• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• buddi
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous: >>7572532
>>7573778
shaving your head is an art hoe look now anyway, desu
dave is my favorite anon
>>7573778
Who is this?
Nice hairline fag
>>7574562
I have two cats but I think one of them is going to die soon ;_;
He's 18 and has a bad thyroid and failing kidneys. He's barely been eating the last few days and mostly just resting by himself. I'm going to be a wreck when he's gone :/
>tfw too sad to sadpost
>>7574588
i'm gonna go for a medium build i guess
no way i can do skinny with my shoulders
>>7573778
Mtfg is where people who are still too "scared" to go girlmode because their cat might not accept them, make fun of those who experience actual dysphoria.
>>7574601
>tfw you can't remember the last time you felt any kind of profound positive emotion
>>7574603
nah those are just retarded anons
>>7574599
I lost my cat last year to a thyroid stuff and strokes, the decline was slow and painful for me. I think there are cat pills for the thyroid thing if I remember right. fancy feast everyday ;_;
>>7574562
I had a cute cat a year and a bit ago but now she lives with my gf's parents because I moved away and they loved her
>>7574602
I'm really not an expert on shoulders but I'm sure it'll work out eventually.
teach me to be a gurl
>>7574610
just b urself
>>7574610
grow your hair out and emphasize your S's
>>7574608
I'm sorry but that cat is not very cute
>>7574609
yeah but i don't think i can do skinny
i'll try for thicc
>>7574617
THICCCC
>>7574613
my... S's?
>>7574606
Or a trip coward who needs to go anon to bully to feel cool.
>>7574614
RRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
someone do my anti-semitism homework for me.
>>7574608
Cute feet.
>tfw no qt feet
I'm too scared to go to nail place yet ;_;
>>7574603
;_;
im too ugly to girlmode though
i look like an uggo man
>>7574632
You look as expected.
>>7574632
wew lewd
Doesn't look that bad to me but as I said I have absolutely no clue about shoulders
penis hurts
someone kiss it better :3
>>7574632
>that seductive pose
>>7574638
trip on, sass
>>7574622
cute as heck
>>7574631
It's not about being pretty or passing when you first do it.
I hate the expectation that you have to be perfect when you first do it. It's just wrong.
>>7574642
i know but like
everytime i try i notice more and more mannish parts of my body and get more dysphoric .__.
jesus christ my nightmares
it's no wonder I'm so fucked up
christ
just woke up from one, it was a posh estate and this dude left his wife and kids having lunch with the neighbours saying he was ill to go bang some other woman in another house
only to encounter the police on his way back saying a prisoner had escaped
and then there was screaming and by the time he ran back to his house they'd all been chopped into bits
and then I was following the prisoner around in floaty-third-person, and he was going around the estate killing everyone who was outdoors, even the kids, especially the kids
like with a fucking woodaxe
I heard them all fucking screaming and everything
perfect fucking clarity
there was a group of girls playing, like 10 years old at the most, and one of the girls told him to pick her friend first, not her, and she ran around the corner while he was distracted with the task and he whacked her friend in the stomach with the axe while the rest of them were only just realising that this wasn't a joke or something then he pissed on her body while the first girl was right near me hiding and whispering "I'm a bad friend" to herself while crying
and the other woman from near the start ended up killing herself straight after
I've been seeing this kind of shit every single fucking night since I was a tiny kid like 3 years old
my first dream I remember was of me being killed in a car compactor and then seeing the entire universe at once and screaming my lungs out, I'd be screaming IRL too (night terrors) and my parents would be yelling at me and trying to shake me awake but I wouldn't wake up, and that was a recurring dream that went on every fortnight or so til I was like 12
this is the darker, not-memey side of being crazy
what the fuck is wrong with me
christ I feel sick ;-;
>>7574607
*hugs*
Yes, he's been taking meds for his thyroid a few years now.
>>7574614
>I'm sorry but that cat is not very cute
Yes it is!
>>7574632
>kinda effed
Probably not. Your torso isn't huge and a lot of the upper bulk will melt away. Hard to tell but I also see decent hips?
how to measure body?
>>7574646
keep him comfortable, strokes are really bad, my house became a nursing home for him til the end ;_;
>>7574638
why it does hurts
>>7574645
wutface
looking for qt transbian gf, must:
- not have thin lips
- be submissive or switch
- not want srs
- enjoy the company of a dyke bitch who only passes with makeup but hates makeup
- good sense of humor
preferred interests or hobbies (doesn't matter that much as long as you're the type to enjoy learning about new things):
- something practical, like gardening, cooking, engineering, etc
- civil and appellate procedure
- guns
- qt anime girls
please direct all responses to this post.
ty
>tfw no bf/gf
>>7574678
u got pretty high standards it seems
>>7574678
>civil and appellate procedure
what
>>7574678
Ew what kind of tranny would want to date another tranny
>>7574678
we match physically but not personality wise
sucks to be you
>>7574684
pretty sure hips the rapist garbage made that post
>>7574688
probably
i'm not cute enough for a relationship anyway
also depressed and useless
>>7574684
i want to lie down with a girl at 3 pm on a lazy day while she's on her pc in a singlet and tell her about demurrers.
>>7574683
people say ill fuck anything with a pulse but i think my standards are just esoteric.
>>7574686
cis girls are also acceptable but they're all bluepilled and wont enjoy my racist jokes even though im non-white.
>>7574688
yea i met up with a girl whose personality i liked a bunch and we were gonna marry but she turned out to have thin lips so ive decided to wait until i find one without thin lips.
>>7574678
> trans
> not wants srs
Kys
>>7574698
>were gonna marry but she turned out to have thin lips so ive decided to wait until i find one without thin lips
your disgusting
>sausage, bacon and egg on toast
oink oink!
trutrans purists should kill themselves desu
>>7574704
im joking it's because she's polyamorous and i cant marry a poly person it would be fucking weird
>>7574715
oh that's okay then, poly makes no sense at all and is doomed to fail 95% of the time.
>>7574717
but also she has thin lips
>>7574709
AGP who call themselves anthony burch in all caps shouldn't be allowed to talk without being asked desu
hon uprising when
>>7574720
fixable desu
>>7574720
i understand. it's important to set priorities. i mean what's love without full lips?
>>7574709
There is no such thing as "trutrans"
It's just trans
It's trans to want a vagina if it makes you physically sick to look at your dick
how to stop being lonely?
>>7574732
find enjoyment out of your own company.
>>7574732
>>7574732
4chan
>>7574732
Get a job
Make friends at your job who introduce you to other friends who you spend time with on a regular basis
Get a romantic partner
Congrats you're no longer lonely
>>7574738
This is actually good advice.
>>7574743
You've just gotta be willing to talk about normie shit occasionally. It took me about 3-4 months before I really considered any of my coworkers "friends". You form a bond with people who have to deal with the same shit you do on the regular.
As for my new second job working at a sushi bar as a waiter, I'm still making friends with all the other waiters. It's strange because I'm actually an introvert, but I've gotten pretty good at making small talk, I think being a cashier really helped me learn how to talk to random people.
You just have to learn how to not worry to much about what people think. At the end of the day we're all just people, and we're all going to be dead and gone soon enough anyway.
Random side note, I'm the only male cashier at the grocery store I work at, and the only male waiter at the sushi bar.
>>7574742
When someone says "if you don't want srs just kys"
It's usually a joke
It's completely reasonable to not want to go through that procedure, there's all sorts of shit that might go wrong. You could even develop necrosis in your neovag and have all of your insides fall out.
Still, I think most transwomen with severe dysphoria are willing to take the risk. I'm saving up right now.
>>7574743
Maybe your co-workers were shitty
Get a job that necessitates communication
Romantic partners are easy
Just fake being interesting
That's what I did
>>7574742
Untrutrans is when you claim to be trans although you miss a significant part required for the diagnosis
Gender identity disorders
F64.0Transsexualism
A desire to live and be accepted as a member of the opposite sex, usually accompanied by a sense of discomfort with, or inappropriateness of, one's anatomic sex, and a wish to have surgery and hormonal treatment to make one's body as congruent as possible with one's preferred sex.
>>7574756
there's plenty of people who have echoed the sentiment without satire
hard to tell when you have people like kayla saying anyone who likes girls is a straight man
i'd really like to be able to look down and see an absence of penis, but having a penis doesn't bother me in and of itself
plus it seems convenient if i end up getting a cis gf
I love the MtF things like, Male to Frightened, Male to Fucking Scary etc. I hope we can come up with more of these
male to fuck off nazis
>>7574756
>Romantic partners are easy
idk, I've never even held hands
>Just fake being interesting
I can't do that though
>>7574754
I'm really bad at talking to people most of the time, like I tend to shake in most social situations. I can kinda manage with like customers since each one is really brief and I got used to it.
idk when I'll get another job either, I'm not doing well enough yet
>>7574767
Make things Fail
Good morning I hope you have a good day
>>7574770
>>7574767
>>7574767
Male to fear of acceptance?
>>7574767
Mark the freaks for death
>tfw your squad goes to bed and aren't tired but you got nothing else to do for another 4 hours
any of y'all wanna play videogames
>>7574732
I mean the only time I don't feel lonely is when I'm either here or with my group of friends so I would imagine doing something similar would help, unless you meant lonely irl and are like me and don't really have anyone irl then I dunno
Wtf is the deal with Anthony birch sjw / instigator / non tru trans ??
>>7574783
What videogames are your favorite videogames
>>7574783
lonely irl, mtfg is all I got ;_;
So it's 4:39 and i had to wake up because bathroom stuff.
Go to bed or shitpost? What sounds like a better idea?
>>7574783
i'd play monster hunter with you but i don't have time :/
>>7574783
Oh birdy! I'm glad you're back! :3
>>7574770
this has been a /pol/ general since mid 2013.
>>7574772
o-oh :c
>>7574774
goofmorning
>>7574782
okay that made me laugh
>>7574783
>tfw your squad goes to bed
but I just got up :c
>>7574785
occasionaly we will have plebbit and tumblr types flooding in, the biggest one was in 2014 so far, but they either left or mellowed out.
>>7574767
my favourite is male to failure because it hits too close to home.
dx
>>7574792
Why is your trip different?
>>7574793
>/mtfg/
>a /pol/ general
don't make me laugh
are you unironically /pol/ though
because that's hilariously sad if so
>>7574785
>me
>sjw
>>7574793
Sieg Heil
>>7574786
monster hunter and diablo clones mostly, other than that I play bad games with my friends when they're all around
>>7574788
SAME
I live in the sticks too and the only people around are either old or dumb and I have no interest in these people
>>7574791
who dis
you hype for dabbu cross?
