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Yea. It felt ok at the time but then I spend ages wallowing in regret and Dysphoria.

>>7591872
never had sex and i feel like shit after masturbating

>>7591872
Virgin but yes while masturbating. I found new ways of doing it that are more feminine and stronger though, so that helps.

>>7592337
what "ways" ?*shutters*

>>7591872
ftm, i don't think i've ever masturbated with any kind of direct hand to bagina contact, there has to be some kind of underwear or barrier between the two or else my mind wanders and i forget what im doing

>>7592337
Same. I've never really "jerked off" like you see in videos. So I don't get that dysphoric, which is weird, when I can get dysphoric just by seeing it in the shower.

I don't like it, but because testosterone+puberty, I get super horny if I don't do it fairly often, which causes random boners and me to think about my penis a lot. Masturbating gets it over and done with so I don't feel horny for maybe a day or two if I'm lucky

>>7592520
Addition, in terms of sex it depends. I had an encounter with a dude and I didn't feel that bad because it was great, but when I hooked up with a girl and took the traditional male/dom role to see if it was possible to overcome the tranny shit I felt horrible.

>>7592477
Stimulating the head and frenulum while groping myself, usually.

Don't masturbate often though.

>>7591872
Ive only ever had sex once and it was more the experience that I liked than the actual act. The act was pretty mediocre I guess and I was young so maybe my body wasn't ready for normal sex yet?
As far as masturbation goes, Before hormones:
I just kind of did it out of necessity and really just concentrated on the porn I was looking at/ reading. Reading porn stories was probably the best because I got to enjoy a good story and it allowed me to get out of my own body essentially. I Pretty much separated my consciousness from my body to an extent. If I ever looked at my junk in the middle of it, it took me out of the moment.
After hormones: I still do the separation thing but not to the same extent. I can actually enjoy pleasure from my body now though.

I dont try to have sex with anyone because I assume they would just want me to perform in a male way(Primarily attracted to women) which just frustrates me. Also, Im a Hun so that doesn't help at all.

>>7592715
Was it dissociation?

>>7592998
Jesus Christ I just looked that up and I think that might be it and I guess Im way more fucked up than I originally thought. Great, one more thing to throw on the pile.

>>7591872
I would not. even crossdressing, I would still enjoy being the top

Mtf. I feel dysphoric as fuck if I use my dick in sex, but for some reason masturbating is fine.
>inb4 agp

>>7591872
ftm
virgin, but couldn't jack off pre-t
as it is now i only touch my dick and jerk it roughly the same way i would an actual penis
doubt i would have sex with my natal genitals, though t has reduced my overall dysphoria enough it's not as actively horrific a thought as it used to be

>>7595978
sounds like narcissism and social anxiety

>>7595989
also, note that having sex with my natal genitals would still not be penetration
it would be actually letting someone touch my dick/clit, as opposed to only using penis substitutes

>>7591872
I dislike the idea of having sex with my genitals. Looking at it on a mirror just make it seems out of place.
Masturbation is okay I guess though, but it doesn't happen often.
Mtf btw.

MtF and I only did butt stuff or grinding on things through clothes
When I had T in my system I couldn't help but get horny and needed a release for it, but I couldn't use my peen because that's too dysphoric

>>7591872
Mtf here.
I feel dysphoric when using/being lewd with my cock. If I think of it as a clit it helps to an extent but meh. Kinda shitty situation.

>>7591872
Yeah, so it rarely happens.
I mean, months apart, or even a couple of years.

>>7591872
MtF. I get lost in the moment during masturbation/sex, but afterward I feel extremely guilty and usually that's enough to keep me from doing any kind of sex at all. And of course the occasional thought about >tfw no bagina doesn't help.

muh fee fees

muh pee pee

X<

>>7592715
Find a switch woman. You'd be surprised how well it can go. They'll want to do things like face sitting, eating out your clean booty, passionate cuddle sex, and whatever else you can think of. Pound town sex is boring as fuck once you know the joy of trying new things and really learning your partner and their preferences. When you're so comfortable with a person that you're inspired to play both roles, that's when the sex gets really good.

I'm not a trans. But if you watch ftm porn they LOVE to use their vaginas. They like fingering themselves and they love dick and deep pounding.

>>7597351
>But if you watch ftm porn they LOVE to use their vaginas.

It's porn, anon...

>>7596314
>I feel extremely guilty

found your problem

>>7597351
Porn shouldn't be used as an example of real life sex. Porn is to real life sex as a fight scene in a movie is to an actual fight.

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>>7597280
That, actually sounds kind of perfect.
How do you even find a person like that?
I only hear of the legends from drunkards and highwayman.

