/MTFG/: Male to Female general:

I am sish

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PIZZA
>PIZZA
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>tfw YWN have a pizza party picnic in the park with mtfg

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thread reminder that pizza is a semen substitute/tranny fuel

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>>7649905
>>7649907
>>7649908

>tfw you go to a party and there's no cheese pizza
>"come on it's fine [insert topping here] is great
>take a bite of the slice, tasting for a second the heavenly taste of pizza, only to have my tastebuds immediately assaulted by a foreign flavor
this should be illegal tbf

>>7649899
Looks like they made that out of the Milky Way.

>>7649886
I got it from my school's cafe. They call it DigiMac and it's really good

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If you don't like pineapple and/or anchovies on your pizza, you are formally required to open a barrel of acid and submerge your entire head in it.

>>7649905
I'm so fucking hungry for it now.
But too broke for a pizza.
And nobody does anchovies in this area.
Motherfuckers

>>7649912
I made that. :)

>>7649911
I once ordered a cheese pizza and IT HAD NO TOMATO SAUCE
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO DISAPPOINTED

I spent my weeks food budget in a day
nobody told me being an adult would be this hard

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I'm gonna buy a cheese pizza and put a whole can of pineapple on it
>>7649889
i definitely have
but it raises testosterone and i can do without it
poultry is the one thing i have trouble quitting
also as a kid my rule was to never eat the cute animals like lamb and frog
>>7649896
nimmi qt <3
>>7649913
i bet a mom came up with that name

alright, i need someone to fess up RIGHT NOW

WHO TOOK BUDDI OUT OF THE OP

Pizza with anchovies is permitted
Pizza with chicken is not

>>7649914
This is more serious than Trump v Lefties

>>7649907
Has there ever been an /mtfg/ meetup?
>>7649919
And did you use the Milky Way?

>>7649920
wtf so it was just cheese and dough?

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>>7649907
u lewd slut

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>>7649924
I'll put it back in later

>>7649925
>Pizza with chicken is not
that's a really weird thing to get hung up on it

what's wrong with chicken on pizza if beef, pork and horse are okay?

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>>7649914
Lysergic Acid?

>>7649919
talented zheanna

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>tfw in long term relationship with a woman
>tfw not attracted to her or any other women anymore

Wat do

>>7649925
You've clearly never had a BBQ chicken pizza.
Or buffalo chicken with cheddar pizza

>>7649932
:3

my sweet lil eva

>>7649933
>>7649940
>chicken on pizza
Degeneracy.

>>7649916
I'll make you pizza with anchovies bby

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is it bad if my butt leaks blood?
its the first time this has happend

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>everytime I see 'Pineapple' anywhere I feel like people talk about me

weird feels

>>7649939
split

>>7649930
YES
I was confused at first and asked if they forgot or something
But apparently it was normal
But everywhere in the USA a pizza with tomato sauce and cheese is called a cheese pizza
It was shit :(

>>7649934
That's a cool pic I'll steal that

>>7649929
Manyany many.
The last was in Portland, when fayexedie happened.
None since. Too much drama

>>7649944
um

nah it's fine

>>7649944
is it red or black?

>>7649941
I am the one who keeps putting it in the first place ^^

>>7649948
where tf was this

>>7649949
>None since. Too much drama
thats not true.
there have been several they just weren't talked about here.

>>7649939
Tell her honestly how you feel and that you still care for her as a person, you just don't feel attracted to her or any other woman (assuming you do of course).

>>7649951
red

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>>7649891
It's not really a matter of passing or not.
It's more this feeling that if the people I'd be working with and working for knew my history they'd probably see me in a much different light.

It doesn't define me, but it feels kind of alienating. There's already a gender gap in the physical sciences, and that's not even counting how few trans women end up in academia or pursue higher education

>>7649949
Sertii, Frangi and me met up like 2 weeks ago desu

>>7649955
New Jersey.

>>7649953
^^

so nice

>>7649949
Oh god
I was hoping /mtfg/ would be more adult IRL

>>7649939
first of all you put your trip back on, basic

>>7649943
Serve me sashimi on the side and I'll perform any sexual fantasy you have.
(Not shitposting about this, either. I've sucked dick for good sushi)

>>7649940
>bbq chicken
I draw the line there

a pizza isn't a pizza if it doesn't have tomato sauce

>>7649944
Is it red or dark? If it's the latter, you have deep internal bleeding and should see a doctor right now

>>7649944
Leaks as in you wipe and there's blood or it's actually leaking out and dripping? If the later, might not be bad but talk to a doctor.

>>7649967
what about pizza with white sauce

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>>7649929
>milky way
I'm not quite sure. I believe so. I actually searched for several HDR images of galaxies and played with different ones till the resolution worked best with the object.

The scene is actually an illusion check it out. It's a absolute pitch black sphere in the center of a torus that is perfectly reflective with a 2 disk of the galaxy image. The refraction index and interplay between the objects creates the bending.

>>7649956
>>7649960
If you just invite your chums then that's not really a /mtfg/ meetup is it?

