no breasts, no bf edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Grace grilled cheese princess
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>>7549389
fnufffffffffffffffffffb
im a tomboy
~~
Man Eva you're on top of making these threads.
>>7550268
>no breasts, no bf edition
;_;
>tfw breasts
>tfw bf (girl(male))
i wish i had that kind of autism where you didn't care about being alone and hated being touched by other people
these nights are cold and lonely
>tfw itty bitty breasts
>tfw no bf to touch them
worst feel
I'm scared
>>7550277
AND dubs.
Wow, you just get everything youu want, huh?
>>7550274
you mean tomgirl (boy)
>>7550280
Iktf
>>7550284
no.
I'm actually having a fucked up relationship problem with two people where I ought to be happy, but I somehow wound up feeling really guilty and lonely.
a girl that spends most times dressing in boys clothes and acting masculine is a tomboy
tomgirl is the opposite
>>7550289
video game hat
>>7550287
poly is disgusting
be monogamous and loyal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzqbV_nYBLg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4RAa8qwgUA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wDsk3elnv-Y
>>7550286
SAY IT
>>7550291
Jesus Christ you are insufferable. There's nothing wrong with being poly.
>>7550289
but you're a boy :^)
>>7550291
I am. That's kinda the problem, actually.
>>7550294
I feel alone, I'm worried things won't go well
>>7550303
how come you post here but you're not trans
>>7550297
>There's nothing wrong with being poly.
Does everybody go through a phase of (no offence kayla) being a gigantic whore?
Is it kind of compensation for the loss of teenage years, first romance and such?
Asking for a friend.
>>7550303
fuck off leave maeve alone
>>7550290
yeah
traditionally boys clothing
>>7550293
I'm a tomboy(male)
>>7550292
stop
>>7550294
yeah it was tons of fun
like holy shit a lot of fun
i got extremely plastered and drunk though
blacked out completely x:
>>7550298
My chromosomes do disagree, but my body doesn't.
Still more of a girl than you ^_^
>>7550297
Everything is wrong with poly.
>>7550299
Then there shouldn't be a problem.
Tell the other person you aren't a degenerate and you're monogamous
>>7550310
yes
but those were my teenage years
ages 14-16 were the worst.
i can shitpost really fast with a 4chan pass
>>7550313
no really fuck off
>>7550283
>tfw no trips
Reminder poly is basically consensual cheating and only one step away from cuckoldry
>>7550300
uncertainty is scary so i relate to the worry feels
but i think you're setting yourself up for a really happy life eva
>>7550303
i'm moaping about other things i promise
>>7550320
I wonder who could be behind this post
I wanna talk with someone. What's mtfg done today? I spent all day unbreaking my laptop instead of finishing my resume. At least now I have an up to date Debian install.
>>7550279
>that graph
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=b1Ml3YHMMD0
>>7550320
Poly is pretty gross desu and I think most of those relationships are set to fail, but if everyone consents who cares what these adults do?
>Been on /mtfg/ for a while
>Started my transition last year, got a lot of help from this place
>Been coming here less and less
>Only pop in with questions and rarely get actual answers anymore, maybe because I'm just an anon
>Generally feel like the community has gotten kind of gross currently
>Most of the stuff people say here makes me feel less confident in me ever passing
I don't know, ladies. I think I'm leaving now.
Bye.
>>7550320
back to /pol/
I want to be poly so I havea gf and a bf and we cuddle together like bf<me<gf
>>7550321
very important posts.
>>7550325
an intelligent person.
its not actually me tho lol
>>7550327
trying to not be dead from jetlag and sleeping too much
took a bath which was nice
im staring at a cosplay wishing i was rich so i could buy it
>>7550333
you will pass
passing is really easy honestly
i can pass and its nice
>>7550331
fat dog
>>7550312
Not hard to do ^=^
>poly
>>7550334
not all sensible people here come from /pol/, y'know
just most of us
>>7550310
I don't know how to exist without being flirtatious and slutty, so I'm not sure if I'm the best candidate to answer, but I went through a "fuck all the people" phase when I was 20.
>>7550312
Both my partner and the other person could be called poly. I'm the only one that wishes to only have one partner. But I'm also a notorious slut with boundary issues, so your cut and dry solutions are below my level, friendo.
>>7550320
The sole factor in cheating is the lack of consent, sooo...
i mean with effort i passed before hormones
>>7550336
do that but not in a relationship with no dedication
having to breakup with one of them in case you want only one of them hurts
>>7550322
I just need something real to keep me going, bad things keep happening to me, hrt may be getting delayed still if I can't get through how misguided they are being
reminder cuckoldry is ok
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gGdGFtwCNBE
>>7550336
Poly people are almost always shit
You don't want to be one of them
>>7550337
>i can pass and its nice
Not so sure, you're really young whereas I'm 21 and genetics aren't on my side. I don't have a choice but to try anyways, since the only alternative is suicide.
I'm pushing away all my friends because of my insecurity/inferiority. Just kill me already
>>7550333
If you're here to get help with your transition, you aren't here for the right reasons. I left 4chan so I could transition. I came back just so I could shoot the shit with an LGBT "community" not full to the brim with SJW retards.
hamilton sucks
>>7550333
/tgg/ is good for questions, this place is basically a tranny-themed /r9k/ exclave where people come to shitpost
>>7550337
Would you send me a link to the cosplay you're looking at? If not what cosplay is it?
is starting hormones at 18 hon-tier?
>>7550356
shut your fucking mouth
>>7550347
true
http://sys.4chan.org/derefer?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DCR7qJ6-av_o%26amp%3Blist%3DPLfMdhRJNw7huPagvGTB0UHtzIuINbcbtr%26amp%3Bindex%3D1
>>7550359
Starting hormones outside of the womb makes you a hon automatically.
>>7550359
I'd kill if I could go back and start at 18, just do it.
>>7550333
It's all just projected feelings familia
>>7550361
wow that was the most autistic conceivable way i could've posted a link sorry
>>7550340
D I S G U S T
>>7550341
i dont come from pol
its a shit board
they arent racist enough :^)
>>7550342
whatever you say bucko
>>7550352
i have a 23 year old pre hrt friend who passed with well enough done makeup and voice training
you can do it!!!
>>7550339
^=^
lets roleplay root
>lets roleplay chara ^=^
>>^=^
>>7550359
no
>>7550358
https://www.etsy.com/listing/461647438/overwatch-ow-mei-cosplay-costume-and?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=mei%20cosplay&ref=sr_gallery_42
this
basically a really nice mei cosplay is something i want
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>>7550370
hello friends how are you
>>7550343
trade off is you don't get to live a full life.
>>7550344
WHY NOT
I hate myself and want to die
I'm never going to be good enough for anyone
I'll never amount to anything
Why bother?
>>7550372
Puppy! I'm alright, how are you?
>>7550374
but hey
at least im gonna have fun b4 i go
>>7550370
^=^
I made good emotes, and charaisms.
>>7550377
Your little sad posts are kind of poetic. You're more than good enough for plenty of people cmon.
>>7550357
/tgg/ is for hons who can't handle the popularity game, if you can't handle it here then you're fucked when it comes to socializing with cis females.
>>7550359
Nawh anytime before 25 is good desu, I mean anyone started after 18 should get surgery but thats not that bad desu
>>7550343
Isla Im tired from scrubbing walls and floors, but I have to keep purging the unclean, filth still lurks in my house.
>>7550380
That's good to be happy in the face of doom.
>leave /mtfg/ for a month
>come back and chara is thread queen pretending to be a tranny again
come on guys i expected better
>>7550383
Is that meant as a nice comment for Neptune or as a bully comment for the people you hint at?
>>7550394
trip on chara
huggs has dropped 2 points this quarter
>>7550394
>calling one of the dry edgy kids thread queen
>expecting other sheeple to not treat them as precious as u
hugbox u 2
>>7550396
A...nice comment? Saying you're not "good enough" for anyone is silly. No one loves you cause you're "good enough". They just do.
>>7550377
youre good enough for me even though that doesn't matter much
>>7550392
kms desu
>>7550394
fuck off faggot.
