were all cute boys here edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
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>>7527364
fat teen boys
>>7527361
Oh, I liked weirder stuff than that
;_;
>>7527362
Is this you?
>>7527363
<3 hamham
Soooo, how long did it take before wearing a bra stopped being something you liked and started being something you just had to do
>>7527371
>need to go out but it's raining
nobody's life is worse than mine
>>7527371
that's 01
>tfw parents came home
It's so cold - I wish I had kept some hot air from summer in the freezer so i could just unfreeze it and be warm :(
>>7527377
Ugh... Good luck! >_<
>>7527372
A couple months. You're covering ur nipples not ur boobage
I want to know Elanna's wierd fetishes!
>>7527371
<3
>>7527377
>Parents
Can you skip using an enema if you didn't eat for like 15 hours and drunk lots of water?
>>7527382
I hear she likes straight cis boys
>>7527378
Will someone ever know if you like her?
>>7527373
Thank (You)
>>7527375
Sorry I need to reorganize my stalking folder
>>7527382
My fetishes are currently very vanilla
>>7527372
A few months
Sup?
>>7527387
yeah
>>7527392
How
>>7527386
Wtf, this one is almost amusing.
>>7527393
I'm sure you'll figure it out little one.
can someone tell me what this meme is called?
deed poll forms are on their way!
as soon as I sign them my name and title will be legally changed :D
also my mum wants to watch the danish girl film with me because its about trans stuff
is it a decent film??
>>7527371
Like what
>>7527399
;_;
>>7527402
Idk, dick vore, [spoiler]gender swap[/spoiler]
>>7527407
you like dick vore..?
>>7527386
This is honestly the worst webcomic ever. Why does it constantly have to get posted on this board?
>>7527410
Not currently, I'm not a /d/eviant anymore
>>7527386
Rip in peace What.cd
>>7527417
You do know what thread you're posting on right?
Besides, why continue looking at weird fetish porn when I'm currently living my fetish anyways
>>7527391
Hey, how has your day been?
>>7527403
pls tell me meme name so I can name the folder correctly
>>7527420
Lotta walking.
>>7527419
Dr pepper is your fetish? Same here.
do you like my cute discord emojii
>>7527421
omg this one is so cute
When will an obsessed chaser ever leak their mtfg photo collection?? I really want to see if I'm on there :3
>tfw you will never impregnate your chaser bf
Who /domtranny/ here?
>>7527419
Hahahahahaahhaha my fetish also OMG
>>7527417
Shut up
>>7527379
> >.<
i fucking hate what ze zirs are doing to public beliefs of whats transsexualism is. everyone i know irl thinks i'm a special snowflake and its frustrating as fuck
>>7527431
> > >.<
What did she mean by that? >.<
>>7527431
maki
post pic pls
>>7527431
>wanting to dom anyone
just stay a boy faggot
>>7527433
ugh, your trans privilege is showing.
>>7527433
And I totally forgot that most people only know of drag queens and stuff and assume all trans people are like that, so everyone is confused.
>>7527425
I like your emoji
Also, my fetish isn't dr pepper it's kurisu I was just trying to become my waifu~
>>7527431
And people think I'm joking when I say I'm just a boy who took his fetish too far.
>>7527433
That's a million times better than people thinking you're just an extremely gay man.
>>7527440
Ever attempted to cosplay as her?
>>7527436
But there is nothing more orgasmic than dominating a man...as a man dressed as a girl. I suggest you try it charles. You're living with these narrow rules of transexuality. I am redefining the rules of transsexualism and shemale psychology.
>>7527438
all the gay men at my high school are drag queens now and post their fetishy shit all over facebook and get hundreds of likes for being 'SO PROGRESSIVE SO ACCEPTING' but its just insulting af to anyone thats actually transitioning?
>>7527441
Isn't that a little homophobic?
im an extremely gay man
>>7527447
>a little
>>7527446
omg they're tucute and ur just truscum :^)
ok i have appointments
things are better
>>7527446
Again... Why are you being so homophobic?
like not great but the immediate panic is mostly over except that I also need to see a dentist
>>7527440
oh.. not as interesting.
>>7527443
Gross.
>>7527450
What? You were being homophobic.
>>7527422
Walking is good, I hope it wasn't too hot there for you today while doing that.
