otter edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• this is a nimmy thread desu
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous:
>>7739354
first for want to die
Drinking my first glass of wine in 6 weeks, finally able to have alcohol again after surgery recovery.
AMA~
(I know a lot about skincare stuff)
another webm from my mtfg folder
I swear they're like 80% cute animals
>>7740823
fourth for hugg ada
>>7740823
WORLD IS A FUCK
>>7740823
second for please put me in a grave.
no dying allowed
I'm in a remarkably good mood. Who wants to be beaten up? Put up your dukes, let's go, it's time to rumble
>>7740825
How to fix acne scarring? Or at least make it not as terrible?
>>7740825
in your opinion, how adorable is your cat?
you're in your room, being depressed and wondering when you'll finally get the courage to kill yourself, when suddenly a portal to the kitten dimension opens
what do you do
>>7740825
What surgery?
>>7740855
live with the kittens
identify as a kitten
realize I can never be a kitten
kill self
>>7740855
pett kitten and lay on floor and act like retard with kittens uwu
>>7740855
who cares WE JUST FOUND A PORTAL TO THE KITTEN DIMENSION
open borders destroys cultures
>>7740851
Products with lactic acid or whitening agents! I had cystic acne as a teen until I got on accutane, but recently I've been getting hormonal chin acne and I have a few scars. I've been using Tidal by Sunday Riley from Sephora and it's made my skin so clear and bright.
>>7740855
Kill myself.
>>7740865
ya duh
how could anyone argue with that
a lot of people just don't seem to care
>>7740874
pick one and gush about the little fuzzball
>>7740869
>>>/leftypol/
>>7740881
I'm not necessarily saying its bad
I don't really care to have a debate I just don't see any way to view it as untrue
unless every country is going to speak 6 different languages, celebrate completely different holidays, eat totally different food, watch totally different TV programs, etc
>it's another politics episode
>>7740848
Let's go homie
Just got misgendered by my psychiatrist at the NHS lads.
>>7740845
if i break that rule will you kill me as punishment
>>7740893
report him
>>7740893
wew lads
>>7740885
>everyone loves pizza
if you are referring to child porn, then no, not everyone loves it.
>>7740866
>$65
Well that isn't happening for a while. A quick google search came up with some people getting more scarring from lactic acid, so I'm a little worried to get into that. I'll bring it up with my doctor the next time I see her.
>>7740882
Well Boots is my special little Tux, I raised her around our jack Russell so she isn't your typical cat. She's more like a dog, she is very clingy and social, even to the point where she will talk to you and have full convos. She's my whole world and I love her! Also she doesn't bite, hiss, or scratch. And she will let you hold her!
>>7740893
did you call him a shitlord?
My mommy said she will love me again if I stop being a faggot and stop doing faggot shit, and my faggot shit is the reason we don't get along.
How to stop being a fag? Please help me??
Btw do you have some tissues I have something in my eye lol uwu
>>7740866
>steals ash skin care
>>7740899
You disgust me.
If I ever meet you face to face I would spit on you and if you were to die, I'd piss on your grave
>>7740866
Anything good for holes/bumps left behind from acne?
>>7740908
hugg
anyone has experience with wearing nail polish in public while still in guy mode? should i just not do it or try to stick with more discrete colors?
>>7740880
>please leave
but I am a transgirl
>>7740892
let's do this
i will punch
>>7740915
Instead of a hugg can I get a beheadingg?
Lol uwu hahahaha
>>7740904
I'm just going to assume my logic is reasonable then
again I don't really care and I wasn't trying to say its bad
>>7740921
no dying allowed
>>7740916
As a teenager I wore nail polish, usually black or dark blue
No one said much
the only thing that makes me feel better when I'm sad is the creation of sound.
how dumb
>>7740920
Ok
I will kick
>>7740930
>>>/pol/
>>7740912
I'm more than happy to share :3 also ole henriksen makes an amazing vitamin serum to apply before moisturizing! It's my secret to my baby face!
>>7740914
The holes you will probably have to see a derm for a chemical peel or lazering, but for the bumps what kind are they? If they're small you can probably use a stronger salicylic acid mask to help.
>tfw depression has kicked back into full gear
wew
end me
>>7740918
you're just shitting up the thread with politics and ruining it
>>7740890
it never ends with this place
ignore /pol/ shitposting please
>tfw too disgusted with self to even take care of body and am now even more disgusting and disgusted
>>7740926
;/--';
Lauren pls
>>7740911
Google is saying aha is pretty bad too. I'll look into it, though.
>everyone is sad tonight
what do
>>7740905
No it was in a letter to my GP of which I requested a copy since its a basic right of NHS patients. At fucking least I can get blood tested but I don't want my GP to be like BLEASE STOB HRT :DDDD when I go ask for a blood test since psychiatrist also was like "YOU SHOULDN'T DO THIS OR A XENOMORPH WILL COME OUT OF YOUR CHEST"
>>7740893
fuck off poley, you nonce
>>7740866
;-; I had cystic acne as a teen and left me scarred af. Accutane did nothing.
How to get rid of scarring?
How do I get rid of wrinkles on forehead?
>>7740936
wow do I know that feel
such a weird psychological phenomenon because I kinda know whats going on the whole time but I keep doing it and keep feeling worse and worse
>>7740936
>ignore /pol/ shitposting please
I didn't even bring politics up lauren did
everyone be bullying me for not agreeing to your suicidal leftist rhetoric
>>7740944
Be weary of google, I worked at sephora when I was 19 for a year and learned a lot from professionals about skin care and the internet can be very misleading.
>>7740946
>since psychiatrist also was like
wait the psych told you not to go on HRT?
>>7740952
i'm not a leftist the politics discussion just isnt productive here
Hi girls I hope you are all having a lovely day and staying gorgeous :3
>>7740844
Woah! What's wrong?
You sound like you need pizza! And chocolate... And snugs :(
everyone post unknown webms you found on /mtfg/
>>7740955
He was like "blease stob self medigating :DDD" and I was like "lol no". At the very least this sets me on the path to 1) therapy, 2) getting blood tested ASAP and 3) the god forsaken gender identity clinic referral AKA two years waiting list.
>>7740948
Try these! I freckle easily and had a small expression line in the middle of my forehead but after using this for a month it really changed my skin around. I only do it 2x a week though since I have combo skin.
>>7740952
dont be upset
4chan has open borders
Lauren cant deport you
>>7740955
Wouldn't surprise me. A lot of doctors working with trans people downplay the effects of HRT and exaggerate the risks. Plenty of them are also uninformed about medication. Chances if you ask for which medication, doses, and route of administration is right for you, you'll get better answers in this general than with your doctor.
>>7740958
>Woah! What's wrong?
i'm a disgusting freak not welcome anywhere really
i guess thats the short of it
>>7740961
ash i'm 22 and still having skin problems, I've been told to start exfoliating and moisturizing, what are good products and methodology for doing that?
>>7740959
everybody should have a folder of cute animal webms
if you don't, please start one immediately
>ash sharing passer secrets
Christmas was 2 months ago what is going on
>>7740960
I guess they just view all self-medding as dangerous?
and damn you really would need to wait for like 2 years on a waiting list to get prescribed hrt?
>>7740972
the tumor they removed was pushing on the part of the brain that makes you keep secrets
>>7740893
Omg... Don't you fucking hate that?
You should throw acid in their face >:3
>>7740960
Trying to get a script in the UK sounds brutal.
>>7740964
pretty sad honestly
but I am scared sometimes that HRT really isn't safe, idk how much is legitimate medicine and how much is influenced by politics/religion
>>7740953
Ohhh you worked at Sephora??!!
That's cool!!!
How old are you Ash?
>>7740965
pfft. i think you're pretty.
hugg
when did you ask your parents to start using female pronouns? Was it right after you came out or was it after you started presenting?
>>7740967
My personal favorite exfoliater is Origins Modern Friction, it's not too harsh but it gives you a good cleaning! And as for moisturizer, are you more dry or acne prone?
>>7740971
I don't have a specific cute animals folder
I'm going in blind here
snails
>>7740972
But she's never made a secret of the fact that she started hrt at like 12.
>>7740985
I'm more acne prone.
>>7740975
>2 years on a waiting list to get prescribed hrt?
The NHS has pretty severe funding issues
>>7740983
Right away. You deserve nothing less.
>>7740961
oh hi ^^
>>7740986
make one right now
don't put snails in it though, they're dumb
>>7740855
Watch in utter awe and joy as my kitties make adorable and snuggly new friends
>>7740965
Who said that? We both know that's bullshit... You're gorgeous darling :)
Also you have a cute voice... Your boyvoice is more fem than my girl voice haha ^_^!
>>7740972
I enjoying helping others, I've always been a people pleaser. n_n
>>7740981
Yes ma'am! And I am 24 :D
>>7740992
Okie doke well then definitely stick to a gel/water based moisturizer! I like Belif aquabomb, it's light but not too light to moisturize! And if you breakout you can always you a low % salicylic acid gel under it!
>>7740983
I'm waiting until I'm presenting, last time I brought it up my dad said he wasn't ready for that or some bullshit
>>7741000
maybe
that would ruin the surprise though
also I saved the two you posted
>>7740993
It also has severe organizational issues. Germany greatly reduces waiting lists for everything by giving you a free choice of doctors, regardless of where you live without referral, and giving every psychiatrist and psychotherapist the permission to diagnose gender dysphoria and refer you to an endocrinologist for HRT, even if the therapist has no training or experience working with transgender people.
>>7740965
stop it you are beautiful
>>7740998
Hello Nim <3
>>7740965
p sure you're popular here
or at least you're popular to me <3
>>7740961
I have combo skin too!
Ok please tell me about daily skin care routine.
I'm only doing moisturizer+spf
>>7741008
oh and since you're giving away your secrets ;)
ive got some discoloration in my skin, is there a skincare thing i can use to fix that or is it more a makeup thing?
>>7740983
I haven't asked them to yet, partly because I haven't seen much of them since august because I'm away at uni, and partly because I'd feel weird asking for girl name and pronouns when I don't actually pass or even come close yet.
>>7741008
uh, since you are giving free advice, could you give other exfoliater and acne-prone moisturizer recommendations? the ones you mentioned aren't sold where i live
>>7741017
how are you tonight ^^
I'm really starting to notice definite changes to my face!!
ahhh I'm so happy! and I just love love love having long hair ughh so sad I haven't had it my whole life!
>>7741036
how many months anon :3
how much would it cost to hire someone to kill me
I can't take this anymore, everything feels hopeless
>>7740983
i don't plan on asking them until i start presenting, though my mom has avoided using my boy name when talking to me since I came out to her
someone give me makeup and clothes pls
>>7741041
same as you nimster :]
like its not enough for others to notice (I think) but its a pretty clear difference to me
very exciting!!
>>7741022
*deep breath*
Okay! So in the morning I wipe off the night befores junk with ole henriksen grease relief wipes! Then I apply Lancôme bienfait spf 50 and mix it with belif aqua bomb. I shower every day because short blonde fine hair, so I alternate between the origins exfoliant I said above and ole henriksen African red tea foaming cleanser. When I get out I apply ole henriksen vitamin c serum. Then I wait 5 minutes for it to absorb and I apply the Sunday Riley tidal cream. And that's my daily regime!