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>>7649927
I looked up a cheap therapist that specializes in gender issues and didn't need to get insurance involved because i was a baby and wasn't out to my mom and i thought she would somehow find out that i was trans if i got insurance involved
she's actually really insightful and probably the best therapist i've had but maybe that's just because i've opened up to her so much more

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>>7649948
>Anna is this passionate about pizza
trutrans

>>7649958
red is fine
dont worry too much

>>7649970
mayo?
you're vile

>>7649956
You'd hardly call it a mtfg meetup if it wasn't announced
>>7649960
The last meetup was almost 10 ppl. And they came from all over & stayed the night.
>>7649964
Hahahahaha
Teenage girls tho

>>7649969
there was blood in my undies
>>7649968
its bright red

>>7649959
if you're really worried about this then just don't tell them?

you have all your documents changed right?

be confident and stand your ground and no one will care that you're a girl

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>mfw chicken pot pie

Sometimes my town feels much smaller than it really is
Urban sprawl is a hell of a thing

>>7649972
>Cinema 4D

good taste

I use blender now tho since I only use Linux

>>7649937
<3 thanks nimmy bby. I have a little more of the details here: >>7649972

>>7649970
garlic chicken white sauce pizza is actually god tier

>>7649977
I'd assume alfredo.

>>7649967
You're very fucking American, arentcha?>>7649977
No, like an alfrw

>>7649973>>7649979

>If you just invite your chums then that's not really a /mtfg/ meetup is it?
ok fair enough

i'd go to an mtfg meet up for shits and giggles though

>>7649908
>tfw no tranny housewife to sustain with semen alone
fug

>>7649960
you have to burn that place to the ground

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>>7649929
>Has there ever been an /mtfg/ meetup?

biggest recent one I am aware of was in belgium with 3 trips and an anon in summer I think.
It was nice.
but only Franzi and I are still posting here

>>7649959
thanks, but I dont think I achieved much, its not hard to get into a masters program cause theres as many slots as theres bachelor graduates, simply cause bachelors are completely worthless here and you need a masters anyway

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>>7649977
>white sauce
>mayo
american culinary education, everyone

>>7649980
Did you maybe cut yourself without noticing? If there isn't much I wouldn't worry unless it continues.

>>7649977
white sauce isnt mayo
its usually creme fraiche

>>7649992
Open a profitable sushi restaurant in Japan by the beach.
I'll drop this old life and be your wife as long as you feed me sushi and pizza

>>7649989
>>7649990
never heard of alfredo
must be a yank thing

>>7649947
But I don't want to. I still love her I just have no attraction or desire

>>7649957
I'm not looking forward that that conversation. What are my other options?

>>7649965
I'm not basic

>>7649940
Omg.
I mean you can have your open faced chicken barbecue sandwich. Just don't call it pizza.

What's next? We'll call any round breath thing with tomato sauce and cheese and meat a pizza?

Where does this madness end? Next thing you know you'll be saying that hamburgers are pizza. >:(

>>7649929
I also forgot to mention the galaxy image is actually used as a global illuminate object so the image actually becomes a light source and behaves as if the pixel data is light. I also overlayed different combinations of other galaxies ontop of it as an alpha layer so it created transparencies inconsistent with the original.

>>7649984
Nice!! I'm not very good at raw modelling, much better with animation/materials/scene building/etc.

Also you can see the image animated into frames here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SY-7JvFagQQ

>>7650000
nice numbers!
also sex kinda hurt today so its probbably that

>>7650003
LMFAO.
Noice one m8
You must be Mongolian or some shit

>>7649972
Mathematical.
Good work.

>>7649999
I'm not american you eurotrash

>>7650010
buddi

>>7649834
Therapy can be a drag... Just draining.
Oh that's good :) vocal training is the hardest part of transition in my opinion. Well that and trying to not look like a dude ;)

Yeah parties are always sick! My friend's place has a big bay window that overlooks part of the city. So it was really funky to chill there :3

Nah not even close to full time. I'm becoming more andro-boymode though, and I girlmode a lot at home which I feel is helping my friends adjust to the idea. I'm at a weird place. Like, I'm not repressing at all behaviourally, but I'm too anxious and lazy to bother with girlmode in public. Plus the HRT needs more time, and so does my dieting and exercising :) So I'm a dude who acts like a girl. It's been causing some issues. But it's all an experience to be lived, analysed and understood I guess ^_^!

>>7649839
Videe? Drones are cool, I wish I was clever enough to do that sort of thing :P Are you a maker? Like 3D printing and that sort of stuff? :)

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>>7650005
There's also taco pizza

>>7650013
Do you eat kangaroos?

>>7650011
it's not common in this country
I think I've seen it used as a marinade for chicken before
on a pizza sounds rank

>>7650014
hey nim
how are you today?

>>7649991
Take me wit you!

>>7650010
Sounds like an anal tear. Don't have sex until it heals.

