/mtfg/

nim thread

buddi nim is **openly a gay girl who likes eva

Anyone got advice for coming out to a rather conservative and traditional family? I know most of this board hates the "coming out" culture, but I really don't like hiding things from my parents. I'm just really worried about how they'll react.

>>7838364
>>7838368
im a boy so they'll obviously put me in the boys dorm

>>7838367
ye she is :3

>>7838392
make sure you have a back up plan if they kick you out

>>7838392
don't unless you need to or are independent

frying my brain out trying to figure out a circuit so I can modify it.

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What does it mean if I wish I was a girl?

>>7838394
Request a single room in a coed dorm house if possible.

>>7838392
Don't.

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>>7838396

8)
tfw you're a girl
anybody else know this feel?

>>7838392
float some trial balloons first. Talk about shows with gay and trans characters.

>>7838413
>8)
>tfw you're a girl
>anybody else know this feel?
snugg

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>>7838413
I don't always feel like it

>>7838407
they have single rooms but ill still be sharing a bathroom with 1 or 2 boys

>>7838397
I'm not really afraid of getting kicked out, but it might be a possibility now that I'm an adult. I know they won't completely disown me. It's more like they may try to "fix" me, and I don't want to go through that.

i'm writing a radio play about a 1950s housewife with sentient tits who solve crimes

>>7838429
what do the tits sound like

>>7838429
can i be in it

>>7838417
Did that. Dad made jokes, which is fine, but mom seemed disgusted. :(

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNEQZwWFL8w

why havent you gotten into lou reed yet mtfg? a lot of his songs are about trannies.

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I'll never be a girl. I at least just want to remain a cute/feminine boy. How do I achieve this.
Faye tell me your secrets.

>>7838429
that show is about me actually

>>7838432
Bostonian accents, one male and gravelly, one female but husky and phelgmy

>>7838433
i'd prefer to have talent in my play honestly

>>7838427
Don't let them try fix you you'll regret it later.

*sprays cum all over to mark territory*

this is my place

GO

>>7838443
wtf

>>7838444
I wasn't planning on it. Nice trips btw

>>7838438
this is what we call a backhanded compliment

>>7838437
I only listened to berlin and transformer cause im plebian

I like velvet underground too though

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anyone else resent their parents for creating them

>>7838452
don't spill your sauce, boss

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Tried posting in fem but its dead
My sugardaddy bought me a new phone and i finally have a decent camera to selfie with again

>>7838418
hugg

>>7838422
are you on hrt yet?
i seem to remember you being babytrans
you kind of ease into it, i think. like when i started hrt i was like 'i'll never stop being a boy, but at least i can pretend', then i was 'transwomen are a type of women' and now i'm like, super chill with it

>>7838458
oh you bet i do

imagine you're 40 years old, you've had surgery to remove a tumor in your uterus that's required your uterus to be literally stitched back and you've been told by your doctor that you probably couldn't carry a child to term

now imagine you've recently gotten married to a man who is in his late 50s and has terminal cancer

now imagine you decided to have a baby

>>7838437
Old news to me. He was lovers with a couple different trannies.

>>7838466
you've been on hrt less time than me

i dont feel like a girl at all

>tfw bf sends dope ass loli hentai
Best feel
>>7838394
Sureeeeeee you are

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>>7838455
Unintentional but I'll own it.
Don't hurt me Faye.

>>7838438
just wait long enough before starting hrt
24 was enough for me, I'll be a feminine man forever

>>7838458
yes but i was born intersex and hormonally blown out due to parental irresponsibility so i spent a lifetime being bullied and mistreated just trying to fit into the sex they thought i should have been, with unnecessary medical intervention, to try and make them happy and to try and be normal

>>7838475
the college will think so when they see the M on my documents :)

I always feel nice and relaxed thinking of her...

>>7838457
berlin is super good. men of good fortune written so well. sad song is great because of the newer arrangement and always makes me cry. transformer should be required listening >.< i love how he sings to his audience..it feels really personal
>>7838470
he loved rachel the most

>>7838472
yeah i'm kinda bipolar or borderline or something so i tend to go to extremes
one day while i was feeling, like, slightly manic i started thinking of myself as a girl and i haven't gone back since

>>7838479
how is it your parents fault you're intersex

>>7838466
hrt for like a month and a half now, just looked into too many mirrors today

>>7838482
><

>>7838413
Idktf cause I'd have to look like one to say that

>>7838490
:<
i still only look andro, idk
posing femininely and like, biting your lip or playing with your hair can help a lot, even if your face is still boyish you can still make your overall shape seem femme

>>7838499
omg plebby stttoopppp you're so pretty

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>>7838480
Colleges in most parts of the country are super sympathetic to transgender stuff. Campuses are basically ground zero for the "rights movement" going on.

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>>7838495
you really help make sad feelings go away!