>>7527453
drag queens are fucking gross
i have no problem with gay people, just fags
>>7527458
It was but the shopping centre was air conditioned.
>>7527453
youre right. im going in blackface today because as a white person its my right to do whatever i please even if it means stepping on people fighting for their rights, at least im having fun out there.
>>7527442
I have entirely the wrong body type so no ;_;
Plus cosplay stuff is expensive and idk why I'd do it when I don't really go to conventions and stuff
>>7527443
This is strangely hot..
>>7527449
Same
>>7527462
She wears regular clothes though, surely you can find most of that
>>7527456
Not really
>>7527462
O elanna...us agps need to stick together OMG ;3
>>7527455
There is no social advantage to being trans other than for attention and sexual "fetishism".
>>7527465
rinrin vs renren
>>7527449
Here have this
https://shipyourenemiesglitter.com/product/A-Bag-of-Dicks-70
Trannies have really smelly breath
>>7527468
Im happy u got ur appointments lauren
>>7527470
>>7527467
I don't need social advantages.
>>7527462
That waitress is definitely not getting a tip.
>>7527474
hugg
>>7527473
>being able to smell
Baka
>>7527476
Only 20$ for a bit of candy!
What should I buy from the supermarket?
>>7527473
My breath is fragrant. The fragrance is my own design, though... I despise the commercially available fresheners. Too minty. Yes, I know, that's way too snobbish. I don't give a fuck, being French gives me a free pass for that kind of thing.
>>7527489
chicken butty
batteries
will to live
>>7527481
You shouldn't tell anyone, or they might prank oyu by pooping at you and you wouldn't notice, but anyone would stare at you disgusted
>>7527489
BLUEBERRIES
>trans beans
>>7527492
do people even use breath fresheners anymore? it's more like a old meme
>>7527470
Meh. If you really want to send someone something stupid, just buy it yourself, drop it in a box with prepaid postage, sending it to a non-existent address with theirs as the return address.
>>7527492
I like the smell of garlic
I don't know what frogs and snails smell like though
>>7527499
why would they use that hairstyle that shows their awful forehead so much lmao
>>7527495
I probably stink half the time anyway lmao
>>7527504
massively receding hairline
>>7527500
Youngsters don't use silk handkerchiefs or moist towelettes anymore either. Doesn't mean you can't find those.
>>7527508
Nah, but yday u did :3
>>7527463
Idk, the type of clothes she wears are common but the specific cuts and colors aren't.
Plus she's like a twig, I'm a pear
>>7527478
Would you tip me if I stood on u?
>>7527467
Yeah, agplyfe
>>7527515
>tfw SWEAT
I'm sure you did too though
>>7527503
Both are typically cooked with a butter, parsley, garlic and salt mix.
>>7527518
Yeah i did
>>7527521
Glad I wasn't the only one then
>>7527520
Ew holy shit
You really must have shit breath
>>7527509
just kys when that happens desu
>>7527521
stinkii
>>7527516
>Would you tip me if I stood on u?
For you, anything.
>>7527535
wtf!
>>7527535
lmao
>tfw bf calls you "the best girlfriend ever"
>>7527510
do you use those things?
>>7527528
Fun fact, the hicks in the area I come from chew on fresh parsley to mask the smell of tooth decay. As vile as it sounds and as you can guess, I despise that smell.
>>7527540
can i steal your bf
>>7527520
well I like all of those things, I might try it if I get the chance
>>7527542
Handkerchiefs, yes. Most towelettes, nope.
>>7527533
yeah, i'm pretty sure a shotgun would make sure no one notices
>>7527555
Maybe, but her sweat probably doesn't
>>7527548
But how whould i stay happy without him?
>>7527557
Industrial solvents?
>>7527556
I'm sure it does too! :3
>>7527551
I don't get it why not just use throw away ones? it seems like unecessary work keeping dirty handkerchiefs in your pockets somewhere and bring them home and wash them.
>>7527556
HRT makes your sweat smell a lot less and noticeably different. Male sweat stinks before even bacterias make it worse because it contains testosterone metabolites that just reek. Think boar meat. You don't have those with AAs, so if you have half decent hygiene and no bacterial buildup, you don't smell much. Some vegetables contain nasty sulfurous compounds that get concentrated in sweat and urine, though. Not saying all vegetarians stink, but it's often literally true.
