/uglygen/

>>7847837
Ever since somebody compared you to my husband sludgepuppy on gaygen back in july august you've become my favorite trip.


Id date you

>>7847837
what do you look like anon?

>>7847859
Just checked the archive I think you saw a pic of someone else :(
>>7847870
I got a weird bumpy face it don't matter. I tried taking a pic for pass gen but couldn't so no pic

I feel this.
I'm an aspie (officially diagnosed) so I suck at social stuff no matter how hard I try.
Also doesn't help that I'm having difficulty losing weight, and that I've got a ton of weird scars on my arms :(

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>>7847890
The worst part is I've been a therapist and psychiatrist and I don't have any autism issues, just creepy.
>I've got a ton of weird scars on my arms :(
Like self harm or like my arm got stuck in a machine?

>>7847905
oh okay, well thanks

>>7847916
be my gf :3

>>7847925
d-do you live close to me

>>7847943
where do you live?

>>7847943
I think so...

You should posy discord or skype~

>>7847959
sam.alex56 is my skype

>>7847979
K ill message you tonight

>>7847837
Are you trans?

>>7848007
Yeah why

>>7848018
Just that I have heard its pritty hard to find someone to date if you are trans is all.

My looks are bleh. Like, I'm not hideous, but I rarely get any compliments that aren't the "you look so handsome" kind that older female relatives give you.

The only genuine compliments I have ever received on my looks has always been about my hair. Cis girls have said that they were jealous of it.

>>7848039
yeah
>>7848042
A guy once complimented my hair when I was walking downtown. but another time a guy took a big chug of his drunk and pretended to throw up

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>mfw I'm so ugly and I'll never pass that I'll never get a boyfriend not even a chaser bf

>>7847908
aww that's actually worse in a way.
the scares are mostly because i have OCD as well which causes a lot of picking, which causes scar tissue

>>7847837
>be in highschool
>was handsome and charming
>girls asked me out all the time(I always turned them down tho cuz I'm a mentally ill freak)
>get along with guys, relatively popular
>was a class clown type, but was genuinely clever so my teachers liked me

>now, no longer in HS
>transition
>now I'm ugly and unsociable
>only girl who's shown any interest in me only knew me in boymode and seemingly was only interested in me because I was a young guy who was easily available to make her boyfriend jealous
>guys think I'm weird, male coworkers don't talk to me, customers make fun of me
>the few times I actually force myself to try and be social people don't respond well or straight up ignore me
>any old friends I try to interact with, even close ones, try to subtly push me away or openly express dislike for me

It's humbling seeing how quickly the entire world turns on you when you go from being everything they want you to be to trying even a little to be more like you want to be. If I were wiser I'd probably use this as a way to appreciate the people who genuinely do care about the real me more, but instead I'm just going to kill myself.

>>7848731
*scars

>>7848777
wtf are you me?
only difference I was 10/10 before puberty, had more than 10 girl admirers but lost it all with acne ridden puberty. now 22, got rid of acne by accutane and taking estrogen. but my body is beyond rescue. too many scars, shit skin, social retard. only thing left is my brain yet I have failed to accomplish anything than good college grades.

ngl i kinda wanna throatfuck samantha tbqh

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>>7848731
In a way yeah. That sounds unfortunate :(
>>7848777
>ever having someone be interested
reeeeee
The only girl that ever tried to get with me told me I was cute in a really homely way and made fun of me.
>thats a face only a mother could love
>>7848819
heh

I gotta lower my standards.

>>7848777
so much this I was a ugly kid in elementary school that grew into my looks the things that made me ugly became like quirks that girls were into even though I was short and small i knew how to talk to girls easily I had tons of girls ask me out and got a 10/10 to want to date me but I told her no my friends hated me but I really was into guys and I knew I was trans Now that I'm transitioning those quirks make for an ugly woman and I have no one interested in me anymore if I detransition I could probably go back to that but being a dude kills me so idk.

I know that feeling. I am not terribly ugly, but not attractive either, and I suck with social stuff. People naturally avoid me or ignore me. I think I am straight, but years of social isolation have made me desperate for any kind of intimate contact.

>>7849065
>thats a face only a mother could love

Maybe she wanted to be your mommy

>>7849291
Probably I dunno she had pet spiders she loved

>>7849065
it is
most people think they're boils or some sort of skin disease

>>7847837
burping and throwing up? rest of the story pls

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>>7847837
>tfw gay
>tfw ugly

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I may never get a boyfriend but at least my dog loves me.

