A2 edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• buddi nim's official thread
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
the one that came before (((>>7780196)))
I hate this website can we all agree to stop posting here
Good thread.
>fujoshi
Wew
drunk and pensive right now
>>7781755
yeah, we're right behind you, lauren
Is it just me or is the thread a little angery/angsty tonight?
Why is everyone in such a bad mood?
>>7781768
world is a fuck
>Its only 2 AM
>I feel ded
>>7781768
Isn't it always tho?
I'm feeling pretty good tho, just tired. Tax returns and a walk in the woods makes for a good day.
>>7781755
I love this website. it's the biggest bastion of free speech
https://youtu.be/bw1m1621Vrs
important video
>>7781776
>tfw not resting against my gf's chest rn
>>7781778
that's what every edgelord website says
>>7781757
thank you
>>7781759
yes, thank you
>>7781773
it's 8am here, but i didn't wake up until 4pm yesterday so i don't feel too bad (not physically at least - mentally, i feel slow and uncoordinated)
>>7781782
maybe we need more edgelord websites then
>>7781781
Grace is the worst.
>>7781789
>nazi safe space at best
also communist safe space.
The vast majority of the site is anti-authoritarian moderate left, though
>>7781788
There you are!
>>7781789
Yea I'm planning to visit mine for her birthday next month, we still need to work the details out.
>>7781790
You want a (You) from me that bad huh?
Tho you're posting Celest and that's dangerous.
like, why doesn't anyone just teach Mr Satan basic ki control?
omg also, I ship Supreme Kai and Beerus
>>7781794
I thought it was a few groups of exceptionally vocal minorities with most of the site being apolitical shitposters inundated with 'group'think.
>>7781796
>There you are!
I've been here for a while, cutie.
;-;
tfw they start selling dirt at kroger in front again
SPRING IS COMING XD
>>7781806
hugg
https://youtu.be/5X6A0VSodAA
>>7781802
>I thought it was a few groups of exceptionally vocal minorities with most of the site being apolitical shitposters inundated with 'group'think.
no, nazis are the vocal minority. the "vast majority" of users are lurkers looking at pictures and never posting. like, they outnumber us 10/1
>>7781794
>The vast majority of the site is anti-authoritarian moderate left, though
more like anti-authoritarian moderate right
before /pol/ meant "nazi", it was mostly a board for smug libertarians
>>7781806
do you garden?
>>7781773
what is 2b gonna do on the table?
>>7781816
One day, Anon. <3
>>7781739
>>7781746
>>7781735
How would you know your bodies tolerance? The level of spiro u use? Im planning to not go above 200mg unless i really have to.
I'm planning on using the junk everyday, even if i dont feel like it, just to maintain function as long as possible. i dont have much dysphoria with it.
Would all these factors sound like about 6months = dead dick?
also apparently people like headpats here so ta
>>7781815
pol is a site minority though. what a shitty point to make.
>>7781825
Lol are you kidding? They bring in the most traffic on this site aside from arguably /b/.
>>7781817
yeah
i just repotted my umbrella tree yesterday
i've been buying a bunch of tiny potted tropical plants and i'm gonna put them in a big pot cuz thats fun in my onion
hbu
>>7781802
I know, helpdesk~
>>7781830
hugg
>>7781824
are you wanting to preserve your fertility or just your ability to get erections?
because erections you'll be fine with fertility you may lose that
boy love is pure right
>>7781831
I better be paid overtime for this late night work.
>>7781825
>site minority
Not with them powering Trump with meme magic.
>>7781824
You go to a medical professional.
>>7781825
/pol/ and the Donald on leddit are two of the webs most popular forums right now
juni is good
>>7781825
it's one of the busiest 4chan boards and it's just a more politically-concentrated version of what people on 4chan generally believe
>>7781825
>>7781832
just give up on her she's not worth the mental energy
>>7781845
stop it
>>7781828
>arguably
No?
And even then, they're 3rd or 4th, /v/ has much more traffic
>>7781843
>girl
>>7781836
birdo that's gay
>>7781846
sorry just trying to help
>>7781851
But so is taking female hormones and putting on dresses and sodomy.
You might as well go all the way.
>>7781838
Oh, these aren't volunteer hours?
>>7781836
yes. as opposed to yuri
>>7781855
i mean i'm pretty gay but birdo was supposed to not be!
>unironically a boy
hugg
>>7781864
whoops
>>7781857
Nope, so pay up, cutie.
>>7781849
Get gud
https://catalog.neet.tv/stats.html
>>7781861
I think it's too late for birbo.
>>7781864
There, there. I am sure you'll overcome that small detail on your magical girl quest.
If y'all could go ahead and stop flirting in the thread, that'd be great.
>>7781873
I guess that's the power of meme magic.
hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg
>>7781873
>within 1 day
>doesn't even show /b/s stats
nice
>>7781875
Nah.
>>7781875
You stopped giving me (You)s so I had no choice!
>>7781869
I'll be sure to catch you up on your back pay
>>7781886
hugg
>>7781873
>tfw slow board
>>7781835
fertility absolutely, erections is just a plus
sounds like im kinda fucked huh?
What about that bica thing i read on /hrtgen/? Supposedly it preserves fertility while stopping testosterone from poisoning the body
>>7781889
mtfg is like half the traffic
>>7781844
>>7781890
about bica I have no idea sorry
I think only option to ensure fertility is to sperm bank before starting
I know its expensive but idk I'm not sure if there is any other option
>>7781885
im sorry
>>7781898
this is cute in a weird way
>>7781895
it's funny because that moment in the movie is supposed to show the fucked up-ness of the humans, not the alien.
