obviously, you are) they aren't bothering to consider your actual concerns and worries, which aren't just valid, they're correct.
>>7930005
hugg
>>7930004
Your not him. It has to be him.
>>7930006
I'm not angie's ex boyfriend or boyfriend I'm gay general wiz.
>>7930009
if he doesn't want you as a girl (read: who you are), i'm probably better.
>>7930005
are you still a virgin?
>>7930001
My whr is 30/37.5
Please kill me
I need 4" on my hips to even out
>>7929999
>chasers
>bf material
>>7930010
oh right the repressed wiz
>>7930006
Lol why do you think I cucked my bf?
Also that's gay gen's wiz
>>7930009
i feel you
it's so amazing to connect w someone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tboESor89CU
>>7930011
Alright
I couldent take the horrible feeling I was getting from missing last nights dose
Took my cypro and morning e a few hours late
No damage done...
God why do I have to lie to him...
>>7930019
yeah, it's me. Give me Frenchfries info So I can talk to her please.
Also does male to female general have a discord group and if so, give an invite I wanna join. I mean, if you ladies will have me?
I am a girl...not a gay boy...no matter how much I want it to be true...
>>7930027
hugg
>>7930027
yep
>>7930024
You don't.
Man up (heh) and be who you are. If he doesn't accept that, you're better off having your heart broken, recovering, and finding someone who will.
feel a lil sicc
What's wrong?
>>7930021
how have you been Angie? its been along time since I've been around these parts how is life and how is your bf??
>>7930046
why would you want to be with someone who gets angry so easy, angry over you being a girl
>>7930049
Because it's self destructive to him
>>7930027
Girl, boy, why care? Stop giving a fuck about what others want you to be and just be who you are.
>>7930052
>your actions
>self destructive
>to him
....i don't think that's how the term "self destructive" works.
>teacher tells us once again with a huge smile on his face that failing the resit means failing the study
brb kms
>>7930064
That's dumb lmao
It matters if it changes your feelings
That is all
why do the grossest agp's define all trans people to so many?
>>7930064
Well, a lot of that rings true. So what? It doesn't matter anyway.
how do you stop being scared literally all of the time
>>7930074
What's wrong Myrthe?
>>7930079
dunno
feel sad and defeated today ;m;
>>7930072
if you find out let me know
>>7930080
Yeah we all have our off days.
Make some tea and browse a YLYL gif thread?
>>7930082
i'll do that when I get home
thank you anon
>>7930081
i can't get out of bed without hyperventilating and feeling nauseous most of the time
>>7930093
thats normal for vegans though
>>7930100
epic
>>7930100
oh fuck here we go
>tfw went to sleep early enough to get 8 hours of sleep
>tfw got woken up at like 5am by a nightmare then couldn't get back to sleep
Fug dis
Also I don't know why I get nervous before seeing my doctor
Literally all that'll happen is they'll take a blood sample
>>7930093
:(
Hugg
>>7929993
Iktf
>tfw too afraid to call a therapist because you have untreated mental issues because your too afraid to call a therapist loop
>>7930104
>Also I don't know why I get nervous before seeing my doctor
the outside world is scarey and full of dysphoria
>>7930108
>(((psychologists)))
Jewish plot
Where do I find a QT MtF, that I can treat like the woman they deserve to be, and fuck the life out of?
>>7930108
>get enough courage to call some therapists
>everyone I call has a 3+ months waiting list
>>7930109
True
My doctor is like the go to doctor in the city for LGBT care and providing HRT, so I get nervous that everyone in the waiting room knows I'm a disgusting tranny.
>>7930108
I know it seems scary, but seeing a therapist can help you out a label on what might be wrong so you can find the most effective way to treat it
>>7930115
Oy vey
>>7930104
>tfw went to sleep early enough to get 8 hours of sleep (at 12AM ish)
>tfw sleep through alarm and wake up at noon
why, body
>>7930115
Not everything is a Jewish plot. There are trotskyist plots too.
>>7930120
(((Trotskyists))) are a jewish plot though
>>7930120
>yfw even his head was a splitter
>>7930116
Not here that's for sure.
>>7930109
When life gives you lemons, remember the world is your oyster, so juice one over the sucker and watch it squirm before you gobble it alive.
>>7930121
You know I'm Jewish, right? Just kidding. I'm an Auvergnate. We're much, much worse.
>>7930119
>randomly fall asleep at 6pm
>wake up at 3am
>fall asleep again at 9am
>wake up at 1pm
why does this happen at least once a week
>>7930128
I have jewish forefathers
Paternal, luckily
>>7930132
are you in the global zionist conspiracy
>>7929725
White chocolate is yucky
Milk>white
Imo
>>7930136
T-the ZOG doesn't exist silly goy!
*rubs hands*
>>7930137
White chocolate isn't really chocolate, but it's interesting in desserts. Especially with coconut.
>>7930137
I have yet to meet someone IRL who enjoys white chocolate. Never found the appeal of it. Although I hear white hot chocolate is amazing
>>7930125
life doesn't give me lemons life gives me nothing
I attempt to eat an oyster but end up being ill because it went bad before I was born
>>7930138
Next you'll tell us Albania is a non-country.
>>7930145
There is only one real country and that is Israël!
>>7930139
white chocolate is tastiest when paired with milk chocolate
>>7930148
Well, "Palestine" certainly isn't one.
>>7930143
>I have a perfectly female proportioned model body tbqh
my body looks like an ice cream cone
>>7930149
Ye girl
>>7930137
White chocolate is great as long as you're not eating it with the expectation that it's anything like chocolate. It's too different, but good in its own way
Just like mtfs :3
>>7930153
its just occupied by imperialists
>>7930149
Actually, it blends well with liver and artichoke. :^)
i feel like shit
what do i do?
>>7930161
bumping for answer
>>7930161
same
>>7930161
wank, buy a bottle of whiskey or bourbon, listen to someup beat music, have a cigerate
>>7929945
I miss her too
We're mutuals on Facebook but I haven't talked to her in years
>>7930139
Yeah I know but she put it on the list
>>7930140
Yeah white chocolate is fucking gross
The only times I can tolerate it is if it's with another superior chocolate variant
>>7930156
):
We're gonna make it
You just gotta have faith
>>7930158
Hmm
I guess this checks out
>just like mtfs
This feels like an insult even though I am aware it wasn't stated with malicious intent
>>7930157
I liked the marble better
RIP
>>7930172
>This feels like an insult even though I am aware it wasn't stated with malicious intent
It was just a self deprecating joke
>>7930174
oooohhhh that looks super nice, I don't remember seeing that, do you know if it was released in Australia?
