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• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• buddi
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

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>>7581617
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>>7583391
rip
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hey mtfg how are you
things are very not good
i dont feel great
how do i help myself feel better
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Well, I did just start.

I wish I could just...be a girl, you know? I don't mind doing the work, but I don't want to have to deal with doctors and stuff. I know what I want, why can't I go to the Government when I feel it's time and tell them to put me down as female?
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>>7583411
I would drink your blood to be 15. God I feel so old. That said apparently I do look like a 15 year old.
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>>7583411
the only way is to be a transbian
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>>7583418
shakira vampires are bad
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>>7583417
you just got to BE URSELF BRO!!!!!!
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>>7583422
>>7583418
vampirism is for posers in junior high
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>>7583417
trip on, homura
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>>7583421
ayo hol up
u sayin we wuz nights n shieet
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>>7583411
I'm okay.

>how do i help myself feel better
What's wrong? Maybe you should try making some art! or listening to something you like.
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>tfw no yakub bf
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im a vampire
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God damnit i always post in dead threads
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https://clyp.it/0etqweuj

testing
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>>7583423

I'd like to be. I don't want to fight myself, you know? I want to be happy.

>>7583426

I've given up on tripping. Decided no one cares.
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>>7583418
please do it
even if it doesnt work it would end in me dying :^)
>>7583420
i already am that anon
>>7583430
im atleast glad youre okay
listening to music rn
thank you
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>>7583431
you know that book actually has a lot of sales from the actual wewuzkangs kind of people
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>>7583438
really good
though it does sound like you've got gunk in your throat or something
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>>7583443
what
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>>7583445
>gunk in your throat
I do q_q
I have chronic congestion or something
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>>7583438
how
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so
i have decided to get a breast aug before FFS and i'm going to just start exercising while eating everything ever cause i wanna be thicc
do u support me mtfg
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Does /pol/ still do the we meme
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>>7583453
can you put it as a business expense in your taxes
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>>7583453
u sound AGP
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>>7583453
i thought you liked dfc?
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>>7583442
>tfw 40 years old
Meet me at Sydney airport
Make sure your neck is clean.
>>7583453
What surgeon?
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>>7583453
no i have to be thicc not you

dont steal my thicc
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>>7583453
Always, but I thought you sort of didn't want to look female anymore.

Did something change?
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>>7583411
Hugg smiles
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meme
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>>7583456

i don't think so ;-;

>>7583460
>>7583464

idk i think i'm accepting that i wanna just look like a grill. and i don't really like my body most of the time the way it is rn but i would wit bigger boobs so ye

>>7583461

not sure. i have a list of every good surgeon in the country since i know hundreds of girls who have had their BA but idk which i wanna go wit yet. it's not expensive tho.

>>7583463

rip
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>>7583469
meme
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clicc?
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>>7583477
no edie stop

ill beat you up!
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>>7583480
ay man if it counted me as aman going to women then hell yeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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>>7583438
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0ZcATu2ih0F
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>>7583480
so what as a guy and no transitioning?
nah
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I feel like the only times I see Smiles is when I'm on drugs
It's made her somewhat a mascot of me tripping
It's weord

>>7583480
Is this an actual dilemma to normies? I'm genuinely confused. Did they overwhelmingly vote to click or skip or was it more equal?
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>>7583480
aw man woops i accidentally clicked the button aw this is gonna suck bro i'll have to live as a girl this is gay ugh
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>>7583491
what
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>>7583490

Sex, not gender, so your body would change, not your mind.
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>>7583477
When you go to your surgeon could you ask him something for me please?
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good stuff
>>7583494
>Sex, not gender, so your body would change
then i'd just be a cis girl
smash dat mf button
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>>7583481

sry nim 2 late

>>7583496

kk
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>>7583497
>cis girl

tfw not a cis girl
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>>7583477
Cool do it, you have the body type to pull off big breasts and to be thicc. :3
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>>7583494
Well then yes
>>7583493
would you pres that buton?
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>>7583480

I never understood why anyone would see living as the other sex a bad thing.
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Acid always makes me feel so much more okay with being a tranny and makes me actually feel like I'm a girl but I don't know whether these are my actual emotions or if it's just the drugs and I am actually a cis male being stupid and the fact I only feel this way on drugs makes me feel bad about myself
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>>7583498
I formed a keloid scar on my chest therefore I assume I'm genetically predisposed to this sort of thing. Ask him if breast augmentation carries a high risk of keloid scar formation for those who are susceptible to it.
>>7583506
>What is dysphoria?
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>>7583506

homura you are so trans why do you keep questioning it
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>>7583480
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>>7583438
https://clyp.it/if04nmbn
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>>7583504
you can press my button bb
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is it fine to eat a shit ton of junk food in one day
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Ahhh I love Sertii~
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>>7583516
well okay but thats not what i asked
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>>7583518
kawaii desu
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>>7583522
me too anon
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>>7583523
i didnt quite understand what you asked
i think youre on some kind of drug
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>>7583525
D:
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>tfw the sadness starts
Oh well
7 more hours or something of sad shitposting
This really is the best part of the trip
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>>7583507
Anna speculoos spread is like heaven in a jar. I just ate my last crêpe with it and I almost orgasm'd

Yay Netherlands! It's as good as or better than nutella
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jojo is the weirdest thing ive ever seen wtf is going on
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>>7583531
Speculoos is pretty good right!
Almost half as good as bread witg chocolate sprinkles <3

>tfw captcha is hard
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>>7583508
>>7583511

Well when you don't have a frame of reference for what you're feeling, and have autism on top of it, what do?
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>>7583533
it has bizarre in the title buddi
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>>7583431
LMAO
Smh he created most of the inhuman freaks in these threads
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>>7583527
Im only high on life
and estrogen
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I'll try to sleep again now...
Good night~
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>>7583546
Nini
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>>7583540
but it's too bizarre
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>>7583551
it gets more so later on
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I need a hug
I am in need of professional help and emotional support from those who are close to me but I am incapable of reaching out
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>>7583551
how bizarre is too bizarre?
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>>7583553
how

>>7583556
when i don't know what's going on!
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>>7583556
PARROTHITLER!!!!
are you trans now? how old are you now?
how is school? ;_; do you still post cp here sometimes when you know you shouldn't?
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>>7583545
tfw the estrogen hits you
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>>7583554
do it while intoxicated?
which is pretty common honestly
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>>7583559
Where my stando at
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>>7583568
That only makes me more scaref usually
I've promised myself to come out to my parents after 4 weeks hrt which is 9 days from now but I don't know if I can do it
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>>7583454
>>7583454
WUZ PREZIDENTS AND SHIET
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>>7583564
how bizzare is too bazaar?
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>>7583570
my stand is buddi

>>7583578
wtf no cp parrot
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>>7583565
good feel
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>>7583564
Omg hi <3
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>>7583580
「buddi」
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i love cheese pizza
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I wish I could notice effects from hrt already
I know it's simply too early but it's frustrating
I need to know something so I know I'm going in the right direction

Y'all memers didn't tell me being a tranny was so shit when you convinced me to transition ironically
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I'm considering withdrawing my name from the records of the LDS church.

On the one hand, the LDS church sucks. A lot.

On the other, I do still believe in some of that stuff, and if my family ever found out (and they will), it would be devastating.
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>>7583592
Hugg
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>>7583564
yes
my age is the same year Augustus died
school is decent and boring
i haven't posted child porn in a long time, i feel rly bad about doing it in the first place
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>>7583592
>Mormon
You may as well be a seientologist really
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>>7583590
After a week, I started feeling happier, more confident in myself. I got really tired a lot after three weeks on Spiro alone, but adding E brought me back up to normal
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>>7583592
>tfw you start writing out a reply about how if your parents didn't respect your religious choice then they don't deserve to be in your life but then you realize you're in the exact same situation with your mom and being trans
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>>7583590
youre almost a month in
doesnt your skin feel/look any better/softer anywhere?
are your nipples tender if touched?
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>>7583597
hug
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https://www.rabb.it/isla.tally
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Evening, cuties!
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>>7583598
I am 19 days in that is hardly almost a month
I've noticed nothing though. My skin is still dry as fuck and I'm still sad as fuck and my nipples aren't feeling sensitive either.

It's very discouraging. I feel like it'll never work
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>>7583603
evening!
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>>7583607

How are you?
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>>7583595

The LDS church isn't as culty as it's made out to be. Most of them are pretty average Christians, DESU.

>>7583597

Those are both literally in the one letter I wrote five years ago. "I'm leaving the church because I disagree with the teachings, and also I need to tell you I feel like a girl"

I want my mom in my life, I really do. I love her, and I want her support while I transition.
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>>7583610
i am well, how are you?
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>>7583601
stardust crusaders episode 30
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>>7583391

ok, I'm considering transitioning with HRT.

I just turned 21.

What are the chances my hips will widen significantly?
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>>7583605
>I feel like it'll never work
19 days is still too early. Just wait some more.
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>>7583617
Yeah that is what I said and I know but I'm impatient and I just want things to start changing and to become a girl because life sucks like this
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>>7583605
well if you have nothing after a month consider upping your dose unless youd have to go to dangerous levels
I had better skin (esp. face) and tender nipples in 3 weeks
but then I started at 200 spiro / 4 E and trying a month of half that now
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>>7583616
>significantly?
no
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>>7583625

4 inches?
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>>7583626
maybe with fat
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I'll never know happiness in this life.
I'm without a doubt going to end up killing myself.
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>>7583626
genetics>age in everything, this too
just hope for the best and prepare for the worst
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>>7583594
You're 9 years old???
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>>7583626
lol no.