>>7550399
One day you'll learn to play bard and we will conquer the world.
>>7550400
i would never post niggers.
>>7550402
hugg
>>7550409
hugg
>>7550404
>tfw you trick someone into loving you
>>7550410
hugg
what's the right time of the day to start drinking?
>>7550404
I think being loved by someone and being good enough for someone are two different things.
>>7550413
What time do you wake up?
>>7550413
24/7
>>7550413
after you get home from work
>>7550403
tfw dry edgy kid
>>7550425
are you still mad i tortured some of my pets?
>>7550399
That's amazingly shitty, I would be seriously pissed if some one stole my clothes and wore them, especially if they were some drunken filth.
Congrats on cuddling the big guy~
Did you kiss the boy you were gonna kiss?
>>7550407
Don't reply to yourself, it makes you look like a loser.
>>7550413
the moment you wake up, it's good to stay hydrated
I don't wanna be gay
>>7550429
I only drink when I'm hanging out with friends though and it's usually only one or two glasses if that. So I'm prolly not a good judge on when alcohol is best drank when you're by yourself.
I wanna be gay
>>7550413
all day
>>7550407
IM PRO BARD
>>7550429
i did try to learn sewing but failed
.-.
>>7550435
well they werent mine
i was gonna borrow it from a friend
but then a random drunk friend stole it from my friend
but yeah it was nice
and yeah i licked his face
i got too drunk and dont remember it tho :(
i had 800ml vodka which is apparently a lot
>>7550435
moap how do you feel about chara not saying she's a tranny again?
>>7550428
She's kinda analytical, I like that. I guess if my English was better we could have quite interesting discussions.
And everyone is depressed posting here all the time. You can never be wrong with that guess :D
>>7550435
You're the only one that i'm aware of that does that.
>>7550444
>Pro bard
>Un ranked trash
pick one
>>7550445
god you're annoying.
>tfw no Gyro Zeppeli bf
>>7550448
P
RD
O
F
E
SIONAL
SSIOnAL
IONAL
OFFESIONAL
NAL
ARD
L
BARD
>>7550449
>tfw you're not Narancia
>>7550457
>>I have a week off
are you planning to spend the entire week drunk?
because if so, you might as well just start now
ssshhhhhhhhhhhhh everything's gonna be fine sweetie
i'm here for you
>>7550461
>tfw you're joseph
its so scary to watch people change their idea of you into something wrong and start to dislike you. i wore a blouse today and when i came home by dad looked so disgusted.
>>7550460
jk47
support me anyday bby, Riven/bard for lyfe
Who's your all's favorite trip(s)?
I love olive and maeve
>>7550468
kayla
>quid gave money to a psychopathic underage who pretended to be trans then pretended to be cis
>who already had a boyfriend
has quid killed himself yet?
>tfw you clean up your files and find old test renderings from your raytracer
>>7550462
I don't really have enough alcohol for that I think yet. also I have to half sober for 3 days this week.
>>7550464
iktf
>>7550310
oh no..i havent had mine yet...
>>7550444
What did you try to do when you learned sewing? Maybe I could help...
>>7550466
Did anything specific happen. I hope nothing gets to violent.
>>7550468
I like any trip that talks to me honestly. As long as you don't act like a cunt I will like you. There has only been one trip that I have hated.
On a side note my friend's moving to Italy so he's gifting me some of the stuff he can't take with him. So now I have a random assortment of stuff. My favorite item right now is a bottle of cum lube. I'm gunna prank a friend when they visit with it.
>>7550473
i remember when you post that it was cool
>>7550472
a fool and her money are easily parted, i guess
nothing left to do but learn from the experience and maybe pretend it was all according to keikaku
this sub is dildos
>>7550483
theres a lot of tension. he wont look at me at dinner. genders me female only if my mom is around.
>>7550472
>>7550487
>tfw quid gave you money and tries to deny it
tfw you can prove it
>>7550478
but video games ;-;
>>7550492
I like swain a lot.
>>7550383
I always fancied myself a poet
Though I don't think I've ever been very good at it
I've yet to meet someone who I'm good enough for
I always send things tumbling down and causing pain and trouble for others
>>7550405
It means different things in different contexts
>>7550434
You've certainly got me mistaken for someone else...
>>7550447
>>7550428
I feel embarrassed reading this comment chain and also that you even know who I am. I've always figured I was a literally who poster
>>7550484
I need to make more renderings ;~;
>>7550496
swain is strong
>>7550444
Ah, I guess its different then. Still super lame :(
That's hot~
Did he like it?
Maybe you did other stuff after you blacked out!
And yeah Id probably be dead after that ammount of vodka.
>>7550445
I told you so.
>>7550448
Nice comeback except no. Wasn't even trying to insult you.
Do you always get defensive when people try to give you advice?
>>7550468
Isla, Sophie.
>>7550498
you aren't a literally who
i don't mean this in the troll bully way but you're a unique person
there are many interesting thoughts kicking around in that cute head of yours
>>7550496
>tfw you can prove it
you should post chat logs for our viewing pleasure, i bet there's some good shit in there
Is repressing really impossible? Or is it simply like, confirmation bias that people in trans forums and sites say that because repressing failed for them, while those who succeeded don't frequent these sties anymore?
>>7550473
That's really cool actually
>>7550498
You attached an image to you posts most of the time, for some reason this makes it a lot more likely to read them for me.
>>7550508
this makes me uncomfortable
>>7550443
Do it, faggot.
>>7550457
Eh... I wake up in cold sweats all the time because of my fucked up metabolism, so I would have no way to differentiate. Still, same rules apply.
>>7550463
Time and entropy are literally going to destroy everything I've ever loved, senpai. Nothing is fine and nothing will ever be fine.
>>7550466
Barely any of my old friends talk to me anymore, and the only notable one that does started calling me "babe" recently, which is weird because he wanted me to top him at one point and I have never given the slightest hint that I wanna be in a relationship with him. Maybe I'm overthinking it, but it felt weird.
>>7550468
Grace is pretty entertaining.
>>7550498
No, I'm just poking fun because you teamed up with Korra to grill me for my relationship.
I just had a super weird dream where i was in a haunted tower at night but then someone pushed me off of it but i landed safely and then this person took me to a castle up on a hill and introduced me to the serving staff and then we went to the top of the castle and started throwing light spears into the night sky but the spears were actually lightning bottles inscribed with a story about why yuri fanfic is the key to overthrowing capitalism.
Just woke up to say this.
>>7550498
>I've yet to meet someone who I'm good enough for
I always send things tumbling down and causing pain and trouble for others
It doesn't have to always be that way. You know you've made mistakes, try harder. Having the soul of a poet is nice, even if you don't believe you have the talent.
>>7550492
Oh that kind of sucks. I always found sewing fun. I just love making things honestly.
>>7550493
That sounds really fucking awkward. Maybe you can get your mom to talk to him about it.
>>7550509
I can't possibly repress now without having another mental breakdown that makes me forget everything that I have worked through the past 3 years.
>>7550506
>there are many interesting thoughts kicking around
I doubt it. No one seems to care for the things I find interesting. Most people criticise them and my thoughts and ideas as being stupid or cringey or autistic
Is there a guide to getting a tripcode that nobody else can use? How do I do it?
>>7550504
Yeah pretty strong, not really in the meta though.
Good pocket pick though.
>>7550505
Wasn't even a comeback since you didn't insult me. It was just a factual statement based on previous actions on your part.
Why are you so aggressive all the time?
>>7550507
quid is also a pedo, and supported my animal abusing traits.
>>7550516
>Grace is pretty entertaining.
Is that good or bad
>>7550518
Good dream
what is groupon
>>7550533
good if you're an anon, bad if you're grace
>>7550534
Do you think that person is Turkish?
>>7550516
how is your metabolism fucked up? mine just runs really fast.
>>7550536
sex club for the most unhinged of sexual deviants
>>7550536
something mums use to get things cheap
>>7550535
It was nice
>>7550545
Is using coupons trutrans?
>>7550536
I bought laser really cheap on groupon. Do recommend
>>7550537
>>7550526
>quid is also a pedo
who didn't know this?
