/mtfg/ - Transwoman General

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>>7560087

>>7560087
*eastenders theme starts playing*

>tfw tranny

>>7560087
l o n d o n
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>>7560094
;~;

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time to post pictures of space

is dressing female and taking female hormones considered a "gay" thing for a male to do?

How do I tell if I'm trans or if I'm agp

>>7560094
um tr*nny is a slur and a microagression and often a sign of internalised transphobia anon so I'd appreciate it if you checked your transprivilege and didn't use triggering words

This is a safe space in case you didn't know

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I want to travel the cosmos

>>7560104
by transitioning and seeing if it's right for you
for real take hormones and if you don't like it then stop

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>>7560102
oh yes

ahhh, blergh, i want to have my bf quit his job so i can cuddle him forever

>>7560111
>>7560104

Trips confirm
Maeve is wise
Maybe speak to a doctor tho too

I've been doing something pretty gross the last few months and I feel like I need to talk about it so mind the blogpost.

I've been taking dump on girl.

It all started at this party my friends were throwing for Halloween. There was this transgirl there that has been out to everyone for the longest time so it wasn't a big deal. I hadn't talked to her much before but our eyes locked that night and before I knew it we were hitting it off.

We ended up going to her apartment and I was pretty nervous as to how the sex would work but I rolled with it. Luckily(at least I thought at the time) she laid it out that she knew this was awkward and that I had never been with a trans chick before. She actually just had a proposition for me.

"Take dump on me", she said.

I was obviously taken aback. Take dump a girl? That's the grossest thing I can think of. I was about to say no but she pulled out a wad of cash and dangled it in my face. "I will pay you 200$ a week to take dump on me", she said.

I realized why she had taken such a liking to me now. It was pretty well known amoungst my friends that I had been having troubles with my finances lately and this chick had singled me out to take dump on her for cash for this very reason.

After some talking back and forth I finally accepted the money and took dump on her. That night I felt humiliated, used and broken, but it got better.

This money I was getting for taking dump on this girl was actually saving my ass and helped me pay my bills long enough to get a real job.

My problem is now I don't need to take dump anymore because I have a job that will support me. How do you break it to someone that you no longer need to take dump on them?

Thanks and God bless.

>>7560100
wot about space music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfMg8lGv0W4
>>7560099
Yep that is correct

>>7560102
depends on the reason

>>7560109
same

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>>7560094
>tfw self hating gay man

>>7560074
>>7560081
it's not gay it's only socially taboo :(

>>7560123
HUH WHERE IS YOUR COLOUR GONE
WHO ARE YOU
ARE YOU SASSHADOW THE HEDGEHON?

>>7560125
Gay men don't have vaginas

>>7560125
Am I a gay man Elanna?

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>>7560128

>>7560123
Is that your natural hair?

>>7560130
Did you do this to get more rare sass pics >:( ?

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>>7560132
No just me

>>7560131
This one does

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Fly away with me

>>7560120
Ehh, i dont really find that song interesting

>>7560122
same. lets go to russia and get on a rocket

>>7560104
you'd know if you have agp in some form

>>7560133
no don't make me sad ;-;

>>7560137
<3 u bby

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nth for COCK

>>7560104
they are one and the same thing

>>7560139
Jungle is pretty niche
Why don't you take up model rocketry?

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>>7560141
am sorry ;-;

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>>7560139
I'm down, lets go friendpal.

Young Boy sass in 20s pic for comparisson

>>7560135
:3 wig!

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>tfw being told being a tranny is gay legit bums you out

>>7560119
I mean I've heard of poor mtf girls being treated like shit and revelling in it, but this really takes the biscuit.

>>7560148
Energia/Buran was a good launch system.

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>>7560153
why would it even matter...

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>>7560153
The issue is that you still think gay = bad

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>>7560153
AM SORRY ;_;

>>7560153
at least you're into guys so know one will know you're a faggot once you're fulltime

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>>7560145
I'm poor and stupid and live in the city

>>7560148
If we went to Russia we would launch on a Soyuz though since that's all they have.
I think they are the most aesthetic rockets, since the US only makes ugly orange and white ones now.

>>7560151
>sass
>playing bass
poetry

>>7560163
no it's okay if other people are gay just not me

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>>7560142
Did you see my boypic?

