• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Grace grilled cheese princess
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>tfw Kari is actually pronounced Carrie but you've been calling her Car-e like Wall-e and shes too nice and good of a friend to correct you but you've already introduced her to IRL as Car-e and not Carrie or Kerry
The other one hasn't hit image limit yet you noob
2nd for you're cute!!!
>>7549389
>tfw stabbing pain in boobs all night at work
Yassssss little ones grow, groooooow and be large and bring me all the boys
>>7549418
>tfw boobs haven't hurt in ages
Guess I'm not getting any more growth. ;_;
>>7549423
It comes and goes. I still get some aches and see growth three years after starting HRT.
>>7549423
Dont give up hope yet anon. Im six months hrt and mine are sporadically growing still. You arent done either
i wanna be pretty
i need you to say "big ones for emi" to meme magic my boobs into existence
>>7549398
>>7549408
>>7549433
these just make me happy for ash
big ones for emi
>>7549438
I tried being the breast goddess but I'm still flat
>>7549434
u are
>>7549438
big ones for emi
Big ones for emi ^-^
reminder that pure love is between a boy and a girl
>>7549441
Same. That troll is just trying to b8 people to dislike her but she's too sweet for people to fall for that.
>>7549434
you already are silly
>playing with thought of suicide
>Hmm, there's a bunch of drugs I haven't done
>Where do I buy drugs in Fargo?
>Can I feasibly have every one mailed to me?
>May as well be productive before pulling the trigger
It's a damn shame the deepweb got nsa's
>>7549452
But boys are gross and only corrupt
>>7549458
hihihi, thanks for talking to me yesterday, you give good advice, snicks was right
>tfw when eat less than 800 calories a day and no protein
Guys im trying to starve out my muscles but it just wont work
>>7549458
boys are cute and strong and warm and protect you!
>>7549467
no not really
>>7549447
be the butt goddess :3
>>7549458
Boys smell nice
>>7549467
don't you bully grace
>>7549467
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYA1g4eitMI
>>7549472
no they don't im just more fidgety around them now
>>7549480
buddi evangeline
>>7549467
Hi Grace, how's your evening been?
>>7549467
Grace is Grace's harshest critic.
I work with 2 trans people
like 4 gay people at least
everyone else are sjw's except for the neckbeard
>>7549486
juniper is there no hope for me
>>7549488
*scoff
>>7549489
ask yourself
It's possible to be hopeless but you shouldn't be helpless
>>7549478
You should try smelling them
>>7549462
Therapy made everything more transparent than it already was.
Alot of it was me ignoring things on purpose.
I keep begging my wife to leave me.
I told her I'd get worse last summer.
I have.
We had a huge fight the other night.
I keep begging her to leave b/c I'm effectively a leech on her emotions.
She gives so fucking much, to cheer me up... But I'm unmoved. Every time.
My zest for life is gone & I stopped having goals 6 months ago....
Transition progress doesn't even cheer me up anymore.
It's a 'hey, look at that' reaction whenever I look in the mirror, now.
Idk.
The day will come when I stop getting out of bed, stop making love, stop working, stop caring,... And I barely eat now.
I'll prolly off myself out of boredom desu.
>>7549434
Me too, Grace. My girlfriend says I am but I think she says that because she's my girlfriend. I feel pretty gross most of the time.
>>7549501
pain isn't as bad but still there a bit, mostly irritation now
>>7549486
that picture is GROSS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4nHLHDtyVA
that got more (you)s than expected
what the heck
>>7549469
yes really
>>7549471
okedoke
>>7549474
i will buly her
>>7549476
it's right!
>>7549483
my evening's been alright
how about yours
>>7549484
yes
because i see the real me
>>7549487
thats what i wanted you to think
it was all a lie
>>7549501
yes
>>7549504
i see stubble and shadow
i ask people abou tit
they pretend they dont know what im talking about
i feel like people lie to me
a lot of people do
maybe i should stop being a likeable person lol
idk
>>7549452
Forbidden Love = Best Love
>>7549511
>maybe i should stop being a likeable person
Worked for me.
does hip pain pretty much equal hip growth?
>>7549511
no bully grace! ;_;
>>7549510
I'm on the precipice of success or failure with getting hrt, I'm not going to think about it for now
>>7549497
h
r
u
>>7549519
Not in the first 4-7 months.
Usually that's just hip rotation
>>7549511
My day has been about okay too. Just preparing for the long, cold, winter night.
>>7549518
Musky and lewd
>>7549490
Okay okay you taught me stuff too. Mostly about Roman sex slaves and Chinese concubines.
>>7549494
That's creepy dawg.
>>7549497
Ehhh in some circumstances it is. I have a habit of becoming impatient and being very rude orbossy when people stay stuck in their ways but that's counterproductive.
>>7549531
hearing a voice makes it more real too
>>7549495
It's that time of the year to be sad
You should change your life
It doesn't have to end
>>7549518
yeah nim
>>7549531
No u
Bend over
>>7549511
I told my girlfriend that it hurts me when she lies to me about my passability to spare my feelings, and she's been pretty honest about things since then. She even gives me a passing spot-check every morning before I leave our apartment. I love her so much. I want to be her wife.
>>7549530
m-musky huh?