>>7741031
I found the issue was that when you accept who you are it becomes a trigger for dysphoria to be misgendered.
Being called a man always felt weird to me, but it felt revolting after I came out. There is an awkward phase between coming out and passing for a lot of people. I hate it lol :3
What I found helped was to tell the people close to me something like, you don't have to call me a woman, just don't call me a man. Just use gender neutral pronouns.
>edie held a makeup seminar yesterday
>ash is holding a skincare seminar today
>>7741047
im 3 months and i think i can (slightly) see a difference
>>7741053
/mtfg/ can be a positive force!
>>7741057
hugg
>>7741057
brazil
>>7741053
this is gonna be useful when I'm in my 30s so I can have nice baby skin like ash
I'm tempted to go on a road trip alone so I can spend hours and hours singing and talking to myself in the car. It's done wonders for my voice so far.
>>7740983
I barely feel comfortable asking online people or my therapist to use female pronouns yet.
why do cis girls get to be cis they don't deserve it
>>7741057
yes very much so :(
just poking me leaves a red mark
im not good
>>7741068
poke
>>7741066
especially the fat ones
>>7741071
yes you are
hugg
what's wrong anon
>>7741066
People everywhere get things they don't deserve, and there's no state to take it away from them and give it to those who do. We need a wholesale redistribution of wealth and privilege to the deserving! Socialist revolution when?
>>7741074
ahhh no now i have a red dot D:
>>7741054
its like paler/lighter, kinda hard to totally describe
I also didn't realize how much acne I still had until it started going away!
my body hair is like disappearing and not growing back, it looks a bit like I'm dying desu
and my hair goes down past my shoulders now and its so nice~
>>7741077
>state
reeeeeee
>>7741078
red emi
>>7741077
Nice troll post, you really encapsulate the insufferable nature of left wing idiots.
Well meme'd
>>7741012
Technically any GP can prescribe you HRT if you're self-medding but extremely few actually will.
>>7741083
"If we all believe really hard, a state won't manifest itself after we've established communism!"
>>7741051
I <3 u
thank you
Thank u thank u thank u
>>7741068
Okay thanks good to know! We'll definitely stay away from abrasive scubs! My recommendation if the first aid beauty line! They were made just for sensitive skin and redness! My favorites are ultra repair hydrating serum, skin rescue deep cleanser, and ultra repair face moisturizer! When I was on accutane it's all I use do because my skin was so chapped and anything made it raw.
>>7741083
>>>/leftypol/
Chameleons
Chameleons we must be
In a world forever changing
For the sequel to tranquility
Is impending rearranging
The news of sudden tragedy
A husband leaves his wife
Before night stars can twinkle
Chaos rules your life
Maybe life has lost its luster
Stagnation’s dulled the sheen
The mind’s become too idle
Wreaking damage unforeseen
Hence the chameleon emerges
Commencing transformation
Altering its persona
To command the situation
Like the chameleon in nature
We employ our disguise
Our mechanism of defense
‘Til a plan we can devise
>>7741096
Ily too! And you're very welcome! Glad I could help!<3
Also it's expensive but I figure cheaper than getting Botox later on which can be quite pricey!
>>7741059
Oi gata!
>>7741083
People won't do it themselves. Governments are necessary with as many people as we have.
>>7741088
>implying i'm not serious
ZA RODINA
>>7741069
Don't think either of them do :(
The sephora we have here doesn't seem to sell a lot of skin care stuff.
>>7741052
>when you accept who you are it becomes a trigger for dysphoria to be misgendered.
yeah, iktf.
I came out to my current set of roommates before moving in with them, but then when I did move in one of them kept gendering me male and calling me bro and stuff like that, and every time it happened I wanted to die.
It hasn't been as much of an issue recently, but if it does come up again then I think I'll say something to the effect of "you don't have to call me a woman, just don't call me a man".
I used to be terrified of calling to ask about tranny stuff over the phone, but I'm over that now, so maybe asking irl people to not gender me male will be the same way.
>>7741101
Well yeah, I'll probably have to get botox and fillers anyhow. Lol
>>7741112
Hmm well Amazon carries a lot of good stuff, do you have access to that delivery wise?
>>7741105
>Not understanding ironic meme posting
Stop the cultural appropriation... Stalinism is not Communism.
>>7741116
Hey I'm sure I will too, atleast we have the hrt working for us since cis women produce less and less collagen and estrogen as they age and we get it all the time! :3
tfw transbean
H E L L
>>7741122
gosh i hate that you are so nice ash
i want to hate you out of envy
i just cant do it
you only make me hate myself more
its not you though its me
you are lovely
>>7741124
iktf
>>7741124
its ok
im gay too
>>7741103
woah
brazilian as well, i'd assume?
>>7741124
tfw bisexual weirdo
>>7741113
I'll always call you a girl on mtfg :3
I get a lot of dudebro shit from my mates... Some are like "oh sorry bro, I know you don't like being called man anymore dude" but I get over it, they can't understand it because they haven't lived with it.
My housemate misgenders me all the time when I am in girlmode. So I just start calling him a girl and stuff. Then it gets all playful. That takes the sting out of it.
>>7741117
yup, shipping might be a little expensive, but it's an option!
>>7741124
What? I thought you liked boys.
>>7741119
I don't have enough privilege to culturally appropriate anything. Only white cishets can do that.
>>7741124
Beans have very pretty and intricate flowers. Among my favorites! I tried to doodle one on a notebook I had once, but it just looked like I had drawn a vagina so I had to scratch it out.
>>7741128
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aQQCDW8vI_I
I used to listen exclusively to Metallica as a teen, One was one of my favorite songs. This is a great version, these two are fantastic. Also welcome to hell, what section do you sit in?
>>7741129
Aww anon it's okay, just keep your chin up and no hating yourself! It's not easy to stay positive but the more you train yourself to be the more it becomes second nature. <3
>>7741105
communalism is the answer
Google bookchin
>>7741098
awesome! thank you so much!
do you know of anything to help with ingrown hair scars? ive got spots in random places and they're not exactly attractive D:
>>7741142
Well that's good! Let me check it out and see what I can recommend!
>>7741140
As another biscum tranny could you settle a bet for me? Who make the better long term partners, cis men or cis women?
>>7741152
elanna i think i might be bi but i want to be a pure transbian what do I do
>>7741083
And how do you plan to keep people from being allowed private property without a state apparatus?
>>7741082
oh yeah i totally know what you mean about my face being light
id love to see some facial changes besides skin!
>>7741147
Stay stupid nigger. This is why whites rule and mudbloods drool.
>>7741161
lose to cock
>>7741161
dont have sex because its wrong
ok so I know this is kinda gross looking but its just really weird and I need to tell someone
I haven't shaved my legs because I really didn't want to have to explain it to people and I really like being in the closet as of right now
but this is my right shin/calf from two different angles...like all the hair has just disappeared from half my leg
and the other half looks like what it did pre-hrt (very hairy and gross). both of my legs are like this
its really quite remarkable, but it kinda looks like im dying too
there are similar things on my arm, but not nearly as dramatic
>>7741164
google bookchin
>>7741046
man that's a real no-win
>lol god isn't real
>NECKBEARD SHITLORD RAPIST
>okay god is real let's do what he says *becomes tradcath*
>NAZI MURDERER FUCK
you literally cannot fuckin win here
>>7741152
hugg
oh no we made contact
that's lewd
>>7741156
Ah yes I've gotten those before shaving bikini area, they are not fun! I use tea tree oil since it's a natural antibacterial and will fight any inside the ingrown hair to clear it up! As for marks you might have to ask a dermatologist because I still have mine >_< it's on my to do list..eventually! LOL
>>7741174
you can be an atheist without being insufferable and you can be a Christian without trying to enforce your beliefs on others
>>7741157
alright, thank you!
>>7741165
yeah same!
I've seen some where it looks like the facial fat almost recontours the jaw
I'm not too optimistic but it'll be fun to see!
is this trutrans
>>7741161
Be honest with yourself
>>7741188
yes
>>7741183
awww well thanks anyway!
exfoliating in the shower has helped lighten them up but they haven't gone away completely x-x
>>7741184
yeah but that boils down to "don't talk about ideology if it's not red" and fugg that
>>7741166
Who said anything about being a nigger? I'm here, so it's obvious I'm a tranny. That knocks me right out of the cishet club and my privilege is in the dirt. You must be some sort of white cishet chaser, because your worldview could only be held by someone with tremendous privilege.
>>7741189
what if part of you says "no"
>>7741187
yeah i hope so but im worried it'll make my face look even longer lmao
>>7741200
that part of you doesn't want you to be happy
>>7741195
why would you even want to talk about non-red ideologies
>>7741197
You talk like a nigger. So I'm gunna call you a nigger.
How dare you assume that nigger is merely a slur based purely on ethnicity.
Check your privilege tranny scum!
>>7741141
>I'll always call you a girl on mtfg :3
c:
>but I get over it, they can't understand it because they haven't lived with it.
yeah, I try to cut people a good deal of slack, especially since I don't actually pass yet, but sometimes it still hurts. :\
>So I just start calling him a girl and stuff. Then it gets all playful. That takes the sting out of it.
aww, that's nice.
I've thought about doing that before, where if someone I know misgenders me then I could just misgender them back, but I'd be worried about that coming off as spiteful or passive aggressive or whatever.
Although I guess that would also depend on the tone in which I say it.
>>7741186
Neutrogena hydroboost is a gel based moisturizer so I think that would work for you! My
>tfw no controlling gf
>>7741205
this is fantastic thank you anon
>>7741171
Shave your legs and don't bother explaining. Plenty of dudes do it. If somehow someone asks, just say that you prefer your legs that way and then it's over. It's what I do and I'm a man as far as anybody knows.
>>7741207
Assume? That's how it's defined. You're triggering me so hard right now, my ancestral memories are coming up. I wish you tripped so I could block you... I'd go take a bath to relax but my only towels are cotton and that's triggering, too.
http://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/us_589f366fe4b094a129eb752b
>>7741222
please stop reading huffington post carol
>>7741194
I use this really yummy body wash by Peter Thomas Roth! It's called strawberry scrub and it smells sooo good~
>>7741205
boredom with the "jesus was the real hero all the time aspect" and the whole "what if we got a really big brain to do everything" bit
it's like singulatarianism without computers
>>7741223
It's a relevant article though.
I was out today and saw a dumpy little manlet with a beautiful redhead girl
I then wondered what was wrong with me. Why am I unable to find such happiness. Why am I unable to find anyone who could possibly love me. Why am I such a loser.
He better have had a huge dick or lots of money.
I wish I wasn't disgusting
>>7741211
Wooo, think I can get that one from drugstores here! Thank you, Ash!
>>7741230
hugg
>>7741230
You aren't disgusting.
>>7741210
I guess I have always been a bit fem/campy so it comes off as playful. It took a little time to get to that point especially as I was often grumpy due to T. So HRT has helped my mood heaps thus people don't assume I'm being a bitch. He knows I'm being cheeky. Though to be fair he does try to stir me to get a reaction a lot of the time ;)
Have you been on the moans long? :3
It's good that you can let it go... I just hate the feeling you get though. It's awkward and made worse by the fact is hard to explain it to people :(
>>7741230
same
>>7741224
I'm shaving obsessively because I can't tolerate feeling stubble on my face anymore. Any tips on making sure it doesn't ruin my face forever?