I look really cute today desu
Yo gurls whaddup
Figured out I can set aside car money and money for transition legal stuff and still have money left over to spend on clothes shopping
Working so much sucks but damn does the money help ease the pain
>>7930177
I am Australian
yes it was
haven't seen it in years tho
>tfw no boy to pin me down
>>7930161
Do something fun
>>7930119
The human body is mean sometimes
feel like laying down umu
>>7930179
hello i ate all my calories for today but i want to eat chocolate what do i do?
>>7930178
Pic?
>>7930184
Go lie down, dear.
>>7930178
i bet!
>>7930179
I'm doing the same. My budget puts me at like 200 dollars to spend in the next couple months on clothes. I need spring stuff desu, all I have are flannels
>>7930176
Oh
Okay it was good
The way you worded it I wasn't sure if you were a fellow tranny or a cisdude
>>7930181
That bloody sucks, my issue with topdeck is that I can differentiate the flavor when first biting into it. Though it becomes a very pleasant blend after a while.
Cadbury is such a nice brand of chocolate, even though it's not considered luxury by any standard
>>7930189
But I cannot since I'm in school
Not doing much though and feeling disinterested in everything rn
wanna leave but I'm scared people will be angry if I leave during the break in 30 minutes
>>7930185
Accept that taste is merely a fleeting sensation and the calories gained from satisfying a basic urge will make you feel worse than you did while eating the chocolate.
>>7930192
I've got about $250ish, I'm not sure what exactly I'm gonna do with it. I saw a cute skirt outfit I kinda want to replicate.
Does spring actually arrive for you? It at best teases spring before going back to frigid frozen wasteland
>>7930194
Oh yeah lol. I should've said "just like us", but I thought it'd be too ambiguous
>>7930197
ok fuck you're right thanks i'll go back to studying now bye
>>7930047
Not bad
Had surgery
Bf is ok
>>7930197
Post pic of the outfit? It's so rare to talk about dressing yourself here, or with any of my trans friends, but I really like it
Uhm we had a couple weeks of nice 70 degree weather earlier in the month but just got hit by a blizzard and now it's 20 degrees out. But usually by mid April we have nice 60s-70s weather.
I've noticed linen seems to be a lot more popular and at the forefront ok most stores lately, might buy some shirts/blouses to try. I'm also visiting a friend in May and she's going to force me to girl mode. She said I have to bring a skirt but I don't own one, so... Need to find one
bully me
>>7930210
I like the skirt but I'd try and replace the shirt with something a little less cringey
>It's so rare to talk about dressing yourself here, or with any of my trans friends, but I really like it
But bro adopting your preferred gender role is gay.
>But usually by mid April we have nice 60s-70s weather.
Luckyyyyy.
We got snow the other day and everything's frozen ta fuck.
Stores here are kind of a clusterfuck and don't seem to know what to focus on with the weird seasons. Last time I went to the mall they were pushing prom dresses, too. Which I don't need. ;___;
>tfw used to dream about transitioning in time for prom and being asked by a cute boy to go with him
Aaaaaanyway.
>she's going to force me to girl mode.
This is a good thing, my best friend did that to me and I ended up just going full time when I came home.
>tfw look like shit in pictures
https://unsee.
cc/bizutaro/
>>7930216
Use witch hazel under your eyes if you want to get rid off the bag look senpai. Cute eyes though
>>7930216
Hugg
>>7930221
Find your TrannyAngle ™ and make a less silly face when you take a pic
That's just a straight up bad photo.
>>7930222
Does that actually get rid of the bags under eyes?
>>7930221
wtf ur getting cuter every week
feels good having such a pretty gf desu senpai
>>7930219
Not this anon, but what were you thinking about for the shirt? I am not a fan of the skirts length and pattern, and matching it with anything remotely decent will be challenging
>>7930226
>when she calls your smile a silly face
>>7930221
JESUS CHRIST
>>7930230
I use it to get rid of mine, and it works fantastically. Have horrid oilly skin which helps with that as well, one of the better/cheaper products for your skin
>>7930219
It's cute, definitely agree about the shirt though. A shame colors like that never look good on me, I need earth tones. That reminds me though I don't have a bag at all, should really consider that too
>Last time I went to the mall they were pushing prom dresses, too.
I went shopping with a cis friend a year ago and she dragged me into this formal dress store that was having it's prom specials. I don't think she understood why it made me so miserable :\
>>tfw used to dream about transitioning in time for prom and being asked by a cute boy to go with him
>used to
I still do ;-; I wanna go back in time ;----;
>This is a good thing, my best friend did that to me and I ended up just going full time when I came home.
The week after I get back in supposed to be a groomsman in my childhood friend's wedding :^) so we'll see how that goes...
thoughts?
i miss her....
>>7930233
I'm looking at the texture too as being kinda hard to work with. Honestly though if the graphic tee worked then so would a plain baby blue tee, I'd think
Gosh I don't know though. I'm such a sperg when it comes to clothes, I'm like super interested in fashion but I don't understand it very well.
>>7930245
shitting yourself is a lot worse desu
>tfw urge to go shopping for clothes every time grace posts
>>7930233
I like the pattern but what's wrong with the length? Longer skirts would make me feel more comfortable so I don't have to worry about my gt.
>>7930234
Bitch you're closing your eyes and looking up and doing a really wide smile
Lemme take a better pic of ya Gracie's got you
>>7930238
That's interesting, I'll look into that, I've got fuckloads of bags under my eyes lol.
>>7930240
>A shame colors like that never look good on me, I need earth tones.
Yeahhhhhhh that just reminded me it's fucking white and white's a terrible color if you're not literally a princess that can avoid getting dirty.
>That reminds me though I don't have a bag at all, should really consider that too
Get yourself a cute Kate Spade bag!
I fell in love with this one but I wanna sit on the fence a little bit and see if there's one I can find cheaper or like better.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01LYZEYYB/
I just need like a smaller neutral bag as opposed to my xbox hueg blue bag or my lil leather purse.
>I went shopping with a cis friend a year ago and she dragged me into this formal dress store that was having it's prom specials. I don't think she understood why it made me so miserable :\
Cissies don't get it, lotsa girls don't seem to understand some of the things I feel or do
>I still do ;-; I wanna go back in time ;----;
;_;
I wish I transitioned back when I was a sophmore or junior instead of just repressing...
I even had a friend that accepted me that way in school.
Kinda crushed on him a little.
>The week after I get back in supposed to be a groomsman in my childhood friend's wedding :^) so we'll see how that goes...
>man
Gurl come out and stop that shit
my zumenon is snug as a bug under my tongue
it b e g i n s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=natQF-y0Ez8
>>7930254
if it makes you feel more comfortable then that is reason enough to buy it. I just prefer shorter skirts on girls, nothing wrong with longer skirts I have just never found them attractive.
