/mtfg/: Male to Failure General

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I am the tower

>>7561701
hey olive

nth for olive is a good olive girl

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>tfw pretending to be male at a party

kill

me

>>7561707

Smiles, why do you not think you are cute?

>>7561709
r u neptune

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>>7561711
Im terrible
>>7561710
am I a hon

>>7561705
im keep losing more and more weight and it still won't all go away..

i thought it would be gone by the time i became underweight

xth for olive is my friend

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I am the free one

>>7561681
thanks eva but that isnt what i rlly want to hear rn
>>7561690
i need pills to make my estrogen levels normal
>>7561688
i know
>>7561691
didnt do anything
nothing can ffect me now i dont think
i feel so empty

>>7561714
because im not?????
ask anyone who has seen me irl

>>7561723
Disagree.

>>7561718
budd oliv

>>7561718
how are you?

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I am the stable

>>7561714
compliment fishing lol

>>7561726
t-thats not how this works

>>7561724
Why isn't your tulpa babygrinch?

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neptune <3

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnkMSmLc6mM

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and the vision of god

>>7561736
juni qt

>>7561732
she would NEVER do such a thing!

>>7561737
oooo grace too

>>7561738
and nepnep

good thread

what's mtfg listening to?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkru_dpu9mw

>>7561745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OC_ljoPFjak

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>>7561730
Depressed
I had an awful day with awful family and awful housemates
>>7561727
nim is cool

>>7561720
hi rinnie

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I am the spiral

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>tfw genderbent male edits of female anime character themes
Is being homoflexible a thing like heteroflexible is? I'm not into real dudes, but I would definitely let a 2D dude cum in my ass.

>>7561745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwUbTpzBR2k

don't ask :/

>>7561745
punk bands that all sound the same
>>7561702
you've done some cool shit

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>>7561749
pretty

>>7561737
Spooky.
>>7561745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZuxNcJHJng

>>7561748
im sorry your day was bad
i hope you feel better soon

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>>7561750

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I am the scattered

>>7561745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFKmG7A-pzA Drunk Chaser has been putting me onto sick tunez

now if only he'd put me onto his DICK ;^)))))

>>7561674
But my best needs to be better, it needs to be the best of everyone. Especially if I want to even think about keeping you safe ;_;

>>7561701
>Feeling Great Edition
I do not know these feels.

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>>7561737
that is terrifying D:
you had to be in that?
>>7561745
I LOVE THAT SONG
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIZdjT1472Y

>>7561758
and sophie too!!

good thread

>>7561723

I mean, I've seen a bunch of the pictures you've posted on here, and every time I see your face I think you're fucking adorable...

What part of you doesn't look cute?

>>7561732

Kek, I'm not Smiles. But I am trying to flirt with her.

>>7561745
https://youtu.be/RgKKgzVhMgY

>>7561756
Thanks Smiles

I hope you can start feeling good about yourself soon

You deserve it

>>7561748
>depressed
oh
hugg
my family isn't awful but sometimes they can be. Do they missgender you a lot?
i need to start practicing my voice and will start doing so today

>>7561759
>>7561749
>>7561738
>>7561731
>>7561721
>>7561709
hugg

>>7561745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNQD6oj8nBo

>>7561748
olive is neat

>>7561763
I think it's somewhat plausible that nick drake was trans to be quite honest

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this is gonna be pretty silly but im feeling really depressed rn
things were cool and then i orgasm'd and now im all sad
rip

>>7561745
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVs-6v0Jon0
>>7561763
>you had to be in that?
Thankfully no, I'd lose it if I ever heard it in person, literally the spookiest siren i've ever heard and i've gotten bored and listened to sirens and numbers stations and shit

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>>7561758
I'm not into men, but I want to feel warm, sticky cum inside me. Why? What is this?

>>7561764
Don't forget nim :D
u make it that much more lovely u

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I am the shredded

>>7561765
i'm saying that's what she's doing, also nice flirting with a 15 year old?

being cute doesnt mean passing
smiles is cute but doesnt pass.

