Hey, I'm a /pol/ack and for most of my life I've been very homophobic up until very recently.
Recently I've been having lots of gay thoughts and stuff, I'm not attracted to masculine men, or any man I've ever met in real life.
But I get turned on when thinking about gay sex (I've only fantasized about topping) and I feel like I want to get a boyfriend.
I want to date a small cute twink/femboy and dominate him, I want to be the "man" in a gay relationship.
1/?
>>7717708
But as much as I love the idea of dominating a smaller and skinnier guy, I still like women and vaginas.
This is very confusing, please help. 2/2
>>7717708
>I want to be the "man" in a gay relationship.
gosh that's very convenient op because i want to be the girl in a gay relationship~
>>7717733
I was referring to playing the stereotypical role of the male in a relationship, being the provider and the one who makes decisions.
>you were serious
I wouldn't what to tell you
>>7717752
I've always thought there is something "off" with gay people, my mental image of gay people was a couple of muscular dudes kissing, I find that disgusting
>>7717785
I wouldn't know what to tell you *
>>7717785
>I find that disgusting
masc4masc is the purest form of love
Did Megawatt Mike actually say that? If so, then top fucking kek. We would literally have a VP who unrionaccly says its not gay if it's a feminine penis.
>>7717823
You're going to need a better bullshit detector, Anon...
(would be kind of sexy if he really said that though - Daddy Pence is aesthetic as fuck)
>>7717708
ok, i see how this can function. i personnally am or rather i want to be a tgirl just so i can have sex with men and it not be wrong.
i've never been dominate and i want to be fucked by some one dominate. secretly i'm a little homophobic and if i'm a girl then its not gay.
You're a chaser because it's exotic and exciting. You aren't really gay and will drop your lover once they have gay death, which is the reason why everybody shits on chasers.
>>7717819
>Pure Unadulterated Heresy
>>7717823
>>7717831
He is part of the reason this is so conflicting
>>7717839
Are you homophobic?
>traps r gay
>>7717867
being gay is strange and weird. its all in my head tho. i'm just a symptom.
>>7717867
You seem ready to fuck twinks. Honestly, you want to know when it really "becomes gay"?
It will be gay, when you will know it to be gay, without any doubts in your mind.
Just do what the fuck you want about your sexuality (but avoid rape) and throw away all ideologies, they are not going to make anyone happy, they at first may seem a reasonable explaination of this world of phenomenons, they make you feel strong, brave and with your feet on the ground, ready to shake everyone, but a lie will remain a lie, no matter how good or appealing may sound.
>>771791
>tucked in corner of image: Nyarlathot*p
DO NOT CALL UPON THE ELDRITCH GODS HERE
THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU
>>7717876
>Being gay is strange and weird
>being a Tgirl is not
Wat
>>7717886
So if I start a relationship with some cute femboy, have rough sex with him every night and act like a couple every day BUT I still have my doubts about the whole thing, then it's not gay?
>>7717918
Thanks, but that isn't the entire problem, I want a relationship with a femboy but I'm not attracted to any male I've ever met.
It's really strange
>>7717966
I CALL UPON THIS BOARD THE ELDRITCH GODS THEMSELVES, MAY THEIR PRESENCE SWALLOW THE BOARD IN THE DEEPEST PART OF THE ABYSS.
>>7717969
I think it's still reasonable, not being yet attracted to anyone but like the idea, you ever meet a man you'd like to be in a relation ship and fuck? I am guessing not
>>7718010
oh fuckkkkkk
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>>7718022
That's pretty much the problem, I entertain the idea of having a boyfriend that's smaller than me and dominating him sexually, but I don't know that one guy I'd make love to
>>7717785
>I was referring to playing the stereotypical role of the male in a relationship, being the provider and the one who makes decisions.
i know that op. getting to be the girl might be the only thing to sure my dysphoria short of transitioning.
>>7718108
In a scale from "Chloe Salpa" to "early transition Bruce Jenner", how femenine are you?
>>7718171
i'm male op, sorry. i have to be gay because i'm not a girl.
>>7718184
Are you a twink?
>>7718187
i'm scrawny. is that good enough?
>>7718199
Yeah, sure
I guess being small and skinny are the only requirements, there is no standard to live up to, I guess being cute and pale skinned would help
>>7718211
go check out the /cuteboys/ map on (eight ch dot net). plenty of lonely feminine boys looking for love and sometimes just sex.
they have a thread stickied which is just a map where everyone who is lonely has posted their location and a brief description of themselves. here's the map itself
https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=2109503
you may want to mention the whole /pol/ and homophobia thing up-front, though. just how /pol/ack are we talking, here?
