Music for those dysphoric days

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I was born for this.

Birdy is good but she will also keep you down. She sounds similar to Ruth B
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OmLNs6zQIHo

This makes me feel better. https://soundcloud.com/theknocks/white-light-mix

I actually had a really hard week. Whenever I am TRUELY down I play that mix by the knocks. To the point now that my past roommates/current gf hear it and instantly know something is wrong.

I can't think of any other recommendations off the top of my head atm. I will include a link to my sound cloud profile's likes though there is good stuff there if you like electronic stuff.

https://soundcloud.com/laxlogic/likes

(I can pick out some highlights from those likes for you if you want too!)


Bonus shit dysphoria story from today: Went to grocery store. Friday @ rush hour. It is a shit show. We live in a basement apartment of a rich white neighbor hood that we can't afford to be in. Anyway All the checkouts are totally full.

I am in the express line. The regular lane next to me has a momentary break, so I switch over behind this one lady who has like two things somehow. She looks back at me and gives me a weird look.

More people start coming and its just me and this other woman in the one isle. There is tons of space and a divider is up after my stuff. People keep extending the line in the checkout next to me instead of joining mine. They stare all the while. (I was actually really cute/passing today too I felt!)

Eventually other people come and rather that put their stuff on the conveyor next to mine they make this line giving me a 2M birth and just holding their groceries in their hands. There is one woman at the front giving me a wild look. I try to ignore them and just pay.

Eventually look back and they are still waiting for me to finish before even using the same conveyor. The bag boy gives me the up and down as he packs my shit. Go home and cry in my cis girlfriends arms who tells me I am cute, and that people will always be poops.

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>>7897558
I don't think she will ever REALLY get how hard it is. She has experienced a lot of discrimination before too though so who knows. We are both survivors though.

Here is something special. You're gonna make it too OP ;) I believe in you.

https://soundcloud.com/promisesltd/american-eyes

>>7897558
shucks. We will all pass, one day. Thanks for your suggestions. I know birdy, but I'm mostly like "lyrics first, then the instrumental."

>>7897573
That music is kind of chilling. Thanks :) Although I'm not much into electronic music.
Sure I'll make it. Or like the guy in support group said: "If you don't believe it, I believe for you."

Currently listening: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIYOzL3cp5k

Anyone else with suggestions?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSvkfy3ddrk

honestly if i were to kill myself one day i'd print out the lyrics to these and write my suicide letter on the back of them