And yeah which hazel is great, you can add it to your routine as a natural concealer. Or you can just apply it after you shower when your pores are open. Just don't use it as aftershave. that shit burns
>>7930261
Not concealer sorry, toner.
>>7930216
lmao
pass as ugly fat girl
a girl just stood up and left but i didn't hear if she had a reason
wonder if anyone would comment on me leaving during break in a few mins
really hope not
i wanna go home
>>7930253
>tfw no girls day out shopping with sertii
>>7930261
>I just prefer shorter skirts on girls, nothing wrong with longer skirts I have just never found them attractive.
Yeah but like
I'm not a sexy dressup doll.
My ex, the shitty dude one, wanted to make me dress up all skimpy and stuff all the time.
If it's pretty and comfy that's good enough for me, you can do the imagining yourself!
How long do you leave the hazel on for if you do it like after you shower?
huggin a myrthe
>>7930254
Yeah white is cancer lol. Easy to wash at least, unless it gets stained. But it doesn't look good on me anyway.
>that bag
REALLY pretty! I was looking at some of the ones on madewell (would link but I'm on mobile and don't have my cart available)
>I just need like a smaller neutral bag as opposed to my xbox hueg blue bag or my lil leather purse.
I like what my sister has, it's this little thing that's like just barely bigger than credit card sized, narrow strap. It's really convenient for day to day.
>I wish I transitioned back when I was a sophmore or junior instead of just repressing...
I wish I knew transition was even a thing. 2sheltered in my all boys catholic school :\
In retrospect I had such a crush on my best friend back then but I never would have admitted it lol
>Gurl come out and stop that shit
Lol it's going to be funny though!! My boymode hasn't passed in like 6 months, I seriously wonder whether a suit/tux will make it work
>>7930271
thankin a lauren
>>7930267
If you're in an adult education environment (uni, college) No one generally cares if you leave without notice.
>>7930268
Yeah you don't have to dress as a sex object, just my personal preference in womens skirts. Always had a kink for skirts, so my advice is probably not someones you should take on the whole skirt manner.
It gets absorbed into your skin, no reason to wash it out unless it's really annoying you. Which it shouldn't seeing it has the same kind of properties as water. I place it on my skin after I get out of the shower with a makeup pad, but what ever works.
>>7930261
I always loved whimsical boho styles which always have long skirts. But it isn't something that I'd be able to pull off with a tranny bod
>>7930253
Same. I wish I was at home so I could look at stuff
>>7930261
Can confirm witch hazel is great for skin. It hasn't helped my under eye bags though :\
>>7930267
Is it really important that you stay?
i did it
i left
not a cinnamon roll anymore
sorry everyone
>>7930280
This is indeed adult education
>tfw only the boys left and ur one of them
how long does it take for the pill to be absorbed
my tongue feels funny
>>7930281
>whimsical boho styles
That is a really chill style to dress in, so care free kind of look. It's a shame about your body girl, I am sure it's not that bad.
GOD i CANNOT wait for spring
>>7930274
>Yeah white is cancer lol. Easy to wash at least, unless it gets stained. But it doesn't look good on me anyway.
Yea I'm too messy and clumsy for a color like white lol
>REALLY pretty!
I knowwwwwwww
I love the colors on the City Fog/Black/Light Shale one
A lot of neutrals bore me but that combo is rly nice actually
>just barely bigger than credit card sized
Gurl what happens when you need more than a credit card
I take lots of stuff with me to work or when I leave the house
>I wish I knew transition was even a thing. 2sheltered in my all boys catholic school :\
I didn't know until 14 and then was hit with an onslaught of gender and sexuality confusion
That was fun to work through, wish I had a therapist that wasn't a creepy old dude who wanted me to have sex with someone
As a teenager.
>In retrospect I had such a crush on my best friend back then but I never would have admitted it lol
D'awwww
>Lol it's going to be funny though!! My boymode hasn't passed in like 6 months, I seriously wonder whether a suit/tux will make it work
Just wear a women's suit gogogo
>>7930280
>Always had a kink for skirts, so my advice is probably not someones you should take on the whole skirt manner.
Hah
But yeah I can see how too long is an issue, I guess it just depends on the individual skirt.
>It gets absorbed into your skin
Oh okay, that should be ez
>>7930281
>boho
Cuuuute but I don't usually see people 'round here dress like that.
>>7930249
hmm, yeah it would work great!. I was think pairing it with a pea coat or a short car coat. But it depends on graces skin complexion because that can clash with those types of coats.
will witch hazel get rid of whatever this is
I JUST WANT A FACE THAT ISN'T RED AND IRRITATED ALL THE TIME IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR
my face always has this amount of redness but decides randomly throughout the day to also give me solid red blotches on my face as well :)
also hi im here now
>>7930301
>that can clash with those types of coats.
It can?
>>7930303
>I JUST WANT A FACE THAT ISN'T RED AND IRRITATED ALL THE TIME IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR
See a dermatologist.
I'm gonna find one to see myself. Gonna try and get some chemical peels and stuff.
>>7930306
im hopefully seeing one on friday
i want this shit fixed already x-c
>>7930305
nimmmm
im gonna pat you!
>>7930279
>samsa calling anyone a hon with her fridge body and deep voice
LMAO
Do I have a fridge bod?
shoulders: 18"
waist: 27"
hips: 36"
underbust: 33"
height: 6'1"
weight: 149 lbs
>>7930296
It is. I went into anthropologie with my cis friend last time we were in the city, we spent soooooo much time in there. She bought a bunch of stuff but i felt too ugly for it :\
Thanks anon. I know it's not as bad as I think it is, but I guess it's a self-confidence issue. Like right now I dress like a butch lesbian, not because I'm a lesbian but because it's the closest thing to how I dressed for the first 20 years of my life and what I'm most used to.
>>7930300
My best colors are brown and olive green so even if I spill something it's not noticeable :p
>Gurl what happens when you need more than a credit card
U-uhm I haven't hit that point yet. I wear a spare hair tie on my wrist, phone in my pocket, and money in my 10 year old wallet...
Also your therapist sounds terrifying. That really sucks that you couldn't have had just a normal one :\
>Just wear a women's suit gogogo
I probably will :p wearing a men's suit would feel so shitty just on the principle of the thing
>>7930301
It looks too light and springtime for a pea coat, to me. I could see it looking good though, just not be comfortable to wear lol
>>7930308
b-but that's against the church
>>7930311
>taller than me
>smaller waist than me
Time to off myself
>>7930309
ok honny : )
>>7930314
id give up my waist to be shorter desu
>>7930303
Witch hazel works as a toner so it will assist in removing some redness. but it's a band aid, you should seek some other skin treatments if it is affecting your self esteem.