>>7741228
In order for someone to love you, you must first love yourself~
Or at least seem like it. If you hate yourself all the time, people will pick up on it and then they'll fail to develop attraction to you.
>>7741224
i just regular old aveeno moisturizing body wash
i should get something that makes me smell yummy ^^
>>7741231
My pleasure! And as for exfoliation, the pore refining cleanser was a favorite of mine as a teenager when my acne was bad but I couldn't handle stuff like st Ives!
>>7741230
Same.
Is really no one concerned about the US rolling back trans rights? This is MTFG, correct?
I'm demoralized
>>7741202
but what if they're right
>>7741239
I guess thats true. I do hate myself. A lot.
I dont see that changing anytime soon.
>>7741247
remember you're a nim
and you are the one who chooses
be nimmy, not saddy.
>>7741219
Goooooood goooooood submit to the anger, emote like a man. Get angry and manplain things to me. Please daddy.
>>7741244
IIRC it's all talk and no action so far
>>7741244
*sigh* gotta put those filters back on I guess
it hasn't even been 24 hours carol baka
>>7741252
Yeah but still
I mean isn't even talk kinda worrying?
>>7741244
we know
>>7741252
http://www.lgbtqnation.com/2017/02/day-one-jeff-sessions-doj-withdraws-appeal-anti-transgender-ruling/
>>7741239
Actually shaving does exfoliate your face! But if you're experiencing redness or dryness yes I can definitely help you out! Also spf is a must! Reguardless of skin color or age it is the best way to protect your skin and sleep it healthy! :ad
>>7741240
YESSSS NIM! you deserve to smell like a qt strawberry! And it has brightening products in it so it will help! Also it has almond slithers so it's a very gentle body exfoliant so it won't hurt your sensitive skin! :3
>>7741244
I'm an ausfag, we already have no rights here so I'm not worried about the state of affairs in the US.
everyone here deserves happiness and love
you're all good
even the shitters
do i shave my legs and deal with ingrown hairs soon or painfully and slowly epilate my legs to get ingrown hairs later?
>>7741263
thanks
t. shitter
>>7741263
I'm pretty sure that the shitters are just bored trips farming (you)s
>>7741263
This is what people say when they're drunk.
Are you drunk, Olive?
>>7741244
I'm French. The idea that someone could legislate over "bathroom rights" one way or the other is alien to me. That cops wouldn't feel insulted and protest in the streets if asked to enforce such nonsense, absurd. Guys will keep pissing on church walls anyway. Quicker than finding public toilets.
>>7741259
they should just get rid of title IX desu
robbed me out of a chance to play team volleyball in high school
>>7741270
>I'm French
Yep that explains it.
>>7740825
post a pic of all your skincare stuff!
>>7741263
who here are the shitters?
>>7741274
Meep! Okay give me a minute to put it together ^_^'
>>7741259
That's just texas though
Texas has always been really lgbt unfriendly
>>7741265
Epilator much better
>>7741244
I'm super concerned. Thank fuck I live in New York, stronghold of liberalism. I'm dying for anybody who's in a red state these days.
>>7741248
That's not a productive attitude, but it's not easy to just change shit like that. Takes time, desire, effort. Probably some therapy. It's a tough road, but I wish you luck, anon. And even then, don't give up hope. Plenty of self-hating people find relationships.
>>7741251
How am I emoting like a man? You're just being a bully now.
>>7741261
Dryness is the biggest problem. I'm using a shea lotion that doesn't have the clout to handle this cold, dry, windy climate. Even with daily use, my hands end up cracked and my face ends up dry and irritated, though it's a little better lately since I got a better razor.
>>7741265
let it disappear on its own
its what the cool girls do
>>7741286
how do I do that
hugg honeybee
>>7741265
as someone who just finished epilating, please go for it. I don't want to be the only one suffering through that shit
listening to Jimmy Eat World - The Middle on repeat tbqh
>>7741265
Epilate and exfoliate regularly! I didn't get a single ingrown hair after I epilated and started exfoliating, and I tend to get them even when I don't shave or epilate.
>>7741289
buzz lauren
>>7741237
hmm, yeah. Maybe if I try to say it in a playful way then it would come off as cheeky and not bitchy.
I dunno though.
>Have you been on the moans long? :3
Depends on if you consider 10 months of E to be long.
>I just hate the feeling you get though. It's awkward and made worse by the fact is hard to explain it to people :(
yeah :c
>>7741288
idk just like do nothing for a while except take HRT until it starts falling out and not growing back
>>7741292
how do we save the bees
>>7741292
i exfoliate every day :((
>>7741290
lol
it isn't that bad
>>7741298
By banning the shitty pesticides which kill them
>>7741297
except that doesn't happen
>>7741292
did you also moisturize? having a hard time avoiding ingrowns
what's the point of epilating
should i tweezer all my face hairs and compromise my future laser sessions or deal with having a shadow 24/7
>>7741298
We don't. Just replace them by microdrones for pollination. Use artificial honey flavouring for those who like that stuff.
>>7741284
Look at how you assume to tell people what to do... Clearly male socialized.
Pro tip:
Women listen
Men explain
>>7741306
Smooth skin.
>>7741303
it literally is to me, idk what to say
>>7741261
ill look into it
gosh this stuff sure is expensive!
>>7741302
Enjoy your ruined crops, bed bugs and disease carrying mosquitoes.
>>7741308
When is your next laser session? If it's more than two months away it's probably fine to tweeze.
>>7741301
I heard victoria has rle
>>7741290
I'm actually due to epilate again, I've got shit sprouting up on my legs again. Might do my arms this time, too. I'll soon join you in agony!
>>7741298
Stop using neonics what the fuck is wrong with this country
Otherwise they're alright, though there's some fungus going around that is a little troublesome.
>>7741299
Oh no! It may just be your fate, but I'm far from being an expert.
>>7741304
Yep, immediately after and every day for a week or so, then whenever I got to it.
>>7741311
Men are from arse, women are from anus, amirite? Fuck stereotypes.
>>7741309
don't listen to cfh she's an ai from the spherecuck nwo
>>7741308
you gotta use a bladed razor if you're not, electric doesn't get nearly as close
you'd probably be surprised at the difference
>>7741315
It's worth it though! :3
And here is most of my skin/body stuff~
>>7741326
i use disposables :(
>>7741311
>falling for gender stereotypes
baka
>>7741301
>lumping me in with that cretin
we aren't friends anymore
>>7741314
okay sorry
like hrt has thinned my body hair a lot but I still have hair just less of it
>>7741309
>>7741316
>microdrones
We already have them, they're called bees. There are lots of alternatives to neonics out there. This is one specific class that's fucking up bee populations.
>>7741332
hi daddy~
>>7741328
oh gosh i don't even know what half that stuff is for
im out of my depth lol
>>7741333
ohh
yeah same
its not 100% gone, I didn't word it very well :(
i feel like they make more skin stuff then you really need to get you to buy stuff
>>7741322
haven't done the arms yet, last time i tried shaving them didn't go too well. do you get ingrowns there as well?
>>7741335
hey ba-bee girl
>>7741335
To be honest, I'm all for replacing neonicotinoids with DDT. A lot cheaper, much more effective, pretty safe for humans.
>>7741334
What do you mean by settle down?
And I take cypro. I haven't tried any other AAs.
>>7741284
Gah yeah it's by dry and cold here too! But probably no where as near as bad as over there! And try first aid ultra repair cream, my dad had the worst dry skin and it's worked very well for him!
>>7741342
you get your opinions from reddit it seems
>>7741328
what is that weird pink thingy? the one that looks like those tiny fans
>>7741306
>pic
>>7741321
I don't know what that is
>>7741332
oh yeah I forgot, you've actually at least touched a girl. still shitlord chaser cisscum :^)
>>7741334
I've never been to Launceston, I hear it's nice. I've been thinking of moving to badelaide, melbourne's fun but can be pretty pretentious.
I dont wanna sleep.
How is everybody doing tonight?
Have a music:
https://youtu.be/X7FR-3_Gibs
>>7741344
where do you get these bizarre opinions
>>7741336
Until I was 19 I only used sunscreen, acne cream, and face wash. Then I learned that how you treat your skin in your 20s is how it will pave the way for your 30s and 40s!
>>7741342
>I go outside and socialize with people
that is very trutrans baka
Someone love me please.
>>7741348
Oh it's a Claisonic Mia! I use it if I'm having a really oily skin day and it helps with my nose blackheads!
>>7741356
oh yeah i guess i should probably learn too
there's a lot of stuff about being a girl that i have to learn haha
>>7741359
*love*
>>7741341
I shaved my arms once and got a swarm of ingrowns over the course of two weeks because I used a shitty razor and didn't take care of them. I'm glad it's winter and I can get away with long sleeves everywhere >.<
I'll do better with them this time around, I hope.
>>7741344
*giggle*
>>7741346
This winter's been weird. Plenty of days in the 10-20F range with high winds, so cold my house's shitty old radiators can't keep up and temperatures inside dip into the 50s unless I crank up a space heater. I'll have a look out for that or similar, though. And maybe some mighty lip balm... I use Burt's Bees (of course) and it's just not enough to save my DSLs from the wind.
>>7741356
there is hope, I'm at the exact age as well! btw, is the skincareaddiction subreddit decent?
hey girls :-)
anyone here looking for a boyfriend?
you don't have to be ashamed of who you are around me
in fact, I find your penis veerrrrrrrry sexy ;-)
>>7741370
only if you tell me I'm a good girl while I'm choking on it
>>7741345
Well a lot of tgirls have mood problems (if you haven't noticed) some of that has to do with the affects of T. Sometimes it is just because they have mental illness... But often it can just be the T. So AAs and cross sex HRT can really help you to stop being grumpy. When that happens people stop expecting you to be grumpy and so will see the stuff you say as banter and fun as opposed to being agro or whatever .
Yeah cool cypro is the bomb. What sort of E do you take? I had to swap from oral because liver lol but I am too much of a sook for injections and the patches sucked so I do sublingual now :3
>>7741349
Don't do it that place is turning into a post apocalyptic hellscape. I'd say move here but it depends on what you do for a crust... There are jobs but not all the jobs you could imagine like a real City.
It's a friggin beautiful place though. I am not from here originally, but one I moved here for uni I couldn't leave... Especially with all the cherry blossoms coming into flower ^_^ the place can be so gorgeous.
WA is a shit. I have it from the inside that the bubble popped and we're just not ready to admit it yet.
Sydney is some kind of Judge Dreedian dystopia.
I hear Brissy is nice... But fuck that weather lol!
it only got to 39.6C which is 106F but the apparent temperature (what you feel) is 42.5C or 108.5F
I hate working out because I have to put my hair up and show my man face
>>7741377
Sheeeeeeen <3
Not trying to rub it in but it's 17° here right now lol
>>7741378
get ffs and srs and a boyfriend
>>7741380
I know! also I saw that some parts of Tassie is going to get snow today
>tfw not Tasmanian
I would give anything to move to your country
>>7741367
saaaaame, hopefully hrt will help a bit with that, having really itchy arms full of ingrowns wasn't a fun experience
>>7741375
being called a good girl is your reward for not pulling away until I was ready to let you breathe gain
>>7741381
can you just go in there and get samples without buying anything? i guess i have plans for tomorrow lol
>>7741394
Yup haha! Just grab a cast member and make sure you have the stuff in hand so they can take it back and get it all scooped out for you!