>>7550548
Well the advertised price is like nearly £1k for full 12 month treatment
the groupon offer is a fraction of that for 6 sessions
sounds like a scam to me
grace is cute
>>7550550
https://www.atf.gov/file/58791/download
Here's this if you're still wondering if you could purchase a firearm in another state.
>>7550556
Lol no she isnt
>>7550508
lmfao I literally just spat hot chocolate all over my monitor. I'm going to cry if it gets fucked up :(
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xv3wi2MNM0I
>>7550560
yes she is
>>7550560
yes she is
>>7550513
Oh, yeah I do that because I like showing people cool things and hopefully starting conversations about them.
It was rockets and space for awhile but the phone I had those on died and then it was the rainbow pics but those are on my desktop at home so I don't have pictures to post :<
>>7550516
Oh that was you? Were you tripping at the time? Idr.
Anyway, I didn't mean to gang up on you I was just... projecting my own frustrations onto your situation. So sorry about that
>>7550519
I just question if I'll ever get to that point where things are different...
And I dunno a lot of people have said mean things about the sort of poetic way I speak and write at times. Usually when I'm being metaphorical.
>>7550573
Eva, what did we talk about?
>>7550560
yes she is
>>7550552
true.
>>7550553
Mine was like 100-200$usd for 8 treatments.
Was not a scam, and worked without any issue.
>>7550555
Yeah, his lane pressure is insane.
but since he's health based and vayne has the best winrate of any adc.. he's not that popular atm.
>>7550556
This
>>7550559
I need to talk to the police or a lawyer or something about this I think. If I were a danger to myself or others I think I'd have been put into a facility rather than just marked as a suicide risk.
>>7550575
>>7550529
The fact that yo even know how to do that it's really cool though.
I was really into that stuff for awhile on like a top surface level but id never have the ability to really get in to it
>>7550573
stop going on /r9k/
>>7550526
Lol, you make me laugh, Chara. You should re-read that reply I dunno if you did before posting it cause its pretty hysterically autistic. Ive never anonposted about myself, I promise. Your posting style on the other hand is very painfully obvious.
>>7550555
Awh, thats awesome, its a bummer you didnt get to duck his sick, you should get on that the next time you see him!
How was the con overall?
>>7550574
Things always change. It might not even be about them getting better, sometimes a change is just nice.
Well not everyone has to like how you speak or how you are. I'm positive plenty of people out there will.
>>7550582
hugg gelgel
>>7550562
I love this gandalf meme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asjQNZn7vng
>>7550585
Idk this is what unemployment led to, reading textbooks and porting code. If you understand the maths it's surprisingly straightforward
>>7550518
G-Gomrade?
Also, I had a dream the other night that I went to an extravagant house party only to have all the attendees dress up is scarecrow outfits and start brutally murdering unsuspecting party folks. A couple of the killers were previous partners of mine and I narrowly escaped by having a friend of mine drive us out of the garage and into the back yard where I suddenly learned how to fly.
>>7550533
Good. I mean, you regularly have new dilemmas that you bring to the table, but it's fun.
>>7550574
No, I was just anon-lurking at the time. I'd been gone for a very long time and I didn't wanna suddenly pop back on acting like I own something. It's all good, though. Despite how, eh, fired up Korra can be, you and she didn't really pick on me too badly. Plus, for what it's worth, I was glad to have difficult advice from you two, even if we disagree. I probably need it right now to try and figure out how to move forward without getting stuck up my own ass.
>>7550582
Cheer up. Need to talk about something?
It always makes me feel so good when I see ugly cis girls.
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>>7550594
lonely
my balls shrunk
definitely
i used to have huge nuts
and now theyre so tiny lmao
>>7550608
maybe it's just the cold weather
>>7550579
vayne is so annoying
including with bard
that tumble is just
yuck
>>7550590
well
i didnt get to go on a date because i got sick from eating too much candy
like actually puked from too much candy
he said he will next time though
i wanna kiss and cuddle him but i didnt really geet to do those much
the con was so much fun
this is most of the merch i got
>>7550610
pasta, no one to cook for though
>>7550613
>ywn look like d.va
literally why live?
>>7550608
How do you notice this. I never touched them before HRT and I don't now.
>>7550613
>tfw vayne main
Isla how tall are you
>>7550619
>wanting to look like d.va and not mei
anon pls
can anything be done about the upper part of ribs?i just wish my back looked female..
I hate being alone
>when you cant remember someone's name and feel too guilty to ask
>>7550628
hugg
>>7550590
Here comes the generic response of "You're autistic" "I don't anon-post you do!". If you're anything its predictable. Change is life. Stagnation is death. etc etc.
>>7550613
Vayne is very annoying.
Cute merch, did you get to fuck afro?
>>7550616
What kind of pasta?
You can cook for your mom. You said she was nice and I'm sure she would appreciate it.
i feel like since i've never received any attention in real life i try to compensate too much online
>>7550636
depends on what I have on hand, it's usually really decadent
she is never hungry...
>>7550601
>Also is your monitor kill? ;~;
It seems okay. I hope. It's a really nice ips screen ;_; I got to it fast but there was a bit of liquid under the bezel which I have no way of knowing if I absorbed completely or not. Also sticky af. Kinda scared.
>>7550509
I just dress like a clown in my spare time and force tulpas and stay insanely optimistic with never a negative thought ever
>tfw no age play relationship
:/
I'm growing extremely bitter and resentful of cis women, as I am repressing. What do?
Also, TERFs make my fucking blood boil.
>>7550613
Awh, you got an Asuka, and an NGE shirt, and a DVA print!
Mei is cool too, lots of OV art, you're quite the blizz fan. I used to be too
I love cons, they're a blast, I always get NERV shirts at them but end up losing them somehow...
DESU I wanna start getting the seele pattern on stuff, I think thats a way cooler looking logo than the NERV one.
It'll be so awesome if you go on a date, are you gonna get pretty for him?
You should go to Phoenix Comic-Con in May, Id split a hotel room with you- or we could sleep on my sisters couches.
>>7550609
Not a lot, sorry I missed your first post, I wanted to ask you what you thought the dream meant. Ive just been scrubbing and cleaning today, started with my pc but I just got done scrubbing the crap out of my guest room and guest bathroom, gonna go in there one last time to wipe stuff down in a second haha.
I keep having these dreams that I get misgendered, and it feels real, but then I wake up and never get misgendered irl. I think its because my family kept misgendering me, I can't take it, it really fucks with me. Especially from them because they're the people who I want to gender me correctly the most.
Also there are no castles in the communist state Sertii, just like theres no bread :3
>>7550648
mommy~
>>7550642
Who taught you to cook?
Do you like the winter? I imagine it snows a lot where you are.
>>7550643
Suckss
If the sealing is good it should be ok, by this point you'd probably know if it had crept under.
Spilled coffee on my old notebook once and it seeped under the screen very noticeably ;~;
does hrt mess with your sense of direction or spacial awareness?
>tfw having hard truths thrown at me
>>7550655
I just watched my mom mostly, I'm not that good
I'm cold, it's near zero ;_;
>>7550664
bush did 9/11
>>7550673
thanks
>>7550675
thanks
>>7550651
Transition, sister :)
>>7550665
>you will never snuggle up to evangeline in front of a fireplace while it's snowing outside, eating her homemade cookies and drinking mulled wine
what cruel circumstances to exist in
>>7550677
thanks
>>7550681
>drinking alcohol
>>7550665
Being not so good at something means you get to improve yourself. You could cook with your mom, I'm sure she'd enjoy the mother daughter bonding.
Buuuuut cold weather means you get to wear cute winter clothing. You know, its only snowed once in my life; Christmas day 2005. Even then it was more like a slurry of ice and cold water. I'm quite jealous of you northerners.
tl;dr she's full of shit, obviously, i mean she's a sociopath, come on now. she never got anything out of me other than the lulz, and 15 bucks for the sake of a joke well before I had any silly feelings for her
>>7550690
snuggle
>>7550635
no but i licked his face
a lot apparently
he needs to get his brows fixed tho
>>7550652
I love OW soooo fkn much
especially mei
i want to cosplay mei so badly
but i could probably try to do that in mei
that would be so much fun
ill see about being able to do that
he says i look best with my hair up in a ponytail
>>7550690
oh hey it's quid
hi quid
>>7550686
you're allowed to drink alcohol if it's warm and during winter
>>7550652
I still love the nerv logo
>>7550652
Rude and untrue.
