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I haven't had my levels tested in a long time...I wonder what they are...

feel bad

>>7735975
probably in the cutie range im guessing

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>>7735880
It can take a while but it will go down - don't worry!
pic related

>>7735900
>Spiro wil box your liver way before cypro does
No it won't. Liver damage from Spironolactone is extremely rare and even then it was minor and resolved on it's own.

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>>7735970
I ain't ready for a new bf or gf yet
I can't promise anyone that I won't fuck it up
And that's okay, I'll fix my shit in time

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Yall are being weird af tonight. Is everyone high?

>>7735975
First for
>Ash is sexy edition

is it weird if I listen to union songs when im sad

>>7735970
Reposting from last thread:
quick question:
How many of you would date a guy who had already dated a tranny before?

My tranny gf broke up with me and now I kinda want another one, so I need to know if I should lie and say I've never dated a tranny before

>>7735997
yes
you are taking your communist autism too far

>>7735998
It doesnt matter because you still love your ex.

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>>7735992
I wish, honestly.

>>7735992
Our periods are synced

>>7735989
how about fwb

>>7735992
yes im stoned

>>7736000
communist autism is the purest form of autism

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>>7735992
>Is everyone high?
Not yet >.>

>>7735992
I'm tripping lol but i havent been posting much

>>7736007
probably shes slutty

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>>7735984
>>7735993
<3

>>7735992
On my last bowl but yeah.

>>7736000
its kind of uplifting like there's people out there who think the same way I do and change is possible
>>7736012
no thats sonic autism

>>7736005
I do

>>7735992
kinda but it doesnt stop the hurt lol

>want poster
>only available in 11"x17"
>tfw no 24"x36" version
Boo
>>7735992
>doing drugs
Pourquoi

>>7735989

Right, but are you still down for casual ERP in private?

>>7736001
That is true but she wants nothing to do with me

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>>7735969
>they could all turn their back and abandon you at any time if you treat them poorly for not being able to give you the answers you want.
I'm fucking sorry I'm going through hell and don't know who to turn to. Maybe you should just abandon me like everyone else if you don't feel like dealing with my instability. It's not like you've spoken to me lately.

>>7735986
>not everyone you dont like is a blank, static, evil character
trust me, I know. I'm not stupid enough to think everyone is out to get me. People just take pleasure in hurting me. They always have. They always will. And they'll never understand the damage it does to me.

>make sense
yep. You're absolutely no different from anyone else that's called me a shemale or a faggot and beaten me up because I cried about it.

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>>7736025
Ask me again when I don't feel so empty inside, I might say yes
>>7736028
Here we go again, I'm giving you some advice and you're lashing out. I wasn't threatening you, I was just warning you that it can and will happen if you treat your friends like shit.
A wise fountain of wisdom is a rare person and you're lucky to meet one, but even then acting like people owe you some sort of explanation on how to fix everything is really not gonna win you any favors.

>>7735988

So as you round 50 and need other regular medicine that load P450 (like how most medicines use hepatic pathway cpy3a4 for instance) you won't have any problems?

Spiro is old world AA, embrace cypro friend, it only wants to love you and give you titties. Use it for a few years and be done with it forever, don't be shakled by Pfizer's oppressive ways for life. Be free. Be a cute girl.

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>>7736021
>its kind of uplifting like there's people out there who think the same way I do and change is possible

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>>7735970
I miss him

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>>7736003
Hurry up and reach your early 20s pothead stage.

>>7736006
Sounds pretty gay.

>>7736014
1080 blaze it

>>7736023
Tru.

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>go through old email
>pic of me at 18/19
I was so small I miss that ;;

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>>7736037
Gotta move to where it's legal first

>>7736022
Sheen a good girl :3

>>7736033

Are you taking Titty Skittles?

>>7736038
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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this thread feels aids already lol

>tfw going to die a sad hon

>>7736043
I grew two inches taller when I was 20 like whyyyy

>>7736031

Alright, fair enough. Was just offering since last thread you were saying you were horny and wanting a one night thing.

>>7736037
>early 20s pothead stage
been there since 15

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>>7736031
>I wasn't threatening you, I was just warning
You say it like there's a difference.
>fountain of wisdom
at least be honest with me when you have no idea what to say. Christ. That way I can move onto someone else that can actually help me.