>>7838480
it'll be like a week at most before you are in the girl dorm

>>7838468
abortion exists

>>7838503
idk if ill wanna out myself yet tho

>>7838499
you look pretty form what i've seen?
feeling like a girl and looking like one aren't necessarily mutually dependant though

>>7838511
uh, yeah it does?

my mom wanted to have a baby and tried to even though her doctor said it wasn't a good idea

I'm starting to think nim is just one huge nerd.

>>7838489
conceived a couple of weeks after a miscarriage (hormonally fucked womb)
antimiscarriage drugs during pragnancy (which have been proven to cause hormonal fuckery in fetuses which is why most were banned in the 80s)

dad couldn't keep it in his pants, he wanted to cheer mommy up over the dead baby i guess

>>7838510
for what reason

How do you girls deal with depression?

>>7838505
im glad i make you feel better eva :33

>>7838523
hurting myself

>>7838518
what'd i do

>>7838512
You should before you're stuck with bro dudes. Even if it's just to the people placing you in a dorm. It's not worth a semester (8 months) with fuck head bro dudes, especially retard freshmen. Even if 90% are great people, it's not worth it compared to being with 90% accepting females. Plus Bros can't help with makeup and like....being a girl.

I'm too old for dorm life but if I could go back it would have been perfect to transition around women.

>>7838519
hmmmm

sorry about that anon

did you at least end up cute and short?

>>7838531
my problem is that i don't want to make girls comfortable

>>7838500
just looks silly senpai

>>7838531
what about having to be around cis girls in thier prime constantly, I'd take the guys

>>7838457
Go through his whole collection. lots of gems in there. Did you know David Bowie helped with Walk On The Wild Side? Bowie was also another that had a tranny lover, Amanda Lear.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BkdPyoubaTA

>>7838483
I don't remember who he was going out with when I was introduced to him. I'm so bad with names. She was a tranny.

>tfw resting uninterested face

>>7838532
taller and daintier version of my cis sister

>>7838546
same senpai

>>7838547
then no reason to complain, you realize many of us are in a similar situation but are disgusting right?

>>7838517
>reproducing at all
>ethical
VHEMT yo

>>7838544
wait what >.< you meet him..im going to cry im so jealous

>>7838553
im gonna reproduce and there's nothing you can do to stop me :3

>>7838557
your going to impregnate eva?

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>>7838557
>tfw no banked sperm

>>7838534
You think living in a guy's dorm is going to better...? I get the fear and apprehension, but you're grossly under estimating how long 8 months can be in a dorm with fuccbois. You'll regret it by week 3.

My advice? Just make sure the school places you with an a person who is okay with a trans roommate and isn't a SJW archetype. But absolutely go female side if they present the option. You probably won't even be the only trans girl.

>>7838542
I'd rather be around the females even in so knowing I'm a male. The fear I had maybe 4 months ago I'd had said "I'll be fine I'll stick with the guys", and it could be survivable...afterall I'm friends almost exclusively with guys...
But why? They're not supportive in my experience. Some are, but the vast majority literally don't give a fuck about your feelings and WILL gender you male. They're tolerant at best, bigoted on average, and aggressive and at worst literally rapists. I doubt any harm would come from dorming with boys, but I'd personally still rather just suck up the dysphoria and be around females. I'd feel more female around females too. Around guys, Id always feel pressure to be a bro. Idk maybe I'm just miffed because I was assaulted in my first semester by 3 fuck head guys. Not because I was trans, but because "I stole their weed" (I didnt).

>>7838562
come out to parents, bank sperm!

>>7838557
you know trannyism can be passed on to your children right

>tfw your friends keep telling you you're stronger than you think
>tfw being hopeless is your state of being
>tfw you want to believe but you also want to get drunk because being alive is a joke

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwLzuOMpkFw

>>7838566
did that, started cypro

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>>7838501
I don't see it tho...
Like idk my mom complimented me today so I took a pic and posted it earlier but I just see a fat dude desu ;-;
>>7838514
Idk I just am like reeeeeeeeee I wanna be a grill
>>7838520
For being a girl

>>7838569
same. (nice song)

>>7838555
He was one of many people I was introduced to in the queer and gender queer art and music communities in NYC.

>>7838567
There many be propensities, but it isn't an inheritable trait. It comes from the lack of a definitive and consistent sex determination system in mammals.

>>7838577
those big ol pretty eyes :3

>>7838577
but they'll know im a boy why would they put a boy in the girls dorm

>>7838575
get off it and bank!!

>>7838584
so are you and eva like a thing?

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>>7838561

>>7838567
Even if this was true who cares? Is our existence that shameful?
By having a trans parent at least they will know their parents wouldn't be completely fine with it. If they came out as trans they would probably do it early and have an even better childhood than yours.

And isn't that what being a parent is about? Giving them a better childhood than you had?