>>7561748
>Depressed

that's cause you're a hon

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>>7561775

>>7561765
she's like 9 years old anon

>>7561768
I met up with my aunt and she constantly deadnamed me and made a huge deal out of it when I told her that it upset me and caused a massive scene in the middle of a coffee shop in the city so I left her there and got pills.

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And the despot beyond

oh shit theres a biggass spider above my monitor on the wall

its one of those that have really small bodies but massively long thin legs

im kinda spooked

>>7561784
oh :(
that's really shitty. Leaving her was the correct move.

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>>7561781

>>7561778

Wait... she's jailbait?

>>7561788
just scream at it to heck off that usually works for me

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>>7561773
Yes
Following in his mother's footsteps of depression and him being such a qt femboi
yes
I listened to that album one day i decided to hike a mountain by myself on the drive up and i replayed that song like 5 times
>>7561785
yr a cute grill
sweet as can be

>>7561792
yes, and compliment fishes, welcome to mtfg

>>7561783
I know. I'm not into men at all, and if my girlfriend was trans I definitely would not want her to dick me. Is it possible to be a lesbian with a semen fetish? Grace is AAP, so...?

>>7561788
Aw Sertii that's just a daddy long legs! They can't even bite you, they're cute af.
They'll even catch mosquitoes for you.

gosh hecking darn it ada!

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I am a thief

neptune makes yummy food

>>7561747
please tell me what you think about this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQCkKyjasNs&feature=youtu.be

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>>7561733
>t-thats not how this works
Oh, sorry.
Smiles is an ugly h-hon >.>
Is that better?

>>7561737
Holy shit that is horrifying. It reminds me a bit of this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2d8psT-YLA

>>7561745
>what's mtfg listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBCuM4Zl0CY

>>7561774
>now im all sad
*hugs*

tfw no one likes u

>>7561799
w-w-what did I do o.o

heck

>>7561792
for the record i think she deserves the positive attention, she probably doesn't get much irl

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I am a killer

>>7561808
I like you nim. But for reals, why do I want cum in my ass if I don't want dick? And why do 2D guys turn me on when 3D guys can't?

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>>7561808
I like you a lot

>>7561808
I LIKE U

I love nim!
>>7561810
stop swearing in front of babbi nimmi

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I am a father

>>7561765
thats only pictures
irl is a different story alltogether
>>7561807
yes much better than kyou
>>7561808
i like you nim

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>tfw guyfriend is pushing me to improve myself but i feel really lay and dun wanna
Exercise and makeup are for nerds
>>7561807
>Holy shit that is horrifying. It reminds me a bit of this:
Christ that's some horror movie stuff
I kinda want to make a deeply unsettling horror movie with stuff like that
No jump scares, just things that really fuck with your psyche and leave you with that something's behind you feeling for a while
>*hugs*
*hugs*
>>7561808
You're pretty alright nim

>>7561808
Same :/

>>7561818
mommy

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>>7561820
grace

did you finally clean your room

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>>7561824
ive been busy and sick go away

>>7561819
you are cute in pictures

irl you are also cute

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Like the many, insignificant

>>7561814
idk seems kinda gay

tfw i'm no one

>>7561831
no juni is cool

>>7561831
youre everyone
>>7561829
united the many are entirely significant

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I am the demons

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>>7561831
i know this feel very well

>>7561834
and then anon was a zombie

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>>7561829
Existential crisis time
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1fJoBDP6Fo

>tfw you can't sleep
>tfw can't stop thinking about how mediocre tomorrow will be, just like every other day

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neptune plz stop posting spirals

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I am but mortal flesh

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>>7561793
im not that scared of them
just creeped out by insects in general
i think it went into my closet now, i'll just let it hang around there

>>7561798
they look creepy af tho
like i remember i was reading a book on the ground when i was a kid and one of those randomly walked over my book and i freaked the fuck out.
plus there aren't any mosquitoes in this country, like, at all. It's kinda freaky.
>>7561805
i like it!
i preferred the middle part, that's mostly the sort of stuff i've been listening to lately, the rest was more "involved" if that makes sense.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbWS0j2fulY

>>7561820
> i feel really lay and dun wanna
iktf

>>7561808
>>7561822
>>7561829
>>7561831
stop
you're all cuties

>>7561811
I suppose... she's too cute to be too young tho :(

>>7561819
So you're just super photogenic?

