Homophobe Going Gay

>>7865202
This thread has potential.

uhm it's just that gay ppl bully a lot, not that they "go gay" whatever you think that means

I used to be homophobic before I came out.

>>7865382
story time

>>7865202
this is kind of my thing too, my biggest dream is to marry a cute "straight" guy who is homophobic and insecure about liking me, and helps me secure my own feminine identity so its less gay for him.

>>7865425
>and helps me secure my own feminine identity
How would he do this?

>>7865443
i just meant like treating me truly like the 'girl' of the relationship, making sure i shave and being the big spoon and advising me on cute clothes and stuff like that.

also hormones because femboy and stuff

>>7865410
Lol not much to tell.

When I was in puberty, I started having gay feelings but tried to deny it by becoming homophobic. I was already homophobic before that growing up in a hick town, but it kind of became more evident when I actively tried to suppress my gayness.

I became more accepting of homosexuality over time and one day, I just said 'fuck it, I'm gay'. On that day, I felt such a massive weight come off me psyche.

I was part of a graduate program. I am gay but very masculine. No one in the program knew I was gay until I told them. So one of the guys was a homophobe right winger who was okay with me because I wasn't a flaming faggot. He would often complain about faggots in the news and what not.

We planned a trip to Vegas with about 16 of us. 9 girls and 7 guys. We went to a club and had a great time, then the guys wanted to go to a strip club but most of the girls wanted to go back to the room so I said would walk them. The homophobe guy came with us and we went back to our room. We had a big room for the guys and it was just me and him so we started talking. We were both drunk and he started talking about how he doesn't like gay guys but I am really cool and what not. He asked why I am gay and I joked and said "because guys give better head." I started talking about how guys know what a guy needs and how they are so much better at sex. This got his hard and as we were in boxers and shirts I could see it. I asked him if he wants me to show him how good a guy can suck and he said yes but he wasnt going to do it back. I agreed. He was a really short but built well and his dick was a real nice size for his body. I sucked him off for a bit and asked him how he liked it. He thought it was amazing and asked to blow me. He was bad at it so I stopped him and went back to sucking him. He came and we ended it. He got real defensive after saying I couldn't tell anyone and was distant for a month after than until he realized I wasn't going to tell.

>>7865456
Comfy af :3

>>7865202

Gay male here.

I used to bully :\

I picked on this kid who seemed gay all the time in 9th and 10th grade. Eventually I had a really bad day at home, so when I saw him I actually shoved him along with the usual calling him a faggot and stuff.

Well he fell down and I saw him start to cry a little bit and my mind just got all stopped up. I didn't get what I was feeling so I just turned around and left.

Rest of the day I just kept thinking about the look on faggot boys face and I just felt so bad.

I went to say sorry the next day but he saw me coming in the cafeteria and left, so I followed him. He went into the bathroom and I followed but when he saw me he got defensive and tried to hit me as best he could.

I had to get him to relax and listen to I just basically grabbed him and explained I was sorry, that I didn't know why I bothered him in the first place and that I was going to leave him alone. But instead he wanted to see me after school.

The next couple years of highschool were the story of how I went from being a homophobic asshole to a comfortably Gay guy.

>>7865584
>But instead he wanted to see me after school.
he was gay too or what?

>>7865491
>then the guys wanted to go to a strip club but most of the girls wanted to go back to the room so I said would walk them.
Nine girls are unsafe unless there is one guy to escort them? And even gay guys are whipped enough to pander to that?

>>7865202
Bully who picks on nerdy guy but is actually in love with him is my fetish too. I thought these kind of stories would be so much easier to find but they haven't been.

>>7865908

Yeah that's why I joined in to start teasing him in the first place. I was a confused kid.

>>7865913
Well I as a gay guy am not going to pay to see girls dance naked so I am going back. My options are walk back with or without them. It has nothing to do with keeping them safe. Also it was more like 6 girls as some of them went to the strip club.

>>7866619
>I as a gay guy am not going to pay to see girls dance naked
>Also it was more like 6 girls as some of them went to the strip club.

>>7866632
Ever heard of lesbians or a sense of humour you dopey cunt?

>rewind many years ago
>be a young teenager
>friend makes comment about his cousin being gay
>I say something like, "eww gross that's totally wrong"
>couple years later in high school friend comes out
>graduate and drift apart from everyone
>end up reconnecting with a couple old friends in college recently
>get number of said guy and we chat
>told him I was sorry for what I said about his cousin and that I'm actually gay too
>worried he would think i'm patronizing him and just being an asshole in general
>says he doesn't even remember me saying that and it doesn't even make his top 10 homophobic list
very small event but it felt so good to get it off my chest and apologize even if he didn't remember.