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>>7650016
>pickles
>on a pizza

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>>7650003
Alfredo sauce is pretty good, and simple to make, you should try it sometime.

>sugar daddy that was planning on flying me out to NYC got a gf and now he's not inerested
Fuck. Idk whether I'm more annoyed that I'm not getting free shit or that now I have to convince my mom that I don't care that I'm not going on my cover story trip to see friends while not blowing my cover.

>>7650004
Well, your only other real options are to stay with her anyway, which will likely end badly when you decide having a partner you're attracted to is more important down the line and cause even more harm, or bring it up with her and ask if she'd be willing to have an open relationship.

>>7650021
It's a pasta sauce.
Where the fuck do you live. Omg

>>7650022
my compooter don't work :(

>>7650002
I said

SEMEN

ALONE

>>7650024
anuses can cry?

>>7650027
mushroom alfredo is yum

>>7649981
Well obviously, I would never tell them my past. But, stuff like that does slip out.

Idk, it's just sort of one of those things.

>>7649995
You really don't think not only getting into a master's program, but completing one, while also coping with addiction, depression and trans issues is impressive? You have achieved something.

>>7650025
Ofc bb.
For you

>>7650015
What's a maker?
Videe is some trip
It's not that hard, I taught myself CAD
I agree vocal trianing fucking sucks. I finally got myself to do it after a year of HRT and now I'm back to procrastinating.
>>7650028
Wow that must hurt, what a cunt. Sorry :(
How did you get this sugar daddy?

>>7650031
sustain me daddy

>>7650030
:c that sucks
>>7650024
how do i know its healed?

>>7650029
sorry but "white sauce" is ambiguous as fuck

>>7650031
Will you only eat pizza?
>Pizza semen

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>>7650002
hah hah Valq is str8

>>7650037
How about the people that did that, but didn't whine about it

>>7650045
Where are you from that you don't know what Alfredo is?
Alfredo is comon in Italian dishes

>>7650052
I don't know what alfredo is.

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>>7650047

>>7650050
I've sucked dick for sashimi in college.
Don't get your hopes up bb

>>7650041
I mean it probably sounds like we were more of a thing than we were, he saw me on a dating site and we talked a little off an on casually, then about a week ago he offered to fly me out and spend a few days with me buying stuff. I wouldn't be going until mid-feb anyway so it's not like he strung me along for long.

>>7650052
what the fuck is "al fredo", it sounds like "the fred" but in italian

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>>7650015
i'm not a party person at all
one time i pulled a knife on a dude at a party lol
i've started doing girlmode at home most days
I'm trying to stop repressing and be proud of myself and live in the moment
It's hard to get over the fears but there's only one way forward

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>>7650037
>but completing one

cough cough
;___;
lets have this conversation again in 3 months pls

also, it really wasnt impressive. I mean, I got really good grades in my bachelors, I learned a lot about how to work efficiently during that time of which I am still profiting now.
ie. I prepared the outline for a 1hour presentation on a complex subject within 2 days this week, but thats really just based on knowing how to work efficiently I think, not actually an achievement, but Idk, maybe I am better than I think? it doesnt change that what I can do isnt actually important to anyone, so finding a job as a fuckup once I am done is really unlikely.

>>7650051
was that a jab at me

>>7650016
Reeeeeeeeeeeeee!

And charge your phone!

Also, WTF? Why are pickles on a "taco" pretending to be a pizza?

I mean I like everything on it but it's not really a pizza.

Why must you slut up a simple and noble food?

>>7650052
>"italian dishes"
I have never heard anybody use this phrase irl
does that give you a clue?

I'm not a food connoisseur, I live off tinned food and takeaway.
Sorry I'm not cultured like the trannies on the indonesian lute tuning forum

>>7650060
>one time i pulled a knife on a dude at a party
wtf

>>7650058
Were you girlmode on the dating site?
>>7650060
Why did you do that lol?

>>7650043
stop manipulating me with my favorite name to be called
>>7650047
my diet will consist of only pizza to give my tranny housewife the pizza flavored cummies she deserves

>>7650061
>was that a jab at me
and who the fuck are you?

>>7650037
don't let yourself get all bothered about something that COULD happen

just go with the flow :)

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>>7650057
str8y str8y str8 str8

Help I watched Perfect Blue and now I'm scared there's someone in my mirror

>>7650071
Some newfag babytrans.

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>>7650071
lurk more newfag

>>7650066
Sorta lol, I'm girmode on OKC, but the site I met is kinda more fetishy and displays your location prominently, so to not risk outing myself I only used an anime pic, and gave out pics to people in private. I was girlmode when I skyped him though.

>>7650076
anna why do you have such good taste

watch black swan next :^)

>bringing children to a political rally?

WHY?
so they can express their political opinion?

NO.
To fucking manipulate people.