>>7736033
No.

>>7736044
sorry, this is probably literally 99% my fault. You can leave if you don't like it.

>>7736044
Its because you're here.

>>7736038

That Ash is cute but I need to see one with bigger thighs...

>>7736046
Aren't we all

>>7736018
oneesan ^^

>>7736032
Is cypro better for your liver?

>>7736031
you whore lol
i trusted you too

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>>7736036
I know Amy but if he couldn't accept that you needed to be a girl then he ultimately wasn't good for you and didn't love you as much as you loved him.
You will get a new boyfriend who will actually love you.

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>>7736053
>>7736055
lol

>>7736038
you're always smol btw

>>7735997
no i get that.
a few years ago i kept happy by reading stories abt the naxalites

>>7736052

Ok daddy, but you have to promise me you will stop this being nice to people nonsense. It's... It's just not right.

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>>7736044
Rude.

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>>7736056
Weight gain 4000 extra bulk edition
>>7736058
Imouto ily <3

>>7736065
r they still going

>>7736038
>tfw not smol

>>7736046
same

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>>7736044
It will be until the US crowd goes to bed and the EU crowd wakes up
>>7736049
I am horny but I'm too dead to do anything about it
>>7736053
>You say it like there's a difference.
There is, I'm not going to be leaving you any time soon but others might, and even I have my limits
>at least be honest with me when you have no idea what to say. Christ.
I am.
>That way I can move onto someone else that can actually help me.
You think of people as such disposable objects.

someone looking for me??

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Im a numale

>>7736059

If you aren't an idiot... Though it is considerably more life threatening of you are. But again, cypro is supposed to be used for a much shorter amount of time than spiro.

Honestly, like all being a bitch aside, they are both fine.

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>>7736072
>Grace shitting on the US crowd
>Is from the US
You are the worst kind of person.

>tfw the cat boy and the grocery store stops and gives you a big goofy smile

Why didn't ice get the fags

>>7736072

Too bad. Daddy wants to pound that girly butt until you're a sweaty mess and moaning his name~

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>>7736062
>tfw found his steam username to contact him and try and fix this
I want to be in his arms again

>>7736080
this post is making my head hurt

I want to stop being crazy

>>7736069
no idea, i stopped being a maoist and focused more on what my own party was doing

>>7736073
someone last thread was

>>7736061
Ever since I switched to patches back in aug I gained 20 lbs and it went to my thighs/hips/boobs @_@

>>7736073
post butt
>>7736084
get high

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>>7736079
Fuck off cunt you misunderstand.
It's a mood thing.
Everyone in the current US crowd is all upset and dramatic and needs some fucking sleep to refresh themselves.
Myself included but damnit I'm horny and stubborn.
>>7736060
Literally who
>>7736081
I found out a family member has cancer tonight.

>>7736084
hugg
same

>>7736072
>You think of people as such disposable objects.
I've learned to treat others the way I've always been treated. What am I supposed to do, wait for the assholes that treat me like garbage and leave me to rot the moment they no longer have a use for me to come around and suddenly be nice to me?

>>7736068
>tfw not a cat girl

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>>7736082
DONT DO IT AMY
HE WILL MAKE YOU STOP TAKING YOUR PILLS

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>>7735998
>lying
>ever

Be the truest version of yourself and you'll get what you deserve, lie and get a lie in return

everyone here needs a hugg
t. yurop

>>7736083
CART BOY

>>7736098
why were you a maoist lol

>>7736084
I remember when I lost my mind. There was something so special about that day.

>>7736095
>not a cat girl
wow what are you some kind of tranny or something

>>7736084
you don't seem crazy friendo

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>>7736094
No, you woman the fuck up and deal with it like an adult. You get those people out of your life in a clean way, and find some better people. You don't treat everyone like shit because you feel like the world has it out for you. You surround yourself with better people and treat yourself how you'd want to be treated. Always. Even if you fucking want to be a catty, spiteful cunt, you need to be better than that.

>>7736099
>tfw ill never be that catboy

>>7736106
>and treat yourself
Treat them.

