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Dysphoria. my story. Also question. How does it manifest for you? 2017-02-21 09:07:09 Post No. 7794223
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Dysphoria. my story. Also question. How does it manifest for you?
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2017-02-21 09:07:09
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Heres my story. Advice would be great.
>> Be me
>>Have the day to day struggle of apathy and fatigue, lack of concentration, and constantly mind going to wanting to be the opposite sex
>>Been locked in psych ward "For bipolar with psychotic features"
>>Put on Meds;
>> they help temporarily, with the mood swings, but ultimately it comes down to me covering it up and pretending to be happy constantly
>>Be edgy like a teenager all the time
>>23 years old
>>Family/friends wouldn't accept it, I told mother, and was sent to psych dr and ultimately prescribed drugs;
May have been ill, but it went away, still have the trans feelings but the way i cope is by blunting my emotions and staying detached, and being overly confident by forcing myself to.
Deep down, i hate myself, and want to trans;
but i have repressed to where the thought kills me itself to some degree, primarily because of all the pain caused by the lack of acceptance before.
I see the pics from app that i posted, and wish.
Dysphoria sucks.
How does it manifest for you?
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Constant depression, suicidal thoughts and the feel of throwing up whenever I look in the mirror, that's how I feel
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>>7794252
that sucks. i used to be that bad. i still can be sometimes... i used to cry it was so bad.
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if that's what you got from that app what the fuck are you waiting for
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>>7794256
lol my hair is short, i had to run other things, i am incredibly masculine.
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>>7794267
without as much extra shit. with different lighting. the other added makeup effects.
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>>7794269
that is close to my face, just feminized. that is probably the closest thing to my masculine face there is, just i have facial hair.
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What app are we talking about?
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>>7794281
the faceapp in the dysphoria challenge thing
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>>7794256
The app is just moving pixels, it doesn't understand bone structure, and FFS is out of most people's means.
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>>7794303
no see, the thing is with bad starting points you cannot ever get anything like these pictures
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>>7794223
Ahh so another person that got fucked over by parents meding up there kids to make them "normal".
I repressed hard core too anon, and that was the hardest thing and still hits me hard every day. knowing I could have just started coming out earlier, or what I would look like if I started hrt sooner. It really fucks my shit up.
First thing is to get away from those people you post about, find some people that will accept you, even if they are online.
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>>7794393
i just kind of have lack of focus and general detachedness
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>>7794223
Just stalk mtfs like i do.
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