>>7527570
If you want to dazzle rubes, you have to give them the whole nine yards. Paper tissues are just too unglamorous.
Hello everyone!
How u?
Now I'm curious
http://www.strawpoll.me/12043237
http://www.strawpoll.me/12043237
http://www.strawpoll.me/12043237
>>7527578
well I don't know about glamour or stuff like that. people are always surprised by my outfit tho.
>>7527582
Nope. I don't even care about feminine stuff unless it helps me taking advantage. Transitioning was strictly a body image thing for me. I don't even care that much about how people gender me.
>>7527594
I thought you did it to become that girl that you liked that killed herself
>>7527582
What was your AGP fetish?
>>7527594
>does t care about how people gender them
Okay so you arent actually trans at all then?
>>7527571
Lol and and when you're a vegetarian you fart more.
>>7527607
Tf/genderswap
>>7527619
>tf+genderswap
Are you me?
I mean, genderswap isn't appealing to me any more but there's something fascinating about physical change still.
elanna sort of reminds me of the white ranger from power rangers dino thunder
Does anybody else ever worry that they aren't really trans because they don't tick all the boxes?
I tick some of them, but the ones I tick, I tick REALLY hard.
I don't know if that's enough.
>>7527632
Trent was my husbando
>mfw trent/tommy 3way
>>7527632
>tfw power rangers was never a thing in sweden
Feels like i missed out...
>>7527619
WHAT LUCK!
>>7527626
I feel like this is actually kind of common among repressed trans women.
>>7527632
Wat
How
>>7527639
>luck
Now I'm a fucking girl, it's gay as fuck
>>7527633
don't waste time trying to decide if you're trutrans or whatever
>>7527619
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
>>7527611
No it doesn't grow up. Eating animals is disgusting. You have no reason to be a vegetarian if you're not lifting and into fitness. Adults are vegetarians.
>>7527646
There's only a few ways you find out about the trans community, one of them is finding the fetishists who say "hey, wouldn't it be terrifying/wonderful/hot if you turned into a girl? And what if you grew cute cat ears at the same time!"
>>7527653
Or maybe adults understand other points of view.
>>7527654
Yup
And I'm sure there's normal cis people that are into this kind of stuff. The difference seems to be what happens when you're not turned on, and if it starts to eat away at you
>>7527653
You know that "agps" are happier when they transition right?
not a fan of having a penis and testicles
>go to old pizza shop i liked when i was a boy
>havent been there in 2 years maybe
>walk in
>EVERYONES CONFUSED
>i tip them $5 and start to run out
>'see ya buddy'
they know :'(
>>7527666
>what happens when you're not turned on, and if it starts to eat away at you
I'd make that an "and/or"
There's something to be said about soaking your undies when you see genderswap if your hate for seeing yourself as male kills the mood for you.
Or you could just fetishise it.
I wonder if this is where the "falling for the trangender meme" comes from.
>>7527677
>EVERYONES CONFUSED
>i tip them $5 and start to run out
>'see ya buddy'
I wish the pizza place I used to go to during secondary school was still open, they had really good cheap pizza, and the owner was a decent guy who let you open a tab if you didn't have money that day.
Also because it'd be a good test to see if anyone from that time would recognise me these days.
>>7527676
i fucking love having a penis and tentacles
i want to forget my whole life
>>7527680
Well idk, I think it's very possible to both fetishise it and be unaware that it may just be your brain trying to tell you that something is wrong.
There is something legitimately weird about being unable to get into straight porn or gay porn but immediately being drawn to the gender swap stuff. It feels almost like it's just dysphoria hiding behind other feelings. If you have a female sexuality it sort of stands to reason that a repressing mind would try to find acceptable ways to get off.
Transgirl that cured dysphoria, ama
Might just give up on life, get a bf from /r9k/ and blow all our money util we share a suicide bag together
>>7527705
How comfortable is that noose you're wearing?
no more disguise
im lost in the sky
we've left long ago with no reprise and now we've moved on
the world is an illusion of dreams
we're playing roles in silent movies
why do we hide? nothing is real and you'll dissappear
>>7527709
But senpai, I genuinely don't want to die anymore.
