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>mtf
>5 years HRT
>post op ffs and srs
>I like to go to support groups and talk to pre everything mtfs
>even better if they are around my own age
>I like acting real nice to them
>acting super cute and making sure my voice is extra fem and passing
>I'll even be a little flirty
>I can see it in there eyes
>the envy, embarrassment, and pain
>I can tell, them looking at me makes them feel like shit
>and it gets me off
>knowing that they feel so disgusting knowing a fully transitioned girl is happy in front of them
>they want to be me and I love it, and idk why

How do I stop doing this?
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Post pic dagger.

I've run into your kind before.

It was like 5ft, 6 years on mones stealth passing annoying black tranny Trump supporter.
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>>7811567
I'm not black thankfully, I'm white.

I'm also 5'9.


How do I get rid of my hobby of triggering lesser than Mtfs? This is not a meme I need to stop but it's addicting
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>>7811576
Post contact so you can trigger me because I'm a 3 year hon. The hope and light has almost left my eyes, anon! You can be the last push! :333
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Only a female brains are this fucked up, I guess you really ARE a woman OP, congrats
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>>7811550
>>7811584
>tfw will never transition
Do the hons you torment have it better or worse than me?
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>>7811550
>only 5 years HRT
>already got FFS and SRS

Goddammit why does this shit keep popping up.
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>>7811584
Last time I posted pics online some manly Pre everything everything mtf tried to doxx me.

felt good knowing they were frustrated with me, I just wish they didn't try and dox me.
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>>7811592
Not OP but I'm 21, 3.5 years HRT and post op FFS & VFS.

Things are not as slow as they used to be. Not everyone is an AGP "part timer" who sits at home in boy clothes all day.

I worked for my goals and got what I wanted.
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>>7811594
I'm not gonna try to dox you anonette I just want a sadistic passing friend.
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>>7811594
Lol sure they did hon
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>>7811550
Being retarded isn't being evil.
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>>7811589
Worse hopefully after they meet me, there awkwardness feels so good
>>7811604
This doesn't help my problem or fetish, tell me how to fix myself damn it
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>>7811586
Only a male brain could be this simplistic.
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>>7811603
I hope your a 22 year old pre everything fully boy mode guy.

It's so great when they are the same age but not even close to the same amount of progress

Fuck I hate myself why am I like this pleas help me
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>>7811600
Lmao get over yourself, you have the exact wrong picture of the kind of person I am. I just can't hope to afford that shit, it's expensive.
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>>7811620
You think a man would put this much effort into this? Lol you have a lot to learn my boy.

Men don't fuckin care about this shallow shit
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>>7811623
No I'm a 23 year old 3 year hrt full time hon who didn't make the cut. Wouldn't it be that much more satisfying to rob what little hope is left from the future of those pre-everything guys (me)???
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>>7811636
Please grow out ur facial hair, put on boy clothes and meet me irl
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>>7811623
Can you convince me to kill myself? I'm 22 years old full boy mode like you said.
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>>7811650
If you were telling the truth about yourself, you would have posted pics by now
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>>7811550
pics or gtfo
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>>7811650
Hmm okay fine where do you live
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>>7811629
Only a Sith deals in absolutes
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>>7811586
BINGO. Yeah, I don't understand why anyone thinks MtFs aren't actually women when they pull this shit.

The OP is basically asking how she can be less of a self-obsessed, attention-whoring bitch. So...less of a woman?

How does it feel knowing this is solid evidence that you're the inferior gender, anon?

Fuck, I know I'M a sadist, but I control myself and treat everyone kindly even when I know I'd get off on hurting them. I hate that about myself and I don't want to be an abuser.

Fucking girls roll around in this shit, "tee-hee, I'm so baaaad!"
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>>7811550
p hot desu, keep doing it
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>>7811664
I got a little wet reading this
>>7811656
Canada, but I get scared meeting boys alone
>>7811653
I'm stealth and not stupid enough to post pictures to 4chan. Two types of people post pics here, pre everything boys(my fav) and Hons in passing threads.
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>>7811651
It's okay anon I know lots of boys who started your age and almost pass! Do I wanna help me pick out a dress for my date with chad? He doesn't know I'm trans I don't think I'm gunna tell him.
Can you pick me up and pretend to be my older brother ?
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>>7811675
You're becoming more sus by the minute, there are a few passers who post pics here and they don't give a shit.
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>>7811685
They don't give a shit because they don't have lives, I have a job and boyfriend. I don't need my pics floating around.