>>7574792
who dis
>>7574793
I meant my squad of dude friends
>>7574788
Yeah, it can be hard, but there are some real and awesome people here. They've helped me figure out hormones and makeup and maybe I'm atill a spazz at fashion, but you get the point. It's not bad and it's the only thing that many of us have to deal with our trans.
So don't be sad. :)
>>7574771
I get it, I used to be introverted in the extreme and hated being around people in general. As I said the best remedy is simply to understand the situation. We are all headed towards the same end, there is no escaping it, and truthfully no one really knows what they're doing, we're all flying blind. When you take that into account the opinions of others really become significantly less intimidating.
As for getting another job, the only way you're going to get better in the first place is by practicing. We only improve when we force ourselves to confront and gain mastery over our fears.
when does it get better
can someone redpill me on anthony cause i saw a pic of him and he looked very.....................something
and should i be saying she? idk if they are trans or not and idk any girls named anthony. all i know is they keep talking shit about me and they seem like a shitty person in general lmao
>>7574816
this is the internet you know
>>7574805
>I live in the sticks too and the only people around are either old or dumb and I have no interest in these people
iktf hugg
>>7574807
mtfg helped me start along this path, people here are really nice and helpful. I think everything will be easier when I'm further along regarding people too.
>>7574808
thinking like that makes me sad though ;_;
I need to get better like emotionally, I cry pretty frequently now and getting progress in transition should help, I'm going as aggressively as I can in that.
>>7574805
>>who dis
just a random anon. i just assumed you like mh because you were posting a lot of monster pics and i loved the series up until 4u. haven't played cross yet because of no money and no g-rank though :/
idk much about it. it's coming out in a few months in japan, right?
>>7574817
I don't mean your name, I'm talking about your Tripcode.
>>7574820
what does dat mean
>>7574816
i think its a he
its just a cuck maybe
>>7574821
Whats your progress look like now? I'm not terribly familiar with you so I don't know what you look like.
>>7574828
jesus, you really are green
>>7574839
>doesn't know who anthony burch is
yeah, i'd assume so
>>7574767
Male to Freak and Female to Monster.
>>7574840
not me, thank god
>>7574816
Hey E
I think Anthony us new and identifies as trans so I use "she" even if she's not my fave.
She seems veey volatile and tends to explode when being pressed.
She started doing tierlist a couple of days back aand when some oldtrips callled her out on the nature of how destructive and hurtful that is, she sort of freaked out and started posting nude pics of herself until she got banned. I guess her ban is up.
Some of her posts are funny but she soet of flips out against you (me or anyone) when provoked. I guess she's just a confused kid starting out transition and greaking out over whay she percieves the inmensity if the time/money/work that it ensues.
So i don't know i sort of feel bad foe her and would like to help her out but she soet of annoys me as well when she attacks people (includng me a couple of times)
Do trans girls get dysphoric when you call it a boypussy? If so, what would be a more preferable cute/sexy name for a butthole?
>>7574846
yeah i'll just filter you with the rest of the cancer tbqh
>>7574850
> comes to a new place
> filters the people there
??? Logic??? Why come here in the first place if you don't like us
>>7574849
girlpussy
>>7574767
mince their fannies
make tiramisu flambe
mollycoddle these freaks
madness to fear
masters to fuccbois
milking the fairies
>>7573778
What do you even do with hair like this, can you even get them normal at this point?
I'm balding too and it's fucking killing me.
>>7574849
Butte. Written it looks like butt spoken it sounds like beaut.
>>7574824
Oh fuck thanks I misstyped it, I've had to change trip codes a couple of times pecause someone cracked mine and then another time I wrote the other one without the # and I sort of leaked it and I'm sort of waking up and my brain is fuzzy because I took some sleeping pills. :3
>>7574858
antiandrogens halt and even sometimes reverse MPB
if you ever need a silver lining, here it is
>>7574838
I finally broke through gatekeeping as of this week, start e next week.
I've done 10+ electro face sessions I think(lost exact count), girl cloths only, out to all immediate family, laser for body soon, trying to figure out when I can get orchi among other things. I started down this path about 4-5 months ago I think.
I don't publicly circulate pictures, I'm not keeping a timeline yet, my base is really androgynous though
>>7574817
:smirk:
>>7574821
>tfw huggs from the cute and innocent
>>7574822
4u was alright but nowhere near 3u and even though I played X a lot I wouldn't recommend spending any amount of money on it, XX comes out in march this year but I'm not sure whether or not it'll be jap exclusive again for another year
>>7574868
everyone deserves huggs
>>7574852
i started coming here like three months ago
i just didn't trip until i had started HRT
>>7574848
the tierlist was stupid
the only reason i wanted to make it was because the other one has everyone in hon / ladyboy tier
got overenthusiastic because several people were into it, one girl added me on discord to get my opinion lmao
>>7574852
Anthony is pro EU immigration. It would only be logical to expect that in his image board behavior.
>>7574864
But can antiandrogens by themselves cure this horror when it's on a George Costanza level already?
>>7574850
but its you who is the cancer
>>7574855
OH
I dont know what they look like, maybe theyre just bitter? wouldnt be the first one to hate everyone because of that
>>7574860
Please don't take dangerous pills
www.icantsleep.help
>>7574874
you'll never know unless you try
>>7574876
idk i'm just gonna filter them or something. i hate people that make tier lists so much.
why would you compare a bunch of trannies based on looks like a chaser for any reason and then list which are the ugliest lol
disgusting. EVERYONE NEW IS CRAZY PHIEN LET'S RUN
>>7574876
sopphiieee
>>7574846
Heya are you happy with your ffs results I'm strongly considering Bart I saw one if your pics leaked in a tier list and you look 100 percent more qt. Are you happy with it and could you post an updated pic asking for a friend.
sophie is the cancer
>>7574883
provide your reasoning
in 5 words or less
>>7574885
we need to build a
>>7574878
Well, the one on the OP picture has a pretty feminine face already, but the hairs are still shit, so it makes me worried.
http://www.strawpoll.me/12104471
http://www.strawpoll.me/12104471
http://www.strawpoll.me/12104471
http://www.strawpoll.me/12104471
http://www.strawpoll.me/12104471
>>7574892
is yours that bad?
>>7574868
i liked both a lot. i really liked the "specials" about both games, the jumping in 4u and the free roaming in 3u, even the water wasn't too bad. i didn't like 3u as much as 4u but i think that's mostly because it was the first game i had to play solo. no online was really dumb. still spent more than 200 hours on it i think lol
>>7574892
there's a chance
some cis men have tried bicalutamide to ward off hair loss (which is amusing), and i know other blockers also help with that
>>7574873
Like islamist refugees who come here, notice we are Christian and allahuakbar?
>>7574877
Thanks for worrying, I have a bad relationshio with benzos and i guess i'm just an idiot because I'm sad about stuff and I didn't want to feel sad. I'll try to stop this today.
>>7574872
Wow, Toni, I'm so glad you're willinh tk engage and somewhat understood how tierlist hurt all of us. I understand how getting attention from it felt good. Take care :3
>>7574880
TAKE MY HAND, LETS GO TO A LAND FAR AWAY FROM THE CRAZIES ;-;
>>7574881
<3 quak :3
>>7574883
I am the cancer you love though
>>7574882
I havent taken a post OP picture, so you probably only know what I looked like before.
I liked going to Bart though, his bureaucracy is a bit weird, but his surgical skills are really good imo and care is nice as well. I am happy with how I turned out I think.
Obviously theres still physical limitations though
>>7574894
Almost but soon I'll be there.
>>7574903
is it snowing in germany
it snowed in the uk, except in my town where it just hailed
>>7574899
Mh~ That's good.
They are really dangerous.
>>7574899
i didn't do it for the attention, it just legitimately annoyed me that so many girls who looked good were being described as "ladyboys" or "hons"
i had made the tierlist something like a month ago under anon, but deleted it
>>7574870
then I'll see your hugg and raise you one of my own
>>7574895
I bought a Pii U solely to play 3U online lmao, and freedom unite nostalgia aside it really is the best in the entire series
>>7574907
sophie is the only good person in germany
i've been off hormones or three months am i still a girl
>>7574883
Don't be like this :(
>>7574916
do your balls work
>>7574870
that gif looks like 3 twins humping the 4th twin who is hugging someone
>>7574916
jesus fuck get some fucking hormones, girl
sell nudes if you have to, catfish, whatever, but get hormones
>>7574916
Dreams really do come true :3
>>7574925
i'm going to have to start doing yardwork again to be able to pay for hormones
fun shit
worth it, i guess
>>7574931
Can you please change your name
Idc about your trip
I guess I'm still sad. So I'll go sleep
See you around.
>>7574907
OMG <3
we need a new land to rule
>>7574908
it snowed a LOT yesterday, but has since melted :/
just sunny today
>>7574914
i bought a 3ds just for 3u myself, no regret lol idk i really loved how fluent and polished 4u felt. don't remind me of freedom unite. i love that game but that hip shake gave me ptsd lol
>>7574937
buena noche autisma
>>7574934
i don't understand why you have such an fixation with my name ;_;
i like anthony burch because anthony burch is a meme cuck who crossdresses and who i can associate on several levels
and it also downplays me being an intolerable autist
>>7574933
same, except i've had hormones
just been doing nothing all day
like, my productivity for a day would be 'sent an email to grandmother'
>>7574933
I really don't care you deserve this you were such a piece of shit to so many people on here cause you were privileged with good genetics. Mabye now you'll start to look like a man has your facial hair grown in yet?
>>7574941
lucky
it just hailed here
STUPID SOUTH WALES MICROCLIMATE ;__;
Anna I'm sorry for not responding but I think something went wrong.. could you please resend the last mail you sent? I sent you two more afaik but maybe they didn't arrive
>>7574945
It's not a girls name.
I fixate on it because it makes me uncomfortable.
I would appreciate it if you could change it soon.
Thank you.
>>7574946
>you were such a piece of shit to so many people on here
no i wasn't and if you think i was you're objectively wrong
>you were privileged with good genetics
snort.
I look the exact same. No facial hair or anything.
>>7574949
my girl name is amber rose
you can call me that
the "anthony" is just a prefix, Burch is the alias i go by nowadays
being born was a mistake.
>>7574949
This.
Girls only! A trutrans could not tolerate having a masculine handle.
>>7574953
didn't you say you wanted to get a proper amber rose trip soon?
>>7574955
why didn't my mom abort me if she was just going to tell me to fuck off every time i needed help
>>7574957
yeah but i've had no luck
also the idea of being known as "anthony burch" once i pass is amusing
>>7574953
Edgy affffffff makes me cringe. Amber sounds like an adgq non trutrans tranny name
>>7574952
Well at least you're suffering and that makes me happy seeing you and Circe fall like this has been like a Christmas present for me.
>>7574953
Idk how you can handle ppl calling you anthony, thats what makes me uncomofortable.