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I am no beauty

>>7561838
bad feels nim
https://youtu.be/9q6WmKCMUYw

>tfw no matter how close you shave you still have a five-o-clock shadow

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>crushing dysphoria prevents me from building intimate relationships
>lack of intimate relationships causes crushing loneliness
>crushing loneliness causes crushing depression

what did my brain mean by this

>>7561846
iktf!

>>7561848
i think ive forgotten how to make friends

>>7561849
how do you hide it

i wish i had makeup

>>7561846
ayyyyy
Plucking helps with this a bit but god damn is it time consuming and it can lead to really dry skin

I really want laser

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=feA64wXhbjo
im lonely and confused

>>7561845
this is slow tortoise

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And like all, i will pass

>>7561853
what if you like

epilate your face

>>7561858
bad for your facial skin

>>7561858
bad
>>7561855
artsy long intro :(

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I am a hunter

>>7561858
There are extensions for some epilators for just that

get ready for pain though

>>7561861
greetings good hunter
>ywn be a living doll ;_;

>>7561859
>>7561860
then how do you do it

>>7561852
laser
>>7561860
i like this a lot
also
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtMFhMzenkQ

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>>7561762
do your best!

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>>7561854
Don't be so lonely, Grace. You're pretty good.

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Who fancies as prey

>>7561865
your options are either makeup or laser i think
aren't you getting laser later this year?
>>7561866
sick shit

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>>7561869
yeah
i just
want a fresh perspective on some things id rather not talk about here
im unsure about some stuff that i shouldnt be

>>7561869
i really like this image

>>7561872
>>7561869
also i forgot to tahnk you
im selfish and dumb im sorry

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I am a drifter

>>7561875
drift into my arms

>>7561871
i hope so

we'll see if that groupon actually works

>>7561827
am not
u lie
>>7561842
not that either

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is it possible to be alone but not lonely

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As lonely as the stars

>>7561875
this is my favorite one so far

>>7561877
if it doesn't then just burn the place to the fucking ground
>>7561879
there is tasteful solitude
but only because of moderation

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I am what others make me

>>7561879
Not in my experience..

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>>7561841
thank you :) I kinda know what you mean with involved. I'll let you know when we(I make this with my best friend) upload another song. also I have this as a custom made cd.

>>7561879
from point a to point b oh i know
lots of points with no points in between for me


so lonely but never alone i know
i'm at my house but i wish that i were at home

>>7561882
yeah that sounds sane

is it bad that the biggest reason why i wouldnt do it is because id have to interact with people

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I am what i have been

>>7561887
well i can relate
anxiety is a fuck
i missed out on life because of it

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I've more faces than reason

>>7561890
iktf..

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i wish it wasnt so cold out
and i wish i knew how to defend myself
i used to go out for walks late at night as a gu y
it was really peaceful seeing what the world is like when everyone sleeps

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Yet i'm fragile as glass

>>7561893
i'm trying to get fucking medicated for that shit
probably gonna get ill-obtained xanax to use for it's intended purpose

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more musics :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ntcVE3AQsg

>>7561897
i cant get into xanax

i have enough problems i don't need a drug problem too

>>7561898
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mbBbFH9fAg

>>7561897
this will not end well for you

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I've no purpose nor reason

>>7561900
this was CONSTANTLY on the radio in my home town growing up

>>7561899
understandable
i need to figure out something though
it's not like i can really fuck things up more

>>7561905
the way people talk about their past drug habits leads me to believe it can get worse

im debating whether or not to get anti-depressants again

>>7561904
Do you live in western Washington?