If you think I am a hon feel free to leave the thread silly boy!

I just want a cure for this fetish of making people feel like crap but still love and envy me at the same time
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>>7811675
>Canada, but I get scared meeting boys alone
Understandable. I mean, look at this man frame. I could probably overpower you with ease.

Don't think kicking my nuts will help you, they're gone :^)
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>>7811699
Why would you ever think about overpowering a girl, anon? You're supposed to try and make girls feel safe :/ I'm not very strong, my worst fear is being taken advantage of by a guy.

It's a scary feeling knowing ur weaker then almost any male :(
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>>7811695
>silly boy

Lol, when you say this shit it's just funny to me, you make assumptions about everyone else in the thread and refuse to prove what you say about yourself.
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>>7811664
>How does it feel knowing this is solid evidence that you're the inferior gender, anon?
But this proves I'm the superior gender.
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>>7811709
Because I'm a dirty male predator anon! Isn't it obvious?
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>>7811716
Don't be jealous anon you'll get there one day ^_^
>>7811721
I wish I still had male privilege but I pass :(
>>7811722
That's really scary I don't wanna meet you anymore :(
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>>7811745
I guarantee I pass better than you do.
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>>7811745
>I wish I still had male privilege but I pass :(
What "male privilege" are you talking about?
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>>7811745
>>7811749
>dick measuring contest
typical male behaviour
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>>7811761
I just don't like this person, even in the "best-case scenario" that they're telling the truth, they're still a fucking weirdo who goes out of their way to make less fortunate people feel bad. I'm just saying, you can pass and be proud of how you look and how far you've come, and not be a bitch to other people, or say weird vaguely misogynistic shit like this >>7811709

It just kinda seems like this whole thing is a fetish to this person, and they're fetishizing the most superficial aspects of being a girl.
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>>7811807
Or they're an obvious retard troll and you're taking this too seriously

Why does this board bite bait so hard?
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>>7811550
You're a hon, aren't you?
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>>7811807
They're most likely AGP. He has a very male mindset and his views on transgenderism and femininity are clearly from a male's perspective. AGPs are naturally masculine and competitive so even something like transitioning becomes a pissing contest to them. It's pretty common on this board because the majority of MtFs here are AGP. For him, he probably gets a sexual kick out of being the most passing and attractive trans girl in a group along with mimicking the catty behavior commonly seen in females. This is what researchers call "behavioral autogynephilia".
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>>7811745
desu ur acting like a caricature of a girl typing on their keyboard lol
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>>7811709
>You're supposed to try and make girls feel safe :/ I'm not very strong, my worst fear is being taken advantage of by a guy.

I don't know why, but this turns me on and makes me want to take advantage of you.

Should I seek help?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvKhXhpssF0

i need to become evil so i cant feel pain
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>>7811550
I'm pretty sure I pass better than you lol.

>tfw transitioned at 14
>tfw never needed FFS
>tfw only 18
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>>7811550
>>7811654
>>7811893

Post pics or GTFO indeed. You sound like a hon who is role playing a passing mtf.
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>>7811550
Assuming this is true, do you think you could be working through your own insecurities?
Perhaps cis girls could make you feel the same way. No matter how successful your transition was, you still had to put in all that time and effort and money just to catch up to everyone else. You still missed out on things cis girls can take for granted, just by virtue of being AMAB.
But because you're in such an enviable position for a transwoman, you've got everything you could hope for, you don't understand how you could still feel like you're unsatisfied, or you don't want to. So you focus on other people that are envious of you.
Since you asked how to stop, I think the key is to think about how you feel, and how you think other people expect you to feel. Get comfortable with the fact that you are different from cis girls, and try not to think of that as a bad thing.
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>>7811550
>Be cis girl with mental issues
>Go to tranny support groups
>Tell everyone I'm trans and post-op ffs and srs
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>>7812703
same, I think OP is just roleplaying desu
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>>7812958
This would be brutal.
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>>7811550
>being so much of a hon and insecure bitch that you have to compete with boymode mtfs instead of cis girls
You just sound pathetic, honestly.
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>>7811623
>>7811550
Odds are you're probably a deluded hon unaware of your lack of passing.