>>7930306
As in, a bright white skirt, a black jacket, and pale skin kind of don't work well to me. But I'd have to see it honestly before I could actually be certain. To stick safe you're better off sticking with a Tee, that compliments your figure.
>>7930319
ill try it in combination with other stuff that i got to see if it works
if this helps me you'll literally be a lifesaver anon x-x
>>7930316
Samsa, I heard your voice. It's really deep. It's why you never speak on kegeshi.
>>7930319
Yeah I agree with this. I only see pea coats in black, navy, and red. Occasionally plum, but none of those fit the color scheme of white skirt + graces skin and hair
>>7930307
Lucky!
You'll be fine if you're seeing one already, dw.
>>7930312
Green's one of my good colors I think so I feel ya.
>U-uhm I haven't hit that point yet. I wear a spare hair tie on my wrist, phone in my pocket, and money in my 10 year old wallet...
No chapstick? Lotion? Extra dose of mones and anxiety meds? Swiss army knife? Water? Extra battery and charger for the phone? Makeup and stuff for touchups? And so on
>Also your therapist sounds terrifying. That really sucks that you couldn't have had just a normal one :\
Yeah but shame on me for just following along with it and not questioning and doing things myself. Back in the day Cheska helped me find an informed consent place, I should have just gone there right away but I was so afraid this wasn't real and I'd start hormones and regret it.
>I probably will :p wearing a men's suit would feel so shitty just on the principle of the thing
Yeah guy clothes are pretty gross
>she says, sitting in boxers and a tshirt too big for her
>>7930319
My skin's kinda pale and has a natural blush to it soooo :/
>To stick safe you're better off sticking with a Tee, that compliments your figure.
Yeah
I'm still figuring that out, there are some styles of Tees that I feel are honnish on me but maybe I just needed a size up.
>>7930325
>giving her (You)s
>>7930313
fuck the rules
i don't give a shit aw yeah
>>7930327
Don't size up! let that shirt hug you. Unless you have issues with body weight and don't want to show off.
>tfw constantly thinking of what to wear at sisters wedding
i don't want a dress, 2girly4me
no way i'm wearing a guy suit
what shoes could i even wear if i wore a woman's suit?
>inb4 heels
no
is it a good idea to half my cypro from 50mg to 25mg
Maybe that's why I ended up so crazy...
>>7930335
Flats, trousers, white dress shirt, vest?
>>7930334
here's an older pic of what i mean
but uh
i am kinda insecure about my tummy
but im told its just a matter of bad posture
that i dont know how to fix
i hate how the sleeves on tees hug my arms and make them look so big and manly tho
maybe i should starve myself a until im smaller
>>7930339
im getting an orthopedic brace to help fix my slouch
>>7930335
my head would bump against the ceiling in heels
>>7930327
>No chapstick? Lotion?
I keep lotion on my desk at work and I don't often go anywhere else :\ and I've never had problems with my lips, I take good care of my skin and they're always hydrated, the little bit of chapstick I put on in the morning lasts me until I get home
>Extra dose of mones and anxiety meds?
Okay that is actually a good idea, so when I do go out after work I'm not stressing about being late on hrt..
Also I don't take AAs (but I probably should :\)
>Swiss army knife?
Don't have one D:
>Water? Extra battery and charger for the phone?
Gosh I've never had issues. I don't leave the house enough for anything other than work and groceries
>Makeup and stuff for touchups?
Too butch.... I'm a makeup newbie too, never wear it D:
>And so on
I am not a very good girl... Lol
>afraid of starting and regretting it
Ahhh I was there too. It literally took a near death experience for me to say "okay just fucking do it!"
>guy clothes are pretty gross
Agreed, unless they're my boyfriend's sweatshirts and tees :p
>>7930334
I can't do tight tops, my waist is miniature but I've got a kinda barrel chesty ribcage. It looks really weird, especially if I breathe in too deeply
im sad
>>7930339
starving will fuck with the weight distribution of your HRT I think, I dunno I am just a cis bloke.
The Tee is fine, I'd be showing off your arms if I were in your situation, they;re not large or manly at all, think you're over thinking that one. With the hugging of your arms, it gives definition to your shoulders, and from the image I think you have nothing to worry about.
I don't really know about your lower torso, seems fine to me. If you want to shape I'd say start swimming/running. Pref running not to gain mucle mass up the top
how do you find a good therapist
Welp time for work. I miss being a NEET so bad, I need a vacation. I might fly out to Portland to visit Kari for a week again, her classes end soon so next month or the month after maybe I can go spend time with my bestie again.
See y'all this evening, have a good one.
helium
>>7930348
Tfw hrt never helped with weight distribution
I think I may be developing a drinking problem..
>>7930353
hugg
Nightmares about getting bullied are the worst
hugg anna
>>7930353
You need to stop this Elanna
What is troubling you?
>>7930353
Lani. Take things one day at a time, ok? If you can't avoid it, taper off. That is if you want to.
Your choice :3 *headpat*
>>7930356
Cindyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
>>7930353
im gonna keep harping on the therapy thing
it'd be good to see someone before a real problem develops
>>7930347
Yeah one of those sleevless thingies.
What about generic men's dress shoes? I mean they don't look bad on women
>>7930325
>talking on kageshi when discord exists
???
>>7930359
I always had trouble putting weight on
>>7930365
Weird how you said that you don't go on mtfg because it was for the mentally ill
i ate an entire cheese pizza last night
i-it's going to my hips right?
>>7930366
Me too. I had/have literal anorexia (the medical condition, not the eating disorder). I have to count calories and feel like I'm stuffing my face all the time in order to put any weight on. I'm only like 5lbs up since the new year, but it's going slowly and steadily
>>7930368
i don't
i come here literally for laughs because of how pathetic everybody here is
sort of like paying to enter a zoo / circus but there's no actual payment
: )
>>7930369
Yeah everyone knows that carbs go on the hips ur in the clear
>>7930349
pls respond
>>7930363
yeah that's perfect
idk about mens shoes, my feet are huge, i probably want something else :s
i guess i'll look what they have in my size for women's shoes and pick from that
>>7930372
oh thank goodness
so i just keep eating pizzas until my hips are venus of willendorf tier right?
>>7930371
>my life is so pathetic that I have to come here to laugh at people
Ok
>>7930371
are you actually the stew and brew person?
>>7930376
Yeah girl, how do you think kylie jenner got her curves?