>hons logic
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>>7583624
Well my AA is good, 50mg cypro does the trick right? I'm gonna up my E though after a month.
I just wish there was something to show me I was making progress
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I'm sorry for being such a whiny baby
I shouldn't bother you with my dumb shit

Then again I do like whining but just know I'll feel bad about it tomorrow <3
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i wanna be a girl
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>>7583642

I should have done cypro instead of spiro. Maybe I'll switch. I still feel like I should see a therapist, I just don't know why
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>>7583642
yeah, just hang in there
if your levels are right things will happen eventually
it wouldnt happen overnight in the best case
I'm on a plateau too regarding effects rn i think after almost 3 months
My skin is nice and soft already
but fat shifting is only coming later and my boobs are taking a break too I think
its always really gradual
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>>7583654
Therapists are probably good.
I don't know why either but that's what everyone always says right?
I don't see the point though
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>>7583614

I am... bored. Thus dropping in here to flirt with cuties.
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>Cubic equations
Thank god for computers
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>>7583655
I guess.
Thanks for reassuring me <3
I hope the gradual stuff starts soon though, but I'm sure it will. It has to.
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>>7583656
me neither
I mean they are only working with what I tell them
so if they accidentally get an incomplete picture or something then its not much use
and idk what someone else could tell me about my own life that i couldnt figure out on my own
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>tfw overcame public restroom anxiety and actually went in the women's room
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>>7583654
What makes you want to switch AAs?
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im gonna die im gonna die im gonna die im gonna die
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>>7583656
>>7583665

I mean, I know it's nice to get another perspective, and to get answers about things that are bugging you. It's a support system. I know I should go to therapy to talk about all this shit I talk about here, but going 50 fucking miles to do it seems to be a bit excessive, and doing it online is a nonoption.
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Doggo
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>>7583592
the church has just manipulated you, it's basically stockholm syndrome

teaching kids some decent things doesn't excuse gaslighting them into basically an abusive relationship with religion/family/authority in general..

withdraw, fuck those people.. but um, i guess i should too if that's how i feel (i just don't think about them anymore)
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??????
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Stacc
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>>7583668

I have to take more Spiro to get the same effect, and it has some pretty serious side effects. The more medicine you take, the more likely you get an adverse reaction. Cypro does as well, but it's designed as an AA.
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??????
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>>7583688
Wtf
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>tfw found cosplay i kinda want to do
>tfw no sewing/costume skills so it'll never happen
reee
>>7583688
demon
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>>7583688
>>7583691
>>>/b/
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>tfw noone replies to your qt doggers
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I'm officially dropping out of university tomorrow. I haven't attended since October.
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>>7583681

Yeah, I know that, and I have to admit, withdrawing my name would be really liberating, breaking away from my old, scared self. I'm just not sure I'm ready to deal with my family.

>>7583692

I still hold myself to quads.
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>>7583664
>>7583665
a good therapist is going to help guide you in developing strategies to be how you want to be, if that makes any sense

they aren't gonna like, learn your whole history, extract the sole truth of your dysfunction, and tell you the magic words to be happy, it's a process, and they're really there to teach and guide you
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>>7583700
why do you waste your privilege?
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>>7583695
are you sure they are real puppers?
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>>7583702
>they aren't gonna like, learn your whole history, extract the sole truth of your dysfunction, and tell you the magic words to be happy
Then I really don't think they're of much use desu
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>>7583700
sorry that's happened

don't give up: figure out how to deal with your anxiety/depression/cock-addiction or whatever kept you from attending classes. plan on finishing a degree and take the necessary steps to make it happen

you're capable and worth it, you just took a couple wrong steps. once you're on the right path success will be in sight
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>>7583705
SPECIAL FENNEC DOGGOS THEY WERE
TOP OF THEIR CLASS IN PUPPER ACADEMY
QTEST OF THE PACK
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>>7583701
I really wanna do one of an amethyst guard. But I don't have the skill to do the costume. Plus the lack of sleeves on the outfit might make me a little self-conscious of my shoulders
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>>7583708
*Foxxxos
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>>7583706
... one lesson to learn is that the past doesn't matter, what matters is how you're thinking and whether you're planning ahead and taking control or careening aimlessly, helpless and hopeless

sometimes medical issues can keep us from thinking clearly, meds can help.. severe cases of treatment resistant depression can be treated with ect effectively, in spite of the stigma (ketamine's the new hype tho)
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bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad
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>>7583710

V-Neck Tunic tucked into whatever they wear on the bottom? That wouldn't be too hard to do. Plus, sewing is really relaxing. If anything, alter the costume to add sleeves of that blue color.

>mfw I want to cosplay this
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watch football? you mean sit with my drunk family while they scream at pictures for not being masculine enough to catch a football?

nah
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>>7583719
>ketamine's the new hype tho
Wow very rude, cheap way to dig at me
Also wtf did you just say or was it meant to be mindless drivel?
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>>7583722
Handegg
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>>7583722
Nice reply.
Good form
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>>7583703
What privilege?
>>7583707
Even if I had the will to stay a) I can't afford to for complex reasons b) It will hold back my progress as I'll be closeted so long as I have to mix with my class.
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good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good good
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>>7583722
this is why I like to watch games by myself desu
I like watching sports
>>7583721
yours might be p tough, yeah, though I've never really done work with fabrics or anything
I've got until September (DragonCon is labor day weekend) if I stay here after I graduate to design a costume
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>>7583732
everything's bad and i feel gross
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>>7583723
um no, i'm saying there's no shame in taking drugs if you're depressed/anxious/unstable

and if you don't respond well to standard drugs for depression ect is actually the most effective, established treatment and should be considered (it's got a stupid stigma that is inaccurate).

ketamine has significant, nearly immediate medium term antidepressant effects and you can find clinics that will administer it for that purpose. kind of awesome desu but i haven't tried it
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>>7583722
for some reason after she got divorced my mom always wants to watch sports
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>>7583735

I'm just starting myself, but a V-Neck shirt is probably your best bet there, and t-shirts are normally a good beginners project. Good luck.
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>>7583732
What's wrong with the Pikachu?>>7583722
Soccer is fun though
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I'm a sad boy and want to be a girl but can't because I'm big.
Why do people say I should do HRT anyways?
Are they just /pol/acks trying to get me to kill myself?
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>>7583738
Oh I'm sorry I thought you were taking a piss at me for my ketamine usage.
It really is great stuff. I should get some soon
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>>7583730
i'm not saying stay, i'm say figure out what you need to do to return

which sounds like transition/therapy and figuring out your finances better
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>>7583736
Everyone feels bad and gross sometimes anon

It'll be ok eventually, we just have to stick it out.
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>>7583742
What are you talking about?
That pikachu looks perfectly normal to me.
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??????my lil brother is bullying me for watching steven universe
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>>7583754
Punch him in the head

then stop watching Steven Universe you nerd dweeb

hugg tho
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>>7583744
because even if you don't fully transition being a boy on hrt is better than being a masc man
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I SMOKED SOME WEED AND I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT THAT I SMELL BAD AND PEOPLE WILL JUDGE ME
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>>7583756
he's 12 tho
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>>7583759
you can probably take him then beat that kid up
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OREGON IS FAIRLY LIBERAL WITH WEED RIGHT??
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MUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDAMUDA
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>>7583764
it's legal there i think
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>>7583727
hegg
>>7583728
ty
>>7583735
yeee
>>7583740
she just wants some masculine energy in her life
>>7583742
i do like it a lot
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>>7583758
>>7583764
uh oh they're gonna call the police

happens to me all the time in colorado
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Heyo I'm getting some fairly homosexual desires right now
How to stop this?
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>>7583750
Really?
Hmm
Idk it looks like...if ditto was a Pikachu?
And I just noticed that it also has no legs
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>>7583754
bully him for not watching
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>>7583772

Embrace your sexuality
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>>7583772
just think about getting ravished, thrown around, and pinned against a wall while a thick, pulsating cock fills you up. :)
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>>7583772
Find dick ASAP.
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>Tfw really calm
>tfw talking with qt guy but spill ny spaghetti and says later bro

._.