>>7717708
How's your luck with women anon? You could be suffering from "prison gay".
Basically you can't get GF, but you wanna fuck something so femenine traits with a dick is your trade off.
I reccently got out of a long term relationship and I'm still super hung up on it. I don't want to put any effort in for sex at all. I've been on a date witha girl that would normally be totally up my street but the though of putting in any effort for dating her, and stuff leading up to sex bores me.
I've kinda just been fucking/fucked by guys a few time since because usually it's an email to a CL and and a taxi, and I get laid. I don't find men attractive and actually told a guy I'd fuck him but I'd need to watch straight porn to keep myself hard and held it in my hands with him bent over.
>>7718308
>how /pol/ack are we talking, here?
I disagree on quite a lot of stuff with the general consensus on /pol/
I'm a full blown Anarcho-capitalist, I think that the western Mediterranean civilization is the peak of human achievement
Trump is pretty meh, I think Rand Paul would've been a much better candidate.
I think that German/Norse (muh aryan race) culture is highly overrated.
Muslims and Africans are civilization wreckers.
As for the homophobia see>>7717785, that and Dank Mike "suck the cock get the Glock" Pence
>>7718396
Are you pro-Israel too?
>>7718354
There's this girl I really like, but she keeps stallin around the subject of dating and is undecided between me and another dude, I've gotten to second base with her
>>7718424
And how do you feel about that.
Answer this honestly: If you had a gf, you're already having sex and stuff so the hard work is done, would you even consider fucking a twink?
>>7718409
I'm neutral, I dislike kikes but at least they're kinda civilised unlike the musllims who are pretty much savages (that would throw me off a building for dating a cute twink/femboy)
>>7718432
I feel pretty frustrated about it
IDK about the whole "not thinking about it" I've always been curious about the subject, it's just recently that I've begun fantasizing about it
>>7717708
did usa today really say that?
>>7718450
Same, but in my experience the times it's most prominent is when I'm single. I'm kinda "bad" with Women, so this is just me taking the easy road.
As soon as I got a GF and had an active sex life it never crossed my mind once.
Just food for thought.
>>7717708
You want to be the man?
So does that mean I'd be submissive in bed, stay home all day while you go out to work, receive flowers and gifts, have doors opened to me, get money from you to pretty myself up for you and so on? Because if yes count me in.
Oh you want a small cute twink, I'm sorry but I'm thick.
>>7717708
I know this feel. I'm super right wing, /pol/ since I first came to this board. I still subscribe to basically all other /pol/ack beliefs but I [meme]pilled myself when I started looking at traps and ended up with a cute little twink for a boyfriend.
Just enjoy it op. Sure everyone who shares your beliefs hates you and doesn't think you deserve rights but eh, small price to pay for boipucci
>>7718513
>You'd have to be a 50's housewife and not thick
don't listen to her, she'll be a shit housewife. look at her meme, religion is next to statism. pick me op.
itt hypocrites
>>7718568
>Are you willing to be dominated? A 50's housewife?
yes, yes.
>Are you a cute femboy?
i'm scrawny anon. not thick like she is.
>>7718582
Why?
>>7718587
See>>7718211
Why is everyone interested in being my submissive housewife?
>>7718568
You'll get over it. Ignore /pol/ memes for one second - traps aren't gay. If they are who even actually cares? Takes some getting used to at first, but after you find a nice cute boy that's near a foot shorter than you and super skinny and submissive (and who will love you more than a woman ever will) you'll wonder why it was a bad thing.
>muh reproduction, furthering the white race etc etc
just have fun and love someone nig. But most importantly you gotta care for yourself, /pol/ack meme magic will only get you so far, sometimes a little lefty-ism is good.
tldr PUT PEEPEE IN A BOY YOU FAGGOT
>>7718611
I don't get it, is it because I would treat like a woman? Because our relationship would be like that of a traditional husband and wife? Because you are into BDSM and you are submissive?
>>7718615
This is a great response, I would indeed pick a cute boy that's a foot shorter than me and loves me over a rotten Bitch.
However, I've yet to understand this feelings, I still drool over women and fantasize over some girls I know, yet I don't feel any sexual attraction to any male I've ever met
tl;dr WHY DO I THINK ABOUT BOYS IF I DON'T LIKE THEM
>>7718644
all three of those, yes. i am insanely jealous of how women get to live in relationships with men.