>>7741396
hey do the same thing at sephora and call their employees "cast" members haha?
id be petrified going in a place like that honestly
>>7741381
It was 40 the other day here. It was balmy, I didn't trust it. I knew that it just meant we'd have a lot of snow when the next cold front rolled in, and indeed that is what we're getting. My big lips get terribly chapped in the winters. Maybe I should just start wrapping a scarf around my face to hold the wind off...
>>7741385
God, I hope so. Otherwise I'll be one of those people in long sleeves in the summer because I don't like my hairy arms but don't want to show everybody arms covered in red sores.
>>7741401
i use their lip balm, it's awesome!
>>7741384
Wow! That's crazy... Probably up in the Highlands. They get weird weather up there.
As someone who dislikes sweat, I really love the cold :3 this summer has been the coldest recorded in a long time. We broke 30° once this season. It started late and looks like it's finished early. The winters have been getting more crazy too, and our spring/autumn have been getting wetter too :) thank God I live in a swamp that is prone to flooding xD
HRU today anwyas bub?
>I would give anything to move to your country
Maybe one day I'll start a tranny commune and we can all live there together ;)
okay i have little black spots on the edges of my lips, is there anything out there to help with that? :(
>>7741407
those are blackheads, squeeze them
>>7741386
>tfw Birdy will never accidentally choke you to death with his big cock
>tfw usually don't buy funko pop figures but really want one of the new ones coming soon
hmmm
>>7741367
>tfw always wear jeans so I can get away with shaving my legs in boy mode
>>7741368
me on the left
>>7741406
tranny commune when
>>7741408
no they're not :(
>>7741411
I get the same thing. They are
>>7741411
What are they then?
>>7741411
exfoliate your lipline
>>7741376
Oh, ok.
Before hrt, I could definitely feel angry a lot of the time, although I don't know how much people actually noticed, because I tended to just bottle it up instead of actually lashing out.
Hrt made me a lot less angry though, which is nice.
I don't know if this still counts as mood problems, but over the last couple months I felt pretty depressed and lethargic most of the time, but I think I'm getting a little better about that now.
I do injections for E.
It was kinda terrifying the first several times I did it, but I've gotten more used to it now.
>>7741410
I've been eyeing off bush blocks for a while. It just isn't the right time to buy. Especially as I have an investment opportunity that may be on the horizon soon, which could eventually help me make enough money to buy something more awesome, like an actual farm.
But who knows...
Where abouts are you from? :3
>>7741386
birdy pls there are ladies around
this one in particular is getting tingly with all this dommy lewdposting
>>7741410
Jeans are the bomb. I can get away with lady jeans, too, as I lean into a more androgynous style. I need to get more pairs.
>>7741408
>>7741411
I get lumps at the corners of my lips sometimes. Squeezing gets rid of them and extrudes some gunk. They don't even always look black, but they're blackheads. Give 'em a squeeze!
Ily
>>7741425
i-i wish i believed that!
>>7741400
Haha yes they do! But many of them are just seasonal workers, the full-time workers usually wear dresses.
>>7741404
ikr? I have the peppermint and strawberry atm
>>7741424
what kind of lady jeans do you use? just normal skinny ones? the ones I've tried make my lower half look girly af
>>7741428
i guess I should get a fulltime job there then
it'd be a good excuse to mom as to why i have a dress :)
>>7741424
Same here, sometimes I get black heads around my lips. I think for me it's from maybe too much chapstick? But yeah I need to pick up some burts chapstick next time I'm out.
>>7741427
I'm nim's popcorn slut~
>>7741432
Yes haha! "Mom, i'm a professional, don't cramp my style!"
>>7741406
I still want to buy a 10k block of land in gormanston to build my crazy cat lady hovel on it.
I love the cold too you can get warm easy but cooling down on a hot day is hard
I'm okay, coles had some frozen tassal fillets on sale and thats what I had for lunch with 250g of brocolli
but yes, I am okay rn
>>7741437
im warming up the oil~
>>7741439
its foolproof! ^^
>>7741423
>Where abouts are you from? :3
Atlanta, GA
I think I'm pretty far from you haha
>>7741424
I wore a pair of girl jeans out a few weeks ago and it was some of the worst anxiety I've ever felt. Hopefully I can get more comfortable with this stuff :/
>>7741448
pinch the blackheads really hard until you start to tear up
>>7741438
Hi <3
>>7741447
tfw no nim poppin' you rn
>>7741450
this sounds like really really awful advice
Tamara says I'm a popular trip but I still get "literally who"'d by people after 5 months so idk
>>7741450
they're not blackheads they're skin! i swear!
>>7741457
You're semi-popular.
>>7741457
who are you?
>>7741451
tfw not salting chara right now
>>7741404
>>7741429
I went with honey (of course). I like it more than any mentholated variety, which can sometimes make me tear up when I apply them -- my eyes are very sensitive.
>>7741431
Whatever I've hurriedly been grabbing off the rack at the thrift store right now. I think I'll put part of my next check into a new pair or two selected to my liking; most are too short for my long giantess legs and I end up with a few inches of exposed sock. It'd be better if I had some tall boots... I'm so jealous of all the women I see with calf or knee length boots, which look so wonderful and don't get made in size 14 clown shoe. I'd probably get questions if I wore boots like that, too.
>>7741449
I got psyched out the whole time for the first few days, too. I tamped it down with thoughts of "if anybody asks just say you're queer and like these pants, none of which is lies." After a few compliments on how great the pants were, I was able to actually be excited on wearing them. To be fair, these are an exceptionally nice pair of screamingly red jeans I'm talking about and I spend all my time on a university campus.
red pill me on Lauren
>>7741439
i promise this is the last question and i will leave you to your wine. what kind of body moisturizer do you recommend? are the neutrogena ones good? combination, leaning to dry i think
bonus points if it smells like a flower shop
>wanting to be a girl
>>7741457
I can remember what you look like if that counts for anything
>>7741466
DO YOU NOT HEAR WHAT IM SAYING WOMAN!?!?
>>7741439
what bodywash and type of sponge do you use?
are charcoal konjac sponges worth it?
>>7741472
use a lighter and burn them off uwu
>>7741472
post pic
>>7741457
literally who more like literally cute
am i right
maeve
>>7741464
i got the original one and it tastes pretty good!
i love how soothing it is :3
MAEVE!
>post voice clip on passgen
>"straight up man"
t-thanks
At least I know I've gotta keep working
>>7741464
>I spend all my time on a university campus
same
I calmed myself down a little by thinking "look if me wearing these jeans is the weirdest thing someone on this campus sees today then they've had a pretty boring day"
Maybe I just need a better pair, idk how well bootcut jeans pair with tennis shoes ( i know nothing about fashion desu)
lauren
>>7741467
Yes! The good thing is the body is typically less pourous than the face, so you can get away with more! And as for body lotion Neutrogena works great! I don't know if they have any good smellin ones though. I personally love Hemp body lotion! This one is my fave! http://www.ulta.com/pomegranate-herbal-body-moisturizer?productId=xlsImpprod3070169
>>7741482
huggi wuggi
>actually bother styling your hair
>"Hey did you get a haircut?"
Maeve
>>7741466
>squeezing skin heads
Is that like punching Nazis? Where do I sign up?
>>7741468
I don't want to be a girl. I want to be a woman. I'm 25.
>>7741478
It's good shit. I just need something more powerful to rescue my lips from the brutalities of northeastern winters.
>>7741481
Shoes are a big thing, yeah. I wear clunky hiking boots everywhere. I'm thinking of getting something else that looks about the same whether it's men's or women's, but then I have to figure out what those would be. Maybe some Chuck Taylors or something, they come in fun colors to draw even more attention to my giant feet. What the fuck can I even wear on my feet?
>>7741473
I just use a blossom type body loofah! And Nivea makes good body washes! I haven't used that kind of sponge, but I have heard they are becoming quite popular.
>>7741492
when do you cross over from girl to woman
>>7741485
Thank you! Love having shiny and healthy-looking legs, but the last moisturizer I bought smelled surprisingly bad
>>7741488
tfw no styled hair
Red pill me on what happened to Kit
>>7741138
eu acho que falo em português, mas não.
Lol. :p
>>7741494
when your balls drop
>>7741419
>Hrt made me a lot less angry though, which is nice.
That is nice, I can say that it has been the same for me. Though I was far more extroverted with my emotions... I have actually gotten a lot of praise from people, including my boss, for my focus on attitude and mood.
>over the last couple months I felt pretty depressed and lethargic most of the time
I am no doctor, but I have found that this has happened to me as I have upped my E dose. That is just my experience. But would that fit in with yours as well?
Yeah, who knows, I have also heard that split dose sublingual is the best way to go because of spikes or something, but that could all be memes :P
>>7741442
Haha, cat lady's are the best :) All the cat hair tumble weeds rolling down the hallway.
Yeah tassal produce some nice stuff, I was once down on the Tasman Peninsula doing some work at Port Arthur, I went to stay with one of the people there, and their house was up on this hill that overlooked the bay. There were all the salmon farms and stuff. Can't get more clean living farm fish than that... crystal clear waters, no boats allowed anywhere near there.
Glad to hear you are ok bub, stay strong... that heat sounds nasty :(
>>7741449
lol come visit and become an illegal, Tassie is pretty cool with illegals, in fact it is a pretty chill place. People actually WANT to assimilate, its so weird. I met this guy from Africa, he speaks like an Aussie.
>Yeah, so I was smashing tinnys with the boys and fuck me dead if me sheila didn't come over and start cutten sick at me. Fuck me, the bitch was wild! Turns out I deleted her shows from the telly. Who the fuck bothers recording Home N Away though right?
>Wow, you have really taken to the whole Aussie culture haven't you? How long you been in Tassie for mate?
>12 months give or take, fucking love this place!
Lol, where as there were 3rd generation Aussie lebs in sydney who barely spoke english.
>>7741495
Of course! And the Hempz line has lots of different flavors so if that one doesn't fit you there are plenty others! :D
>>7741500
people aren't illegal
Didn't part my hair or even brush it with my fingers after a shower and it actually looks good. What is this witchery
>>7741493
okey okey
I just hate my man body skin and want some better skin
>>7741497
Don't speak ill of the dead
how do i deal with the look of disgust my mom will give me when she sees my smooth shaved legs
>>7741494
Generally when you're 18
>>7741502
lol you duffer. You know what I mean, "staying in the country outside of your pre-agreed visa conditions," which in this country is technically illegal, though like everywhere it happens all the time.
>>7741505
Everything in good time anon! :) you will get there!
>>7741502
they are when they break the law and enter a nation illegally
>>7741507
Smile at her and say that boys prefer your legs when they're smooth
>>7741514
i haven't swam in years tho
>>7741507
Just smile at her and let her know it makes you happy, if she loves you she will eventually learn to accept you and want what makes you feel good.