>>7736074

You aren't CN if you are nice to people for reasons than aren't selfish or used to cause flow on affects. That's more LN.

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>>7736096
I'll be allowed to be a femboy

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>>7736103
I blame these though

>>7736092

Oh. I'm so sorry... You gonna be alright? Will they be alright? Is it early enough to be able to be treated?

*hugs*

>>7736101
idk i really liked "on dialectics" and hadn't realized it wwas just a reitteration of basic stuff. Also ny practice was shit and i didn't understand how mao was an opportunist

>>7736114
hugg

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>>7736106
like that's ever gotten me anywhere before.
I have no fucking reason to believe that being nice to people will ever help.

>>7736115
boots is eyeing it!

>>7736117
do you still hate sparrows

>>7736095
*pets* you can be a cat girl anytime you want :3

>>7736090
A lot of my issues trace back to that. No thanks.

>>7736105
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

>>7736113

You. Are. A. Girl. Amy.

>>7736113
It's alright. We can reach common ground. Thank you for hearing me out.

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Im gonna need this thread to be a little more gay if thats alright.

>>7736123
no sparrows are qt

>>7736122
She's like "gimme da boobies!!" Hahaha

>>7736125
you think too little of yourself

>>7736113
should shouldnt have to be "allowed" to be anything
either he accepts you for who you are or you cant be with him
anything less is just repression again

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>>7736120
None? At all? I understand there have been many shitty people in your life but you can't be serious right now. What exactly has treating people poorly gotten you, anyway? Some momentary satisfaction and the reputation of a child?

>>7736125
yeah but you do a lot of hard shit

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>>7736127
You shut up

There's a reason we were the sub

>>7736126
I know. But i want to be his.

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>>7736128
shame my old laptops broken i have massive folders of yuri

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>>7736090

>>7736084
Same

>>7736133
I think it's because of the weight gain that I got bigger boobs, but yeah it's possible for anyone. My Endo warned me I would probably gain weight though.

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>>7736128
Dyke

>>7736133

Dude you're like 12...

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>>7736119
hugg
>>7736128
what kind of gay

>>7736131
id be eyeing it too! haha

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>>7736108
I got wifu skills +1 tonight and I'm going back to learn to hand make pasta dishes next month :3

>>7736124
*purr*

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>>7736014
idk, it's not stringy, it might just be that pic. It's a great strain though.
https://www.leafly.com/hybrid/cheese-quake

>>7736032
>So as you round 50
I won't have balls nearly that long.
>Use it for a few years and be done with it forever
Exactly!
>don't be shakled by Pfizer's oppressive ways for life
Mines Teva generic :)

>>7736084
>I want to stop being crazy
Crazy people don't usually know they are crazy, dun worry.
Also, quitting smoking sucks and it probably isn't helping your emotional state right now.

>>7736139
Omg Yuri was my shit in my teens >\\\<

>>7736136
Did.
I'm done with that shit.

>>7736132
No, I think exactly the right amount about myself

>>7736140
@___@
glad i asked

>>7736137
But he makes us happy. And we both know how to make him happy.

>>7736137

Never worth it baby. Your heart hurts, but you'll never stay together whilst you repress. You'll just resent him.

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>>7736137
>I know. But i want to be his.
there are boys out there who are nicer and you deserve a nicer boy

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>>7736128
Here, just a little bit gayer.

>>7736140
beepbeepbutte

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>>7736139
What a shame.

>>7736142
Fgt

>>7736145
Too gay!

>>7736146
Despite the weight gain I like them a lot better pills or shots because it's so low maintenance and probably wouldn't have gained as much if I wasn't eating fast food and literally cookie dough for months >>;

>>7736149
woah dont get the wrong idea im not a fag lol

>>7736147
nice im proud of u i can still only cook pasta

>>7736150
no, you do think too little of yourself. Denying that won't change that

>>7736158

It's called an ark, read the Bible!

>>7736152
this is sick

>>7736099
thought so...

>>7736160
i can't wait to switch to injections when i move out! hearing about girls getting hips pains makes me jelly D:

>>7736160
How well do they work as far as your E levels go?

>>7736137
He doesn't love you, he loves fake you. You deserve someone better and you'll find someone better!