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>>7838585
>get off it
>get off hrt

>>7838586
im not comfortable calling it official until we meet in august

but i guess you could call it a thing :3

>>7838585
but I don't wanna stop. it'll slow down my progress, I just shoulda thought of it sooner

>>7838588
> Is our existence that shameful?
yes

>>7838581
makes sense. i need to go somewhere and fit in.. i need community : s

>>7838589
you have to get off hrt and not fap for a week to bank

i should know, the T spike made me lewdpost on here like crazy

>>7838591
you're still early on and it's only for a week

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>>7838597
The idea of stopping HRT for a week sounds horrifying.

>>7838597
>banking sperm
>wanting to father children

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>>7838551
women in my family are tall, have heavy brow bossing, long arms and wide shoulders, tend towards fatness and thanks to diabetes, accumulating what looks like a beer gut (apple body shape) in middle age- i've escaped the worst of that (but i've still got the diabetes and gut to look forwards to)

i'm lucky but still monstrous. having same shoulder width, shoe size and a size smaller clothes than my cis sister might make me lucky but i have body hair like a trans guy, if i wasn't strict with my brow shaping i'd have a monobrow, my tits are pathetic due to stunted growth in my teens, so estrogen pills didn't make them grow anymore, my voice passes, my body passes but i'm an obscene creature and require a ton of updates- imagine getting a consultancy for a boob job and when the surgeon cops a feel, realises you have ingrown chest hairs on your withered titties, and the face he pulls

i'm a monster

>>7838567
/pol/ actually believes that munchausin (sp) by proxy is the root cause of trans kids. Anyone transitioning later is mentally ill. Either way it's child abuse.

These are really the opinions of millions of people :l

anyone else hope isla killed herself

>>7838590
I bet you could make her melt saying it was, it's pretty obvious she likes you a lot.

>>7838604
not rly

>>7838604
I wonder whos behind this post.

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>>7838599
y-ye

it's like the sudden T flex made me realize the mindset most guys are in when going after girls

it's overwhelming

>>7838609
i can think of like 5 different people
why who do you think it was

>>7838599
>tfw need to stop for 2 weeks for SRS
nightmare tbdesu

>>7838601
do you pass as a girl?

>>7838602
letting prepubescent children make permanent life changing decisions is definitely child abuse

>>7838600
>being scared of a word enough that you don't give yourself a chance at having biological children

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>>7838610
I'll pass, y'all don't want me going into Chaser Mode, too many hearts would break.

>>7838613
Yeah but at least you get a vag out of it.

>>7838592
>yes, our existence is that shameful
That's fine to take that opinion. I reserve the right to kill myself when things get too tough. It's kind of reassuring that I have a stop button. My dysphoria continues to grow as I care more and get further into hrt, but I'm the most stubborn person I know so I'll continue despite things getting worse. You gotta re-evaluate your situation every week and decide if killing yourself is the best course of action. So far, I'm leaning towards "no". I might not kill myself just out of spite.

>tfw banked sperm master race
>tfw you prefer male partners over female partners anyway
what am I fucking doing.jpg

>>7838601
you can just get laser or electro you fag theres no surgery to turn my man skeleton female so fuck off

Nim's frozen sperm!

>>7838619
you're probably all dried up anyway :(

>>7838606
well it'll mean more if i say it in person, right?

>>7838598
eh, I can't use it if I mostly like boys anyways right?

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>>7838619
But you're a chaser already.

>>7838604
fuck you for even saying this honestly.

>>7838577
you're cute omg

>>7838615
>manbrain in action
le sign

>>7838614
yes but not as the nationality that i am because i look 'off' and wrong and exotic. no-one expects exotic to mean 'is that crotchless pantyhose you're wearing? how sexy jeez wait thats body hair ugh get away from me' because i shave my pussy but not my ass so i'm business at the front and party at the back

grace never chases me

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>>7838630
Yeah, I chase that (male) dick.
And might have a girlfriend..

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Good evening ladies! How are you all doing tonight?
Should I grow out my hair? It's almost at my shoulders again~

>>7838628
I guess so, you could even do both if you wanted.

>>7838629
you could have a very close friend act as a surrogate or use a donor egg and surrogate

>>7838611
Its obviously drake and its not even debatable.

>>7838631
she really is a terrible person
but you only judge by beauty like a basic bitch so

>>7838609
probably isla tbqh

>>7838637
wtf are you doing
youre gonna hurt yourself

>>7838638
it wouldn't feel right if i didn't do it in person

>>7838640
oh, i didnt know
yeah i definitely need to take off my trip to say what i like
x)

not like hailey or mako or anyone else exists or anything

>>7838600

Chaser here. I'd bank sperm, if for no other reason than to date trans women without regrets.

>>7838637
that's around where my hair is!

i can't get it that straight though x-x

>>7838643
then just go with that then.

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Do you ever have one of those moments where you realize you've been taking female hormones and they've changed the way your brain works and also permanently changed your body

how the fuck is this my life

>>7838646
... what

>>7838595
The need to fit in is so strong. A couple older friends introduced me to many who accepted transsexuals without judgment. Many of whom weren't even close to being straight.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CH8p-kVRGFw

>>7838649
that's the plan!