The dream probably represented a desire to escape from my uni "friends", they were on top of the tower and my savior did me a favor by pushing me off and showing me nice things.
One of them actually texted me at midnight asking me a math related question and i freaked out.
Im waiting to call my gp abt my test results to see if i really have hypothyroid.
Also, super weird, i dreamt gloomy had pre-transition pics of you :o
>>7550661
I'm not going to say it was worth it, but that was really funny. This is so gross. Also, it's on my phone.
>tfw manribs
which trip do you want to kiss
>>7550708
Maeve
>>7550708
lauren
>>7550608
Happened to me, too. I was super pleased with it because those little fuckers are in the top 3 dysphoria-inducing features for me.
>>7550609
I had a rash of flying dreams over the last year or so. The sensation is incredible. It really feels like I'm somehow controlling my gravity in them. Like, I'll focus on a direction, and my body will feel like it's lifting or dropping that way. It's crazy.
>>7550637
Welcome to the fucked up childhood club. We have beer.
>>7550651
I used to fear this exact thing would happen to me. Hate TERFs all you want; they're cunts, but remember that cis chicks didn't ask for their lot in life either, so unless they fuck with you directly, there's no reason to hate them.
Or give up and try to transition anyway.
Also Domme me.
>>7550663
It hasn't fucked with mine, although I can throw for shit anymore, but I reckon that's because I'm not used to the weight of my arms without muscle.
>>7550690
Poor quiddu
Don't let her win and make you leave again
>>7550690
>Only 15 bucks.
Nice try, you shouldn't lie to people.
>>7550696
Is he boyish or girlish, i don't remember.
>>7550705
>no
okay, never mind, i'll dispose of this fantasy and find a new one
>>7550708
Quid.
>>7550708
drunk chaser
>>7550720
Make him a tranny.
>>7550708
all of them
>>7550708
Valq
>>7550721
do you find something inately weong with intoxication or altered states of mind?
>>7550724
no i dont wanna date a tranny ever
>>7550721
but alcohol makes me feel good.
>>7550731
That's transphobic as fuck.
Anyone here take benzos?
I'm prescribed kpins and they are heaven on Earth. Just have to be careful not to take them more than once or twice a week so you don't get physiologically addicted.
>>7550736
yeah be careful with them
im trying to taper off now
its not fun
>>7550731
yeah, but femboys are like the lowest tier of trash.
I want to get dicked, you know?
>>7550735
ok
i dont care
i dont wanna deal with a tranny as a tranny
>>7550743
>femboys are like the lowest tier of trash
horrible taste
>>7550736
i was about to buy a bunch of xanax so i can function better
>>7550746
If you can't be dominant don't be a boy.
>>7550743
he isnt a femboy
>>7550753
i can be on hrt and be a boy though
should i just be a girl in bed then
>>7550736
Yep. I have enough doses for like a full year therapeutically. It's possible to use them recreationally and not become dependent. I've only blacked out once.
>>7550755
Oh, then never mind.
<3
>>7550756
Yeah.
>>7550751
hearing it makes my mood drop fast, my girl voice is basically non existent at this point and I feel like I can't use it around anyone :c
>>7550759
hes subby tho
>>7550739
I have a chemical imbalance in my head I think. so where is the difference between taking drugs from a doctor or just buying something for yourself. both are bad for you but still give you happiness.
>>7550635
I never called you autistic, you really are ridiculously defensive. You're doing exactly what you're accusing me of tho, its kind of funny.
>>7550696
I tried OW but its not my style of game, Im boring and like strategy games and stuff.
Mei would be fun to cosplay, but it'd be a hard costume and expensive. Have you started browsing /cgl/ yet?
I liked to put my hair up in a ponytail before I learned about buns,you should buy a claw clip and play with that, see how you like it.
And yeah it'd be super fun, Im sure we'd have a blast. Check the dates and see what you can do.
>>7550701
I wouldn't wear the Nerv logo if I didnt like it, but I like the Seele one a lot more and would definitely wear the necklace with that logo over this one.
>>7550702
Sorry, didnt mean to offend.
Do you still talk to your uni friends?
Theres like one pre-transition pic of me floating around from when I was 16, my mom has the only one right before I started hormones and Ive asked her to keep it to herself.
>>7550715
Why would you brag about that?
anybody want to go shopping with me
>>7550744
What is "deal with a tranny" like? Every person I've met is different, including trans people.
>>7550765
ehh. I guess that kinda works for you though, right?
You're scared of being fucked since all that pedo stuff or something. I don't remember.
>>7550773
what are you shopping for
i find shopping to be relaxing
>>7550775
mood swings I'd guess
>>7550778
I'll find out when I get there
>>7550762
Nawww, you're tiny and shiz. You must have an A+ girl voice.
>>7550772
Idk I just like this kinda stuff.
I am gonna browse /cgl/ soon though!!!
i did a little bit
i dont really like buns tho ><
im gonna look it up and see though 100%
it would be nice to go to a con with moapie!!
i got a cute hat!!
>>7550775
dysphoria
the downs and hormonal changes
whether or not they pass
stuff like that
>>7550776
it does in a way
igot to use him as my footrest
its fun to be dominant
>>7550772
Yeah, i still talk to them, i don't care at all about them. Cant relate to them at all anymore. I'll go to uni today and tell them im a tran, mostly though just to explain why im dropping some of my courses.
>>7550681
>drinking mulled wine
Anon, why do you hate Evangeline?
>>7550785
lol thats kinda funny.
>>7550770
>chemical imbalance
that's treatment for a chemical disorder done by a professional. addictive things people take to "feel good" usually have bad consequences over time, people get addicted to these things and need them just to feel normal eventually. my state has big issues with it right now, I'm sick of hearing about people throwing their lives away every week ;_;
>>7550767
it's just not good.
>>7550784
idk how to even start, I need a real microphone I think, any ideas?
>>7550708
No one's said Elanna yet?
Wow, losers.
im 6 months on hormones and i havent got fully hard in like a month
is there anything i can do? I dont get on the mood to jerk off at all and feeling impotent makes me feel really miserable
>>7550788
evangeline needs to learn how to let loose a little
too much pent-up sadness she's not releasing in any way
>>7550792
is this agp bait?
>>7550793
Be that as it may or may not be, mulled wine a shit u stupid pleb.
Is Kit dead?
>>7550797
>Be that as it may or may not be, mulled wine a shit u stupid pleb.
what do you drink in winter then?
>>7550789
well yeha
i can boss him around
tis silly and fun
>>7550790
It's really a lot more complicated than "bad" or "good"
t. jaded burnout
>>7550791
I'm not kissable
>>7550792
sit on a dick
>>7550799
Tap water, because alcohol is immoral.
Also vodka and red wine and beer.
>>7550779
I'm the most stable person I know and I'm trans. Always play the caretaker role for people with issues.
At the same time I can be pretty cold and blunt. I'd rather feel more emotions desu.
>>7550801
the stories make me hurt
>>7550800
boss me around senpaikunchan~
>>7550801
>I'm not kissable
Are you actually just a computer programme without physical form?
>>7550790
I use a logitech headset and it works fine for me. I got a wireless one because I like to cook while in calls but a wired one will be fine too. You don't need anything too fancy.
You should practice talking more. Believe me, I did this with Snicker for a while. You'll become more comfortable hearing your own voice.
>>7550807
its no fun to do it on the internet
>>7550695
cuddle
>>7550697
hi!
>>7550713
hehe thanks i appreciate, she didn't make me leave or anything though, I just don't really feel like I have much to say here. I'll lurk sometimes and post if I feel like there's a reason for it, but anons make a good point about trips just posting for the sake of being trips and I try to avoid that kind of attention seeking anymore except for just silly shitposting high which i figure doesn't really count
>>7550719
would reciprocate
>>7550803
but mulled wine is just red wine but with spices added
>drinking cold beverages in winter
doesn't sound very comfy to me
>>7550794
i have a gf
>>7550798
She hung herself
>>7550811
yeah, true. Feels bad.