>>7736161
I'm starting to think you're totes gay bro.

wow beepbeep booty

https://video.twimg.com/ext_tw_video/830121650121277440/pu/vid/324x180/qjhAr9kKiFhGl397.mp4
how do you get this evil

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so what are you girls doing on valentine's day?

im still broke and unemployed so i had to keep it simple with just a basic dinner at my bf's house wbu?

>>7736140
All that booty on all that cray cray

>>7736160
>>7736167
im so tired i put my cat's name in my trip x-x

>>7736178
crying probably

>>7736152
I would trash my hrt if he told me to.

>>7736154
>>7736155
But I love him. And I'm willing to be whoever he wants.

>>7736151
this is kinda old i think my butts bigger now. i also weigh the most i ever have in my life rn O.o
>>7736157
uguu
>>7736175
owo

>>7736180
hugg

>>7736158
True, it's mostly used for menopausal women so maybe that's why it works so well because it's a good boost.
>>7736161
You don't have to be gay to like Yuri!:D
>>7736167
I couldn't do the shots >_< I always bruised up really bad after. But congrats on getting them! :3
>>7736168
Really good, and they do make me feel a bit more sensitive so I have to watch my mood a bit closer and it's really made my hair grow more if that's possible?

>>7736180
classic nimily

>>7736178
honestly it's up to someone else
i have no plans

>>7736177
he probably has no idea what it's like to be poor

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>>7736185
I've always heard patches were the worst delivery method, though. Huh.

>>7736177
that's delusional
>>7736183
good job
i've been doing squats a little more and my butts noticeable now
it's weird
sitll not good at all tho like yrs
have u been biking?

>>7736020
oops
>>7736148

>>7736177
>>7736177
I refuse to believe anyone could be serious like that, he has to be getting paid off to say that. Nobody could seriously say that and not at any point think to themselves "Am I the bad guy?"

>>7736170
He loved me when I was just me

He loved me for being submissive and soft

Amy is the fake me. I'll be a boy on hrt for him. Anything for him. I can't survive without him.

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>>7736178

Same thing I do every year, cook dinner for my lovely gf, and snugg all night.

But we do that nearly every day... So not much changes

>>7736191
i mean you have to at least have a concept of a person who can't afford to eat
like do they just not care about peoples suffering

>>7736185
oh gosh i hope im not the same way i have senstitive skin!

>>7736184
hugggg

>>7736186
it's just nim!!!

>>7736180
Aww silly sleepy imouto is so cute! <3
>>7736192
I think it varies between person to person and brand/generic etc, but so far it's been working!

>>7736182
>I would trash my hrt if he told me to.
that isnt healthy Amy

>>7736182
>But I love him.
I'm sure you do, but the fact that he doesn't accept you for you is indicative of the fact that he doesn't love you
>And I'm willing to be whoever he wants.
that is fucked up and unhealthy

>>7736178
I'm gonna talk to a qt friend probably.

>>7736192
Hey you...
>>7736116

Don't suppose you can elaborate a bit, can you?

>>7736192
rhey are actually the best for boob growth cus they dont suppress IGF1, like injections and oral do. Just ely inconvenient.

>>7736202
yes they do, but muh social darwinism xd

>>7736192
idk if they are that bad ppl just say they are annoying to wear and if you want to go above equivalent of 2mg a day you need to wear more than 1

>>7736183
up to date butt with shirt hiked up
>n congratz

>>7736203
Yeah that might be why the shots didn't do well with me, also I'm allergic to latex so one time the lady held me and it left a big rash >.<

>>7736199
You can and you will! You ARE Amy, everyone knows this now. You're just being blinded by an unhealthy relationship. It happens to tons of people, but you need to break free of it. Talk to your family, they'll help you stay away from him.

>>7736209
why are patches inconvenient?

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>>7736182
>>7736199

Amy, you are a fucking idiot.

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>>7736135
Generally, no. Acting pitiful or showing respect/admiration has always been pretty effective, but being nice has only been returned with half-hearted, disjointed relationships and a lot of lies to keep me from killing myself.