>>7781861
>tfw ur catching feelings for a boy
I ain't gay tho
>>7781892
we'd probably be like /i/ without mtfg
i just checked it out because i've never been there before, and there are still threads up that have been there for years
>>7781873
Pls stop the train i cant keep winning anymore mr trump
>>7781901
thank you
>>7781902
Go take a chill pill and watch Blazing Saddles you autist
>>7781913
If you're rude to me again I can't guarantee your safety.
>>7781887
>>7781915
Watch out - it's a turbo autist.
>>7781915
*unsheathes katana*
The funny thing is, despite the huge volume of traffic from /pol/, there's barely any moderation there. If you ever check the latest list of 4chan bans ( https://www.4chan.org/bans ), there's usually not very many from /pol/ on there.
>tfw the only recent /pol/ ban was for posting interracial porn
>>7781915
(You)
>>7781921
That's a lot of bans on /tv.
>>7781921
thats because /pol/ are chaotic good
most of the people there are good people frustrated with the state of the world
>>7781921
Why would you ban someone on /pol for posting this?
>>7781921
Yeah well I got banned on pol for posting one of you naked girls doing an amateur porn shoot on there once.
>>7781934
>that pic
wwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeew
>>7781938
slut
>>7781934
>furry outside of /b/
>nudity is not in line with political discussion
Damn I could be a mod
>>7781921
Yeah because the entire point of pol is that it's mostly unfiltered? also it's a nsfw board and most bans are for nsfw content.
>>7781936
>>7781942
Pol does not allow nudity.
>>7781881
>hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg hugg
This is my kind of post *hugggg*
>>7781938
Slut.
>>7781940
I've kinda been leaving her sexually frustrated by being so far away, sorry.
>>7781938
Degenerate
>>7781945
thank you
>>7781944
its a red board autismo
>>7781748
This edition is for me.
>>7781946
>>7781940
>>7781950
Can you really blame me for wanting a girl like that brown haired kitsune
like dang
look at that face she's making
>>7781947
Please help me~
>>7781941
I was always under the impression that political "discussion" was just another masturbatory activity for /pol.
Eh, at least the nazi girls are cute.
>>7781947
You'll both leave each other sexually frustrated after being close too.
>>7781942
I think the entire point of /pol/ is probably politics
>>7781953
Weaponized autism is a beautiful thing
>>7781956
gay furry slut
>>7781958
wow shes cute
too edgy though
>>7781956
In a month~.
>>7781961
nudity isnt pornography
are you actually autistic?
pornography isnt allowed because its not politics related
you think everytime you see tits youre in a porn buddy?
>>7781965
That's the birthday gift you want huh?
i should listen to myself
i should give up
>>7781968
You'll still get banned for it. Mods don't care if it was a wardrobe malfunction or a gay orgy. But go on, keep baiting me.
>>7781969
Sounds good. <3
>>7781973
no you dont
youre just making up shit because you dont like the place lol
even though youve never been there
youre even calling it Pol
i hate this i hate my life
>>7781970
Go post a nude transgirl then. Or a naked man on a nude beach. Prove me wrong.
>>7781975
Th at pic reminds me, we should go to bed
I don't want your (You)s anyway.
>>7781982
i cant live
>>7781976
????
I post there and its great. Like classic /b/ in 2006. More in the last week than ive ever posted here in the past year too.
>>7781982
Can I add you on Steam yet?
>>7781982
>>7781982
>>7781989
Grace is the cutiest
>>7781987
if living is without youuuuuu
>>7781993
Please stop baiting people.
>>7781993
Hip goals, dang
should i kill myself
>>7781997
They're not "goals" if they can never be achieved.
>>7782002
Yeah but with exercise I can reach my own max potential, which is a real attainable goal as opposed to a joke goal.
>>7782001
no
but i feel like a hypocrite for saying that
for some reason it's easy to see hope for other people but not myself
>>7782004
Exercise doesnt create hips
>before /pol/ changed the world and meme'd Donald Trump into being the potus
>>7782008
but they worship the president, how are they defying authority
>>7782006
It can build muscle which is better than nothing. If you're lucky HRT will help make you grow hips, too. It's done that for me thankfully.
>>7782009
TIME TO GET FIT
>>7782006
But it does help. Not that anyone here will ever put the time and effort needed.
At least there's always surgery.
>>7782009
I can't really do this in public until I have a vagina, sadly.
>>7782014
I'm so cozy rn
hurt me
>>7782010
the president defies authority
>>7782020
he is the authority
>>7782013
Do not speak for me.
>>7782010
just because we won a battle against globalism, doesn't mean we have won the war
the way the media speaks about Trump is alarming, Trump getting in... someone who is uncorruptible because he has more money than those seeking to corrupt the political power, wasn't part of the plan
Trump has so far kept his word and is implementing everything that he said he would.
I am betting the Obamacare replacement might surprise some of you.
why should I come down?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxXfHxceMg4
>tfw Evangeline not active
Evan-chan is my fav, i love her and I want to protect her
>>7782023
Best 4chan embeddment ever
Milo Yiannopoulos is super gay and he loves getting dicks in his asshole. He drinks gallon jugs of gay guys cum while getting fucked in his beautiful gaping asshole. I wish I was the one sliding my dick into it.
>>7782023
>Trump
>uncorruptible
>because he "has more money than anbody"
>that makes him uncorruptible
>The Dahnald
>uncorruptible
>not incorruptible
>>7782022
Oh I am sorry. Have you been going to the gym?
>>7782018
fleece blankets are sick yo
bout to wrap up and nap up
>>7782016
do bodyweight equivalents?