It's probably your kind why all the femboys and faggots became terfs
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>>7811893
Yep, it's mega hon who got laughed at last time. Recognize him.
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>>7813121
I'm an actual attractive passers-by, there's no way this birch is real. Being shallow and horrible on 4chan is easy- being that bitter and horrible is something only a hon bitter at other passers could imagine
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>>7811550
Stop going to support groups, if you pass so well, live life as a cis girl and give up the tranny shit. Seriously, it's holding you back associating yourself with the hons and such.
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>>7811620
>Only a male brain could be this simplistic
Duh.
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>>7811550
> he fell for the srs meme
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>>7811600
>Not everyone is an AGP "part timer" who sits at home in boy clothes all day.
>I worked for my goals and got what I wanted.

might as well say "hi i'm insecure"
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>>7812958

>post FFS

That would be a wasted opportunity. Claim you got caught crossdressing at 8 but your parents decided to let you live as a girl after taking you to a helpful psychologist and then got you hormones at 12.
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>>7814088
Why is the thought of this happening to me so hot?
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>>7814164
It means your parents love you. A rare thing to see.
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>>7814177
But it's hotter if I imagine they force me to live as a girl even though I don't want to.
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>>7811550
was this thread written specifically to bait me?
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>>7814351
You're not pre-everything, right? I remember you've been on it for a while. Can you afford surgeries? I'm sure it'll get better.
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>>7811550
You lost all importance when you did srs. There are two things that make mtf special, the attitude and the penis and you do not keep any of them.
You're just like any of the huge numbers of cis girls.
So that somebody was going to look at you having many others alike, better and more passable?
You're nothing but a grain of sand now.
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>>7814689
Forget to mention that your operated face also slightly removes points y que el inglés no es mi idioma natal ^^
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>>7814689
>>7814782
Try again, trans women are worth nothing to anyone in their lives, and your average everyday cis woman is worth everything to the people close to her.
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>>7814808
>and your average everyday cis woman is worth everything to the people close to her.
And to society in general. There is nothing you could be that would get you more inherently valuable than cis female, and the only value a trans woman could lose out on by becoming more like a cis woman is the attraction of low-status chasers.
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>>7814846
W-would SRS be able to increase your value at all ;_;
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>>7814782
But even the femboys want face and voice surgery
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>>7814846
#thedickonlymakesitbetter
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>>7814883
Marginally, because it makes you closer to a cis woman.
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>>7814846
>the only value a trans woman could lose out on by becoming more like a cis woman is the attraction of low-status chasers.

Sorry but this is generalizing too much and even offensive ...
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>>7811610
Your only problem is your chronic lying.

Post face to fix yourself. Must be time-stamped.
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>>7814939
???
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>>7814895
It is everyone's choice, but the voice can be trained and a voice or a face that is not yours at all feels artificial ... anyway what counts the most in my opinion is the attitude c: if you're an asshole on the inside no matter how you are on the outside
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>>7815014
What's wrong with being a spiteful asholle on the inside
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>>7814846
>>7815000
You're calling "low-status chasers" by simply having peculiar tastes, be it a fetish or not, and in fact, having a fetish does not make you a bad person, disgusting or low-status chaser. There will be that if, but it does not have to be this way as a rule.
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>>7815036
Yourself
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>>7815121
If you're in constant pain, and have to claw everything you need without the help of others it kinda makes you spiteful and dismissive of others being whiny when they just don't want to struggle
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>>7812507
Yes.
>>7811749
Proud of you !
>>7811893
Thankfully not
>>7812185
Just cuz I'm agp doesn't mean I'm a hon...
>>7812703
What does this have to do with curing my fetish
>>7812875
Ur probably right
>>7813092
Pathetic in the brain but saved by my looks
>>7813113
I am aware of my privelge, have been to weddings, met my boyfriends conservative republican parents, and when to college without being clocked so I think I'm good.
>>7813834
I'm trying to stop
>>7813884
I know lots of boys do that tho and it's sad
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>>7815145
You remind me of a generic emo of 15 years
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>>7815163
Reminder not to reply to this insane hon

Thread has much better discussions now
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>>7812875
Fuckkkkk the more I read this the more it hurts.

I thought passing as cis would make the pain go away I wanna die
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>>7815180
I'm not a hon, I'll admit I'm a little insane tho, I just need help

I think passing trans girls tend to be the most insecure in the end.

Why does everyone assume EVERYONE is a hon? Why do u all think passing is so hard? Passing is actually so fucking easy with effort
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>>7815193
How deluded do you have to be. You probably don't pass for shit, especially without your shitty makeup and clothes. That's your problem. Makes it all the more hilarious you rant about boymode a when they deliberately hold off as so to do it right.
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>>7815108
Sorry, chasers are frequently low status and low intellect males. It's probably not true for all of them and the connection hasn't been studied, but there it is.
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>>7815209
Take away your makeup. Long hair, girl clothes and tits.