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>>7650064
hehehe
>>7650066
he called told me to get my bitch on a leash

he was being a HUGE debbie downer and a bully the whole night
we supplied everyone in there with their own bong and personal bowls of weed
i eventually called him out on bullying me in hs and called him pathetic and he started throwing shit trying to fight me
his friend tried accusing my gf at the time of stealing shit and she got into that guys face screaming at him to touch her so she can kill him
>>7650076
>

>>7650082
>hey if you liked that, now immediately watch this extremely similar film, but an american version made 15 years later

>>7650085
most normal interaction is to manipulate someone in one way or another

>>7650081
Oh those hookup sites.
But like how does meeting dates work if you're boymode IRL? That's why I haven't done it
>>7650086
Wow what an asshole, He deserves a good stabbing

>>7650082
I'm a kino connoisseur
I must say I liked Tokyo Godfathers better
And I don't watch a whole lot of animation, but I'll put it on my watchlist
Here's my letterboxd if you're interested: http://letterboxd.com/robotpie

>>7650087
yeah that's the meme

it's basically plagarized

it's been too long since I was sincerely held in the arms of someone who cares about me
about a month to be precise
hope my best friend visiting next month can change that

>>7650067
post dick daddy

>>7650094
Oh and it's also not even animated
I'd rather watch Werner Herzog flicks then since I've only seen one of his docus and nothing else

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>>7650096
>a month

>>7650101
nice, a prerelease of doctor strange in decent quality leaked today so i think ima watch that tonight

>>7650091
The only person I've met irl so far is another trans girl (who's actually not into girls so we're just friends but that's beside the point), I went in boymode originally since her dad is kinda transphobic but I went in girlmode after that. Back when I made my profiles I was more unsure I was really trans so I was worried if I got outed and detransed it'd be embarrasing, but now I'm fine going out to meet people in girlmode.

>>7650103
Shakira come with me to a party tomorrow it might be nice~

>>7650107
Oh nice, I've only seen 1.7GB screeners so far.
Not really interested in that one though, too many classics I still need to see

>>7650107
where to cop that?

>>7650052
Can confirm alfredo is 100% italian american invention.

It's an alla burro sauce recipe modified with extra cream.

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>>7650061
Oh come now, if you've held it together this long I'm sure in 3 months you'll be laughing.

Plus, you really don't give yourself credit. You talk about working efficiently like it's nothing, but it's not just about working efficiently, it's also about doing good work. I think you're a very intelligent and capable woman if you're able to just shrug about a masters and casually talk about taking a PhD. I know the feeling of just shrugging stuff off though, like most of undergrad I felt like I was just bullshitting my way through most of the time and that I'd just gotten very good at cramming

>>7650072
Welcome to my life

>>7650107
melly, nep and i watched that together in theatre
Was a really fun time

>>7650121
sounds like a heck of a lot of fun

>>7650114
nice try fbi :^)

>>7650103
hey don't blame me, I'm trying to make up for 18 years of fucking nothing but ritualistically having my self-worth and coping capabilities dismantled by my father

>>7650109
Do you ever get clocked when out in girlmode?
>>7650121
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qlm8HZOcwC0

>>7650124
Give ptp invite
>tfw they're full

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>tfw I'm starting to get abs
Oh yes.

>>7650131
>mfw anna somehow knew I've been a member of ptp since 2009

I would invite but user limit :(

>>7650132
Nice shoulders hun

>>7650127
Nobody's ever said anything to me but I have no doubt I have been. For the most part I've only gone straight to other people's houses or appointments with doctors/therapist in girmode minus stopping at drive through mcd's, but I went with said trans friend in girlmode to get food and she got sir'd, so I highly doubt the guy didn't also clock me, I pass way worse but I was wearing makeup and she wasn't.

>>7650127
i don't like this
it's the wrong trumpets

this is too fucking funny, fuck
>>>/fa/12178416

>>7650109
im curious, what do you look like?

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>>7650041

A maker is someone who makes stuff, but usually tech and gadgetry :)

Yeah I am so bad, I got a nice enough fag-voice , but that resonance is hard to deal with :'(

>>7650060

Remind me not to fuck with this one! Being a long time repressor, I understand what it is like to be on edge constantly. I used to get into fights a fair bit, T does funny things to the brain... :/

That is good darling :) it all helps, and I believe that it has a kind of feedback effect, the more you do it the more normal it feels to do it and the more comfortable you are. Just gotta do your best ^_^

Do you have any/many cis girlfriends?

>>7650135
I'm lucky Trashy got me on AB this summer. It's full too now so at least I am in one top tier tracker.
I wanna get to KG eventually but that'll take ages especially now PTP is at user limit.
I'll just have to make do with TehC for now I guess

Also it was fairly easy to guess since your reply meant it most likely wasn't public

>>7650118
i mean im sort of similar

do you not remember how i just kept asking you the same questions as an excuse to not get mones? that went on for like three months.

