Alright /lgbt/, i usually dont make my own threads on here, but

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Alright /lgbt/, i usually dont make my own threads on here, but i need help.
>be me
>18
>still in hs
>have a bunch of classes with this one guy, didnt know much about him, really he was just a friend of a friend
>we hit it off
>literally the best time i have ever had in hs
>he is on a sports team, so he seems really open to all the joking ass slaps and such
>start getting a deeper relationship
>he finds out im gay, but no worries, turns out he is bi
>wait hes bi
>needless to say, now all the jokey homoerotic stuff feels a lot less jokey to me
>keep talking, turns out we both suffer from depression (for different reasons tho)
>we get a long weekend off
>spend 3 days in a row with him
>later says thats the happiest he had been in a long time.
>i began to fall for him
>one problem
>he has a girlfriend
>even though he may leave her, he still has feelings for a previous ex
>no real room for me to fit in in all of this
>its getting worse
>how do i stop myself before i fall to far?
Anons i just want to cuddle with a jock who understands me, wat do?