>>7838622
laser doesn't work you mongoloid diagnosed at aged 28, it just grows back. i was told 8 sessions of laser max for my face and my chest, its been 20 on my face and after 6 weeks i got a hulk hogan mustache sprouting up, and i got a hormonal fuckmesoftly happen last week and i regrew some chest hair that had been gone for years

fuck yourself

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>>7838641
Well I am still here (that picture is a year old) so I didn't!
>>7838648
Mine is just naturally straight >w< maybe because it's fine and blonde?

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>>7838637
God damn Ash. I mean seriously. Just fucking God damn.

>>7838650
>they've changed the way your brain works
i dont really know this feel honestly

>>7838637
Please tell me you're bi

Ladies and gentlemen...

PRESIDENT DONALD J TRUMP is about to address the nation. Everyone got their MAGA hats ready? I sewed ears on mine.

>>7838641
kill yourself you chaser piece of shit

>>7838637
Shoulder length best length.

>>7838654
get electro then you fucking girl shaped idiot

>>7838655
mine poofs!

probably cuz i live in humid humid florida!

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>>7838657
My body is far from that right now ;_; but I am working on getting back there...hopefully this will be my end result again.
>>7838659
Yes I am~

>>7838660

What sort of ears? Human ears? From a real live human?

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>>7838668

>>7838648
If you weren't growing out your hair pre-transition you aren't TruTrans.

>>7838668
Those cannot be real :x

>>7838622
Some things can be modified, but it is hard. Lower rib can be removed, and the ribs can also be reshaped some. Reduction is often to hard. leg lengths can be changed a couple inches each ways. Feet can be shortened, but is hard to do right so many docs won't touch it.

>>7838661
>actually likes faye too
trashcan tier
shows youre as shallow as a kiddy pool
and have just hot air between your ears too

>>7838665
dont you think longer looks better?

>>7838660
im lazy
think i'll play more videogames

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>>7838665
I miss braids though ._.
>>7838667
Yeah when it is windy here mine gets static! LOL
>>7838673
Hey Grace how you doing?:3

>>7838651

Bank sperm, some lesbian I don't know has my kids and I don't become a genetic dead end.

>>7838675
i was growing my hair out pre-transition lmao

i haven't gotten a haircut in more than a year

>>7838681
oh... I see what you mean now I guess

>>7838654
I'm getting 10 sessions! :3
there's no electro nor cypro in my country

i gots to work with what i gots.

>>7838666
electro here is done by beauticians, theres one person qualified in town and she used to wax my brows, chest and ass back when i was trying to be a guy and its rly embarrassing

plus u gotta grow it out to zap n pull it? i can't do that and walk around with a beard, i got a job, ppl think i'm cis, you blooming git faced gunt

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>>7838676
They are! But I am wearing my cosplay push up bra in that one for the Comic book girl effect!

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>>7838668
You trigger me in every way.

>>7838646
>>7838646
This.
I can't possible regret not banking if I banked.
It's costing me a bit more than $100 a year to do so and it's peace of mind. I have full intentions to remove my useless testicles at some point now. They're dead weight making me taking AA's right now. I kind of laugh that my trans roommate is so freaked out by the concept. Then again she's way more of a gynophile than I am.

>>7838650
>tfw despite body fat going up it's going in the right places and making you feel good
>tfw squeezable thighs and pinchable cheeks
>tfw your butt is getting better and your face is becoming more v shaped
Please hrt, can I have some more?

>tfw work in 4 hours and no intention to stop drinking

>>7838680
hopefully living in new york city will take the poof down :3

it'll be nice to be able to take advantage of my straight hair finally!!

>>7838671
Nah, I used maroon and red fabric and sculptors wire and stuffing. I wrapped dark red fabric around in like a tube over the wire and made pointy cat ears like awoo and then stuffed the tube and then inside is a light red fabric I sewed to the outside of the tube. So the wires keep the ears up. It's dope.

>>7838678
But you're the reason I could type
>and gentlemen
:l

>>7838660
Fine, I'll turn on the TV...

>>7838658

That sounds unusual.

>>7838650
How have they changed you mentally? How do you feel about the realization?

>>7838584
you look like a giorl and they aren't that big tbqhwy
>>7838601
are we related, cuase that's my body senpaitachi
>>7838632
i'm nottttt

whats the point of banking sperm anyway if you guys wanna be girls for life?

just gives you something to do for a day?

>>7838668
You're gorgeous inside and out! :3

ash#1

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>storms suddenly get really loud and windy
It was nice knowing yall!

>>7838640
not drake
>>7838645
*mado
btw not mado

>>7838688
How old how long HRT fuck I want boobs that big :( mine are approaching AA (I think that's smaller than A I don't know sizes) at 4 months.