>>7549542
can confirm
t. man (male)
>>7549389
>just over 6 months in, started at 19 now 20
>everybody at work pushing really fucking hard for me to girlmode tomorrow
>boyfriend assures me I pass way better than I feel and that it'll be fine
>boyfriend had no idea I was tranny until I referenced it at end of first date
oh my god fellow degenerates what do I do do I bite the bullet and light girlnode tomorrow? I'm thinking jeans/jeggings/leggings and a cowl
>>7549529
don't be scared! good luck!
>>7549534
what's wrong with that buggo
>>7549531
I have very niche expertises in history
>>7549544
hey can i smell you real quick
>>7549539
you're a lucky girl
>>7549536
what if its not being mean, but being honest?
idk
ive been shaken since i noticed some shadow i had
and then ive been thinking about how gross my skin is
>>7549528
buddi nim
>>7549527
Cold? Awh, want a blanket?
>>7549520
b-but i want to bully her...
>>7549516
but im not one
>>7549517
tru
tho
you're actually pretty when you try to be
>>7549546
eva is tought!
>>7549548
iktf
>>7549547
it's a girl buggo
>>7549542
>Nim's losing to cock
>>7549534
I did try. I went from working maybe 30 hours a week with a bunch of time off to 70+ hours a week so I don't have time to wallow & started therapy.
Everything is the same, tho.
Where do I go from here? What do I do?
I'm also crazy stupid tired of people misgendering me on purpose once the word gets out that I'm a tranny.
Psure my biggest issue is I hate everyone and humans are garbage that shouldn't be trusted or valued.
reminder not to use tranny angles to make yourself look better than others, head-on and preferably neutral lighting is the way to go
>>7549560
you look the same in each one
>>7549553
I won't let you
>>7549560
idk how to angle, I look mostly the same regardless I think
>>7549553
Yes please, its going to be very cold. ;_;
>>7549486
I actually prefer living in a really homophobic community because [spoiler] I think keeping a "forbidden" relationship hidden is super romantic and exciting to the point where I fantasize about living liking Cay and Vivian in Desert Hearts [/lgbt/ has no spoilers]
>>7549560
Head on is your best angle desu. It hides your brow and your weird ass cheekbones. I understand dear, head on is my most passable angle as well because of my caveman brow.
>>7549542
Yeah
It's a comforting smell
Reminds me of cuddles tbqh
>>7549561
Not right now you don't
>>7549561
why are you trying to smear me
>>7549555
who is this and why do you hate her so much?
>>7549560
But you look better in the left one than the right one?
>>7549561
>>7549572
he said you were the sun though
>>7549561
Who the fuck are you and why are you recurring.
Transition already, faggot.
>>7549571
hey cuddles are nice
hmmm this is really making me think
>>7549553
you do a good job of covering up the skin problems you talk about
>>7549553
I'm gonna be her wife, Grace, and she will be my wife, and we will be wives. Wives.
Heeeeey! I'm back boys and girls! What's going on?
>>7549587
suicide
>>7549587
You were gone for 6 years.
What happened to you?
>>7549558
im just perplexed as to why i felt the way i did
>>7549590
Chara.
Real talk.
Have you ever been with a cis girl?
>>7549559
Same
That's why I like working with animals
You give the value though
Just try to do something you know you'll enjoy
You need time for yourself
>>7549587
everything sucks and nothing is spicy anymore
>>7549592
The answer is simple; you want the D.
>>7549594
oh uh
woops
sorry
>tfw puffy nipples
bruh
fug I forgot about waiting for psych class this morning
>got to lecture early
>waiting outside lecture hall on my laptop doing some work for senior design
>look up from screen a few minutes before other class gets out
>notice large number of people with stereotypical "tumblr" looks
>have never seen this large of an accumulation of these kind of people in a single spot on this campus
>realize they're all in the psych class
where did these people come from i've never seen them here before in my life
also I got a captcha with the street i used to live on. getting even more uncomfortable, google
>>7549560
but I look like a monster in most angles
>>7549580
cuddling is the first step to losing to cock desu
>>7549587
nothing ever happens
>>7549580
Boys give really nice cuddles they're big and warm and fuzzy
You should try cuddling with a boy
>>7549594
Bite the pillow I'm going in dry
I'm going to outshine the sun!
>>7549601
that's a nice picture of you
>>7549594
Nigga.
I'm the sherrif & the Oracle.
You write like a faggot.
Literally, trip off and you're just another tranny.... The way you write.
And you only like girls with dicks b/c while cock is cool and all, you can't bring yourself to sleep with guys.
Especially as a guy.
Transition already.
Would like some chocolate in my mouth
>>7549571
My girlfriend has good, comforting smells that remind me of cuddles, though. I haven't met a boy that had a smell like that ever.
>>7549601
DAT hair/complexion.... Uuuuhhhnngghhf
>>7549534
>tfw that bug
>>7549606
It's actually a picture of you
I took it just then
I hacked your computer
I'm a master hacker
>>7549601
hey olive lettme send a pat over real quick
>>7549601
that's a man
>>7549604
Yeah.
Where were you?
>>7549595
charas an uggo hon irl ofc not
We're always alone
Know why I push you away
It's an endless chase
>>7549616
no (u)
>>7549605
you can try
>>7549623
Could've fooled quid
>>7549626
>>7549622
I gotta
>>7549601
Hahaha nice tits fagboy!
