Bi sexual problems

That's rape and has nothing to do with being bi.

>>7691814
It wouldn't be the first time I was raped.

I think I would have been raped by girls about 4 times now.

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Hell I even had a guy give me kalonapin in my drink and try to take advantage of me. But I was able to kick the shit out of him in the few moments of those two days I can remember.

Yes I am missing two days of my life I can't remember. Just bits and pieces.

i'm going to try and jack it to gay porn for the first time

wish me luck, hopefully about to increase my dating pool by 100%

>>7691891
nvm i dont want to

>>7691808
Bulldykes think I am too feminine to deserve pussy.

>>7691808

Problems?

Whenever i tell people I'm bi, whatever gender they are, they raise walls, like they think I'm gonna be attracted to them.

that made me to stay in the closet for many people.

It forces me to either be free to express myself and lose many social opportunities or repress and lie in order to have profound, meaningufl friendships.

I fucking hate that

>>7691817

On one hand, I feel rather sorry for you.

On the other hand... how do you manage to find 4 female rapists? That's like jumping into a haystack and being impaled by needles.

>>7691808

I actually have had a lot of insecurity about it. Like "what if I'm really straight, and the fact that I get butterflies in my stomach when kissing a man, horny when there's a dick in my mouth, and I like being pinned against the wall by a hairy guy that's stronger than me, is just some weird masochistic fetish I got from 4chan and not actually related to my innate sexuality?"

Like I dated this guy for 8 months, but he broke up with me because I couldn't stay hard for anal (Or at least not in a condom, didn't try without.) and he thought that meant I was straight. I actually cried when he broke up with me, then felt shitty because I thought he was right. Then again, I've never had the slightest inclination to stick it in a girl's ass either, and I have a lot of trouble staying hard in a condom with a girl unless I'm on drugs.

I've been in a hetero relationship for a while now, and thought that I'd just ignore all that and try my best to be straight, and I felt pretty damn straight, but recently I've been on my own (gf is busy) more and I find myself actually acting far more flamboyantly in public and I keep having dreams about my (male) ex. I was just stalking him on Facebook and now I feel all weirdly sad and nostalgic and guilty.

This is actually my first relationship with a girl (almost 2 years), after two with guys (only 1 and 8 months though) and a one-night with another guy. My first kiss was with a guy, and I was pretty turned on by it.

y am i so confuse

>>7692685
From the first paragraph, it sounds like you are definitely bi. Hereto guys don't get "butterflies in their stomachs" when kissing guys.

From the second paragraph, this is called performance anxiety. You need to relax so you can enjoy your partner, or this will happen with women too. Alternatively, just bottom.

You're confused because love is confusing and always will be.

>>7692662
I was just meaning by those standards. If I'm in a relationship and I'm sleeping and suddenly they start to have sex with me I don't really consider that rape.

However there are two instance where girls have drugged me. I had been drugged by a guy as well. This is one reason why I don't go to parties anymore.

>>7692704
That's still some pretty rotten luck. Alternatively, a lot of people see you as someone easily taken advantage of.

>>7692704
>I'm sleeping and suddenly they start to have sex with me

This is my fetish

>>7692712
Yeah true. I have pretty bad luck. The only good luck I have is I have lived through situations where I should have died.

>tfw I want to die

All of this is a reason why I am kinda suspicious of people.

As for the taken advantage part. I live a really odd life. I have spent days chilling with homeless folks and the next with a millionaire. I pick up hitch hikers. I don't live an average life. So alot of this could be expected.

>>7692718
Have sex with someone sleeping or the other way around?

>>7692737
Other way around. I'm sleeping and they get so uncontrollably horny that they use me like a sex toy to get off on

>>7692766
It does sound sexy. I have never done it to another person b4

My biggest problem is I don't know whether my feelings for men are purely friendship or romantic. I am in no way attracted to men in a sexual way, it really grosses me out to think of fucking a man, or to watch gay porn, but I get a "tugging" feeling when I see some guys.

Not sure what's going on.

>>7692704
>If I'm in a relationship and I'm sleeping and suddenly they start to have sex with me I don't really consider that rape.
If you starter having sex with a girl you were in a relationship with would you consider that rape?

>>7693073
Like if she was sleeping and I just do it?
It would depend on the girl.

Some of my exs yes it would be. My nympho exs no, they would love it