>>7550813
Comfort's immoral.
>>7550819
it really does
evangeline is precious and needs to be protected
>>7550819
How do I hire you?
>>7550790
I don't think I'll live more than 10 years anyways. It's just my mind that is ill my body is healthy enough to take it. my dad drank for 40 years and still smokes but his liver and lungs are in good shape.
>>7550812
I sent you an email
did you like your email?
>>7550818
it's hanged
>>7550822
erp is boring, let's play league instead.
>>7550824
Hire me for what?
>>7550777
Nice trips there, God.
I tried to get a better picture of her but she wasn't having none of my shit tonight.
>>7550785
You don't like dressing up and being pretty? Have you tried dresses on? They're kind of awesome.
I always do my hair in a bun but its just what looks nice on me desu
It'd be a lot of fun, I love conventions. I like bigger ones more now as an adult but I liked smaller ones as a teenager.
>>7550786
Huh, bummer, but I get it I guess.
Are they still around, do you still see them?
>>7550811
Bossy irl?
>>7550816
You can get one for like $30 at a radio shack.
Come on, Eva. Soon you'll find its fun!
>>7550831
honest question, do you have dwarfism or something that causes you to look the way you do?
>>7550821
lutherans pls leave immediately
>>7550831
I never really saw them outside of uni anyway. Boring math nerds that never wanted to go out or hang out. I can finally get new friends now that i realized this. They are around still, sure. Anyway I'm out, gonna shower and eat breakfast and leave. Cya!
>>7550848
bye
>>7550850
Hugg renren
>>7550826
i adored it, tyty
>>7550802
This works for me
I hate that I'm just a big ugly man with long hair
>>7550857
hey me too
>>7550857
>tfw ugly and thinning hair
i wanna kiss someone but i'd be bad
>>7550857
same, but I'm trying my best
>>7550857
>>7550859
>>7550862
>>7550865
>>7550859
Olive please, I saw your picture a few threads ago. You are beautiful.
>>7550857
Iktf
>>7550857
it me
this is my familiar feel ;-;
I just want too be a cis girl
i am a girl
but i am flat
and i look like a very ugly boy ;-;
>>7550878
do you ever daydream about waking up as one and getting to feel happy
>>7550879
>boney chest
I wish I was flat, at least that's normal for one of the sexes
>>7550884
>>7550767
It's okay. On the up side, my monitor is now the cleanest it has been in years.
I switched to sublingual estrogen today. I figure 4mg a day is probably a good place to start until I see my labs. Hopefully nothing goes bonkers. I don't want to get scolded by my Dr!
>>7550748
>every tranny on earth takes benzos
Truth
>>7550862
>tfw ugly and thinning hair
iktf :(
>should've gone to bed a couple of hours ago
>stayed up drinking and feeling sad instead
>>7550890
Have you tried others? Which is your fav benzo? I've only ever tried kpins but they are pretty damn nice.
don't do benzos
>benzos
nope.avi
>wake up
>got the sads
>go on mtfg
>everyone else has the sads too
huggs everyone
ima go back to bed i think
>>7550903
>ima go back to bed i think
this is my life summed up in one line
did your sexuality change after starting HRT?
>>7550890
i dont understand the world how do people get prescribed benzos
>>7550900
Why not?
>>7550905
I went from asexual to bisexual
>>7550906
I got them when I was 16 or so. Saw GP, got SSRI. SSRI didn't work, referral to psychiatrist, got benzos. Easy.
>>7550906
if you've got pretty much literally any kind of mental health issue you'll get doctors practically throwing them at you as soon as you walk in the door
some doctors aren't that retarded bit a lot are
>>7550906
I couldn't get it prescribed. Doctors know too many people have the willpower of a pancake so they prescribe ssris for anxiety instead. I just get mine from other sources.
>>7550907
the effects are rather boring to me, and I'd rather not black out and do stupid things.
>>7550912
i hear about this but after going to psychs for years and falling through the cracks they stilll won't help me with anxiety
>>7550905
it turned me into a transbian.
>>7550906
go back in time to 5 years ago when they would throw them at you for any kind of anxiety-related illness
they're a lot more reluctant to give them out now though
>>7550917
>she never explained they were addictive
this is fucking criminal, honestly, and it happens all the time
>>7550918
Sounds kinda boring
What do yu prefer?
>>7550923
A support network is always helpful
I don't mean this place either
>>7550914
how much do you pay for yours?
>>7550928
acid/dmt/shrooms/cannabis
>>7550897
>Have you tried others? Which is your fav benzo? I've only ever tried kpins but they are pretty damn nice.
I've only ever taken Lorazepam and not in like 2 years when I needed help getting to therapy. Same bottle >.>
>>7550906
>i dont understand the world how do people get prescribed benzos
It seems really easy here. I mention anxiety and my Dr. instantly offers me a script for them which I politely decline. When I was getting my cannabis card I tried random Dr's at walk in clinics mentioning stress and anxiety and hoping for a recommendation for medical cannabis. They wouldn't give me one but they all offered my a script for Lorazepam even after asking for weed.
>>7550931
oh and modafinil/amphetamines if I want to get work done.
>>7550918
It's supposed to be boring. It's literally relaxing your muscles and shit to prevent anxiety. It's not gonna put you on some joyride of sensations.
>>7550919
how many psychs have you gone through?
I reckon half the psychiatrists I've met would just hand them out first appointment if you showed up complaining about anxiety
i just want to be loved and held
>>7550836
N-no? I'm just small...
>>7550843
Very tiny Moap, she's a small cat, too. Im 5'5", about 115lbs, heres a DVD case for scale
>>7550848
:/ that sucks, sounds like they were never genuine friends if thats the case though. Its good you go new friends! Have a nice shower and breakfast, Sertii~ <3
>>7550866
Im sure we'd find you some nice dresses and stuff, we'd have to go shopping too!
Im not a party person anymore tho, I just like to hang out with a few people, cons its different I guess.
And thats good, some one needs to take charge. I certainly don't anymore.
>>7550931
Fugg i wanna do acid again that one time was amazing
>>7550939
hugg
>>7550944
what is it like
>>7550938
that's what pisses me off
anyway, like 6? i'd go to them for a while and nother worked, so then i'd spend months hiding in my toom being depressed and suciidal, then maybe try someone new and hope, but then i just fall deeper
i don't think any pill is gonna make a dent anymore, i fucked up all my chances and quit life, i just wish things went better.
Anybody else here have a body that just isn't built for drugs?
>cannabis gives me panic attacks
>alcohol turns me into a typical "sad drunk" who just ends up crying and angry
>benzos don't seem to do anything
I want to try acid one day, but with my luck, I'd end up having a "bad trip" and terrifying myself
>>7550939
hugg
>>7550950
cannabis commonly causes anxiety. Try a different strain and a lower dose, a lot of people wayyy overdo cannabis dosage.
>>7550931
If we're being honest I'm 100% too much of a pussy to try acid/shrooms.
>>7550929
No one really cares about me though
No friends or family to rely on and to actually be able and willing to be there for me. I'm all alone in my mind.
and I'm too scared to reach out to trans communities irl and also I couldn't handle the cringe so idk
>>7550951
>>7550946
>>7550945
e huggs are not enough anymore
>>7550950
I don't think you're taking high enough a dose of benzos, then. I know when I take a low dose, there's really no feeling. But take enough, and you get this really nice, heavy, but super relaxed and liberating freedom from caring feeling.
>>7550956
smugg
>>7550956
snugg*
>>7550952
My experience has been to overdo weed. If you get super high, you won't notice how fucked you are.
>>7550948
Idk i just felt really nice.
I couldnt stop laughing at nothing.
I put on music on headphones at some point and closed my eyes and just drifted away.
>>7550950
I can only do alcohol and weed. people told me not to do coke or acid because of my mental state. also I can't take mdma because of migraines.