>>7549627
plz
>>7549624
no shit
>>7549563
b-but
>>7549565
alright, come join me in my room
i have a big blanket and the heat makes my room realy toasty
>>7549574
am i tho
idk
im just
its falling on deaf ears rn
>>7549582
my webcam is bad at it, and the lighting in my room is ideal
>>7549586
Happy wives
>>7549622
I live with myself every day I dont have to dig to know what I don't like
>>7549615
I wish
>>7549619
right?
I think sass is my favorite trip
>>7549610
I mean, that's what it's like to be a lesbian I guess. Nim doesn't strike me as a lesbian tho
>>7549635
It's not gay if you're a girl
>>7549637
Grace is too kind and nice to get bullied
>>7549620
I was making pasta!
>>7549643
Me2
>>7549631
quid said she was cis and that she looked exactly like the girl in the pics she posted, so clearly shes full of shit
>>7549635
But you're a girl, so it's straight!
>>7549595
Yes, twice.
>>7549604
I'm not going too lmao.
>>7549623
Do you even know what i look like?
>>7549647
In another dimension?
>Haha, me too, I'm at 2nd job
>>7549645
Grace is a fugly hon with an over inflated ego, there seem to be a lot of those prowling about.
>>7549643
WaaAaaaaa? :3
>>7549648
patrician taste
I ran my mouth off
a bit to much
oh what did I say
well you just laughed it off
it was all okay
>>7549652
Not passable enough to post pictures of yourself, thats all any of us really need to know.
>>7549652
So, why trannies.
>>7549637
Oooooo okay.
*snuggles up to Grace*
>>7549600
Am I supposed to know who "he" is or...?
>>7549603
Cindy posting is strictly prohibited.
>>7549607
>You write like a faggot
When in Rome. I'm bisexual and I've known a few trans folk in my day but I can assure you I'm not a huge fab of cock nor am I trans. I am here hrbshse the people, they call for drunk chaser.
she isnt a hon but doesnt pass
at least as far as chara goes
>>7549665
No I just messed up
>>7549658
<3
>>7549660
hi
i wanna snuggle with someone but i think i'd have too much anxiety and be bad
>>7549667
small victories
>>7549665
>I am here hrbshse the people,
what
>>7549669
What's your favorite thing about girls?
>>7549675
when i hear hon
i think people dolled up in makeup that dont pass
shes andro and doesnt try hard to pass
so shes fine
hello trains how was ur day
>tfw can't get away with a bangs haircut while in boymode because i'd clearly look trans
>tfw want to hide my fivehead
can't wake up
>>7549660
modest mouse is comfy listening
>>7549635
>but that's gay
nothing gay about wanting a nice dick in you tbdesu
>>7549665
>I am here hrbshse the people
what did he mean by this
>>7549665
Literally nobody called for you.
When in Rome. Live like the Romans.
Take your girly pills, bitchboi
>>7549638
Sigourney Weaver turned me gay
>>7549601
iktf
>>7549679
I got called sir once at work by a coworker and then once by a customer. But then my manager called me girl when i was leaving and then i felt great.
t blog post
>>7549687
>>7549601
I really want breasts....
>>7549637
what's with the thousand yard stare
>>7549677
My favorite thing about my girlfriend is how soft and warm and gentle she is. She is a sweetheart and is so pretty. I want to marry her.
>>7549688
it does not
>>7549694
you will have soon!
>>7549678
She pretended to be a cisgirl to make people jealous, its pathetic and evil. To me a hon is some one who makes up excuses for why they dont pass instead of trying, so she definitely qualifies.
QUESTION:
After hair removal, when your face gets red, do your beard and facial hair areas still become more visible? Like is their a difference in color?
>>7549683
yeah huh
>>7549601
fix your nose bridge and your jaws could be ok after
We love small skulls
>>7549689
I keep having nightmares where I get misgendered, but it hasnt happened irl in years. Still I wake up with the same anxiety, dysphoria, and feeling of inadequacy that getting misgendered irl would give me.
>>7549711
these animals are cooli
>>7549702
all depends on the person
>>7549691
Hop into my kettle, bby
>>7549672
Junebug! :3
>>7549637
Where are the hairs you need laser for? I honestly can't see any unless they're concealed with makeup.
>>7549688
Would you care to explain why you find them pretty? What do you like in a girl that makes you find one attractive?
Have you ever thought about what it would be like to have sex with a girl? Do you like it?
>>7549698
Cute :3
>>7549696
Fucking lol
>>7549713
their cursed
>>7549715
ikr
>>7549719
sassafrazzler <3
>>7549720
no it's spook
>>7549721
how would u know??
>>7549718
Hot! <3 are you going to stuff me.
>tfw hrt is making me smol
>>7549723
Do you at least see the skin issue now?
As for the hairs, shit camera again.
If you were here in person Icould point them out to you.
>>7549727
With feta and sausage
>>7549735
I don't want to talk about it right now
Espresso and Spironolactone do not mix ;_;
brb peeing
>>7549638
Sigourney Weaver is hot
>>7549735
Most have never met me irl, I think they're just mislead by my pictures.
>>7549724
I tend to like girls with lighter hair and lighter eyes
a good sense of humor really attracts me, intelligence too!
actually i think just laughing at my dumb jokes is probably what im looking for lol
the biggest thing tho is someone i can feel comfortable around, cuz that's obviously difficult for me
thinking about sex just makes me feel nervous
>>7549748
You know, guys can have light hair, light eyes, a good sense of humor, intelligence, and be really comfortable to be around too. These are not gendered things.
