Help Wanted (or just general opinions or whatever)

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>20

>Black

>US

>Male

This isn't a new or even recent development for me, when I was like 15 I think I called myself Pan literally once or twice. And fairly recently, the only person I told that died (I just realized that...fuck). Eventually that turned into "Attracted to femininity." And I basically forgot about for the most part, mainly because the school I went to in the middle of nowhere in North Carolina had openly LGBTQ students. It wouldn't have been a big deal if I had called myself anything other than straight, really.

Jump to present day, it just came to the forefront of my mind again, for reasons that don't really matter. And more importantly that wondering if I'm Bi or Pan, even slightly doesn't bother me nearly as much as the unknown reason(s) that lead me to not being able to just deal with this honestly.

Like, it shouldn't matter this much, or shouldn't be this hard to define my own sexuality. It's [current year], I have LGBT friends, I grew up around and with LGBT people in a southern state of all places. Why is there so much baggage attached to this for me...fuck.