>>7782029
he cannot be bought, he wants to be remembered as one of the greatest men of the 21st century
money will not sway him
he outright banned lobbying
>>7782021
kinda
almost every power is against him, though
so kinda not
If more people started going to the gym less people here would hate their body desu
A lot of people's "dysphoria" boils down to not being pretty or attractive and that can be remedied with work, and working out
>>7782034
The CIA wrote a report on how they have evidence he's been getting bribed by Putin for years.
>>7782040
yeah okay the same CIA who said there were weapons of mass destruction in Iraq
the same CIA in the pocket of the Clintons and the Bushes
>>7782034
>>7782040
Heads are gonna roll at Langley.
>>7782038
i hate myself to much to exercise because people would see me
>>7782050
>I hate myself so much I don't want people to see me
>So I'm not going to do things that would make me hate myself less and more enjoyable for people to see
>>7782038
working out will shrink my ribcage?
>>7782051
nice fucking platitude grace
do u ever get sad that u arent a girl i get that a lot
>>7782058
is that chara
>>7782044
The CIA said there were no weapons of mass destruction in Iraq. It was Collin Powel who said there was, because Dick Cheney told him to say that.
>>7782047
That's your response to someone pointing out treason of the worst kind in the highest office of the land? To brag about how there's a high likelihood of heads rolling among the whistle blowers, either figuratively or literally?
>>7782052
pullovers will expand it
>>7782038
>tfw around 18% body fat
>still hate my body
>>7782060
kek
ye
this website is so shit the only good new memes are cara getting doxxed and twinkhon
i guess the 7s telling blanchard fags to fuck off was kinda cool too
>>7782059
erry day
>>7782071
>cara getting doxxed and twinkhon
what and what
>>7782062
It's CIA. They could be saying the Earth was round and nobody would believe them.
That's the power of Trump. His so called adversaries had decades of making sure they look biased and incompetent and all he has to do is call them out on it.
The Fed and their disastrous politics, the FBI and their disastrous email probe, the Democratic party and their disastrous candidate. The best thing is that the same shit goes for Republicans.
All in all, it's going to be great 8 years. The butthurt alone was hilarious.
>>7782083
He won't even last four.
>>7782071
>tfw twinkhon
that was the messiest shit i've had in years
peach time
I really need a new mobo/cpu
I am trying to make a webm and its slow as anything
>>7782085
People have been saying that about Trump since the very beginning. And yet look who's in the White House.
It's going to be interesting 8 years.
>>7782098
why stop at 8?
how to make communism prevail?
>>7782104
he'll be busy
>>7782106
organize
join your local dsa (democratic socialists of america) theyre getting thousands of people
>>7782110
>democratic socialists of america
they're asking for money
is this a joke?
bernie tried this
>>7782106
robots will take all jobs soon and then basic income will be implemented
>>7782110
>democratic socialists of america
>>7782112
you need dues to run an organization
there not like sanders, hes just a welfare capitalist
>>7782108
>still havent met aliens
>in 20 fucking 17
>>7782118
>NASA
>>7782113
no basic income
80% of humans just starve to death
>>7782120
i dont know exactly in their case, but you really cannot have a serious organization without having dues
i sure if you called and asked they could describe in detail
trust me theyre not like sanders though
how do i believe that hrt will actually do things
>>7782118
DRAKE!
Beerus X Supreme Kai OTP
so its basically a well established fact by now that taking E sublingually is more effective in terms of dosage than swallowing them whole. If i cant get pills designed to be taken sublingually (e.g. estrofem) and can only get the ones meant to be swallowed (e.g. progynova), can you still take progynova sublingually or will it just have no effect if you do it that way?
>>7782130
>If i cant get pills designed to be taken sublingually (e.g. estrofem) and can only get the ones meant to be swallowed (e.g. progynova)
you answered your own question
>tfw playing vidya with Tamara then talking on skype till we fall asleep
this is fun
>>7782130
Little to no effect
The estradiol needs to be micronized to be possible to absorb without it going through the liver
>>7782130
I've only been able to get the swallowing kind for years now, except it's called estradiol on the label, idk. I asked my endo to change it, but it hasn't worked.
>>7781748
I wanna get that game
I am Not a slut (lies)
>>7782128
supreme kai is so cute
that scene was so weird but he is adorable
http://nymag.com/selectall/2017/02/whomst-is-the-smartest-on-4chan.html
I bought a half eaten mouse and j hope she survives
Anonna the mouse
I am a lost boy, from Neverland
usually hanging out with Peter Pan
and when we're bored we play in the woods
always on the run from Captain Hook
'Run, run lost boy' they say to me
away from all of reality
Neverland is home to lost boys like me
and lost boys like me are free
>>7782144
well estrofem should be estradiol hemihydrate, and progynova should be estradiol valerate
>>7782152
this headline would be really strange to see for someone who wasn't into internet culture
i need a way to extract the text from these threads so i can make an mtfg simulator
>>7782140
what are you playing?
>>7782168
Borderlands 2
>>7782151
I just thought that was really really cute because they are supposed to be different sides of the same coin/enemies and they were celebrating together.
btw, who do you think is the bottom
>>7782160
hugg lost boy
>>7782174
Hugg anon :3
>>7782166
I would watch that
but I'm trash so, yeah
>>7782178
oh I meant like a program that posts like mtfg not one of those videos
>>7782180
oh, boring
don't forget to bounce
>>7782158
make sure to cook it through before you eat it
they carry diseases
i've been awake for 21 hours straight ama
>>7782191
why u no sleep
>>7782183
what do you mean
>>7782187
i fed her blueberries
she's pretty magical desu
imagine being dumped in front of a snake and the snake doesn't want you so you get dumped back home but then yr brother starts eating you
she deserves a comfortable life now
>>7782191
why u no sleep
>>7782194
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Qmwsg2pyEc
>>7782193
anxiety and a mardi gras ball
what are some stereotypes of step-mothers? like, step-dads have that thing where they're overly friendly and give the boys nicknames like "little man". but not sure what stepmothers do. are they just generally mean?