>>7650120
poofi eva hair

>>7650138
You have a car, lucky. This would make life easier.
>>7650142
Lol what
What's the right trumpets then?
>>7650145
Ok. Is this like an official scene? Do these people produce anything useful?
Yeah resonance is a nightmare

>>7650076
>there's someone in my mirror
its probably just sheen
be afraid

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>>7650118
Idk, it WAS a lot of pressure together with the tranny stuff, but I guess I took the easy way out with drugs? Idk. it feels like nothing though, because the people I knew that started with me are half done with their PHD by now, already earn more than my dad (hes a psychologist) or are as far as me, but will get more than one masters degree this year.
Idk, I just feel left behind, especially with all the anxiety stuff and the complete lack of contacts.
I am just frustrated that all of this torture will probably not net me a job that I can and would enjoy doing. I was a completely different person when I started uni, thought Id repress forever and just have a career as a professor eventually and slowly drink myself to death. now I cant speak in front of crowds lmao

>>7650151
Shakira you don't wafch anime, what chance do you ever have of socially passing? Just watch some before you judge it.

>>7650143
Most of these are pretty shit or put through a makeup app so I don't look quite this bad when I go out, but here: http://imgur.com/a/qQdlN

>>7650151
True. At least you don't need one to get around, even if you risk clocking en route.

A really cute guy was hitting on me tonight but I bitched out and got my friend to drive me home

Please berate me for for stupidity

>>7650147
AB is the shit.

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>me in April 2016
>"surely it can't hurt to browse mtfg out of curiosity, I'm not an actual tranny I just like the idea"
>fast forward to now
>boyfriend, hrt and gic appointment reinstated after failed gay repression loophole
>came out to best friend and my sister


Mtfg. n-not even once

Nini. Happiest I've been in years.

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>>7650145
i kind of do but they're getting harder to reach out to lately
i pretty much don't hang out with anyone anymore :(
I was hanging out with these 2 cis girls weekly but they fought and now i just text them or stop by their work
Also my close lesbo friend was like severely depressed because her little sister overdosed and died and she rarely returns my messages :/
how old are you?
>>7650151
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PoYTUHJuTQ

>>7650160
nah take things at a pace ur comfortable with. now you have experience for next time someone hits on you!

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>>7650160

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>tfw never meet anyone from mtfg irl.

>>7650161
It is comfy as fuck
I don't watch anime but movies are nice and ratio is easy as shit.

Anyway I'm going to sleep now.
Night Ada :)

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>>7650163
nn Amy the little cute girl :3

>>7650163
You're actually out to people now? Nice! Hopefully between them and your bf if you fall into another of your repression holes they can drag you out faster than we can.

>>7650158
hmm, i see....i like that makeup app too btw, i use it to see what my hair would look like dyed lol
>>7650160
next time get the dick idiot

>>7650157
Every time you evade my filters I'm just gonna filter the whole country as I did before so what's the point really?
>>7650171
Get on a plane to England!

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>>7650150

>>7650177
pinch eva red cheeks!!!!!

>>7650168
I get hit on a lot. I don't generally tuned to it. I turn into myself and leave as soon as I can every single time

>>7650169
That's a really awesome toy oryx, remind some of the bionic leaders stuff Fin had as a kid

>>7650175
Like is it OK to fuck gay guys for now?

>>7650183
WHY

>>7650176
Because I still have faith in you. You need a confidencd boost

>>7650179
<3

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>>7650154
You're talking to someone who basically drugged themselves for most of undergrad and was scared shitless of even talking to their classmates. We're not that far apart agewise, and yet you've accomplished so much more than I did in that time. Comparing yourself to your peers who had all of the advantages isn't fair, I know it's easy to do because I do it all the fucking time but the fact of the matter is, you crawled your way through and are still alive, transitioned, and near to the end of your master's. That's fucking impressive to me. Whether you like it or not, I kind of look up to you.

>>7650148
Yup I remember that
We do actually have a lot of similarities in how we deal with that kind of pressure.

>>7650183
*change remi's time like a monki*

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>>7650180
Got this for a pound

>>7650171
Meet up with Shakira but invite me secrelty !! =3

>>7650184
>>7650191
Birdy has a nice clock ^=^

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>>7650173
>Sis says she's gonna do my makeup for me the first time ever

>tfw never worn makeup before
>really happy

>>7650174
I took a lot of time. But the walls have been torn down.

>>7650154
>>7650190
I wish I could cope and succeed under pressure
all I do is fail

>>7650192
do you have a picture of every single one of yr toys together?
or at least the figurines?

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>>7650199
They are all over the place. My instagram is bat.poop its a little more cohesive?

>>7650190
>Tfw Elanna and Phien have each other's back and support themselves

^~^

I look up to both of you

>>7650180
>Like is it OK to fuck gay guys for now?
fuck anyone you want without judgement

>>7650202
I like sardines more than straight up anchovies for snacks

>>7650193
YOU PROMISED

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oryx rate this battle 1-10

>>7650195
Aww, I'm so happy for you! I remember not too long ago feeling a combination of sadness and anger for you for wasting away in your repression, but now I'm kinda jealous!

post trip ships

>>7650151
Yeah kinda :)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maker_culture
I know a couple because of the sort of work I do.