Lately, one person abandoned me because I wasn't giving her more attention than she deserved, some old creep tried to give me a ride in exchange for my virginity, a cuck took my nudes and blocked me, and 5-6 guys that I was talking to just stopped responding to my messages as soon as they found out I wasn't actually a girl. My parents have been giving me tons of shit about applying for a job this summer when it's too early to know whether it's the right time to go fulltime and commit, my body is starting to completely shut down because of stress and depression, and people are telling me that I'll never be happy.

This is all in addition to the regular bullying that's been continual throughout my life and intensifying as of late.

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Thats enough of this one horse town!

>>7736215
they often irritate yr skin

>>7736198
he's a semi famous businessman/capitalist and tv personality in canada

>>7736219
Hmm they don't for me, but mine are small and not generic so that might help.

>>7736161
I'm a good teacher. Just bring a bottle of wine.... to deglaze the pan..

>>7736199
he doesnt love you
if he did you would still be with him

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>>7736206
He's the only person who ever told me they loved me

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>>7736204
>>7736210
>>7736209
Ash, how many do you usually need to wear a day?
Idk if they're that inconvenient though, I always worry that I fuck up my pills
I wouldn't mind just slapping one on my arm and calling it a day
And if they're the best for boobs
well
I
uhm
yeahhh...
I feel like I fucked up a lot of my potential development last year with my poor sleep habits
But then again I'm only 13 months shit's barely just begun

>>7736213
oh wow D:

well im gonna make sure they teach me right so there's not as much chance of me messin up

i know they tend to hurt the day after tho :(

>>7736194
heckie naw its freezing outside..well maryland weather is p dramatic..either way no ive just been doing leg lifts and stuff at home..i cant do squats bc they hurt my knees..i dont think its anything to do with my form..ty tho so much juni
>>7736211
maybe
>>7736178
gonna try to hang out w boy but idk

>>7736178
Anything to avoid thinking about the past.

>>7736215
They get gummy on the edges and can fall off early I really don't like them but they're safer then pills because they don't mess with your liver

>>7736222
i should drink rn thanks for reminding me im dying

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>>7736226

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>>7736208
They're gonna do their best to treat her but I don't wanna talk about it here. Vultures are about.

>>7736231
i take mine snug under my tongue tho

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>>7736148
I legit don't even know if it's the smoking I never really was that heavy of a smoker and really only picked it up again over the past month or two. Then again I have been feeling pretty crap since quitting

>>7736163
I think I need to make something of myself before I can believe that

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>>7736234
I really hope I won't be flat.

>>7736226
From the inhouse brand you need 2 if the highest dose they sell

But that's just one brand

is it too late to get big bobs if I've been on hrt for 18 months

>>7736225
I know its hard but there will be another man out there for you, if he meant it when you said
>I'm going on HRT and I'm going to become a girl
he would have stuck around

>>7736216
I can still take my hrt
I'll never pass anyway. I'll just be a femboy

It hurts so much without him

>>7736223
Maybe it's too much to ask someone to love a tranny. Maybe I should compromise.

>>7736238
that poor girl probably has terrible back pains

>>7736177
proletariat revolution when

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>>7736238
You must accept your dfc status.

>>7736150
idk you do put yourself down a lot

>>7736084
same

>>7736242
He accepted me despite all my other flaws.


Maybe being a tranny is one flaw too far

>>7736240
you gotta rubb them

>>7736239
I'd be doing whatever I'm given by the pharmacy..

>>7736233
I need to stop feeding tbqh

(Am I doing it right)

>>7736245
im hoping soon

>>7736236

How do you find sublingual? What brand do you use? Do you get ulcers? What is your dosage schedule?

>>7736228
be quick

>>7736228
<3
>>7736240
i think after 4 years im gonna start taking herbs and/or domperidone

>>7736243
>Maybe it's too much to ask someone to love a tranny.
that is bullshit
>Maybe I should compromise.
compromise is just another word for letting another person have their way.
agreement is what you want, you want someone who accepts that you are a transgirl and loves you no different.
what happens next? are you going to say that its okay that he beats you?

>>7736257
estrofem from inhouse

no i don't have ulcers, is that a potential side effect?

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>>7736244
My fetish
>>7736246
But my torso would legitimately look a lot better if i didn't have dfc

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Reminder to clean your room and not be a tranny meme!