>>7561902
how so
i think i have self control

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Yet i find here i am

>>7561885
oh that's awesome!
I've listened to that at least 10 times by now :)
I'm awaiting more from you.

>>7561907
nope :(

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>>7561872
>>7561874
You're not dumb. You deserve good things.
>>7561873
I like the /u/ undertones of it, but goddamn was the Chicom military aesthetic good. Too bad they were Maoists. Digiflora girl in this pic has cute hair, too.

>>7561878
no lie

>only transgirl in texas is a massive slut
why?

>>7561908
being on xanax has been known to have a negative effect on ones self control

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I've no will for more than musings

again
smiles is cute but doesnt pass

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>>7561915
people hopped up on benzos can and do literally walk into stores and offices and just steal things because they have a total lack of self consciousness or shame.

Xanax turns you into Mr. Stealy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34WL_07WEIs

>>7561906
i don't think anti-depressants will make things worse
>>7561915
o

>>7561912
>goddamn was the Chicom military aesthetic good
right??? I want one of those hats desu

>>7561911
Ah. The song was exceptionally popular around here as they were a local band.

>>7561898
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGXeviNOtcM

>>7561919
i meant the xanax

i just dont want to be dependent on a drug

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>>7561904
yea
i used to have a little radio in my room
and id play the local rock station all night
>>7561912
oh, it's /u/, friend. im sorry, i always hate having these moments in front of ya
digiflora girl is cute, i really wanna score some mountain flora though, but i can never find it in my size

>>7561906
Get anti-depressants and do not do drugs. I was a high-functioning pill junkie as a teenager. I had the AP classes and the Scholarship Federation membership and the 3.98 cumulative GPA and all that, but I was spending my free time fucked up on oxycodone painkillers and ruining all of my relationships with family and friends. Then, when I got clean, my remaining "friends" left me because I "got boring" (i.e. I didn't do drugs anymore and therefore didn't share my drugs with them anymore). Drugs are bad.

>>7561921
grunge was the scene in the 90's
most rock stations across the country at least play it often

>>7561913

yes lie

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some drugs are good!

>>7561923
as it stands your mental health seems pretty dependant on two lil druggos already

>>7561929
nop

>>7561917
no im not either

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But in the end, nothing matters this way or that
It's all only dreams projected into a dreamscape
A reality of false realisms to bring you to the real world
Delusions of dreams of manipulating reality
Is the only reason i am still real in this one

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>>7561928
>grunge was the scene in the 90's
yea, i remember hearing it a lot more when i was younger
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8hT3oDDf6c

>>7561878

If you are not super photogenic, how do you end up cute in all of your photos?

>>7561936
>inb4 but im not

>>7561930
like est

>>7561930
Recreational drugs are stupid

>>7561927
i was always weary of trying drugs

>>7561939
poppin progys

>>7561931
i guess so

they're not addictive though

>>7561943
awwww yeeeee

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>>7561941
only if you use them stupidly

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is it weird that every time i see a guy irl now i keep thinking about how fucked their facial structure would be if they were a tran

>>7561948
if it's bothering you then you should probably spend a little less time on here

generally things only become an issue if they interfere with your day to day life

>>7561920
The Mao caps? They're cheap as fuck online. The factories that used to make them for Mao's boys kept on making them for export to Western collectors after the contract with the PLA ended. You can get newly-made ones to the same milspec standards as the originals, and often from the same exact factories. The same goes for other popular Chicom gear, like their Type 56 and Type 81 chest rigs. I just wish I could own a legit Type 63 in the US. There's fucking none of them in this country, and there never will be considering the ban on Chinese firearm imports.
>>7561924
It's okay, Grace. I have my own moments on here, except nobody ever knows it's me because anon. Mountain flora is pretty cool, but it was low production for special purposes. I just wish they made those MVD Kamysh assault vests with pockets for subgun mags. They just come set up for AK mags, sadly.

>>7561946
Nah I disagree, all of them are stupid regardless of how they are used.