>>7574947
The last time I saw snow and played in it was some 20 years ago.
>>7574959
wouldn't you rather want be known as amber rose once you pass?
>>7574942
>tfw memories of your old hunting group
3u is just so much better and more enjoyable when you've got a squad to play it with, especially when you get into super advanced stuff like HELL BRACH
>>7574955
something something mistakes into miracles
>>7574964
does this image trigger anything in you edie
VOTE: Top Five Worst Trips?
>>7574959
That doesnt sound amusing at all to me
>>7574968
>not socially transitioning and changing your name way before you pass
step it up to my level honpai
>>7574961
i don't really see it
i think it's really pretty
everyone calls me amber anyway so it's kinda easy to get used to it
>>7574965
oh
people usually just call me burch since that's what i go by, some shorten it to 'Toni', which sounds less masculine
a lot of my close trans friends call me amber
>>7574968
i mean, to friends and people, yeah
but tripping as "ANTHONY BURCH" while looking like a girl seems funny
maybe i should switch back to BURCH ANTHONY since Burch is what i usually go by
>>7574903
Well yeah I think ffs only really works on people who were passable from the start I've yet to see an ffs results that's all that impressive glad you are happy we used to talk on Skype and stuff.
>>7574978
Do you know ufufu has stomach cancer?
>>7574978
certainly, i could have walked 50 miles and slept on the streets next door to my endo, sucked dicks on the streets for money for prescriptions and food. i decided to move out of town for a while and have a job and a place to live instead.
>>7574978
>no
confirmed never to have fucked him, this image would clearly bring back severe flashbacks/ptsd
>>7574972
Sass #1
>>7574976
How can you so openly have fun with your dead name? Unacceptable! But rlly tho
>>7574903
>Bart though, his bureaucracy
Can you please explain what you meant?
>>7574969
It only makes sense to want the people who were assholes to me suffer especially when I was in the same situation you are in and was shit on daily by catty bitches here.
>>7574980
Stop this meme
>>7574980
no she doesn't, she has gastroparesis.
stop spreading shit
wouldn't edie be more at home on tumblr or soemthing?
she doesn't seem to click here
>>7574992
tumblr people are even less relatable lol
the only people i relate to are wealthy escorts and eccentric cis
>>7574985
>dead name
ANTHONY BURCH IS A MEME NAME omg ;_;
it's like you people don't even play video games
my actual deadname is a meme and super common among trannies i've met
>>7574987
i've moved twice and i have to pay for things. i have no job and no money right now.
>>7574988
nah that's malevolent and sadistic and it really paints the picture for how petty and immature you are. and people shit on you because you are an asshole to them. no one owes you anything and you do not endear yourself to others. so yea, go have fun being a horrible person somewhere not near me.
>>7574985
have you really never heard of anthony burch before?
>>7574997
oh well okie. well i hope you get back on them soon!
>>7574976
>but tripping as "ANTHONY BURCH" while looking like a girl seems funny
That's why it isn't funny right now :^)
>>7574998
I have no fucking idea who this is either
>>7574996
I've played video games for 15 years and I don't know who the fuck anthony burch is.
>>7575000
>hitting below the belt
low blow
Rawr doxxed Ufufu and now Ufufu has stomach cancer
:__;
>>7575000
Lmao
>>7574996
Idk someone walking around with a guy name, no matter how meme it is, just reminds of uncomfortable truths about us that id rather forget. To the point where id rather filter you so i dont have to see your name even though i dont *particularly* hate the things you type.
>>7575006
you're one to talk old man
>>7574999
Hey E, i've been taking Spiro in the night and E in the morning, is this a stupid thing to do?
>>7575003
tl;dr he's famous for the fact that his wife cheated on him or something, he's a typical beta "male feminist", and most important, he's a godawful writer who ruined borderlands 2
>>7575007
i guess
those truths are uncomfortable but they're always there
you can filter me if you want
if i get a good amberrose trip i might switch over, but this is my usual name / trip combo on the trip circlejerks i go to
>>7574979
ya it wont make a hon into a 10/10, it can bump up a bit though.
theres things that arent fixable tho, for example my terrible skin.
>tfw too old
>>7574986
I had changed my surgery plan after I booked, sent the additional money, and got a confirmation, but apparently nobody told the surgeon, which I noticed after surgery, which meant I had 2 surgeries in 3 days, because I asked to get the thing they missed done as well.
>>7574964
shouldnt every country be happy to make us the royal couple :3 ?
what about something sunny with access to the sea?
>>7574947
I want more snow as well, or at least less rain :/
>>7575013
Nah its more like.
Someone who looks like a guy and calls himself a guy name but is still trans apparently.
These are the things that make me uncomfortable.
>>7575011
>Not liking Franzi humour
It's your loss old man.
>>7575004
> hitting below the belt
The only way I can hurt guys
Stop making this so easy.
>>7575013
didn't play borderlands 2 alot yet only the first game. how can you ruin it anyways? the gameplay seemed to be fine, graphics and sound too.
>>7575020
oh, yeah
transition is fun
people have been asking my gender in response to some of my facepics so maybe i'll look decently feminine in a few months
i've kind of adopted anthony burch as my shitposting persona
>>7575022
>the only way i can hurt guys
okay that's fine
bye
>>7575022
>Tfw
>going to see an endocrinologist tomorrow about getting on hormones, already have a letter from a psychologist
i am excite
>>7573778
I miss rawr and her crazy shenanigans.
>>7575022
Morning fagzi.
>>7575017
Morning IPP.
>>7575023
the writing is the most godawful shit possible
anthony admitted to including gay characters solely for the purpose of diversity, which obviously triggers 4chan
he also simplified most of BL1's characters into one or two traits
>Zed literally mentions his lack of a medical degree in most of his quests
>Marcus is a caricature of greed
>Roland is the most generic 'perfect leader' ever
the game itself is fun as hell but the writing is painful to listen to
>>7575005
fuck rawr
>>7575023
BL2 was fine it's just that turbo autists make it seem like a terrible game overall because muh story and muh memes which you really had to look hard to find
>>7575029
good luck anon
>>7575021
you're the one in your 30s and act like a caricature of susan's hon. get the fuck out of here and get a life pathetic old man
>>7575025
Yeah but you have no real reason to call yourself a guy name here. Anthony burch is literally a reddit-tier meme as well so idk why you think this would be funny here
>>7575036
>which you really had to look hard to find
nigga i've had to listen to scooter scream IZ YOU HYPERION?!?!?!??! like ten fucking times now
when i was on PC i would listen to power metal while playing it because the writing was so annoying
>>7575035
I should take them at the same time?
¿Cual es mejor? ¿Dia o noche?
>>7575032
well that's not too bad for me I guess. bl1 had really good humor but I mostly forgot the story itself. I just remember the great gameplay. I have bl2 here already so I probably will play it.
>>7575031
goof morning!
>>7575035
northern coast of the mediterranean?
not cold but not too hot either
depends what we want to do, if we want to have a cozy job we could just go to italy, going to like croatia and fixing it would be the 'hard' approach I guess, but its a beautiful country, the nature is great.
>>7575041
it's not really funny, per se, i just identify him to mask my insecurity or whatever
also i really like gearbox games.
>>7575045
borderlands 1 wasn't -great-, writing wise, but it was pretty good and set up a nice western aesthetic
borderlands 2 is a really fun game but the writing is just, eurgh
borderlands 3 is going to be written by BL1's writer, which is a relief
>>7575042
who even plays a heavily loot based game for the story and writing anyway when that was obviously the focus
>>7575017
Do you have before and after?
>>7575036
What about the latest installment - the Memelands?
>tfw lost a teeny bit more belly fat
awwww yeaaaah
im on schedule
>>7575054
>debating with the mentally deficient
birdy boy stop it
>>7575056
of my face? no I dont post pictures anymore. nobody here knows what I look like rn. and I enjoy that
>>7575054
you don't
but having to sit through the same unskippable cutscenes time and time again gets really annoying, especially when they're so badly written
in borderlands 1 the setting was actually an interesting part of the game
in 2 it's just "oh my god please stop talking"
>>7575060
>tfw just realized franzi and frangipane aren't the same person
>>7575038
More please. Make me sad about my life and all the time I wasted repressing and trying to be a man, make me sad on how transitioning in this country is basically a death sentence, make me sad how taking this decision led me to become estranged from my parents, make me sad on how all I have to socialize with is this community, make me sad how I often have to choose to pay the electric bill and buy hormones, there's a lot to choose from. But maybe this time some words from and edgy kid on a keyboard will.lae me so sad he'll drive me out.
So you've been to Susan's before?
>>7575066
I-It happens ;n;
franzi was first though afaik
im legitimately tired and bored and lonely.
>>7574910
am i a hon
What are your strengths and weaknesses?
http://richardstep.com/richardstep-strengths-weaknesses-aptitude-test/
Mine are
>Focus (69%)
>Faith (69%)
>Teamwork (69%)
>Adaptability (63%)
>Innovation (63%)
And my bottom weakness is
>Self Motivation (13%)
Oh well that doesn't look so good I think?
>>7575065
But both e and spiro at the same time?
How are you feeling about /handling the NB issue?
>>7575066
We aren't the same person? Are you sure?
>>7575075
i've never seen a picture of you
>>7575059
are we talking about the pre-sequel? if so I haven't really followed that one but from what I hear it's ACTUALLY loaded with blatant fahnee maymays
>>7575061
I will do as I god dang please I don't even give a hoot
>>7575066
so? tab out or something, gameplay is all that matters and BL2 delivered on that
>>7575072
same except the first one
Why does everyone bully Burch so much
>>7575081
wait wtf why were you thirsting then weirdo
whats your discord id ill send you a couple
>>7575075
Hey are you thst malayan rapist who does extasy and cocaine?
>>7575068
i don't have to make you sad since that's what your life is. unironically i read through susan's when i was researching srs options and that's where a lot of the anecdotes are. but of course a sad pathetic old man not moving forward with their transition like yourself wouldn't know anything about that.
Has anyone heard from Neptune recently? I'm worried about her.
>>7575088
literally not a single one of those descriptors is true.
>>7575065
but mtfg is full of crazies, I hope thered be a few normal people where we re going ;-;
I dont know but italy is really corrupt, we can just buy our way in I guess?
>>7575084
HOOT HOOT
What do you think of this?
https://www.reddit.com/r/TransDIY/comments/5n8ure/mtf_study_showing_spiro_or_too_much_e_in/
I increased my dosage to 4mg E after two months on hrt, does that mean I will never get boobs?
>>7575091
I think she 'dropped' /mtfg/ after the drama with Juniper
>>7574783
what's in 4 hours?