>>7741493
>I just use a blossom type body loofah!
can you put a camera in your shower and show us the technique you use
>>7741507
Just tell her all the cool kids do it and she wouldn't get it because she is old.
Works every time.
>>7741507
she probably won't care, having smooth legs is undeniably good
the elann plann
>>7741516
girls do too
mmmh velvety smooth legs
>>7741492
yeah I need a pair of shoes that work. I've got some knock-off brand shoe that is probably more unisex but my outfits are terrible, it's just all sports-based t-shirts and I've never had a true male or female wardrobe. Trying to learn this stuff is gonna be tricky
>>7741522
my mom will certainly care lmao
>>7741525
glubb glubb 'n' rubb
>>7741530
owo
>>7741531
i mean you should know
>>7741531
yea i know
i'm gay
gay and proud
>>7741531
to lewd elann
>>7741544
i may have gotten some bad intel but i was under the impression that elanna was not for lewd????????
>>7741517
Say you want to start again! Or maybe that you lost a bet on the Super Bowl while out drinking beers and whiskeys like a Real Manly Man.
>>7741528
Tops are another tough spot for me. For now I'm just wearing flannels and sweaters because it's winter, but it's hard to go too femme with those until I get hormones going and can fill them out. Summer will be tough, too... I usually wear loose and shapeless T-shirts and will want to, like, femme it up. But what is there to do on that front? I'm still figuring it out.
>>7741544
I'm going to lewd myself when I get home from work tbqh
>>7741541
Me 2
Also, hot image
>>7741540
I mean if you did you wouldn't have to worry about coming out to her
>>7741539
I don't tho
>>7741529
shit, wasn't ready for that. then just do what i did when i first shaved and wear pants whenever you are around her. totally not weird during summer
>nim is close to losing to cock
>Lauren is indicating that she thinks about losing to cock sometimes
yes yeeessss my plan to make you all straight is working
>>7741550
You're losing me to vag...
>>7741547
>tfw you kill you accidentally kill your mom by telling her your trans and then accidentally kill everyone at the funeral by reading her eulogy in full makeup and a fab dress
>>7741541
>tfw no one to tie you up
>>7741551
And perhaps me c:
>>7741550
ive already lost
>>7741550
WHAT INDICATIONS ARE THERE THAT IM LOSING TO COCK ANON
Has anyone had FFS?
How much did it cost and who did you see?
Do you like the results?
>>7741547
Yep. I have folders of images such as this.
For hidden purposes
.>>7741553
It's ok, you'll find someone~
>>7741550
Please provide me with dick
i only like girls and femboys
like i don't really care about genitals just femininity mostly but I also like masculine women
is there a tumblr label for that
>>7741551
nope you are just a cis female tranny chaser now
you wouldnt know what to do with another womans vagina if you sat on it
>>7741549
i have jammies most of the time but there have been a couple times when i just walk around in my boxers uwu
>>7741553
iktf
I'm on the fence about dating. Maybe I should try to find some super queer person who will be affirming and positive as I go through all this trans shit.
>>7741500
>I am no doctor, but I have found that this has happened to me as I have upped my E dose. That is just my experience. But would that fit in with yours as well?
I've never actually changed my E dose, so I can't speak from personal experience, but that's interesting.
I assumed it would be the other way - where a lower E dose makes one more depressed.
I guess I'd have to look into this.
>Yeah, who knows, I have also heard that split dose sublingual is the best way to go because of spikes or something, but that could all be memes :P
Yeah, I've only ever taken E by injection, but I'm open to trying oral or sublingual E. So maybe one of those would improve my mood.
Also, I've heard that cypro can cause or worsen depression in some people, so I kinda wanna try lowering my dose of cypro. I'm on 25mg/day atm.
>>7741568
im super queer
reply to me please
>>7741569
ive had mood swings when i feel really sad but im not sure if it's the cypro or the estrogen
im more inclined to believe it's the estrogen because it not my default mood
>>7741570
where do you live and how many gp to be my gf
>>7741571
>Sometimes I'm curious about vagina though
prove it
lick one
>>7741575
new york
free
>>7741571
Haaahah haaaaaaaaa sufferrrr
>>7741551
I thought you were losing to feminine benis.
>>7741573
huggie wuggie
>>7741564
femme attracted bisexual? idk
don't remind me of my loneliness, Cortana
also I'm going to see if the CN Store has anything I can blow my money on to distract me tomorrow
>>7741553
same ;-;
>>7741573
hugg
>>7741568
yeah it sucks being in that weird area between everything
I put that I'm a bi guy on my okc profile but I'm only really getting messages and stuff from gay guys and I'd feel bad potentially going into a relationship with them
wait is losing to cock different from losing to feminine benis
>tfw you technically haven't lost to anything because you're too gross for anyone to want to do anything with you
haha you're not as pure as me :^)
>>7741586
FEMININE BENIS
>>7741587
Kinsey 4 or 5
>>7741586
>Ew no
see
not a lesb
you just like penis
not only feminine penis but especially regular penis
>>7741593
ok thanks elanna
>>7741569
>I've heard that cypro can cause or worsen depression in some people
Yeah I have heard that too actually, though I had forgotten until you mentioned it. Just gotta remember that cypro is something that needs to be reduced slowly. Maybe try knocking down to 37.5mg first and seeing how that goes.
>I assumed it would be the other way - where a lower E dose makes one more depressed.
I am not sure, either I can only go off my experience, I have no reason to believe it is even real lol
>>7741594
So I'm not actually that gay?
>>7741601
ok i lost to cock then
>>7741578
Probably downstate, though. Are you any good with knots?
>>7741588
I put just Genderqueer but have all my old bearded pics on there and listed myself in searches for men because that's where I'm at right now but I know that's a lie because I'm a woman but not presenting as one so i can't list myself as a woman and get a bunch of straight dudes looking at the profile and being like "ur a dude bro man don't lie"
So I dunno what to do on dating apps. Got drinks with a nice lady the other week but was out of it the whole time, having a fierce internal conflict over how she was interacting me and showing interest under the assumption I'm a dude and I couldn't stand that. Torpedoed plans for a future date and got drunk alone that night. This shit's hard.
wtf i got kinsey 1
this test is a hoax
>>7741602
no you are totes gay when it comes to makkin on your girl(boy(girl))friend
>>7741607
i know how to tie my shoes
>>7741608
link test
>>7741612
Oh
;_;
>>7741618
hugg gaylann
>>7741614
That's a start, but if you're a city girl you can't tie me up, I'm too far from the city for even the longest rope you can get at the store
>>7741608
>>7741616
pls
>>7741574
hmm, I dunno.
My guess is that it's probably the cypro, but if you wanna find out then you could try changing dose of one drug, and if that doesn't do anything then change dose of the other.
>>7741598
Yeah, cypro is a hell of a drug, so you don't wanna take more than is required to keep your T in female range.
>Maybe try knocking down to 37.5mg first
I'm already at 25mg though, so I'd have to go down to 12.5mg.
If my mood doesn't improve at all on 12.5mg, or if my T is too high for me to wanna reduce my dose, then I'll probably just try a different AA tbqh.
>>7741628
http://psymed.info/kinsey-scale-test
>>7741626
I'm upstate. Sorry :(
>Tfw applied for a job
>Really scared about getting it, and being outed.
I'm scared girls :(
>>7741629
i think it's a normal part of puberty though
ill definitely be lower my cypro once my T is nuked though
im at 50mg right now
>>7741630
3 >.>
>>7741631
where upstate?
>>7741636
tell me what to put to get that please ;-;
>>7741630
>http://psymed.info/kinsey-scale-test
I got a 0
nim likes boys
>>7741641
why am i a 1
>>7741630
>bi
>get kinsey 0
hmm
>>7741630
I got 0 even though I answered mostly middle
im happy
>>7741638
b-but... That would defeat the point of taking the test.
>>7741644
>>7741650
p-please ;-;
>>7741637
WNY. Formerly Southern Tier.
u???
>>7741647
happi grace
>>7741647
hooray
nims straight
>have silly crush on faye
>came to thread to flirt with faye
>no faye
wish these bullets fit in my gun desu
>>7741662
what kind of straight
>>7741655
Ithaca
I moved up here for college. Originally I'm from Texas, and lived there my whole life.
>>7741664
I can be faye for you
>>7741665
likes boys
>>7741669
you'll have to be a mommy then
can you handle it
>>7741672
wtf lauren
>>7741647
Ily
>>7741673
how can I be a mommy if I can't give birth
>>7741669
We have never interacted.
Hi :-)
How do I stop feeling empty inside
Today has just been inexplicably awful mentally and I'm worried that I can't fix it and that I'll spiral down to how I used to be
>>7741668
how's Ithaca
I almost got in to Cornell and it seemed like Ithaca was pretty but secluded as all get-out
>>7741674
>>7741674
would you kiss a trann who looked like a girl?
>>7741681
ill make you one uwu
>>7741654
I answered as bi
How to get money from boys to buy myself pajamas??
>>7741686
yes i would
and i might fall in love with one too h-haha
>>7741692
haha
>>7741689
the succ
>>7741678
you do?
>>7741657
>>7741660
:3
which trip would u kissu
>>7741668
>>7741683
Ithaca's nice! Lotta assholes out there, though, suffering from that ivy league attitude -- even at Ithaca College. Almost went to Cornell, myself, but didn't like the atmosphere. Great hiking in the area; had some good dates at Buttermilk Falls. I love the area. 3 hours to NYC, though, if you want anything more than a university town with a good craft beer scene.
>>7741647
the best news the most amazing news
ily
>>7741699
I like beepbeep, I want to kiss her and lay on her chest
>>7741698
All I ever wanted, all I ever needed...
>>7741699
all of them
even the chasers
>>7741699
I wanna kiss Zhe.
>>7741665
nims straight
>>7741681
you can adopt a baby, mimic pregancy via hormones and induce lactation via dramamine and call me up and I'll punch you in the gut so that it'll hurt 95% like if you had a c section.
>>7741699
id kiss eva :3
>>7741697
>the succ
>>7741703
owo
>>7741709
why's her face so red
>>7741699
(you)
there's a couple other ones too
>>7741713
You are so pretty!!
If you were nice to me I would melt
>>7741715
im meeting eva when i go to nyc uwu
>>7741702
>>7741717
sempais hand is so big and warm
>>7741705
+1 upboat
i agree
>>7741722
can we all meet up
>>7741685
scared dog
>>7741698
>trains
>tfw it's a double engine
>>7741723
>>7741727
yeah if you want!
>>7741683
Ithaca is nice, so far, it has been a step up from Texas. I don't get out much, because I don't have a car or any real reason to get out. I can see it being secluded, but my home town was pretty secluded so I guess I'm used to it.
>>7741701
I haven't dealt with assholes that much but I never get out of my dorm so I guess I wouldn't know. I'm at Ithaca College and so far the people have been better than what I've dealt with in Texas.
>>7741721
ty anon ur cute
>>7741741
I am cute but you're cuter
literal prettiest trip
>>7741664
look bby, Faye is getting too much flirts per day, so I'm vetting all aplications for flirting with Faye starting todat.
i'm gonna need you to start tripping and send me a 150 word essay on who you are, age, sexual orientation and experience, and and what are your expectations and what sort of value you can add to Faye's life.