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>>7561951

>>7561944
are anti-depressants addicting to you?
>>7561948
i'm like dude your fucking brow is ridiculous

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If only i could escape this reality and leap into the dream world where the only thing real is that i am who i am in my dreams.

>>7561951
how so

>>7561935
alice in chains is beautiful

grunge was/is my alibi for having long hair

>>7561955
they have withdrawals so maybe

im not on anti-depressants now though

>>7561959
well you mentioned going on them again so i was wonderig if you had a negative experience in that regard

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>>7561949
no, it's not really an issue. It's just kinda funny i feel.

>>7561955
right??? and your chin is huge wtf there's no way you can pass without ffs bro

>>7561950
now that you say i actually have seen it quite often, so it shouldn't be too hard to get a hold of. But yeah, they are maoists, i'll just get a ushanka or pic related

>>7561954
Not liking drugs makes me a troll?

>>7561961
yeah i had a bad withdrawal experience when i was on them in high school and they just made me feel nothing rather than feel more happy

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>>7561948
honestly
i look at cis girls and try to imagine them as guys
it helps me feel better about transgirls
>>7561950
the rarity is reflected in the price, that stuff costs upwards of a hundred bucks
as for SMG mags
what SMGs does russia even use
I know there's some modern ones like the PP-19/-01 but I struggle to think of more
>It's okay, Grace. I have my own moments on here, except nobody ever knows it's me because anon.
well if im around you can talk to me
i dunno if ill be able to help but id sure like to
>>7561958
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODTv9Lt5WYs
it just brings me back some memories of my dad being in a good mood and playing music in the house and AIC would come up often

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>ywn marry a rich wallstreet entrepreneur

>>7561964
no its just a prank ;-;

>>7561967
true
actually when i was in greece in the holidays i was surprised at how many cis girls had a very prominent brow bone that i'd never noticed before.

neptune u dweeb

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>>7561968
i might not do that but
a pretty hard working and successful guy likes me
holds 2 jobs right now and wants to start his own company
granted it would be vidya gaemz but if that doesnt work out i dont doubt for a second he wouldn't find something else to do and succeed at it

>>7561966
oh that sucks
nost psychs are gonna recommend that you keep experimenting with different anti-depressants until you find something right for you

>>7561957
Escapism or entertainment by chemical manipulation seems pretty stupid to me is all.
Just look at how many people here are dependant on their xanny or are strung out on psychedelics or what have you.
It's stupid.

it's just a prank bro haha

>>7561973
Juniper you druggie

>>7561976
yes

my psychiatrist at the time would spend about five minutes with me and then escort me out

my psychiatrist now is a lot better but my experience with them left me hesitant to go on anti-depressants again

>>7561978
did you ever get around to snorting that estrogen?

>>7561969
You are really hard to read
Most the time i can't tell whether or not you are trying to be an asshole

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im not a druggie i'm a psychonaut

>>7561983
yeah like 2 or 3 weeks ago

>>7561984
i shroud myself with infinity layers of irony to function in life
>>7561978
i hate pranksters

>>7561986
proud of u

>>7561986
show tits

>>7561900
>>7561935
>>7561967
90's music gives me so many feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJ9E0mC9Cwk

>>7561967
I used to have really severe social anxiety. Like I would start tearing up if someone I didn't know started talking to me.
Stuff like aic helped me overcome that because I could talk to other kids about music.
jar of flies is their best album imo
>>7561981
>>7561985
this

Neptune is afraid of mind alteration

>tfw HRT and /or or depression killed your libido but you still fap more than most of your male friends

>>7561988
thanks babe

>>7561986
Are you feeling any better after your nudepost escapade the other day burch

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mtfg this is a really cozy night with (u)
>>7561990
i wanna hold the hand inside you

2deep

>>7561991
You are literally no different than the pot heads you see yourself as being above.
Justify it however you want though ¯\_(シ)_/¯

>>7561996
neptune

have you ever done psychedelics

>>7561997
No. Don't plan on it either.

my crotch hurts

>>7561993
kind of
i have meltdowns frequently 8)
i always did this "do something stupid then have a self-hating fit and try to get banned" thing but recent moodswings have made it like
several magnitudes worse
it's pretty fun

>>7561998
that's cool and I respect that, but you shouldn't write it off until you've tried it desu

>>7561998
honestly i never did drugs before but I tried LSD and it was pretty great. Im not saying i had profound mind altering experiences or whatever but I felt amazing. Idk whats that wrong with that.