>>7575086
uh i wasn't?
i was asking wtf you meant by civil procedure or whatever
burch#9929 though
>>7575084
the gameplay was good but suffered a lot
for instance, loot generation was shit and rarity = quality was hard-locked, weapons were locked to stereotypical manufacturer types (ie most torgue shotguns would handle exactly the same), the endgame is basically a grind for legendaries, and playthrough 3 is really annoying
>>7575085
because i'm autistic and get pissy really easily
it's okay though, i'm just going to filter everyone i don't like and try to rebalance my chakra
>>7575095
so, uh
how many months am i supposed to wait before starting 4mg?
i was planning to do it after two
>>7575090
Do what's the deal? Why do you hate me so much? Is it my age or my political views? Maybe there's something in me ehich you can relate to but you're afraid of becoming?
Let's chat.
>>7575095
god damn it anon, I always wanted this.
I love you!
>>7575103
Don't engage you dummy
Never engage
>>7575093
quak QUAK
>>7575094
double hugg
>>7575098
gym time B)
>>7575100
as someone who generally likes grinding and loot based games none of this is an issue for me
>>7575104
Thank you, but I already have girlfriend and I love her a lot :3
I'm glad I could make you happy though~
You always said that lower E levels would be enough, right? I'm sorry I didn't listen to you :(
>>7575107
grind me daddy
>>7575106
I'm guess I'm just like in a self destructive mode, do you think i'm a lost case? I.e. a hon?
how do I know if I'm a transtrender?
>>7575096
Okay. I'll take that as a no then.
I'll ask again during American hours, maybe one of them has. Juniper seems unlikely to provide any help so I'm really reaching here.
I want love but I have no idea what it is
>>7575091
I'm worried about her too, but she blocked everyone on discord.
>>7575117
you transition between 2009-2020
>>7575121
love is when you have only 1 spiro left and you give it to your friend instead of taking it for yourself
>>7575127
>dysphoria
I can't even pinpoint what that is, everybody seems to have a different definition
>>7575108
whites are useless in any loot based game because they offer no real improvement to your character
>>7575110
>daddy
aaaaAAAAAAA :heart: :heart: :heart:
>>7575113
I think it's unfortunate that you started as late as you did, but you're doing hella well for going fulltime. You dress like a 40 year old businesswoman but w/e. I still dress mostly in tshirts and jeans and look like a hon at 21 so I can't really talk.
>>7575130
true love is giving her the spiro, AND the bullet for when she runs out
>>7575121
I like your other trip more :(
Love is when you like someone really really much and you want them to like you too and spend time with them and do romantic stuff I guess~
>>7575108
Pstriarchal structures are a real thing they normslize how women should be/ act) behave/ aspire to. I try to not ho off yhe deep end, but it is something that affects women and trans women in general.
It's been made into a caricature by some extremists in the edges of the gender war, but it doesn't mean it's not true and it affects us. I love how feminism fights for an equal society and it's part of my core identity.
>>7575134
birdy birdy birdy <33333
>>7575130
some vodka, gauze, a scalpel, boiling water and lots and lots of rags would do too
>>7575131
are you highly dissatisfied with being and looking male
are you dissatisfied with being treated male
would you be okay living the rest of your life as a man
do you strongly desire to be female
etc
>>7575134
um, no
in borderlands 1 whites were very often combat viable
because it actually had randomized weaponry
borderlands 2 vastly clamped down on weapon variety
>>7575138
i think we've gone too far with feminism to the point where society's starting to imbalance in favor of women
which, now that i think of it, is no longer my problem
i'm not sure why i care
>>7575141
>Aur
What does that mean?
>>7575130
love is when you put it in your mouth and fight for it with your tongues.
>>7575121
>what it is
It's when you do and say stupid stuff for someone.
It also hurts.
>>7575144
Aur like as in aurum, latin for gold, it's cool
>>7575121
love is a form of interdependence, but preferably one where you have the upper hand because it means you have the power in the relationships
if you love someone and you control the relationship, you're pretty much set
>>7575143
never really cared about myself before
I think so, I'm not man material
I don't like the idea
yes, but it comes and goes, and I don't think it's ever going to be strong enough to make me take my own life
>>7575136
>AND the bullet for when she runs out
>tfw no one to give a bullet to out of love
ha ha ha ;~;
>>7575139
IT'S YOU
>>7575143
I mean if you had nothing better, but higher rarity items are literally superior.
>>7575109
ya female puberty happens at way lower levels. All trannies are overmedding E. question is, if that actually stunts breastgrowth. it wouldnt surprise me, because I am underweight, but only took 2mg E for a year and still have B cups, despite my mum and my sister having As. I still cant make it to tanner 5. Injections are like the only thing I havent tried yet.
despite the study, there is no proof that higher initial E does stunt breastgrowth in some or all trannies. There simply is a correlation between the two, causation isnt proven afaik.
Ill read the study either tonight or tomorrow.
If you are who I think you are (pic related), I can drop you an essay on that on Discord, once Ive written the second part, if youre interested.
>>7575150
I want your bullet daddy ;)
>>7575144
arch user repository
>>7575147
Hmm, but it seems like Au and another element Rs that doesn't exist as far as I know then. While Ai can mean love and artificial intelligence, which is both cool :o
(And I only highlighted your Ai trip so far)
>>7575150
you can give me the bullet if you like to.
>>7575150
How are you? :3
>>7575147
b-but aurum is usually abbreviated "au"
i mean, okay, sure, feminism is beneficial as long as it isn't trans-exclusive, so let's keep rolling with that
i just find the idea that there's a big bad patriarchy oppressing us at every turn laughable
especially when women have so many social advantages
>>7575149
if you strongly want to be a girl i think transition is worthwhile
but it's not exactly a fun process. early months are reputed to be awful (i'm sort of winding out from 2 weeks of constant suicidal depression), it'll alienate you from a lot of people IRL (unless you're very lucky), and it can be expensive if you self-medicate
if you're willing to go through all of that i think you have dysphoria strong enough to justify it
>>7575150
depends desu
higher rarity just meant the parts might be higher quality
they didn't actually guarantee a green / blue / purple would be better than a white, like BL2 does
also, level scaling was better so you could find a great shotgun that would last you 10-15 levels, for instance
>>7575159
I wish I could just be tested and get a decisive answer
maybe I should speak to a shrink
>>7575159
>they didn't actually guarantee a green / blue / purple would be better than a white
sounds awful. who would want that shit then?
>>7575135
>Shame you started late in life
I wish I had started sooner, but i can't do anything about it :(
>40 yo busnesswoman
Lol this is literally my pinterest, i don't know if people in my social circle are overly dressed or if it's a cultutal thing.
>>7575160
>controlling sounds bad though
you think everything sounds bad, it's no wonder your outlook is so negative
>>7575151
Ohh that would be very nice, but you don't have to of course if it's too much trouble~
Reducing my dosage now probably wouldn't change anything though, but I would be very happy with B cups.
Maybe the cyproterone will help as well, or I can take additional progesterone if that would do anything? But I guess I should just be patient for now~
This is a cis girl who is a friend of a friend on FB.
You're welcome.
>>7575169
...for?
>tfw thinking back to good feels of being referred to as 'she' and 'frangi' irl
>>7575167
Ill write that anyway, would just have to copy+paste it to you :3
I wouldnt touch prog before 1-1,5 years. it doesnt reach a decent level before tanner 4 anyway
>>7575173
Chin & forehead on her.
>>7575176
she is cis through and through
>>7575174
Frangelina
so why are people being mean to rawr this time?
>>7575176
ugly but has a vagina still ;-;
>>7575182
it's rawr posting as anon
>>7575135
>Tfw passing is easier when presenting like an adult fem
I haven't had a reason to wear a suit, but one time I did, I was super confident
>>7575068
I'm sad I don't have any rare sass pics in my personal collection
>>7575186
We should talk again, unless you're still mad at me. Promise not to be annoying <3
>>7575188
I don't care if you were lol
I WANT A VAGINA THATS WHAT OF IT
>>7575159
The thing is patriarchy isn't a big bad council of men smoking cigars and grabbing girls by the pussy. It's more of an abstract way to name the social standards of what is permittable and favors traits like heterosexuality.and stricr gender roles. You might think woman have some sort of privilege, but it's only a certain type of women. Our society has developed in a way where collabiration and interpersonal skills are becoming moee valuable in the work place.and rhis emphasis gives women who have been socialized as women since birth an advantage solving conflict and increasing collaboration to make things work. But even though there have been advances, more often than not, men who conform to the strict values and attitudes associated with patriarchal structures own and shape the world. In my conception and oractice of feminism I seek a more equal society, where no one gender is suoerior to the other and there is mutual respect and collaboration. I'm not a gender specialist or an anthropologist. I just want a more equal world.
>>7575192
Yeah I can imagine
Usually unless I'm wearing makeup I just look like a skinnyfat greek boy with long hair and boobs
hugg
>>7575175
Mh~ okay that would be nice then :3
Yeah I'll wait with that and see how they'll develop :)
>>7575194
You're cis, remember
>>7575005
Does ufufu have cancer legit?
Please be true.
Now just booger needs cancer and my life will be perfect. I can't wait until that freak of nature dies a horrific death. Luckily mercury is dying lol. Its almost like gods listening to my prayers.
>almost full time
>get a job
>everyone thinks im a boy
>back to square 1
we have to build a _____
>>7575205
dick slap them
>>7575203
oops forgot.
>>7575206
sentence
>>7575206
n army of musclegirls to subjugate the cissies
>>7575204
Booger retransmission long ago
>>7575213
*Detrans
>>7575213
how often does that happen?
>>7575206
vast supply of HRT
>>7575206
/mtfg/ island
>>7575206
COCK LOTS OF COCK
>>7575213
Lol no
This general could very well be legitimately retarded. I hope you get cancer also. Im glad hrts giving everyone cancer. Ufufua fat probably got it from his shit fat guy diet.
>>7575199
Sounds like you're very passable
>>7575225
Add me on discord
Sorry for my typos. I feel do drowsy
>>7575224
If she's the person who I think she is - then noo she doesn't
>>7575224
does it though
your dad, your dad 2, ten things millenials can do with college degrees, mde, milliondollarextreme, million dollar extreme, sam hyde
>>7575225
thanks
>>7575227
Birdy#0509
anyone else feel free to add me as well B)
>>7575231
I think you're cool
>>7575217
>tgfw I have half a year's supply of E and cypro and don't have to worry about ordering new stuff every month
>>7575229
Yes anon I'm the fat headed idiot from /soc/ that got 7s from desperate chasers and blind people
>>7575242
I hope you get cancer
>>7575233
Wtf is this?
>>7575197
i could care less about an equal world tbqh
it just seems to me the world has been biased in favor of women for a while
the concept of chivalry is one way in which men demonstrated the social advantages of being a woman, the need to protect women and see them as in need of protection
it's just that the idea of 'protecting women' changed, as did society, until it got to the point where it was more of a burden to women than a boon
>>7575239
Mh 7 isn't that bad maybe I'm mixing up stuff. You won't post a pic right?