>>7527705
I was lucky I was misdiagnosed
>tfw thinking about slightly awkward things you said when you were 12 makes you want to die
>>7527720
amy you're a girl
stop it
>>7527720
Don't worry, your boyfriend will eventually figure out that you're repressing because of him.
>>7527720
That sucks.
You should reconsider, being a girl is way comfier than being a guy. You get to casually wear nicer clothes, your skin is softer, you're not expected to fight for what you want... It's really perfect for me.
>>7527727
Being a cute submissive boy for my bf is already perfect.
>>7527736
That's pretty gay.
>>7527736
your bf has a secret feminization fetish don't let him down
>>7527736
What about when you start growing older, your nose will get bigger, you ears will get bigger you hairline will start receding, do you think you'll look cute then?
>>7527666
Meh i already have a bf that loves me so i dont need to transition.
>>7527733
I envy your ability to adopt all that without resistance from your own brain
So i have this scar on the back of my head from when i was a kid and theres a tiny spot where theres little hair. How can i deal with this? Can i get a graft or something? I could color it in or tattoo it lmao but idk thats not really practical
mommy~
>>7527743
Eventually you will have to, but by then it will be too late to have a life with any semblance of being normal.
>tfw waiting on the good times now
>>7527754
tfw no mommy
>>7527756
mommy~
>>7527763
mommy~
>>7527745
It was a gradual process. I had resistance at first, but HRT did a ton of work (and I had a good frame to start with), so it's like, wow, girl clothes look normal on me, and I'm comfortable with my body and face.
>>7527732
Noo. the reason I wanted to be a girl was because I wanted to date boys.
>>7527738
I know. I feel really happy accepting I am though. It was the core root of my problems
>>7527741
I don't wanna be an old woman ew
I'll be happy as an old man because I spent my youth as my true self.
Transition would be a waste and shorten my lifespan
>>7527740
Yeah but without damaging hormones.
>>7527769
daughteru~
>>7527772
uwu
>>7527726
tfw remember supporting my friend every time he came out as trans or joked about crossdressing and then he would start making fun of me and laughing at his elaborate "jokes"
tfw remember cuddling boys who would call me gay for enjoying it
tfw remember being called a faggot by my androgynous emo friend and that was the last time i hung out with him
tfw remember crying about discovering cocklust and feeling like buffalo bill because awkward loner tranny
tfw remember first love discovering suggested videos of transition timelines on my computer and saying how awesome it is that they've found themselves and not being able to come out to her because I would lose all my friends and family
tfw remember telling therapist (Primary role model during school) i had transsexual fantasies and him telling me it's a mental illness that shouldn't be entertained
tfw remember my sister catching me with painted nails (which she denies now) and running away crying
tfw remember seeing old neighbor friend transition early but couldn't get the courage to talk to them again
tfw remember getting groped in the locker room by 3 guys at once every day for a few weeks in a row, trying to fight back, and them laughing at me for the rest of the day
tfw remember all the times my dad said trannies make him want to vomit
:/
I have cummy tummies ;)
I love riding my bfs cock and im so glad we fixed things.
>>7527653
1.Um I'm mostly vegetarian
2. Eating animals is not disgusting
3. You do fart more
>>7527619
Oooooh genderswap! Lol for me it was like "forced feminization".
*Shame*
>>7527736
Wtf amy?
>>7527752
How big is it? I don't think this should be a problem. Can you post a pic?
I guess you can get grafts or tattoo it once you tattoo, I don't know if you can get grafts
>>7527756
Regardless of how much postitive attention you get from boys and a special snowflake "priveledge" you get from normies if you pass there comes a point where you become unbearable at 40+. Masculinity is harder especially if youre me lol but imo if i keep fighting for what i believe in and acquiring as many skills as possible and staying positive ill make it work. Mascs benefits are ages 40 and above imo tbqh...
@7527780
weak bait, even for you
for you
>>7527771
>the reason I wanted to be a girl was because I wanted to date boys
Interesting. I never really had a bias one way or the other before hrt. Now it's still not strong, but definitely leaning towards guys.
>>7527775
This whole thing is hard to read... I can't even imagine. I've had shit where my cousin called trannies disgusting sadists, but nothing to the same degree.
>it's a mental illness
So fucked up.