>>7597431
Well, I'm the cis les in that situation and I posted about my preferences on here, and a great woman responded. That's how it worked out for me.

So basically put your tastes out there and spend time in places that women like me hang out at. Check out your local bdsm scene, especially if you live in a more populated area. They're generally very chill and accepting people and many of them aren't into hardcore stuff. They're also more open with their sexuality. More comfortable with it. They all have fetlife groups so they're easy to find. Bonus: I've yet to run into tumblr SJW types at these.

Think about it at least.

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>>7597467
Sounds good. whenever I move to an actual city Ill definitely try that. I currently live and work in a national park and according to fetlife Wyoming isn't exactly ripe with...people, kinky or otherwise. Until I move, Ill have to stick with /soc/ and /lgbt/. Thank you though. Its nice to hear there is actually hope for someone like me to find someone.

I've never been penetrated by a partner and haven't masturbated with my vagina in 10+ years. T turns the clit into a pretty good microdick that doesn't make me too dysphoric.

>>7599281
>that pic
>tfw I will never be thicc

Why do I still get girlfriends?

>>7599281
Good luck! Don't settle for anyone who is bad at communication or doesn't seem to be honest. You deserve better.

>>7599324
I dont know, but tell me your secrets!

>>7599324
Must be a cute woman then.

Any more thoughts on this?

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>>7599649
Idk, I don't even really do anything. Most of the time I just present in a way where everybody knows I'm gay as fuck, bob-length hair, fierce eyeliner/mascara and either bright red or dark lipstick, BUT masculine clothing, lots of plaid flannel (tied around your waist if you want to be extra obvious about it), denim jackets, demin shorts with black tights, skinny jeans, knee-high boots, sometimes I'll go with a button-up and a vest, or even a tie with a vest, if I want to look extra handsome. And I make sure not to go for a falsetto, I'll make my voice pass but then bring it down a notch so that the resonance is good but the pitch sounds gay.

Basically you just need to master the art of handsome husband. As long as you have sweater puppies and a female voice, but you dress gay as fuck, girls will just make out with you, or at least buy you drinks. This is what I've learned.

>>7605521
My thoughts are that I want a girl to make me thicc.

>>7605599
I'd make you into a proper gym buddy. I'm already thicc as fug from squats, deads, barbell glute thrusts, and lunges. I could take you under my wing.

But no, really, the trick is lifting weights and eating well. Also access to a barbell and weights.

>>7605659
O-Oh, okay... FtM, right? Or cis les? o///o

>>7605709
Cis les. It's totally possible to become thicc. Research lower body weighted exercises and go to town.

>>7591872
Yes. I'm attracted to women, but the very thought of putting my penis into a vagina terrifies me. I've had two girlfriends and both times I put off sex time and time again until the relationship eventually atrophied. I can only imagine myself being penetrated, I honestly can't get around the thought of putting my penis into anything.

>>7605774
Ah, okay! I'll look it up then and try my best, the only problem is that I don't eat very much, but I'll try. I've heard from my cis friends that certain supplements, like coconut oil, can be good for that. Also I'm very very weak right now, so I'm not that good at exercising, but that will probably change as long as I keep at it. Thanks for the tip!

>>7591872
Masturbating I normally end up in tears by the time I ejaculate, or sometimes before and it just ruins anything I had. Putting stuff up my butt never feels wrong though. my bf has been really really considerate to not pay any attention to my penis, only rubbing my legs and my hips at most and it was fine. But then a couple days ago I felt really really horny and really comfortable around him and I asked if he wouldn't mind aressing my penis a little. He touched it really lightly with just a couple fingers and I felt kind of wrong, but so good at the same time. Because I was doing it with him and he tells me he is ok with my body so much and I know he sees me as a girl I felt ok enough to not stop him and soon I was all his. PS, I'm slightly intersex and I have never felt that male arousal/orgasms are anything like my own from what i've heard.

>>7605855
Everyone starts somewhere. I trained my sister. She couldn't squat or bench the bar (45 lbs) at first. Now she almost squats as much as me. You're going to need to track your calories to make sure you're getting enough or you'll never get thick. You need amino acids, protein, to build that thicc muscle. A little layer of fat over it makes you truly thicc. You'll need to basically change your lifestyle a bit, but the pay off is huge. It also comes with free endorphins. Once you get into it, you'll feel so good you'll never want to stop.

Just remember, there's a woman believing in you with all her might in the Midwest USA.

>>7591872
Yeah. I very rarely did/do it. I don't know if I'll do it at all after SRS.

>>7605976
Not the person you're talking to but I'm glad there are people like you in the world

>>7606108
Thanks. Like lifting weights, trying to help honest people is its own reward.