>>7583769
>>7583766
Hugg Lauren. Tfw no qt guy to cuddle with
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>>7583777
>tfw bisexual as HECKE

>>7583780
Ew wtf
That's even gayer
>>
>>7583774
you're crazy dude you're fucking insane that's a PERFECTLY REGULAR, NORMAL PIKACHU JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS
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>>7583776
>>7583759
>>7583754

beat him up and force him to watch it, then make him learn a fusion dance with you so you can humiliate him
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>>7583784
>dick
>Ew wtf

just wait till the hormones give you an insatiable desire for cummies.
>>
why are trannies and people who are autistic so obsessed with steven universe
its like
not good even lol
>>
>>7583784
its just to get it out of your system brah
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>>7583788
i like it u shit
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>>7583746
Return? Lol I'm ineligble for any more loans.
>>
I was wondering why you guys decide to transition. I think it is normal as a boy to be jealous of girls and everything, but it seems most guys accept that they are guys instead of developing feelings of being in the wrong body. Why are you guys instead transitioning to actually become girls?
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>>7583777
>>7583772
>>7583781
>>7583784

what do you mean by gay

i don't like gay guys or the words "thick, pulsating ..." but being with a guy as mtf isn't gay unless he's a chaser
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>nair up arms

I'm FREE
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>tfw mtfg is making you think lewd things but you want to save yourself for a few days so it feels really good then
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>>7583791
Would you like to smoke some weed with me?
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>>7583781
B-but that is what I mean by being gay :^)
This whole tranny thing is pretty gay honestly

>>7583787
N-no! Never!
As I said though dicc was exactly what I meant by being gay

>>7583789
No I need to resist the dicc and only give mine!
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>>7583792
not motivated solely by jealousy
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>>7583788
i love the songs

and the lesbian atmosphere

and the trans thing that happens regularly
>>
lesbian atmosphere
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>>7583792
I never could accept it
I did try for 15 years
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>>7583797
>As I said though dicc was exactly what I meant by being gay

Liking dick isn't gay though. At least not if you're a girl.
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i want a bf but i think i'm too bad and emotionally detached to develop that sort of relationship
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>>7583788
it's just a fun show
no bully ;~;
idk I started watching it around the same time when I started seeing my therapist and always made me feel p good
>>7583794
>tfw have to shave legs tonight
>>7583792
I was going to kill myself if i didn't. like, if i hadn't started by now i would definitely be dead
the dysphoria was eating away at me pretty badly and made my first few years of college suck ass, it became unbearable and mentally crippling to look at myself and how wrong i was, i had to do something
>>
>>7583793
In context to my original post I meant sucking on a precum soaked penis

>>7583802
I wish I was a girl but I'm just a mentally ill man and I'll never be anything else :(
That makes liking dick gay.
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>>7583799
i dislike that in telivision
oh well
>>7583805
im not bullying
im just asking
i dont get it
its like its only popular for the wrong reasons
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>>7583807
why do you even care its a cartoon

is it degenerate or something
>>
>>7583797
assuming you're damaged from conservative upbringing, it's neither gay nor a problem to like dick... you're a girl, right?

it's okay if you don't, but it's probably worth being open minded about it
>>
>>7583807
>i dislike that in telivision
the lesbian atmosphere or the trans stuff? idk it seems fine, overall positive message, accessible to most age ranges
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>>7583806
There are few better joys in this world than giving a man that you love a blowjob with total and utter dedication for his being.

You will learn this eventually. xD
>>
i have 158 friends on normiebook idk if theres even one i feel comfortable talking to..
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>>7583792
cis boys aren't jealous of girls and actually like being boys
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>>7583816
same so I deactivated it
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>>7583814
>tfw no man
>>7583816
>facebook
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>>7583810
I have had a very progressive upbringing and my parents are seriously disappointed in me for not being like that. And sure it's no problem to like dick, I'm a freak with bigger problems than my sexuality, so I really don't care, but it is a problem when your tranny gf doesn't want her dick to be in the mix :^)

>>7583814
>man
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>>7583818
Well, not when we're young at least.
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>>7583816
I have 2000 normiebook friends and I talk to like ~10.
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>>7583824
you're a tranny you don't know what is normal for guys to feel
>>
>>7583805
What made it so crippling you would've killed yourself?
>>
>>7583798
What was your main motivation?
>>
honestly im just having an anxiety attack rn. i need to get out of my house and out of my area so bad. im made fun of at home and at work. i have no where to go and its crushing me.
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>>7583801
What kept you from accepting yourself like that?
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>>7583825
Why are you a normie?
Wh do you come here if you're a normie?
>>7583831
Why not move elsewhere?
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>>7583830
gender dysphoria
>>
actually he watches it but he's embarrassed its cute
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>>7583835
Kek yeah that is cute as fuck
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>>7583833
>Why are you a normie?
Define normie.

>Wh do you come here if you're a normie?
Idk, I lurked here as anon for awhile and decided to trip. That's a good question. I don't know why I come here. I guess its habit now.

>>7583831
:( that makes me sad. idk why anyone would bully you beep.
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>>7583831
it sucks that you have to live with that right now, but it sounds like you know some of the major stressors in your life & could come up with a plan to move away. finding a new place to live and building a family of choice is difficult but it's a goal worth striving for
>>
>>7583833
you need money and shit to move somewhere else
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>>7583835
hurry up and get her on aas before her facial planes are irrevocably expanded
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>>7583813
its like
popular for that reason
not for the storytelling, lore, animation quality, or other stuff
sheerly because its a progressive cartoon is why its so popular
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>>7583827
could barely function, never wanted to leave my room, every time I looked in the mirror I'd get reminded I'll never be a cis girl, and the thought of aging as a guy and getting ever-more masculine just made life unbearable
(I'm not that great at verbalizing my feelings)
>>7583835
aww :3
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>>7583831
wish i could have given you a place to stay for a night at the hotel or something
it sounds like you really need to get out
hug the beep
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>>7583840
which working usually provides, if you can figure out how to save money you can build up a nice stash, and if you're smart you can find a new job before you even move
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>>7583816
Huhg beepy
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>>7583837
Oh so you've known me for a while? What do you think of me?
A normie is anyone with friends. Some say anyone with a job or in school is a normie but I'm not that extreme because you need to do those things to survive.
>>7583840
Well beep better hurry up and start escorting like I told her to.
>>
I wish Frangi were here :(
I need a cudd
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>>7583851
You also need to go outside to survive shakira chan
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>>7583826
No need to be mean, just saying most guys are jealous of girls, doesn't mean they are going to turn themselves into one, especially given the shit trannies go through.
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>>7583843
already 12, too late :/
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>>7583851
don't you get all your expenses paid for by your mom?
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>>7583851
>Oh so you've known me for a while? What do you think of me?
I don't know. When I lurked here I didn't pay attention to trips. I would just open the thread, blog about my life anonymously, and move on.

I still don't really know trips well.

>A normie is anyone with friends.
Yeah, then I'm a normie. I have a lot of friends, students, and fans. I also have a degree and own a home.

tfw normie...
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>>7583855
>12
fucking late transitioners
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>>7583832
I never liked my masculine features even as a boy and wanted to look like a girl
the more masculine I became the more it started to make me angry and sad and interfere with my life until I started hormones in October at 24
Now I feel better and can focus on other things in my life again instead of obsessing over gender issues
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I got myself a burg as a reward for renewing my RSA and having to sit through 4 hours of randos deadnaming me and looking at me weird

Now if only I had wine
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>>7583862
veggie burg
hugg
>>
it would be nice to not be so lonely, but i think a lot of it's my fault anyway. i know i'm a freak but there should be plenty of weirdos willing to be my friend if i just try to meet them.

>>7583851
yeah being an illegal sex worker and putting yourself at risk of violence/abuse is a great idea and not a last ditch sort of thing
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>>7583788
it sucks because the premise is kind of cool but the writing and voice acting suck so much that it feels kind of grating sitting through episodes

also it's like mostly town episodes and no one gives a shit about those but they still somehow like the show

steven is also a bitch and it pisses me off that he hasn't gotten his ass kicked once
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>>7583862
burg olive
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>>7583863
It had mock duck and coleslaw on it

I'm trying to stop eating meat because it's gross and it makes me feel gross
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>>7583867
it's so tasty though
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>>7583854
>most guys are jealous of girls
How many people do you know that are/were like that who also arent trans?
>>
Wtf
I think I can smell
It's like a salty taste at the back of my nose except that means it's not taste
Is this how smelling works?
>>
>>7583869
that poster is just another tranny trying to pretend they are a normal guy
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>>7583833
>>7583840
>>7583837
bc am tranny
>>7583838
if i had a roommate maybe..even then id probably run out money pretty quickly
>>7583850
>>7583847
hugg
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>>7583788
Me
>didn't watch Steven universe
>go on dates with girl who likes Steven universe
>start watching it
Me
>become SU fan
>get maxx pussy because lesbians love Steven universe
I mean...
>>7583785
Nah
Like
I'm pretty sure there's something off about that thing
Is it like....a Pikachu forme or something?
>>
>>7583865
i agree with this so much omg
>>7583874
<3 beep
>>
>>7583870
Kinda I guess
Try sniffing things and see if the taste changes
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>>7583876
if thats for you then thats nice
>>
>>7583870
Your taste termites are have a territorial dispute with your smell worms which is causing the mix in sensations.

See if you can swallow a mini peace treaty if you have one laying around.

It has to be at least four pages or they won't sit down and negotiate.
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>>7583868
Yeah but the meat industry is fucked up and I'm a fattie so I'm gonna try to at least cut down.

It also usually just makes me feel sick, yknow? Like I had a steak the other week and I honestly felt like vomiting.

I should really get together with veganboy, he'd motivate me.
>>7583870
you might have a sinus infection.
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>>7583805

When I finally get around to my legs, it's probably going to take an hour, an industrial bottle of nair, and one of those barrels Walter White melts bodies in.
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>>7583877
yeah like every time steven gets in a fight he just gets in his shield or one-hit ko's them

how is this like the heroic main character, he hasn't grown at all in his combat

also why tf is this dummie not asking questions, like at all
>>
>>7583886
they need to make it more like jojo
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>>7583880
It's mostly lesbians that are autistic about it I think
transbians like it by proxy
>>
>>7583838
i did it, work hard save money

and yeah, roommates aren't terrible though, just move to a younger part of a decent city
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>>7583878
Sniffing things other than my armpit makes it go away and nothing comes in its place
I'm really confused
I don't even know what smelling is like anymore but I think this is it?