>>7718653
Surely this approach to a homosexual relationship is common, I can't be the only anon that thinks this way.
>>7718644
It's only gay if there's romantic feelings, if it's just sex boipucci or a bj from a twink isn't that different (usually better cuz boys know what boys want) than girls. It's even less gay if you're attracted to guys with the more femenine attributes the better.
For me it's the opposite, i dun like them women folk because, like I said, redpilled /pol/ack here. Guys just understand me and work better with and identify with me better because I'm also a guy. If you feel romantic about a guy though, you're gay, and that's cool. Just don't be a fag and people really won't care. Right wingers don't really hate gays that much, they just hate when people act like huge faggots about it.
Just do you (and your bf) and don't feel the need to shove it in everyone's face. You probably feel this because - spoiler alert- you actually DO like boys. Or would, if you tried. Being attracted to other, more feminine guys is, logistically, just as (or more) natural than being attracted to women because they're easier and more enjoyable in just about every way.
Now if only they could reproduce...
>>7718662
To add one more thing, the most feminine little princesses I've ever met had cocks, and they were somehow more grateful, less whiny and less annoying than the actual female equivalent
>>7718659
it's comforting to hope that it is.
>>7718662
>>7718674
>Guys just understand me and work better with and identify with me better because I'm also a guy.
do you think a boy can be like this and still be feminine and a housewife too?
>and they were somehow more grateful, less whiny and less annoying than the actual female equivalent
they really appreciated it. women know every man owes them it.
>>7718662
don't have a problem with being gay or bi (great men like Alexander the great and Julius Caesar are believed to have been bisexual) I'm struggling to understand my urge of "getting a boyfriend and dominating him and making him my hoisewife", I fantasize for something like pic related, belive me, I'm not trying to not like them.
But I still like women, A LOT.
>>7718674
I've no experience in this field
>>7718689
So the whole "gay relationship with traditional gender roles" is strange to you people?
>>7718689
>do you think a boy can be like this and still be feminine and a housewife too?
Of course, there's always gonna be a femenine one in the relationship (I mean, I guess, the idea of two masculine guys together seems strange to me) but the way I see it, femenine guys are just upgrades of women. Same nice body and looks and stuff, but better in the mind in just about every way. I don't really know when the point of being a 'really really femenine guy' becomes 'a women' (if there even is one) but usually if it has a dick it's all good. Similar enough to you in mindset to be a fun person to talk to on the same level, but still femenine enough to be a real wife.
I'm not against the idea of being with an actual woman, but after nothing but good experiences with traps and twinks, ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dunno about that
>>7718707
>So the whole "gay relationship with traditional gender roles" is strange to you people?
Shouldn't be, traditional gender roles are good, even if sometimes they aren't taken by the correct gender.
>>7718707
>metal gear fan
is this a 10/10?
>tfw no /pol/ /k/ommando girly twink to dominate and love forever
End it all family
>>7718708
>there's always gonna be a femenine one in the relationship
>the idea of two masculine guys together seems strange to me
Are you new to the whole gay thing? There is masc4fem but there is also masc4masc and fem4fem. And that's just scratching the surface. Gay couples aren't always a bear and a twink...
>>7718708
My lifelong dream has always been to raise a successful family (realistically, the unreal one is to achieve immortality and conquer the stars creating an interstellar Minarchist society, but hey, it's a dream) lately, that dream sometimes replaces the short brunette that cooks me breakfast with a skinnier version of pic related
>>7718715
Know that feel
>>7718707
>So the whole "gay relationship with traditional gender roles" is strange to you people?
being gay instead of trans is new to me.
>>7718708
>the way I see it, femenine guys are just upgrades of women. Same nice body and looks and stuff, but better in the mind in just about every way.
this is how i see it too but from the other side.
>Similar enough to you in mindset to be a fun person to talk to on the same level, but still femenine enough to be a real wife.
this. how feminine do they have to be to be a real wife?
>>7718723
>masc4masc and fem4fem
>seems strange to ME
I don;t get it, still. Never said they didn't happen, but the dynamics of that seem off kilter to me. I don't know how it works, but if it works for you, then great.
I'm just talking one /pol/ to another. I've been dating guys for a few years now, but this is literally my first ever thread on /lgbt/.