Having an existential problem right now where I'm trying to be more positive with regards to my self-perception, and it's working because people really like me now, and they want to hold me and touch me and love me, but I keep having these huge, cloudy thoughts about how I just don't know if I can make it past 30. Hanging is the latest kick because I'm fascinated by slip knots aesthetically.

>>7562001
That's an incredibly silly argument. I have every right to knock something without trying it because i see what it does to other people and do not want to be a part of that.

>>7562003
see >>7561977
I'm clearly in the minority here on mtfg when it comes to drugs, but still.

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>>7561992
what do you fap to?
>>7561996
I was one of them. People under the influence of a substance constantly make bad decisions generally. I am me. I am not a stoner anymore. It's been over 6 months and I'm probably not going to take cannabis for a long time.

I consider myself above my old habits. But yes I am equal to everything else in this world.

>>7562004
why not wait until yr 29 to plan it out?

>>7562004
iktf except nobody touches or loves me. I guess I'm not supposed to get old.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NT4iqMDRqj8
goodnight

>>7562007
it depends
lately i've had a resurgence of gay furshit
before that i had a week or two where only people i know could get me off

>>7562006
it's important to talk specifically about drugs, since they have widely varying risks and benefits. Most people in here for example take steroids. The term 'recreational drugs' is ridiculously broad and literally encompasses everything from caffeine and alcohol to Heroin.

I also don't need to try heroin to know it's bad, for the same reasons that you posted. With LSD, Psilocybin, MDMA, and a few others it's not as clear cut.

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what are your recent purchases /mtfg/ ?
>tfw realized again 1997 is 20 years ago

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>>7562006
Your lack of desire to further investigate the subject devalues your argument to us. Different drugs are different. Xanax is a notoriously difficult drug to withdraw from and it's socially acceptable in our culture. Psychedelics can be dangerous but some like certain acids are completely harmless and imho it's silly to be afraid of something like that. Of course you're not trying very hard to understand the substance.
shrug emoji
sad face
>>7562013
oh
huh

>>7562013
Hey glad to see you're okay birch :)

>>7562019
fuck i'm going to kill myself now

>>7562018
i mean...
you asked..........

>>7561967
The ones I'm aware of them using these days are
>9mm AKs
>SR-2 Veresk (heather plant)
>AEK-919 Kashtan
>Kedr
>OTs-02 Kiparis
>PP-2000
I'm pretty sure that most of these are only really used by OMON, MVD, various police, and GRU. Subguns don't see much use anymore.
>>7561962
Go with some JNA surplus. You can just smell the misery on it.

>>7562007
Mostly a difficulty with patience. I've already almost killed myself a few times, so it doesn't seem hard to me. And because of that, it sometimes just feels overwhelmingly urgent. Plus, at the moment, I'd like to not die so other people can continue to be happy with me.

>>7562009
*hugs*
It will happen for you, don't worry. People are needy things and they always come around.

>>7562007
Buying drugs you can't afford and growing them in your house and talking about wanting to do them all the time and pushing them on to others is exactly what any druggie does.
The only thing you've changed is the substance and the frequency. You still have every other bad aspect of a drug user. You just think you've escaped it because you aren't smoking all the time.

>>7562014
If someone takes a drug because they are addicted, it's clearly bad. If someone takes a drug because its "fun" or as a way to escape their problems or what have you ("escapism" as it were) then it is equally bad imho.
If someone takes a drug for a medicinal reason in a measured and monitored manner, then it is no longer recreational, that's how i see it, though the doses for any recreational drug to be used medicinally is lower than the recreational effects dosage. The act of taking it isn't necessarily what i see as bad, it's the act of seeking out the high for fun or escape, and everyone in to psychedelics does it too despite the moral high ground they love to claim over other drug users.