>>7583884
I've been anosmic for the past 10 years. Getting the cause looked into in March
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>>7583884
vegetarian is really easy vegan is a bit harder because milk is in like everything
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>>7583885
same except my butt aaagh
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>>7583884
i know the meta industry is fucked up but its too tasti for me to give up

do you think it's making you sick because of a physical reaction or do you think it's like guilt

>>7583888
but jojo is confusing isla i dont get it Dx
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>>7583856
She gives me pocket money for games and snacks but no she doesn't pay my major expenses
>>7583858
Wow hardcore normie. You like jazz though so I'll let it fly ;)
>>7583864
It's the only way Beep is gonna escape the hell she's in.
>>
>>7583892
*everything packaged or from restaurants
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>>7583869
I know most guys I've asked think girls have it easier than guys.
>>
can someone tell me what to do
just anything
tell me to do things
>>
>>7583889
ahh
>>7583894
it makes sense if u watch from 2012
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>>7583874
>bc am tranny
this makes me reeeeee.

beepbeep uprising when?
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>>7583899
that's because they're idiots who think girls get to lay around at home all day they don't actually want to be girls
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>>7583897
i dunno, becoming independent of people who are hurting you (so-called family) and moving somewhere with a social safety net you can leverage to get healthcare, food or housing subsidies if necessary, etc. seems like a pretty rational idea

at least if you try that and fail you're in a city where you'll have more business as a sex worker
>>
>>7583899
pretty girls might
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>>7583903
but i did watch it from 2012!

i watched like 4 episodes and all i got out of it was that guy screaming DIOOOOOOOO
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>>7583901
take a bath
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>>7583888
WRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY KONO DIO DAAAAAAAA

>>7583892
yeah but if I got together with this vegan boy who I'm pretty sure has the hots for me, he'll be able to bully me into being vegan.
The only non-vegan thing I'd be swallowing would be the semen out of his fat cock.
>>
>>7583891
>armpit
or maybe you just really really REALLY need a shower lol
like you can taste the smell at this point
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I'm about to sign a document to be mailed to Salt Lake revoking my membership. Oh..god...
>>
anyone have any resources for learning greek. ive got some stuff down..rosetta stone?
>>
>>7583905
But if that's what they picture girl life as then they obviously want to be girls
They're not all trannies
(Why am I doing this to myself)
>>
>>7583913
semen is vegan no animals are harmed or exploited
>>
>>7583917
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Debt
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>>7583916
sometimes they do group resignations
idk if you want to wait for that
>>
>>7583908
And where is this magical fairyland?
>>7583921
lmfao
>>
>>7583910
oh well
thats unfortunate
>>7583913
jojo is amazing
>>
>>7583897
I get you have a major fetish for prostitution or something but stop trying to manipulate beep just so you can get your shrivelled little dick hard
>>
>>7583915
Well yeah acid makes you sweat tons this is well documented so I will take a shower in the morning
What I was asking is whether that is smelling whether I indeed taste the smell
>>
>>7583894
I think it's just that I go for long periods without eating much meat at all, then when I do my stomach is like
>what the fuck are you doing WHY ARE YOU CONSUMING FLESH THAT'S SUPER GROSS BRO
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>>7583911
ok thanks
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>>7583921
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>>7583861
I'm sure it might be better to be more feminine, but anger seems like an extreme reaction, do you know why you had that reaction?
>>
>>7583920
I'd let him harm and exploit me if you know what I mean
>>
>>7583933
yeah I understand what you mean
>>
>>7583921
i need to lose my virginity and this seems like a good way to get fucked
>>
>>7583931
No
It just legit pissed me off that I was becoming more and more like a man when i didnt want to
>>
reminder that amger is a neutral emotion
>>
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>>7583930
>>7583923
>>7583937
>tfw you make a funny joke but trip was off
>>
>>7583936
I'd really let him pound my sluthole and cum so much it expands my stomach, then fuck my throat to clean his thick veiny dick off of semen

if you catch my drift ;^)
>>
>>7583923
colorado's been decent to me so far

but i suspect most decently sized cities with moderate planning & useful public infrastructure are decent places to be, vs anything even moderately suburban

move to a city, don't own a car (it frees up so much money), get on medicaid/foodstamps/whatever you can if you're poor (seriously, use the system), and try to get an education... get autonomy and seize control of your life

i'm working on getting there, it's been years now. it's not easy and it won't happen instantly. it's probably a lifelong process.
>>
>>7583947
omg stop being so vague
>>
>>7583947
Olive!!!
>>
8(
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>>7583947
lewwwwwwwwwwd thanks for the cocklust
>>
>>7583939
Sorry if that rubbed you the wrong way.
>>
>>7583926
Lol what are you talking about? i'm only trying to help her.
>>7583942
Reminder to kill yourself
>>7583943
You mcfucked up.
Can you recommend me any Paul Bley albums?
>>7583948
>don't own a car
How will you get to your job?
> medicaid/foodstamps/whatever
Good luck with that in Trump in the White House
>>
>>7583953
>mfw bf too sad to sex me

maybe I can convince him pounding my bp is a good stress relief
>>
>>7583939
But yeah, as a kid I'm sure most boys were jealous of the girls, but we didn't get such intense feelings of hate for our bodies even if they aren't as nice as girls.
>>
>>7583957
Stop
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>>7583950
>>7583951
I wanna hold hands with him and go to the cinema to see a romcom and be home by 10:00pm
>>
>>7583947
l-lewd
>>
>>7583960
That's more like it
Then what happens?
>>
boys are gross
>>
>>7583959
Sorry, didn't mean to rub you guys the wrong way.
>>
>>7583955
you moved to a city right? so use public transportation or find a job close enough to walk or bike

seriously owning a car in a city is a luxury, far from a need. in the infrequent times you truly need a vehicle you can use ride or car sharing services & still spend far less on transportation than owning a car

as far as public assistance goes, that's not even an excuse, you're just refusing to try

I sold almost everything and moved with one suitcase across the country into a furnished sublet. working out so far.
>>
>>7583973
It's okay, it's a valid question
But please stop
>>
>>7583971
then he takes me back to my place and leans in for a kiss, but I turn away and ask if I can see him again. He says yes and we organize to get ice-cream next week.
He goes home, I go inside and snuggle into bed, knowing that he's the man I'm going to marry to make my parents proud.
>>
>>7583954
It didnt lol
Im sorry if I came off as if I were angry at you or something
>>
>>7583554
You should talk to me more. You're too much of a jokester irl so i never really did feel like u needed help
>>
my last bra that fit just broke :(
>>
>>7583985
Wow! Proud of you Olive :)
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>>7583990
time to tape your nips
>>
>>7583995
why would i tape m nips?
>>
>>7583989
Why are you up it's 5:20

Also I am emotionally damaged and incapable of expressing myself. That one talk we had about the LGBT community was really confrontational already desu

I just hide behind a layer of ironic memes irl, I'm glad it at least worked on making you not worry for me :^)
>>
>>7583999
enough questions, tape up your nipples already
>>
>>7584006
seconded
>>
>>7583976

That's what I said before I realized getting to therapy was going to cost 60 dollars
>>
>>7583999
So they don't show through your shirt or sumfin.
>>7583994
Fuck you too, anon.
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>>7584003
I'm up now. I'm an early bird.
Ill prolly sleep like an hour more tho.

And idk, it's just hard to see when u meme abt everything.

I think it would have been for the best if you had gone to Joep, he's a really nice guy and your parents will have zero issues with paying for it. He can talk you through everything pretty well.

I remember that talk and I remember it was obvious you had issues of internalized bullshitery but I thought they were so obvious that you were just being stubborn on purpose.
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did u like guys pretty transition mtfg?

i think i might have but didn't let myself experiment bc the stigma attached to being gay and picturing my male self with another guy game me intense dysphoria. I got alot more comfortable with it the more female I started looking.

wbu?
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>>7584020
>did u like guys pretty transition mtfg?
wat

I liked the idea of it, but couldn't imagine ever actually being with a man.
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>>7584020
what did you mean by this??
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>>7584011
>So they don't show through your shirt or sumfin.
oh that makes sense
>>7584020
>did u like guys pretty transition mtfg?
do you mean pre?
if thats the case eventually when i realized my feelings about women were jealousy i actually kinda came to realize it with a girl asking me out when i thought we were just friends
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>>7584020
sort of
I definitely remember being turned on by guys when I was a pre-teen but repressed that too, then it was "bi but 99/1 girls", and now it's "bi but 80/20 guys"
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>>7584028
>>7584029
>>7584020
pre transition **
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>>7584020
I was a bislut
Since HRT I'm no longer attracted to girls at all.
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Howdy, I don't often post here but wanted your thoughts and advice here. I'm 18, 5'7 and 120lbs

I've been on spironolactone for about half a year or so now. 200mg. I dropped down to 100mg about a month or two ago and it made a world of difference. I didn't realize how awful my low blood pressure was making me feel due to being on Spiro so long. I just got used to it.

Now that I've lowered my dose, I'm noticing hair growth increasing so I think I need a higher dose.