>>7550949
How do you make a living?
>>7550952
You might be right. I don't smoke it regularly so I don't have much tolerance for it.
>tfw everyone else around you is chilled out and you have to rush to the bathroom to calm yourself down
>>7550954
i'm the least scared of trying acid
seems like my kinda thing
shrooms scare me because i hear they're a lot more intense
>>7550942
that would be super fun
idk i just like to party
maybe because im 18 >_<
but yeah taking charge is fun
making others do stufffor you is fun too!!
>tfw no acid
>>7550966
i live at my parents house
i'm just gonna kms when i run out of resources
i won't really have a choice
>>7550961
hugg
is anyone else a cis girl in their dreams sometimes?
>>7550961
Hey I did that too.
>>7550974
yeah but it's usually a nighymare in which i transform back into a manly man
>>7550974
Every night for as long as I can remember ;_;
>>7550970
Its best when you have someone there to snuggle with.
I really wanna do it with gloomy.
Kissing on acid must be the single best feeling in the world
>>7550954
I was for a while too, I'd say it's a pretty important experience to have at some point though.
A good psychedelic trip is like nothing else you've ever experienced. It's a pretty amazing reminder that everything you experience as your reality is a product of your brain's complex computations and those computations can be radically changed.
>>7550974
it makes me feel worse
>>7550974
im always an ugly cis girl that gets deadnamed and misgendered
well
only in nightmares
but for me yeah i am a cis girl most of the time
>>7550933
Every tried salvia?
>>7550949
iktf, i've fugged up so many times i really don't think i can salvage anything out of this mess
all i do is hide away in my room these days living in my inner fantasy world
>>7550972
You might find strength you never thought you had when it comes to that.
>>7550987
ill cuddle kiss you on acid bb
>>7550981
I didnt really feel anything profound like that. Just my brain being a mushy mess.
>>7550949
benzos aren't the way to go
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Benzodiazepine#Long-term_worsening_of_psychiatric_symptoms
as unattractive as therapy and SSRIs seem when you compare them to the quick fix of benzos, they give way better outcomes in the long term
there's other stuff you could try like buspirone, which you could probably just ask for seeing as it isn't abusable
>>7550984
I live in a rural area ;_;
Anyone tried opiates? I hear they cause euphoria and I want to know what that's like.
>>7550996
Not really, it's kinda like a warm, comfy buzzy feeling
heroin being the mind numbingly contentedness drug
>>7550996
ive spent a quarter of my life addicted to them
they are bad dont do them
>>7550988
that's not how i work really
i already wanna die because of depression so it'd just be the push i need
I trying to find the title of a movie I saw a long time ago on Netflix. It was a Japanese horror anthology and it was pretty bad. The cover art used on Netflix had a green tint to it, and they were all ghost stories if I remember right. One of the little mini films in it had people running in the woods and then back to their car and seeing faces in mist and stuff. Another had a schoolgirl going to school and she hears tapping on her window, but her window is on the second story of the house with no way to get up to it from the outside except for maybe a ladder. The only other story from it that I remember was about a stalker who would take pictures through a telephoto lens of this woman when she went swimming laps at a public pool. However, he catches pictures of a ghost following her and shit and he wants to warn her, but he's too much of a creeper to do it. Then, something bad happens to her and he sees the ghost in a pedestrian tunnel and it looks just like him. The title had something like "ghost stories" in it. Anybody know what movie I'm talking about? I've been looking for hours for this shitty stupid movie.
>>7550984
acid is safe as long as it's acid. Unfortunately it's quite popular to sell RCs (25i/nbome, DOC, etc etc) as acid. A lot of these RCs have a low overdose threshold and other complications.
buy a test kit but even then test kits don't really tell you much. The only thing you can do to be 100% sure is to have someone with access to a mass spectrometer analyze it, which is illegal.
>>7550993
i tried ssris and therapy, that's what they've been pushing on me
my brain is broken i guess
>>7550996
It feels like you're wrapped around in lots of warm, soft things and time becomes super slow and nothing really matters and you can just not worry about anything for that small moment in time.
>>7550996
stay far away from opiates
>>7550996
apparently a heroin high is incomparable to anything else
if i had a terminal illness and access to it, i'd probably try it, but fuck getting mixed up in all that otherwise
>>7550994
It's comfy if you want a short trip of a hour with a trip similar to shrooms
>>7550996
One of the most addictive stuff
Don't
>>7551010
I'm going to sleep, mostly old people here and rednecks
>>7551001
You don't know how you work until shit hits the fan really. Suicide or not. You'll do something in that moment.
i want to cuddle with someone high while listening to loveless really badly
>>7550996
they're what you'd call too good
I don't know if you can really understand the full weight of what that means without having experienced it, so I'll summarise for you
stay the fuck away from opiates
Oh would you rather be, oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be your own best friend?
Oh would you rather be, oh would you rather be?
Oh would you rather be your own worst enemy?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtF0Jwf5vqQ
i took opiate when I had a toothache and I fell asleep
>good girl
>>7551024
>tfw no headpats
>>7551026
patt
>>7551024
best feeling
>>7551029
I'm always curious what the attraction is. I give pats because people like them but it doesn't do much for me.
>>7551030
probably pretty common
>>7551032
I thought all animals just kinda liked getting petted?
do y'all think I'm pretty
kaylee thinks I'm pretty
>tfw you accidentally stayed up all night again doing absolutely nothing aside from shitposting
the NEET life is crushing, i need to go for a walk to clear my head
>>7551034
i wanna be someone's pet that they love and own and protect
>>7551035
would chinese burn/10
>>7551035
yes
>>7551037
me2
>>7551024
are you still a good girl if you smoke weed?
>>7551032
It makes you feel really small and protected
>>7551041
I'd go so far as to say you are only a good girl IF you smoke weed.
>>7551043
i smoke tons of weed
well
I vape
>>7551043
Ayy lmao
>>7551044
hiiiii
>>7551046
ayy im vaping right now :)
i want a cute boy to cum in my mouth
>>7551051
gross
i won't matter fo anyone unless i'm attractive
>>7551041
>>7551043
No no
>>7551051
lewd
(me too)
>>7551057
You guys are disgusting
my estrogen is at 45.2 pg/ml. test is 233ng/ml. is it time for an orchie?
>>7551051
Gee I wonder who THIS could be.
>>7551058
im a very bad and impure girl.
i want a cute boy to cum in my mouth
>>7551063
Being a good girl is enjoying life
>>7551064
No pets for you then
>>7551043
I guess it's time to roll another one then.
i want a cute girl to cum in my mouth
>>7551063
what's wrong with that?
>>7551067
ayy weed lmao xD
>>7551075
i wanna kiss you
no one will care that i exist. they may want to fuck me, but just to pleasure themselves and use me
>>7551070
;-;
do I get spanks instead
>>7551079
do you think I'm pretty mr chaser
i like to hurt the people around in the same ways i've been hurt
>>7551056
but it feels so good
>>7551084
I like to be hurt a lot
>>7551087
yeah that too
>>7551080
Yes.. wait, not if you enjoy it!
>>7551068
I see it's Grace's nightly lewd hour.
>>7551088
do you like kaylee?
you don't have to share if you want
>>7551068
Someone knows I'm watching, I appreciate your enthusiasm, of course its purpose is totally lost on this general.
drake do you have discord
>>7551094
I was supposed to be sleeping but I got distracted.
>>7551079
>pursuing happiness is square
>>7551086
Whatever makes you happy desu, but recreational drugs are bad girl core
>>7551093
You said that everyone who wasn't snickerdoodle might as well have not been tiered at all
>>7551096
You better not become a permanent presence again.
how do i get drunk chaser to let me suck his dick
>>7550909
And then back to ace because of cypro?
>>7551101
You know the hours I work, I don't have the time to constantly monitor this general.
>>7551099
>abstaining from fun is pursuing happiness
>>7551100
That was when I was asked to create my own tier list. I've seen the tier lists you guys post and I suggest edits but no one listens to a silly old chaser's opinion.
>>7551102
Be cute and interesting. The latter part is legit more important keepo
>>7551098
Yeah just like last night... And the night before.. And...