>>7736226
Right now just one, I go back to see her ina. Few months with blood work and that will determine if she needs to up it.
>>7736227
Yes make sure they're gentle and let them know you have sensitive skin!

>>7736235

Okay. If you ever want to talk about it, I'm always on Discord. Here's to hoping they can save her. Cancer's harsh. I recently had a friend die from it.

>>7736247
I deserve it

>>7736225
And if you go back to him he'll be the only one, the one who just says it to manipulate you and doesn't actually love you. If you stay strong he'll only be the first of many. Being trans is not a flaw, it's who you are. There are plenty of people out there who will accept you for who you are no matter what, if he thinks it's a flaw then he thinks you are a flaw.

>>7736235
Hugg, I assume by that it means it's bad. I know the feeling, I hope everything goes well.

>>7736260
Careful with PM it fucked my BP up like crazy same with the rhubarb shit too. The cream has been alright though.

>>7736185
>I always bruised up really bad after.
How much volume were you injecting. Many transwomen need to use the 40mg/ml E due to bruising up on the larger volume needed for 20mg/ml and 10mg/ml injectables.

>>7736271
no you really don't

snugg under nims tonggue

>>7736269
i will!

august can't come soon enough Dx

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drugs are fun

>>7736238
There's always implants if you need them. You have pretty good size ones for your height already, though.

so cypro has almost a 40 hour half life. should i be taking less so i dont poison my own blood?

>>7736251
being trans is who you are, and its hardly a flaw
it sucks a lot of the time but jesus christ you deserve better than to be a battered housewife with an abusive boyfriend and the logic you are using is EXACTLY the same as a girl who gets smacked around by her asshole husband who fucks other women on the side

>>7736273
pm?
bp?
what cream do you use?

>>7736278
tfw lauren isn't snugg under your tonggue

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I'm going to bed. Maybe life won't be so hellish in the morning.

>>7736262

I don't know lol I just have had other meds that were sublingual that gave me ulceration in the mouth.

I just take Progynova, so it's fine. But I've heard sublingual is better for you. Do you split dose?

>>7736277
I am not a good person

>>7736283
this is scaring me beepboop

>>7736287
owo

>>7736237
yeah, i know that you think this, but i trust that you will. Maybe my opinion doesn't mean much but I really think you won't have issues getting into the postgrad and doing well. You're a smart girl, I can tell and you will get your life back on track.
This is probably advice i should follow too, but you did your best in the past given the cards handed to you and now this is coming to fruition, albeit later. So, you shouldn't worry about the past, what hapoened hapoened, it moulded you into the person you are and that's that.

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>>7736281
True.

>>7736290
i need proof because everything ive seen points to you being a great person

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>>7736282
You've only seen what my bralette makes them look like
>>7736264
I will fucker
>>7736269
Keep us updated, I'm really curious about this!
>>7736270
im sorry to hear that friend
>>7736272
thank you

>>7736289
yes once in the day and once in the night

if i end up upping to 6mg ill take one at midday

>>7736296
uwu

pet

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>>7736281
yeah but they don't solve the problem

>>7736285
Pueraria mirifica, capsules and cream. I use the stuff from biovea. I would suggest using the care pack that has both, just do it 3 months on 3 months off. I used it for 6 months solid like an idiot xD

>>7736274
Mmmm she said the lowest dose I believe

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>>7736261
No He's not that kind of person.

But I would say I deserve it for hurting him and would say it's ok if he did.

>>7736284
>>7736272
I hate myself for being trans
Why would anyone be expected to love me for that

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>>7736290
oh b quiet ur one of the nicest here
>>7736294
me too nim : s

>>7736301

Thanks nim I might have to add some next order ;)

>>7736308
>No He's not that kind of person.
THATS EXACTLY WHAT BATTERED WIVES SAY
>But I would say I deserve it for hurting him and would say it's ok if he did.
OH.MY.GOD.STOP.

>>7736310
what dose are you on?

im on 50mg but my T isn't nuked yet so i haven't lowered it

>>7736300
I will! I was also born without a thyroid gland so she also takes care of me for that with my Synthroid so it's always a double visit haha.

>>7736306
i was on pills of those for 3 months prehrt
noted tho, how long have you been on mones?