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>>7850386
>cis straight girl on /lgbt/
Was the rest of the world kissing your ass not enough for you? You have to whore for attention here as well?

>>7850465
>cis

>>7847837
i'm ugly as hell
it's truly hell, god bless all of u. normies/attractives will never understand
AND NO, I DON'T MEAN OBESE/OUT OF SHAPE BUT COULD BE ATTRACTIVE IF THEY LOST WEIGHT. I'M /fit/ AND HAVE A 6 PACK ON AND OFF AND HAVE TAKEN EVERY MEASURE POSSIBLE BESIDES PLASTIC SURGERY TO IMPROVE MY APPEARANCE AND I'M STILL UGLY. MOST PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW THIS KIND OF SUFFERING.

>>7850386
normal, cute, slightly overweight cis white female. put a little more effort in to your appearance and you have your pick of the litter tb h.

>>7850235
>be me
>laying in bed with guy
>he starts touching me
>eventually I crawl on top of him
>he starts touching stomach and covering his mouth
>little burps
>throws up a bit and swallows
same guy as this story
>>7849214

Told me a story later about when he tried to hook up with a guy on craigslist and when the guy answered the door he was a big fat gross dude and he threw up a bit right there and ran away

>that was my first time being touched
E N D ME

>>7850679
lol is he mclovin?

What did he do right? Why'd you keep him around?

>>7847837
im in lass
>tfw 213 pounds and 5 ft tall
J U S T

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I'm extremely uncomfortable in my skin and I'm not sure where to go. My grandmother say you can't love anyone until you love yourself. I dated one girl and I was too "detached from our relationship". Maybe I can't love until I'm comfortable with myself. What do you lovely people think about me. Maybe I'm just being a whiny butch you tell me

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>>7850766
I didn't
He stopped talking to me for like a year then messaged me. Acted like we were best friends and started taking an interest in my life. I basically told him to fuck off. I'm a lonely person so I let him talk to me again when he would not stop. Ended up trying to get with my gf of the time and basically ruined my relationship with her. kept calling me a cuck while he was drunk. Dropped him but he chased me down downtown one night begging for forgiveness. I did cause I'm a retarded and eventually he turned full blown neurotic and wouldn't stop sexual assaulting me dropped him and not talked to him since.
>he did all this while he had a gf
>im now known as a shitty slut because of him
He farted a lot.. It's a long sad story but that sums it up. He did nothing right

So far that's been the only guy to pursue me irl. Real blow to myself esteem that the only people to ever show an interest in me are
>a crazy girl with pet spiders who made fun of me for being ugly
>a pervert who treated me like a sex object, tried to fuck my gf and retroactively took back him saying he had interest

>>7850893
Desu you're a 6/10, assuming you're cis male. Lose weight and you'd be around an eight.

t. homo.

>>7850894
write a novel. dont know who i feel more sad for, desu.

why did he keep pursuing you if you weren' leading him on or putting out? seems weird

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>>7850962
I told him multiple times I don't want a relationship and to be with his god damn fucking girlfriend. I mostly talked to him for the last huge chunk of it cause I felt so sorry for that girl and wanted to try and set things right.

He was a scumbag and he'd always come up with a crisis to make me keep talking to him, he guilt tripped me A LOT and told me how his gf is suicidal, how happy I make him and how considerate I am
>its the anniversary of my dads death
>my moms sick maybe

>>7850679
I bet you're chubby and smell like sweat. I'd throw up too

>>7851144
Nah she has a great bod from what ive seen.

>>7851155
It's more likely you just have low standards

>>7847837
Honestly you have a great body if you really want to improve i would say its your bottom half of your face that has the issues and maybe better make up.

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>>7851170
You sure? Seem pretty fine to me.

>>7851216
>any guy who shaves and wears girl clothes has a good body
Fuck off with your sissy fetish shit. That's a rectangle body if I ever saw one

>>7851232
>any guy who shaves and wears girl clothes has a good body.

Sure you aren't just a gay with a hate boner trans?

Dissing that bod is merely trying to be a edge lord, neck bleach and nose dive off a bridge.

>>7851337
>unironically using edgelord
No I'm just tired of seeing guys go "omg amazing body i'm jizzing everywurr!" whenever they see a shaved white guy in girl clothes.