>>7782166
http://archive.
loveisover.me/lgbt/
its all there, go wild
>>7782191
Hey anne I know what you want. you want a big sandwich.
>>7782199
'little man'
my dad's actual nickname for me when I was younger
>>7782199
mine is:
>super controlling
>tries to get into people's lives and "help" them
>super conservative creationist
>gives a little bit and expects a lot for it
>makes a lot of great food
>has too many kids
>is stupid
>>7782197
whats got you anxious?
also woo mardi gras!
>>7781748
Any of you tranies think you would be into a 40yo dyke?
>>7782211
mommy
>>7782211
M O M M Y
O
M
M
Y
if i want to kill myself, but i also have no money to transition, what should i do?
Gatorade®: Gatorade® contains electrolytes which can help bodily fluid function properly. If a mouse is dehydrated, electrolytes will help boost them. Electrolytes also make the animal feel thirsty, making them want to drink more.
>>7782213
>life in general desu
oh :(
yeah same
>yeah mardi gras is pretty cool
cool
whats it about tho
>>7782218
nice
>>7782216
kill other people first
>>7782219
its about aprtying and passing a good time
>>7782216
The individual self is an illusion.
>>7782223
oh cool, I like them giant king cakes tho they remind me of a big donut
>>7782225
everything but the individual self is an illusion
>>7782225
it is all an illusion
everything already happened
you'll remember
>>7782227
>Marxist posts Stirner
rly maeks u thnk
im gay
really gay
super gay
>>7782213
no anna that's what you want. you wanna take a big stack of breads, and a big stack of salami and fold it like a deck of cards.
this trans woman here in the netherlands managed to get 2/3rds of suporn paid for by insurance
i'm fucking praying
>>7782235
good luck sertiii
the self is the compound of multiple entities in a single perspective for a moment of a lifetime, building an ego which is concentrated reflection
>>7782238
thank shannon :3
it would make life so much easier
>>7782240
most of the entities in my current perception disagree
>>7782246
lol *perspective
what is autocorrect doin
>>7782241
I hope I can get a loan to get my hairline fixed in India even though I'm unemployed and will be paying it back with centerlink money until I get a job
>>7782248
yeah
my plan was to find a fulltime job and take a break from studying to scrounge up the 15k with the help of a loan i might be able to get from an acquaintance or family member.
But if insurance pays for even half of it it'll be amazing
>>7782246
yr me now
I want someone to be inside me and make me cummy
>>7782255
gross
i'm telling dad
>>7782250
5k AUD for my hairline repair + 1k for a flight and like $200 for a passport and whatever it costs for hotel and food if I need that
idk how I'll ever afford 22k AUD + flight for SRS
I got gendered "she" after a 10 minute transaction. I didn't shave, had a bad hair day, didn't bother with my voice, and i wore baggy pants
asian dudes are easy to trick i'm realizing
>>7782255
Same
>>7782261
what a post
lol imagining this
>>7782261
no offense but maybe it was just him being polite
like did he look at you for especially long or anything
>>7782267
now that's fucking disgusting
>>7782272
No it's not that's how babies are made
>>7782274
>no future
is trans going to self eradicate itself out of the gene pool
>>7782277
not unless repressors stop having babies
i've been waiting for a good chance to post this gif but none of you have been turning me on lately wtf
anyone else raising their husbands daughter?
I wonder if Alice's kid has the trans
I wonder if Alice even sees her kid anymore
>>7782278
thats going to happen a lot less nowadays, with the internet and everything
pretty sure I would've been a hon starting at 50 or something if i'd been born a couple decades earlier
>>7782281
maybe you just arent into ladies
>>7782287
i think that i've been missing all the unique passionate romantic posts lately or something
mommy made me squishy >w<
>>7782291
maybe you just want to be fucked by a cute guy and held afterwards
>>7782292
This is my fetish, are there really mommies who are into this? I'm tired of being underweight.
ok quick question, is using leg wax on my butt a bad idea?
there are these two guys (brothers) that i've known since we were very little. I was always the shy quiet nerdy type and when i visited they'd let me play kingdom hearts on their ps2.
They are now 2 meters tall, both insanely ripped (questioning if they roid or just high T) and both in the military (one is air force and other land forces).
and here i am taking girl pills lol. I would like to see them again in a year so so i can see the contrast between us.
>>7782293
i feel like i want to be a girl that gets fucked by a guy and held afterwards the most
>>7782304
>see the contrast between us.
as they spit roast you?
>>7782304
i can't fathom this kind of shit
how do you keep up the feminine persona while talking to people who've know you your whole life as a maculine person?
>>7782307
wtf
>>7782305
we all do junibug
we all do
>>7782309
just b.e. yourself
>>7782309
just bee urself i think
So I had a dream where there was some sort of charity drive at work and they were collecting money for me cuz obvious tran that obviously needed boatloads of surgery.
>>7782309
It's not really a persona you just sort of act natural
>>7782309
>>7782315
if it doesnt come to you naturally does that mean youre not trans
>>7782285
says the man who has never been to a decent gay club. Get your self to Fist and see what gay really is.
