Yesterday I smoked weed and felt like a woman. I was extremely aware of my behavior, thoughts, life desitions and future. I began thinking that from this day forward, I would be in some sort of mental breakdown and that I had triggered a mental gene dissorder that I've heard so much weed triggers. But it didn't feel good. It wasn't like I was "releasing" a "true self" that had been hidden all along and that it felt liberating and new. I felt extremely embarrassing. It felt wrong. It felt like the only way to fix this would be suicide. That my life wouldn't make any sence because I would have realized that all I know about my identity is fake and that my unconsious self is extremely troubled and that I suppress a lot of important thoughts which would mean I've been lying to myself all this time. I need to know if this means im actually transgender. I have never wondered about my gender while sober. I have doubted my sexuality, but not my gender. But I have at least confirmed being straight by falling in love with a girl. Hope someone can help me.
You're a fucking idiot and you're not trans
Go away and stop smoking pot
>>7857648
How did you feel like a woman?
I felt really femenine
>>7857648
What kind of weed was it? Sounds good.
idk if you're trans, but it sounds like you've definitely got some issues going on. dont feel afraid to explore who you are and what makes you happy, maybe you really are repressing feelings and you could be feeling much happier than you are now.
Here's an article you might like
https://the-orbit.net/zinniajones/2013/09/that-was-dysphoria-8-signs-and-symptoms-of-indirect-gender-dysphoria/
I'm a non transitioning AGP, I smoke weed to feel better about life. I don't know why it helps me cope while giving OP a mental breakdown.
>>7857959
this, desu
I noticed weed really helps a lot with my dysphoria, now I'm afraid I'll start smoking too much. How often is still "acceptable" before you become "that one stoner"?
>>7859249
As long as you don't start talking about weed all the time and emblazoning everything you own with weed plants smoke all day erryday if you want
>>7859268
thank you~
I passionately hate discussing weed and anyone who makes it their lifestyle. right now I just smoke with an equally shy/socially awkward female friend every few days, then hang out in the park and talk about art and music or watch a film together. agp or trutrans?
>>7857648
>smokes weed once
>"It felt like the only way to fix this would be suicide."
hahahhaahahahahah. thanks for the laugh.
>>7859324
>I passionately hate discussing weed
That's why you made a thread about it
>>7859380
What? I'm not even OP ...