>>7741724
b-but it's a boy hand
>>7741741
can you call me cute real quick
>>7741727
mtfg east coast meetup, when?
>>7741751
gimme advice on my ugly mug merc :3
>>7741709
>>7741724
>tfw huge hands
>>7741724
senpai would need hands like trash can lids to make me feel that way
i just have to embrace that i'll only ever be an amazon, a giantess, if i'm ever going to be a woman
>>7741722
>>7741727
I'm going to NYC next weekend probably because I want to see a Broadway show
>>7741740
The buses in Ithaca were pretty good, I remember. Spent a summer there doing some research. Hm, Ithaca might have a decent queer scene -- I was mostly in Binghamton and the gay bar there closed soon after I came out so I never got to check it out.
>>7741757
i doubt they're as huge as mine lmao
>>7741682
hello anon
do you often get crushes on trips
>>7741692
gay
>>7741710
no way sass I've seen your biceps
a punch in the gut from you would literally kill me
>>7741763
are you scared of my biceps olive
>>7741761
Oh man let's make everything a who has it worse competition
>>7741767
beat me to it
>>7741754
is nyc the new Portland?
>>7741767
height needs to be factored in b/c taller people will simply have bigger hands
>>7741766
what biceps
>>7741634
Yes 50mg is the biggest dose anyone should have :3
Also
>tfw I say I'm bi and get a 3 on the Kinsey
Modestly satisfied
>>7741769
yeah lets do it and then kill ourselves!
>>7741771
what ever happen to the portland gang? didnt they all move inland b/c it was cheaper
>>7741777
i got megagay on the kinsey
oh
>>7741775
i can bench 800 pounds with only one arm
>>7741664
same tho
>>7741746
a-anon, i...
>>7741752
nim you are cute real quick
>>7741763
protip: being a mother even in the 21th century can still get you killed.So like it'll add to the realism.
>>7741781
West coast gangs were hilariously dramatic and ended up for the most part breaking apart
>>7741769
>Oh man let's make everything a who has it worse competition
you know kayla will come here now
>>7741749
lol no
cook more pasta
stream it too
that was cool and made me hungry
>>7741784
ok thanks u 2
>>7741783
800 pounds of the most phallic blood sausage in the world I bet
>>7741787
that is still the most number of trips together from here to date
>>7741756
Lmfao
You're not ugly
Idk what your body is like though
You're way hot though so satorially I think the world is your oyster
I could see you doing a minimalist thing though; like Chelsea boots; skinny black pants(not denim, maybe a wool?) and turtle necks or black blouses
I could also picture you color blocking really well, you have enough melanin that it'd be cute
Also you could probably pale wave really well too, even though I think that trend is starting to fade?
I haven't looked at any of the NYFW shows today or yesterday I'm way behind
>>7741775
Kek
>>7741772
Frisco, its just north of Dallas. One of my friends lives in Dallas so I spend a good amount of time there whenever I go back.
>>7741781
lots of us are still here
>take one drink of beer
>head ringing like crazy
am i going to die
does anyone live in toronto?
I'm going there this summer, I promise I'm a normal tranny
>>7741802
like who?
>>7741791
i looooove cooking for people and feeding them. it makes.me so happy.
i'm going to.permit your flirts.
>>7741804
beep ur so skinny and tiny
>>7741805
>normal
>tranny
>>7741804
cypro lowers alcohol tolerance a lot
donald trump confirmed human
>>7741804
naaaah. eat a pickle or some salty nuts.
get a margarita next
someone smuggle me to the states
will trade my au citizenship for green card
pls
>>7741815
Oh no. It's me! Moved to mobile because I need to epilate.
>>7741782
>Mega-ultra-infinity-gay
What did you out as your sex?
>>7741821
>eat a pickle or some salty nuts.
why not both
>>7741807
Sass approved?
niiiiiiiiiice
>>7741798
Wait what does Nim look like
>>7741827
what do you mean
i put female because im a girl uwu
Someone be my mommy
>>7741834
Not trying to be a cunt, but Nim looks like a man.
>>7741820
>do you wear beanies and have blue hair
no I'm not cnt
...should I meet up with cnt??
>>7741798
ooo i wish some stuff to try on
uh if it's anything to go i have pretty broad shoulders and long legs
>>7741842
not really fair to judge me over a pre-hrt pic
>>7741813
like a normal tranny, idk how else to put it
just a normal tranny
>>7741842
she literally doesn't though
>>7741811
stttooop i weigh the most i ever have rn. i made it to 121lbs. idk if its helped my face but i know my boobs are a little bigger
>>7741814
ah ok. i think im going to take 25mg every two days. i dont wanna kms from the half life
>>7741815
*butt chugs an america on our countries flag*
>>7741820
p awesome desu
>>7741821
are you trying to turn me gay or something
>>7741846
can you list who are the stand out trannys in /mtfg/?
most interesting?
most beautiful?
most dramatic?
most sad?
>>7741853
*headpat*
>>7741815
>More beer
>Takes cypro
WD anon...
>>7741854
haha
What are you doing tonight? How is Guatemala?
gotta consult my globe to see if you are in my timezone
>>7741854
I dunno. One wants to lose weight fast so she's eating 500 calories a day and taking a hormone to increase fat burn. There's no room for amazing chili on that diet.
>>7741863
>latina
rip x(
>>7741871
>wanting to be a pure European
>not being proud of your glorious melanin no matter how diluted it is
I'm disappointed in you Nim
>>7741864
>"Alcohol intake should be limited while taking cyproterone because it may reduce the effectiveness of the medication."
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO TO ME
How do I get myself to stop cutting?
The feeling I get when doing it is ecstasy and watching the blood is mesmerizing.
So what do?
>>7741873
i didn't get told i was latin until i started hrt!
>>7741876
I think it's too low to get proper nutrition on. It's literally 500 calories a day, though.
>>7741874
That was my point you idiot... You shouldn't be drinking or smoking or using any drugs really on HRT...
>>7741855
idk they're all kinda different in their own ways, I don't wanna start listing stuff like that because I'll forget someone and feel bad about it
I pretty much have a positive opinion of most of them, I'm here pretty often so I feel like I somewhat know most of the regulars/semi-regulars
and I won't list saddest/most dramatic of course..
>>7741876
rightly so!
i'm the best :3
>>7741886
do you think it inhibits hip growth even at almost 24 years old
>>7741889
Give a brief overview of the trips that are here now that post the most often
>>7741875
I turn up the water as hot as it can go in the shower and its legit orgasmic
I've done it ever since I was little, I don't do it when I'm sad or anything, I just love the feeling so much
sometimes I really have to force myself to stop because it kinda messes up your skin if you do it too much, I used to get darker patches of skin because of it
idk if thats helpful but its probably definitely better than having those scars :/
sorry budd :(
>>7741895
why do you do this what do you get out of it
>>7741903
I wanna know the good ones. Please?
>>7741884
I really don't get it... I mean I kind of do, but it does seem absurd. There are better ways, healthier ways. I'm assuming it isn't a long term diet?
>>7741828
better yet. you are a genious
>>7741852
implying beeps' not gaye
>>7741866
-6 gmt I'm about to fall asleep.
there was a shootout rlatwd to gang violence in a nice part of the city and one of the attackers made it to a mall and died inside.
>>7741867
the worst part is people are denying themselves starchy carbs, that when consumed during the evening are the only way you get your serotonin replenished in your brain.
so these people are on starvation diets, consuming food that makes them miserable and not getting their serptonin replenished..... no thanks
>>7741871
catherine zeta jones looks latina, dork.
do you guys(girls) think ill get better or continue to slow get worse and worse
uuuuuu
sick..
>>7741875
wear rubber bands around your wrist
>>7741912
oh no :( what's wrong?
>>7741908
Dieting smart is better than dieting hard. Some people want fast results, though, I guess... Even if it sucks enjoyment out of their lives.
>>7741909
i don't think of it getting better as an exponential curve.
more like a sine wave tilted on its axis. there xim
>>7741925
how do you diet smart
>>7741908
>gaye
NO ITS NOT TRUE
>>7741927
how wide is the wave
which way is it tilted
ok I'm crashing literally night mtfg
>>7741908
whoa wild. USA has been quieter this week, fewer riots
I was right! Two hours ahead of me.
goodnight
>>7741875
wear rubber bands and snap them on your wrist as hard as you can
>>7741929
Watch your calories and where they're coming from. Get adequate nutrition, keep calorie total around your target (a little under what you burn), and make sure they're balanced between carb/fat/protein. Eat small portions regularly. Be active. Kill refined sugar. Juice is as much a Satan as soda.
>>7741932
love u
>>7741895
beep is really smol and cute, but thinks she isn't because people don't seem to treat her very nicely at work/general IRL which is sad :(
mercury has a fun attitude/perspective (idk how else to describe it) but she definitely likes to make things up and I'm not sure if we've ever seen a real picture of her...like 2 days ago she said she wasn't black soo
lauren cuteposts a lot and likes ferrets, a cinnamon roll poster even though apparently some disagree, created 'buddi' and 'hugg' memes (I believe)
maeve is also a cinnamon roll poster, very sweet, young (<18), has a bright future
ash is cis gendered and a sweetheart
nim had a homophobic upbringing and is scared her gender identity jeopardizes her future relationship with her mom
olive is cute, don't really know much else other than the few photos I've seen
elanna would be considered one of the best-known trips here in general (I think), very pretty, trying to get into grad school, been full-time for years, occasionally DJs for us
honeybee is kinda new(?) and is going to start hrt soon, likes bees
idk I was just kinda skipping around the thread looking at names, pls no one get mad at me if I did a bad job of this :(
i suck dick
and im higher than i ever been
>>7741941
I started hugg nim started buddi
I have written lots of music this evening.
:))
>>7741941
>mercury has a fun attitude/perspective (idk how else to describe it) but she definitely likes to make things up and I'm not sure if we've ever seen a real picture of her...like 2 days ago she said she wasn't black soo
wait what
>>7741947
composition or lyrics
I was good and did 45 minutes in the gym but I wanted to do an hour but I got there late
>>7741664
>comes with thread to flirt with anons
>miss anons
>life is pain
>tfw compare day 1 hrt pic to one from yesterday (~10 months)
>still look the same aside from longer hair
well that's a bit discouraging
>>7741947
nice ^^
>>7741942
>tfw no succ
>>7741941
I'm pretty sure Mercury was memeing when she said she wasn't black, I think that was in response to someone saying we couldn't trust anything she was saying
One leg down. I wonder if I should epilate the hairs off my buttock...
>>7741947
congrats
I wrote some music and had someone call me wildflower and stupid wench, less than an hour apart.
>>7741956
>I think that was in response to someone saying we couldn't trust anything she was saying
you're probably right because in the same post she said all the pictures she posted were of her cis sister...and obviously that girl was black
lmao dude some guy tipped in 400$ to my show tonight while saying mercy voice lines every time he tipped and it was the most amazing thing ever, i'm still laughing
>>7741954
noo some losers like me just never close the tab...
>>7741967
lmao
>>7741949
She said she was cis for a while
She said she was dying of cancer
She had people come say she had died
>>7741947
good girl
>>7741967
that's cute
>>7741968
>>7741941
do me.
>>7741982
o///o
was your risotto class good?