>>7736317
my mom is on that too

sucks when you run out :/

>>7736318
did you notice any effects or were they meme pills?

>>7736320
Yeah I'm at 137 much >_> I'm gonna have to take it my whole life

>>7736308
You hate yourself because you've spent your whole life trying to deny what you are.

>But I would say I deserve it
STOP. Call your mom right this fucking second and tell her this. This is NOT healthy, and it WILL end badly if you let yourself be drawn in to something like this. You need help. If anyone I knew irl said this I would call their family for them.

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>>7736297
Idk like none of this has happened yet
Idk if I'll get in
I actually don't have a plan B

>>7736299
You've been watching me post the past few days right?

>>7736323
well hopefully you feel okay when you're on them? <33

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>>7736308
>I hate myself for being trans
>Why would anyone be expected to love me for that
Because anyone who loves you either loves you for exactly who you are, or doesn't love you at all

You can't find happiness in others' affection unless it's aimed at a person who's real

Are you real? Do you matter?

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>>7736313
I deserve it for being such a stupid idiot
And there's nothing better for destroying Spartan than being under the control of a real alpha male


>>7736326
I've told my sister right now I miss him

Will you relax. He's never ever hit me.

>>7736327
yeah, i saw you be really sweet and stand up for me today

>>7736321
yeah i got buds
i was also on black cohosh and fennugreek

>>7736315
25mg twice a day..thats my plan too..just wanna get my revenge on my anatomy

>>7736329
Yes! As long as I take them correctly! There's so many restrictions like no eating before or after, and no calcium at least 4 hours after. @_@

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>>7736226
On patches, estrodot or it's US version are generally the best at sticking. They are also small. 100ng per patch is the largest size and will provide roughly 80pg/mL +/-20pg/mL E2 blood levels. Chart is for the slightly older version, numbers are the same for the new ones.

I used 2 of them and had 165pg/mL, and on a 3 patch schedule where I kept them on 4.5 days got to a sweet 222pg/mL Sadly I'm intolerant of the adhesive in all types of patches.

>>7736333
>I've told my sister right now I miss him
tell her how you would like to get beaten by him because you deserve it
tell her that you want to stop transitioning and take your pills if he would take you back

>>7736330
Amy doesent exist unless I pass or was born a cis girl

Therefore I'm just a dysphoric boy.
I don't want to be alone. I'll be anything he asks me to be.

Anything. Just so he loves me.
I can't stop crying.

>>7736339
i thought there was no benefit to splitting it? what level are you at?

>>7736333
He hasn't and I'm not saying he will, but it's not about that. It's about the relationship being completely unhealthy. Maybe it will end at him trying to stop you from being who you are, maybe it won't. Either way a relationship like this could ruin your life while all the while you keep convincing yourself it's the opposite.

>>7736337
hmm interesting

nothing like big though right

>>7736340
i dont think my mom follows those restrictions lmao

>>7736342
I have ;-;

Don't act as if I'm some fragile girl. I'm a stupid ugly boy and it wouldent even leave a mark

>>7736305
sometimes they do, but only temporarily

>>7736327
yeah fuck, i don't have a real plan B either for if the norway thing doesn't work out :/

I still have faith they'll take you and that they'll take me. I know it sucks to have to hinge on that but often in this world our choices are very limited

>>7736353
Haha i used to not either, but i realized it's my lifeline so I have to take it seriously~

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>>7736341
So you wore 3 patches for 4.5 days straight?

>>7736353
nop

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>tfw you suddenly feel like complete shit

>>7736318

Yeah I was on then pre-hrt too they were decent but you needed the Saw Palmetto for them to work properly and I was up to 4 capsules a day, and I took them with milk which apparently helps. I've been on HRT for about 6 months now. Real HRT is better and cheaper. Lol you'd be stupid not to do it. But sometimes you need to wade into the ocean right? Herbals are good for that.

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>>7736349
He will probably ignore me
But that dream hit me hard

>>7736140
>old
>filename date
?

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>>7736345
You are your mind, what others see is essentially secondary

You are Amy internally and that's all that matters

You are not a dysphoric boy, you are a dysphoric girl because your brain is stuck in an XY body which from what I've seen is doing a pretty good job of bridging the gap

You want to be loved. YOU want to be loved. Don't put on a mask just to feel a fraction of it. All of us deserve better than that.