Does your discord tag end with a 81?
>>7575243
ngl that's pretty mean
>>7575247
Nope
I've posted too many pics of my dumb face here already
and na it's a 20
All memes aside does nigger mercury and fat boy ufufu have cancer?
Please be true. Now i know that two people i hate are dying im really happy.
>>7575239
i kept getting 6s and 7s on /soc/ today
was pretty nice
and like half of them asked if i was m or f
gives me some degree of hope
>>7575225
Oh my God your voice is so warm and comforting. And also really attractive
Please record something nice for me ;-;
>>7575238
Happy for you, wish I was in a similar situation hrt-wise
Which trip is the cuddliest?
>>7575253
I mean desu you are pretty attractive
I like your hair
I want to kiss Olive
>>7575251
>http://move.loveisover.me/foolfuuka/boards/lgbt/image/1484/29/1484295116488.jpg
Ah well just fuck me up you're fine
>>7575260
valq, nim or lauren
>>7575262
t-thanks
i had a pretty decent selfie where i don't look as manly as usual
http://is2.4chan.org/soc/1484356554264.jpg
you're really cute too, though i think you should probably grow your hair out?
>>7575260
>>7575260
>tfw no cudds
>>7575267
you're really cute
>>7575267
cute as heck
>>7575260
elanna
she's pretty thicc and her boobs would make a good pillow
>>7575267
You're ugly and look like an uglier version of sheen. I hope you get cancer.
>>7575275
i have boobs do you want to use them as a pillow
>>7575271
cudd
>>7575259
Ummmmm idk, something nice to help me sleep though.
Pretend I'm your girlfriend ;-;
>>7575273
Eyyy it's Ada Wang.
Wat up?
>>7575283
>I need do cut it more often than I should
what the fug
I mean I trim it more often than I should because of split ends
It grows really fast up to a point then just frizzes out
>>7575283
You're ugly
I hope you get cancer
love olive
*lick*
>>7575278
is this lauren? if so, i think i'll give it a pass
>>7575297
oh, yeah, you look pretty good
when i was growing it out it was annoying as fuck but it stays behind my ears most o the time now
>>7575296
pepsi dog
>>7575174
Do you have a girl name, yet?
>>7575309
love olive
>>7575280
https://clyp.it/5uk5hty0
here u go something nice coming right up B)
>>7575160
Okay now I highlighted both.
You're purple and orange now.
>>7575302
mtfg is clearly yandere
>>7575310
no :(
i looked at a list of names for my birthyear, but most names i find I've either met someone with that name or even worse someone with that name has bullied me ;-;
i'll keep looking though!
>>7575317
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>>7575311
HATE OLIVE
i'm feeling okay so let's switch trips
it's me
your friend
anthony burch
>>7575323
Okay, good luck!
>>7575327
Whoah.
I wish someone loved me as much as Anon loves Olive :<
>>7575331
Thank you very much~
>>7575327
>>7575332
i love you, anon
do you want to cuddle?
anon is a cute girl.
poop amirite guys?
>>7575314
Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Thank you ;-; that was really nice
>>7575314
god damn it i forgot you were a man
fucking dropped
Give me penis or give me death!
give me xx chromosones or give me death tbqh
kiss
>>7575349
i was saving this bullet for myself, but you can have it
i love you
>>7575352
thank you
ily2
>>7575346
Some chasers are okay
>>7575338
>i love you, anon
It's been so long since I heard that ;_;
Also I'm a boy.
girl
>>7575351
I might maybe come our of the shadows now and again and ask you to record things for me.
Is that OK or is it kind of creepy?
i want a bf and i want headpats
Oh fudge my mail app wasn't showing me new things in my inbox ;-;
>>7575368
I wouldn't mind birdy chasing me
>>7575371
i mean if you're going to go for a -guy- you might as well go for one with money
>>7575368
>tranny safespace
>mtfg
Amber.....
>>7575362
https://clyp.it/p5lbc5s3
>>7575368
>4chan
>safespace
???
>>7575371
I googled "anime blush" so I could reply to this post with this image
>>7575374
it should be
like how cis lesgen won't give the time of day to trannies
too many chaser apologists tbqh
wait is birdy rich??
>>7575378
>shitposting on 4chan
probably not
>>7575376
Mh are you poor?
>>7575381
Afaik there are richfags trips here
>>7575381
Well I mean
Supposedly Zheanna's sugardaddy found her on here
girls?
>>7575396
I'm just feeling confused again
>>7575403
about what?
>>7575398
Financial stability is something most look for
And uh money just came up as a topic
>>7575398
dammit chasers are supposed to at least be rich, how else are you gonna tempt us??
also i just visited r/transpassing
think i'm gonna have nightmares for a week :/
>>7575396
Drunk/Lazy Chaser is a cool dude ironically.
>>7575408
the difference is that kayla at least has an excuse to post here
the guys are either creepy or beta males looking to feel good about themselves by befriending trannies
>>7575404
myself
>>7575411
or repressing
>>7575414
>>7575422
it's not that
>>7575425
alright.
what are you confused about?
>>7575414
I've been chatting to him over discord for the last couple of days
Genuinely lovely guy tbqh, and self aware to boot.
Maybe it's because I have a crush on his voice.
>>7575406
right, I mean I'm pretty frugal with my money, the only thing is I quit my job out of depression a couple months ago so even though I'm sitting on a decent amount I've currently got no income, looking to fix that this week tho.
>>7575407
I'M NOT A CHASER REE
>>7575408
you most certainly are
that sounds like the dream tho honestly, just me and my qt anon housewife in a cozy little cabin with nothin' to worry about.
:b
>>7575430
Why were you depressed?
Dysphoric episode?
>>7575411
You can either filter and move on
Or go to Susan's or something. This isn't a safe space. It's a containment board. Of course we're going to have cis and straight people post here sometimes.
>>7575422
I'm really likeable
>>7575430
It doesn't sound perfect. I'm actually really good cook I think..... And I can grow vegetables
Describe it to me on voice Ofc :^)
snow
>>7575427
my head won't stop thinking of girls, I'm confused
>>7575433
>male apologist
You got me
I've lost to cock
Now I'm just a mindless cumslave to the patriarchy
Save me burch
>>7575442
s-same
>>7575437
thats a smol ferret uwu
>>7575445
*unzips belt*
anthony YES
>>7575442
girls are cute
>>7575422
>You're a cute girl.
you can look, but not touch
>>7575433
but wouldn't that prove the opposite? generally chasers are the ones desperate enough to do just that and whatever else it takes to land a transwoman.
>>7575438
My first long term relationship fell apart.
>>7575439
>>7575443
I knew what you meant qtpie
you should add me on discord or something cause I'm actually leaving soon
>>7575445
pfftehheheh
i'm going to bed, i guess
don't genocide the bruter sex without me
>>7575454
i'm afraid you don't pass
you're a chaser :/
better look into escorts
>>7575449
desu I'm just not attracted to women
I used to think I was biscum but after having sexual intimacy with a cute girl for like three years, a year and a half in I realized that sex with women makes me feel like shit.
I think the first year and a half I was wrapped up in the ecstasy of being in a loving, supportive relationship but I was just a kid y'know? I had no idea what I was into.
Guys just make me feel safe and comfy.
Girls are the same, but I don't wanna fuck them y'know?
>>7575430
> I mean I'm pretty frugal with my money
I get the same, a lot of people think I have money, I'm just a tight ass from growing up poor af.
>>7575439
Well everyone seems to like you, friend.
>>7575442
>>7575453
Poor Eva :< You've always got a lot racing through your pretty little head.
>>7575451
Mmm, we'll see.
>>7575461
>Mmm, we'll see.
we most definitely will not.
move along, pal
>>7575444
There's rarely legitimate discussions here besides politics, or aftermath of tripspergs. I don't think they get in the way at all.
I'm just sharing my opinion though
>>7575454
Aww ok. I saw you post it earlier in thread I might make one and add you, but maybe not because it's scary..
Have an amazing day <3
>>7575461
I thought about making a trip but I don't think it's for me
>nightmare
>3-4 inch cockroaches have infested my genitalia and butthole (inb4 "cock"roaches)
>In oversized boxers I can't keep up
>taking place in front of my ex gf and some of our friends
>tfw I hate my dick and shit and idk, just general trans feelings
If reincarnation was real would you re-roll?
>>7575461
>I'm just a tight ass from growing up poor af.
Iktf, I didn't grow up with much so when I matured a bit I just decided to never ever spend anything ever unless it was necessary, of course there were some slip ups here and there but they served as good lessons.
>>7575470
https://clyp.it/n2x2tgkl
Birdy#0509
hi im here now
nim
>>7575475
ami nim!
lauren
>>7575479
hi jackie!!
>>7575481
how are you, nim? i just woke up!
>>7575473
Are you the Samantha from the fungeon?
>>7575473
>if reincarnation was real would you re-roll?
What kinda reincarnation are we talking here
Like, Karmic reincarnation?
Paradoxical reincarnation (timey wimey bullshit where your life energy or your"soul" travels to any point in time and inhabits a new human being)?
Reincarnation on a universal scale?
Need specifics dawg, because if it's karmic and I kill myself, I could end up as a dung beetle or a fat person.
Also weird dream. What do you think the roaches are about?
I had a weird dream last night too.
>Be making out with this tall hot vegan boy I've been hanging out with recently
>He's getting really handsy, grabbing my upper thigh in one of his hands and kissing my neck
>he suddenly asks "do you want to take this to the next level?"
>I say "dude we already have kids together"(wtf?)
>He stops, moves away from me and stares for a few seconds
>
>
>"no"
>then he stabs me in the chest with a pair of scissors and I wake up
I mean what the fuck
>>7575495
a great day!
>>7575487
wait why did he just have a pair of scissors lying around within reach
>>7575498
They just kinda materialized in his hand
like one second he didn't have them and then the next he did
also hi buddi
birdy x anon otp
>Tfw gonna wear a dress in front kf 300 strangerd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mdBFVL87qE
this makes me want to replay the sims 1
>>7575487
Idk much about reincarnation. I guess just with a slight chance of being a reborn a cute girl.
As of the roaches. I'm not sure why exactly roaches, but I always have weird genitalia dreams. That incorporate general repulsion of myself somehow.
What do you think your dream was about? Idk what I would make of that.
>>7575504
oh okay then, well i hope you have a good day then miss nim!
you also seem really cool by the way, i like talking to you
good night
>>7575509
aww that's sweet
i like talking to you too <3
>>7575514
are you on HRT yet?
>>7575515
no i haven't even got to my doctor yet to tell her that i am dysphoric. seeing her in march, hoping to get them by june, i want to transition soon. are you on hrt?