When are you going to get yourself a bf so you don't have to do this every night?
>>7551107
>what's fun for me is the same as what's fun for you
>>7551111
Quads mean you're right.
>>7551098
pat pat
>>7551107
How old is the old chaser?
>>7551108
I'll get to the whole boyfriend thing eventually, I'm busy!
>>7551105
I'll be on my best behavior regardless.
>>7551116
nyaa nyaa!
Cis grill here
Why are so many trans girls so fucking bitchy? You got the memo that period moods last a few days and like not the whole fucking month?
>tfw finally cleaned my room and it's spotless
im a completely impure girl living in a deceivingly pure room
>>7551118
21
Silly Ol' I should have said.
>>7551122
Because most trannies are profoundly unhappy with themselves and project that out on to others.
>>7551122
im glad im one of the few
im catty rarely
i prefer to act like a male, tomboy like since its fun to have friends that are 'bros'
i have some reel gurl friends too, but they are never as fun since they gossip like always
>>7551132
Yeah same.
http://www.cosplaymagic.com/alice-madness-returns-alice-steamdress.html
>tfw u dont get to wear this
>>7551135
I'm not a child.
>>7551141
You are jealous
>>7551132
>tfw 19 years "old"
Hey Mtfg, how is your evening going? First for fuck brow bones.
>>7551145
Yeah, same here.
>>7551147
bad
and yeah i'm gonna bash my fucking head against a wall to rid myself of this brow bone nonsense
that'll work right?
also yer cute
>>7551147
still morning here. I took that pic like 2 hours ago.
>>7551156
yo damn
PogChamp
>>7551147
I think i have that dress
I can't fit into it though
ribcage 2 hueg
>>7551153
21 is a child but 19 is a nice age
kms
>>7551160
Heh, dumb kid
>>7551160
21 is a child if you are a guy. 19 is a nice age for a girl.
>>7551159
Rip.
I have far far too many collared dresses.
>>7551162
south germany. I live in a half 50s/60s suburb half industry area.
>>7551168
But I'm not sleepy
>tfw no bedtime
>>7551168
How would I know what you are. You probably aren't even real. And yes, I am sexist.
quarter of 100 years, no happiness found.
>>7551181
They're already mediocre, I don't mind
Hi I'm ordering androcure. Does anyone have any experience with progestogen?
>>7550310
>Does everybody go through a phase of (no offence kayla) being a gigantic whore?
nope
>>7551184
But you need to get into a good school.
Learning is fun.
>>7551132
Same, but never had sex
>>7551181
I'll sleep when I'm dead.
https://discord.gg/DRAEE4J
Will I get busted trying to order 12 months of progy+spiro into the country?
Guidelines say anything over 3 months is suspect, but maybe I could say I'm on a REALLY high dosage
>>7551189
no matter how hard I try I don't learn anything.
>>7551203
Never let anyone say trans women aren't real women.
>>7551206
I kno
>>7551206
but they aren't?
they are trans women for a reason
not women.
This isn't even like self hate or transphobia or whatever
Trannies are trannies.
>>7551181
>lI don't know you but that sounds like depressed posting.
>>7551216
the whole point of transitioning is to be a woman, not a trans woman
>>7551218
But trans women can never be women, considering they have that thing at birth.
Transition isn't chasing a hopeless dream of being a real woman, its becoming to something as close to a real woman as possible, aka a trans woman.
>>7551216
They are black women for a reason
Not women.
That's not even like racism.
Blacks are niggles.
>>7551230
Right but...this is just some dumb semantic game. You are the one that said
>the whole point of transitioning is to be a woman, not a trans woman
You made the distinction, as if to say trans women AREN'T women. So I'm not sure what you're arguing for here.
>>7550925
:(
>>7551233
I mean you don't transition to be a trans woman you transition to be a woman, being a trans woman just comes with that.
>>7551236
But you are necessarily a trans woman. Like full stop.
I'm not saying this to insist that being trans is bad or anything it simply is the reality.
>>7551239
Are you really drunk all the time?
hello friends.
what if happiness never happens?
>>7551247
convert to hinduism at the last minute and try again
>>7551236
The expectations placed on transition (and HRT) seem to be unrealistic.
>>7551253
if you choose to ignore reality, not my problem.
How do I pay on ADC? It keeps shooting me right to the order complete screen without asking me for a payment?
>>7551258
They know.
roughly what percentage of all trannies eventually become stealth?
I mean that's the goal isn't it?
but be it unworkable genetics or whatever else, it just isn't possible to achieve for some.
>>7551257
you call your opinions reality
>>7551252
what do you like to drink?
>>7551253
Right, but the fact that we need that qualifier says a lot. Its this simple, Cindy.
If your gender identity is incongruent with your biological sex, you are a trans woman. That is a type of woman, okay, but a trans woman is necessarily different from a cis woman. I'm not saying that to say trans women are bad or worse, but there is a distinction because they are distinct.
>>7551266
Almost exclusively brown liquor. I'm partial to Hennessy because it makes me feel closer to my favorite rap artists :)
>tfw you will never drink henny and coke back stage at a yeezy concert
>>7551263
Because its not an opinion.
Something like an opinion is: Alcohol is fun.
Thats an opinion.
Woman means you were born a woman.
That is a real woman, and has always existed.
Trans woman is a thing that people recently started adapting to, and has not always been.
Same can be said for trans men and men.
>>7551270
What does it mean to be a woman?
>>7551269
hennessey tastes like shit
>>7551259
so youre not going to help?
Anyone else here /transvegan/?
>>7551271
Be born as one.
>>7551269
how do you not die every time? I can only drink stuff like pic related or cocktails.
>>7551277
Explain
but only if it's not stupid
>>7551278
What makes you think that it's determined at birth?
What makes you say trans women are not born as women?
>>7551283
The fact that 'real women' are cis women.
>>7551279
Because its all I ever drank? I hate the taste of all alcohol, so I might as well get something that will
1. Get me drunk while drinking very little
2. Doesn't have a massive amount of calories
>>7551278
science seems to think we are...
>>7551270
The woman thing is a question of believes and definition.
Like when I google the definition of woman it says "an adult female person".
female is simply an attribute. By that definition everyone who has female behaviour could be considered a woman.
>>7551285
>fact
Hello
I have complex issues
Allow me to project them onto you
>>7551285
You're just making a statement with no argument
What makes cis women more real?
>>7551290
I am your interactive white board for this evening.
I can't hold my larynx up without suffocating
>>7551280
/transvegan/
Trans & Vegan
What don't you understand about that?
>>7551287
(((science)))
>>7551291
Chromosomes.
Biology.
>>7551289
alright buddy
>>7551288
christ
im not gonna argue with people that are... like this.
Females have the XX chromosomes.
That being said, I am an extremely rare defect where I am a male with xx chromosomes.
I am a mutation that should have died without modern medicine.
>>7551299
I thought it might mean transitioning into a vegan
>>7551295
Hello
Here is opinion
Take it as fact, because it being fact helps me cope
>>7551300
le molyneux face
>>7551304
literally who
>>7551308
but it is.
>>7551300
yeah, science. the idea and reasoning behind transitioning being the only valid treatment is that we are women. women are comfortable with female bodies and unhappy with male bodies. vice versa for trans men.
and studies support that by finding out that a part of the brain seems to be responsible for gender identity.
>>7551286
every time I tried whiskey or anything like that it felt terrible. I don't need to watch my calorie intake. actually I should it more I guess.
>>7551310
If chromosomes determine whether you're a "real woman" or not, then since you have two X chromosomes, you are a "real woman".
>>7551308
I want to paint you brown and spank you
Hi everyone. :3
>>7551310
its just stating your opinion
i can just say "chromosomes don't determine gender" and my argument has the exact merit as yours
>>7551313
I actually got horribly sick last time I drank whiskey so maybe you're right anon.
uwaa~~
I caused an upset again >////<
>>7551321
do you realize how arrogant you are?
>>7550944
Don't become a druggie desu
>>7551325
do you call him giant daddy
Daily reminder that all meateaters deserve nothing short of excruciating pain and suffering.