>>7741974
we all lie here anon. either we lie to others or we lie to ourselves.
ok I'm out bishes!
>>7741984
>how cool. Between the voice stuff and music you give the impression of being talented.
Thanks! :)
I compose and teach music as a full time thing. I perform and tour a bit as well but I prefer more behind the scenes things. I do other art stuff too! it's fun
>>7741975
<_3
thanks daddy you were v. nice to me earlier
>>7741958
:o
why did she call you a stupid wench? that's good though right? at least its the right gender? :3
>>7741967
that's awesome, lmao.
>>7742005
he's religious
he had a crush on me
he thought I was cis
he got very mad when he found out I was trans
he will likely never speak to me again
what joy is there in this curse
>>7741100
>Stagnation’s dulled the sheen
aint that the truth
>>7741990
Ye I didn't know how to make a proper one, it's 25 minutes of straight stiring o.o
>>7742005
<3
tfw ugly
>>7742013
Fuck him.
>>7742018
not ugly!
>>7741941
thanks anon now they just think im a homophobe :(
>>7741944
thanks for giving credit where it's due buddi uwu
>>7742018
Not ugly
what trips would you date if you had the chance
hurry go
>>7742018
Pretty cute, just miserable and white. Though maybe white misery is what I'm attracted to~
Nah but for reals you ain't bad
what is the hairstyle called when you braid two strands of hair in the front and tie them around your head at the back?
looks super cute
>>7742035
eva
im not saying the rest
>>7742017
25 is too long, for attention and arm
Was the shrimp added at the end?
photo made me want pepper for some reason, salad time
>>7742035
Honeybee seems very cute and nice. I bet she's an attentive lover and a good listener. Probably very thoughtful and sensitive.
>>7742030
Take it as an affectionate head pat of acknowledgement <3
tfw big ol nose
tfw big ol jaw
tfw long ol face
>>7742035
I prefer guys but if I had to take a mtfg trip gf:
>cornflakes
>faye
>beep
>>7742005
of course cutie
>people who don't get sarcasm
@---@
>>7742035
Drakey, but only because I know he'd be sexually submissive and I like that in a guy.
As for the girls, basically all but a select crazy few :3
>>7742053
mercutie hugg
>>7742039
Dutch braids
>>7742057
Hugg Lauren hugg
lauren is a cutie patootie
>>7742041
It needed pepper, they didn't have seasoning, I made the shrimp on a killer at 200 with olive oil, pretty good
Risotto is a killer but because it has no butter it gets its creamy taste by the starch that breaks off from the rice, so you have to stir it enough to cause enough to break off.
The salad is nice the dressing is olive oil boiled with shaved garlic and safe and then a bit of basalmic
>>7742035
Oh hmmm
Scarlet, zhe uhm sass when she's full girl mode, and anon
It changes a lot and it could be platonic and still be cool tbqh
delete big nipples
>>7742058
I cannot wait for my hair to be long and pretty omgg
>>7742069
My autocorrect is just all over tonight ;-;
Killer =skillet
Safe =sage
>>7742019
>>7742030
it's almost worse than dysphoria
>why don't you cut your hair anon? it looks better when its short
I'll t-think about it mom...
>>7742035
I'm not good enough for anyone
Good night, girls. Time to exfoliate, moisturize, and sleep.
Do I look okay
>>7742075
Big nipples r great desu
>>7742081
>you're just growing out your hair because you're in college, right anon? I'm sure you'll get it cut before you start at a real job
S-sure dad
>>7742084
don't you have a chaser now?
>>7742090
it was probably someone who took their trip off to try and be nice
>>7742089
hair looks crummy
how often do you shampoo?
>>7742089
what does ur dad say about ur bobs lol
>>7742076
Just get some extensions to fill it out
Plenty of people do that
>>7742035
not making any more confessions tonight lmaoooooooooooooooooooooooooo
tfw weird boobs
>>7742095
Every day
I use head and shoulders bc I used to have bad dandruff but I might switch to something else because I think it's cleared up by now
I don't know what shampoo or conditioner to get and what to use when
>>7742096
He's never asked about them lol
I guess people just don't notice certain things
>>7742100
I'm just starting to look a bit different now at 3 months hrt so I'm perma-boymode
I'll definitely think about it in the future tho
always been sooo jealous of long pretty hair
>>7742083
Sigh the good ones are always straight
>>7742035
I am on a digital date with Faye right now...
>>7742005
What other art stuff? One of my publishers pretty much fired me last week. The muses like you better right now lol
>>7742069
>anon
>mfw
>>7742107
shampoo every day is not a good idea
use conditioner every day
>>7742112
I'll switch to doing that, thanks
Any conditioner specifically you'd recommend?
>>7742083
nobody has clocked me as trans yet, they just call me a guy or a girl.
Thus, no transphobic shits have made themselves apparent. Yet.
The last thing I need rn is harassment irl.
>tfw weird boobs
>>7742108
>tfw perma boy mode
I worked out in old boy clothes tonight, I'm a pretty deep stealth ftm
>>7742115
I'm not super experienced, but I switched to this and noticed difference and its not expensive
definitely make sure you're letting the conditioner absorb for a few minutes too
>>7742117
post em already
>tfw still a baby trip with no-one crushing on me yet
I demand satisfaction. I demand obedience! Swear fealty!
*reeing*
>>7742110
are you saying you are a good one?
>>7742035
Birdy if he wasn't dating Chara
>>7742035
Phienchen
No homo tho
>>7742129
*crushes u*
>>7742115
I tried to find this brand my sister buys but I can't remember the name, each bottle of shampoo/conditioner is like $25 and it does seem to make my hair softer
its just way too expensive for me to buy, but sometimes it seems like it could be worth it for the quality
>>7742129
I've been a trip for just under a year now, and I've managed to swing back and forth between incredibly unlikable and very well respected several times. In general, most people find me too arrogant to be attractive.
Ooohohohohohoho~
>>7742140
feel a weird, vicarious sadness that you two weren't friends sooner
>>7742035
drakeposter
>>7742147
>very well respected
>>7742049
ur fine buddi
just give it time
>>7742153
I was briefly in December while everyone thought I was dating Grace.
>>7742147
*headpat*
I'm just gay asf and seem to be flying under the radar for some reason.
>>7742151
I will consider this request in time
>>7742157
o but I do no u
you fag
is this the least 4chan-like thread on 4chan?
>>7742151
>Every time a pretty girl talks to me tho my tummy feels funny
are you sure thats not just hunger?
>>7742160
yeah, this is basically just a chat room
>>7742160
idk there are too many other threads
>>7742145
Cheap body soap
Nice shampoo
Pretty hair goes a long way
Also 1 nice hair product and take a lot of time blow drying it
>>7742110
tfw i'd go gay for faye
>>7742159
>GayasF/omg
>doesn't post butte
>>7742135
I think I'm moving away from being strictly monogamous desu
>>7742159
Ur a fag, faggit
Karaaaaaa.
how do I stop being hikki
>>7742172
I'm scared to damage it by blowdrying it
I usually just wrap a towel around my head for a bit and then deal with wet hair
>>7742180
kiss a boy on his mouth
>>7742176
Slut
>tfw all your pretty girl skincare shit adds up to over a hundred dollars
the wage gap is entirely caused by girls buying all this shit jfc
>>7742179
she said you have to clean your room remember
>>7742186
i kissed a girl once but im still hikki
>>7742180
get a job
>>7742188
It's called the girl tax and it fucking sucks
>>7742159
I'm giving the whole straight thing a shot. The guy that turned on me earlier said he thought my curtness was cute.
Overall, people who like me here care about me and people who don't like me either ignore me or make a point of hurting me. Such is life.
>>7742161
???
I don't understand.
Can't stand the loneliness
>>7742185
half your posts tonight have made me hungry
>>7742194
it has to be a boy
>>7742191
That's the plan for tomorrow but I was hoping maybe she'd talk to me a little here tonight.
Probably just hates me tho lol.
>>7742196
i guess they can charge this much if it works but god damn
>>7742188
so you are saying girls earn less because they spend more
makes sense
>>7742129
Don't go for another trip.
They are either naive, manipulative, or old and don't know what memes are.
>>7742206
it was a joke anon
>>7742200
iktf
>>7742205
You really don't need to spend that much on skincare tho, I basically only use a moisturizer and occasionally exfoliate and use a toner
>>7742208
Naaah.
I know what I like
>>7742187
wtf I'm not a slut
the last 3 or 4 girls I've had little flings with found the idea of sharing me pretty exciting and I'm starting to kind of like it
>>7742194
if lips don't work kiss his cock
>measure circumference of shoulders
hey that doesnt look so bad
>measure hips
...oh...oh no...no no no...
>>7742223
can i keep you company
>>7742208
>old
>faye
yupp
>>7742201
Hungry? F...or what
>>7742208
which am i
>>7742215
i use the acne.org cleanser and some moisturizer i found at walgreens
idk my skin still gets kinda dry tho, especially since starting HRT and my pores are pretty big
there's also like discoloration and hyperpigmentation and stuff
a lot of shit to worry about
>>7742209
just look/ask around if they're hiring at grocery stores, fast food places, retail stores
I used to be super scared of people until I started working when I was like 17, it was helpful getting used to talking to strangers for me
>>7742224
Yes, I love you
>>7742217
slut~
>>7742232
hugg
lovv
>>7742235
What's yr favorite food?
>>7742230
>especially since starting HRT
yeah I just noticed that for me too
the crappy water here at school is not helping the situation either
>>7742238
thats not going to help me at all. im already fit
>>7742239
uh i cut out most of my old favorites im still figuring out
i guess ramen or falafel
>>7742238
hurt me
>>7742228
make me tortellini
>>7742228
I mean
both
but food especially
>>7742225
I know what memes are
>>7742243
veganism is retarded
>cutting out dairy
I mean really
>>7742248
yeah ok dad
>>7742248
nice sadfrog meme!!!!!!!!!!
>>7742243
i've never had a falafel
it looks good
what do you put in yr ramen?
>>7742251
dairy makes me sick anyway
>>7742248
there are a few hip 40 year olds~
>>7742244
I'm putting you to sleep tonight
>>7742259
falafel is just fried hummus basically it's pretty easy to make yourself if you have a food processor
i just get ramen from a restaurant by me im not sure what everything in its called, like it's all japanese vegetables and tofu
>>7742255
I have all the best memes, really great memes, no one beats my memes
>>7742266
i never tried it
i get just marinara pizza sometimes though
>>7742256
>My hand made pasta class is next month
>You should wait for that
okay what kind of sauce will you do with the tortellini? butter and sage?
>>7742270
>fence
>>7742268
>>7742281
i get it with miso broth
>>7742281
>pizza
Meh
>>7742283
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dashi
>>7742256
>tfw long daydream about stealing faye from mean lesbian
>>7742274
That's a really good one, my mind went to garlic alfredo because my family is all obese
But yes butter sage tortellini with fennel sausage (I have a sausage maker) and spinach
I like colaberating on dishes ^_^
>>7742277
I was going to have a nice long hot shower but now there's a fucking cat on my lap
end me
end me rightly and swift
>>7742290
butter and sage gnocci tho
>>7742289
>anon picks you up from your voice surgery so you can sleep at your hotel and then you go to say goodbye to your dying grand father, you cry on their shoulder and then go see the rest of New York with a silent(because of surgery) but appreciative faye, finishing the night by drinking wine and overlooking Times Square and then cuddling to sleep
>>7742299
bring the cat with you!
