• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>7711741
hello
>>7712512
hiya sheen
>>7712512
hello shann
>>7712512
Hi Sheen, how are you today?
>applying for jobs on the UK gov't website
>all these fucking boxes asking to provide examples of various times i was competent/a leader/made a good decision/communicated effectively
pretty sure this world is another world's hell
>>7712517
>>7712512
ohayo sheen
me 'n' my gf
>>7712516
>Not even on hormones?
naw dude lol
i've always been able to cum and get hard and all that even on really strong doses of HRT
>>7712507
>Faggin out in the highlands edition
sup faggots <3
>weak male language could indicate being european
LMAO
>tfw no qt bf(gf(male)) to tell me itll be ok
Dude lol
>>7712489
Yes. Images of parasites and fungi emerging from their hosts makes me feel super creeped out and weird and uncomfortable. I kinda like it, though.
>>7712494
I always had trouble with PIV with my cis gf, and that was before any hormones or anything. Might just be that it's not your jam, or you were psyched out, or whatever. Sexuality's goddamn weird.
>>7712502
Wasps are not fake bees. Wasps are wasps and bees are bees, and wasps are not bees, nor are bees wasps. Wasps are lovely creatures and don't deserve all the hate they get.
Fake bees would be the many, many animals that mimic the aposematic patterns of bees, like the one in this image being eaten by a mantis. It is actually a fly and deserves what it is getting. I do not respect flies and neither should you.
>>7712531
sweden YES
>>7712532
its ok
This should be fun.
>>7712534
love u
>>7712528
Holy crap, teach me!
I couldn't even cum and stuff.
>>7712528
the salty mass parts your lips, you can feel the warmness on your tongue and it starts sliding down your throat
>>7712534
You shouldn't post scary wasps just to scare people, then. It's mean. Yellowjackets wear bee skin and try to deceive me so they can hurt me, just like my ex. I no want.
How is everynyan
>>7712531
Link?
I like watching the people at the gas station across the interstate while I chill in bed, just wonder what their lives are like and such
>>7712528
>tfw dick doesn't work anymore
>>7712547
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDSf3Kshq1M
>>7712549
im pretty okay desu
>>7712539
>tfw girls are mean
>>7712549
http://www.hackerfactor.com/GenderGuesser.php
>>7712561
own me daddy
>Car won't start, probably needs to be repaired
>Mom: No I won't take you to (town 40 minutes away) for a job interview* it's way too far!
>Mom: But I will definitely take you to (town 30 minutes away) to meet your job coach and look for who is hiring!
???
*actually cover story for meeting a guy to fuck
>>7712541
Really? Look at how detailed my posts get and how I cannot brook misconceptions about things I like. I'm clearly autistic and should be ignored, not encouraged.
>>7712547
I post them because I like them! Yellowjackets do not wear bee skins, they're bright yellow and black and much less fuzzy. They are sleek and fly with grace, and are really quite nice when you get to know them. They don't want to sting you, but hate being disrespected. Don't swat at them, don't shrink away. Just be chill and they'll be chill, like a dog. If you have a sweet little treat for them, like some juice spilled on your fingers, they'll even hang out on your hand and tickle it with licks. So adorable! They're just like little stray doggies.
>>7712565
was your girlfriend beating you up and cheating on you again?
>>7712551
idk dude lots of ppl say their dicks stop working but mine never really did. ask faye desu
it got bigger recently too when i was off mones for 3 weeks lolllllll
>>7712540
I'm wondering how much fun it would be to send a dick-pic. I usually get more amusement out of it while they think I'm cis...
>>7712579
>ask faye desu
lollllll
>>7712569
does this make us gay cause idk if i wanna be gay someone clarify
>>7712460
hey bb
so, like dude like I just got this FF game
idk if this is a good one?
i have to find the cover I think its 4?
>>7712587
O/////o
Pl..s do..n't ask Faye
>>7712553
Why are they so rude?
>>7712572
*shivers*
Okay, I'll just cry, then. I don't like summer and it's because wasps are everywhere and want in my space, just like people, except when I say no to the wasp, it follows me and attacks me. Why do they need to attack me? I don't even like being outside. Why can't I just go to work without things wanting to hurt me?
>>7712588
nah, it's not gay.
trust me.
>>7712530
Nothing much just downloading the latest episode of Taboo, how about you feggut? Plus you're really bloody cute, do you have a full face pic... For... Reasons...
>>7712552
>o m g
>so i should order pizza huh....................
>>7712590
4 is probably the most brutal ff in terms of repeatedly fucking over every character
thoughts?
feedback?
all the photos I had of people were too big to use :(
>>7712528
Similar desu it's weird that if I'm not
that aroused I don't even get hard
>>7712561
Did he run
>>7712587>>7712587
Ask the faye
>>7712581
meh, may as well lose another friend
fuck it
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>7712599
drake should be in evil
>>7712533
how are you today elanna? :3
>>7712602
If you consider them a friend why are you sending them a dick pic?
>>7712599
put edie in chaotic neutral
nim in true nuetral
drake in chaotic chaser shitlord
>>7712603
>>7712597
uhh, this one?
I like wasps. The ladies get stingers, which are way cooler and more powerful than dicks anyways.
>>7712581
Get a picture of his dick, first, if you're aiming for humiliation.
>>7712592
You might just smell delicious. Do you use floral scents? Fruity scents? I once used my sister's Garnier Fructis and had a wasp bury itself in my afro. It was a difficult extraction process, but it was accomplished without harm to the wasp or myself.
>>7712599
>Faye evil
>edie and merc neutral
In the trash
>>7712603
they wont hate you they would be all
>oh our fravorite girl is here!
>sure we dont mind making you a pizza
>>7712599
me? Lawful neutral??
hmm
>>7712613
more like
>this fag mexican ordered just after we cleaned the oven fuck this
>>7712608
because he asked for a pic of my vag
>>7712611
I decided I'd just play it slow and not go for shock value. Build up the tension.
Too late to ask for a dick-pic from him.
>>7712594
nice this is the straightest ive felt in like years
>>7712601
why would anyone run from me im an angel
>>7712595
Is it any good?
>>7712610
Oh I hear they're doing limited time events and stuff so that might be interesting, I can't stand the actual bro speak road trip gameplay
>>7712610
no
this is FFX-2
>>7712612
but you are evil
mercury is ok now
okay its dead
tinychat
.com/hermesplace
bring it to life or something
idk
>>7712599
drake seems a lot more evil than neutral...
Also, I've somehow never thought about this before, but I wonder what people I know would say if I asked them to give me an alignment. I'm going to start judging people with this.