>>7560138
>Tfw Elanna says you're in a different category than her.

>>7560172
Because you're afraid

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>>7560139
me and you, straight to the moon

>>7560176
what would i be afraid of

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>>7560166
I'm fine with that.

>>7560165
im not into guys jfc

>>7560171
:3 "playing"

>>7560178
why are you so autistic about this, who gives a fuck

>>7560163
>tfw came out as as a tranny before coming out as bi
Liking men just felt even more shameful.
>>7560166
Idk about the price but I'm sure it isn't complicated, fill with powder, light match, away you go! As for you location I'm sure your local rocket club would take trips into the countryside to do launches.
I agree rocket aesthetics have gone sharply downhill.
>>7560177
>V2
>Escape velocity
Pick one kiddo

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>>7560184
>in mtfg
>asking why someone is autistic

>>7560173
lol

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>>7560178
You're afraid to be gay
You internalized too much of the homophobia that surrounded you when you grew up.

>>7560185
Hey I know that feel
The first few months of transition I was "lesbian"

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I keep picturing myself with this cute girl in one of my classes how do I stop this ;_;
>>7560143
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck

>>7560189
even if that's true i can't change that now

>>7560188
Trannies>>>>>>>>>>>>>>cissies

>>7560193
Yes you can, and you're going to have to unless you want to drive yourself completely insane

I think i just collapsed the rare sass pics market today.

;~;

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>>7560153
>wants to be a girl
>likes girls
>dislikes when people say or imply that she's gay
I don't understand.
Do you not consider it gay for girls to like girls?

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>>7560186

>>7560197
why can't i just try girls to see if that works

>>7560201
i don't know it's complicated

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>>7560177
Why do you hate me?

>>7560179
:3

>>7560185
There isn't a rocket club in town, i'd have to travel to Seattle area like an hour away...
And yea im really dissapointed in the SLS design... but weve talked about that before.

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>>7560198
yap
trippicstocks are gonna be wild all night now

>>7560198
Same thing happened to the rare shakira market ;_;

>>7560198
>>7560212
>tfw nep pics are rare and are still worthless
¯\_(シ)_/¯

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>>7560217
need to make a name for yourself first.

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need a friend to go shopping with, and practise makeup together, and stare at cute guys

..scratch that last one

I remember the first time I contemplated about touching another man's penis.

It made me want to vomit.I felt so disgusting.

But then I was like, this is perfecly normal, women like penis.

Still i dated girls and having sex with them felt so wrong. I never could become fully aroused and the only way I could come was concentrating r ally hard on being fucked as a woman.

But i guess you have to experience stuff to see what you truly like.

>>7560223
>>7560224
I've just figured out why that happens

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>>7560223
>>7560224

is someone else seeing this

>>7560225
I'm just going to be virg for life

>>7560212
At least you're here :)

>>7560215
No what? How is this possible? There's only 1 full shakira pic.

>>7560217
I'll trade u my worthless pics for yours :3

>>7560223
Have I made a name for myself?

>>7560229
yeah

>>7560217
iktf
>>7560223
>>7560224
what did you do to this site hirohito
>>7560225
how do i go out and experience stuff ;~;

tfw all the cute mtfg girls like girls

Being a cis guy is suffering.

>>7560229
Wtf? Did you post this?

>>7560209
>why can't i just try girls to see if that works
Go ahead. There's no reason not to.

>i don't know it's complicated
I think elanna's right tbqh.
It sounds like you're afraid of liking guys because of internalized (male-on-male) homophobia.

>>7560225
i watch a shit ton of sissy porn my dude.

it's all about being properly turned on in the brain.

whatever it takes is whatever it takes.

no shame my dude.

also AGP is a meme.

but whatever.

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>>7560232
yes, I know who you are, that is usually a good indicator because my memory is terrible, Ive no idea who the other person is tho

>>7560237
no the second post was someone else, but cause it was sent in the same second I guess the thumbnails got messed up? if you click on my thumbnail you get a nazigirl

>there are trannies in this thread RIGHT NOW who claim they will never lose to cock

>>7560235
I've always been very outgoing and I love to talk to people, so I guess like talk to people?