>meeting up with some friends in the near future
>they're all trans girls who pass better than me
scared about dysphoria desu.

do you think they'll bully me? they all started at ages a few years younger than I started. but I've been on hrt longer than most of them. I think it breaks even but I know I'm going to be the ugly one in the group

>>7838692

That sounds siiick. Pics?

>>7838690

I mean yeah it's super cool but still pretty fucking weird.

>>7838668
hot af
moar one-piece pic

why is your body not as good as it used to be atm?

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>>7838699

>>7838686
>wah wah I pass so well people think I'm cis
>wahhh I have perfect female bone structure
>the one problem I do have there is an easy solution waahh wah
> feel sorry for me you man skeleton freaks :((((

>>7838675
Sweet I've been growing 5 years only cut it once. Trutrans as fuck.

>>7838706
Don't worry about it, just go and have fun and socialize.

>>7838706
i met up with angie and she passes better than me so, idk not rly if yr just hanging and it's p rad

>>7838683

Yep. Sperm banks allow fags to have babies on both sides of the aisle. Wonderful things.

>>7838708
I'm in Florida and I finished it the day I left so I can't actually send pics but when I'm back in NY I'll upload. I haven't even worn it on campus yet. I'm going to wear it into the gender class. What a meme.

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>>7838689
I am not a real girl though so nothing to be triggered. :c
>>7838691
OMG you're moving to NYC? I wanna come visit! OMG OMG OMG! We can go shopping and I have never been to Central Park!
>>7838701
Sass is <3

>>7838698
you have the body for women in my family being a hefty chunkpile of abused sugar products, depression and masculinsed features? you poor scrag end

>>7838711
isnt this a post to me?
did i cap this?
what the heck

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How fluffi is too fluffi

>>7838704
I am 24 and I have been on hrt since I was 12, my mom has G cups so I think it's just genetics.
>>7838710
Nasal and sinus surgery, I was in bed for a month. D:

>>7838719
yep see
>>7838577
>>7826873

>>7838718
yeah in august!

we could totally meet up if you wanted ^>^

don't be too freaked out by my man-everything tho << >>

>>7838706
Oh, I should mention, the least beautiful girl in a group is much more likely to get hit on by guys. the more beautiful ones being more intimidating.

>>7838699
Preserving a bodily function artificially.
My body used to produce gametes. I saved some gametes. Now I don't produce gametes, it's fine.
One less con from hrt. It's not like I can ever produce eggs.

Honestly, it was about 50% for my dad who was surprised by the whole "I'm probably going sterile" thing.

Maybe it's a back up plan.
I have zero intention to stop taking hrt though.

>>7838712
uh oh you got me! i'll go back to cis lesgen now

>>7838726
whad day that month are we watching the fesh pince in yr dorm?

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>>7838697

I'm happier. I'm also sadder and angrier. A few nights ago I went to crying to smiling like an idiot over the span of maybe 30 minutes. It's kind of exhausting honestly and incurs a lot of self-doubt. I've also become really sappy and am starting to relate to the pop-punk songs about girls that I always hated. Mostly I'm just wondering if I'll ever get used to it.

>>7838702
Mine sounded like a tank going off. Surprised I have power.

>>7838723

This is adequately fluffi. Please no more, however.

>>7838728
it's just peace of mind basically

>>7838726
YES! My birthday is August 10th! What part will you be living in?:D

pleb = my waifu <3

>>7838723
wtf that's my fluff level

>>7838724
>since I was 12
murder me I'm so jealous

>>7838727
I don't wanna get hit, on I have a boyfriend already.

>>7838724
Oh. Wow. I'm 25 and been on HRT since I was 24 :(
I wish I had spoke up at age 14 when I was cutting myself. I think I knew I was a girl. I for sure knew when I was publishing lesbian erotica on Amazon at age 16. I'm happy for you and glad you exist :) my mom has g cups too. Ugh I'll be lucky to get b cups by 30

>>7838737
manhattan!

im going to be living in a closet of a dorm lol

>>7838730
thank you I appreciate it

>>7838731
whatever day you want friendo!

>>7838738
worst waifu
>>7838743
>>7838746
i'm srs we are watching ytps the day u get here

>>7838735
It is! I can never regret going sterile now. I can never regret hrt.
If I were to freak out and have a mid-life crisis where I want bio kids I have means to do so.

If I happen to hit it off with a cis girl who would be cool with biological kids I could do so.

If there becomes a means to turn sperm into eggs I can do so.

My options are not limited.

Most trans women I meet who are more than a year in (or even a decade) say if they had the means to when they started they would have frozen sperm "just in case". I can never have that regret.

>>7838740
Then just say you are already taken.

>tfw kind of want to freeze sperm in case i end up marrying a cis girl or something but i don't have the means ATM and it's not worth stopping HRT

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>>7838740
It was only because of my mom, she's very proactive and progressive so she gets shit done!
>>7838742
Aww *hugs* well I am glad you are here and hopefully we can become friends?:)

Ash really triggers me

Is it triggering when someone makes you blush and feel a warm feeling in your chest when you see pictures of them?