>>7712611
>wasp bury itself in my afro.
omg... *goes pale*
My hair always smells like mint and my body smells like several different spices, cinnamon amongst them. I wanna smell wonderful, but I don't want to be a target for malicious predators. Why is life so hard?
have a good night
>>7712624
>drakes motivations
you mean getting dicked by a woman taller and stronger than him
>>7712618
"I'm still confused, send me an ass pic"
LOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
>tfw snugg
>>7712633
night nimmy
sleep tite
>>7712631
>The Adobe Flash Player is required.
>>7712633
u2 buddi
>>7712633
Good night nim.
>he spams child porn but he's actually a really good guy :)))
>>7712647
trip on Drakeposter
>a 20-something guy in my bio class is type O+M second stage
remember ladies, things could be worse
>>7712632
Not all wasps are predators! Many eat fruit and nectar, especially as adults. Their larvae, however, are often another story. I see a way for you to smell wonderful and still be outside. What you must do is what I have done: you must form a compact with the wasps. A treaty of mutual nonaggression. There are rituals involved. I am happy to guide you through the process. Then, like me, you can live without fear of wasps and their cousins and see them for the little puppy dogs that they are.
They're often nicer than bees, who are standoffish and preoccupied with their labor, and who can blame them? They're stuck in the system. No freedom. No choice. Assigned from birth to be one thing. Bees are cis, ladies. Wasps are trutrans. Be a wasp!
>>7712629
That's not an argument
>>7712649
yeah dick move but whatever
>>7712649
OBSESSED
>>7712655
omg stop being an alt right fascist omg
4chan is weird
I don't wanna be a degenerate.
I'm uncomfortable with where things are headed for me.
>>7712664
me too
>>7712633
goodnight!
I got my new birth certificate, I was hoping they would be sympathetic and change my sex to female "accidently" but eh
>>7712599
I'm not a good person though
>>7712665
degenerate just means fun grace
>>7712668
yes you are sheen :)
>>7712620
Helloze.
I said stuff to you hoping to get a rise out of you but I got timed out instead.
That's bullshit, but I forgive you.
Make me my tea <3
>>7712668
uhhh might want to delete that
>>7712665
What makes you worry that you're a degenerate?
>>7712652
my mom's dad went bald in his early 20's
my hair is thinner than it used to me but i don't think i have any bald spots or recession
definitely a huge fear for me
>>7712665
everyone is a little bit degenerate
although to be fair, being a tranny is pretty effing high on the degeneracy-scale
>>7712675
will in a second the information on there isn't overly sensitive
wow, um
he's still into me even knowing I'm a boy
lmao
I guess guys will fuck anything that looks remotely feminine lol
>>7712649
its just banter
calm down
>>7712662
But obejectively the alt right has the cuter girls
>>7712665
Lay on mommi's lap and tell her all about it
>>7712681
"yes"
>>7712675
too late, the archives already have it
>>7712683
you can get your facebook
>>7712692
so?
>>7712678
HRT has gotta basically stop that threat though, no?
if you already lost some thats unfortunate (although you could just be paranoid about it desu, I thought I was balding when I was 16) but I don't think hair loss would get worse if you're proper hormone dosage
>>7712687
>But obejectively the alt right has the cuter girls
have you finally become /ourgirl/
>>7712695
Hair loss can actually reverse a bit on HRT, although it's a really slow process, on the scale of years, and you may not get it all back.
>>7712690
ye maybe a better fit that would have been
I just wish I had pictures of people I could use without making the whole chart massive or compressing the pictures to shit
>>7712622
Yeah definitely worth a watch, there's 5 episodes out so far as of a few days ago, I think I read Tom Hardy plays a part in the writing or the director or something, either way it comes together fucking perfectly for him to play the protagonist, it's pretty accurate to history as well, starting off a bit slow, building characters and backstory and that, but it seems like its going in pretty incredible direction, if you're on a UK IP pretty sure every episode is on Iplayer, my bad if that's written poorly i'm fairly mashed.
>>7712685
Or maybe he actually cares about you more than what genitals you have?
>>7712708
doubt it
>>7712708
Did you work anything out with the poop guy?
>>7712647
drakeposter, pls...
>>7712653
>A treaty of mutual nonaggression
>nicer than bees, who are standoffish and preoccupied with their labor
Are you an ancap?
I am not a bee and I am not a wasp. I am, at best, friendly with bees, and I will not be victim-blamed into trusting wasps. They've done what they wanted to do to me, and I was foolish to think they would ever stop hurting me just because I was putting myself in a smaller and smaller box for their comfort.
>>7712716
No, never sent me anything. Idk why he'd ask for skype if he wasn't gonna, maybe he doxxed me or some shit?
does anyone know if you can reuse filter needles??
they're literally more than 10x the cost of regular needles and its not like they go inside me
but I'm afraid maybe the metal starts to break down or rust after sitting around for a while?
I had to throw out an ampule today because I saw glass in it and I'd rather not have to waste them, but it'd actually be cheaper to waste them occasionally than to use a new filter needle every time
>>7712647
that losers been here trying to keep that bs impression you have of him up for 8 months lol! in the time i left this shithole to get titties and fucked hes still stationary
>>7712707
I'll check it out
>>7712638
o shit
witout me???
>>7712638
excuse me bitch but do you want to fucking toke or what
why are you here anyways
lets Game
>>7712723
ye he's taking a year off school, I'm pretty sure all he does is drink and smoke weed all the time
its pretty hard to make any progress when you do that every day
>>7712728
wow hes a bigger loser than i thought lol!
>>7712723
also congrats on getting titties and getting fucked
personally I find this picture quite humorous
>>7712734
I know :^)
>>7712734
youre not who im looking for
change your fucking name and trip if you arent who i thought you were omg embarrassing
>>7712717
>ancap
That would be silly. I'm not an anarchist, I'm really a dirty, dirty socialist who believes we should devote our resources to advancing humanity and helping each other. Nobody should starve or die of preventable/treatable disease, even if they're lazy sacks of shit.
I understand why you don't like wasps. I feel that they're often misunderstood, but I cannot argue with your experiences and wouldn't aim to victim-blame you. Perhaps I am just attracted to wasps myself and it isn't something anybody can be convinced to do. Kind of like liking dick. I hope this bee is better than the wasps I have been posting.
>>7712719
If you take stuff up with the filter needle, there's going to be some stuff still in the filter. That can feed the growth of bacteria or mold and that can be Bad News if it works its way into your solutions. I can't tell you that it'll happen all the time, but it's quite possible. Perhaps if you had a reliable way to sterilize them yourself, though it might degrade them. Do you have a pressure cooker?
I should go to bed. Bye! I'll see you all on the other side.
>>7712743
im really confused
My therapist won't give me his notes, and the police are trying to get a thousand bucks out of me for forcing me to go to the hospital
ree.