It was really hard desu. I've had sex and with 3 ciswomen, 1 transwoman and 2 men, so it's not like I have this mountain of experience.

Just be yourself and talk to people and get friends nd go ti parties and meet mor people. I don't know. Don't be afraid.

>>7560231
There are 3.

>>7560243
Phienchen?

>>7560243
Woah! That's really trippy! I guess you and anon posted at tge exact same time! Cool.

>>7560243
>but cause it was sent in the same second I guess the thumbnails got messed up?
Yeah, that glitch used to be a bit more common but still rare.
For a long time, I thought they had eliminated it completely, but I guess not.

>>7560248
If it happens, it happens
But based on my current mindset, it probably won't happen
I've more chance of going vegan

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>>7560252
yes?

>>7560254
wew, maybe I should make a screenshot

>>7560253
anon and I are now forever connected

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>>7560223
I mean i was one of the most active posters for several months so ¯\_(シ)_/¯ idk anymore
i think i'm just ugly so my pics have no value

>>7560231
no that would be a worthless trade because neither of us gains anything

>>7560255
Cock is really really really awesome.

Like bmit smells so good and you play with it and it goes hard and in that moment you know the guy wants you and only you. It's so primal and so awesome to be the object of desire. I would reccomend it to anyone.

>>7560267
I approve of this post.

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We need an established exchange rate for these rare trip pics
>>7560249
I struggle in social situations, I don't really have a friend group established and I wouldn't know the first place to go to find friends or people to talk to. Plus I feel incredibly awkward using dating sites and stuff

>>7560263
>Not wanting sass pics becauae they're worthless
;~;
If it's any consolation, yours would mean a lot to me.

>your skin is so gorgeous, your eyebrows are so arched, you nose is so delicate, what's going on?
so my mom's catching on right

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>>7560263
archive has you at 2500 posts, that isnt that much

>>7560269
you changed you mind fast!

>>7560263
that pic you uploaded to unsee put a smile on my face

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>>7560272

>>7560280
she's been in my room a couple times recently and somehow didn't find the pills
or maybe she did and hasn't said anything
hmmMMMMMM

>>7560270
I think the rarest is Syndie, the least rare is maybe her girlfriend CFH.
>>7560275
I like cock I just find women more attractive than men.
>>7560272
>tfw no-one has said anything about my appearance
Fucking teen easymoders

>>7560261
I want to force you to netflix and chill with me against your will and smoke some weed with you. Then I want to slap that butt so hard, hard enough to violently leave my hand prints on both the cheeks.

>>7560272
she did say it looks like you're transforming recently...

>>7560236
Who are the cute ones?

>>7560270
This is one of those things that the more you practice, the easier it gets.

Do you buy fast food? Talk to your server, joke about the weather, compliment them on something you like.

Sometimes you'll fall flat but whatever. It's what we're doing, but in real time.

>>7560295
you

>>7560272
the jig is up
i kept getting comments on my face, skin and nails before i came out
>tfw different person is making the same comments to me again
>>7560295
(You)

>>7560272
Maeve, you're beautiful. It'll be like obvious soon, lol.

Just be like..I guess I got it from you mom and hug her and kiss her.

looking at transition timelines is really inspiring
I'm only at 2 months...maybe I won't look like a boy with boobs and long hair forever

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>>7560291
lmao wat

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>>7560293
>>7560272

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>tfw you wake up your bfs room mates
its a feel of shame :c

>>7560267
Cock seems kinda nice, but the rest of a guy's body, not so much.

>>7560305
You said your fetishes were force, pain and violence.

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>>7560298
>>7560302

>>7560310
And drugs

>>7560308
quit moaning so loud slut

>>7560302
>>7560314
I meant to reply to >>7560300

But I agree Maeve is cute as a button

>>7560307
holy autism

>>7560316
not my fault my bf knows where im sensitive
>>7560320
yea meave is top teir girl

>>7560273
>Kayla: 33,601 posts

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>>7560323

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>>7560310
>>7560315
ya but
not like this ._.

Ive to sleep
nini

>oily nose
>wash face
>not 15 minutes later;
>oily nose

>>7560332
There are so many skincare products out there you have no excuse.

