Start to feel disgusting

>>7557134
Go to a therapist

>>7557142
I live with my parents, I don't have the money right now and they probably don't either. Plus what kind of fuck up some feels bulimic

>>7557148
Pretty sure there are places where you can chat with actual therapists online for free or at least at a vastly reduced rate.

Google online therapy and look into reviews for any site before you try it to see if it looks legit.

>tfw no nice gay male friend who likes SU and visits me for hugs sometimes

Fucking do it op, don't be a pussy. You feel fat and disgusting for a reason. I know this is bait, but stop acting like a troubled little snowflake. Either go cram your fingers down your throat or don't. Either way, we really don't care

>>7557722
I know I'm not fat though like rationally. I'm 5'11" and 160 lbs but I still feel fat even if I can rationalize it