>>7930378
>going to a comedy show makes you pathetic
???
u r a silly dum hon desu xd heh
>hit leg against coffee table
>be glad it happened
insane
n
s
a
n
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>>7930383
bullying is mean
>>7930377
me on the left
tfw size 14 in women's
>>7930383
>implying I'm a hon
Get a load of this lumberjack
>>7930375
Yeah seeing the shoes in person will help, I am sure you will pick something great. If you keep it simple no one will really pay attention to your feat, well.. if that's what you want.
>>7930375
I have a pair of women's oxfords, they're pretty gender neutral looking but leaning more feminine (more rounded, etc). Maybe something like that would work?
>>7930394
do u still wears diaps
>>7930384
go make some team Myrthe, it is now comffy time. u must preper for comfs
>>7930394
Do I have to call dollface out on your stupid bullshit
>>7930394
seriously are you the stewnbrew person?
>>7930360
I am very stressed about my future and have nothing firm in place
I am nearly constantly worried about money, I am barely able to pay my bills, feed myself, and save for school.
I have not had sex in close to 3 months
I am very concerned about my partner right now, I won't go into much detail but they are having health problems
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm overwhelmed. I don't even know why I drink I just end up crying anyways.
mommy i need you
>>7930358
hugg
>>7930401
Things are going to be okay, Lani.
It may not look it now, but situations have a strange tendency to work out. Not always in the way we expect, but everything will be okay in the end. I promise, alright?
>tfw doctor called my girl name in the lobby
>tfw everyone looked around confused until I got up
Wew end me
>tfw tonight is Warhammer character creation night
>going to make a female character
UH OH
>>7930414
Exciting!
>>7930414
>Hey, Anon, why do you always make GIRL characters
>Heh, I just like to stare at girls' asses
Ha. Ha.
>>7930419
my answer to this question was always
'why not?'
and
'i feel that i can immerse better with this character'
:^)
>>7930419
>Haha I just wanna imagine staring at a girl's ass!
yay i confirmed that im going to see a derm tomorrow ^^
i bet ill look more fem when my skin is fixed
or you know, not :)
>>7930419
>tfw always played the real macho and masculine characters to prove I was totally a guy
>>7930412
Say it's your name in your native tongue or something, I used to do that and it worked a lot.
>>7930419
>tfw you were always the one that said that that was gay
>tfw you try and change your real life character into a girl instead
>>7930427
>play mmo
>straight guys all play female characters
>repressing trannys (me) play a male character (then pay $20 for character recustomization)
It's pottery
Came here two hours ago to shit post, ended up talking about shoes, cloths and witch hazel instead.
I am not the Aussie shitposter I once thought I was
>>7930424
I could say I'm an FtM :^)
More believable than someone looking like me being named Amber
>>7930431
it feels really nice on my skin :3
>can't tell if it was the cutting or if it was the hrt that made me look better in 2 months
i've been talking to a cute girl
we're similar and i'm v happy :)
>>7930431
>aussie
ey mate
what part of whoop-whoop you from
i'm pertho
>>7930431
It's the estrogen yo. Also us likeminded individuals starting the conversations that you really wanted all along
You're good anon, it was very refreshing talking clothes with you and grace
>>7930433
Maybe ask them to use your male name for now. I do that for everyone pretty much. I operate under the premise if I want to be called a girl I should at least look like one first.
>>7930439
same
>>7930401
I wish I could hugg you and say everything will be fine.
Living on your own is tough. Have you talked to your family about coming to stay with them to help you get back on your feet?
I hope your partner gets better,
>>7930437
I am in Melbourne, the women's street light crossing center of the southern hemisphere. Shame we can't root mate
>>7930439
I thought I had, thigh that was a year ago. I think they get confused because my therapist used my girl name on the letter to start hrt
Also I'm too nervous to tell them to switch ;_; maybe they think I look fem.
>>7930438
I am a cis bloke :c
>>7930444
reckon
that's full on fucked hey
we could have cracked a few tinnies and had a good root after some cones
>>7930442
hi angie
>>7930449
>cis bloke
>:c
hmmmm
>>7930449
Awww man. Had me fooled :p
>>7930447
My doctor was like that too. I only had to ask him once to use my legal name though. It's okay, soon once your doctor is using the wrong name people will give you the same funny look because you pass so well without knowing it.
>>7930441
>involuntarily flinch to self when someone says 'she' or 'her' even online
what if i got dreads
>>7930411
I mean it's a nice sentiment, but I think you need to realize, one of those things may not get better. I'm actually very scared that it won't.
I'm doing what I can for things I can affect, otherwise idk.
>>7930442
I really don't believe moving back in is an option. They live 1500km away, and I would need to uproot my life again, and I really don't think I could live with myself if I gave up on starting a new life here, especially when all of the ways out of this situation happen to be here. Being an adult is hard
>>7930460
how are you buddi
>>7930462
i didn't realize things were so serious with your partner
i hope things end up okay
>>7930454
No
>:c
faces allowed huh?
Can confirm, cis bloke, will fuck your ass right now if need be.
>>7930461
Rasta nim
>>7930437
come to england and dominate me pls
>>7930462
hugg
>>7930463
Burning up
>>7930469
what if i got mohawk dreads
>>7930468
That's a girly sad face :c
>>7930473
put some sunscreen on
>>7930468
l-lewd
>>7930461
make sure you take care of them
>>7930477
I'm sick
Nothing to do
what if i got a weave
>>7930482
im currently succin on some airborne so i don't catch whatever my mom has
>>7930471
who is this??? i literally can live in england so be careful
>>7930462
I'm sorry. Sometimes merely positivity itself lends to brighter mindsets, and I'm only trying to foster it within you. I'm here for you, alright?
somebody tell me you're happy for me
>>7930485
can you tell my sister that i love her for me please
she lives close to devon
>>7930485
not telling
but hit me up if you're ever around
>>7930476
:c :C :c
>>7930479
I can treat you real nice girl, buy you that Aussie dream house with the cloths line the kids can hang off in the fucken scorching 40c days, with the K-mart fan blowing on us, with some $1 frozen cokes from maccas
>>7930495
can you be scary?
like, intimidating?
Dreamt the world was ending
>>7930497
uh, yes. i tend to be. why?
>>7930498
Beangirl!
yeah!
>>7930493
that seems nice anon, but it's a pipe dream
im not good enough ;-;
>supposed to go out
>want to sit in my chair or sleep more
gdi
someone make me go be an adult
>>7930505
no sleep ^^
>>7930502
I like it
>>7930483
Is that like an upside down maeve
>tfw will be in a qt boy's arms in 12 hours
>>7930504
But it can be out pipe dream Nim, if you want it hard enough anything can happen, just thinking about it makes me hard enough
>>7930509
i can just wrap my own arms around myself and get the same thing
>>7930507
that's a good enough reason to ask then
lmao
im half asleep i probable should sleep soon
>>7930508
yeah
what if i got one
>>7930510
h-hard!?!