I was told that I should go on cypro. Supposedly this causes depression? I don't know what other alternatives I have. My doctor says that half a pill should be enough daily. 25mg of cypro. Is this true? He said that some doctors will prescribe more but that there's zero evidence to suggest it actually has an effect past the half dose.

With Spiro it simply affected your testosterone receptors, right? But with cypro it has an actual effect on testosterone in the body and so I should be able to see that it's working via blood tests, right? I'm not sure what T levels I should be aiming for with it.
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>>7584036
i started out only liking girls but as I got more comfortable with myself attraction to them grew less and less until it withered to nothing
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>>7584020
Waay too much homophobia in my country desu, absolutely no one at my school was out because it was a death sentence.

I have absolutely no idea, but it did sometimes cross my mind i was bi pre trans
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>>7584020

I'm pretty muted, sexually, but I fantasize about men more than women.
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>>7584019
That is pretty much the point of the memeing since I can't handle stuff that's not either far away from me or wrapped in enough irony. I can't handle talking irl.

I should probably go to a shrink but I don't wanna go to the GP to get sent to one cause it's scary.

I wasn't being stubborn on purpose but sure I have some different views embedded which you would call bullshittery and I have no rational way of explaining them besides not wanting to publically be a freak
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>>7584043
25 mg cypro is fine

aim for average female T levels
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>>7584043
you're depressed and feeling bad because you don't have a sex hormone. Cypro is alot more potent than Spiro so it could very well work for you at only 25mg.

if you aren't already you need to get on estrogen ASAP
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>>7583978
Okay, sorry, just wanted to understand you guy's motivation. And what separates you from me for example. Hope you have a good evening.
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>>7584020
i had a couple guy crushes through out all my schooling and i was molested by two boys as a kid so id have to say yeah theyre pretty cute
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>>7583986
Sorry, didn't mean to misinterpret you. Just trying to understand what makes you jump that hurdle, when it seems easier otherwise. But I guess it is not for you.
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>>7584056
>tfw transitioning ironically
It's fine h-haha I am like you
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>cleaning apartment
>only halfway done with my bedroom
>already collected literally 6 gigantic 13 gallon trash bags filled with clothes to donate

how did i attain this many clothes it's insane
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>>7584053
Danke

>>7584055
Okay, that's good. I totally trust my doctor, I just need reassurance. And I've been on estrogen for like, a year or so. I don't know, it's all a blur with self medding. I think I've seen the extent of what hormones will do for me sadly, I just want to maintain it.
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>>7584043
you need to be in normal hormone levels for cis females. google fu.
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hrt makes masturbation so annoing i can go for like over an hour and still not ejaculate
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>>7584067
h-hi.. save me money pls
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>>7584059
i got molested as a kid for several years and i hated it. that's probably where a ton of my repression and internalized homophobia came from. I felt disgusted by just considering gay stuff until I got over that
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hi edie
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>>7584065
I actually believed you, but you're trans through and through
I don't click with anybody here, I guess I'm not trans.
I was really hoping this was the answer I was looking for, but it isn't.
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>>7584068
6 months on estrogen and an aa isn't really enough time to see any significant changes you won't see much noticeable stuff until like the 1 - 2 yr mark
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>>7583976
The recent awfulness of the tube has made me rethink having a car in the city. And public transportation is expensive too. Anyway I don't need your advice, Beep does
>>7584020
I'm pretty much the same
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>>7584050
Yeah, internalized homophobia and transphobia and stuff.
Which is understandable that you have that, you just need to admit it.

Talking irl is hard I agree, especially if neither of us is in the correct mindset.

You should 100% talk to a therapist about this, your issues sound exactly like the sort of things people get a phd for to untangle. Please call your gp to make an appointment in like 2 hours. Talking things out calmly honestly helps so much.

Hugg anner
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>>7584086
i got noticeable results earlier than 6months i think it also depends on your body type and age
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>>7584065
Sorry to be so ignorant, but what does transitioning ironically mean?
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>>7584082
>I actually believed you, but you're trans through and through
What do you mean?
Your posts just made me feel like less of a tranny and more of a sad autist tricking himself and it made me sad
I'm no tranny
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>>7584050
You wont learnthat way
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>>7584086

I dunno, I've seen some pretty crazy differences. Like me now and me before mones is night n day.

I think body changes take a while and go into the 2 year mark though. It's mostly my face I hate though, lmao. And hormones won't change my skeletal structure so I couldn't care less about those changes.
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>>7584020
Was bi before, about 60/40 into girls and boys
now its about 10/90
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>>7584092
It's a self-deffense mechanism she made up, dont look too much into it.
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>>7584098
q:
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hi drake
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>>7584100
ive never made one
i think the thread would overheat if i did
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>>7584060
Everything is a lot easier on HRT
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>>7584093
Listen


You don't have to be a trutrans 1000% girly faggot from age 4 to be transgender. If you really want to be a girl and are sad when your enviroment tells you you arent then you're trans
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>>7584098
those tusks are made for war

>>7584103
heart emoji pls
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>>7584089
Of course I have internalised homophobia and transphobia. I think it's only logival to admit that a nuclear family of a male man, a female woman and children sprung from the two is the perfect family. I don't hate people for not conforming to that but I think it's the ideal and knowing I'll never fit into that hurts a lot.

I don't want to talk about stuff though, that's the point. I can't take that step. I'm scared each time I even think of it. I'm not calling my GP and I am not letting someone take a look inside my mind other than /mtfg/

>>7584092
It means not being a tranny but just taking the pills and becoming a girl and stuff anyway as a sort of meme

>>7584094
That is why I said I am in need of help but incapable

>>7584099
Someone else made this up! N-not that it wasn't ironic of itself but still!
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Yfw Mercury lied about his suicide
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why is FF7 the best FF and square still hasn't topped it?
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>>7583972
enough of your theories
i think if a boy loved me i'd feel less gross
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>>7584020
>did u like guys pretty transition mtfg?
Not really. The only guy I can think of would be Ser Loras from GoT but it was more like the sex scenes with him were hot than him specifically. I think I'm pretty much bi now but I'm not sure how I feel about dicks; I'd probably wait till after srs. I fantasize almost exclusively about guys now though.
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I like talking with you girls, but I feel like I'm invading your space
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>>7584116
even a chaser?
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>>7584108
But what if it's just a curiosity gone out of control after failing as a man?
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>>7584108
But what if anon is right and everyone feels this way and for you all it's worse and I just got tricked because I was here and you told me normal people didn't feel this way
What if I'm actually unironically really not trans?
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>>7584115
>ff7
>good

pick one
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>>7584116
can confirm that this does happen. I was in a state of disbelief for about a month when I found my bf and expected him to leave me at any time.

but realizing that he loves me for who I am and not what I am made me tons more confident and happy with myself much more than before I met him
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>>7584121
I dropped my trip because I don't relate to anybody here.

Some people here absolutely do NOT pass, but they still present in girlmode in public.
I could never do that. So I can't be trans.
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>>7584121
that's cause youre a girl.... remember! :)
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>>7584121
>but I feel like I'm invading your space
you aren't, that's nonsense stuff
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>>7584110
>It means not being a tranny but just taking the pills and becoming a girl and stuff anyway as a sort of meme
Is that even legal? As much as it sound like it could be good if you can become stealth, it sounds like it could have very high costs, including losing friends and family. Also, what if you don't pass?
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>>7584132
I'm kind of a girl
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>>7584121
ur not ur a cool door. do u want male or female pronouns? whatever ur more comfy with
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>>7584137
Either works, ty for asking
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>>7584137
cool dood*
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>>7584109

<3
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>>7584115
it isnt 5 is better and the bravely games are better than 5
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>>7584135
if she doesn't pass then nothing changes
it's only been a waste of time (and money)
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>>7584135
I don't know
I will just pretend I'm a tranny to people so they'll understand and only I will get the irony
If I lose everything I have and don't pass it'd be pretty shit but that would make the meme even more sweet
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>>7584139
what can I call u? ftm anon seems rude and I forgot thr name of that character u post

also u might be non binary, it's worth looking into at least idk much about it
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>>7584131
I don't pass so I don't present girlmode in public so we're not all that different to you
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>>7584146
I don't want to go Dr Phil but it sounds to me like you're not committing in case you fail.
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>>7584144
5 has better gameplay worse characters setting and story
bravely has better gameplay as well and the characters and setting is better than 5 but not quite up to par with ff7 if I'm being completely objective
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>>7584110
The thing is that people on mtfg have their own problems already and unloading your brain on here can often lead to bad reactions. I honestly *strongly* urge you to make an appointment. Trust me, Joep is super nice and your gp wont bat an eye if you want to talk to him.

>>7584124
Then it would have persisted for a few hours at most, not months

>>7584125
Anon said that they would never want it badly enough to actually transition though. He pointed out all the ways you and ge are different.