How's everyone else?
d a i l y
r e m i n d e r
: ^ )
>>7712754
wow sure convinced me with those hot opinions fagtron
>>7712736
its almost as if the entire "alt right r nazis" meme is a strawman to discredit people who don't agree with the current suicidal leftist rhetoric
>nightly political talk
Stop this right now.
this place is still fucking shit lol
i cant believe you idiots still jerk off over politics and the same bs as from a year ago
and a year before that
>>7712757
its not just like calling conservatives nazis is just an online thing
ben shapiro has been called a white supremacist by the left, milo called a nazi, obviously trump called a nazi....
before it was just calling everyone racists, but now they're actually nazis
>>7712764
Guaranteed replies
>>7712762
This
Literally nothing is accomplished with political discussion on a Mongolian finger painting site other than ruining the thread
>>7712685
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-A8GvUehq4
Watch this google talk, I cant remember every point he makes exactly as I watched it a while back, but I reckon it'll really help you some, probably skip to the part specifically about mtf's, but the whole thing is really insightful, if you got the time I hope it helps.
My social mirror or whatever you'd call it would reflect me as your average male, but it helped me come to terms with a lot of stuff for myself without sounding cliche, and i'm not even close to being mtf,
And for any good it does, I would say i'm primarily attracted to girls, but psychologically i'm more attracted to feminine mtf's for relationships, due to completely cognitive personal reasons that'd be irrelevant to go into, sounds corny as shit, but there really are people out there who aren't just out to do you in, probably gunna get fucked about like the rest of us until that point tho :'(
Transgender people arent real.
Gender is a spectrum, and you can't be for or against it, you can't be cis or trans.
You can only be beautiful you ;^)
>>7712768
to be fair, it's not as if most of the other things we talk about are any more productive or interesting, although they do result in fewer feuds
personally, i think we should talk more about video games and things that make us feel comfy
>>7712754
God, I just love this wall of text so fucking much. It's astute as fuck and literally no one can prove it wrong.
>>7712776
You're sweet anon
But I don't deserve that
>>7712775
I'm unironically fine with this thinking, it makes me feel better and it makes sense too!
>>7712780
i'm sorry to hear about your situation
that fucking police thing is infuriating
>>7712777
elanna looks manly in that :(
I just want to be cute forever.
>>7712751
do you like your therapist?
>>7712785
men don't have anime eyes like elanna, stop shit talking my momfu
>>7712785
does that really look manly to you?
I wouldn't call it cute but I don't really see anything manly in it either
hugg elann
>>7712795
cutte kitty
>>7712799
you should break some windows on the police station
>>7712791
>tfw no one to mommy dommy
>>7712802
mommy
>>7712802
be my dommy mommy ill e your good babygirl
>>7712800
Lmao I wish
I'm safely far the fuck away from all those jerks now, and I have new people in my life.
>>7712804
>>7712808
>>7712810
mtfg is always so cute.
>>7712812
am I a jerk
anybody get too sad to fall asleep because they don't have a mommy to tuck them in
>>7712810
pigs are so cute
why do we eat pigs and not dogs?
they're both very cute
>>7712820
every night
>>7712821
you don't have to eat anyone anon
>>7712815
Idk
If you're Lauren, you're like the #1 person I most regret leaving and now I feel like crying
If you're not, uhm, hi anon ^^
>>7712826
it is kind of a morally dicey thing to do, isnt it?
>>7712745
>socialist
Good, comrade, good...
It's not really restricted to wasps, desu. I dislike insects in general. All of them bear some resemblance to scary monsters to me, but smaller. My reaction to wasps is phobic, because I've been stung so many times by them, and usually multiple times at once, because, in my teens, I had a bad habit of finding myself near nests full of the creatures who felt particularly aggravated by my presence. Plus, my daily encounters with them during the summer have sustained that fear for years. No good to me, not one bit.
>>7712751
Therapists aren't allowed to do that, I don't think. Not once they're logged away, anyhow. I've had therapists who've told me I could look at them as they were being written, but that's it. Anyway, I'm alright. Studying and stuff, but it's fine.
>>7712754
No sources, no persuasive dialectical method. This is trash, senpai. Also, I don't have an inferiority complex and I rather like my country and its espoused morals, at least to an agreeable extent. Still a leftist, even though a lot of leftists hate me.
>>7712830
hugg
i think about you pretty much every day honestly
>>7712821
>why do we eat pigs and not dogs?
because pigs have been bred to be tasty
>>7712838
>tfw never will again
>>7712837
hugg
i miss you
;_;
I should do voice clips this week even though my voice is garbage. Need to give myself some useful practice
>>7712820
I just get too sad to sleep
>>7712821
I mean some places eat both
>>7712840
asain people eat dogs, they could be tasty too
>>7712774
This is actually fascinating lol
I'll have to watch the whole thing when I have more time.
>women can be physically turned on but mentally turned off
o.o sooooo cool
haven't even found the bit about mtfs
>>7712708
he literally said I had a cute asshole and that he wants to fuck me
so
no?
i just want to be happy
>>7712844
>refried beans
>add cilantro salsa
>add two habaneros
>add two seranos
>add garlic, onions, buffalo sauce, and honey
>dip spicy sweet chili doritos
i should've done cool ranch huh
Okay so I know uggs are uggly but what if I got one of their slippers to wear at home? My feet are cold all the frickin time, and if uggs are supposed to be comfy and warm they sound like the best slipper option
>>7712786
yeah thats that shit no one ever said - g eazy
>>7712507
w2c sweater?
>>7712871
maybe if you want to be basic
men are disgusting lmao
>>7712890
>Get something cheaper
Smart financial decisions are boring
I want mommy to domme me!
>>7712872
They might think you're trying to undermine them or something weird. What do you need them for?
>>7712896
i want daddy to domme me tbdesu
>>7712902
i want neptune to domme me tbdesu
>>7712764
joke's on you, I'm jerking off to the fact that some guy's jerking off to me.
whelp, as I go to bed tonight, I get to ask the age-old question, "why does this make me feel better?"
>>7712908
Sleep tight <3
>>7712908
Because you're AGP.
Welcome to the club.
why do people like giant dildos don't they hurt
>>7712917
Its a good hurt
I have a confession I want to get off my chest:
One time there was a trans girl i was crushing on irl before i came to terms with transitioning
I would spend a lot of time jacking off to her
One time I put her facebook on /b/ so other people could get off to her
I feel disgusting
>>7712917
you work up to it
its not supposed to actually hurt
>>7712918
You have giant dildos?
>>7712891
yeah, you are pretty disgusting huh.
>>7712854
I'd still call that being more into you than your genitals, butts are unisex!