>>7562011
nini

>>7562006
yeah i read that but idk how to respond to "it's stupid". LSD and xanax are so different idk.

>>7562021
lol

>>7562026
people definitely take psychedelics for fun and escapism, but also for introspection and meditation. I don't really see anything 'bad' with any of that \_(ツ)_/¯, escapism is everywhere in books, movies, music, and a ton of other things that humans do

>>7562018
If a drug is difficult to withdraw from then one should be inclined to not start taking it in the first place. Why take something you'll be addicted to unless you have to? Most all psychological medications are solutions to the effects, not the cause and therefore i don't think they are something anyone has to take.
The harm is so much farther beyond its effect on physiology, and that is where i think you are blind, so you saying my point is devalued is pretty silly and ironic.
I am not afraid of psychedelics and i have done plenty to understand them, if you're going to be a bitch about it go talk to someone else.

>>7562026
>equally bad
yep someone who wakes and has to immediately shoot up with heroin to not get sick is pretty much the same as someone who smokes weed occasionally

>>7562024
*hugs back*
maybe someday. I just want someone to hold me at night. but I'm happy that I got friends at least.

>>7562020
Friend no don't kill yourself :C

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>>7562016
um
i bought some cds a few months ago
murmur
to the faithful departed
and some others
i'm broke
daft punk is good tho
>>7562020
i'm not judging u
i just idk what to say to that
I have problems masturbating to people i know usually
like once i actually start getting to know them it actually takes effort
i'm a freak
>>7562024
narcissism prevents self compassion sometimes.
>>7562026
coming across dmt is rare and it was 40$
growing mushrooms is interesting and a way to make money
Be glad yr not with a druggie poly slut fatass bitch then.
>>7562030
Certain psychedelics have proven to not have any negative side effects on physiology and some have long term positive effects.

>>7562027
I expanded more i what i meant here
>>7562026
>The act of taking it isn't necessarily what i see as bad, it's the act of seeking out the high for fun or escape, and everyone in to psychedelics does it too despite the moral high ground they love to claim over other drug users.

>>7562028
If you don't see anything bad with it then we are not going to agree on it, put simply.
A movie or a book doesn't alter your mind with foreign chemicals, and experience you have comes entirely from within, as it should be imo

>>7562027
I'm not kidding. I bought a JNA parka as a Christmas present for an uncle who collects military surplus a few years back. The damn thing had this musty sausage odor to it, like a very sad, hairy man's sweat. I had to wash it three times and leave it outside for week for the stench to go away.

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omg a new Slowdive song after all these years
best week ever and it's only wednesday

>>7562038
>A movie or a book doesn't alter your mind with foreign chemicals

Yes it does desu! You can also alter your mind with meditation, yoga, music, and pretty much everything else you do. Watching other people laugh or yawn triggers mirror neurons in your skull causing you to want to do those things.

>>7562036
i mean not like "friend" know
but people i could see myelf getting involved with
if there's no realism to it the friend aspect wears off

>>7562041
post song??

>>7562032
Two things can both be bad while still having different levels of severity

>>7562036
Like i said, you are going to justify it however you can to avoid cognitive dissonance either way and nothing i say will change your view so ¯\_(シ)_/¯
If you want to do those things you should stop making excuses for them and just own up to them instead.
Also don't try and pity yourself, you were always trying to push drugs on me and belittling me for not wanting to.

>Certain psychedelics have proven to not have any negative side effects on physiology and some have long term positive effects
Then it is no longer recreational and seeking a high, it is medicinal and monitored.

>>7562036
I named my friends cat murmur

>>7562050
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogCih4OavoY

>>7562033
I hope someday soon that somebody feels you all up the way you ought to be, girl. Having someone trace your curves in the dead of night can be a life-changing experience.