>poop
>5 minutes later have to get up to pee again
Biology so stupid
>>7930515
go sleep!
and nini qt
who is MY buddi
kms if dubs
>>7930522
gn gn *hairtug*
>>7930523
im YOUR buddi
>>7930525
hot!
>>7930509
Visit me Pleb
hrt is making me a prettyboy
>>7930521
>not showering afterwards
Unsanitary
>>7930533
>peeing in the shower
child
>>7930520
only for you cutie
and maybe Grace
but mainly you
>>7930534
What, do you piss in jugs or the sink?
>>7930529
so you're a wizard now?
when did you start hearing the voices?
do they tell you to hurt small animals?
>owning a shower
Fat cats!
The lot!
>>7930532
So far hrt has just made me look gayer desu
>can't even be a pretty boy cause my awful skin
>>7930537
grace is cute and smol
she's probably the better choice!
>>7930543
>bringing up skin
wtf :(
>>7930543
let me know how that cerave stuff works for you though :3
>>7930533
>not having your sub slave lick it clean
>>7930537
She has a girlfriend
>>7930545
I can see your self confidence is through the roof tonight sweetheart
>>7930539
Voices are real.
Been hearing them for a while just that now I know they're real.
Its telepathy.
Either you know it's true or ur still blind baby cakes
>>7930532
Hrt made me into a man's man
>>7930537
>hey baby, have you ever been viciously kicked in the face?
heh, yeh
>>7930542
If you want to be a poor shitskin so much why dont you move back to bangladesh, plenty of unwashed people like yourself there that you can connect with far away from white fat cats.
>>7930553
how many of your pet cats have you killed so far?
can you move things with your mind?
are you planning you assassinate trump?
>>7930552
>nim
>having a good self-esteem
Pick one
> wah wah wah
> much wite mans skinzz
> wah wah wah
> I have a small penis and this frustrates me
>>7930551
Lucky her!
>>7930561
If only trump could get assassinated
>>7930564
In a few years nim will turn heads and she'll feel good about herself c:
>>7930561
Allergic to cats
Not yeti haven't unlocked that ability yet think I need to meditate more and gain more exp I'm new to this
Shhhhh
>>7930568
I'm gonna take a wild guess and say you haven't seen a picture of her
>>7930572
HRT is magic okay we're all gonna make it
Space Moose was a parody at the time it was made.
Today those parodies are reality.
What a world
>>7930570
speak to the old man who hangs around the park
he will help you develop your skills
and probably touch you inappropriately
>>7930577
only if you have a weak jawline :^)
Beangirl, will you be my girlfriend?
>>7930585
FFS is an option!
>>7930589
only if you have money
>>7930591
Aspire for a well paying career that will fund surgeries?
If this fat cow can get 167 likes then literally what excuse do you all have.
I don't really think I look like a girl at all. Starting to think it will be easier to live as a guy on hrt until I can afford surgery. People treat me like I pass but I can't see it myself.
>>7930593
im going into animation lmao
>>7930595
iktf. My boymode hasn't been gendered male for months but I still can't see a girl in the mirror
>>7930595
>people treat me like i pass
so in other words you pass
>>7930595
Just go super gay androgynous mode
>>7930597
Maybe you'll make a great game or help in a big name movie or something and be able to afford it.
>>7930592
I wish I lived in LA.
I'm a pretty homely looking, but cute in a way.
>>7930595
Post pic?
I shouldn't have worn a dress today
It's so cold out
>>7930603
Post pic?
>>7930608
like
>>7930602
im also trying to get my site off the ground
i might be able to afford it if my plan works and i get a little site portfolio going
>>7930608
Does hrt make cold? I feel like I'm super cold all the time now
>>7930613
If you want something bad enough, anything is possible.
>>7930616
Estrogen makes blood thicker which reduces blood circulation which makes you feel colder a lot
This is why women's hands and feet are always freezing when you touch them and they're always complaining the thermostat is set too low
>>7930616
No women just think it;s cold all the fucking time, even when it's 30c out.
>>7930609
I'll send you pics over kik.
>>7930620
>they're
You mean we're
>>7930624
Oh, yeah, right, I will never get used to using feminine pronouns for myself. In fact I probably never will use them.
At least in this context my sentence still makes sense because I don't ever have any issues with ambient temperature, just wear more/less clothes or adapt.
>tfw have a trans friend who likes topping
>tfw kinda morbidy curious what it would feel like
>>7930632
Like a dick in your ass
>tfw you look at all the pictures your mom put up on the wall and see all your family members so happy to have a boy in the family
>tfw they're literally all girls
>>7930634
But psychologically
Also feeling her boobs while she fucks you
Talking to this guy about my new life starting hrt and and all and he hits with 'laurel told me a long time ago you have a nice cock'. LMAO WHY
>>7930638
boys are just waiting for the moment to bring up sex around girls
>>7930635
>tfw the last man in your family that can carry on your blood line
>grandfather on his deathbed told me he is proud that I will continue out family name
>be trans
>>7930638
Hes probably thinking with his little head and cant even bother to pretend being interested in whatever you're blabbering about.
>>7930638
Because he wants you, he wanted to change the topic to sex, and you to see if you are willing to explore any of it with him. bassiclly just testing the water
>>7930640
what the hell i have to deal with this too
no one told me that i have to do anything but my name will die with me if i don't pass it on
my dad died when i was young so there was always this feeling like i had to do it for him
part of the reason why i had to store sperm before i felt okay starting hrt
>>7930647
yeah
you're my beepboop buddi too
>>7930647
>He admits to being a sex addict
He probably has a normal sex drive for a man, women are just lightyears behind when it comes to libido. If feminists really wanted to destroy porn all they would have to do is fuck more than they complain and men wouldnt even watch that shit since theyre too busy getting their dicks wet.
>>7930649
Good call storing that sperm, hopefully your partner is ok with using your last name on your kid.
I am going to marry a women and raise a family, because you know. That's what I have to do
>>7930653
>feminists
>having sex with men
>>7930640
>>7930649
you don't have to be a boy to keep the name, and you don't have to have a bio kid to pass your name on
although that's just kind of stupid patriarchy shit imo anyway
>>7930656
epic
>>7930532
This.
I can't stop but I have to stop...
>>7930659
>and you don't have to have a bio kid to pass your name on
Get out of here you fucking cuck enabler.
>>7930659
No the Kid will be of my blood, there is no other way. I don;t think I could love a child as my own, if it wasn't mine.
>>7930664
Why?