>>7712920
its ok, as long as you recognize that you did something wrong and won't do it again
everyone has done something wrong in the past
>>7712854
As I said I can't really remember too much from the video, but I remember the part in which he talks about males being attracted to mtf's in a similar aspect to how we view optical illusions, It ended up inspiring me to knock up some sketch or digital piece or something, as I said hope it helps :)
Also, this is my first time on this board, and i've been really seriously thinking about going to a dating site, OkCupid or some shit, to try and find a cute mtf to attempt a relationship with (I live in small town in the UK, no other way of meeting) and hopefully give myself a good enough reason to get myself out of this tiny corner of existence i live in, whether it's long distance or not, but I really don't know how to identify as a male who's seeking a relationship with a mtf, is it considered Bi-sexual, or hetroflexable or some shit? I've never really thought about it that linearly, but for these sites you obviously need to choose a bullshit preference, I know people call them chasers or whatever, but i mean in a legitimate effort to be with someone, functionally
>>7712920
kill yourself you man, ur seriously an abhorrent human being
>>7712916
>>7712908
So naughty.
>>7712939
are they yours or your bfs
lonely time :c
mood
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v_QOOHAlFEA
things always get better. things always work out.
>>7712906
Paranoia tends to make therapists reluctant about giving you note information as well. If your reports are worrisome, then your best option would be to try and persuade them that you're stable, because the more you convince them you aren't, the less they'll be inclined to work with you rather than against you.
>>7712908
Feeling like a loser with other losers is still community of a kind. I drank with you bitches all through Christmas Eve.
>>7712917
A little hurt can be gratifying in its own right, but it shouldn't hurt if you practice and slowly work your way up to it.
>>7712945
stress time!
>>7712916
oh, how delightful
maybe I should just embrace it and be a trap
>>7712929
totally lol
tricking straight men into fucking a boy and taking pleasure in it is so gross
all my friends in middle school were right about me.
>>7712930
and yet I'm not a person to him
>>7712938
:P
>>7712948
>things always work out
maybe
I can enjoy youth while it lasts tho
>>7712949
I cried in a stairwell on new year's
*loves juni lots*
>>7712813
mommyyyy
>>7712952
Why? Shitty family or something?
>try not to cry
>cry like a baby
i love my friends
>>7712952
Are you sure he feels that way?
>>7712952
just don't let anyone see your non angled pics or your face.
>>7712946
its not even a "never do it again" kind of thing. something like that can't be taken back. only a man would do something so reprehensible.
>>7712952
If you have the opportunity to be a trap, do it.
But I'm a bit degenerate so I may be biased.
>>7712955
I hate telling this story.
Don't worry about it.
>>7712958
he's sending me chocolates a few days after valentine's day :3
>>7712960
he's seen my face without angles or lighting tricks, and heard my voice, and still thought I was a girl.
You can go fuck yourself if you wanna.
Shoo~ Shoo~
>>7712963
i don't think i ever said, "i'm a woman" seriously
I know, anon.
>>7712967
weeeeeeew that pic
>>7712966
I was going to ask why you didn't show me them owo
>>7712967
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
meh, sounds like fun desu
I'm all for sexual attention.
>>7712968
>lying on the internet
>>7712968
Most guys don't send chocolates to people they don't consider people =)
I used to hit my mom a lot when i was 5
fuck loneliness
>>7712978
yeah
who would do that
just go on the internet
and lie
>>7712979
meh, fair.
I still dunno if I wanna make this guy my bf or not.
>>7712982
Doesn't every child?
Is this not normal?
>>7712973
We were kinda busy the whole time anyway
:p
Tfw you get a mouthful of cum from someone you love.
:))))))))))))
How is everyone tonight?
>>7712996
WWWWWEEEEEEEW
I used to go on omegle in girls clothes and watch guys jack off to me for pretty long sessions
but then it just started to get boring :(
>>7712991
i hit my mom once when i was like 8 and she freaked out and really fucked with me
she kept saying i was garbage and a psychopath and said she was gonna kill herself
>>7712996
Tfw you get a buttful of cum from someone you love
>>7712983
Im not the one who (probably) ruined a trans girl's life.
the tripfag hugbox is an undying bond I guess, fucking faggots
juni is a good girl
>>7712996
I spent the past 5 hours sexting a guy after sending him a topless pic by mistake
>>7713001
I don't want to because I hate hurting people.
>>7712996
not having sex because long distance :(
hey dewds :-)
>>7712996
i dont know this feel :(
>>7713013
hugg
we're going to cuddle someday
>>7713001
Shrinks a shit.
The suspicion is that they're misunderstanding things, how am I supposed to "get better" if they wont even tell me whats wrong??
I'm the only one at risk, who are they to keep my info from me?
>tfw the dysphoria hits you
>>7713019
I look like a boy
>>7712996
>tfw trying to come up with money to hire you
>>7712996
iwnktf
>>7713013
i wish your dad beat you too. maybe then he wouldn't have raised such a confused degenerate
>>7712997
Yum :)) I'm glowing atm.
>>7713004
I haven't experienced this yet but I'm hoping I will this week. I haven't let any guys do that cause that's an act for me with someone you love.
>>7713010
"Mistake"
Shut it, slut
:3
>>7713011
Iktf. First time I saw him in a month. Ughhhh feels so good and fulfilling and yay idk I feel awesome
>>7713013
:D
Thank you love
>>7713014
Someday, my dear. Idk why I love giving head so much. I legit got off from sucking him off.
>>7713024
Lmaooo you better be saving hard then.
>>7713025
<3 Shannon, I'm confident you will one day,
>>7713024
Oh my, idk if you meant voice.
I thought you were a chaser talking about saving for a BJ. Lmao sorry!
>>7713026
But I do
The mirror doesn't lie
>>7713028
yeah
i used to call him a faggot a lot for forcing me to be his shoulder to cry on when my mom finally divorced him
If he was a better role model I wouldn't be such a retarded fetishist.
he's the nicest guy too sometimes
but he's a schizo that lives in total fear
fear controls every decision in his life and he refused to even clean up after himself or even put on pants in public.
he would take us to school in underwear and a vest full of knives lol
how tf am i supposed to want that future
>>7713033
not really abused just disturbed
>>7713019
>tfw it hits you and all you can do is lock up and cry all for several hours until your body just shots off and you sleep for like 6 hrs
>>7713043
>he would take us to school in underwear and a vest full of knives lol
rofl wtf
>>7713045
>>7713023
>>7713012
butt
>>7713041
Ah, I'm sorry. I wouldn't have replied that way if I had read it like that! Reed
Tfw you come off as an ass by confusing a legitimate post as a chaser prostitution inquiry.
>>7713045
I am familiar with this feel. Sometimes I decide to just go to sleep to end the pain.
I haven't felt too dysphoric lately though.
>>7713043
That sounds sad :c
>>7713049
>>7713032
>Iktf. First time I saw him in a month.
plane tickets are too expensive for me and we both have school i wont be able to see him for several
>>7713052
You didn't know what my context was so it's fine. More my fault, really.
