Green text your 'bawww' storiest, legbutts...
> be weird tomboy in hs, get bf... is one of your bros... which is super weird but people are calling you a dyke and you DO crush on girls but are royal family in Narnia so this will help with that
>bro walks you home after a very traditional 'date', both super awkward, in blind spot behind tree next door to your house
>gangly bro leans in and gives you your first kiss, chaste, nerd town but endearing
>turn bright red, feel like you are having a panic attack, stutter and bolt for home
>dump him like the next day or so
>use his religious nutter of a step mom as a reason, WAS always uncomfortable with his heavily religious upbringing as a raised agnostic, atheist.
>get gf by seniour year, out to bro and a few friends
>bro comes out as gay, he had had gay experiences with mutual bros... wonder if we were using each other as mutual beards
>gf is insecure, deny up and down any interest in dudes, "only had one bf ever, sweetie, dumped him as soon as he kissed me"
>hide runaway gf at ex bf bros place when she runs off from home in USA for awhile, immigration stuff is hard to figure out for a pair of lesbians who are 18 and 20
>run off with gf to CA for 8 months...
>immigration issues state side... got no skills, no gay marriage yet
>return to home country, move in with bro and other hs bros
>bro is heart broken bc his own ltr bf moved to east coast... comfort bro
>realise still and always had feels for bro, oh no... but bro is homo, so no matter how "not girl" feels you have it is no good.
>support bro, encourage to pursue his man
>bro leaves, gets his man back... fall utterly out of touch
>realize transition is a thing
>get all surgeries
>marry hs gf in USA
>still have feels for bro, probably just weird idealized crush
>REACH OUT
>be supportive when bro has relationship melt down
>get support when still depressive episodes or when wife is crazytown
>feel chest achingly sad when thinking of bro
>tfw
>>7890386
>wonder if we were using each other as mutual beards
The term is skirt for lesbians.
>>7890386
You should convince him to transition so you can be together.
>>7890386
Damn anon. That's sad. At least things are somewhat okay for you now.
>be me
>be bi dude
>have crush on best male friend
>since middle school
>we're both 20 now
>have kept in touch and are still best friends, see each other often, and he knows I'm not straight
>he's a kv, and he appears to be straight, but sometimes I wonder
>he likes to make his friends, including me (mainly me) massage his shoulders and back in return for favors or food
>resist the urge to make it sensual every time
>he reciprocates once in awhile, and the most recent time was wonderful
>sitting on his couch, he comes out of his roommates room and starts massaging my neck and shoulders
>we both work physical jobs and it makes sense that we would both appreciate some release, so on the surface, there's nothing gay going on
>but it felt so good, he rubbed all my pain away
>resist urge to grab his hands and pull him to my lips
>loved him ever since I was fucking 12
>tfw he probably doesn't know
>tfw I have to bro it up around him instead of hugging and kissing and holding each other
>tears me up inside every day
>holding out hope that he rejects women all together one day and sees that I love him
>probably wont happen
>>7890507
Thanks, anon
>holding out hope that he rejects women all together one day and sees that I love him
>hope
Cruelest of emotions
>be me
>gay still in closet to family
>gets asked out by cool guy
>first time dating a guy
>started moving faster
>one day almost get caught kissing by mom
>broke up out of fear
>tells me this is why I never date closeted guys anon
>feels terrible for a week
>hardly speak to anyone about it
>few months later
>we get together again
>he tells me if this is going to work we have to trust each other
>he dumps me bc he thought I cheated
>never cheted just has trust issues
>says we couldnt date again
>mfw he was my first kiss and only guy I had a chance with
>>7890497
this. your wife is probably lame anyway
>>7890834
I'm sorry to hear that, anon.
>>7890419
>The term is skirt for lesbians.
My ignorance of this merely reinforces that I was a terrible lesbian.
>>7890386
>'bawww'
fuck off back to /b/ newfag underage shitdick