>>7650164

Isolation makes things hard, especially when it has been for a while. I once spent 3 months in bed... Mind you that was after I found my friend's bloated corpse :(
Sometimes relationships are hard to maintain... I find that sometimes I can be too intense for people, so I just wait for them to come to me and try not to over-analyse it when they don't contact me for a while. It is hard to meet new people though. I have been working on self worth for a long time now, so I don't mind not having too many close friends, but loosing all your fem contact would be tough... I am blessed in this way as I have some very close female friends that I have been through a lot of shit with. If they were going to leave they already would have... Have you tried being open with your girlfriends and letting them know that you miss them? I spose that is a silly question, but being an anxious person, I know that it can be hard to express feelings honestly.

I am 28, though you probably wouldn't pick it... I still get carded when I buy booze :P hbu?

>>7650190
yeah it sucks cuz you keep like debating yourself in a circle and never end up getting anything done x(

prep work for sex is no fun :[

>>7650207
This

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>tfw I'll never be pregnant
Welp time to kms

>>7650193
wtf

>>7650192
Oh thats cool. Great price. Does it transform? I had a cheetah transformer

>>7650207
I'm just worried I'm not Trans enough if I fuck smoking hot gay guys while I look like a boy

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>>7650223
why post such a thing?

>>7650217
NimxEva

>>7650164
>That video
?????
Is THIS the right trumpet?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5uSrabdXmu4
It's a flute but w/e same thing.
>>7650185
Fuck you, fuck you. stop fucking replying to me you fucking nutcase.
>>7650218
What sort of work do you do?

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>>7650223
the only thing that gets me ;~;
>tfw never gonna be a mom

>>7650227
aww it's okok little eva

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>>7650215
>tfw my sister is excited for me to be her little sister

I don't deserve such a wonderful sibling

>>7650232
it makes me sad

>>7650233
That's beautiful!

>>7650238
no it's okay

you can still freeze sperm

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>>7650223
>>7650227
>>7650231
Become the little girl instead. You get a mommy, then!

>>7650202
drunk chaser wanted me to inform you that he did indeed bully me

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>>7650218
How'd you find your friend like that? What happened? How did you get out of that phase?
It has been hard
I'm only out to the lesbian :/
I should probably try to actually hang out with them but it feels like hanging out with a tranny would be a huge burden for them.
I'm 21
>>7650230
Yeah I love the flute
sax usually isn't my thing for some reason but it works sometimes

>>7650218
Hmm well I don't really like to be put in a box, I do my own thing but I guess it's similar? What's going on now is that I'm building a test stand to find the efficiency of various propellers. With this knowledge I can finally predict exactly how the planned drone will perform and adjust the design accordingly. Idk though something usually goes wrong or I run out of money, I'm a failure ;_;

Sorry to hear about your friend, what killed him/her?
>>7650247
Ok I'll find you some good flute.

I'm beginning to think that most of you really do have a severe mental illness and I'm not talking about being a tranny.

>>7650244
uwu

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>tfw Mom hates Tiffany as a name and I hate all her suggestions
God dammit, I thought I had this shit figured out already, but it kinda doesn't seem right to name myself when she wants to name me something else.

>>7650233
That's awesome! :3

>tfw no sister

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>>7650240

>>7650244
that sounds weird
>>7650243
it's not the same, like it's easy for cis girls...

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>>7650190
maybe youre right and I am just insecure, but from my perspective, I just keep on suffering beyond my abilities because I neither have the energy nor the will to stand up for myself. pretty sure its gonna break me one of these days

> I kind of look up to you.

b-but thats the wrong way around D:

>>7650251
Ive been diagnosed with multiple, tyvm

>>7650251
Really? Why on earth would you think that?

>>7650253
Tiffany really is not a good name

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>>7650209
But the salty tasty is soooo good...

>>7650214
100/10

>>7650226
A car

>>7650230
you remind me of a younger trans. She wouldnt talk to a hon when I asked if she even did in the first place and went quiet even when I changed the subject. You might be someone here, but edie is the only one capable of profitting off of that.

>>7650246
Irl?

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>>7650244
nty uwu

>>7650257
I kinda with I had a sister. I'm glad I grew up an only child but now I long for someone that close.

>>7650261
>>7650190
Believe in the Elanna that believes in you! And vice versa.

>the sites that talk about progesterone shots are mom forums
thanks for reminding me

>>7650258
but you'll still get a baby

don't let things that you can't change make you sad :(

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>>7650190
>>7650261
you are both my transitions inspo's.

koala hug to you both

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>>7650255
Hugg

>>7650261
my motivation to do anything is totally lost too

i wanna get it back :(

>>7650267
no

>>7650251
yup deffo true for me
years of ritual psychological abuse aimed at any and all positive aspects of your personality and abilities will do that to you

>>7650226
>had a cheetah transformer
cheetor?
he was my favorite character.
>>7650226
if you're having sex with attractive people, who cares??

>>7650272
I can't inflict these genetics on another person, I don't think anyone want tran mom either, would just get them harassed....

>>7650217
triggered ;--;

>>7650251
I have several personally.