>>7575507
That really sucks, I have pretty strong genital dysphoria but dreams like that are pretty rare for me thank god. Mostly I have dreams where I'm struggling to keep a towel up over my body and I hate that people will see what's underneath but all this dumb shit just keeps happening to pull it down.
As for the makeout stabby dream, I think it's because I've been craving physical intimacy, like I have a girlfriend, and even though I love her as a person I'm not really attracted to women. We've been together for more than three years now and it's just kind of killing me inside, but the thought of cheating on her makes me physically sick.
I dunno dood.
Maybe it was just a dream :^)
>>7575504
I've been ok
I think I'm getting a cold or something though, had to make myself a lemon and honey tea.
wbu?
>>7575520
Holy shit iktf. My dream was made a little worse by waking up next to my ex gf in bed with me. We are probably getting back together, but really don't want to, I'm just scared of being alone. We've also been together over 3 years. Which is crazy cause I don't really like wemon at all. I've cheated on her a few times though and I feel guilty as shit about it.
>>7575518
https://clyp.it/ssu4gnlg
kekekekeke
>>7575528
>tfw Birdy's guy voice is hot
Birdy are you transitioning?
>>7575517
aww that's a little ways away
im two months on but im self-medding
ill probably get a script when i move out later this year
>>7575521
ive been having mood swings, but not like super sudden ones
like one day ill feel okay and the next day ill feel awful and wanna repress and stuff
im assuming it's the mones
>>7575528
c-cute
>>7575528
birdo
birdo autocorrected to buddi on my phone ^.^
>Watching pokemon
>they look and sound more retarded for some reason
>>7575531
yeah but you gotta stay hopeful, it'll eventually happen
how's the self medding treating you?
>>7575538
Birdy do you have my skype?
what do you think of the mtf starter pack?
what would you change about it??
>>7575555
does anyone go on /cd/ anymore
>>7575547
That's true but, that's also why men are so nice. I've got get my day started. It's been nice talking though! :)
>>7575551
dont be a pucci anon
>>7575550
do you have breasts yet, if i may ask?
>>7575561
nimbobs
>>7575555
>38aa
>>7575535
needs more tongue~ :>
>>7575561
they're more like nipples with a slight bit of a tissue around them right now
im not sure if that counts as breasts or not
i plan on gaining weight next month so they'll probably grow more then i just hope i can get rid of this stubborn belly fat by then!
>>7575562
nimbobs!?!?!?
>>7575559
I'm shy. I don't talk to anyone here really.
I just post at people from the shadows and scurry back to my hidey hole
>>7575573
nimbo
>>7575566
smol tongue
>>7575577
is that a high dosage?
what are you on?
>>7575571
well i'm gonna have a shower and shave my body, see you nim!
>>7575574
pretending to be you and taking him for myself then brb
>>7575575
lauren
my friend lauren
>>7575528
>tfw want birdy to touch me
>>7575580
good luck!
im horrible at getting rid of body hair >.<
>>7575576
smol
>>7573778
are the first few years of transition supposed to suck?
>>7575592
I think
>>7575581
No please don't do that ;-;
But you'd probably make him happier anyway. Are you a nice person?
hi I guess
Suh senpaitachi
>>7575579
1 mg e
10 mg cypro
fucking peanuts but it's my own fault for letting my endo gatekeep
>>7575577
I think boobs keep growing past 1 year in so you're fine.
>>7575597
Claire why are you awake it's 2am
>>7575599
oh wow you got a lot of results for being at such a low dosage
>>7575599
Jus 1mg a day?
>>7575595
im not! just trying to scare you!! ADD HIM ALREADY
>>7575597
suh
>>7575609
^.^
:p
>>7575612
buddi emi! how are you
>>7575604
I had low T to begin with thank christ
weird though since my face is so crazy masculinized.
>>7575606
Just 1 a day
It's a long story
my breakdown after realizing I was on a dosage of literally nothing is somewhere in the archives
basically I'm partially self-medding but using the prescriptions I have for now.
So a week ago you guys convinced me to change my hrt dose from 400mg spiro and 2 mg estrogen to 350mg spiro and 4mg e. The e change WAS great and I feel way better all the time now, however this morning I woke up with morning wood, which never happened before, and it FREAKED me out. Should I go back to taking 400mg spiro? I dont want my penis to work, like at all, it scares me and I hate the thing so much.
>>7575622
It's probably just your t spiking after going down 50 mg
Morning wood will go away once your hormones level out.
>>7575622
i was fainting on 200mg of spiro i can't imagine what 400mg would do to me
hugg
>>7575625
decent
been p bored lately, got to get more hobbys
>>7575634
i need one hobby desu
>>7575622
you should do 450 since you missed a few 50mgs
>>7575607
I think I'm officially bitching out
>>7575637
Franzi
>>7575633
Hugg
>>7575642
:b
>>7575314
>https://clyp.it/5uk5hty0
Sheeit birdo is smooth
q:p
>>7575644
like 1 or 2 weeks tops
It'll be worth it
You'll feel a lot better and 400mg spiro is not good for your body
>>7575647
lauren no
>>7575638
but anon! do you want someone else to be his cozy cabin housewife?!
>>7575633
rate my toy
>>7575648
Okay. But if it gets hard again im gonna fucking cut it off myself
>>7575661
good toy/10
healthy gums
tfw will never be a girl
>>7575669
im too masculine
>>7575661
is that for your butt?
>>7575673
lauren don't lie it's mean
>>7575668
Tfw kryer used to say my behaviour was trutrans.
>>7575661
thats the weirdest dildo i've ever seen
>>7575677
im gonna cry
>>7575678
who's kryer
>>7575661
It's kind of scary and the paint finish isn't all that good. But it has movable legs arms feet and head. And the tactile feel if it must be nice with with bumps and ridges and stuff.
I'd say 7/10
But idk anything about toys or stuff so forgive me if I'm wrong
>>7575653
No, I want to be the cozy cabin wife ;-;
Maybe that should be my trip
>>7575683
like a girl
>>7575686
well stop being scare! surprise him when he gets back!
>>7575693
Why are you shipping this so hard??
>>7575700
cus it's cute c:
back from shaving!
most of my hair is gone, although it's still a little patchy in some places, i will have to shave again later
>constantly want to sleep all the time
>even a short shopping trip leaves me feeling exhausted and i need to take a nap afterwards
What the hell is wrong with me? Do I have a brain disease or something?
I H
H h
>>7575714
no you're depressed
<3
>>7575722
O T P
T
P
>>7575730
buddi
Hi how is y'all
>>7575662
Lol.
My erections never stopped.
Just less firm & waaay less random.
Still on the fence about srs tho.
>>7575736
hi
>>7575736
hey kiwi
how ya been
>Watch show about how 90 year old people seem to enjoy things and be more grateful about life
Hmmm
>>7575743
Hi
>>7575744
I'm ok hbu nim
>>7575748
I've been on and off of mtfg, using discord mostly now
How have you been?
>>7575749
Good morning
>>7575746
im okay
just taking my pills like a good girl and waiting on the results
>>7575740
My dysphoria is terrible down there
Ive been tucking my penis since i was like 4 or 5. I found that if i fold it into itself enough times and squeeze my legs together it honestly looks like i have a vagina. Ive been doing this everytime i pee since as long as i can remember
Having a penis is literally torture
>>7575754
Same desu
How many months are you?
I'm about a year and 4 months in now
>>7575735
hugg buddi
I'm so lonely :(
>>7575718
i did it in the shower
>>7575766
yeah, me too
>>7575768
>>7575766
>>7575766
me2
>>7575783
but we aren't together
>tfw no Family to make bento for
>>7575761
Hugg a Wild Kiwi
>>7573778
How many months HRT were you untill you started getting stared at and weird looks?
>tfw hangover
im so glad i had my first sushi with friendly /mtfg/ trannies
>>7575794
poke lan
>>7575787
Start gaining weight now. The fat on your tummy will burn up over the time of half a year or so... You best start working on gaining weight now because it takes a while to build up boobs and butts
>>7575796
oh is it my fault :(
>>7575795
Tfw no sushi. Tfw really want aomochi
>>7575784
we're together in our hearts :^)
>"I would like to repair our friendship but frankly I'm not interested in being your friend"
>>7575799
no :c
>>7575797
Vom nim
>>7575787
that's bad, i'm probably gonna get an epilator once i get a job
i did a poor job with my razor so i am gonna shave again later
good night cuties
I hope I can keep myself away from here for a few days
>>7575808
Yeh :c
>>7575808
lonely and no gf
>>7575798
i still gotta get a good workout
I don't know what to do :(
>>7575812
Good night!
Hope you get some good rest <3
>>7575804
ouch :(
>>7575816
lots of squats and jogging
i ran a 5k five times a week before the snow fell and it was amazing for my weight loss!
>>7575820
what hurts is the contradiction of "yes I want to repair this" and "I don't care about this" in the same sentence
>>7575822
wassh nim
>>7575821
I used to bike but i stopped :(
i gotta get back into it
how many sets of squats do you do?
>>7575815
>gf
A friend told me boys give better cuddles, just saying...
>>7575825
*bench presses u*
>>7575826
oh wow
get behind my ears okay
>>7575815
Do you like girls now? That's really cute!
>>7575825
It wasn't even my idea it was that other anon that's shipping us!
>>7575837
jesus christ i was doing barely any haha
i just don't know how to get into fitness, there's so many routines out there :/
>>7575834
Girls are softer and cuddlier though.
>>7575847
But boys are bigger and warmer and can hold you tighter
>>7575839
scrubb ear~
>>7575849
its ok to be gay
>>7575844
Don't forget to post your progress on insta.
>>7575852
"rubb 'n' scrubb a dubb dubb"
>>7575849
Gay is best.
Embrace the dark side
>>7575849
Did you fall in love with a trip maybe?
>>7575844
And they all work, so just pick the one you think you'd be more comfortable with
girls >>>> boys
>>7575857
And this is how heterosexuality on mtfg ends
Not with a bang, but with a whimper
>>7575844
it's gotta be a gradual thing, it took me a month to just get to be able to run 5k. for example, my current workout that i had for the cold winter weather (couldn't jog) was
>5x60 hip floor abductions per leg
>5x50 crunches
>5x60 squats
try starting lighter than that and work your way up until you can steadily get to a routine like mine. good luck with exercising!
>>7575852
ow you scrubbed too hard
now im dead
>>7575857
but gay doesn't have cock!
>>7575862
from my point of view , the hsts are evil
>>7575862
I whimper when I'm banged
>>7575864
oh no!
>>7575869
can i be you're girlfriend
I know this is probably dumb of me, but I feel super guilty and slutty when my vibrator's batteries die. How do I avoid this?
>>7575863
do you know if jogging or biking is better?