>>7527762
>tfw will never be a mommy
>>7527771
OK, but I expect you'll be back
I mean you haven't even left
>>7527784
Unfortunately, that's the point where you're going to snap
Do you ever wonder why old Hons transition even when they have no hope of passing? Aging as a male to get those benefits is basically torture, they usually have the choice of transition or death
>>7527785
I just dropped him off at his place after a marathon sex session and cuddles and tripping and he made me home made bbq chicken for breakfast. I fucking love him.
>>7527753
what's your age?
>>7527791
>they usually have the choice of transition or death
I wonder if most people transition only when they're faced with that choice.
>>7527796
I'm cheating, I'm not actually trans
I don't give a shit if I end up passing or not
>>7527794
38. I was already genderfucking in the past century. Never went full-time during my first transition, though.
>>7527796
That's how it was for me. I had a loaded revolver in my mouth when i decided to transition
>>7527800
You say that, but I don't think you understand the implications of not passing as an MTF
>>7527800
You realize you've done this "I am not actually trans, I just <insert excuse here>" thing before, right?
>>7527804
I was sitting in front of a full bottle of Ritalin. The irony is that the thing I wanted to kill myself with was the one thing keeping me alive for so many years.
>>7527791
I'm still a sub. And it's a force of habit because I'm a gay and like drama
>>7527789
It was easier to just accept my gay feelings instead of larping as a girl to try and validate it to myself when I'm not actually trans. And the only dysphoria I felt was broken logic of "I'll never get to date boys"
Then I realised that gays are gay because they like men
>>7527782
its noo big but its right where the natural part is on the back of the head and it makes it look a little bigger. i dont think its too noticeable. no ones ever said anything to me about it even when i was a boy
>>7527791
Tbqh tho who even knows what the fuck ill be like at 40. Im going to be a millionare by than. Im ambitious maybe ill feel like i conquered masculinity and transition? Maybe ill push myself even harder. Who honestly knows or maybe ill take care of a transgirl and live through that ;^) my mind changes daily. As long as i keep trying itll happen just likr how you will be successful because i believe in you.
Who even fucking knows itd probably be bad if i transitioned lol.
>>7527809
Lol, the "if I do/I have/I try X , then I won't feel trans urges anymore."
It's amazing how fear makes you come up with excuses
Lurker
>am i trans
Mtfg
>shut up and take ur skittles
>>7527812
That actually sounds legitimate.
>>7527816
>Im going to be a millionare by than.
>>7527803
I thought you were like early 30s. how is it? I can't imagine I get any older than 30.
Also I'm looking at the links in the OP post about hormone levels and it's not entirely clear to me what I should be asking my doctor to do with me. I'm going to ask for a female hormone test panel today, and ask if he can write me a prescription since I'm already taking estrogen and self medding. I'll have to go in my work uniform I hope my doctor isn't too strict on how I'm presenting...
>>7527815
Well unless it's something that mimics male pattern baldness you should let it be. I'm a big fan of "imperfections" . You look really cute and I don't see how this would take away from you.
Also, from the last Beep post, did you get your pizza or did you like tip without getting your pizza?
>>7527791
>Do you ever wonder why old Hons transition even when they have no hope of passing?
iktf
>>7527824
I look a lot younger than I am. And I guess I act the part until I slip up and reminisce about 80s music or the USSR. My life was pretty much mothballed for fifteen years because of PTSD. So I didn't really feel the years passing. It's likely I'll be 20 in my head forever, stuck in '99.
>>7527830
what kind of music do you like?
>>7527823
Seek sunlight
>>7527848
If that's a way to tell me to kill myself, I have to say that the rumors stating I'm a vampire are unfounded.
>>7527830
BUT I OBSESS OVER EVERYTHING ty tho..;_;
i got my pizza but i still rushed out like an autist and was super nervous and idiotic the whole time
>>7527845
I'm really nostalgic for the 60-90s. I kinda grew up with all this older stuff especially the music. so you went to the USSR back then?
@7527821
resentment?
still not giving you a (You)
>>7527846
holy shit you used to be fat
Bf is gonna buy me a japanese school girl outfit
Wew
>>7527862
your life is a rollercoaster just like mine was in high school
>>7527862
kawaii
>>7527861
yes
>>7527858
Nah, that's a childhood dream that never came true. I just forget it's called Russia these days. Someone born in the late 80s wouldn't do that, obviously, so it's one way people find out about my real age.