>>7650283
:(

it's something we have to come to terms with as trannies unfortunately

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>>7650292

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>Tfw my sister is mad at me for denying her the little sister she always craved
>tfw she comments on how masculine i am and have always been
>tfw she picks apart my girlmode pictures (actually has great advice)
she's a huge psycho though
>>7650273
mine are faye, akaka, valq, and red mainly

>>7650251
ive had severe depression since i was 13 xDD

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>>7650269
FERRIS IS CUTE

>tfw wanted to cosplay as a cute cat/dog boy when I was younger ._.

>>7650276
That explains why your trip is still pure

>>7650280
There are 5 different cheetors, it depends on whichcolor it was

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>tfw might have a job offer finally

>>7650295
i wanna give you a hug :(

>>7650251
yeah..
i'm supposed to go to this one weird place to get diagnosed and figure things out

>>7650273
>tfw no-one's transition inspo

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>have to wake up at 5 am and work until 730 pm tomorrow
Kill meeeee

>>7650299

Would you ever cosplay as Ferris for a guy?

>>7650312
What job is this?

>>7650305
you're suicidal and haven't presented in public yet
I believe in you

>>7650303
that would probably make bad feels go away...

>tfw you look like Kryten from Red Dwarf crossed with a portion of school-dinner mashed potato

>>7650325
no sad okay

when i go to nyc i give you hugg :3

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>>7650315
Y-yes.... I was gonna go as mother panic this summer... If Im here still..

>>7650230
I am an Information Systems Consultant by trade...

Though really what I am is someone who helps businesses thrive. I used to audit SME and tell them where they were fucking up and how I could solve their issues. Nowadays I bounce from start-up to start-up getting them working until I find one that works for me. I think I have found that now and have been winding up my consultancy work for the past 3 years. I founded my own start-up with several partners, that business is now worth a few mil, though I relinquished all my shares in exchange for a contractual amendment that allowed me to ignore the non-compete agreement.

The business I am involved with now was on the verge of bankruptcy when I joined 3 years ago, and as of last quarter we are worth about 1.5 mil and are actually turning a tidy little profit. Though I have no vested interest in the company, aside from my employment, so it doesn't REALLY matter to me what the company is worth :P Though a lot of the internal processes were designed by me, but we have a good team in there now, so it kind of innovates itself as time goes on. I am down to working 16-25 hours a week, I don't need that much money to maintain my lifestyle, so it works for me to have a lot of free time and a very secure job in an otherwise volatile job market.

I am looking to go back to uni and get a BA, should be easy enough considering I have already studied STEM at uni before. So atm I just fix a lot of broken shit, it is a little beneath me, but it is reaaaaaaaly fucking easy work that I do for only a few hours a day. It gives me a huge sense of accomplishment because I am always finishing tasks and keeping clients happy with my service. So I get a lot out of it, even though it is sort of like going from being a surgeon to first aid.

>>7650324
<3
>>7650329
I love Red Dwarf

>>7650190
>>7650154
>tfw currently drugging myself
lmao
weeeew ladies
when does the ride end

also should I trip, I promise I won't always be blogging, I just want to be a girl somewhere

>>7650305
you can't be someone's transition inspo with transitioning.

>>7650280
I do because having sex with people is scary.
Ugly people would be easier. If I felt more attractive than them

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>>7650333
oh gosh

>>7650344
heheh ^^

>>7650336
> I founded my own start-up
> that business is now worth a few mil
> I relinquished all my shares
I don't understand why you did this?
>I am looking to go back to uni and get a BA
Why bother? Looks like you've already made it.
Anyway how do I get into this?

>tfw go on instagram for the first time in a while
>see all my white collar cis girl friends and their beautiful college experiences
>see their insanely beautiful artwork
>see their beautiful faces
I feel so fucking inadequate
I want a hugg

>>7650355
It requires being social if google has any honest answers.

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hi this is basically a blog but if you listen i appreciate it and love u ok ty bye
https://clyp.it/ie2sepms

>>7650357
genderwar when?

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>>7650357
hugg juni

>>7650357
This is why I couldn't turn up to college anymore, seeing groups of laughing happy model-tier girls shredded me inside.

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>>7650357
*hugs*
iktf

>>7650364
hugg
<3

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>>7650371
for what it's worth i think you'll make a beautiful and shapely girl once you're comfortable and ready to present female <3

I wonder what being held is like

>>7650359
Wew. Also you voice is rather deep ...

>>7650376
Wonderful..

>>7650359
You mentioned pills, have you tried sublingual?

>>7650376
it's like being slightly squeezed and it's a little warm and soft to the touch. if you've ever hugged a relative or friend it's like that but longer

>>7650381
>>7650377
sounds nice...

