So I just want to know if anybody else here is on hormones but never socially transitioned. I am pretty ugly and basically I am the late transitioners type of person I have a meme nose twink hon body and to top that off I have this weird curly hair that I can't do much with to hide imperfections so I'm fucked but I do love hormones and transition plus getting more masculine kills me is it possible to lead a normal life though or to be happy. I figure dating and getting laid are probably gonna be out of the question but anybody else in my position that's happier than they were before???
>>7800685
I think I'm in the same spot. I know I'll never pass as female, and feel that dating is something I shouldn't even bother with. I can't even decide what I am on dating apps because yes I'm trans but I don't pass, but trans also disqualifies me from putting down male. I feel like an in between freak.
However outside of dating I am glad that I started HRT because I do like myself being more feminine and stopping any remaining masc development. I feel more like how I should be and am happier with my body, even if it means no one else would be happy with me.
>>7800713
Yea I get this on dating apps I put female but I know it's sort of just a dream that some dudes gonna be attracted to me but I try. I know that feeling of not passing, but it's good to hear your happier anon!!!
>>7800685
4 years here
>>7805706
If you dont mind me asking, how is life for you so far anon?
>>7800685
In the same boat. I'm a disgusting twinkhon. It kills me that I didn't transition even at the beginning of college rather than at the end (to say nothing of <18). But there's not much that can be done about that.
I might just content myself with being a femboy. Fuck.
>>7807502
I feel that being a femboy is my only hope because I'm really tiny I like it because you know mtf but I'm ugly as fuck. I had feelings when I was younger but did nothing because it was a different time not to different but enough to get me to feel disgusted about who I am it sucks
>>7800685
right here senpai, 10 years hrt
never gonna socially transition because fuck that life's hard enough as it is. maybe if i inherit $1mil then i can think about it.
i am glad i didnt end up bald and hairy which i would've been without hrt
it relieves dysphoria a little bit i guess
all the transition shit really is kind of a huge fucking meme
even the surgeries like SRS are a total joke, pay $25,000 to get something that's not even close to being a real functional vagina and has huge risk of complications
FFS might work good or might not, you have to be out of your damn mind to gamble with $50k like that
now since i'm sterile i pretty much ruined my life and won't ever have children or a family so i get to just slowly grow old as a foreveralone genderless lookin alien thing
was it worth it to stop masculinization? i dunno maybe. it's seriously like yes and no.
honestly anyone over the age of 16, past the start of puberty and taller than 5'8" shouldn't even bother with this shit it's probably better to just learn to accept your sex role even though being a guy blows in a lot of ways
i fell for the fucking meme dude i read all this tranny bullshit on the internet and thought it was real, fucking hell
>>7809065
Lol you're such a fucking loser
>>7809076
It's true i accept that
hopefully some kids will read this shit and get a clue and not do this dumb shit themselves
>>7809090
No I mean you're retarded to be 10 years HRT and not full-time, no surgeries, etc. When did you even transition?
>>7809090
Nothing can make you happy. If that's your outlook on life you aren't "not falling for the meme" you're choosing to go through life as a zombie. You are the one falling for the meme friend.