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>>7560271
ooh well... idk i just dont want to share anymore of mine

>>7560273
yea but i've only been here since september which is probably the bigger reason
and its more than that if you count the variances on my name and trip i use often enough

>>7560277
w-why? which one?

>>7560307
I want to be a Blastoise ;~;

is there any way I could get away with painting my fingernails while in boymode without people asking questions
>>7560307
me desu

>>7560334
>so many skincare products
that kinda the problem really

>>7560345
Only black.

>>7560345
I slammed my finger in a window
the whole nail turned black
desu I really like the way it looks

>>7560335
Um ok.

I think I have the depression
I feel ugly and useless and there are pimples all over my face like fuck
I have three pimples for the first time in 5 years
I'm greek
I'm not meant to get pimples

>>7560331
Damn okay I will come up with something more violent for next time.

Goodnight

>>7560355
dont be sad i just dont like pictures of myself ;-;

>>7560356
i gave you my the depression

ive been hoarding it for too long

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>>7560345
just claim youre a jojo fan

>>7560365
best buddi hanna

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>>7560367
bester buddi nim

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>>7560362
>>7560356
Best AD ever!

>>7560370
is that an anti-depressant

>>7560358
Oh, I misunderstood that completely I thought you didn't like me anymore.

>>7560309

good thing there's girls like us around amirite

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>>7560348
hm, I might go with that. Black was one of the only colors I liked the look of
I can paint them over the weekend and remove them before class on Tuesday if I end up not wanting to keep them

I just kind of want to do something because it feels shitty still being a guy in public and it's really starting to make me feel worse and worse than it used to, but I still don't pass decently enough and my voice is still nonexistent

>>7560362
Thanks nim

>>7560372
Bestest antidepressant nim. ask your doctor about it

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>>7560309
the rest of the body is the best part of the body

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Went in for my pre-op today, going to have to get surgery for my breathing problems and headaches Dx

>>7560383
omg scary :((

be safe!

>>7560379

If your boymode is kinda faggy then you can get away with painted nails all day. Whatever colors you want! It's pretty common with gay boys in my experience.

>>7560380
<3 :3

>>7560381
but i dunno if i wanna be on meds again

how does it work for you

>>7560383
What? Was it a tumor? What was the diagnosis?

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>>7560087
I have a huge prostate, do trans-grills think thats hot?

>>7560356
i will kill all your pimples to see your cute face clearly

>>7560379
I feel the exact same way.

>>7560390
You know how ADs just make you sort of numb and not sad or happy?

Well this one isn't like that, i feel energized and actually wanting to do things.

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>>7560376
dont be silly
i'd never give up on my sassy princess :3

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>>7560385
Thank you Nim!<3
>>7560391
Yes frontal Sinus and my septum is deviated :c

>>7560403
oh i have a deviate septum too

it's probably not as bad as your if you need surgery though! ;-;

>>7560400
what's your dosage

what side effects did you have

how long did it take to work

>>7560406
Mine is too bad but they figured while they're in there they'd straighten it, it's gonna be an 8 hour surgery x_x

>tfw sissy

>>7560413
so they did find a tumor?

>tfw bra is getting here 4 days early
>package is already in the suburb outside of the city
yeee I can get it tomorrow
>>7560387
>If your boymode is kinda faggy then you can get away with painted nails all day
I might be able to do that since I look slightly more andro than I used to, but I'm not really faggy in boymode. I'm just someone in jeans and a t-shirt that looks incredibly awkward and never talks
I'll give it a try but if I get that one girl to comment over and over about my painted nails I might just not do it because I feel so awkward about myself in public
>>7560397
:c
hugg
we'll both get there one day

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>tfw soggy cereal because I didn't eat it fast enough
WHY IS THE WORLD AGAINST MEEEEE
>>7560395
>pic

>>7560417
I know that word to be degredation of a male
does it have some kind of tumblr meaning too?

>>7560419
Yes in my frontal sinus near my left eye, they're going to keep me overnight since it's going to be a 7/8 hour surgery~

>>7560426
im gonna be worried about you ash :(

>>7560425
Elanna is just being a dummy.

>>7560430
I'll be okay <3 I'm going to be at the top hospital in Orange County and I will have access to plenty of meds for my pain so I will be comfortable!