>>7713054
one butt please
>tfw saving up for a Zheanna BJ
I like mtfg. Reading this stuff makes me feel normal in comparison lmao
>>7713043
so why tf dont you want to kill yourself?
>>7713060
same desu
S A D G I R L S
BAD FEELS VOL. 2
>>7713060
she charges $25 for two 30-minute sessions, right?
i wish that transexualism was a fetish that came and went but it's like something i fetishized for years before i even came for the first time when i was like 10 or 11
I remember crying about force femme makeovers and shit in elementary school
I couldn't imagine actually doing something about that shit. Wtf am i supposed to do.
When I first saw silence of the lambs I kind of built that persona into myself for most of the rest of my childhood. I could relate to ed gein
People always commented that i was gonna shoot up the school.
fuck
>>7713062
because i can distract myself pretty easily
don't take life too seriously because there's always something to laugh about after the rough parts
i'm gonna kms after i earn the right to die happy
I have such an intense desire to disgust, scare, and disturb people because I want them to think that's the worst of me. Then I can hide my shame from them more comfortably.
>>7713072
ur seriously psychotic holy shit
>>7713076
>LMAO. It would be the single best nut of your life. Just remember and accept that fact as truth.
So uuuuuuhhhhhhhh
>>7713072
Juni D:
Please don't bully yourself ok you are good
>>7713072
honestly I used to think my childhood experiences made me agp, but talking to enough people in agp gen made me doubt it because they all have different reasons for what they think caused it than an abusive parent
and really definitely don't feel guilty about it...I don't think calling it a "fetish" really does how powerful the feelings are justice
its prevented me from enjoying sex and being able to enjoy relationships, it forced me to either transition or be miserable
>>7713076
<3
My reasoning for wanting to pay pay you to help me is because I've tried everything else and I'm convinced nothing works. I fucked up my voice long ago.
>>7713076
Could you at least post your lips as an attempt to back up such a boastful statement?
>>7713076
distance really is hard but whenever you get together its so nice and yeah that feeling of oh no what if he doesnt care about me is terrible i was feeling that really badly the last few days but then he just said some sweet stuff and it went all away
>2 am
>crying and listening to sad music
How do u get over someone you never dated but ur really close to but they don't want to be with you that way
What is so wrong with my body and face that no one will love me and I'm only good enough to fuck ;_;
>tfw after a few days, Grace just drops you again.
The old familiar sting...
>>7713095
jeez is this charlotte?
wow did that turn around fast...
>>7713101
Who is Charlotte? I don't normally post here
>>7713095
its probably not that youre ugly like of all the guys ive rejected only one was from looks like dont beat yourself up over your looks but definitly take the chance to improve if you can
>>7713100
She is a fickle one.
>>7713095
at least you're good enough to fuck
post toys
tfw no D to succ
>>7713100
you must be pretty pathetic to get dropped by such an acne ridden dweeb
Which trip has the tightest boypussy?
>>7713092
Maybe some other time. I'm in bed atm. Lips don't have that much to do with the quality BJ though.
I treat sucking cock like an art form, identical to music. Sucking cock requires rhythm, form, harmony, and orchestration. I approach giving head like a performance in a concert hall. With full dedication, immersion, appreciation, and focus,
>>7713094
Yeah I always ruminate and make up things that aren't real and then get sad. Reeeee I hate estrogen for that lolz
>>7713084
XD so what!
>>7713090
Sounds fun, I bet in 4 lessons I'll have you sounding like s girl.
>>7713113
probably me since no one would ever touch me
>>7713115
Zheanna you're making me feel things.
>>7713113
im apparently really tight (ive heard from every guy ive been with)
>>7713113
I could name a few who probably have some of the LEAST tight
What some good music to masturbate to?
>>7713115
that wasn't even estrogen for me though it did make it worse lol i think the worst thing estrogen did to my brain though was make me baby crazy
>>7713115
I have a feeling it'd take more than 4...
>>7713124
punk shit
>>7713115
you put how I feel about giving head into very eloquent terms <3
>finally cave and buy girl clothes, wig, makeup
>put it all on
>Makeup could be better, first time, but I look legitimately beautiful
>more attractive than any of my past girlfriends
>like wow
>don't know what to feel
I don't think I want to be a woman. I just like the idea of being beautiful. My self confidence sucks, I don't much care about myself. But I feel great about myself now. I just spent and hour taking pictures in different lighting and poses etc. What do I do? My girlfriend would probably freak out if she knew. My dad would disown me. I just feel like I'm stuck in limbo
Also
>strangely feel somewhat attracted to myself
Like I look at myself and I know its me, but its not ME. At least not 100%, maybe like 70%. But that other 30% leaves room to be somewhat attracted to me. Also, funnily enough, I don't think I'd be able to land a girl as good looking as me, as I'm too weird (dressing up as a girl for one thing).
Idk, guess I was hoping someone would have been where I am and could tell me what to do. I'm just confused.
why even live
>>7713100
what the heck no...
ive just had stuff going on tonight im sorry..
>>7713123
why would you ever need to learn how to do blowjobs?
>>7713131
>Idk, guess I was hoping someone would have been where I am and could tell me what to do. I'm just confused.
you can ask any trip here im sure, they're all just as agp as you
>>7713113
it's definitely me and my tight virgin asshole
>>7713134
>saying this to a cock virgin
Mean
>>7713132
idk
>>7713100
Learn from Birdy and stop giving any fucks.
>bumps on gt
I'm a diseased whore now
>>7713138
you arent going to stop being a cock virgin if you stay with an abusive lesbian in denial
I downloaded some app that puts makeup on your face and its pretty great honestly
some are absolutely disgusting, but some make me look so feminine I almost can't believe it
i'm often scared hrt won't work on me
>>7713148
Nigga you're growing bobs
Also how's the arm?
>>7713148
you're already qt comrade
itt: we give me (you)'s
>>7713145
you did a bump off a gt
or someone did a bump off your gt
>>7713152
girl tinkler
i want to get off mr. bones wild ride
i hate that things are the way they are
>>7713148
you can always try sublingual/patches/injections if oral isn't working
My bff since 6th grade got a gf when we were 16 and she left him a year or so later for some dude.
We came out as bi to each other and I let my girlfriend flirt with him for attention. We were poly although I always refrained from getting intimate with people because my gf would cry her eyes out. I later came out as trans to him. I really wanted to be his wife. I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life and never let him feel abandoned even though he had abandoned me. We would all cuddle in bed drunkenly stoned. I let my girlfriend date a guy while I was out of work from being hit by a van this summer. She refused to help me or hang out with me by ourselves. She kept talking about becoming a prostitute again. Then she fucked him and didn't respond to me for 3 days. I broke up with her and told her she didn't love me. She thought that she could still live here and bring her johns over. I screamed in her face to kill me over and over again. I got drunk and told her I was gonna hide and kill her if she brought someone over while i was "gone" then i called the cops on her and never saw her again.