God damn i am so disgusting
I hate looking in the mirror
I hate being seen
I just want to hide until I die
It's a lot harder to enjoy things anymore
I wish I could convey my love more sincerely or something. I feel inhuman like something's wrong with the root of who I am.
>>7742300
Gnocci is another class >.> it's reallly hard to do by hand but I might be able to pull it off with a piper
>>7742304
but he'll leave if i move
he's fickle
>>7742306
hugg
>>7742306
I wish I had your hips
>tfw you're funkin' out to some disco
>>7742303
it could be us
>>7742310
frickin this tho
time square a shit
>>7742322
hugg (mega)
I am a ruse master
>>7742321
Most things you do in life you do to say you did them
Neptune cuddled me but it was all a ruse to get to tickle me
>>7742322
>they are love handles
>i'm just fat
love handles are perpendicular to your stomach not perpendicular to your hip joints
also you look like a girl faggot
>>7742312
>tfw listening to ENB playing Nioh and wishing I could comfort his little cucked heart
I honestly love and would marry Marcus
>>7742332
skip time square though
it just a bunch of billboards and people trying to scam you
there's much better things to see in the city
>>7742332
what a horrible way to live life
>>7742339
like lauren
>ywn have enough money to fly town to town to visit each trip
>>7742345
>nim likes earth wind & fire
I've changed my mind nim I'm going to marry you, not marcus
>>7742350
omg can i wear a dress or is that a lil gay
>>7742349
iktf
>>7742354
Nothing wrong with a little gay
im sad
>>7742361
yeah but i said lil
>>7742354
we'll both wear dresses and be pretty wives and walk down the isle to Walk Like an Egyptian
>>7742362
stop being that okay
>>7742303
I can dig it. I sped too much on nice wine when I'm out, so add spoiled to the Faye list. Hope the old fella feels better
What about
>anon takes friday off and drives to cali, is a little grumpy when he arrives, but faye cheers him up and they have dinner and spend the night in nappa before going to san francisco the next day, where they hang out on the pier and shop and check out the sea lions, have clam chowder in a sourdough bread bowl and then go downtown and catch a show before dining at the cheesecake factory on the roof
>>7742367
>the bangles
/:
>>7742362
have you considered trying super female vitality?
Whats the deal with airplane peanuts?
>>7742362
me too
i am filled with hate, fear, and dissapointment
>>7742321
time is a circle
>>7742374
>merc doesn't like the bangles
I bet you hate Cyndi Lauper too
>>7742377
I've only flown twice and I didn't get peanuts
>>7742383
bexe so wise
jared leto would make a pretty girl
>>7742377
>Whats the deal with airplane peanuts?
I don't think I've ever been given peanuts on a flight :(
>>7742390
>im allergic to peanuts
so all you gotta do to finish yourself off would be to eat an entire bag of peanut m&ms?
>>7742393
he's perfect the way he is
>>7742397
it would be an awful way to die
>>7742393
shame he's a child rapist
>>7742373
Very comfy, I would make one small change and take you to a locally owned place for dinner with good reviews.
>>7742400
still better than dysphoria
>>7742402
rape is scary
>>7742405
your throat swells up and you suffocate
sounds pretty bad
>>7742349
>ywn have enough money to fly town to nowhere to visit a single trip
>>7742410
still better than dysphoria
tfw not being held
>>7742367
that's a pretty lezzy song, im cool with that
can my dress be prettier
>>7742392
bexe a shit
very sad
>>7742403
It's a deal if it's the type of place where the owner or head chef come over and socialize
>>7742415
at least we can sad post together <3
Anons are the worst am I right?
okay it's getting late
goodnight!
>>7742411
well
he's a statutory rapist at least
had sex with a 16 year old on set I think?
A lot of different actors he's worked with have said he's a creepy dickhead and super obnoxious
>>7742419
I propose a global /mtfg/ meetup held in scenic Bigfork, Montana.
>>7742418
hugg bexe
>tfw lauren
>>7742427
sleep tight
>>7742420
Sad buddies
>>7742423
can i live with u and hugg all day
>>7742426
*laughter soundbite*
>>7742433
tfw lauren what?
>>7742439
i wish :(
>>7742445
So I could go =(
>>7742443
you do the hugg thing 20 times a day
>>7742443
that's you()
>>7742441
Thank you I'll be here all week.
i just had the most vivid dream
i was at a small ping pong tournament and my opponent was sally from when harry met sally.
i can even remember how some of the sets played out wtf.
we played but i didnt keep track of tge score so she got mad and brought harry in.
harry told me i passed
then i was talking to a tall pretty girl from highschool that i kinda crushed on and she was holding my hand while we talked in a kinda sensual way
it was very nice i think i blushed in my sleep
>>7742377
>>7742426
<3
How are you tonight?
>>7742459
hugg
>>7742459
cute
>>7742462
hugg
>>7742459
I dont dream that I'm a girl. Is this a bad thing?
>>7742336
r8 my willie
>>7742467
hugg again
tfw fear of intimacy
>>7742459
dreams have like super potent feels
it's like concentrated consciousness
>>7742476
hugg
I just want to throw my flesh in the trash. That's all it amounts too. I just want to throw myself away.
Like Stanhope says, one thing we can be sure we own is the meat that's packing our bones. I just want to throw the meat away. That's no big deal. Don't know why I postpone when everyday there is this constant mantra in my head that I wish I was dead.
If each trip had a catchphrase what do you think it would be?
>>7742481
hugg
>>7742481
What is my catchphrase
>>7742488
hugg 3
>>7742493
perpetual hugg
each day feels just like the day before
all alone a million miles from shore
all of my dreams, they were with (you)
now they'll all die and never come true
and i keep crying
>>7742460
Grace.
>>7742509
hugg
>feeling pretty good and comfy
>use the restroom
>see myself in the mirror
Yeah that was a fucking bad idea.
>>7742511
Kara! <3
tired all day for some reason
just want to cuddle someone to death
zzzzzzz
>>7742481
tfw no hips
>>7742513
i cry every day and i try to not scream but tonight i screamed a lot
>>7742518
not crazy enough
Every day just sort of blends together and nothing really nice or exciting has happened in my life in forever
I need to get out more
>>7742481
tfw no bf
>>7742522
yeah don't end up like mary and max
Why are youth and rejuvenating code words for THIS WILL BURN
all my dreams for the last few weeks have either been nightmares or sexual (not always sex, just stuff like touching my back on a date from a guy)
I feel like my subconscious is telling me something bad :(
>>7742530
probably is
dreammoods.com can help maybe
sometimes the subconscious attributes feelings to situations and objects in dreams randomly tho
>>7742530
I had a dream today where I was trans in highschool and was getting nightmare harassed by some authority figure
I think that was my mind telling me to detrans
>>7742520
stop faye :(
>>7742546
naye
>>7742473
he thicc
I'm planning on doing a full euro knight build
broadsword
full plate armour
a polearm if there is one
final destination
>>7742526
>tfw reading the plot for that movie
Jesus Christ that's a depressing movie
>>7742543
I have dreams all the time where I'm a cis girl in highschool and then I wake up and I'm this giant monstrosity
waking up sucks
Do you girls shave your arms? I've been lasering what little arm hair I have off, but it really bothers me when any shows up..
john wick 2 is good right? might go watch it today
im sad
>>7742540
lel dream interpretation shit is astrology tier
I want to wake up in someones bed.
I mean it would be nice right?
>>7742558
I have really dark hair on my arms so yeah I generally shave it off
it aint easy bein greek
>>7742561
hugg
i want to go to a movie with you
>>7742563
well we are girls
>>7742567
It is nice! Especially if they're snuggled up against you.
>>7742571
we're really far away though :(
>>7742574
kys
>>7742570
get it lasered
>>7742559
91% rotten tomatoes, one was excellent, going tomorrow
>>7742563
Yes and no, it takes things you see and feel and creates new things from it
I had a woman with absolute power over me in the army try to break me and kick me out because I was hurt and useless to her and I combined that with my uneasenes about being trans and the stress I have from it
Obviously if I didn't know I was stressed out I could gleam it from that dream
i wish i had a close by friend to snuggle
>>7742567
It's a little surreal. You wake up, and there's the person you love right there with you first thing in the morning. You didn't have to go home and be apart again. You're still with them after a long night and can hold them.
>>7742584
i wish nothing ever existed
>>7742585
nngh
hello friendos
i cried and then slept for most of today, how was your day?
>>7742586
some good stuff happened though
>>7742585
I thought you are a virgin
>>7742575
>tfw no snuggles
>>7742585
And then you get up and step on a lego piece on their floor because they have a dirty room.
>>7742599
snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg snugg
>>7742551
>polearm
the closest thing is the three pronged spears
>>7742595
Would you believe me if I told you I've slept with people without having sex that night?
>>7742598
Jill doesn't look very happy there.
>>7742607
hyper snugg
>>7742606
w-was it a girl or a boy?
>>7742609
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZJiqsOllGQ
>>7742583
>going to take some nobody to john wick 2 and pretend I'm with Faye
>>7742606
I've cuddled up to best friends in sleepovers before
they always looked at me funny but didn't reject it
tfw warm snuggs -w-
>>7742606
sounds nice
>tfw late night /sug/ gets depressing as fuck and make me think about the bad stuff in my life
>>7742610
Charlotte and Kari. Tried to get an anon to let me spend the night with her, too, but she always kicks me out a little after midnight. Never gotten that far with a guy.
>>7742615
>tfw seeing john wick 2 with daddy (probably)
>>7742618
I'm very physically affectionate with my friends if they let me know it's okay.
>>7742619
It's very. I miss it.
>>7742624
>unironically calling people daddy
>>7742625
I call my dad daddy too
he's my papa :3
>>7742625
I endearingly call one of my best friends that because he's an older guy who's like a big brother to me, least that's how he puts us. Brother and sister. But yeah, he's wise and strong and has helped me through many things, and always enjoys it too. When I thank him he usually just says it's what he's here for.
>tfw you're sucking your bf off and your dog is retarded and runs into the wall right as your bf cums, so he bursts into laughter while filling your mouth with semen
Ugh... that was probably the most awkward sexual experience of my life...
>>7742634
I bet you didn't see that one cumming.
>>7742624
aww
cute though :3
>>7742593
almost passed out yesterday. now I'm feeling a bit hungover but comfy.
>>7742637
haha
(You) fucked yourself
(You) chose your fate
(You) changed your mind when it's too late
Your self-deceit, your worst mistake
>>7742658
im sorry
>>7742637
I sure didn't. In fact I slapped him and left the bedroom pretty much immediately lol
>>7741344
>replacing neonicotinoids with DDT
>pretty safe for humans.
Not when used on food. As a premises spray for mosquitoes, yes DDT can be used. I agree neonicotinoids are a big problem for bees, but some strains of bees may be partially resistant to them. The problem is it only takes a tiny bit to confuse a worker bee and make it forget where home is. Much less than needed to kill a pest insect. We need to bioengineer new strains of bees.