You feel insecure about yourself and your identity because you didnt display any signs (as far as you know at least) of being trans as a child... Just like soooo many other trannies who were just sad beta autists pre transition.
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https://discord.gg/pbFaBYW
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>>7584115
the only one i like to replay is 4. 6 is the best. then 9, then 7. sorry.
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>>7584155
>Just like soooo many other trannies who were just sad beta autists pre transition
Yep that was me. I don't get the pre-transition normies, how can you successfully socialize as male if you're trans?
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>>7584146
>>7584145
Sounds like this could go south too easily. If you can turn into a passing girl and go stealth without losing anything that sounds like a good deal, but sound risky, too risky.
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>>7584157
that's ur opinion bb nothing to be sorry about personally I strongly dislike 4 & 6 but 9 is rlly fun and Zidane Garnet is so cute c:
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>>7584147
I have no idea for names, but her name is Rhajat

nonbinary is never taken seriously from what I've seen
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>>7584088
you're basically trying to tell me my life is impossible

>>7584146
>>7584155
you have like friends and people that want to help you, use it, the world will be a better place if you take control of your life
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neptune is still alive
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>>7584161
Because if you try to mimic feminine socialization you get beat up by your dad and told that if he ever catches you wearing makeup again he'll kill you in your sleep.
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>>7584162
what risk?
obviously it you ended up passing you'd need to address it eventually

or, and this is a very long shot, but those around you would remain willfully ignorant
I know my mom is like this
she knew I was taking drugs and she never said anything to me until she had to take me to A&E after an OD
even then we didn't really talk about it
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>tfw uni was my last chance to make friends ever and I've dropped out.
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i got gendered female twice today
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>>7584164
/lgbt/ is mean to everyone

i don't actually have a problem with nb people, y'all are probably my best shot for finding someone that's not a total piece of shit and willing to like me
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>>7584168
:)
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>>7584174
RUB IT IN WHY DON'T YOU

I mean, good for you
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>>7584173
oh well at least you have us.
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>>7584164
rhajat anon it is then. idk NB is taken serously depending on who you ask. if ftm isn't a realistic possibility in seems like a decent middle ground and could help reduce dysphoria a bit without having to go full on repression mode.

like cutting your hair shorter and dressing androgynous without falling into dyke territory. but it's a suggestion I don't wanna try to push you on a label just discussing possibilities. I'd hate to see someone else suffer needlessly when I can help even a little :(
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>>7584174
:) :)
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>>7584150
Haha no I am just memeing
That's what I've been told to do
Transitioning ironically is the best way to transition!

>>7584155
I know it's not a rational fear but it is still there and it won't go away. Maybe, some day, I'll go to my GP again (as in when I wanna get a blood test and I'll only go for that)

Also, the thing that bothers me is that I feel painfully similar to him in everything except the fact I am taking pills. I still feel such a disconnect posting on here because I really can't relate to almost all of it. Logically I accept that I suffer from gender dysphoria, which is why I am taking steps to transition, but emotionally I feel like I'm just kidding myself

>>7584162
The risk is actually passing
That'd be weird
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>>7584174
pls no brag
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>>7584180
Hahahahahahahahahahaha
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>tfw have too many friends and am not sure what to do with them all
I mean, do we just keep throwing parties and talking to one another? What's the end goal?
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>>7584183
it's not something you can really just test the waters of.
After the est kicks in and totally fucks with your mood all the time, you'll want to call it quits.
r maybe you're a mashochist.
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>>7584161
>I don't get the pre-transition normies,
But this was also me
I am pretty normie really. I'm just sad a lot

This shit is exactly what I mean
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>>7584174
grats 8)
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>>7584186
fuck each other and make art
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>>7584169
ironically enough my dad always suspected I was a fag and would yell me I love you no matter what even when I was in the closet and he would push me to come out.. my mom on the other hand is p much exactly how you described
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>>7584154
i think the story in bravely was better than 7s just everything about it felt so right to me
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>>7584183
>The risk is actually passing
>That'd be weird
Why, if you pass you actually win, you get treated like a girl, look like a girl. I'm sure I wouldn't be the only guy who would want that if you could get it 100% guarantee and not lose your family and friends.

If you don't pass you'll be a tranny or a hon for the rest of your life. No?
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girl jeans are so comfy
I'm really tempted to wear these from now on instead of my guy jeans desu
>>7584173
try meetup or something. There's other ways to find people
>>7584174
yay ^^
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>>7584185
<3
>>7584184
<3
>>7584182
<3
>>7584179
<3
>>7584177
<3
>>7584190
<3
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>>7584181
Thank you, I'm glad to have someone to talk about this stuff with since I usually don't have a chance to

so many possibilities
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>>7584161
It's possible, it just feels really hollow
>>7584168
:)
>>7584174
:)
>>7584164
I think nbs are cool, they are just as trans as us.
>>7584183
You're early in transition and many people are a lot later in it. Your worries and troubles are fundamentaly different.
Trust me senpai, seeing a therapist will improve your life immensely in all respects. Please just try to conquer that fear or get past it and make the call.
>>7584189
I was as normie as you were at your age.
Except i didnt have a tranny girlfriend from scotland and abused drugs.
>>7584197
They really are so much nicer than boy jeans.
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>>7584187
I sure hope I'll come to my senses soon. This meme has gone on long enough.

>>7584194
Yeah but the thing is I am ironically trying to be a girl! I'm not actually trying to be a girl!
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>>7584198
juni...

...

...

...

juni qt!
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>>7584198
sometimes i think you might genuinely be a good person
dont tell anyone
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>>7584197
vocaroo.com/i/s0XPYXqQr7yA

reply with voice clip!!
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>>7584156
the fuck is this
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>>7584204
>Except i didnt have a tranny girlfriend from scotland and abused drugs.
Heyoo
Still doesn't mean I'm not a normie though

I don't see what a therapist could do to help me
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>>7584197
<3
>>7584207
thanks animal bro
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>>7584200
it's no biggie since that is the point of these threads. before I decided to transition I came here and it helped me figure some things out and break out of repressing so the least I can do is pay it forward
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So I'm doomed to be here with you lot for the rest of my life? What did I do to deserve this?
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>>7584191
I wish. Everyone's in dumb hetero couples.
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>>7584213
you need to have an issue to resolve first
sounds like you're well adjusted and just doing this for fun
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>>7584213
Encourage you to talk about all thats bothering you. Help you untagle some beliefs. Give you assurance on certain things.

Honestly you should just make the call
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>>7584216
you stopped going to uni
you wanted this apparently
<3
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>>7584219
Yeah exactly. I'm just a normal guy doing it as a meme
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in: Alien Species
Endorian Ferret

Table of Contents


Endorian Ferret
Universe Star Wars Universe
Homeworld Endor
Average Height ~2.5 centimeters
Average Length 0.5 meters
Diet Carnivorous
Sapience Level Non-sapient
Endorian Ferrets are small, predatory creatures indigenous to the forest moon of Endor. While pink-skinned, they are covered in a layer of fur that can be brown or black, although an albino shade of white is not an uncommon sight. Their eye color is naturally brown, but the albinos have pink eyes. They have been apparently domesticated by the locals, instead of being used as a food source. While often considered both cute and cuddly, the ferrets could be very dangerous - particularly if a young Ewok were to get too playful with them. However, they more often than not just gave their Ewok masters a nip or claw to ensure that they would not be annoyed any longer
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>>7584223
I talk about what's bothering me on here and that's more than I'd ever tell a psychologist. My beliefs don't need untangling as if they're worse than other beliefs.
It honestly sounds like a big meme and I won't reach out
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Edie is getting bolt ons? What a shame.
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>>7584230
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>>7584233
Ok, i've reached my limit. Im gonna go back to sleep for a bit.
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>>7584230
this lady i met says she has dwarf ferrets
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>>7584239
Nini
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>>7584230
*crawls into lauren's brain and gets snuggly wuggly*
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i like ferret musk
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>>7584245
why is this bugg angery :(
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>>7584245
put rat in butte
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So I got these new sheets cause I was at Target and my current sheets are starting to tear
I'm not sure what I wanna get for a comforter though
What could go with light blue like this that isn't just more light blue?
I thought maybe a pastel pink because that combo seems to work great in my outfits but
I dunno
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>>7584248
doesnt matter

only comfi matters
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>>7584233

We probably should see a therapist. Talking things out helps a lot you know. Maybe I'll reach out to the local lgbt support groups. See if they know any local therapist trained in trans issues.
>>
>>7584244
wuggle
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>>7584205
>Yeah but the thing is I am ironically trying to be a girl! I'm not actually trying to be a girl!
But if you don't become a girl, you could end up a tranny or a hon which is much worse.

I imagine for most guys it would be like being a guy, is like a 60, being a girl would raise you up to 80 to 100, and being a hon is way down like going to 10 or 20 in some numeric happiness scale. Most guys would think being a hon or in between genders is the worst outcome. I'm not sure I understand your motivations.
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>>7584245
new rare holy webm for the juniper
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>>7584248
do you eat in bed?
blurple is really nice imo
darker colors can handle more stains too right?
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im not full time girl yet, I've only been on mones for about a month but also I have a job interview soon and my hair is really messy and long but cutting it makes me sad but if i dont i wont have a job

what do i do... :(
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>>7584259
pony tail maybe?
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>>7584254
huggie wuggie

>>7584257
lil kitter
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>>7584259
man bun or pony tail
>>
dp is a catgirl
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>>7584245
my sides
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>>7584265
d:p
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>>7584252
I know I need it but I don't want it and I am incapable of getting it. My walls will not go down.