>>7782318
like i don't really try to act feminine, i just don't really force myself to act very masculine anymore
ok, I'm about to wax my ass, wish me luck
>>7782322
i am naturally masculine DX
>>7782319
I mean some people repress a lot of their feminine tendencies and have difficulty unrepressing them. Ime most trannies pretty naturally act kind of effeminate or at the least don't act nearly as masculine as they assume they do.
>>7782321
Is it salty milk and coins?
>>7781836
omg birdo have you acquired femboyfriend?
>>7782038
>exercise will fix my face
lmao
>>7782261
*if* you have passing genetics
ugh. I don't like this
I keep having dreams where I turn into a girl and I'm really happy about it
This keeps happening since I shitposted this general on a pol raid.
I'm not one of you am I?
Why would being a girl make me happy?
>>7782331
:)
>>7782331
Trans is contagious you've caught the virus I'm sorry
sometimes i can't decide between butt tampon or diaper so i just do both
>>7782331
you are so gay you fucking faggot
ugh, i need a fucking hug or something
things aren't bad but my feels are all over the place
i have so many of them
>>7782336
hugg
>>7782339
Thank you juni
you are a nice girl
>>7782339
junibug :3
>>7782335
ily
>>7782315
>tfw too autistic to have any natural persona
>literally every interaction I have with people is forced and rehearsed because aspergers
I fail at being a human
i woke up again
damn
>>7782355
hugg Elanna
Thank you
>>7782343
i'm a disgusting man that's too embarrassed to further burden those around me with another awkward obligation
>>7782344
<3
>>7782348
<3
>>7782350
that sucks
i feel like i have a heavily reflective personality in an unhealthy way
like i'm never myself, i'm just trying to be what others want me to be
>>7782354
tfw tired of waking up
>>7782356
<3 hi sassafrazzler
i need bangs but bangs also make me looks worse somehow
i dont know how to work this thing
>>7782345
it's ok
you're a girl, not a degenerate
>>7782323
Güd lack
>>7782355
Is there a way to power through and resist? But then again. There is a part of me of that thinks every second I spent as male is a waste
why do i feel like i got worse on hrt
>>7782360
Did you wake up early or are you pulling an all nighter?
also >>7780173 this thread is fucking depressing and accurate to my life
>>7782355
np I consider it a public service, like accident black spot signs
>>7782360
yeah my sister's like that, she's also a full-blown empath which is a bit of an issue given one of her friends killed herself last autumn and another kept going to school while deteriorating from cystic fibrosis and eventually died recently, that empath stuff seems pretty grim
>>7782376
i have work in 6 hours
>>7782375
>tfw I didn't look faggy at all pre-hrt, just scary
>>7782378
idk if i believe in that
i've never heard of it and google says science fiction
>>7782366
Yah! They're also used in corned beef :3
>>7782369
Why resist? It's pointless, better to just do something about it when you're still young and stand a chance of being able to integrate as a woman.
These feelings aren't going anywhere and tend to get stronger as you age, especially now that you're aware of it. It's a common trend that once you're aware that you're trans, repression becomes much harder.
>>7782388
;-;
I need to go talk to my mom
>>7782386
how have u been?
>>7782379
But did you wake up early or are you not sleeping?
>>7782385
oh yeah I think PKD used the same word differently in his books
I mean my sister's therapist seems to think it's real and I've seen it used and described elsewhere too, it's basically just a weird quirk similar to echolalia or echopraxia where you subconsciously and involuntarily take on the emotions, desires, fears etc. of whoever is around you
>>7782384
robin staahp
>>7782391
we believe in you
>afraid to contact psyche now that I'm actually able to go back to her
>fear means I feel sad because I'm emotionally and mentally weak
>being sad makes me angry because I used to be better than this
>being angry makes me want to hurt myself or have someone hurt me
Aaaaaand it all leads to me being actually crazy...
>>7782375
>tfw ur boy version didn't look faggy, just awkward and nerdy and ridiculously ugly
>>7782391
Good luck anon
>>7782384
Cis girl you would have been hot
>>7782400
>tfw boy version of you just looked like a 30 year old sad guy
>>7782393
I'm well. :) I woke up with a song hook in my head and i feel i need to work it into a song, but I just remembered I sold off my acoustic guitar so maybe I'm going to hum it into the voice recorder and figure out if it's a new song or if Im just sleep stealing songs, lol.
>>7782402
Boy version of me is hot AF. Maybe sad and stuff but hot.
>>7782405
bad feel
i miss my guitar too
>>7782406
But... but it's scary...
And like, what if her shedule doesn't fit me???
>>7782401
god why do my eyes always look like those of an insect that's been stepped on
I look like Mart Feldman crossed with a homeless person
>>7782400
Elanna how much different does piv feel then anal
>>7782406
;-; what tried to eat mouse?
>>7782409
r8 pre-hrt me
https://unsee.
cc/dogusebi/
>>7782406
I sort of assume girls in boy bods would actually take care of themselves, I kind of looked like I needed to be whipped into shape.
Wore the same ugly baggy hoodie everywhere too
>>7782415
Quite a bit
I prefer it by a long shot.
>>7782419
>posts unsee
>post pic anyway
lel kms
>>7782406
nah I suspect she's inherited my dad's psychosis and she's 16 so I don't really want to encourage that with her, my depressed-but-otherwise-normal mum would probably benefit though imo
>>7782419
Pre trans you looks like a mra
>>7782400
As spartan, people thought I was gay. Like they would ask the question and I would get annoyed and invent Hetero guy anecdotes to throw them off the scent.