>>7575869
It makes sense, girls are objectively more beautiful than men and will understand you better. Who needs aggressive, smelly, hairy guys?
>>7575867
Well then you are lost!
>>7575868
S-same
>>7575864
Hugg corpse
>>7575884
I do, really
>>7575884
Oh, so you know nothing about dat boi and I?
>>7575851
A trans girl who has my size is fine too.
Being warmer is only good in winter.
And my boobs would hurt if they hold me too tight.
>>7575862
there will always be a resistance
>>7575880
both are fine sources of cardio, just do which one you find more enjoyable/easier! i personally like running better
>>7575881
>aggressive smelly hairy guys
this is so confusing
>>7575873
You can't be called trutrans unless you have an instagram.
>>7575897
ill go back to biking :3
First for no hips
>>7575901
you don't have to choose. if you're attracted to a person then you are attracted to a person, who cares about gender bs?
>>7575894
so you're saying you are the straight resistance?
>>7575905
that's sounds great, it seems like you really like it! hope it goes well for you!
>>7575909
depends on how you look at it
>>7575894
You cannot resist the cock
>>7575906
second for no hips and wide shoulders
>>7575906
Oddly, I had baby making hips even before hrt. weird genetics I guess ?
>>7575914
nim is a gayfer
>>7575916
aw thanks nim, i just like being a help
>>7575913
well, you're a girl so really there is only one way to look at it. no one can beat the cock.
>>7575912
awwh ty <3
But yeah I started the same way you are starting right now
>>7575914
no guy would want me anyway so it doesn't matter either way ^^
>>7575921
hey!
stop! >:c
>>7575906
first for average hips, average shoulders
>>7575920
yeah you helped me! :33
I am increasing my e in a last attempt to get hips. Almost 24..is it too late
>>7575914
feminine cock is best cock
>>7575929
average for?
>>7575921
Of course you can beat the cock you just need plenty of lubrication
>>7575925
There's someone out there that wants you and just doesn't know it yet.
>>7575912
don't worry so much, you've got my discord whenever you feel comfortable and wanna talk more about that comfy cabin life and whatever in between :v)
>>7575934
a short low test boy
>>7575925
i want to nom nim (no homo though)
>>7575933
Feminine cock is very leaky
>>7575446
>///<
tuck me in /mtfg/
Is there actually any reason to go on living as a tranny beyond like... 30 years old? I can't imagine we age well. If so, I'm gonna use my 20's to do all sorts of crazy shit like heroin!
>>7575952
good night, drakeposter! sleep well!
>>7575940
lucky!
im tall with broad shoulders x-x
>>7575951
What do you mean?.....
And why would that push me way?..
>>7575956
>you wanna nom me???
yes, i want to put the nim back into nimphomania
and then i want to put myself into nim
>>7575954
If you do crazy shit like Heroin you won't age well for sure
>>7575950
maybe you're both charmed and feel comfortable enough to let your guard down for me B)
>>7575947
I WANT YOUR FEMININE COCK! ! ! !
>>7575963
but are you a boy or a girl?
>>7575957
yeah i am short but i didn't want to say it because i'd thought i'd make you sad about your height. you're cute nim, don't let your height discourage you!
>>7575956
I think you'll find that you just kind of stumble into relationships, that's been my experience at any rate.
>>7575960
idk I am hella paranoid about everything sorry
please ignore everything I've said up until this point and please know that Birdo is very enjoyable to be around
my hands are cold
>>7575972
>I think you'll find that you just kind of stumble into relationships
Found the normie, everyone.
Pls
Is this true?
Can we reach C / D cups from E and progesterone alone??
>>7575977
Why are you paranoid?? What did you mean?... I'm kinda freaked out
>>7575969
>but are you a boy or a girl?
well i sure as shit wasn't planning on putting my vagina inside of you
that'd be kind of weird (and impractical)
>>7575967
I can assure you it has about the most feminine shape it could have
>tfw starting to get kinda andro in a lazy ftm kind of way
>>7575983
Boobs aren't as important as hips. But I'm an a cup so idk
>>7575952
nini drake
>>7575881
>aggressive, smelly, hairy guys
u-um
>>7575979
Kek
>>7575966
That is probably the most likely explanation. You're clever too
>>7575985
but peepees don't go in boys!
>>7575992
i had a hunch, qt
>>7575983
at least i'm a queen.
what you can reach depends on genetic and on eating enough while they grow i guess?
>>7575980
I've been a normie for ages now lol
>>7575998
I'm a boy and I like peepee inside of me
>>7575992
Yeah don't do the recluse thing
>>7576006
how do I stop doing the recluse thing
>>7575984
AAAA I'm sorry no please don't be freaked out.
when I say I'm paranoid about everything, I mean my brain is an asshole and I have hella anxiety about almost everything I do
I mean that Birdo is both a nice and enjoyable person and that him and I breaking up is no indication that you should not become friends with him
>>7576009
Regular employment or school, but actually trying to socialise
Hobbies that get you out of the house
Meeting friends through friends
If you're desperate go on OkCupid and set your profile as looking for friendship
I'm out of touch
>>7576013
>OkCupid and set your profile as looking for friendship
That's really sad
>>7576000
Ok Yeah I can see why she might have been paranoid about that.
But the way I see it is you're both here being friendly to each other, why would that drive me away
>>7576011
Ok I totally understand now. That's OK!!! I didn't think that but like I would definitely feel paranoid like that if I was in your position.
Thank you for explaining that to me <3
>>7576012
hug nim!
Well i whent 5-1 in the prerelease
It all whent better than expected
>>7575998
>but peepees don't go in boys!
rules are a lot like nims
both were made to be broken
>>7576018
What's sadder, that or being a recluse?
>>7576027
I like you
>>7576021
I wasn't worried it would, I trusted you wouldn't give up the dream B)
>>7575978
Cold hands are bad, you need someone to hold them to warm them up.
>>7576028
I don't know, it just sounds sad, wasn't even aware that it existed, I thought OkC was just a dating website.
>>7576027
Dont break the nims!
>>7575986
i hope to won day make love to your feminine cock my dude.
>>7576037
>tfw birby makes you feel special
>>7576028
>What's sadder, that or being a recluse?
Eh, honesty, probably that.
I mean, you can still retain some dignity while being a recluse, but there's no dignity in going to a dating website looking for friends.
>tfw recluse
>>7576056
friend
>>7576058
recluse friend
>>7576042
Eh, I've never done it but my ex's brother did it when he was depressed and wanted more friends. Met some interesting people that way.
>>7576046
I'm not a dude I'm a boy
>>7576052
Well, if your pride and dignity is more important to you than friends, then I guess good for you.
The big picture is that pride is stupid and limiting
>>7576028
Once you fall into the rut of being a recluse its really hard to get out, especially when the only reason to do that would be to seem less sad to other people
If you just arent a social person it would be dumb to try and force yourself just because its the thing to do
>>7576061
>tfw stupid
>>7576044
you're next, hanna
i wanna hump that rump until you're walking like a drunk cowboy
>>7576061
you are a very cute anime boy
>>7576056
same
I came three times within 10 minutes - am I a girl yet?
my last attempt at making friends involved going to my comic book store and asking if there were any D&D groups available
i was told that there were no groups but that i could bring my friends and start my own
i subsequently went home and slowly digested the irony which i had just been exposed to
>>7576062
There's a more important reason, you shouldn't be socialising for other people's sake. You should be socialising for your mental health, even introverts need to interact with people.
There's more than one reason why so many people here are so goddamn unstable.
>>7576074
Hey gonna check now
Did email arrive?
>>7576061
>The big picture is that pride is stupid and limiting
Maybe, but I'd rather be alone than give it up by begging for friends.
>>7576087
hugg
>>7576088
it did! i'm busy writing <3
>>7576087
i don't think im unstable
>>7576082
that's so sad! i'd play d&d with you, nim!
>>7576092
uwu good :3
>>7576093
im pretty sure im unstable
Sometimes.I get confused and I think this is a place to socialize and.maybe have some.cool discussions and learn from each other's experience.
But I guess it's mostly a place for memes bullying and shitposts.
I don't know whether this makes.me happy or sad, desu
>>7576079
now it's 4 times
>>7576093
if you're stable then you've fooled all of us
>>7576094
thanks for the nice words
>>7576101
Are you saying you don't contribute to the latter?
>>7576090
Hugg
>>7576089
1. It's not begging
2. Literally noone actually cares or judges you for it
There's so many reasons why someone could be on there asking for friends.
>>7576069
Tyy
>>7576093
You're literally petrified from tons of situations from what I've seen. You're also constantly depressed.
>>7576103
5 - i should really stop now
>>7576101
>But I guess it's mostly a place for memes bullying and shitposts.
that is exactly what this place is for
I told the dude to cancel any orders if they were real. I started getting bad vibes from it all Thursday and pulled the plug Friday morning. I spent time last night digging with his details and he is a known fraud that has been playing this wishlist scam for 1 year+. Basically there is a button on Amazon you can only see when you are logged out that marks the items as purchased elsewhere. To the user account, they behave identically to a legitimate purchase. He forged receipts and bank details. He targets submissives because they are the easiest mark. I've never used chaturbate but that's how he used to scam. He's moved on to submissive sugar girls. He has hit probably 20-30 girls with this con. Some he tricks for ~2 weeks. Luckily he only got one show from me but I'm so worried about potential blackmail that could come from it.
Lesson learned about anonymity and the Internet. Eww I feel so disgusted and creeped out. I just became some disgusting perverts new folder in his collection.
Any ways, learn from this mistake, trust your gut especially if you know it's too good to be true.
Also he didn't get my name, address, location, etc. ok now I give all permission to laugh at me for now cause I was really confident about it at first. pls no bully though cause I already feel so gross and exploited. Eww, yeah fuck ever doing anything like that again.
Pic related is what he used to target me as a mark. Guess when you see that you know you're in for an easy manipulation.
Here's the OP image for the next thread
>>7576106
if you're up for it, we could make a group and play online. i'd dm but i'm bad
>>7576105
what if i done to suggest im unstable
i don't do drugs, i don't selfharm, i don't cause drama or insult people for attention
the worst thing i do is sadpost
>>7576087
I feel like I can't really reciprocate even as just a friend
I'm just not that interested in other people
And of course that makes me pretty much a narcissist jerk
But I think it would be even worse to try and fake being a friend with someone
>>7576087
I agree, being shut in makes you sick eventually. There's so much to be gained from seeing people and being around people. Even inane conversation makes me feel better.
I guess I've come to rely too much on this site to interact with people who have had similar experiences. But more often than not I end up sadder being here.
Does this happen to you too Elanna?