>>7930655
you don't have to
my dream scenario is either ending up with a cis woman and having a child that way or if i don't get up with a cis girl then have a very close cis girl friend act as a surrogate
i just want my child to be the product of me and someone i really care about, it's not the same with just a strangers donor egg
Ok, this is definitely a first in France. A presidential candidate with a following that floods social media with memes. As if having holovid duplex meetings wasn't showy enough...
Thing is, if he ends up with le Pen in the second round, he's bound to get elected. It's not even that unlikely at this point.
>>7930664
if someone doesn't want you for who you are then you have to let them go
im trying to fix my posture but all I'm doing is hurting my back
How do I do this right
>>7930668
bc your blood is so important right? you're a descendant of charlemagne! the line must continue!
but really we're all humans and caring for & raising a child can bond you closer than a meth addict mom & her aids baby
just realize it's a real option, and just as genuine a relationship as if your own semen grew up to resent you
>>7930667
fuck off faggot, go suck dicks at a truckstop gloryhole
>>7930681
its instinctual
i want a biological child and that's okay
>>7930639
I wish boys would bring up sex around me
>>7930688
fugg elann
>>7930688
I never hear boys talk about sex around girls or girls talk about sex around boys
>>7930680
If it's really bad, try wearing a back brace for a while. It helps.
>>7930681
No you fuck off you degenerate mudkike, and someone with no values and ethics like you is the more likely to be sucking dicks through a gloryhole. You got your brain wired wrong if you dont see the importance in biological offspring you fucking deranged moron.
>tfw bad at everything
>>7930687
it's ok but not the only okay way to have a family
the presence of genuine love is more important than dna
>>7930688
;)
sex
>>7930688
Inb4 said boys are jailed for stare rape and sexual harassment.
>>7930698
yeah but i find them both important
>>7930700
tell that to the state of florida and my mom
wait actually don't
>>7930705
Giv me ur moms #
>>7930702
Only if they're neckbeards
>>7930681
I am not going to ruin my families name because of my own selfishness. My children will be raised in a home with a husband and wife, and they will carry on what was passed to them.
It's the only thing my grandfather asked of me, and he will get it.
>>7930708
4
you're just saying hi right?
How do I get in to diap culture
>>7930693
Scary ;~;
>>7930711
just hang around the baby aisle long enough and you'll get initiated in
>>7930709
God has a loophole to keep gays and trans out of heaven
"Thou shalt not lie" still applies to yourself
So if you repress you still go to hell
>>7930711
r9k is back that way <
>>7930715
What if I'm a bad person and deserve to go to hell anyway
i miss kiwi and pookie
>>7930715
That's nice, I don't have a religion, my family hasn't followed any for generations.
>>7930722
i like posting my boyvoice when pookie comes here
>>7930725
>needing an excuse to post your boy voice
>>7930709
nuclear family meme is stupid & it fucked up my childhood
what's selfish is telling your grandchildren they have to conform to some ancient shithead's backwards ideas in order to please you long after you're dead
it's just dumb really
elanna :s
anna
Beangirl, pls be my gf!
>>7930731
Myrthe
goatposter is the best anon
>>7930734
hugg
>>7930729
I am sorry you had a rough childhood, my father left me as a infinite as well, nothing is ever smooth sailing.
Family meant a lot for that man, something he worked his entire life to protect, sacrifices that I don't think I could make. I wouldn't be alive without him, and I owe him that.
>>7930735
goatpoaster is GOAT
>>7930728
i do it cuz she says she's attracted to it
are you asking me to post boyvoice? :)
>>7930729
Its a shame peoples information online is only sold to big companies because I would pay handsomely just to find out where motherfuckers like you crawled out from and head over there and beat some fucking sense into you on my spare time.
Take your retarded fucking society decaying ideas and opinions elsewhere. You're literally below a fucking rat when it comes to self preservation and reproduction because even those raise and look out for their family.
>>7930735
They are a nutjob, but I like that they post cute goats.
>>7930745
gib cartman a lil cookie to calm him down
>>7930753
don't feed the chasers
>>7930754
gib lauren a lil cookie to calm her down
>planning meals for tomorrow
>remember its a friday in lent and I can't eat meat
Catholic life
>>7930745
Ya need to chill man, he is entitled to his beliefs
>>7930735
>>7930742
<3 you have pretty names
>>7930745
so are you repressing or can you not accept your cockthirst??
>>7930741
family is a lot more than gametes tho
i have a cousin who was abandoned by her heroin addict mom, my uncle and his biokids took her in and loved her as much as anyone else in the family
she's no less a member of our family and is loved a lot more by us than by her bio parents
>>7930751
>>7930753
>>7930761
I dont need you kids telling me to calm down just because you all were raised like sissified pussies who puke rainbows and shit optimism and feel a need to get along with everyone and avoid conflict.
>>7930743
https://clyp.it/2pkwkvth
>>7930754
oops you're right
feels good sometimes :/
>people needing to appease to their families demands
>>7930766
I was beaten and treated like an animal
vomiting rainbows is just cause I'm a fag
Is Catman's TRAGIC backstory that of a chaser who went insane after realizing this place isn't a dispensary of free "boipucci"?
>>7930767
Curious what your girl voice sounds like, it must be as hot as your boy one. c:
>>7930767
hnnggg
boylanna
>>7930770
Don't need to, want to.
>>7930781
Why?
Don't be a sheep
>>7930770
Yeah fuck the people who literally made you, what do they really know, dont owe them shit.
>>7930773
>I was beaten and treated like an animal
Yeah im sure you were raped too, like all the other made up shit people post online today for attention.
>>7930782
I post where I like Lauren, you aint the boss of me so shut your skank mouth.
>>7930784
Because they have given everything I have ever needed, and there is no reason for me to throw it back into their faces.
I respect them, and I will do anything for them
>>7930786
In my dream I cut off the portion of the transparent quilt that held my soul. There were two older women that informed me about it. It started spinning in the air trying to collect itself then I died. It was really nice.
>>7930786
Lots of parents really don't know shit and treat their kids like animals. Not all of us were lucky enough to have parents that raised us well, have some perspective
>>7930793
Sounds rather elaborate and meaningful
>>7930776
https://clyp.it/et0gfzk5
>>7930778
>being into teenage boys
>>7930795
Yeah, and? Aint nobody that needs to hear that shit, people today have forgotten how to carry their own luggage and stop bothering the internet and people around them with their sob bullshit.
Also, 99% of tragedies online are fabricated and/or used as a shield to justify terrible behavior.
And your parents arent responsible for your life.
>>7930767
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ZAuVMcbrRg
>>7930796
It felt rejuvenating
Very lucid dream
And I feel more in control of my life at least temporarily
>>7930805
whats wrong with that?