>>7718728
>Minarchist
It is not the time nor place for me to shitpost about politics but oooohhhhhhhh
>>7718745
Uh, depends on how you and the other feels. I really don't think there's a hard line. If you're the feminine one and make a good wife, that's good enough for you, good enough for me. if you and your SO feel you're sufficiently feminine for a female position, sounds good to me
>>7718755
>oooohhhhhhhh
I said it was a dream
>>7718755
It works literally the exact same way. I go on /pol/ too, it is no excuse for being so clueless.
>"there's always gonna be a femenine one in the relationship"
This makes it sound like you have been living under a rock.
>>7718755
>If you're the feminine one and make a good wife, that's good enough for you, good enough for me. if you and your SO feel you're sufficiently feminine for a female position, sounds good to me
i was just interested in hearing different ideals for the feminine one.
>>7718766
i liked your dream op.
>>7718767
If I said 'usually' would you be happy?
There's /usually/ the feminine one. I never meant it didn't happen,poor wording
>>7718755
Is there any objective advantage to boys over girls?
>>7718775
Guys understand guys better, guys know what guys want, and I don't care how 'in tune' someone is with a chick they like, it's always easier to have a natural easy conversation with another guy without feeling the need to be careful about what you say. Only real disadvantage I can honestly say is inability to bear children. Honestly, that's the one part I think I'll always struggle with. I don't blame my boyfriend though, it's just a choice I had to make to have him.
>>7718783
Would you consider a surrogate mother?
>>7718793
Of course, I thought of everything. Haven't talked it out with him because I dunno how he'd feel about someone else being the mother to my kid, but that's a long way away. I"m happy right now, and it's something It's certainly not a deal breaker. Lineage is important, yknow?
Well, I guess what I'm really saying is kiss boys OP, it's great. Don't have to deny your feelings to yourself, it's the way that you feel about it that's important. you know what /pol/ would say, and despite claims, /pol/ is only right 99% of the time.
>>7717785
>my mental image of gay people was a couple of muscular dudes kissing
I always stereotyped gays as twinky little fags
>>7717708
I feel you OP. FtM Here, but I'm still attracted to men, especially masculine traditional men. I just want to find a nice guy to call me his husband, and raise a nice family in the rural mountains.
>>7717708
If you supply the jumper cables I'll bring the car battery
Damn, there's so many of these "I'm a /pol/ack but jerking off to boys halp" threads. Is ANYONE on /pol/ actually straight?
I'm bi FtM /pol/, but I accepted those things about myself long before my politics veered right-ward, so I can't quite relate. Homophobia doesn't make sense to me as long as people are keeping their sexuality to themselves (and yes, I understand lots of faggots don't - hating them, I get). I don't see a point in forcing people to be self-loathing and forced into straight marriages they hate, even for the sake of carrying on the white race - I think people are more productive in society when they are more content with themselves/their life.
I do think white bisexuals should try for white kids. But maybe you wanna bang some boys before you settle down. So what?
>>7718396
> I think that the western Mediterranean civilization is the peak of human achievement
wew lad
Ancient Greece was a while ago.
>>7718728
>pic related
You have good taste
>>7718211
im 5'2 and about 100 lbs please fuck me daddy op
>>7719420
Are you a right-winger?
>>7719824
I don't watch gay porn and I'm not attracted to most males, it's the idea of marrying a submissive femboy and raising a family with him what turns me on
I'm not referring to Ancient Greece, I'm referring to everything from the Roman Empire to the last of the French empire, I think that was the greatest period for human civilization.
>>7720576
Like that but skinnier
>>7720661
Are you willing to be a 50's housewife?
>>7720707
>Are you willing to be a 50's housewife?
im gonna be a doctor tho
>>7720709
On the hand I want a traditional marriage, on the other hand, you are over a foot shorter than me
>>7720834
lets get it on then
you fuck me and
yeah you fuck me
>>7719824
>Is ANYONE on /pol/ actually straight?
no
The 'we hate gays' thing is just posturing to look cool to each other. Everyone's gay a little
>>7717708
>I'm a /pol/ack and for most of my life I've been very homophobic up until very recently. Recently I've been having lots of gay thoughts and stuff
another one bites the dust.
>>7718728
>that dream sometimes replaces the short brunette with a skinnier version of pic related
>>7720576
>You have good taste
white people confirmed for skinny homosexual sadomasochistic faggots
>>7717708
Used to be same until the cutest guy started hitting on me once I got muscular in highschool
>>7722457
Would you greentext your story?
>I want to dominate a femboy
ITT: OP baits a bunch of thirsty twinks
>>7724091
Said anon to some guy in /LGBT/
>>7724131
I'm not baiting
>>7717708
>I'm not attracted any man I've ever met in real life
>and I feel like I want to get a boyfriend.