>>7527867
Totes
Is banding/elastration the most effective way for a trans kid to destroy their testicles and stop puberty? Would there be a less painful way?
Need to know so if I ever get to go back in time and relive my life I can transition young. Cypro was over $2 a pill in 2004 on ihp
>>7527879
Im just gonna go back in time and slice them out and flush them, no need to destroy the sac for srs use
>>7527871
I would love to visit russia one day but I won't go if there is not at least one person speaking russian coming with me. my friends tell me all the time how great it is.
>>7527884
Enjoy dying of blood loss
>>7527720
I guess yaoi can be cute too
>>7527879
if youre a kid you can get money pretty easy. just walk around the mall and ask people going by you if they can spare a dollar, say youre short and just need a few to buy what you came for. try not to get caught. my cousins made hundreds doing this lmao. load it on a gift card and order from qhi
>>7527886
I lost all interest by now. The words glasnost and perestroika still make me cringe.
>>7527891
She'd apply the knowledge she's gathered from her 5 degrees to avoid that
>>7527867
>tfw I have a navy/red sailor uniform coming on Sunday
I'm getting it for streaming fun, not fetish stuff.
>>7527879
I used Diane 35 BCPs back in the 90s. Really low dose of cypro but I suppose it was enough to mitigate some puberty damage. And I never got acne...
>>7527879
I pushed mine back up into the inguinal canal and started tucking when they dropped. It wasn't perfect, but I hit puberty 3 years late (after stopping because I was getting bullied about it.)
>>7527891
>not tying off the spermatic chords with literally anything twine like before slicing them off
>>7527894
Yeah a bit of money is easy to come by but that's like $600 a year for T blockers alone. I'd rather be able to spend that on clothes or start saving for srs early.
>>7527903
whatever you say
this is a bully free zone
>>7527896
I still have a old soviet flag hanging in my room. my parents often tell me how bad these times were when the iron curtain fell. many people lost their job and the economy was about to crash.
>>7527906
I was forced t shots to kick start my puberty
>>7527903
What do you stream
I'm 2scared to turn on my camera when I steam dota
>>7527925
Ethinylestradiol estradiol is much more powerful than estradiol, so that's not the issue. It's also quite dangerous. I took two pills a day, bought them from friends. It used to be the BCP all teenagers used, because of the added anti-acne benefit, so it was easy to find. And I got it for cheap, sometimes just trading a box for a pack of smokes, since said friends had it covered by insurance and didn't pay anything for it.
how can i trick my doctor into giving me hrt
>>7527907
And then just scream for your parents to rush you to the ER?
I guess that's a possibility but I doubt I'd be tough enough to do that. I'm to squeamish, that's why I'd rather do something like cut off circulation to them or try to give them frostbite by holding ice to them for a few hours. Idk senpai
>>7527942
rainbow socks and he'll know you're trutrans
how do i take cypro? 50mg daily?
>>7527942
Tell your doctor you're a girl
>>7527862
l-lewd
>>7527736
>tfw I'll never be a cute submissive boy for a bf
>>7527941
Ehhh I think I'd prefer to buy estrogen from an online pharmacy. It was only 54 dollars for 140 pills in the early 2000s when I was hitting puberty age.
>>7527942
Suck his dick, no joke
>>7527950
One pound up the shitter every 30 minutes
>>7527947
Yeah and scream for the ambulance. The. I would literally scream i wanna be a girl until i got on estrogen. Hindsight is 20/20
>>7527950
yes
>>7527952
There were no online pharmacies in the early nineties. I didn't have internet access at all until 1996. Much easier to get them through friends, anyway.
>>7527957
>Hindsight is 20/20
Yup which is why I want to be as prepared as possible in case I get to try life over again. It's fun to think about anyway, at least for me
>known gorgeous fem AMAB nonbinary person since high school
>close friends and fellow sesh gremlins
>I'm a disabled tranny lulcow, they're a fashion model
>recently taught them about bica and they leapt at the chance
>now they've been confirmed for London Fashion Week, walking for Vogue
>I'm basically friends with the new Andrej Pejic and I haven't passed to a single IRL stranger yet at 15 months HRT
I'm REALLY FUCKING DYSPHORIC RIGHT NOW
>>7527964
I was still in preschool in 1996
Actually I may have been too young for even preschool.