>>7838758
>implying anyone will ever be attracted to you

>>7838749
sounds like fun!

im getting really nice bedsheets for muh dorm bed too so it'll be super comfi

>>7838762
My only solace is that I'm a "lesbian". So I guess some girl eventually will find me attractive since the dominant sexuality biologically is to want cock or something idk fuck my life.

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>>7838743
Well maybe I can get a hotel room near by your dorm! That way you don't feel over crowded haha! Woohoo Imouto and Onee-Chan are gonna take Manhattan!

>>7838762
plenty of people already are :^)

>>7838742
I tried when I was in first grade, and got some speech how I'm just that same as all other kids, along with tasteless jokes from dad.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ll5y2hZdCI

>>7838761
I'm not triggered at all by her. I tried, and got on hormones at 16 the first time. The world just hated trannies back then.

>>7838768
nono that was directed explicitly towards burch
you're good

>>7838761
Shut up Faye we all see through your act.

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>>7838761

>>7838773
keep telling yourself that, you delusional creep.

>>7838772
haha yeah they technically let people stay in the dorms for up to 3 nights but the room is like literally a bed and a desk crammed into a closet

not much room unless you're eva and i can fit you in my dresser ^>^

>>7838668
>posting that in a thread filled with people with body issues

>>7838774
I was FUCKING KICKING AND SCREAMING that I was female until 2nd grade. Demanded holographic rainbow girls shoes, only wore girls shirts etc. My faggot jew bag parents forced me male and put me in a private Jewish school to fix this My mom has to lie to herself and say shit like "we did it so you'd be special and have something to rebel against". I hope she dies bitter over it but I still love her
. My dad is just dumb so he gets a pass.

>>7838781
Rood

>>7838766
yeaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

>>7838784
I'm not going to be sleeping on a dresser!

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>>7838781
>rated 8, 8, and 9

>>7838791
well wouldja look at that, i just measured and there's just enough room for an eva in my bed ^>^

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>>7838780
<3
>>7838778
>all these haters
>>7838774
I don't get jealous of other girls, I'm a boyyyy(girl)>>7838780

>>7838797
><

>>7838784
We'll I'm an Hilton Honors member so I might have a enough points for a night for two! :3
Also what university will you be at?

>>7838740
>murder me I'm so jealous
dude she was born with a vagina lol

>>7838787
sorry its true
>>7838793
shopped, horrible makeup, and you're still ugly as sin. Sorry man, you need to give this chaser a shot from the sidelines

>>7838774
forgot my trip...

>>7838784
sleeping bags and air mattresses...

I had a single room in one of the private run dorms around Columbia when I was 16 and 17. Shared baths and kitchens. 604 W 114th St. Just off Broadway. Then I bought the building in SoHo when a friend was looking for better studio space for me.

>>7838800
school of visual arts!

>tfw notice a clean-shaven guy at school with long hair and a surprising amount of chest for his body weight
>tfw assume he's trans
>tfw not talk to the person because you're in one of your "why the fuck am I awake" moods
Every fucking time

>>7838787
>forgiving your parents for potentially ruining your life
>even though she doesn't even acknowledge that she did so
but why

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>>7838798
>||||< <3
>>7838806
Wow congrats imouto! I can't wait to come see you!:3

>>7838814
>inb4 ash lewds up nim

>>7838814
it's a little after your birthday tho, august 28th is when i move

hopefully that doesn't mess things ups D:

>>7838816
>T Nim Vs Ash
Would be fun.

>>7838724
>I have been on hrt since I was 12
How did you manage that?

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>>7838819
>>7838816
n-no

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uuuuu
My abs have been sore all day
Not sure why
I think maybe I was too stressed for too long yesterday
I hold in my tummy when I am

>>7838810
It was the early 90s. She allowed the shoes, she allowed the shirt. She was very supportive, I phrased it wrong when I said put me in a Jewish school to fix it. More like put me in a Jewish school to help me. She genuinely seriously felt she was helping. Transsexual was a pejorative in those days. Transgender wasn't a word yet. No one was screening for this stuff like they do today. And it worked... Yeah it did ruin my life. I am planning to finish my album and publish 2 books and kill myself. I don't want to be an adult or get older. I've seen and done enough. Live fast die ugly.

>>7838826
ok

>>7838810
>forgiving your parents for potentially ruining your life
I will never forgive my parents for destroying my life. I wish I didn't need their help, such that it is, because pretending to be civil is mentally exhausting :/

>>7838820
Seriously, wtf. I didn't even know HRT was a thing until 11 years ago. If I knew just screaming I want to be a girl got me to look like a girl I would have done it sooner than 15.

It would have saved me a lot of physical and mental scarring.