The sex is the part that's gendered, shouldn't it mean something that you actually can't seem to think sexual things about women?
>>7549661
I post actual pictures, just not on 4chan.
>>7549662
Why trannies, what?
>>7549667
not even close to hon levels.
>>7549702
I pretended to be cis to avoid meeting with quid, but kept it going because it was hilarious and it gave me money.
>>7549730
>tfw you're 5'6" but your girlfriend is 5'2" and you will never be a full head shorter than her so you can casually rest your head under her chin
>>7549757
it's just something ive never done before
>>7549730
You are so fucking ugly nigger. Seek sunlight get a fucking clue you fucking nigger jesus christ i hate you fuck you nigger.
>>7549741
I'll give you that, pictures aren't fully comparable to irl.
Do you not have someone irl you can trust an opinion of?
>>7549767
I mean, I shouldn't have to tell you what that means. The truth is staring you right in the face.
Did you never find it weird how boys could be such perverted horndogs about women while you felt nothing?
>>7549773
me on the left
>>7549777
well your bf is a cook right?
>>7549751
I don't understand
i m dumb
>>7549740
she's pretty hot
>>7549707
I am saving up for a nose-job but I've read that jaw reductions can lead to very weirdly shaped sagging later in life. I don't really wanna have to be getting facelifts every 2 years desu.
AAACCCCNNNNEEEEE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
it's ridiculous for a 26 year old
>>7549758
Coward, even hons like grace will subject themselves to us. Let me guess, jeans and a hoodie are your standard attire?
>>7549781
yep yep!
>>7549790
that sounds nice, I'd be on the right though
>>7549776
it was because i respected women..
>>7549783
>acne at 26
what are you american
>>7549792
I respect women too but I want my penis in and around their mouths.
was chemically sterilizing myself as a transbian the right choice?
Regardless of how trans I thought I was
I never wanted a kid, but I feel weird no longer having the option
>>7549795
i just don't like talking about lewd stuff
I used to masturbate to the thoughts of my cis male friends as trannies
>>7549787
No, You're going to have to do a lot better than that.
for how long is it realistic to live as just a guy on hrt? you should probably get at least an orchi at some point, right?
>>7549751
I'll do my best!
>>7549793
shit genes
>>7549794
Don't bully korra
she's a cute hacker overlord
she'll doxx u
>>7549775
I only have family right now and they're just gonna be nice to me.
>>7549800
Do you act like Chara or does Chara act like you?
>>7549792
Being asexual is not the same thing as being respectful. Even if you never talked about it, you should have felt some sort of attraction to them.
Also I know that respect excuse is bullshit because I said the same thing as a "get out of talking about girls" card
it's really stupid to use anime girls as avatars
>>7549813
animals are way better
>>7549812
but i said i do have an attraction to them!
ive said i find a girl hot to guys in high school and stuff, im just not explicit
>>7549810
I don't know what you mean by that question.
i can't escape
last night
this morning
tonight
i'm always crying now and i can't escape it
i can see that things won't get better
>>7549810
She acts like chara, she's insane and living a fantasy instead of trying to actually pass.
>>7549795
That's gross. Like not even lewdposting, just grossposting. My girlfriend is bi and would be fine with going down on me, but I don't allow it. It's not okay to use the penis. The penis is gross. It's disgusting and needs to go away.
>>7549818
>>7549824
I think its kinda cute, that you think you know anything about me. <3
>>7549821
Did you ever once imagine having sex with one of the girls you said you found hot?
I know how important it is to fit in and I did the same thing but looking back there really was no genuine attraction
i don't know what to do
>tfw almost shared bra order on facebook
whoops lol, that would've been terrible
also what're you listening to /mtfg/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAIFOR0Tmyw
>>7549826
I keep thinking the dots near the front of its face are its eyes
>>7549822
Do you act like Chara online as a fake personality, or is your real personality already akin to Chara?
Not trying to be mean or hateful, just curious.
>>7549813
What about /x/ pics?
Snickerdoodle will you share Drunk Chaser with me
>>7549830
>only ever got aroused by people I had crushes on
>only ever get aroused anymore by my current partner of 2 years
Maybe Nim is the same kind of weird as me? I am bi but have no attraction to dudes or other girls ever since I started dating my girlfriend. Single target sexuality??
You know, I really regret all trouble I give you guys. I regret a lot of things I do, to be honest. I'm almost 28 and I'm completely alone in the world, and this is the path that I've set for myself. I don't want you all to think that I'm some kind of hopeless idiot, because that's what I think of myself.
I still feel...slightly uncomfortable, taking hormones that aren't prescribed to me, trying to change who I am without a therapist. I'm still trying to get to her, even if my procrastination has screwed me out of it. But the fact is, for the first time in years, I feel...better. And I can't tell anyone about that, and it's painful. More than that, I want to feel valued, I want to feel liked, for me, and I know 4chan isn't the best place to do that, but I literally do not know where else to go.
I'm not going to lie. I'm not strong, I haven't had a sense of self-worth for some time. The concept of doing something just for me is still kind of alien to me. I need help, I know that. But until I can get that help, this is the closest thing I have to a transgender support group (And believe me, I have been looking), so I just hope you can put up with me for awhile longer.
I'm too busy to be heartbroken
>>7549836
they are
>>7549840
not if they're gay
the only way to escape is death but i'm scared
>>7549837
How i act now, is my actual personality.