My best friends gf thought I was gay for years >:(
>>7782425
i-is this better
>>7782428
Yes?
I need you to feel this
I need this to make me whole
There's release in this sodomy
For I am your witness that
Blood and flesh can be trusted
And only this one holy medium brings me piece of mind
>>7782416
her brother
you can't reintroduce mice that have lived together even after an hour or so so she got btfo
right after i bought her i sold the cannibal mouse to someone
it was like instant karma
>>7782419
is that u in the back behind that anger?
>>7782424
you can get high off her piss if she's psychotic
>>7782427
yo
>>7782428
jelly
>>7782432
what the fuck
>>7782434
some psychotics and some schizos produce dmt in their urine
>>7782434
some mental illness make you have dmt in your piss
>>7782437
wew
pretty sure I could also just ask one of my druggy friends for some dmt if I wanted to try it though
>>7782426
Cute
>>7782413
just shyuh labuff it
>>7782439
>You look so sad ;-;
it was right after i'd shaven my hair off and i was on the verge of tears but had no idea why xd
>>7782443
;-;
I think I'm going to need help... I don't even know how to start...
>been on hormones for about a year
>been on 300mg of spiro a day and 4mg estrogen a day
>estrogen levels fine, testosterone is still way too high
what the fuck? do i need to try an alternative medication? what are my options if after my next 3 month visit its still high?
i'm mega worried
>>7782446
cut ur balls off lol
>>7782446
you might be resistant to spiro
i take cypro
one time during a presentation i ran out of things to say and it was awkward so i said, "and i used rainbow borders because rainbows are awesome"
and someone in the back said, "I told you he's gay"
and a lot of people including the teacher laughed :/
>>7782445
you gotta focus on what you need
try your hardest and you'll be fine
I just dropped acid for the first time in like years
>>7782442
It's annoying for me back then because at that stage I was trying my hardest to be masc lol
>>7782462
shoulder length since i was 12 ;-;
>>7782455
>People not liking rainbows
Everyone likes rainbows! >:(
>>7782426
everyone was surprised when I came out
I guess I hid too well and was too manly even though I dropped hints all the time and often times overexplained things to throw people off the scent
I think I'm going to hook up with the roommate
>>7782471
;-; the last struggles of represssion
>>7782465
>trying to be masc
That was probably why people noticed tbqh
Not trying and flying under the radar worked a charm seemingly.
Except those few times friends dared me to kiss boys. Idk why they did that it was awkward for everyone.
>>7782475
Hugg sheen
good night friends
>>7782468
it's all you can do
<3
>>7782455
i can see why you think youre naturally masc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJ9r8LMU9bQ
>>7782487
Nini!
I'll try...
>>7782364
thanks Sassy
It wasnt half as bad as I thought it would be, I thought it would hurt
>>7782488
UwU
>>7782494
Well, that picture predicted one thing right. Amy a cute!
>>7782488
I mean, there's a reason that trying to be masc and failing horribly when you're lgbt is kind of a cliche
Why do I even need a trip, huh? I'm not even on pills...
Maybe when I become interesting again...
my biceps are soft and smooth and squishy
>>7782496
yeh
>>7782460
im trying to buy acid and it's been a really frustrating process so far
bleh
>>7782505
what kinda acid r u buying?
hydrocloric or sulfuric?
>>7782492
Did you go somewhere or was it DIY?
>>7782509
citric acid of course
>>7782487
Night!<3
>>7782514
o, u getting some orrange juice?
just make sure to wear eye protection
>>7782513
DIY why?
>>7782487
goodnight
How does one accept themselves as the failure that they are?
tfw you 'n' maeve are on the same maevelength
>>7782522
I dunno, I usually DIY everything first to get a feel if the value of a pro doing it is worth it.
>tfw you realise that you aren't trans and just use it as an excuse to be unhappy
tfw lonely
>>7782543
ohh
>>7782528
You stop giving a shit about success or failure, and unmask them for the empty qualificatives they are.
>>7782538
Why would you think that?
>>7782550
I don't even know what that means.
nn /mtfg/
>>7782559
<3
You did it! I'm so proud of you.
>>7782555
Au contraire, I think you exactly know what it means.
How you're lived your life according to someone else's expectations and have never taken the time to like your life on your own terms.
>>7782561
sweet dreams!
>>7782552
i feel out of place around women, cis or not
i have never shown any real signs that i might be one
i haven't even tried to transition
i don't want to transition
i only started to care when it became "too late"
i had no interest in becoming a girl when i had the opportunity
the whole thing is just me finding another excuse to hate myself
>>7782559
Congratulations anon
You just took the first and most difficult step and it sounds like it couldn't have gone much better
>>7782563
It doesn't feel like that.
People seem to think that I am wonderful. I don't and have never seen it.
I meet the expectations of others all the time, but my own expectations are never met.
>>7782575
>/pol/ack turned tranny
lol me too, although to be fair i stopped visiting that place after i turned 16. back then when everything was JIDF memeing
>>7782568
I know that feeling I guess.
I'd speak to someone about it maybe. And not on here.
4chan is to mental health like a LR44 battery is to a child's throat's health.
>tfw posting feet for attention
daddy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZpKJz7-cvk&t=1140s
Holy ducking shit every night I try sleeping k see animals in the darkness
>>7782599
Elizabeth?
Yet another polack converted. Stupid goy tried to remove us from the gene pool, now they shall remove themselves
>>7782596
He probably should have foregone that rally to look after his daughter...