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>>7838825
You just gotta get to Nim before Ash does

>>7838816
She's my lil sis so that would be wrong!
>>7838817
I celebrated all month my last day lmao so we will have fun no matter what! <3
>>7838820
When I was 11 I confided in my big sis who brought my mom and I together for an intervention type thing and she basically took hold of the reigns medical wise and got everything in place.
>>7838825
So if Nim is my imouto, would that make you my sis-in-law?:D

>>7838787
>I was FUCKING KICKING AND SCREAMING that I was female until 2nd grade. Demanded holographic rainbow girls shoes, only wore girls shirts etc. My faggot jew bag parents forced me male and put me in a private Jewish school to fix this
What else did you scream over and how did they respond to things like the girls shirts?

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>>7838826
Stop being stressed.

>>7838841
I think so!! ><


idk people keep bullying me ;_;

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>>7838847
Impossible when I'm at work. Absolutely impossible.
I need to get looking for a new one, this one's probably bad for my health.

>you will never start hrt at age 12 and become a cute titty-monster, like Ash did
JDIMSA

>>7838841
ill be 21 by then too!

so a lot of fun! haha

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>>7838841
I hope you don't see everyone here like ... a sister

(Also that's really cute about your mom and your sis, my dad started talking electro shock therapy and military school when I brought it up >.>)

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>>7838852
I really needed another reminder.

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uwu

I hope my family doesnt think I'm gay.

>>7838860
it's pronounced owo

think i hurt something in my back trying to be a strong man

>>7838787
Outbursts were not tolerated by my parents.

I finally got my release at almost 15. I moved out with post facto parental consent. From then on I dressed as I pleased.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0

>>7838798
So why do you have tits and a high squeaky voice? ;}

>>7838800
Something tells me my pass for the Helmsley Palace is no longer good. The Helmsleys no longer owning it.

>>7838837
I was told about the then hormone methods when I was 13 to 14 years old by a guy I talked art with all the time.

>>7838841
I wish I'd had that help. At least I go t some help. When I was 16 a new lover found a doc for me. Nobody I'd talked to in the states would touch anybody under 18.

>>7838859
The ride never ends. ;~;

>>7838858
But Faye...
Beep is watching.

>>7838860
kissu elann forehead

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>tfw you watched the real world when you were 11 because you thought it was what grownups watched and one of the housemates was a post-op tranny
>tfw if she had mentioned hormones even once i probably would've looked into it and maybe even gotten on hormones sooner
>tfw she never did

>>7838837
ikr. But I guess for lots of people it wouldn't have helped, depending on family, social situation, country, healthcare, etc.

>>7838841
So available healthcare and supportive family are your secret. Respect to your sister.

What dysphoria had your felt before confiding? Why did you share it with her and how did that conversation go?

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i want maki to throat fuck me

>>7838846
They gave me the shirt and my mom wrote a letter to the school and to a magazine that boys can wear girls clothes too. She meant well, but refused to actually acknowledge me as a girl and set about to correct my thinking even when I said I wanted to be called Emily. As boy I was free to be anything. I fucking hated it and became a couch potato burn out. Still am. I play some really edgy music now though. :/

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>>7838866
>The ride never ends. ;~;
Starting to wish it would.

>>7838849
*hugs* woohoo! And don't worry big sis will prot ft you both! <3
>>7838856
We can maybe do a wine tasting! I'm not big into hard alcohol anymore since it triggers my IBs >w<
>>7838858
No of course not! Nim and Eva are just so innocent that I feel protective over them like an old sister! .//. And I'm sorry your dad was a butthead, if you ever visit here just know my mom will welcome you with open arms! (Literally) <3

>>7838862
hugg nim

>>7838874
cudd anon

>>7838858
>electro shock therapy
is what I was subjected to at 20...now that triggers me.

>>7838877
*hugs*
There was so little information out there for us. The internet really changed things a lot.

>>7838877
>tfw knew about hormones by at least 15 but didn't start until 29
I coulda been cute. ;_;

>>7838850
At this rate I am never publicly transitioning at work. I will be a faggoty girl-looking guy with boobs before I admit to being trans. I'm the skinny pony-tail guy right now.

I am playing with the idea of coming out as "lgbt" for coming out day in October because by then I'll be nearly 18 months by then. Just a rainbow pin or something with my manager's approval.

>tfw manager asked about valentine's plans and I said "maybe I'll talk him into going out to eat" so she just might think I'm gay.

>Getting new glasses
>wanted to look at the womens section when picking out new frames
>It was across the store far away from the mens section
>tfw I couldnt make myself go over there because of the fear
I sure hope the ones I picked end up being andro enough.

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>>7838883
><

>>7838883
i wasn't thinking of going on a bender! lol

i was a good kid during high school so i never really drank :3

whos your chaser crush?

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>>7838877
>tfw the only exposure you had to trans people growing up was Cops, Jerry Springer, and other things in media that put it in a very negative light

I dont really wonder why it took me so long to accept being trans or learn that HRT was a thing.