>tfw buff homophobe
>tfw turned into skinny weakling bottom due to depression about appearing dominant and wanted a man to throw me around

>>7865202
God tier fetish

>>7866553
Probably because 99% of gay guys are bottoms only into masculine gays. So every closeted jock who picked on a gay nerd came out later, but didn't want to fuck the submissive emasculate nerd, but wanted to get fucked by other masc jocks.
Nature is a cruel thing regardless of people's intent.

>>7865202
Submitting for original intent; no bonus points for me. ;(

>be me in high school junior/senior year
>white boi, thin, wearing contacts, pretty average, pretty much a walking brain
>been "passing" since middle school where I was only asked if i was gay one time cuz we all just learned what the word meant
>there's that one flamboyantly flaming homosexual who's in some of the honors classes
>latino, tall, thin, pretty boy, air head, cheats on homework and tests
>notsureifinternalizedhomophobia.jpeg
>really detest the kid on the premise of his character and attention seeking behavior
>blamed him as the penultimate causality of homophobia in the universe and the general public's association for his behavior with the "gay" identity tag
>kind of stuck with him around on account of mutual friends
>my raging teenage angst and petty excuses lead me to calling him a flaming fag behind his back at every chance

>hate hits a peak on a school trip
>bitch about flamer to mutual friend
>she snaps at me and calls me out on my hypocritical homophobia
>feels bad man
>he's still a shitty person, imo

>people graduate, don't see lots of folks until senior week
>luck out and get a house last minute with some other bitches
>flamer finds his way to our place the last few days after bailing on the rent/commodities he said he'd bring
>it's like the day before we're going home, and I'm driving the next day or some shit
>people being rowdy AF anyway
>its like 4-5 am
>the fucker is slutty drunk and tries passing out on the bed
>is practically on top of me and I'm half asleep
>wake up
>RAGE
>tell the faggot to get off of me in the most venomous voice I can muster
>everyone who heard it is in shock or disgust
>like I give a fuck; have zero intentions of associating with these people for the remainder of life
>Finally got the negative feelings for this flamer off my chest
>FeelsGoodman.jpeg

cont.

>>7872645
>Now college grad.
>back home because between school/job time period
>have accepted my own sexuality and all that jizz...jazz
>Retained a personal identity beyond my sexuality
>Feels great. :D
>Still fuck around on Grindr and shit
>What are dis?
>Run into a bunch of other closet cases from high school
>I had no idea
>Feels like I'm running a blackmail ring
>Eventually see flamer boy on Grindr
>He's fat >:)
>Actually all the other closet cases I see have either gained weight or other bodily changes generally regarded as negative
>Didn't binge drink the college coolaid ergo no fat gain
>Actually became much more active and improved physique

tl;dr - I was the bully who came out of the closet; my "victim's" piece of shit personality manifested all too literally.

Moral of the story, mind your own business and you'll do fine. Don't worry about what other people do too much. And for fuck's sake, you faggots, you're more than your sexuality.

>>7865382

Same but biscum. I still like that manko.

idk if i was every openly homophobic but i was pretty fukn weird acting. i don't even know what i acted like looking back, but it definitely wasn't flamboyantly gay and it definitely wasn't normal

i don't remember a lot of high school because i went through it in a bit of a haze but people tell me i was basically the weirdest (if ostensibly smartest) kid they had ever met

but there was this kid named dan who i seem to remember acting vaguely stonerish / jockish to, as a way of counteracting how incredibly gay and swishy swish he was. i basically had a super bad crush on him that i tried to hide behind "he just seems like a cool guy who i'd like to hang out with" and it got out of hand pretty fucking bad. i think he hated me by graduation. mebbe he thought i was an obnoxious generic straight boy or maybe he thought i was just a fucking creep

i still dream about him sometimes

make your intentions clear kids, and be honest about what you want. All your troubles will soon be over.

>>7866553

My fetish as well.

My most prominent fetish is bullying: I am immensely aroused by the thought of Chads bullying me: giving me nuggies, dunking my head in a toilet, and most arousing of all: stuffing me in a trash can or throwing me in a dumpster (my ultimate fantasy is for some buff handsome chad I have a crush on to throw me in a puddle of congealed mud (another fetish of mine) and then toss me in a dumpster full of discarded cafeteria trash). Literally hard AF typing that out.

>>7865491
you sound like me (very masc gay in grad school)

this is my dream
except i'm a faggot coward who would probably spill all my spaghetti all over the other dude's dick

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>>7870801
everything went better than expected