>>7560417
>tfw cissy

>not eating the same thing every day for the rest of your life
shiggy diggy

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>>7560131
>Gay men don't have vaginas
What if they're ftm?

>>7560417
>Tfw sassy sissy
:3

>>7560425
But it's memes

>>7560438
Nuh uh

>>7560444
The best kind

>>7560435
How much are you paying for this?

>>7560446
yeah huh

jesus cured me

>>7560449
Nothing, I know crazy since we have an HMO. But my PCP made an authorization outside of our insurance to get it covered, he's an amazing doctor I've been with since birth so he gets things done.

>>7560383
those must have been some bad headaches, holy moly

>>7560402
:3

>>7560403
A frontal sinus tumor? Are they going to take it out? I know you'll be ok bby.

>>7560407
I'm taking one 50mg tablet a day, it took some 3 weeks to start to feel better and the first month I was on anti anxiety pills (xanax) too.

Side effects...ummm it's become difficult for me to orgasm, but that might be the hrt.

>>7560451
He cured me too I'm actually a straight boy now

>>7560461
Yes ma'am! I have been getting daily migraines that get so bad I have to lay in a dark room for a while until they go away, and don't get me started on looking at anything bright, burned my eyes!
>>7560464
Yes, they cut open the nose at the front and use some tool to cut and suck it out x.x so I'll have a small scar below my nose.

>>7560457
>>7560435
>>7560426

Oh ok. it's going to be ok.

Good thing you're getting it treated. Soon you'll be able to breathe and no headaches. :)

>>7560472
Wtf? I prayed to Jesus and the Saints and Mary every day and I didn't get cured ;~;

>>7560476
Yes! I broke my nose when I was 12 so they think that could be a part of it. But I'm just so thankful I'll be able to function soon without aspirin or nose spray.

>>7560464
i might see if i can get prescribed

i dont want to disappoint my mom by telling her im depressed though

she thought i got better a while ago

how long until I start losing muscle?
I live a very sedentary life but the muscle I gained in high school is still here

>>7560472
i think my mom might force me to go to one of those church pray the gay away camps if she found out i was a tranny

that's okay though cuz im pretty sure god is cool with traps

i heard it from some guy

>>7560490
I lost all of the "strength" I used to have 2 years ago. I should be working out.

!Grace! - Are you working out still? How's that been?

>>7560490
me 2 i have big manly muscles 2 years in HRT

>>7560487
Nim, you're going to be an adult soon and you're going to be in college, and believe me, these things will get worse when you're alone and everyone you love is far away from you.

I know your mom loves you and she wants what's best for you. I assure you that seeing you happy and engaged with life will make your mom happy, not dissapointed.

>>7560486
Oh wow! I got sceptum deviated in a fistfight when in my late teens and every time I have a cold it's almost assured I get a sinus infection. Not being able to breathe is shit. I hopw this operation increases your quality of life and I bet that scar will look cute ;)

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>next appointment for doctor scheduled for march the third
>have to hold gender dysphoria in until then
>too scared to look for therapist on my own
>need my doctor's help to refer my a good therapist
>scared and alone
What do I do until then? I feel like I am gonna explode.

>>7560513
i guess i should try it now and see if it works before i leave home

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Hopefully I can fix my sleeping tonight

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>be me a few months ago
>just friends with guy
>went to see his band play with one of our other friends
>we were all hanging out before and after
>was amazing as always
>kind of have a little too much to drink. Not falling over but a little dizzy
>supposed to walk home with female friend
>buy us two shots just before we're going to leave
>turn around, she's gone, nowhere to be found
>go up to guy, tell him my friend disappeared so I guess this is his now
>Do shot, then decide to go out for a cigarette
>I should mention that me and him are close friends already, Like totally comfortable around eachother, there's never been sparks between us but it's comfy
>He starts talking about how he loves spending time with me, and that we should more
>I drop my cigarette, when I go down to pick it up, my glasses slip a bit
>He reaches and takes off my glasses
>sparks
>"you should put these somewhere safe"
>I laugh and say yeah I'm a bit drunk, I should probably go home
>he puts his hand on my shoulder and says "are you sure you'll be ok getting home on your own"
>offers to walk me 30 minutes in the opposite direction he's going
>offers to let me stay at his because it's closer
>I say I have to go and he pulls me in for a hug
>squeezes me tight and says "be safe"

Mfw he wasn't into me after all

I'm ornery, drinking wine, & feel like angry shitposting
But the fucking thread is dead.
No chasers
No Kayla's.
Goddamnit.
I have a good half hour of vinegar in me and nobody is on.