Meanwhile my bff was flirting with her while i was flirting with him and he stopped talking to me. Mtfg, you were there for me while all of that happened. I love you all. You give me hope.
>>7713162
hugg
>>7713155
so a penis?
>>7713162
>>7713150
it's ok
my hand is kinda swollen and im scared the bandage is too tight
nurse told me to try to move it often but i'm scared
also my nipples are still tiny mannipples and im scared they'll stay that way
>>7713151
i look andro at best
what if this is all i've got
>>7713152
i guess im paranoid
>>7713160
none of that is possible
i can't go throwing money on esteofem
Can't stop crying xD
is inhousepharmacy a good site to use
mood tonight
>>7713174
i used it the one time i selfmedded before getting hrt officially i had no issues with it that was like 3 years ago though
>>7713162
that sounds fucked up
hugg
>>7713162
Jfc that's rough
22 mtf transgirl here
>discovered traps on 4chan at 14
>obsessed
>browsed transition timeline threads
>crossdressed
>denied it for 8 years
>finally acknowledged how miserable i was being a "man"
>broke up with gf
>came out to parents
>came out to literally everyone i know as trans
>posting on 4chan again after all these years
>personality of 16 year old girl in body of 22 year old male
>mfw
>>7713175
yeah pretty much
>>7713162
you're one fucked up individual
mental illness
>>7713171
Sounds like the op went well I guess! Glad to hear it.
I have no idea about nip growth but there's plenty of time left so try not to worry
>>7713183
>personality of 16 year old girl in body of 22 year old male
thats not how that works
>>7713171
To my knowledge nips will stay tiny.
>>7713135
Is it AGP if it boosts my self confidence? Its normally an effort to get myself to wear a nice outfit, shave, etc. And I normally don't feel confident. But looking at myself right now, I feel really confident.
I don't want to have any secrets, especially big ones like this, that I would keep from people like my GF and Dad who are supposed to be the closest people in the world to me. Just makes me feel alone.
But on the other hand, theres so many possibilities with this...I don't know what, but it feels that way. Like I could live the life I have always wanted.
I hate this, its stupid, why can't I just feel this way all the time? Its not like I like guys so why would I care if I'm considered attractive as a woman?
feeling pretty ok
>>7713185
mfw i drive past that bff every thursday as he walks to get lunch
>>7713194
why dont you talk to him?
>>7713147
I discovered those a few weeks ago myself. so good! I think I use YouMakeup or something like that
>>7713189
i just mean i'm emotionally stunted from years of denial ok :/
Am I the only one that still just assumes everyone using :joy: smileys and the like are being ironic? I have never met one that does it sincerely so I don't wanna think the ones I see in youtube comments are either.
pretty comfy life rn
>>7713189
you're not familiar with Stefonknee?
>>7713175
Be the change you want to see.
>>7713198
no i'm amerifat but polish and finnish heritage
>>7713197
i left him a voicemail a while ago telling him i was just really craving male sexual attention
it was more awkward than you can imagine so i don't think he's ever going to talk to me again.
he hangs out with my old close friend from 4th grade. that guy came out as trans to me when we were young and i was really supportive then he told me that it was a joke, that that's gay, and he laughed his ass off. I know i'm a joke to them and their circle of friends.
>>7713203
The thread is exceptionally depressed and troubled tonight...
Whats the matter /mtfg/?
>when you sit on tinychat webcam for an hour while anon asks you intimate personal questions
>>7713208
:/ that fucking sucks juni, I've dealth with similar feelings of abandonment and alienation from friends growing up. It really hurts and im sorry that happened to you
>>7713198
http://annierichards.com/breastdev.htm
0% cute
0% pretty
0% likable
and a 100% ready to kms
>>7713213
while some weirdo reads the conversation the whole time
>>7713221
can't frighten them with your creepiness if you never let them know you're there
>>7713205
Are you referring to a specific change or are you just giving me a generic platitude?
>>7713212
boyfriend is 2k miles away from me
>>7713211
>no
you have to understand that the reason why so many cis people are funny around trannies is because this is the face of the transgenderism
I feel like I can see through everyone and I just let them run down their delusional lines.
>>7713220
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDvr08sCPOc
>>7713226
Platitude probably.
>>7713227
>i dont want to look like a man anymore
assuming you look like what i think you look like, you dont look like a man at all
>>7713230
Okay guess i do know that thing just not its name
>>7713232
Gay, why aren't you my therapist.
Also pls click accept.
are you cute yet mtfg
>>7713226
pretty drawing
>>7713212
builders are in my house all week and i haven't slept all night
normally i'd just go to bed around now, but the builders will be here in an hour and will need to come into my room, so i have to stay awake and pretend to not be a NEET for an entire week somehow
if i kill my nuts do i need to take estro to not get bone disease?
>>7713239
n-no
>>7713239
no, i'm gross
>>7713232
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDvr08sCPOc
that's what I was going for. good you got it!
>>7713239
not even remotely close
>>7713217
huh thats actually pretty interesting maybe i should take prog so my breasts might not look like a fucking childs anymore with the 2nd mound
>>7713239
Kinda.
>>7713248
High five.
>that hair
Taking care of it must be a nightmare.
>>7713252
how close is that?
sometimes all i really wanna feel is loved
sometimes i'm angry that i get so angry
sometimes my feelings get in the way of what i really feel i needed to say
>>7713192
it's not agp for it to raise your confidence, what you described is very agp though
idk crossdressing and wearing makeup and feeling cute/sexy/whatever is really enjoyable, there's no logical reason to be ashamed of it
your gf might like that you like it, who knows
>>7713254
I wish I could have hair that long, but mine is way too curly to manage like that.
>>7713239
for years
>>7713244
estro or test
>>7713237
please don't be transphobic here
this is a safe-space
they made me euthanize a koi at work
I had to stare at it's last struggle to breath so i could toss it in a freezer and get back to the register
i hate that being a man means that i have to do things that make women squeamish or sad.
i hate that i got arrested for being a man.
i hate that dogs are afraid of me for being a man.
i hate that my ex left me because i stopped fucking her.
I have a dildo in my butt as I'm typing
I love you everyone
Please feel better
<3
Things might just be okay. There's only one way to go, and that's forward. With the people around me, there's no losing!
>>7713273
that's pretty cool.
i hate that people use the word creepy to describe me so often
>>7713272
;_;
>>7713282
It feels good
>>7713287
post pic
>>7713244
you'll get low bone density from killing balls + taking E
better to just be a testosterone-fueled monster until you die
>>7713271
that thing isnt a tranny its just insane
>>7713278
Did you give Grace the succ?
>>7713287
How big is it?
>>7713296
WAIT WHAT
>>7713285
:(
you're not creepy
>>7713290
I thought you get low bone density if you only take AAs without E.