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>>7650368
I actually cried a bit just now
I understand
It's so stupid to be this jealous
It feels unreasonable
I wish I could just be happy for them
>>7650370
hugg <3
>>7650375
best (you) of the day
<3
thank (you)
I gotta try harder
I think I'm gonna leave the computer for a bit to do shit
>>7650359
people don't like to see others succeed and you've used the disease of being trans to make money
You glitched the system and people are jealous

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I hate black people

>>7650247
>>7650250


He was a young friend of mine who had asperbergers. See, I used to be heavily involved in the community and ran LANs. They were big for the region and had a lot of kids coming to them. He used to get brutally harassed by people because he was easy to troll, so I kind of took him under my wing. He was having issues at home and moved in with a mutual friend. But they started having complications. I guess he just started getting depressed and to be frank as he got older he became very abrasive, especially to those closest to him. I was super busy with work, and I guess we grew apart a little. I was approached by people suggesting they hadnt seen him in a while, so I went over there... noticed a funny smell, opened his door and saw him. He had hung himself from the bed with a LAN cable, fitting, as that is how we had met. He'd been dead for about a week, so it wasnt pretty. I administered emotional first aid for the housemates and liased with the authorities. Organised part of the funeral with his mum.

I didn't eat for a week. Everything tasted like that rotting flesh smell. People started getting really worried about me, but I was just super dead inside keeping the core group stable by being their pillar and therapist. I knew I had to stop repressing though, because I was having PSTD flashbacks and almost had a head on collision with a large freight truck when I nervously twitched whilst re-visualizing his rotten body and pulled the car onto the wrong side of the road...

I got out of that phase by taking large doses of THC and Shrooms as a therapeutic device to engage with my subconscious mind and heal the wounds of the trauma. Might sound retarded, but whatever :P

I will reply to the rest in another post... char limit.

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>>7650261
You aren't gonna break, much
I mean everyone does after they finish school, but that's normal and nothing that reflects on you personally.

And no, it's not the wrong way around. You've done a lot with yourself and I think you'll do great things.

>>7650273
hugg

>>7650205
hugg

>>7650359
Go on a lower dosage

>>7650334

>If Im here still..
Oi! None of that suicidal bullshit! You're a cute and smart girl, and the world is better off with you than without you.

>>7650376
feels like shelter

>>7650394
Wow that's messed up.

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I want this

>>7650359
Have you considered patches?

>>7650377

i hate high pitched voices honestly lol

>>7650389

i guess but it's not like i had any other choice but to make money with it yknow

>>7650380

ye i did sublingual when i was taking pills, but again they didn't feel like they did anything. but i guess it might be better than injections?

>>7650398

i can't with injections tho, like i literally only do one 10mg shot a week. i could lower it with pills tho so i guess i should just do that.

>>7650415

i've neverrrrrrr done those before. are they any good?

>>7650417
Patches are supposed to give very steady dose levels.
I've never noticed any issues with hormones on pills, but I take mine sublingually.

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>>7650408
I have no idea if I'm moving to Turkey or somewhere more south of London.

>>7650413
Tfw no bf behind me to squeeze me tightly and nuzzle his mouth on top of my head

>>7650421
How often do you look at othet people and wish that was you? Why do you hate yourself so much and cant letgo?

>>7650417
Do a lower pitch voice during a cam session

>>7650247
>nice pic

Yeah I can imagine it would be rough... My advice is to put aside your assumptions about their feelings and just be there in the moment with the experience. That is to say, stop worrying about being a burden. If it is a problem for them, they can deal with it or fuck off. If they are friends they will probably get over it, I know my friends find it a little awkward, but then one said the other day that they "get it" and find it crazy that they didn't notice earlier.

21, still a baby :3 I thought things would stay the way they were when I was your age, but things change very quickly in reality. I am not much older, but a lot has changed in my life in that 7 year gap. Don't despair, there is always something you can do to change your reality.

If you want a change you must first make a change.

>>7650250

Yeah fair enough :) I just thought I would ask because they seem like a trippy community. It is actually even more admirable that you do this sort of thing without guidance. It sounds like you have the mind of an engineer, which is a rare thing. Analytics are my strong suit, though I apply mine very differently. It is impossible to be a true failure really, you are trying. You must know success and failure, otherwise you will always loose. Plus you learn more from fucking shit up... I learned that the extremely hard way... lol!

>>7650424

i guess if i can get patches i'll do that, then if that's not an option i'll just do pills. thanks elanna c: <3

>>7650428

it's not like i use a high pitched voice on cam now oryx lmao

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>>7650393
around blacks

>>7650428
I want a nice girl to do it...
>>7650409
I want that :c

>>7650432
>It sounds like you have the mind of an engineer
:/ I dont like this
> It is actually even more admirable that you do this sort of thing without guidance
Well I still haven't built anything that works.

>>7650433
I don't watch your show, ask Robin or something...

>>7650441
Tfw no handsome husbamd Valq gf to be aggressive and slap my shit up

>>7650442
Its why I keep telling you to look into graphic design, its all about neatly presenting ideas that can work or sometbing like that

>>7650444

i didn't ask you to watch my show
r u ok lmao you're being especially autistic

i'm so alone.

>>7650450
we have actual standards senpai
>>>/r9k/