>>7560499
You're an adult, she can't do jack shit

>>7560483
Oh, I was meming
S-same

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>>7560289
Just because something isn't rare doesn't mean it's not beautiful.

>>7560549
He's playing the slow game, you dolt.
Stop reading into things
He likes you but maybe he's having an internal battle, idfk.
Chill and keep hanging like normal.

>>7560543
Sleep.
Now.
>>7560505
Me 3
>>7560513
Sass.
Fucking....
I'm frustrated with life and mtfg is too empty to let it all out.

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thoughts?

>>7560530

Call the doctor and see if they can get you a referral earlier

>>7560513
Aww sass you make me smile so big :3

>>7560550
Want to get real angry ? Last time I saw a pic of you, I was reminded of that music video. The girl singer, not the guy. https://youtu.be/VcDy8HEg1QY

>>7560568
2agp4me

>>7560549
tbqh anon i think he likes you.

its too bad I'll be stealing anon today and cucking drunk guy friend

>>7560566
Nope. He had me around for dinner a bunch of times. We were drinking and listening to music on his couch and I tried to kiss him.
He said he didn't feel that way about me. That it was weird for him since he knew me before

>>7560561
I'd bully you irl.
Just to bully you.
B/c
I'm a mean bully
And you're rather normie
>>7560563
I like this picture.

>>7560549
cyoot

>>7560568
Polythene bag.

>>7560583
>>7560587
See >>7560585

>>7560585

Good of him to stick around and care about you. He might come around eventually, but it looks like he definitely needs time to fully process your transition. Give him time, but don't hang all your hopes on him. Might just not be into you that way.

>>7560585
>i tried to kiss him

U A U T I S T


this isnt like your animes

>>7560592
he's fallen for you tho
he's just conflicted

>>7560585
Hmm.
Welp.
Maybe you have a pseudo older brother type friend.
Either way, my go-to was to siddle up next to & cuddle into all my straight guy friends who knew I was a little wavy as a boy.
Really, I just liked the warmth.
However,
Sometimes guys aren't afraid to lose their masculinity & cuddle other bros.

>>7560585
anyway anon you should try kissing me just like in your AGP animes.

>>7560602
No
Me

>>7560606
A G P

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Why sit around being sadcunts when you can be sick cunts ditch the fag pills and lift homoz

>>7560593
Well he wasn't going to disappear. He was one of the first people I came out to.
He's just a really genuinely decent guy

>>7560595
I fucking hate myself.

>>7560599
Definitely not. He got back with his ex

>>7560600
We cuddled a lot. We'd get drunk and listen to music while I layed on him and his dog layed on us.

>>7560602
Anon come on

>>7560550

>No chasers
Oh hai!

>>7560612
our kiss can be just like in our autistic animes anon just do it

>>7560586
Yeah it's great being normie though tbqh

>>7560581
Holy fuck.
Omg
Which picture?
I mean, I can't even get mad about this.
Apart from her looking pretty femme.

>>7560612
give it time

>>7560611
tried it
made things worse
now I have ugly stretch marks too

>>7560615
It wasn't autistic anime inspired it was drunk and sloppy and autistic and I cried when he turned me down. Then he hugged me and let me sleep in his bed while he stayed on the couch

I'm literally a train wreck

>>7560611
i like being a faggot

>>7560620
this is a clear sign you didn't lift enough or get enough milk proteins

>>7560623
i think it was autistic anime inspired though senpai.

its ok bb ill make you feel reel good

>>7560611
But I embrace being a faggot

>>7560611
piggy piggy piggy

>>7560625
same
its p fun

>>7560617
You told me to not just jump on him months ago when I first posted all excited. I should have listened to you.