>>7584256
My motivation is obviously finding a bad way to tell myself I'll become normal again and that I am not really a tranny freak
Is your point trying to make me admit this or did you genuinely not get it?
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I keep acting like I'm already a girl at parties and I tried asserting my space when a guy grabbed my head and I told him it wasn't appropriate, but I just ruined the mood of the room and came off as a histrionic piece of garbage.
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>>7584259
Tie it back or put something in it like leave-in conditioner to make it not messy.

If it's long enough you could do a man-bun

Those are still popular right?
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>>7584259
I've had long hair my whole life
Just be confident
Long hair dudes exist. Wear a pony tail and yr nicest clothing
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>>7584265
me in the middle
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If I tweezer each individual hair on my face will it remove my shadow?
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>Tfw deeply inhaling and exhaling with 1/8 of cannabis right up to my nose
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>>7584270
everyone here is a histrionic piece of garbage
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>>7584264
>>7584262
>>7584271
hair isn't long enough for that yet, it's just too short so it'd look really bad in a ponytail

also I need a fringe to cover my terrible hairline

>>7584273
Maybe I could just go to the hairdresser and get them to neaten it up a bit instead of having it short I guess?
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>>7584270
>going to parties
There's your problem
>>7584273
>want to get braids because theoretically the simpler styles are unisex
>scared of looking like a fag
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>>7584250
INTERIOR DESIGN MATTERS
>>7584258
I don't usually eat in bed
Blurple is a little too dark for me
I like light, relaxing, cute colors
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goodnight mtfg, sleep well
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>>7584274
>tfw not stephanie joosten
FUCKING KILL ME
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>>7584282
Mmm I love interior design
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>>7584278
>also I need a fringe to cover my terrible hairline
iktf
I kinda part it from the middle, tuck behind ears and tie it at the back
looks boyish enough
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>>7584284
nini
>>
transgender?
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>>7584289
>iktf

it sucks, it's not even a male thing. Even the women in my family have really big foreheads and bad hairlines, makes me mad
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>>7584274
cute
>>7584278
i would avoid a short fringe if you have masculine face shape
>>7584280
u already look like a fag lol
u got boobs
>>7584282
lavender is really nice
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>>7584284
Night bro
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>>7584300
mom
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>>7584298
>lavender is really nice
OMG
THATS IT
THATS WHAT IM GONNA DO
thank you
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>>7584298
Pretty picture
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>>7584285
She's so pretty
its like witchcraft
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>>7584284
night my dude
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I really should just leave "listen to mic" on all the time on my laptop, i forgot that was a thing
>>7584204
yeah plus my boy jeans are kinda torn lol
>>7584208
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0fbUbRTTwC9
sorry for taking so long I kept recording off of the wrong mic lol
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>>7584269
>My motivation is obviously finding a bad way to tell myself I'll become normal again and that I am not really a tranny freak
>Is your point trying to make me admit this or did you genuinely not get it?
Sorry, I guess I'm too dense.
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>>7584311
It's okay. I'm glad. Otherwise I'd have found you rude, now you're just a dummy <3
Hugg
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>>7584304
:3
It's good to not match too much sometimes
I used to always wear blue and brown consistently and it was weird. It can definitely work but it is bold i guess
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>>7584312
That's just a mess
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tfw hairup boymode
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>>7584319
i don't think you can boymode
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>>7584319
But you still look like a girl
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>>7584314
Yeah I don't want all my stuff to be pink and blue, I need to vary it up and have different combos but I wanna stick to the theme of light pastel kinda colors
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>>7584319
pathetic
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>intense sexual fantasies about my girlfriend abusing me physically, emotionally, and sexually and just generally being nuts
>have weird dreams about her turning out to be a closeted serial killer and creepy shit like that
>IRL she's the sweetest, most generous person I've ever met
>a smart, idealistic girl who's studying for a career doing therapy and social work stuff for at-risk young people
>we have a very healthy relationship with lots of communication and things are so good that we never even fight, even when we disagree
>she's the love of my life and we're planning on getting married once we're financially stable
>I spoil her and just generally do all the domestic stuff because I really love all that stuff and would be really happy to be a housewife, and she's so supportive of me that she's even said that she wouldn't mind if I became a stay-at-home mom once we've settled down somewhere and decide to start a family and all that
>aside from being trans, I'm living the dream
Aside from the obvious tranny thing, what the fuck is wrong with me? This is really fucked up and kind of scares me. I was probably molested by my neighbor when I was a little kid, since I have weird hazy memories about it and all the telltale signs of childhood sexual abuse (at least according to my therapist). Could that be making me have persistent fantasies about being abused by her? Is that a thing? How do I get rid of this?
>pic somewhat related, it's what I fantasize about her making me look like
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>>7584234
i think its nice to have boobs
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>>7584319
>boymode
you always look like a girl
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>>7584324
really nigga
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>>7584319
y do u do this
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>>7584329
really, nigga.
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>>7584323
add white for more variety
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>>7584321
>Update
i definitely can
>>7584322
i dont ;-;
the pic lies
>>7584324
v pathetic
>>7584328
but thats wrong
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>>7584331
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>>7584323
You really like those two colors huh?
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>>7584330
For attention and compliments, presumably.
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>>7584308
>you will never be as cute as joost
honestly pic related is probably the cutest I'll ever look and that's just

JUST unacceptable tbqh
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>>7584336
obsession over one/two colors is a sign of autism
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>>7584334
since when do boys wear their hair up?
at all?

it's ponytail or short hair
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>>7584340
I want big daddy drake to bully me.
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>>7584323
I've been trying to find nice lime colored clothes but it's hard for some reason
>>7584338
you're passing more for shore
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>>7584332
YEAH I REALLY SHOULD
>>7584336
yeah its like my fave combo
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>>7584343
i cant bully the ones i love
>>
I want frangi here so I can cuddle
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>>7584350
drake post a picture of your cock please
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>>7584334
Yeah you keep posting pictures where you're a girl.
I don't get it.

>>7584347
Jesus Gracie, what are you trying to do to me with that picture.
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>>7584338
you look fine hon
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wish you'd just ONCE not drop by just to fluff your ego
it's incredibly annoying to watch

>guys rate my boymode :_:
>[unclockable 14 year old girl]
>OMG U R GRILL HUGG~~~
like clockwork every fucking day
I'm sick of everyone here, fuck your stupid games
>>
Puppo
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>>7584356
Remember step 4 is
>No i'm not
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>>7584353
you mean a recent one?
i dont save them man
ask ellie or oryx or whoever
>>
>>7584356
She has self esteem issues and needs positive attention
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>>7584357
nice
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>>7584364
narcissism is unattractive
now tell me I'm pretty, bitch
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>>7584357
good pupper
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>>7584354
I have no idea what you're talking about.
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>>7584216
lmao this kinda...
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>>7584356
it happens irl too in most social arenas
it's just nuances
reoccuring jokes more for the comfort of consistency and repetition than humor
>>7584364
I also have a deficit of attention
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJCEmT5Cqk4
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>>7584355
>>
tomorrow i will clean my room and post tummy
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>>7584376
that's all you really need in life
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>>7584347
It's not bad.

>>7584350
But bullying me is what makes me feel loved.
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>>7584380
but loving is what makes me feel bullied

>>7584375
olive i think youre a very pretty lady
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>>7584310
late reply!

vocaroo.com/i/s0hppWLL7w4C
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beep tummy o:
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>>7584375
you're cute enough stop worrying about it

>>7584376
i'm just going to clean my room
>>
i feel like shit and im only 4 days into withdrawal help
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>>7584391
Hugg
Stay strong
You can do it renren
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>>7584371
Now now Gracie, you're not one usually to be coy

>>7584376
>post tummy
Oh wow, now that's a reason to wake up tomorrow
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>>7584374
This video perfectly describes mtfg as a whole oh my god
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how long should I be on hormones before coming out/going girlmode fulltime
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>>7584387
god i hate your voice lol
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blacked
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBzrzS1Ag_g
>>7584391
<3
It's worth it
hugg
>>
>>7584391
Withdrawal from what?
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>>7584399
benzos
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>>7584387
shrek?
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>>7584393
I just posted my legs posed casual and vulnerable, with a pair of comfy socks on and a little bit of skin showing because I had no pajamas.
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>>7584396
I think 8-10 months is more or less standard from what i've noticed
I'm aiming for summer which will be about 14 months
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>>7584387
holyyyy cringe
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>>7584386
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>>7584407
>>7584396
sorry i meant standard as in people presenting publicly after 8 months don't usually have as many bad experiences but i'm not expert
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>>7584405

I'm sure that's the reason kitten.
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>>7584391
this is what you need to do to get better, you can get through it
>>7584396
everyone's different
i hope i can start failing boymode at some point, then i'll probably go for it
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>>7584387
yeah that's how i'm working on it, and it's what my therapist told me to try (he always referred to the little things as "fuck it"s since the goal was saying fuck it to worrying about perception from other people)
I've been trying to find things here and there to push myself to doing under the premise of "well you did [small thing] so there's no harm in doing this too", and I know eventually it'll get me to full time
The good thing about being on a college campus while doing all of this is I probably wouldn't get looks from anyone because they've probably seen it before
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>>7584411
(u)
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>>7584415
I'm glad you believe me sir, I don't like it when people imply I'm lying!
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>>7584417
vocaroo.com/i/s1P7hWNAU2Nv
vocaroo.com/i/s1G2cMODLnOs
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>>7584298
Really? I feel I look pretty macho.
If you like images like that you should check out Mati Klarwein
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>>7584405
Seriously Grace is there a picture I cant post that you wont end up just taking and posting yourself?
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>>7584426
I posted it first, check the filename, I didn't get it from here!
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>>7584405
Uh-huh, you knew exactly what you were doing.