>>7782601
thats just a evolutionary leftover
its the same reason why young children see monsters in the dark
>>7782602
No. But I'm gonna choose a name
>>7782603
It feels good to stop fighting
Thanks for the bluepill
>>7782606
>Ivanka divorces whatshisname
>Trudeau divorces his wife
>Ivanka and Trudeau date and marry
>Ivanka redpills Trudeau
>Trudeau makes canada great again
>>7782559
wow, nice!
>>7782613
>trudeau redleafs ivanka
>ivanka makes america "pretty good eh"
>>7782613
I had no idea Adam Sandler browsed mtfg.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nsq75W7y5ko
>>7782641
are you implying that Adam Sandler is somehow funny?
http://www.strawpoll.me/12371850
>>7782660
https://www.strawpoll.me/12371860
>>7782656
Why does trump insist on always doing that creepy handshake?
https://www.strawpoll.me/12371861
>>7782559
fuuuuuuck, congrats
>>7782668
he's trying to assert dominance or something probably
good morning
Why do I find the idea of a boy becoming a girl so beautiful?
>>7782675
*snek attak*
>>7782688
Shh....I'm hiding...
>>7782689
:3
i love you
cutie
>>7782682
>>7782689
I love sink cat
>tfw no faye mommy
>>7782691
^-^
>>7782695
gets me every time
>>7782641
hey sass did you know that both Drumpf and Hitler drank water
you had better stop drinking it
http://www.11alive.com/news/politics/ohio-republican-says-its-time-to-impeach-president-trump/408604097
it begins
>>7782705
I wonder how much they paid him
also I wonder what they will try and impeach him over
>>7782705
Fake news
i'm no longer lonely mtfg
im just bored
un-bore me
>>7782707
If I had to guess, probably unconstitutional EOs or links to Russia.
is chara a russian hacker
>>7782711
Going to kill myself now that my parents are gone
>>7782711
i am lonely
and bored
un-make me
>>7782715
why not use their money to become a cute girl?
>>7782679
Same
It's just massively endearing that someone who society expects should want to be masculine and strong would go the other way and try to be beautiful and desirable instead
>>7782713
she unironically has folders on every trip on MTFG containing pictures and, on some people, real name and address
>>7782721
yeah but so do i
i'm not a hacker
>>7782718
Parents won't help me.
Being ugly makes life not worth living and every day a struggle to be alive
It's hard pill to swallow, but let be real, look at homeless people - they are all ugly, look at criminals - they are all ugly, look at foreveraloners - they are all ugly. Getting the short end of the stick is game over, no time to ruminate over this, if you are born ugly, your live is over from the start. Myself, i am convinced, that chances that i will ever find any emotional intimacy are zero, too many years of self-deprication and rejection have made me a shell of the funny, go getter i used to be. Now i'm always angry, not funny and miserable, well, it's hard not to be, when you realize the very essence of nature. Humans prefer good looking companions, being ugly is like a curse
Who else is fujo here?
>>7782721
Where did your long hair go
Where is the girl I used to know
How could you lose that happy glow
Oh, Caroline no
Who took that look away
I remember how you used to say
You'd never change, but that's not true
Oh, Caroline you
Break my heart
I want to go and cry
It's so sad to watch a sweet thing die
Oh, Caroline why
Could I ever find in you again
Things that made me love you so much then
Could we ever bring 'em back once they have gone
Oh, Caroline no
>>7782723
ye u r
>>7782728
wha
who dis
what dis
>>7782712
ah yes of course Trump is a commienazi
>>7782535
might give it a go, having a pro do it would be really good!
>>7782735
Caroline says
as she gets up off the floor
Why is it that you beat me
it isn't any fun
Caroline says
as she makes up her eyes
You ought to learn more about yourself
think more than just I
But she's not afraid to die
all her friends call her "Alaska"
When she takes speed, they laugh and ask her
What is in her mind
what is in her mind
Caroline says
as she gets up from the floor
You can hit me all you want to
but I don't love you anymore
Caroline says
while biting her lip
Life is meant to be more than this
and this is a bum trip
But she's not afraid to die
all her friends call her "Alaska"
When she takes speed, they laugh and ask her
What is in her mind
what is in her mind
She put her fist through the window pane
It was such a funny feeling
It's so cold in Alaska
it's so cold in Alaska
It's so cold in Alaska
Me irl
>>7782707
>https://www.nytimes.com/2017/01/12/opinion/trumps-business-separation-plan-does-nothing-of-the-kind.html
>Absent such consent from Congress, President Trump will be in violation of the Constitution as of next Friday with respect to, among other things, loans from foreign-government-controlled banks, leases of Trump office space to foreign-government-controlled companies, foreign governments and diplomats renting rooms in Trump hotels and any investments that are made alongside foreign sovereign wealth funds. The plan announced on Wednesday does nothing to fix this problem because if President Trump still owns the businesses, or he is the beneficiary of a trust that owns the businesses, he receives the economic benefit — the “emolument” — from all of these transactions.
Gf broke up with me due to an argument about me being ugly.
>>7782752
Caroline, we don't have much time
Mercy lies in the one you hide
Caroline, we don't have much time
Mercy lies in the ones we hide
You don't need to be outside
You can stand with me in line
>tfw erdogan is still alive
>>7782764
uwu
is it true that trans girls like it when you pat their head?
>>7782788
YES.
It's one of the telltales signs.
pet me pls
>>7782700
oh Adam u so funny!
>>7782788
Y E S
>>>/v/367915710
Many keks were had this day
>>7782799
No... headpats... pls?
It's not the same, that'll just start the tears. Headpats are like saying "you're cute" without brining out the bad feels...