>>7713272
>i hate that dogs are afraid of me for being a man.
wait a minute, dogs aren't afraid of men
i know this because i have one
how do I solve this
>>7713287
sounds like it would
>>7713303
Grace is my fursona
>>7713272
:/
my dad made me euthanize two parentless kittens when i was 14
literally held them under in thing filled with water
>>7713309
Click all the squares except the ones with Satan in them.
>>7713305
Anon was just being a cunt, you have it right.
>>7713312
so you wrecked two pussies at 14?
>>7713324
its hard to get a good picture
>>7713312
Why have so many people here murdered animals?
I thought it was just chara :(
>>7713317
do people actually put satan in their christmas trees?
i hate that my boss thought i was coming at her with a knife when i had a pen and was asking about a receipt
>>7713304
my neighbors call me creepy, my coworkers and friends do too
>>7713307
dogs that get abused by men come into the shelter in my store and will start cowering when i walk by.
>>7713312
men are evil
i'm sorry
>>7713309
a normal person would laugh at the irony
but i see that as satan laughing at my torment
it's an inside joke from the few mushroom trips i shared with him around christmas time last year.
>>7713198
Wew that's kinda dramatic don't you think
does anyone else purposefully read or listen to anti trans content to make themselves feel worse when feeling bad
>>7713333
yeah
>>7713328
Maybe.
>>7713326
Suspicion.
>>7713333
no because i just really don't agree with any of it
>>7713331
Juni
<3
I'm sorry people are mean to you ;;
>>7713311
WHAT
>>7713324
Top gun
>>7713326
>>7713341
better picture
https://unsee
.cc/sumegopi/
>>7713332
no its not
literally what will i even do in life if i cant use my hand
>>7713348
you're my fursona
>>7713350
now post with face
>>7713353
Become a NEET and get eternal bennies
Sounds perfect to me
>>7713356
i don't want that
i want to do shit in my life
>>7713360
Fuckin gay
>>7713325
I believe in you.
>>7713331
Why do people think you're creepy?
>>7713333
I listen to it to deconstruct their arguments, usually. Magdalen something or other on YouTube is my current fix.
>>7713348
I have yet to see Top Gun. Am I an asshole for avoiding it because the title is Top Gun?
>>7713350
Thanks for trying.
i don't hurt animals for entertainment and i'm better than people that do
>>7713362
big, quiet, calm, vague
>>7713353
>literally what will i even do in life if i cant use my hand
i'll be happy to lend you one of my hands, sertii
y'know, if you need it for washing yourself or something
>>7713365
Why?
>>7713354
yiff yiff
>>7713362
How is a young fighter pilot Tom Cruise not a turn on
i want to experience love
>>7713371
WHAT IS LOVEE
Estrogeeeeeeeen <3
>>7713371
tiamat loves you
>>7713227
I understand the feelings, but this is something every one of us here has to deal with to some capacity. Some less than others, some more, but its a constant struggle for everyone.
I don't mean to downplay your feelings, but we've got to live the life we were given in the end and we have to come to terms with finding happiness aside from never reaching what we wish we could be. Most people never reach it, even cis people or otherwise. You just have to live life and take it as it comes.
>>7713229
Be appreciative that you have someone for you, even if it seems like youre a world away. Those are just the circumstances of life sometimes. You can either go with them or do something to change it if you think it would make you happier.
Feeling sorrow over things entirely in your control only serves to hurt you.
>>7713231
Interesting... Your perceptions are likely just projections of your own fears on to other's lives.
What delusions do you believe yourself to be running with?
>>7713243
That's no fun :(
You could stay at a motel, or a friends or a family members maybe?
You could also change when you sleep, it's entirely an internal feat.
I'm not one to talk though, i never maintain a normal sleep pattern
>>7713373
I have no fucking clue
>>7713376
whodat
>>7713370
i got the need the need for speed
nyoom~~~
>>7713379
>i never maintain a normal sleep pattern
but you do. you normally stay up until 6 or 7 am
>>7713380
baby don't hurt me
>>7713385
i wish someone would hurt me
>>7713383
I'm very upset I'll never be a fighter pilot armed with cheesey one liners
>>7713379
how would i know?
I miss you but it's hurtfully selfish. I'm sorry for using you up. I drained you. I gave little to the relationship. I did really love you. Our love was beautiful and I wish I was there for you like you've been there for me. I'm really sorry.
>>7713379
>You could stay at a motel, or a friends or a family members maybe?
if i had that option, i would probably take it, since i'm pretty selfish and wouldn't really give two shits about going over to someone's house and sleeping there for 10 hours
i don't have any friends though (probably because of the selfishness), so i'm just going to put on my best normie mask until friday
i wanna hide
>>7713394
>i wanna hide
>i wanna ihde
>i wanna idhe
i> wanna dihe
>i wanna dieh
>i wanna die
i wanna feel safe
>>7713366
None of those are negative qualities. Continue being lovely.
>>7713370
I've rarely watched any movies with him in them, but he was pretty tasty in Interview with the Vampire.
>>7713371
As a diehard romantic, I can attest that love is brutal and the quest for it will eat away at you for eternity.
>>7713374
#blesstrogen
>>7713379
>Feeling sorrow over things entirely in your control only serves to hurt you.
do you mean out of my control because if theyre in would sorrow be a way to motivate me to change them?
50mg cypro or 100mg spiro
>>7713379
Neptune! How have you been, girl?
>>7713374
tfw no estrogen
>>7713406
30mg premarin :^)
>>7713412
iktf
i stopped taking E and only take spiro every other day now ;-;
>>7713415
did you run out?
that's exactly what i'm doing while i'm waiting for hormones to arrive
>>7713418
i can't get anymore estrogen injections cause >shortage
so i just stopped taking it altogether a couple months ago
the spiro, i'm being cheap/keep missing the pharmacy when its open.
We're falling since birth
Holding on to each other to know we are not alone.
We push others down to feel like we're not falling
We sink into depression
We fall in love
When we look up we see everything and everyone falling on us
So we look down on others to feel higher.
Regrets linger in the air while we attempt to remember what matters.
Everything will fall right into place.
>>7713406
i weight 130lbs and im 5'4" and i do 150mg of spiro 100 seems low unless youre smaller than me or youre just starting
>>7713406
i take 50 a day or 25mg twice a day
>>7713424
just starting and now having to learn how to use bitcoin since ihp doesnt accept debit cards for some reason
So my friend just got stabbed by a local gang. We were trying to get out of town and visit the hospital in the next town over.
But we were running short on gazoline. I asked a guy standing near the gas station if he could spare some change for gas because we had to get away from this place. He looked apathetically at my bleeding friend in the car and responded "yup, what a concept, I could use a little fuel myself and we could all use a little change" he then turned and ignored further pleading. My friend died.