Schizophrenia, the thread
>>7724160
I haven't read the thread, the post
>>7724160
He's a pedo not a schizo
>ancap autist
most of the femboys here would probably be more interested in dating an abusive Nazi LARPer tbqhwyfam
>>7724207
>I'm not a pedo
>wants to fuck a hairless boy
O-okay, anon
Why not just download grindr and find some twink to fug
>>7724224
then they deserve what they get.
>>7724224
Hitler did nothing wrong
>>7724229
I want a Femboy, a femenine man, not a child
He'd resemble a woman not a child
>projecting this hard
>>7724238
Grindr is like Tinder but for gay people, full of trash
>>7724256
>Grindr is like Tinder but for gay people, full of trash
Yeah, but what better way to see if you like fucking twinks than to find some disposal cum bucket?
>>7724256
>defending a socialist
>>7724256
>boy=man=woman
>not schizo
uh-huh, i see...
*backs away slowly*
>>7724261
I'd prefer it if my first experience wasn't with a literal slut, promiscuity is degeneracy.
>>7724264
>not getting the joke
It's just a meme brah
>>7724266
>a femenine man with female features is called a Femboy
>this makes me a pedo
Gas yourself (((Anon)))
>>7724271
statism is no joke.
>>7724284
Soothe your breasts anon, no need to be upset
>>7724297
>your breasts
you do this on purpose don't you?
>>7724271
>my first experience
at this rate you will probably never get laid
>>7724271
>I'd prefer it if my first experience wasn't with a literal slut, promiscuity is degeneracy.
If you fuck somone you know and it turns out that you are not into guys, you risk a friendship.
Fucking 1 random guy just to see if you're even interested in men isn't degeneracy.
Degeneracy is fucking several random men.
>>7724316
I don't why I'd have to end the friendship, "sorry man, I realised fucking males isn't my thing, but we can still be friends"
Plus, if I like it, we could start a relationship right away.
>>7724336
I don't see why*
>>7724336
>confusing fucking with friendship
found your problem
>>7724347
>wat
>>7724365
Have you ever dated anyone and then broken up with them?
>>7724436
Have you ever dated anyone?
>>7724436
Not immediately if that's what you mean
>>7724445
You're a fake
>>7724454
None, but the relationships ended for different reasons
>>7720707
I am very right leaning, mostly for immigration and for a return to a state-oriented government system rather than a mass federal one.
>>7717708
give into the rage like me
>>7722205
>Found the homophobic Muslim goat fucker
twinkphobic ≠ homophobic
twinks ≠ men
>>7728067
negative past experiences with twinks, Anon?
>>7718396
>implying anarcho-capitalism isn't a meme
>>7717708
You're perpetrating the harmful stereotype that all /pol/acks are closet homosexuals!
>>7717708
You're bi
>>7717708
ohmygosh OP you sound adorable. i've always had kinda /pol/ views (though i moderated a lot, i stick with the online alt-right culture) and i've always really had a fantasy of finding a guy who was kind of insecure about his sexual desires. i consider topping a femboy straight though, only being the catamite is really gay imo
i used to identify as totally straight but i didn't have much success with women despite always being called cute and whatever. i never went for the idea of changing myself to please women (tanning, lifting, being more masculine) so i didn't have luck. most women don't go for that even though i had guys hit on me a few times in high school. i never really liked the 'out' gay top personality though, i'd rather find a 'straight' guy who loves me and appreciates the really feminine characteristics instead of gays who (in my personal real-life experience) don't appreciate the effort that i put into staying small and girly.
also
>tfw fear/loveboner from pence every time i see a picture of him with the electric meme edits
>>7718354
So you S D and get plowed but are not attracted to men?
>>7717708
The allure of the forbidden fruit (lel), OP.
My advice would be to hook up with one of these feminine guys you are fantasizing about and see how it goes. If it turns you on in real life and you enjoy, then you're bi with a tendency to women who is also attracted to feminine men. If that's the case, then you just have to come to terms with it.
Best of luck to you, my /pol/ack friend.
>>7732644
I think most of us are tho
>>7737887
>attracted to feminine men
does this actually happen in real life?
i mean besides pedos?
i know chasers like chicks with dicks but who likes feminine men?
bisexuals?
>>7738994
yes
>>7739006
All the bisexuals I've met have wanted me to fuck their ass and treat them like a woman.
t. big and hairy gay man.
>>7738994
other feminine men and older/self gating masculine men