I had a dream a bunch of people called me gay then I ran off and got attacked by two snakes
What does this mean
>>7782801
GONNA GET YOU!
>>7782799
I want it all
>>7782788
>>7782799
i think trans girls generally like intimacy very much.
I'm not sure if it's the hormones or another reason but i started to pathologically crave it after 2 months in, way more than i ever had.
idk maybe this is normal for all people but we are just too out of touch pre-transition to get it.
Also everyone likes feeling protected.
>>7782807
t b desu i want to be the one that protects my partner
i get my intimacy that way
uwu
>>7782821
pls protect me
>>7782807
not that anon but I've always been like that. I just found people who were more out of touch than me. that works too sometimes.
I miss her
>>7782833
iktf anna
>>7782830
but anon i don't know who you are
>>7782833
hugg
>>7782821
i still wonder if i'm switchy af out of necessity or because that's just who i am
then i start wondering if there's a difference
send help
>>7782832
i guess yeah
>>7782842
>>7782837
whadya wanna know?
>>7782842
does it come naturally or do you have to force it?
>>7782846
about you! are you new, or a longtime lurker?
I want a trip to pin me down
C-can I get away with wearing leggings in public? like if I can hide everything down there... they're so comfy.
any of you faggots ever wonder how this is affecting the people in your lives? Associating with the mentally ill is uncomfortable for anybody.
>>7782848
i guess it does yeah if the person i'm with is subbier than me
>>7782848
I first came here like... 3 months ago, stopped posting for like a month and came back like a week ago
>>7782852
But who wants to associate with an ugly boy when you can have a cute girl to hang around with anyway? and they'll even let you play around with their makeup because they don't know how!
>>7782859
They don't, and never will see you as a cute girl. Even if you "pass". Anyone who grew up with you will always view you as male no matter what. Same with immediate family.
>>7782852
When I finally started I had already driven everybody away by being anxious and depressed
I'm better now and starting to have a social life again
Someone please hold me down and bite my neck
>>7782861
I tripped for like a week, I don't think I was a very good trip tho, so I'm just posting anon for now
>>7782868
Define "a good trip".
>>7782873
"not franzi"
>>7782862
Oh well. I'll settle for them seeing me as a feminine guy!
>>7782862
Idk my family has pretty consistently seen me as their daughter for years.
Sounds like you're just trying to give yourself reasons not to do it.
>>7782873
Synonym, see oxymoron
>>7782868
>I tripped an awesome trip so now I'm not tripping
ok.
>>7782877
who are the 4 trips hugging you
>>7782852
My sister and mum said it's an improvement and always felt sorry for me when I was repressed because I seemed so empty and soulless to them
>>7782879
nah ive been transitioning for a year and my friends cut me off or don't call me girlname. my mom consistently tells me how masc i look and my dad tells me like once a week ill always be male
>>7782879
How long did it take before your family started seeing you as a girl?
>>7782883
hi friend :3
>>7782887
Well they are technically true.
Technically.
>>7782879
lol lucky you
I never had vivid dreams before hrt
it's pretty interesting desu
>>7782887
Sounds like their problem, not an issue with being transgendered as a whole
>>7782888
About a year or two, or at least that was the point at which accidental misgendering stopped and I finally managed to convince them to remove old photos of me from their wall. That was a struggle. My mom really didn't want to let it go.
>>7782896
thats what most people are like tho
>>7782885
I'm not quite sure
>>7782898
There's only one person I know who's like that and he's kinda tarded
You must live in a religious region
Hi friends <3
>>7782905
how long did it take your parents to start gendering you correctly?
>>7782909
Hi master ^=^
>>7782905
new jersey?
60% of my county is atheist/non-religious
elanna is your trip supposed to be like gayfer of course or is the 0fc just random
>>7782912
They at least tried to gender me correctly from the point at which I went part time at home.
They would accidentally misgender until about the 6 month mark (sister), 1 year (dad), and 2 years (mom)
>>7782913
>I knew you are the same person
wut
>>7782896
Oh, ok.
I was thinking that I might try to stay away from my family for a year or two, in the hope that after that they would see me as a girl, but I'm not sure if it would actually work that way or if it would just prolong that awkward period of them still seeing me as a guy.
>>7782918
:/
my mom hasn't done it once since i told her in december. She says she just can't do it because I don't look like a girl. My dad is even worse, he says it'll take him a year to be able to even say the words.
what do?
>>7782925
so they're not hostile to the idea though?
sounds like they just need some time to come to terms with it honestly
>>7782929
my mom is cool with it. My dad doubts me
>>7782930
iktf. I'm not out yet but that's how it usually goes with my parents. at first they are like making jokes and doubt me for a year and then they are like "you are not kidding about this?" even about depression my mom still thinks it's just like a bad phase or something everybody has sometimes and you just have to bear through it.
>tfw wanted to post an image, but image limit was reached :<
>>7782925
>because I don't look like a girl
Haha your mom must be blind
>>7782924
Makes sense.
I actually didn't start hrt until I was already living away from home for most of the year because of uni, and I think having that space away from my family was helpful.
As much as I would kill for a chance to have started in my early teens, trying to transition while being around my family all the time seems like it would have been horribly awkward for the first year or two, so I guess that's one advantage of starting as late as I did.
>>7782925
>She says she just can't do it because I don't look like a girl.
:\
>tfw you feel really awkward about asking irl people for girl name and pronouns, because you don't think you look or sound like a girl yet, even though everyone you know online has said that you either pass or look very androgynous
>>7782925
bad feel~
>>7782954
chara gib headpats >_<
>>7782833
>her
Frangi looks like a man
>>7783093
Don't bully.