>>7560619
He's back with his ex

>>7560630
Just stop

>>7560637
and I'm saying give it time

>>7560611
but I already have boobs

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TFW a new daddy spends $65,000 on you in one day and literally buys you all your dream musical equipment, video equipment, a new laptop. new desktop, new monitor, plus tons of other shit.

>>7560645
??? the fuck

>>7560637
ill b waiting for you anon.

>>7560644
So do a lot of sickcunts bro just get over the gyno and get HUGE
>>7560645
Buy $2000 of milk then maybe your real daddy will be proud of you

>>7560645
/who/

I hate it when I can't choose between options for the weekend. On one side, I'm invited to the annual meeting of a society that organizes concerts, followed by an open stage party at a singer's daughter's place on Sunday. On the other, there's a fun theme party at one of the lesbian dives I go to.
The former is hit and miss, but it's usually a good opportunity to meet new, interesting faces. The latter is more immediate fun, but it's the same old crowd, but it's also in a real city and the winter sales have just started so I could go for some shopping before...
Or maybe I'll go for shopping and the open mike evening at the lesbian place on Friday and spend the weekend at that gathering. That would mean a lot of driving and I'm still tired from the flu I had...

>>7560655
i'd go with the latter

>>7560618
Don't remember which. I guess it's the hair that triggered this.

>>7560642
Nope I ruined it, now I'm that desperate weepy crossdresser fag that made things awkward

>>7560642
How do you feel about literal failures?

>>7560637
I'm sorry
You can still be friends though at least right?

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>>7560653

>>7560648
my reaction too.

>>7560653
>Buy $2000 of milk then maybe your real daddy will be proud of you
Maybe I could with my allowance.

>>7560654
Well, daddy! thats who. ;)

>>7560665
they are my kind people

>>7560667
Yeah but it's not the same. It's awkward. There's no more nights like we used to have.
And since he got back with his ex he doesn't really want to hang out with me anymore

>>7560674
omg

How did you find him?
Where?
HOW IS HE SO RICH?

>>7560678
You're really nice

why do these pills smell minty

>>7560688
are they mints

>>7560688
Mine smell like oranges

>>7560688
spiro has a minty smell

I like it

>>7560688
its a jewish conspiracy disguising dangerous drugs as candy

>>7560680
I'm sorry
It fucking sucks when you share your feelings with someone who doesn't feel the same way. Give it some time and things may get back to normal ;-;

>>7560688
they're tictacs you goof

>>7560688
Because aldactone, the princeps for spiro, had that spearmint flavouring. It's not something they'd put in newer drugs, really old-fashioned, but I suppose they want generics to be as close as possible.

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Streaming this week's mix
http://66.55.82.222:8002/stream

>>7560617
I bet that desire to change everything about your body/self is gone now, huh.
I bet you miss that uncertain/exciting early transition ambition.
Faggot
>>7560664
Well.
I'm pretty damn triggered
:^}
How dare you challenge my masculine dominance.

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I was a late bloomer
I had soo much time to start hrt before T fucked me up compleatly
Why didnt i?
Why does T have to be so damn strong?
Why...

>>7560684
He found me actually. He lives in a city away from me.

I can't talk about how he got his money but he seems ultra rich considering he just legitly spent all that today. I'm gonna make so much fking art.

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>>7560705

>>7560645
Holy shit bitch.
What do you look like

autism

>>7560718
You'd better bitch holy shit

inb4 he's the leader of a drug cartel

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>>7560724
The funniest thing is I'm basically a hon who transitioned at 24.

LUL what is life anymore

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>>7560728
Not illegal money. He told me why and how he has it. It's all legit. Mostly stocks. :O

He also wants me to find a girl I like that could fuck me for him to watch. So if any cute girls are reading this and interested. Let me know.

Were any of you guys manly men before you started to transition? It looks like most of you guys were stereotypical feminine twinks prior to transitioning so it's to be expected that you decided you wanted to become a female. But were there any of you that were actual men at some point?

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>>7560715
I'm still the most masculine BD here. Faye and you don't even come close.

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I'm probably gonna regret this one I have a bunch of stupid non-english speaking cyka blyad russians on my team but I cant help that they decided to host the russia server in fucking Stockholm giving me this sweet ass 20 ping.