/transvegan/ is pure and the way to go.
>>7551300
I never said Id agree with what I said. I just pointed out that discussing this is pointless because there are a lot of different ways to argue which are valid so everyone will just pick the one that supports their opinion.
Why can't you guys be happy with what you achieved? Instead of chasing after some idolized interpretation of femininity.
>>7551329
are you trying to make people think you're me
>>7551333
row 1, 5th isn't even trying
>>7551333
Why should you try to do anything? Just be happy how you are
>>7551335
1st front row or 1st back row? 5th from the left or 5th from the right?
>>7551235
wtf desu
>>7551337
the hon with the pears
>>7551329
>thinking you can be pure while wishing pain and suffering on other people
you're the worst kind of person desu
>>7551334
Nope.
>>7545208
>>tfw 6'1 ftm
WHERE DO YOU LIVE BRO
>>7551338
;__;
>>7551333
is this what we're all gonna look like? better kms then
>>7551321
GOOD! very good! i just ordered $200 of hrt i am ready to EFF MY T UP
>>7551342
There is nothing more unpure than eating dead animal carcasses because it "tastes better".
>>7551328
no.
he said "choke me mommy" a few times and we had a few laughs over it
its funnier hearing that when drunk
especially when it devolves into
"Press down on my neck after wrapipng your hand around it, woman who my father had intercourse with and then proceeded to ejaculate inside of her, causing his sperm to fertilize the egg, leading to me, a child to exit her vagina around 9 months later"
>>7551326
hehe :3
>>7551332
fair enough
>>7551347
Eff the heck out of ur T cutie
^_^
>>7551349
autism.
pure unadultered autism.
>>7551349
that protein and omega 3 yo
>>7551347
what kind of estrogen did you get?
>>7551335
That's what i am saying. You put the time in, you put the hormones into yourselves, you put the effort - enjoy the currently permissive social climate instead of getting on everyone's nerves with the "muh woman" arguments.
>>7551336
Boring Lauren that kind of thinking leads to tumblr.
>>7551346
Of course not.
>>7551356
Cindy... you have no idea how far the rabbit hole goes.
>>7551353
Progesterone injections and cypro!
>>7551356
>some of these are shopped right?
Oh my sweet summer child
>>7551325
wtf
Onlyafro has a maid?
How rich is he?
>>7551358
im scared
>>7551365
hes not rich
its part of schooling.
>>7551359
progesterone injections?! I didn't know those were a thing!
so you use that instead of estradiol valerate?
>>7551369
https://youtu.be/NHywdqH3F6Y
Song related
I think humming might be the key to resonance
If you hum and raise the pitch you can feel it climbing up your chest, neck into your head
Is this what therapists charge £60 an hour for?
>>7551366
Ignorance is bliss.
>>7551367
It's like the Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come.
>>7551369
I got that off Flickr. Those dudes also cosplay.
>>7551376
Stop being such a shitlord Cindy.
>>7551359
Would yu mind sharing the link for the progesterone?
Can't find that stuff on qhi
>>7551372
noo im gonna be taking pills still but im gonna cycle that to try to get boobs
>>7551385
But loooook
I want to buy a dildo but I'm afraid of my parents seeing the what do I do
>>7551395
keep it in your underwear drawer like everybody else
>>7551392
She looks gorgeous you h8ter.
>>7551395
Get yourself a dragon dildo. The vast majority of people (with them not being degenerates) will just think you bought a shitty figure.
>>7551403
I know but I'm going to get it and they're going to ask what I got in the mail and I'm going to feel guilty
>>7551404
ME on the left
>>7551388
I found it on all day chemist
search susten 100mg/ml. its a generic.
payed with echeck (US)
>>7551404
not an ounce of dress sense between them
>>7551405
get a collection box or something
you might not have them in the states, they're these kinda like dead drops usually in post offices or petrol stations
they put your package in a locker and text/email you the unlock code
it's pretty cool, I'd be lost without mine
>>7551404
I feel sorry for these people desu
My therapist is such a bitch holy shit
>>7551412
they look happy to me
they are faaar beyond giving a fuck any more
>>7551407
Oh well thanks
They don't ship here
Lucky muricans :c
>>7551404
someone put trips next to these lovely ladies
>>7551404
I feel like this is my dads idea of trans people
>>7551420
YAMETE
>>7551420
It's been already done, I am pretty sure I remember that
>>7551419
im sorry :( try qhi?? i know how hard it is to get medical care :(
>>7551415
What happen?
>>7551412
Oh fagzi, what >>7551417 said.
They are beyond you know.
>>7551421
Those were trans people in your dad's time.
>>7551425
IHP is the best bet, they're well outside US and EU jurisdiction and don't give a shit about international law
they're the most expensive for a reason
>>7551430
Doesn't ship here too
>>7551425
Doesn't list it
>>7551440
Well I can't give a psychiatric evaluation from here, so their expression is all we've got to go on
and 9/10 people will tell you a smile indicated happiness
>>7551440
This is all from flickr. It's not even hidden. You go search for some cosplay, you are bound to stumble upon yet another 40+ overweight dude pretending to be a little girl.
Like this.
>>7551428
Holy shit, why don't these people dress their age? Cis women that are over 50 can't even pull off dressing like 19 year olds like that, let alone trans women who had T coursing through their veins for 50 fucking years.
did I do good (IT'S JUST A PRANK BRO)
>>7551447
disgusting
>>7551437
i've seen alldaychemist being recommended for the US? don't know anything about that site though.
is peach tea agp
>>7551333
>>7551358
>>7551379
>>7551404
>>7551428
Hons are so terrifying.
I'm going to have nightmares tonight :(
>>7551367
I'm scared too.
>>7551470
Trutrans
>>7551474
>I'LL DRINK YOUR FUCKING BLOOD
>>7551470
no, but stay away from camomile
Olive are you into guys or girls
>>7551471
>>7551477
try it
>>7551457
Why would you do this...
>>7551486
>>7551488
Same :(
I just wanna be an average looking girl ;__;
>>7551488
These people didn't transition early on, that's how the ended up like that.
>>7551488
Don't be like that. I am sure you will pass flawlessly.
>>7551492
Faye is actually spot on.
>tfw trump is going to bring back easter
Now Europeans won't be able to make fun of us for not celebrating it
>>7551508
>not as much as Chris Christie
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
BTFO
>>7551503
me on the right
my jaw is a lot like hers
>>7551500
I just want to not look like a man, even ugly girls have obvious femininity and distinct body differences...
>>7551501
Yeah but starting as late as 21 while being a giant man-faced dude puts me in nearly as bad as a position. I'll never look like more than a weird and fake imitation man.
>>7551503
Please stop...
>>7551488
Gotta stay positive
Someone post pictures of passing trans women now to counterbalance all the hons. Quick, before we all decide to detrans.
>>7551517
>I just want to not look like a man
True, this is much worse than being just ugly :/
>>7551517
I am sorry, I'll stop.
You area actually all going to look like this.
>>7551520
apparently i pass
bad pic but yeah
>>7551520
>>7551531
wtf, can you actually get bobs like that from just hrt
>>7551534
No, she's like part cis
>>7551534
if you transition early enough, yes
>>7551543
yeah, like in the womb
am i cute
>>7551550
sorry isla, my bad
>>7551536
No you're neither, but I am both :(
This board is so depressing. The constant slinging of "hon", "mentally ill", and such is really a drain. I'm recently 18 and before finding this board I was fully confident in my imminent transition, but now all I think about is how shamefully mentally ill I am and how I will be nothing but a hon.
>>7551568
its no guarantee ull be a hon
but trannies do have mental illness
>>7551568
The illness won't pass if you don't transition and being a hon is better than being a man
>>7551568
You have to leave this place and never return
you still have hope but get out now
new thread
>>7551578
>>7551570
wtf
>>7551582
sorry you're uggo?
>>7551568
Well... 4chan is known for self deprecating jokes, take it as a big joke. But gender dysphoria a disorder... but that's ok, it is treatable,
Don't really worry about being a "hon" and stuff, it is mostly a joke to make ourselves less depressed.