>>7527970
Yeah, I guess I started transitioning for the first time around the time most posters here were born....
>>7527925
Maybe. Idrk.
>>7527931
Hearthstone was my go-to in the past. I may start streaming again when I get a decent webcam, but I'm on hiatus for now while I do class stuff.
>>7527925
Maybe. I looked like a girl through most of middle school too.
I would've been really pretty if I had started HRT then, now I'll just be kinda pretty :/
Do I have to do any of the first order things for QHI? I bought cypro
>>7527976
oldfag..........
>>7527983
>I would've been really pretty if I had started HRT then
Looking at old pics of myself I was cute as hell. Early transition would have been nice to me I'm sure. Even early 20s transition has been okay though, I'm pretty content with the results I just hate that I didn't get to be a girl until I was old
>>7527986
yes
>>7527997
>I just hate that I didn't get to be a girl until I was old
Saaaame. I just wish I had gone through puberty with everyone else. I started in my late teens though, so I'm not exactly a late transitioner; I'm only a sophomore in college.
>>7527983
>hearthstone
I used to watch that a lot. It's a good game to watch I just hate playing it, never really found it fun as a free to play fag
Were you like really pro? I'm pretty shit at video games and never get viewers. I just stream so I can re watch it and evaluate my own voice better lol
>>7528004
I started as a junior in college, wasn't full time by graduation. I hope hrt is nice to you and you get to experience that.
>>7528010
Noooo, not when I streamed. I was pretty good like two years ago though, and I'm not terrible now.
I'll probably end up playing starcraft tho, just cuz it's more fun.
>>7528017
I'm probably going to go full-time before the end of this semester. I'm already wearing girls clothes without any issues (I think it actually looks better when I do) and getting weird looks from baristas when I give them my deadname.
>>7528022
Hell yeah starcraft is way more fun. I was also a huge fan of playing rts games but I'm really awful at those. I wish new rts's were good still :\ but I guess mobas killed the genre
>>7528029
>I'm already wearing girls clothes without any issues (I think it actually looks better when I do)
I wore girl clothes before graduation too, just not like skirts and stuff. Sounds like your on a good path so far though! So I'm even jealous of you then, you'll get to go through the latter half of college as a girl
>>7528033
Mobas totally killed the genre, but an RTS is way more fun because you don't have to worry about teammates not being on the same page as you.
I want to go to the beach but my gf is asleep
>>7528043
first world problems
>>7528041
It's a shame they couldn't coexist because I like both :\ though I always play dota with a full party of friends so shit teammates is a given :p and they're my friends so I don't care (jk I'm the second lowest mmr in the stack)
>>7528047
Which part, being at my beach house or having a gf
>>7527499
>Changing your last name
Unless you are on very bad terms with your parents, you should resign to only changing your first name desu.
>>7528029
What age specifically did you start transitioning?
>>7527976
>tfw born in 1997
>>7528040
I actually haven't worn a skirt before -.-
I'm hoping to go stealth before the next job fair, so I can get an internship or something. Should be scary and exciting.
>>7528048
I used to play league with my close friends. It was a ton of fun when we were working together well, but when we weren't, it just kinda fell apart.
I actually did tournament play with a university team for a little bit, but it kinda fell apart after a semester. Long story. It was a lot of fun, but also really disappointing.
>>7528058
>people born in 1997 are 20 this year
Holy shit I feel old
>>7528056
19, and only 7 months HRT
I thought I'd be waiting a year to pass, but like, I went to Chicago and was gendered female up until I had to show my ID to the TSA on my way home.
>>7528060
>I actually haven't worn a skirt before -.-
I still don't even own one. I like the plausible deniability of "I'm just a faggy dude" in case anyone clocks me. That excuse wouldn't fly if I was wearing a skirt or dress
im not trans I just want to be a girl, remove all my body hair, have crippling dysphoria and take hormones
>>7528062
I don't exactly feel young.
>>7528074
you're in the right place
>>7528060
That's how it is with my friends too. I blame it on the testosterone, they all get so mad at each other when we start to get on a losing streak. I've learned to diffuse those situations and get them all to clam down though
>I actually did tournament play with a university team for a little bit
That sounds FUN. I never would've had time with my major
>>7528010
>never really found it fun as a free to play fag
you might want to try out shadowverse. it's similar with less rng and it is really! generous, especially when you just start. it's very anime style though, in case you don't like that.