>>7562036
I dated a narcissist once. She is actually the one that made me feel like life isn't worth it. My desire for happiness in others is pretty selfless and sometimes even comes at my own expense. The problem is that I'm a self-conscious submissive through and through. I want to please other people as my highest desire, and that very often means that I neglect myself. That's the part I'm trying to solve, actually, trying to believe I should also live for myself.

>>7562039
that's actually pretty depressing tho ngl

>>7562050
wait wtf its Thursday

>>7562042
But all of those things rely entirely on internal neurotransmitters that aren't triggered by external chemicals.
If you want to do drugs then just own up to liking getting high and stop trying to justify it.

>>7562051
stop calling me names
when do i fucking call you names
you are being stubborn on this subject and i didn't think i was being mean and it feels like youre attacking me
yr not even trying to understand what i'm saying
fuck you
you are mean and hateful towards me
this is why i stopped talking to you

>>7562051
>equally
>different
pick one

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>>7562059
hugg juniper internet arguments are not fun :(

>>7562057
hey lauren
how are you doing

>>7562056
Lol shutup you ugly transbian hon nobody wants you around here. : )

>>7562065
i just woke up like 5 minutes ago

>>7562054
I've had that but I never had someone hold me just because they love me. I probably need to wait some time until people at my age start to have more serious relationships.

>>7562066
rude and untrue

i want sertii here

>>7562066
pls no bully

Im internet fighting
im being a retard
and im usually just an attention whore
have a good night

hugg renren
hugg ada
hugg u

>>7562067
>>7562070
hugg

>>7562072
>>7562073
hugg

>>7562059
You have been calling me names since the day we met, this isnt anything new.
You were mean to me the moment you joined the conversation, i was just reacting.
You are being just as stubborn and ignoring everything i say just the same.
I cant believe you think this way yet you act like you never do the same. You constantly bully me, you constantly belittle me, you never care what i have to say or how i feel, its always you you you.
It's always your problems, your emotions, your wants and needs, your expectations.
You're right, you aren't ready for a relationship. I'm glad you finally fucking told me why you don't like me so i don't have to listen you lying to me all the time anymore saying i love you and i want to help you. You never fucking did, did you?

>>7562066
Youre right thanks ill go kill myself now that i finally know everyone i thought that cared actually hates me

:(

wtf is wrong with the cunts in cis lesgen

>>7562079
>>7562077
pls stop nep ur doing a sad :(

>>7562086
they're lezzers
thought that was self explanatory

>>7562079
Ok Neptune KING of the sea haha.

jesus fuck

>>7562077
I always assumed you two like each other because I thought junipers name is Jupiter

>>7562092
hi

>>7562077
>transbian love problems
Eww...

Which trip is the cuddliest?

>>7562094
hi

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>>7562103
i volunteer

>>7562106
cudd

>>7562103
I'm definitely a contender

>>7562069
Not rude not untrue.

>>7562071
>n-no bully plz
Stop acting like a wimpering child, nobody talks like that irl. Also it's really weird.

I've never understood anime. Is it because I'm only attracted to men?

>>7562108
cudd

>>7562110
>>7562111

can you sperg out somewhere else

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>>7562103
Step down sluts its obviously me.

>>7562086
Angry, repressed transmen, mad they have weak girlbodies and can't win at rugby.

Okay i've blocked and removed everyone from here.
Goodbye for however long possibly forever

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>>7562116
>tfw no drunk chaser to cudd

why do i continue existing

>>7562114
Only spergs watch anime and love girls tbqh.

>>7562119
okay, bye
feel better soon
also write more, bitch

>>7562122
girls are really cute though

>>7562114
:( I just got here. I honestly want someone to explain anime to me.

>>7562119
please unblock me D:

>>7562125
If that's true why aren't I cute?

>>7562128
i bet you are

>>7562116
post dicc

>>7562126
It's just like any other medium. If you like tv there is probably an anime you like.

>>7562131
>>7562131
this tbhonest