>>7838899
anthony burch

>>7838899
elann

>>7838885
how was the ecstasy

>>7838889
Why come out as anything? Just change your name like be like "it's my nick name". Then tell them to female pronouns you.


>>7838903
Yep. Different world now. The way I see it, I'd be dead if not for modern pharmaceuticals so fuck if it I die young anyway.


>>7838899
Drakeposter.

>>7838882
Unless my enjoyment of the ride increases drastically in the next 5-10 years then I'll probably end the ride myself tbqh.

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emi makes me feel all shaky

>>7838899
Drake

>>7838865
Wow, I didn't know that. I think my mom should have been a lawyer because she knows her (and my) rights like the back of her hand, plus she's pretty domineering and confident so she gets a lot accomplished that many people can't.
>>7838878
We'll for starters I didn't even hit puberty until 15/16 because of being born without a thyroid gland, sonive had health issues since birth. And my sister is 10 years older so she had already been through a lot in her teens with gay and trans friends of her own, so knew the signs. Her major was also child psych so that helped. I was mostly dispjoric about being chubby and never getting a period, I remember being at outdoor ed and my friend Kelsey got hers and I was like omg you're a woman! And then I realized I would never have kids or experience those things.

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>>7838888
Quads confirm. Sorry.

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>>7838908
Still going, still fun, I've been bumping up most of the day

>>7838899

>crushing on chasers

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>>7838883
>if you visit here
>daydreaming intensifies

It's okay though, when I went to work with joint special forces, the truth is that there was another slightly better candidate for my position, but they blocked her because she was a female, I don't mind my male experiences, but I love myself more now.

If I start the road to transitioning tomorrow and become the ultimate hon, will I be welcome here?

>>7838904
>anthony burch
;_;

>>7838915
It's okay, I know I can't be what I could have been, it's something I just have to live with.

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>>7838916
This is the Elanna I love.

>>7838916
whatcha doin

>>7838878
>ikr. But I guess for lots of people it wouldn't have helped, depending on family, social situation, country, healthcare, etc.
It would have helped me. Maybe.

My mom swears "if I knew you wanted to be a girl I would have let you" and my dad called me hon/honey since I was 14 because of how "gentle and thoughtful I am". My parents apparently thought I was gay for a long time and said that would have been okay.

So fuck me, right?
I guess if being trans and taking hormones (as opposed to just being a transvestite on Jerry Springer) would have been a public thing I would have asked my parents about it instead of just assuming I would "get over" puberty eventually and the effects. When I found out about hrt and wanted it I waited several years to say anything. Then when I did my mom assumed I was confused and was just gay/bi/following some trend with my friends.

>>7838919
Sure, why not?

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>>7838924
Gotta
Go
Fast

>>7838925
Chillin, played vidya earlier, watched some movies, leaning on my partner

Idk I'm enjoying the nice little vacation from reality

>>7838927
yay im on it!

>>7838896
I wanna be a bridesmaid in the wedding! :D
>>7838898
Oh gosh no, alcohol in small amounts is good but binge drinking is a big no no! Especially for my imouto!
>>7838918
I'm happy you are becoming more comfortable with yourself and are happier! Really in life one of the biggest lessons we have to learn is to love ourself. <3

>>7838929
just remember that you gotta come back to reality sometime!

>>7838913
What were the signs your sister spotted, besides the period dysphoria?

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>>7838933
w-wedding!!!

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>>7838934
Yeahhh I've been putting that off for most of the day with redoses but I think I've hit my wall so I gotta call it quits.

>>7838935
My entire wardrobe was girls clothes, especially disney dresses. I refused to wear boys stuff. And I played with her makeup a lot and was extremely curious about her body and female stuff. I remember being obsessed with boobs lol I groped my babysitter when I as 6 ._.'

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>>7838929
hugg Elann
You be you. Reach for them stars. Let it be.

>>7838933
but siiiis! all the cool kids are doing it!

>>7838939
nice

hope you enjoyed your vacation lani

>>7838880
How did she and your dad try to correct your thinking before sending you to the religious school?

>>7838944
dr. nim buzzkillington over here

>>7838938
We'll of course dear! You two are my otp so you have to be married!

>>7838893
I just blatently looked through them. It's my face, and I'm spending enough on them. My last pair of glasses were a bit over $700 due to my lenses. $120 for the frame. To think I now have a scratched lens...

>>7838903
There was a documentary in the '70s that was ok, but not really supportive. It made it sound like it was a choice. BTW, the ruling thought of most psychologists of the day. Some already knew it wasn't a choice. The rest was harsh and bad stereotyping.

>>7838913
My first time around was back in the '70s and early '80s. Times were different. Spiro was just starting to be used in the early '80s. My doc didn't know of it. I was on high doses of E&P.

I likely delayed my puberty by getting addicted to heroin when I was 14. Opiates are known to depress hormone creation.

>>7838926
>"gentle and thoughtful I am"
was often used to describe me. Still is.