Odds are you'd look like a total man then and would pass for shit.


You're a twink hon who passes only through the use of tricks that real women don't need and that's after a fortune of surgery
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>>7815209
>so fucking easy with effort
Which means you're a hon and need to use tricks to pass which basically means you don't pass in natural.

That's as good as not passing.
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>>7815221
>>7815234
Why are you being so mean to me I'm just a trans girl trying to help myself I'm not a hon, the more you call me a hon the more you are projecting.
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>>7815246
What are these tricks? I started HRT at 18 my face and body are great and FFS did the finishing touches
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>>7815254
If you sink your venom into others then they'll spit it right back at you
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Okay, fuck it, I'll post a picture to prove I'm not a hon. I'm fucking so much better than you plebs, but how do I stop getting off on your jealousy?
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>>7815269
lol 18 is late, hon
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>>7815269
Um, if you really started at 18, then the ONLY reason you pass is because you got FFS lol
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>>7815269
Define tricks and effort?

They almost sound like an admission of defeat
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>>7815290
>>7815309
>pushing this meme
Not him, but still. 18 is fine. 21 or so is too late. You don't change much at all from 16-20.
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>>7815322
Really? I haven't seen much difference from 18-21/22, either, except for facial hair and possibly balding (which is fairly rare at even this age).
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>>7815335
Age is a meme, I know girls who started at 15 and look disgusting. Genes are everything .

>>7815309
I passed before ffs, genes are more important then age
>>7815289
That's not me... I should put a trip fag tag
>>7815314
My looks are not the focus of this thread silly
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>>7815386
>looks are not the focus
they are, that's what success is entirely about. femgen has the only true way to gauge passing. That's to deliberately cut your hair very short, only wear male clothes make sure you have no visible curves.

If you aren't failing boymode with all of those conditions, then you've as good as failed in passing.

When you say effort, you mean admit defeat and cover shit with lipstick.

So it's funny you'd talk down boy mode when rather than giving up and using your honish tricks they push their bodies till they can suceed without tricks.
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>>7815453
>femgen

This convo is over lol

I passed before I started socially transitioning IDK why your so obsessed with me
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>>7815386
>I passed before ffs

With what? A tone of makeup, long hair, women's clothes or some combination of that?


That's as good as not passing
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>>7815470
You sound deluded
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>>7815471
Not defending her, but why wouldn't you wear makeup, at least somewhat long hair, and "women's clothes"? That just sounds normal.
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>>7815492
Most real women pass with none of those.

If you can't do the same then you've as good as failed.
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>>7815471
I don't wear makeup I'm bad at it,

Maybe just mascara
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>>7815508
>tfw pass with unisex clothes and no makeup and hair in a manbun
lets face it, no woman wears male clothes
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>>7815510
I'd rather not do it than do this horrible fake version of passing you're content with
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>>7815544
Some butches do

Give an example of your idea of unisex
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on the slight chance that you're not a 300 lb dude, yeah that's not very nice, and you probably look just like what you're describing in the eyes of cis girls.
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>>7815565
like a tshirt and boyfriend cut jeans?
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>>7815718
The problem then is your body and breasts might count as a false positive then.

So unles if you're wearing button ups with an undershirt or binding or something to obscure curves, you can't really tell if it's by your own merits
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>>7815748
>body and breasts no longer count as part of your own merits
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>>7815718
dappertomboys
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>>7815628
im aware of this and need to hurt others before they can hurt me
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>>7815763
I only count it as success if you win by sheer virtue of your frame being slender enough and face being fem enough that even after you take breasts and hair and curves out of the picture you can win.

If I wanted to go the quick and easy way I could just gain weight but that's a hollow win
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>>7815508
if your statement was true, there would be no passing pre-t trans guys
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>>7815816
I said most
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>>7815803
well im 165 lbs 6'0" with a fem face so i guess that's why?
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>>7815870
I'm 5'7, it should be possible to win that way. Without having to resort to gaining weight.
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>>7815829
Did you know it's a masculine trait to be cynical and heartless about everything?

You're clockable by the way you talk, no matter what you look like.
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>>7816003

That's fine, I'm not actually a girl so I won't think like them. And in the end I can't tell if I actually want to be one or if it's just a bad combination of BPD and BDD
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>>7815803
would i win as a thin 5' tall faggot :))))
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