>>7576119
hmmmmmmmmmm really makes u think
>>7576121
you don't have friends, you don't make real attempts to make friends, you don't have any hobbies that take you aside, and you're terrified of your own sexuality
>>7576110
>2. Literally noone actually cares or judges you for it
I'm judging them right now though. I find it very pathetic that someone would go to a dating website looking for friends. If that's what you've had to resort to, perhaps friends just aren't really for you.
sad
>>7576129
hug!
>>7576117
It took you this long to get bad vibes off a guy giving you $65k of shit?
>>7576123
Depends sometimes this site detracts from time I could be spending irl doing more meaningful stuff. It does sometimes make me sadder
>>7576122
Are you familiar with the term fake it til you make it?
>>7576128
Yeah, but there's also the other reality:
People who judge you for bettering yourself aren't worth listening to, they're not good people.
>>7576117
He takes advantage from people who try to take advantage of others I guess.
Both sides seem equally scummy.
Good thing you figured it out soon enough.
>>7576117
So you're telling me I don't need $65k to date cute girls?!
I can get away with headpats & cooking for them?!
I am sorry to hear it happened to you, we all get taken advantage sometime in life, you have to live and learn but don't shut yourself out.
>>7576137
im too scared to fake it so I can't make it
Would you fuck Mei? I'd fuck Mei.
>>7576137
>literally nobody will judge you
>e-except these people, but their opinions don't count!
To each their own, I guess. It's a free country.
>was gonna wear a skirt and socks that match my top
>freka out and wear grey jeans
,_,
>tfw saying desu in day to day conversation out of habit
I really need a new hobby...
>>7576137
I mean this place helped improve your life in some way at least, you wouldn't have met vancouver anon.
You've also done really stupid stuff with drugs in real life before, that's equally a waste of life in its own regard.
>>7576108
I'm actually aware I've become some sort of meme machine sprouting left wing shitposts and lewdness. So I'm not saying that at all.
>>7576115
I dunno, I think I made a few friends here, but what are friends, really? Can we be friends if we never interact in real life and care for each other? We all have our lives and IRL problems. Most of us are oblivious to the amount of shit some else is going through.
>>7576137
>It took you this long to get bad vibes off a guy giving you $65k of shit?
Lmao. I got sketchy vibes a day after we first talked. I just had no reason to dispute what amazon was saying. It was one of those, "see it to believe it" kind of things. I've never really spent much time with Amazon and so when amazon confirmed that the items from my wishlist were purchased it was sort of a mind fuck.
>>7576138
Yeah. Worst he got was some video of me. Eww eww eww lol definitely gonna never try private cam whoring again.
>>7576140
>I am sorry to hear it happened to you, we all get taken advantage sometime in life, you have to live and learn but don't shut yourself out.
>don't shut yourself out
I actually really appreciate this. I've beat myself up over this for the last 12 hours. I feel like I want to push everyone away and die in a hole of embarrassment and shame.
>>7576153
this desu
>>7576137
I've tried it but at some point it just becomes apparent to the other person that I dont really want to get to know them or have them know me
I do chat with people at work (its the kind of job where you barely see your coworkers) and with customers
But nothing more involved than that
>>7576153
I just go stuck saying wew, but at least that doesn't sound as weird.
>>7576117
Wow, I'm so sorry about this Zhe. I get this bullshit all the time on Okcupid. Don't feel bad and/or disgusted. People are assholes. It's god you found out in time.
>>7576153
it's a common phrase in english-speaking countries, though it might be a bit weird if you're not in one of those
>>7576145
Chronic depression isn't exactly what I'd call stable
>>7576143
There's a difference between being incapable of something, and being fully convinced that you're incapable of it. You're in the latter camp.
>>7576154
Yeah it's a mixed bag
I would never suggest using 4chan as a place to make irl friends but that's sort of what's happened.
Plus I've basically cleaned up and quit the drugs because of events set in motion through this general.
>>7576150
Part of life is learning to ignore haters, especially the people that would judge you for improving their life.
Random internet strangers on 4chan fall pretty low on the list of people that have a stake in my life.
>>7576174
Like all things, it's what you make of it. I think it'd be nice to meet someone on here though, we're bound to have some common interests, which I find hard to do with a lot of people irl.
>>7576174
it's not my fault im depressed..
>>7576169
Thanks for the love and no bully. It's actually pretty shocking to me the lengths a man would go to for free cam sex. Eugh... I'm gonna have to live with the sound of him orgasming from exploiting me for the rest of my days.
>It's good you found out in time.
Yeah, some girls have reported working with him for like 1-2 weeks and shit. He even managed to trick professional cam whores.
Here he is on a blacklist:
xxxblacklist.tumblr.com
/post/117008888404/also-i-was-scanning-through-here-and-i-saw-a
>>7576174
desu your just saying platitudes
>>7576182
no bully of course, but did you not think it was slightly odd that a guy you knew for a few days bought you $65k worth of stuff in exchange for a bit of camming? did he pretend to be a saudi prince or something?
desu desu desu
>>7576195
desu
>>7576196
desu?
>mfw just spent $12 on KSTV because noone is seeding it on Pirate Bay
>>7576198
anime girl with different color eyes
>>7576182
you know he's exactly the kind of person to record your skype show right? :\
>>7576180
I'm not going to go in circles on this
The original point you tried to make was that you weren't unstable in response to me saying lack of irl interaction makes people unstable. You haven't exactly shown that lack of irl interaction is helpful when you're chronically depressed.
>>7576192
Tell me specifically what is stopping you from going outside? What is the actual threat to your safety? You're fully convinced you're incapable of leaving your room, but nothing is actually stopping you.
65
thousand
dollarydoos
>>7576208
i get panic attacks and shutdown and someone calls 911 and im stuck in a hospital for the rest of the day
>>7576203
desuused
>>7576192
Elanna's retarded for more reasons than you could count on a centipede's legs, but you're even more of one if you're not at least trying to do anything to change your circumstances, given that you do nothing but complain here all day.
>>7576174
It's really fucked up Elanna. Maybe it's the fact that I'm not fulltime and I'm afraid of my life even going out girl mode. There a couple of people to whom I'm out to t they don't understqnd reqlly all this trans bullshit.
My best friend from school won't even talk to me after I started hormones because she doesn't think they're right for me. And my other friend to whom I'm out to lives in portland
So yeah, I guess I'm sort of stuck with my E friends. And I guess I've lost my two oldest friends and dearest from here.
There's still e- people who I love and are awesome. But still.
>>7576208
Something might just exist in your head, but it doesn't mean it's not real.
Being overwhelmed with anxiety by going outside might as well mean there's a physical wall there.
>>7576194
Nah, I definitely thought it was strange but I never thought it was impossible. He said he was disabled and got his money through a malpractice lawsuit. Honestly the Amazon thing is what tricked me so well. Why tf would Amazon give an identical message for purchased elsewhere vs purchased in cart.
It wasn't until I started testing Amazon wishlist with a $0.01 paperclip that I started to realize how exactly it worked.
Basically Wednesday I cammed with him, Thursday I did nothing, Friday morning I got on cam clothed and by then I was pulling the plug on it all. Friday evening found him on a scam registry.
>>7576213
And the only way to get over that hump is to force yourself to face it until you get desensitized to it. Simply saying "I can't" will never ever change anything.
>>7576208
idk when I think of an unstable person i think of someone with some kind of psychosis or eccentricity
>>7576117
I'm sorry, but if you used a Amazon wishlist he might have your read address and anything.
Please be careful.
https://parkerhiggins.net/2016/01/earlier-amazon-backdoor-exposed-wishlist-mailing-addresses/
>>7576231
very depressed people are also unstable
>>7576182
>I'm gonna have to live with the sound of him orgasming from exploiting me for the rest of my days.
there could have been worse consequences. just give it some time and you'll think of it as just another mistake you did while being young.
>>7576216
;_;
That's fucking hard there's no two ways about it. Eventually I'm sure you'll find new people irl who aren't going to judge you for being trans. It's not so much this site that's responsible for that, but life circumstances beyond your control
>>7576231
There's more than one way that mental instability manifests.
>>7576224
Out of curiosity, what's the most you've ever got from camming? Do you ever pull in anywhere near that amount?
>>7576182
Zhe, don't let this toxic victim blaming get to you.
Being an untrustful person is no way to live. Could you have been more careful? Hindsight is always 20/20 and it's BS.
I think you're a cool girl. You've been through some rough shit in your life and still you've managed to keep your heart without distrust.
This asshole will have moved on from you and to another victim. Don't waste your time on a shit person or blaming yourself. Focus on the beautiful stuff you do that gives so many people joy (at least me lol. Awesome music btw.)
>>7576237
Thank you. Yeah, I did a lot of research into the Wishlist address thing and what not. He shouldnt be able to get my address because the way to get it now from a Amazon wishlist is to actually move forward with the order from a third party source. He never moved forward with any of the orders so he shouldnt have my address.
>>7576205
yeah, literally disgusts me. Guess that's what I get for being totally naive and green in the world of sex work.
: (
can we have a depression and mental instability edition for the next thread
>>7576247
well then how do i stop being this way
>>7576254
hugg
>>7576253
Wow I can't imagine how you must feel now.
>>7576252
>Being an untrustful person is no way to live.
It is when you work in the sex industry
http://www.strawpoll.me/12106914
http://www.strawpoll.me/12106914
http://www.strawpoll.me/12106914
>>7576265
>>7576268
wtf is going on here?
>>7576243
Yeah, true. I'll move on but last night I couldn't sleep thinking about all the things he said in retrospect of knowing his motives and con. It makes my skin crawl.
>>7576248
I've never cam'd for anyone before in my life. I was 100% new to it. I've sold some pics to guys on Overwatch for ~$20 but just weak stuff.
>>7576252
Sass, that all means a lot and its what I needed to hear. It's so disgusting to me someone like this could exist.
>victim blaming
so true, but it still feels like it was all my fault. :(
>managed to keep your heart without distrust.
My biggest weakness. :\
>Focus on the beautiful stuff you do that gives so many people joy
Will do. I do worry that he can find me or blackmail me since my
art work is so public. Would hate to be 10 years in the future and this creep tries to blackmail me with videos of myself.
>>7576272
Sex work is really hard and to you need a mental toughness that not many people are capable of.
>>7576285
It feels like your fault, because that's just our brain trying to get control of the situation. We hate uncertainty and we have all sorts of tricks and habits that give us comfort of being in control of our lives. It works awesomely when we can attribute a triumph to our hard work and persistence but not so much when people take advantage of.
>managed to keep your heart without distrust is my biggest weakness.
Don't, this is what makes you a beautiful and real person. I'm the same way and you know what? I prefer to believe in people, because if they lie to you they're the assholes.
>Blackmail
Don't give a second thought to this, I guess we're already on the outs because we're trans. People who care about those type of blackmails already assume we're degenerates.
But fuck, I mean. YOU figured it out. That's pretty kickass in my book.