>>7930806
>autist gets triggered when people disagree with him
hmmm
>cartman sperging in the morning
>drake sperging in the evening
hmmm
>>7930813
>Disagreement
Except I didnt disagree that people grow up in terrible families. I just added that it isn't unique nor a reason to whine about it on the internet.
>>7930819
I can ask him to take the morning shift if that works better for you gals.
anna hi
>>7930835
you're whining about how much you hate whining
main mummy
uwu
>>7930811
Idk nothing I guess
I guess I just find it strange when I know my guy voice sounds like I'm a teenager but some people seem to like it
>>7930808
Quietest vocaroo of the century
>>7930835
lick my boipucci you fat fuck
How are you supposed to deal with dysphoria?
I've spent the whole day in bed just trying to sleep and crying when I've been awake.
Haven't eaten anything all day either, so my mum said she'd go and fetch me something which makes me feel like I'm useless too.
>>7930782
>>>/ck/catalog
Go back to your safespace.
>>7930847
well I am only a little bit past my teens
might seem strange to someone older
you just sound like a hot boy desu
boot
>>7930837
Hello Myrthe
Wanna maybe hang out tomorrow?
>>7930857
t o o b
>>7930847
i have to be quiet cuz there's people in my house woman!
>>7930839
Aint nobody whining here Lauren, and I didnt bring up "durr my daddey beat me" first, that was all anon and I'm just replying that tragedies are plenty and not worth jack shit online. You're the one having a fit about it.
>>7930848
Maybe later doll, I'm having an argument online right now and its really important to get the last word or else you lose.
>>7930847
but people said my girlvoice was quiet too
maybe im just quiet ;-;
>>7930849
Are you on Cypro?
>>7930863
suck my nips like a savage animal
>>7930858
yes
thanks for proposing that
i'll be free any time after 12:00 normally
secondary mummy stocced soda cans and ice coffee so we can get extra thicc this weekend
>>7930806
My point exactly? Though I don't see how tragedies bring fabricated on the internet is relevant here.
>your parents arent responsible for your life
Yeah so when people have shit parents they don't owe them anything in return. Doesn't matter if they brought you into this world, you don't have to be thankful for them just because of that.
>>7930865
Yes, why??
>>7930855
True, I'm like 25 so there's always a pretty weird age disconnect when I start fooling around with my voice, cuz my voice effectively stopped maturing when I was a teenager.
Shit's going to get even weirder I think. Thank you though.
I wish there was an objective trans test so I didn't have to second guess
>>7930877
i did it on you and your trans
>>7930876
You ever meet one of those older men who has like a 200 hz voice despite being in their 30s or later? I have a couple like that at work. It's always uncanny
>>7930876
its cool, im kinda just jealous cause I can make my voice go Really low and I hate it
idk your voice just reminds me of a boy I had a crush on a few years ago
>>7930874
Cypro can cause realllly bad episodes of depression, it makes dysphoria feel a lot worse, it had me stuck in bed like all last week
Do you think your cypro dose is too high? Dropping down to 25mg seemed to help my depression a lot
>tfw you're sitting awkwardly on your couch with your comforter on succin on your water bottle while two beffy guys from your television provider work in front of you
>>7930885
I'm on 37.5ish
should I lower my dose?
cause I have like, all of that
>>7930887
nim likes boys
>>7930872
>Yeah so when people have shit parents they don't owe them anything in return.
I dont expect shitty parents to see their kids honor their wishes either. The problem though is the original anon with his stupid ass ideas is against the whole notion in general and dont even seem to seem to understand the concept of a family.
>>7930867
Restrain yourself anon before you get chained & installed as a cockwarmer under the desk.
is stevie nicks pretty
>>7930871
I can get the train at like 13:30 so I'll arrive at 15:21 :3
>>7930894
beepie boops is
>>7930885
I've been on 50mg for about 4 1/2 months and I am an emotional wreck of depression, anxiety and dysphoria.
Although I also was that way to a certain extent before I started cypro
Thanks for telling me, i'll see if dropping the dosage will help.
>>7930891
does that mean you like me?
>>7930894
i think
>>7930882
Yesss omg it's super uncanny.
>>7930884
>idk your voice just reminds me of a boy I had a crush on a few years ago
o-oh
.///.
>>7930877
There is, it's called transition
>>7930895
Oh cool
Can't wait to hang out with you again Anna
>>7930901
good taste fempai
>>7930891
Okay fine. I also disagree with that anon because they're also not viewing situations from other peoples perspectives and thinking their own experience is the rule. So I guess we're angrily agreeing with each other here
>>7930902
technically two boys I liked
identical twins
>>7930905
I know right
It's pretty fun
>>7930901
girlvoice isn't as great ;-;
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0XrUDErBNTG
>>7930902
My voice never got particularly deep but I'm soooo jealous of those guys lol. I'm sure they'd be happy to trade anyway
>>7930914
Watching movies will be pretty fun yeah
>tfw no girlvoice
>>7930915
vocaroo isnt working for me :(
>>7930919
Post boyvoice then.
oh guess in her own way. my coworker says i look like her. maybe i should be a musician
Every time I come out to someone, they always say it makes a lot of sense.
>>7930919
Start practicing.
>>7930921
cute!
>>7930918
Kinda boring that that's all we ever do though, watching movies.
Also see if you can download Floating Weeds (1959) somewhere
>>7930931
No I can't tell the difference between you and a cis girl
>>7930934
o-oh
well thanks
i know i have work to do though
>>7930931
you have a cute girl voice
I need to work on mine
>>7930898
It means I like getting my dick wet, I dont know you though so cant rule out your assumption either, though it remains untested.
>>7930909
>So I guess we're angrily agreeing with each other here
I hope you're enjoying it as much as I do, getting angry feels pretty good, its like therapy. Thats why its always the quiet ones that actually boil over and go berserk.
>>7930932
Ehhh I think it's comfy.
I'll be sure to do that
thanks
>>7930943
really hot!
they got all kinds of girls
always wanted to be one of them :(
>>7930942
But we """watch movies""" all day every day :O
>>7930943
>tfw you used to find the gay lisp annoying but now you wish you had it so you would have an easier time with girlvoice
>>7930941
just tell me you like me
its easier that way
>>7930931
You're so fucking quiet lmao
>>7930943
Well yeah pitch is like only half the battle, or honestly even less.
Most of them are closet homosexuals where I work. Engineers. They're all married to women but I know how they feel deep down
>>7930948
Still very comfy to me >.<
I have so many I still have to see desu
>>7930955
Compliments are earned, not given.
But if it makes you feel better, I like you anon.
>>7930966
aaaand thats all I need
thankyou