I don't know what else to tell you.
>>7549856
it'll get you eventually
>>7549862
i need to die now
>>7549856
scarier things before you die
>>7549864
no you don't
>>7549866
i do because my emotions are too much to handle and i can't fix them and there's no other escape and things won't get better
>>7549830
ok yeah i did and i looked at straight porn too..
i just didn't feel good about it
>>7549867
what exactly is wrong?
straight porn best porn
porn is bad though
Expectations
Is the currency of fools
And I spent it on you
I spent it on you
>>7549734
Drip drip drip
>>7549873
lol
>>7549870
everything
there's nothing i can just fix and make better
i have no desire to keep going
i can't function as a human
i know i'm not capable of being a real person
dysphoria and my self-image overall is what's making me cry
the only way to escape my emotions is by dying, i can't make them stop
i'm being forced off an edge
>>7549854
>they are
oh fuck it's an eel
I thought it was the long-necked dinosaur from a museum exhibit
>>7549850
it's okay Homu
>The concept of doing something just for me is still kind of alien to me
iktf. Most of my life was doing things because I wanted to please others or I thought it was what they would want. Finally doing something for yourself and have it be something like transitioning to improve your mental health can be quite terrifying
what does tsundere mean
and the other one
>>7549849
That's called being in a commited monogamous relationship and that's normal regardless of orientation. It's also normal to only be able to think lewd stuff about people you're crushing on.
What isn't normal is crushing on someone and then finding the idea of having sex with them unappealing or unsatisfying.
>>7549869
And why could it be that you didn't feel good about it?
Believe it or not I used to imagine straight sex with girls too. When it feels weird (and it did) something is up.
>>7549878
it's a real eel too
>>7549879
tsundere means you're simultaneously cold and loving
yandere means you're simultaneously insane and loving
>>7549883
tfw yandere
>>7549837
if you want see char-char's real personality go look at her posts from 7months ago or read posts she did as riven/root
>>7549879
Tsundere is a girl whos mean at first but sweet when she gets to know you, yandere is a girl who's so attached that shes insane and will murder to get to you.
>>7549873
Your price is way too high you need to cut eeeeeeet
>>7549782
A lazy joke. I was saying your anglo accent makes everything you spout sound like total gibberish.
>>7549802
Good girl.
>>7549773
Oh oh Eva do you cook? Rate my steak pls
>>7549892
I would eat your meat
r we human
>>7549877
Hey, anon, I don't know your story but I maintain that suicidal thoughts are never the cause of anything but mental illness. You can get better, you're not too far gone or fucked to get to a good place. You have to try, though.
Say it once more
Speak to my chest
I want to bleed all of the words you said
>>7549877
I know how that feels anon, I really do. I've spent years being sad and depressed with suicide in the back of my mind constantly. The feeling there is no way of getting better or changing. I know it may not help you but I know first hand things can turn around from what seems like rock bottom. Is there anyone you can reach out to? Dying will not actually solve your problems, if things are really bad they can still improve, do not take any drastic action.
>>7549892
I don't want to eat meat anymore, looks tasty though.
>>7549892
praise me more~
>>7549902
>Is there anyone you can reach out to?
no i'm cold and alone and empty
death will solve my problems because i can escape pain
>>7549880
it's because i haven't experienced it..
>>7549909
the sign is vital?
>>7549906
are you asexual?
>>7549911
what
>>7549906
Honest question, do you think getting a girlfriend would change how you feel?
>>7549905
but you could find someone in the future for support then, have you considered going to a support group of some kind? talk to a professional maybe? pain is a lot better then not existing at all.
>>7549850
to be fair you do serve a purpose. you're someone we can look at and realise that at least we are not you.
>>7549915
>tfw no dolphin bf
>>7549919
i can't handle the pain
i have no way to cope
and it never goes away
>>7549916
Elanna stop trying to make nim gay wtf?
>>7549920
Fair enough. Don't delay kids. Don't sacrifice your future because of fear.
>>7549921
yeah but it feels good~
>>7549904
Yeah well I look like Josh Groban's ugly older brother but you're generally nice to me
>>7549921
it's ethical, I don't eat much anyway
>>7549925
anon please reach out to someone, anyone. make a appointment with a therapist please or a councilor. I was in a similar place to you not even a few months ago, thinking suicide was the answer and barely holding on. Thing can and will turn around.
>>7549929
that's great. stop talking to me though. no more (You)s for you, bye
>>7549924
best mammal
>>7549903
>>7549930
You are a cute, good girl who deserves nothing but head pats.
>>7549933
>Josh Groban
accurate
tfw no tranny human gf
>>7549915
>tfw not being raped to death by dolphins
>>7549894
gay
>>7549945
>>7549945
That's a good feel, right?
>>7549943
>human
gross, why bother?
https://www.etsy.com/listing/461647438/overwatch-ow-mei-cosplay-costume-and?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=mei%20cosplay&ref=sr_gallery_42
i really wish i could get this ngl
>>7549945
:'( we all know this feel
>tfw super needy today and can stop thinking about want a bf to cuddle with
reeeeee
How to deal with boylust?
can dolphins clock us?
>>7549892
mouthwatering/10 I wish I had a steak rn
>>7549946
Hey, it never hurts to make someone feel good, and there is no need to condition people for praise. We're humans, not animals.