>>7584411
Is Olive-Anon not enough for you?
They seem super fond of you.
>>
press x to give olive attention
>>
I'm getting really pissy and I don't know why
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>>7584430
I think it's lauren trying to scare me

also

I'm a narcissist and I want everything I can't have
>>
so human trafficking is real. does anyone else worry theyre going to get kidnapped and sold some day?
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>>7584435
watch videos of people getting roasted
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>>7584438
No one here is pretty enough to be worth the effort.
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>>7584438
i wish i was good enough for that
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>>7584430
I totally don't know what you're talking about, why would I like just showing myself off
Seems weird
>>7584438
Well I intend to get a CCW when I turn 21 so if I can survive until then I think I'll be okay. And, if it ever did happen, I have a feeling my friends would do their best to save me.
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>tfw you feel anxious as shit whenever you do anything feminine at all because of being bullied as a teenager and living in the fucking Bible Belt
>tfw you wear nothing but grey hoodies and tight jeans outside because you're a
>tfw you're paranoid as shit about passing and being clocked by bad people even though you live in a liberal area now and are pretty much stealth so it's not an issue
>tfw people think you're attractive and passable but you feel like an ugly, disgusting freak of nature and always assume people just pity-pass you
SOMEBODY KILL ME, BECAUSE EVEN IN IDEAL CONDITIONS I AM A FUCKUP
>>
>>7584424
I've pretty much gotten to that point of not giving a shit about people's perception of me. Now it's just a matter of riding that feeling to where I need to be

I haven't gotten my hair styled yet, I've been a little hesitant because I don't know what style would work best for my face.
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>>7584434
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spooky renren lol
>>7584438
huge fear of mine as a kid
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>>7584438
It's not 1768 anymore, no-one is gonna kidnap and sell a fat black man.
>>
>>7584438
no

i'm not cute enough :(((
>>
>>7584445
this movie was shit
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>>7584438
I'm not pretty enough and I have several people who would notice if I went missing. I'm not really a good target for that kind of thing.
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>>7584448
AWOOO
>>
>>7584453
I've never seen it. I just have the screencap because I feel that way often enough to justify saving it as a reaction image.
>>
>>7584438
its only an issue if you are poor and in a really bad situation or a kid
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>>7584438
the people usually being trafficked are prostitutes, unless you are one you don't have a lot to be paranoid about
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>>7584441
some are
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>>7584447
something with bangs really. trim y dead ends and layer it and your good to go. for some reason in pics it always seems like your hair is bushy and not brushed/combed

is it like that naturally?
>>
good night friends
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>>7584458
its about a chinese company trying to build a road in africa it's actually alright I guess just a bit boring
>>
>>7584464
nini juni
>>
>>7584444
>CCW
counter-clockwise?
>>
>>7584466
Well, regardless, I hate myself and want to die.
>>
>>7584464
night!
>>
>>7584464
do you actually have a pet ferret
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>>7584471
Grace and pretty much every citizen needs a gun to survive in Chicago.
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>>7584471
Sure.
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>>7584444
And I thought I was the perverted one being here as a chaser.

>>7584436
So even with all of Olive-Anon's love, that'll never be enough for you?...You need to learn to love yourself more.
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>>7584460
they also tend to be really young and moderately attractive
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>>7584471
Concealed carry.
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>>7584471
*Anti-clockwise
Silly American.
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>>7584464
good night Juniper

I hope you get granted eyes
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>>7584472
feeling that tonight also desu
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>>7584477
>>7584479
=.= don't mock me

>>7584483
thank you
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>>7584480
Transgirls can be pervs too, even th ough this place puts purity on a high pedestal.
At least, until a certain someone says I can't.
>>
>>7584463
yeah that's how it is naturally, i don't comb it that much
someone suggested a fringe hairstyle but idk about it, maybe that would work
>>
I'm sorry to everyone I ever knew
>>
>>7584480
I've been calling them Yanderanon

And na, nothing will ever be enough anon

I'm doomed to jump off a bridge at 30 because nothing fulfills me

:^)
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>>7584489
>inb4 she never lets him fuck her
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>>7584492
hugg
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>>7584497
Keep being a salty cynic, Special K, I'll send you pics while he's inside me for the first time.
>>
>>7584479
>more milky thighs
pls, come on...

>>7584489
So obedient, you wouldn't want to step out of line.

>>7584494
Oh hey 30, is my goal too.
How long have you got?
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>tfw you're not straight
Life sucks.
>>
>>7584500
renren are you the Yanderanon who's been posting my name in an ascii heart

I wouldn't mind
>>
>tfw just finished a 300g pack of gorgonzola, spread inside two wraps
please save me from myself
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>>7584479
o-oh gosh
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>>7584501
Cynic or realist?
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>>7584504
9 years lol

Probably won't neck myself desu
I'm too full of myself
>>
>>7584511
oink pink piggu!!
>>
>>7584509
I wish I had a yanderanon...
>>
>>7584518
You have to be a literally who trip to have a yanderanon
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>>7584509
yes
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>>7584504
I kinda want to post more to keep teasing you, but I'm not sure I shoulddddd
And yeah, he's earned a great deal of obedience from me. I do my best for him.
>>7584514
Gosh
>>7584515
W/e senpai, I can't ever win with you
>>
>>7584521
I'm a literally who in real life because I'm a recluse and have no friends; does that count?
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>>7584523
you have nice thighs
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>>7584490
get a paddle brush and brush it at least once daily it'll look alot more tame. just be sure to do it gently so you don't break your hair and get any tangles out carefully. you can comb it too after you're done brushing. if its not already make it a part of your daily routine just that alone will make a world of difference
>>
>>7584517
we don't allow bullying in the mtfg, anon
>>
>>7584529
padd
>>
Good morning cuties <3
>>
https://youtu.be/4dZHYex0Ix0
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>>7584532
g'mornin little girl
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>>7584533
trip on maeve
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>>7584523
God, you're so fucking snarky tonight. First this shit and then you go posting airshit on /k/.
>>
>>7584532
Heyoooo
>>
Lauren is cute
she deserves a hugg

>>7584527
yeah you should be getting your cute yandere girlfriend any time now irl
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>>7584528
Thanks <3
>>7584538
>and then you go posting airshit on /k/.
wait wha-
CAN YOU FUCKING NOT YOU NERDS
THIS IS WHY WE CANT HAVE NICE THIGHS
I MEAN THINGS
>>
>>7584540
filthy hugboxer
>>
>>7583852
>>7584352
Aww :(
poor anna
virtual cudd for now

we really need to meet again soon
and i mean very soon!
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I hate my life.
Basically worthless.
Good night.
>>
>>7584530
it's tough love
>>
>>7584545
nini owen
sorry grace dumped you

cx
>>
Am I a bad person? Sometimes I think about how awful my life is and wonder if it's some punishment because I'm an evil person.
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>>7584542
But Grace, it's even the same filename.
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>>7584543
I always read your tripcode as FAGDADDY
was that on purpose
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>>7584523
This isnt even my final form!
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>>7584549
hugg
>>
>>7584549
It's because you're a Brit, to be quite honest.
>>
>>7584544
uwu thanks qt3.14

I agree. This week should be possible on my end although privacy here cannot be guaranteed~
>>
>>7584529
alright I'll pick one up tomorrow
thanks
>>
>>7584552
its a little obvious isnt it olive
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>>7584549
you're kinda like milk, and everyone else is lactose intolerant
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>>7584550
Oh, you're not Special K. Who are you friend? You seem upset by all this
That wasn't me, the filename got edited by whoever saved it.
I promise.
>>7584553
Yea yea
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>>7584557
wow, cool!
just seeing you irl is enough <3

because I really can't stand to see you sad like this ;-;
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>>7584548
why
I'm too depressed to be angry
just confused at this point
why would you kick me when I'm already down
I already lack a reason to live
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>>7584545
>>7584548
wait did grace dump yet another person after a week?
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>>7584565
It's /uak/. I'm not upset with you or anything. I'm just upset tonight because I'm a freak and I hate myself and want to die.
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>>7584572
>>7584572
>>7584572
nuthread
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>>7584549
I think you'd be able to improve your life a lot with some effort
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>>7584575
Oh, /uak/. I'm very sorry to hear that. I know everything you said about yourself there isn't true. You're not a freak, you might hate yourself and want to die sometimes but we've talked a lot and I've heard how great things are for you other times and how wonderful things seem to be going for you.
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>>7584569
>because I really can't stand to see you sad like this ;-;
2cute

Anyway yee we'll arrange something
Glad you want to see me as nuch as I you <3
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>>7584574
we never dated
I have a life you know, maybe some of the shit I'm going through IRL is killing me
ever consider that?
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>>7584497

Want me to have Grace hold up any messages for you in the pictures I take of her with my cock in her mouth? :^)
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>>7584581
>Glad you want to see me as much as i you <3
'Course!

And it will be even better than last time because of all the new talks we've had <3
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>>7584624
UH OH W-WHAT ARE YOU IMPLYING
But yeah you're right. Looking forward to it loads >///<
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>>7584308
D___D
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