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>>7736334
I was pretty mean in how I went about it.
Him attacking you of all people just made my blood boil though.

>>7736345
hugg amy
>>7736348
i just do it bc i know its p powerful. i havent checked since i started but my t was in the 250s i think, a month ago.
>>7736363
hugg

>>7736360
yeah don't be my mom haha <33

>>7736354
We should all be like ash and be happy

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pig

>>7736364
some anon a while ago said that pm made their veins weird
now they have vericose veins in their legs and a really painful knot of veins in their balls
i felt bad but also they were a teenager and took them for a long time so idk they probably fucked up somehow

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>>7736370
You're nice for watching out for nim like that.

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>>7736354
>I have ;-;
huggs, you will be okay you are just heartbroken
>I'm a stupid ugly boy and it wouldent even leave a mark
nope, you are a tiny cute girl

>>7736371
oh wow i thought i was high at 25

where are you trying to get?

>>7736374
My moms the same way xD she is horrible with her antibiotics she's supposed to be taking for her broken tooth.
>>7736375
Awww *hug* Faye is anime waifu status~

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>>7736368
Hugg

I just hope I end up ok.

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>>7736370
he deserved it

idk i guess im the person he's picking on at the moment

he sure said a lot for "not being mad" though, huh

I LIKE MEMES

>>7736395
hugg

>>7736376
is this a metaphor for capitalism?

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>>7736389

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TO ALL THE AMAZING LADIES ON HERE STRUGGLING, THIS IS FOR YOU <3
(Picture I keep on my wall)

>>7736370
>meanlanna today
you know you were not very sympathetic to that trap person

>>7736395
hey meme too wtf?

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Hello girls! What's everyone doing right meow? Anything exciting happen for you today?

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>>7736395
I have the fresh ones

>>7736404
im laying in bed tripping and listening to music

>>7736307
Doesn't tell me much. Dose is set my how many ml injected. Generally one wants to keep it under 1 ml per injection spot. Some can't tolerate .5ml per spot.

>>7736317
I have a cousin who didn't get a thyroid. Mine is acting up. Maybe Hashimoto's which runs in the family... I'm already on synthroid for low thyroid output, and my last few tests have been all over the place. A sure sign of hashimoto's, but my doc says there is no reason to bother testing for it as nothing can be done. BULL SHIT, a lot can be done.

>>7736340
Thos restrictions make things fun. I have to take another pill at 12 hour intervals that can't be taken within 4 hours of my synthroid. I get up in the middle of the night to take the synthroid.

>>7736361
I staggered the application by 1.5 days each. Made for a nice smooth E level that was always over 200pg/ml. I really ant to get on implants, but don't have the $$$ right now.

>>7736375
I'm trying, I'm trying...

>>7736404
Hi Zhe.
hugg

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>>7736405
The freshest.

>>7736389
Just keep going strong. You'll make it through, I know it.

>>7736392
CNN is so shit

>>7736404
You are an angel in the darkness.

>>7736405
are u from the future?
>>7736404
<3 yo
its meme time

>tfw you realize dysphoria is the result of a contradiction between the body and mind, two things that are both separate and the same at the same time and transition or suicide is the only possibility for this contradiction to be resolved and all the laws of diakectics can be applied here

i love dialectics

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>>7736356
I hate feeling like life is in the balance and out of my control ya know?

>>7736379
Idk I just don't like it when people who don't deserve shit get shit ;_;

>>7736394
Don't let him get to you
He's just some creep trying to turn this place into his personal dickgirl farm

>>7736402
I had all of 10 minutes to convey that they were a tranny. May as well cut to the chase.

>>7736417
Thanks, anon. Why do you say such things though?

>>7736418
Memeeeees

>>7736409
Hello, many hug to you.

>>7736406
Very awesome p. What are you tripping on?

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>>7736407
Interesting, I'll talk to my doc./

>>7736419

what's your favorite thing about dialectics?

>>7736404
I am 23 today and I'm playing Nioh

I like it when boys kiss
>>7736425
u u?