>>7549952
>>7549960
consider boyfriends
>>7549938
ily anon!
>>7549946
getting your dick sucked is different, if it wasn't a dirty thing you could ask people for it
>>7549961
most definitely
So how's it gonna be
When it all comes down
To cycling trivialities
>>7549970
you know, nerves and stuff..
fuck man why cant ia fford this cosplay
i need to sell myself
lmao
>>7549960
put things in ur butt
my tummy feels sick
are you okay anon?
>>7549943
>mfw extinct creatures posting in my general
>>7549976
lemme give it a rub
>>7549976
is the bebbi sicky
>>7549974
when you get that $23m, you can buy all the cosplays you want, but until then you should just make your own out of cloth paper and toilet roll tubes
>>7549984
i want to fuck a 23 million dollar bill and cum inside of it
>>7549973
I mean
Guys can be very gentle if they know it's your first time
>>7549977
i'm not dead if thats what you're asking
right now i'm trying to distract myself with music
>>7549977
sometimes I wish I could sleep forever
>>7549989
i want to eat that bill after you're done with it
>>7549972
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruQQ5UvICvA
beaners are sexy
u
>>7549978
hehe
>>7549991
Playing pedantics won't save you from the logic of the argument.
>>7549992
its not garbage
there was someone at the convention i just went to wearing it
i found it using their business card
seen it in person
>>7549997
>>7549975
Feel too lonely to put things up butt :c
>>7549990
but i don't want to be gay
i don't care if you say im a girl it still feels gay
cite me a study that disproves the concept of AGP and I promise to transition
>>7550002
I don't trust anything made in china for the most part, will fall apart on you or be filled with lead, if your willing to spend that kind of money just commission it to be made by someone here, I would think California has people who do it and can even take your measurements.
:3
>>7549994
>tfw gotten to the stage where i can just sleep for over half the day if i'm not careful
Who /realdysphoriahours/ here?
>>7549991
I think it's a different kind of sexual... just because it's arousing in a way doesn't mean it's dirty, it's a warm pure fulfilling feeling
>>7550015
>>7549991
it's like the easiest thing in the world but you gotta be in the mood for it. I get it when somebody doesn't want to do it when he worked all day.
>>7550015
basic, it is 5 in the morning
GO TO BED
I will never be a real woman. Nobody will want to touch me with a ten foot pole as long as REAL women exist. Why would they? I'm an imitation of the real thing, so why would they want the imitation over the original?
So why transition, then? If all it will do is alienate everyone who I could ever possibly have a relationship of any kind with? And if it will make it far more likely that I am murdered, or impoverished, or just in general fucked up? What is the incentive?
>>7550008
here's a study I just did
agp
is
a
meme
for real though even if you have AGP why not transition if it makes you feel better
>>7550025
because it will make life unnecessarily harder
>>7550005
Nobody gets to choose these things
It's not healthy to fight them though, and it's not fair to yourself.
Do you think anybody here really wants to be trans? I can only speak for myself, but I didn't want to be trans, and I didn't want to like boys. Denying it isn't going to make anyone happy though, it's simply what we are.
>>7550024
>I will never be a real woman. Nobody will want to touch me with a ten foot pole as long as REAL women exist. Why would they? I'm an imitation of the real thing, so why would they want the imitation over the original?
have you heard of these things called "chasers"
BIG
cums
>>7550028
Thank you. I appreciate the fact that you can admit when someone else is right, that takes some guts. <3
D-does anyone here wanna read my worldbuilding? It's just three pages long.
>>7550034
>tfw no blue whale bf
>>7550029
all this talk about hrt and boys is making me wanna repress..
i already feel like the black sheep in my family i shouldn't be giving them more excuses to be disappointed in me
sometimes i feel like it this was a mistake anyway so it might be for the best
>>7550035
>I am in bed. I just can't get back to sleep ;~;
you're going to be cranky for the rest of the day and it's us who'll have to deal with that
>>7550030
Chasers are pretty much the same as poodles trying to hump your leg. Not the kind of touch anyone sane would want.
We exist because of rape
It's only natural to want to promote rape culture
everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine everything's fine
>>7550046
i agree lauren
>>7550028
ahh!
>>7550034
the orca whale at seaworld killed like three people and they still jack him off for his sperm so maybe orcas are the alphas of the sea
I'm gonna go buy wine
then I'm gonna order a pizza
and I'm gonna play videogames and cry
>>7550028
do you have steam
>>7550039
what is it about
>>7550047
i'm no ferret sympathizer
>>7550042
;~;
You won't I promise. I'll be chipper and upbeat
>>7550008
sexual feelings regarding your own gender is a way for your brain to compensate for being incompatible with your own body
you'll find that without your testosterone, all that's left if the desire to be a girl, with no fetishes attached
just do it, or you'll be back here again and again
>>7550024
I realize that I literally have chaser in my name so take what I say with a grain of salt, but you're focusing too much on not being a "real" girl. Even if I were to grant you your argument and say "Yeah you're an approximation of one" who cares? Looks matter to some degree, the rest is who you are as a person. Be a dope person and you'll get dicks for days.
>>7550039
Ya go ahead anon.
>>7550044
Poodles are the ultimate symbol of the bourgeoise. Down with them.
>>7550045
A description is not a prescription, Juniper!
>>7550044
>Not the kind of touch anyone sane would want.
no tranny is sane though
>>7550039
Sure, I'm bored at work.