>>7851353
Eh I've slept with shaved guys they dont have a fem figure like that, just admit you want to shit on her about everything.

>>7851559
>posting a pic where he's putting a leg in front to pronounce his hips
Anybody can look "femme" in that pose

>>7850789
>>tfw 213 pounds and 5 ft tall
290 and 5'6.
Get one my level

>>7852197
Chubby are cute, post body

>>7852368
>290lb
>chubby
That's just flat out obese

>>7847837
>>7847837
My Story

>Be budding bisexual since preteens.
>Come to terms with it at 18 after high school, inspired to follow gay lifestyle after reading Hardblush.
>Lose weight, get fashion sense, buy form-fitting clothing.
>Cyber on Chatroullette, frequent gay threads and 420chan's gay board (2009-2010, so /lgbt/ didn't exist yet).
>Go to private art college at 19, go to gay bars to dance. Got my first kiss from a flamer named Jacob.
>Come out at 20.

Then it goes downhill.
>Balding, had to shave head at 21. Been thinning since 18, but I managed to hide it until then.
>Have gross pedo-stache I have to shave all the time.
>Get back hair all over.
>Quit school after two years, in the four years since then I gained weight, been in and out of work. Now happily employed as a security guard.
>25, now. Saving for my own car so I don't look weird when I get back into dating.

People tell me I look good with a shaved head, but I dunno.

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>>7847837
ugly trannie mtf here
>no friends
>last bf just wanted to fuck and dumped me after 2 weeks
>not just ugly, tall with skin problems, big nose etc
>colleagues don't even say hello to me, don't invite me to anything
>people say i pass but i'm just plain ugly
>people look at me when i'm walking down the street, pretty much anywhere
It's hard and i'm sick of it, but i don't got any money for a nose job or any ffs. I don't know how to cope anymore, i thought everthing was normal but when it 'hit' me that i was ugly, not just personality wise, it destroyed me.

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hey everyone, i'm interested in knowing if there's any chance that i could look less ugly with a short haircut. i could keep it this same color or go blonde again if necessary. i want input because i have been strongly considering cutting it short with the hope that it accentuates my neck and collar bone more. i also work out a lot and having to wash, dry and straighten my hair so often is becoming too much of a hassle.

>>7852684
hey, just know that I hope things get better for you. i had this same sort of realization about my voice since i recently began attempting to feminize it and now i am thinking about how other's view my voice and appearance in a way that is causing a lot of anxiety for meee.

>>7853080
> I hope things get better for you
I hope so aswell, thank you.
Oh, long hair does suit you very very well! I would've never called you ugly, you look cis to me.
Well, voice is the most important thing with passing, so don't waste more time not doing anything.
be well

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>>7853101
cheers :)) i guess things are OK with my face. I guess the issue is that i have a strong desire to cut my hair but don't know if i would still be read as female with short hair. i'm working on my voice - right now it's pretty deep, and it's a huge tell ~_~ i agree that it's the most important part when it comes to passing.

>>7853080
>fishing for compliments
congrats, you're a real girl

>>7847837
can relate, but I've just given up at this point, who cares in the end we all die alone anyways

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>>7853135
I'm fishing for advice, cuh. my dysphoria has been baaad lately and I want ppls' thoughts on if I could like grill if i shopped my hair.

>>7853158
i'm just teasing, famigliamus

lol my bad D: I have been on edge all week and it's messed up my interactions w/ a ton of people. Literally told a girl friend yesterday that i needed something to punch. Apparebtly our school gym has punching bags at one of the gyms so i may actually do that this weekend.

any1 have plans this weekend? I'm asking cuz its friday.

>>7852368
You dont want that. I look hideous. Even by MTF standards
>Chubby
u wot ma8?


>>7852584
>That's just flat out obese
Yes it is. Thank you.

>>7847837
I'm ugly too, but I got a cute gf from mtfg

>Mtf
>completely unpassable
>Lightspeed ugly even by dude standards
>autistic
>constantly alone for 75% of my life
>constantly alone for long stretches of the day
>Probably smell bad because no one can stand to be around me.
>still trying to lose weight but its so slow that its almost unoticable

Should I just kill myself? Its all downhill from here so should I just end things early, right?

>>7853080
You look fine to me. Pretty actually. maybe hold off on the hair. Longer hair tends to soften the jawline. too short and it will pull attention to it.