>>7713431
>what is 911
>>7713431
hey now
>>7713434
the gangs had the cops in their pocket. he was supposed to be a witness but someone leaked our information. not all that glitters is gold
>>7713437
911 does more than cips have you ever heard of an ambulance you fucking nigger
Tfw you realize that everything is a projection from yourself and that you're not the only one that is inside you because you let people in
>>7713431
hey anon
im really sorry this happened
i hope you can feel better soon
i hope that guy in the station rots
why cant i be a pretty space idol
man real life sucks
If everything you think you know makes your life unbearable would you change?
>>7713440
are you permanently high or something
nothing you say ever makes sense
>>7713440
It is true, that which I have revealed to you; there is no God, no universe, no human race, no earthly life, no heaven, no hell. It is all a dream—a grotesque and foolish dream. Nothing exists but you. And you are but a thought—a vagrant thought, a useless thought, a homeless thought, wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!
>>7713449
I was waiting for someone to point out the obvious.
>>7713439
they'd take him to the local hospital. were he would be an easy target.
>>7713384
I mean, fair enough, but that is relatively recent thanks to you guys...
>>7713392
How do you know the delusions of others then?
While, admittedly, your apologising feels almost validating of my feelings, it's things that don't need to be said anymore. We've moved past this.
Your depression causes you to live in the past, you are latching on to memories and defining yourself by them when you of all people should know that we are ever-changing and transient in any state.
You need to stop dwelling on mistakes, and regretting the past, and clinging to painful memories because you need to move forward, not backwards. You literally can't turn back anymore and you need to let go of things gone by instead of gripping them close and weighing yourself down.
>>7713393
That's unfortunate, but more just a nuisance than anything... Don't be so hard on yourself, it sounds like you've created self fulfilling prophecies but that's a topic for another time.
Just gotta push through and dont look to NEET in the meantime lol
>>7713401
Same. Its like my only trouble right now is not feeling safe.
>>7713405
No. I mean what i said.
If they are in your control and changing would bring you more happiness than you currently have, then simply dwelling on the sorrow hurts you.
Sorrow should not be a motivator, because you should not let yourself get to a point where your sadness has to overcome your resistance in order to change something.
>>7713437
only super stars break the mold......
>>7713457
no, shooting stars.
>>7713447
fucking rude
>>7713461
my bad.
cut me some slack though, i haven't heard the song in AT LEAST 7 years maybe more.
That was actually my favorite song before shrek came out and ruined it
>>7713453
glad we could help
i got fucking memed
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyi3N-y-GM4
anyways how is everyone doing.
Apparently people shit talk me, if only i knew what was said.
>>7713449
>knowing this song for anything other than shrek
What if this is all a phase im making up in my head somehow for attention
>>7713470
>being young
>>7713406
More like 50mg cypro or 200mg spiro
100mg spiro is too low for most people
And to answer your question, cypro is better
>>7713409
I've been pretty good actually :)
I've made some awesome new friends thanks to Tamara and have been getting close again with a few friends who grew distant which has been really helpful recently.
I have some family stuff going on soon though, dad visiting, havent seen him in a year, etc so thats kinda stressful but besides all that it's good.
I'm mostly just using this high of emotion to help people around me while i still have the will to, ya know? More people ought to pass around the good will when they have it imho instead of turning to hostility like they seem to do.
Sorry, thats a lot of stuff. How about you? Anything new?
>>7713453
>If they are in your control and changing would bring you more happiness than you currently have, then simply dwelling on the sorrow hurts you.
okay that makes sense im not the smartest so i didnt understand what you said
>>7713447
It's hard to explain
>>7713451
<3
>>7713453
if there's a problem with the yr soul you have to take it apart to find the root of the problem
>>7713459
How bad, how good does it need to get?
How many losses, how much regret?
what chain reaction
what cause and effect
makes you turn around
makes you try to explain
makes you forgive and forget
makes you change?
>>7713462
you know it's true
why don't you tell me what kind of psychadelics i have to take before juniper starts making sense, since you're the expert and all
i love you
god i love you
everything about you is great
hairs frizzy as fUCK
but i like my earrings
theyre nice
im gonna get some more piercing/s after these have healed
>>7713374
estrogen more like bestrogen
>>7713471
there are people who really do it just for attention, and they're a lot different than you and i.
Nini all peoples
>>7713489
Cute ^^
>>7713495
nininininininininininininininininininininini
love love love love love
>>7713495
ninininininininini alex
>>7713465
Head pats for a nice girl
>>7713477
Don't say that about yourself.
But regardless, the clarification was needed.
>>7713478
Looking backward is not the same as looking inward. They involve one another, but are individual.
The sooner you differentiate, the better.
I'm speaking from experience.
how do i get someone to love me
>>7713471
You are. So, what will you do? The world is merely appearances and everything you know and love is a fabrication, as well as everything you hate. Your life is meaningless, the universe is void; what will you do?
>>7713475
Wow, I'm glad to hear you're doing so well! Having friends around is always a good and healthy way to keep on keepin' on. It might even help you keep a confidence boost while you do your family biz. I tend to agree that being positive is generally more useful, and I try to do my part to be positive to others. Plus, people seem to like me more irl because I'm pretty nice on the whole, so that helps, even if I feel dead inside sometimes.
Ah, well, I have two partners now, because my bf calmed down about my burgeoning relationship with the other person and now everyone seems to be level-headed about it. It's weird for me because I feel like another solid part of my life has been deconstructed completely and now I just have to live this new situation and try to accommodate it. It's not bad atm though, and I've been really enjoying the kind of love I get from the new partner, so I'm feeling optimistic about it. My bf seems to finally understand that I won't be diminishing my love for him any time soon.
okkkk what should i get pierced?
>earlobes+nose
>earlobes+helix
>helix+nose
>>7713508
ear lobe plus nose
>>7713453
>Just gotta push through and dont look to NEET in the meantime lol
hey, i didn't choose the NEET life, the NEET life chose me
actually i lied, i did choose it, but now i regret it
>>7713508
earlobes are essential desu
nose is nice n cute
and helix is up to u
putting stuff in your butt feels so good holy shit
I don't know how it ended
I don't know where you ran to
I'll always be right here
>>7713504
its not possible but
if you can handle the pain and want to try
just be friends with them and do things with them
who knows
Is it true if you masturbate you're not trans
what's his end-game?
>>7713524
i probably spent like 3 hours masturbating today and im pretty sure im trans
i feel gross
everything's wrong
nothing fits
>>7713525
he wants to create the ultimate man made vagina
>>7712777
Saved
>>7713525
Doing my surgery.
>>7713532
aren't vaginas man made anyway
like people grow them themselves
>>7713388
Love can hurt plenty.
[spoiler]Ew, please don't tell anyone I wrote that emo crap.[/spoiler]
It is true though.