What is the setting?
fully passing is great
so i guess im stealth since cis girls accept me as one of their own right?
>>7550041
Don't even think about repressing
I'll stop making you uncomfortable, but I really really think you need to be approaching your sexuality with a more open mind, most importantly you shouldn't be repressing it just because
It's your sexuality, it's your gender. It's not your family's.
The reason people still transition and embrace being trans, even if they don't want to be trans, is because it leads to a more fulfilling life. I don't want to see you denying yourself the shot at a healthy romantic life simply because you're afraid to open the other door, you've already come far on being able to explore your gender.
can a 6'1 girl ever really be stealth?
>>7550057
>bourgeoise
what exactly is that? I remember the original meaning but who does this apply to now?
poodles are the best breed of dogs
>>7550069
rich people
cosmopolitans
the Kardashians
>>7550057
>>7550060
The setting is pic related.
I already wrote a book, but the specific thing I wrote is based off of a footnote to an appendix in that book, here:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B9S5xBcpAN1jckVmb0h1d3pOcEU/view?usp=sharing
>>7550028
I started cooking because I was sick of how shitty all the places were around here. now I got to the point where like a few resturants get to my level or higher because I just take every meal and make it over and over again until it is good enough in my eyes. but my dad is also a cook so that's where it comes from.
>>7550045
tfw raped and molested xddd
>>7550074
not seen many, and I'm always looking
>>7550065
maybe if i ever end up feeling like a girl
i don't right now but i guess it's still early on..
>>7550074
/id/saltyolives
don't judge my shitty library or playtimes pls
I mostly play vidya on my ps quadruple
>>7550077
You deserve what you get
>>7550083
edgy people
autists
transbians
>found a vlog of someone who started at the same age I will
>fast forward 5 years
>both looks and voice are perfect
>they seem really happy and content
wish I hadn't seen that actually
>>7550087
Lol dw
>>7550069
Its a meme word at this point. It has an actual meaning but its almost always used as a joke outside of serious discussion about Marxism.
>>7550071
https://youtu.be/AfuCLp8VEng?t=66
>>7550075
Oh shit anon that's pretty expansive. I'll get to it in a bit.
>>7550081
I didn't ask if you've seen many. I asked if they exist. It'll make passing harder but not impossible.
>>7550089
But all the things people don't like me for happens after :^)
>>7550069
meme answer: champagne drinking, wealthy middle-class people
non meme answer: the social class of people who own the means of production (the ones who owned the land the peasants work in, or the ones who own the machinery and factories that the lower-class produce stuff in)
nobody uses that word in a serious way anymore though, even upper/middle/working class is starting to become dated in favour of a new 7-class system
i want things to be okay, i could be a person
>>7550086
You'll probably get there
Give it time
I think it's pretty normal to just simply press the reset switch on your sense of self and romantic interests after transitioning anyways.
>>7550097
it's a tough decision >_<
but since I started giving it serious thought I've been motivated to get stuff done
I have an interview lined up, I've started running again
it's like I finally have a reason to live
god I sound pathetic
oh my filter list is broken
lmao
are suicide method discussions a bannable offense
>>7550095
Why do you care if people like you or not?
You need to like yourself
Things happen for a reason
>>7550101
yeah
my biggest worry is that ill end up a hon and regret all this. i know my height, shoulders and jawline aren't prime material for transition
there's a cis girl i met through people from here that lives kind of close to me and she seems interested in helping me with girl stuff so i dunno, maybe that'll help
im just not used to unknowns so this whole lifestyle im putting myself into scares me sometimes since there are so many unknowns
>>7550103
good job, I'm proud of you. aggressive transition is best transition!
>>7550098
>tfw no own means of production
:(
>>7550074
I can't embrace lewd yet, I have to be puuure
>>7550108
no but i wish you wouldn't think those things
i'm being hypocritical but those are bad things to think about
>>7550108
they are a fuck off offense
>>7550110
I don't, i was just making a point.
I'm quite content with myself and my current situation.
>>7550115
I'm pure on the outside and lewd on the inside. It's the best of both worlds.
>>7550119
You've got the love
>>7550095
it was a pre-emptive strike, they knew you were gonna turn out to be mean
>>7550115
>>7550120
I'm a pure girl, I will not be corrupted by lewd
>>7550124
good evangeline!
>>7549991
>>We're humans, not animals
>We're Catholics, not Christians.
There are Protestants that would agree with both statements.
(You)'ve got the love
>>7550124
you're stronger than me
I'd be corrupted by lewd if I could
>>7550122
I have a boyfriend.
>>7550123
lol, maybe. I don't really think im that mean though.
what's with this general and the fetishization of being a 50's housewife
>>7550115
Why do you have to be pure?
(u) got the love
>>7550138
juniper can i have love
>>7550129
Little girls can't be lewd
fuck
i dont think im gonna be able to get guns for a while because my clinic marked me as a suicide risk last year
i was looking forward to that when i turn 21 later this year..
>>7550145
You're 19
>>7550139
(u) got the love
>>7550141
(u) got the love
I'm not super feminine. I'm just me. I don't really have much of an interest in makeup, for example. Should I still transition if I'm not going to be the ideal feminine trans woman? I'm not masculine by any means, but I'm not super feminine.
>>7550148
Lol no I'm not who told you that
>>7550146
How come you haven't left shitcago yet?