>>7560737
t-that's kinda hot

>>7560739
>tfw was never a twink

>>7560737
I'll pretend to be a girl, does that count.

>>7560739
>most of you guys were stereotypical feminine twinks prior to transitioning
lel
i looked like (and still look like) a football offensive lineman

>>7560702
I just miss him so fucking much. God. Just. I miss him.

>>7560739
I looked like a man before, and I do now as well.

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>>7560739
Not really. I repressed my masculinity pretty hard before I transitioned. So I'm more masculine in presentation and attitude now than back when I was actually trying to present as male. Not to the point of going stone butch, I have standards. Yeah, I know, that doesn't make much sense.

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>>7560742

>>7560739
Hmm, I was just a kid when I was just a kid. Played with boys and girls. Didn't like football or sports, liked to play pretend mostly.
High school was.. tough. I kinda had to learn how to be normal, mannerisms, walking and talking just so the other boys would get off my back.
I remember asking my mum to change schools because I just hated everyone for making me feel bad.
From that point on I kinda isolated myself and just did my own thing, but the mannerisms I adopted stayed with me.

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>>7560739
I thought i wasnt all that fem
But looking back at pictures cant totally see why i got asked if i was gay like once a week

>>7560743
it k-k-kinda is... I don't really like girls though so it's like a punishment. >.<

>>7560752
silly, aren't you a girl tho

>>7560769
no im a tranny

>>7560771
Drop the charade. Everyone knows you're a satanic hamster.

>>7560771
>no im a girl

fixed for you, love.

>>7560549
Sounds like he likes you, brah. He's trying to keep you comfortable, but he was giving you several openings. If you like the guy, take the bait next time. Go back to his place and see where it leads you.

>>7560550
I drank a bunch of wine (I'm weak to wine) last night and I got so much hornier, it was borderline upsetting. I wound up sending candid tit photos to two friends of mine, even after I fucked my bf.

>>7560611
Because I was a sad cunt before the pills, and now I'm a sexy sad cunt, so if I kms I'll at least die beautiful.

>>7560645
Is he preparing to snuff you or some shit? Jesus.

>>7560716
Because there is no God and you are alone in an uncaring universe.

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>>7560774
:^)

>>7560776
k lets have sex

>>7560788
>tell my friend how I feel about him
>says we'd be perfect together
>invites me over to his place to cook for me not long after
>have a great night, drinking and listening to music.
>end up spending a lot of time together
>become even closer
>people start to notice something because whenever we're out in big groups we always break away
>don't know if I'm falling for him or not but he feels right
>spend tons of nights on his couch cuddling with him and his dog talking about everything over music and wine
>one night after getting too drunk I decide to just go for it
>try to kiss him.
>He immediately backs off
>Says he doesn't feel thay way about me
>I start crying because I'm pathetic.
>he hugs me and brings me up to his bedroom
>puts me in bed
>says goodnight and goes to sleep on the couch
>We stop hanging out as much after.
>I've fucked things up. Made it weird.
>he gets back with his ex
>doesn't want to hang out with me anymore

I decided to summarize the other posts into greentext

>>7560741
Faye is a Stacy now tho..
She could barely swing a hammer with grunt behind it, now.
Apparently ppl at 2nd job think I'm lezzy just from my appearance.

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>>7560796
Ow that sucks
Just take some time to heal
And it wasnt your fault, thinking that will only bring you pain

>>7560741
xcuse me im the most masculine here

>>7560800
stacy's done have girlfriends

future hon posting

>>7560741
You're a poinsettia
>>7560804
You're a goddamnd cupcake

>>7560814
a manly cupcake

>>7560814
>You're a goddamnd cupcake
aaahhh you played right into her hand
you're a puppet!
a puppet on a string!!

>>7560812
current hon posting here

>>7560796
Ouch. That's pretty painful, senpai. I hope you're alright. How long ago was this?

>>7560812
future serial killer posting

>>7560815
The manliest thing about you is when you're feeling like red velvet.

>>7560741
>>7560804
Nope. It's me ;_;

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>suspecting my dysphoria is a result of child abuse
Do i really count as trans then?

>>7560817
no you're pretty

>>7560820
The manliest thing about me is my demeanor

>>7560823
Nopee!

Suh

manly me

me manly