>>7550142
I'll be okay
>>7550146
am I older then you?
>>7550146
i didn't know we were the same age
>>7550146
>tfw no guns
why does europe suck so much with gun laws
Just one more day till i get 3 days off to cuddle and love on my bf... ugh i hate living as two people
>>7550135
Being a dominatrix sounds like fun. I also want to be a super fit martial arts girl. I really just want to be ok with my body. It really has nothing to do with social roles. That's just me personally. Maybe I'm the odd one out in feeling this way.
>>7550154
I'd like to
I'm not sure what other states would think of this.
>>7550155
I turn 21 in August.
>>7550158
Woah.
>>7550159
WW2
>>7550160
Has he shaved his shit facial hair yet?
>>7550124
>I'm a pure girl, I will not be corrupted by lewd
Some people might take that as a challenge.
I've been friends with somebody for about 8 months or so, and this past couple we've gotten close. I've been in a bad place for a while now and he's the only person who has really been there to lift me up and genuinely wants me to feel better.
I really really like him, and he's flirting with me now too and I really like it.
But I'm super early in my transition and I just don't look like a girl, and I don't sound like a girl. I can't look like a girl, and I can't sound like a girl. He's never seen me but he has heard me, and even though he says it doesn't change how he thinks of me it obviously matters to me.
I'm not ready for any kind of intimacy, even online. Not in my current state. But I can't make him wait years.
UGH. HELP. BOYS.
>>7550092
that could be you in 5 years anon
you owe it to yourself to give it a chance
>>7550169
Okay okay I'll stop teasing. Sorrrry Eva
great I feel awful again
>>7550164
Psssh don't worry about it
>>7550166
I was diagnosed with chronic major depressive disorder and I bought a gun just fine when I filled out my 4473. Just move to a not shit state.
Who is the worst trip.
Who is the saddest.
Bonus
Is there a difference
>>7550166
hey im older than you! my birthday is in june!
i can bully you now little squirt ^.^
there is a 14 year old that posts here
>>7550180
>Who is the worst trip.
quid
>Who is the saddest.
me
>Bonus
>Is there a difference
yeah, i thin i'm still a good person
>>7550178
Would depressive disorder be considered a threat to yourself, though? Suicide risk certainly must be.
>>7550170
>He's never seen me but he has heard me
edating is dumb
I'm so alone
>>7550167
I like his beard and i asked him not to shave it. I like running my fingers through it.
>>7550113
It's legitimately a lot to take in all at once
You'll land on your feet I think, just keep taking those pills and press onwards ;-;
>>7550182
does that mean i'll have to watch my language from now on?
>>7550185
I know, believe me that isn't lost on me. But he's not actually far so idk, meetups aren't out of the question.
I don't like edating but I can't help who I fall for, and I don't have any real life friends.
>>7550185
>edating is dumb
this
>>7550184
I think I did tell the docs that I had considered suicide, yeah. This was a while ago, however.
>>7550190
Fuck you dude
>>7550190
she's 15 or something
>>7550188
miss the feeling? :^)
I'm just teasing, how are you this fine day/night?
>>7550190
The oldest
>>7550192
no im just saying
not everyone here is 18+
the rule is only if people disclose their underagedness
fortunately im 18 now so i can say my age
>>7550188
kayla is really disgusting
>>7550204
You seem like kind of a bitch.
>>7550195
e-snuggle me pls
I just want too be loved
>>7550201
Exhausted, i have tonights shift and then thank fuck i get 3 days off to be girl mode the entire time. My only worry is what color im going to do my nails lol, its actually giving me anxiety.
would u donk this kayla
>>7550208
>filtered by some faggot chaser
I really don't think she cares.
>>7550208
Rude dude
>>7550180
quid
>>7550191
i certainly hope so..
have a good night
>>7550214
>fat
Not a chance
>>7550211
Ily Eva
>>7550180
>Who is the worst trip.
Any of the male chasers.
>Who is the saddest.
Any of the female trannies.
>Is there a difference
Nope.
>>7550212
I don't think you can pick a wrong colour.
What's your best current streak for girlmode?
>>7550222
I need real irl love
>>7550215
>tfw someone uses a emoji i made.
feels good
>>7550224
but im not sad hello
>>7550223
Don filter me
>>7550219
No shit. What gave it away lol
>>7550207
maeve-chan
i will snugg you
>>7550220
yr loss
>>7550228
>tranny
>not sad
you lie
>>7550218
Good night nim
>>7550225
4 days has been my limit and its just work and facial hair related. Once i finish electrolysis then im free. Good thing i have some money again because i have 3 double sessions booked back to back next week.
>>7550237
Can't always be sad
>>7550237
im rarely sad.
So I discovered shower head orgasms today and just wow. Where has that been all my life? Still think the vibrator is a bit better, but mixing things up is nice.
>>7550240
Borderline?
>>7550229
You're like 12 lol
>>7550242
watch me
well
ok
recently im rarely sad
>>7550204
>the rule is only if people disclose their underagedness
i dunno about that, but i suppose a crime is only a crime if you get caught
i hope there aren't 14 year olds posting here though, makes me feel real creepy when i imagine the sorts of things i've been saying to people a decade younger than me
>>7550240
Play insurgency with me
>>7550245
No I'm noooot
>>7550252
I'm full blown autistic I'd say.
>>7550255
<18 means you need to leave.
make a new thread already