>>7528071
I'm really scared of the job fair, because it requires business attire. That means no more dressing andro if I go for an internship this summer.
Scaryyyyy. So much change.
>>7528062
Omg that means I will be 21 this year D:
>watching all the Bridget jones movies in a row with a bottle of wine and a tub of ice cream and painting my nails again
What am i doing with my life...
Am i not trutrans if I just want to wear jeans and a t shirt
>>7528083
I have a friend who plays that! Maybe I'll check it out. I've just been playing single player games lately though when I'm not dota-ing. I'm like halfway through xcom atm
>>7528086
Mentally preparing yourself to die fat and alone and be found three weeks later half-eaten by alsatians?
>>7528090
Need flannel yo
>>7528095
Nice quote skills
what are your plans for tonight /mtfg/?
How bad is it to forget to take your progynova and Cypro for one day?
>>7528103
maybe i'll come out
i need help
>>7528103
Go to work and pick up my check so I can get more electrolysis
>>7528103
Thinking about stuff~
>>7528108
same tbqh
>>7528103
Getting ready for tomorrow's party. Picking clothes, prepping my hair, that kind of stuff.
>>7528103
male bonding :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qV5lzRHrGeg
>>7528105
people miss days all the time, it's not really a big deal
>>7528103
drugs
>>7528105
it's not bad.
>>7528103
dota. Clean my apartment.
>>7528103
being alone
Everyone, hello
>>7528123
acid
is watching sport animes true trans?
Okay wait I just realized nobody ever answered my question. Rubber bands around balls to cut of circulation and kill them, good solution for a 10 year old with good pain tolerance but can't stand blood?
>>7528130
Sounds like fun
Where?
>>7528126
I want to be a cutie like anzu ;-;
>>7528135
my apartment c:
>>7528133
Sounds like you already have a time machine and are ready to go but need answers before you go back to a place with no internet. Or you might believe in the tomsonian dobizowik theory where when you kill yourself you immediately go back to your childhood body and live again in an alternate universe.
>>7528103
im gonna chill at my parents house
>>7528119
Not feeling much better, no. But I got two emails from my best friend about planning the evening so I can't really say no and stay home. She's not very comfortable about going out on her own but I can't deny she has good organization skills. I sometimes feel I'm kind of her bodyguard even though she's taller and stronger than I am and has training in several martial arts.
Going legit so young was pretty hard back then. Took money and connections to avoid gatekeepers. I had neither so my transition was dead in the water.
>>7528139
Comfy/10
I hope someone joining your trip
>>7528137
Tfw got called the Anzu of synchtube =}
>>7528043
>Not going to the beach with Sass
It's like you don't want to have maximum fun
>>7527846
I don't even know anymore. I like all types of music I guess.
Here's my 10 fave albums, I guess I'm giving away my age by them:
Post War- M. Ward
Dimanche a Bamako - Amadou & Maryam
Dreamt for Light Years in the Belly of a Mountain - Sparklehorse
Dynamo - Soda Stereo
Twin cinema - The new pornographers
Art angels - grimes
Sublime - Sublime
The downward spiral - nine inch nails
Neon Bible - Arcade Fire
I guess I'm dating myself.
>>7527857
Lol, I'm sorry Beep. I loved your pizza story tho. You're so adorable.
What mmo should i play?
>>7528153
screeps
my butt and thighs are so squishy now
>>7528153
Nostale
>>7528152
sass neon bible is really good
art angels is really good
nin sucks
m ward is sexy
sparklehorse is cool
idk the rest
you should rec me something
>>7528142
I'm not even sure what I call my life isn't a dying dream that started back in 86.
>>7528158
why are these bees so angery
Me and bf had the most passionate sex to this playing and stoned out of our minds https://youtu.be/vGQDQ_ZqgdQ
>>7528156
I think mine got bigger but I didn't measure them before so idk 4 sure
>>7528166
good taste desu
>>7528152
Yeah, you're younger than you pretend to be.
tfw pretty confident my shoulders have been growing since hrt
>>7528176
Stop getting fat(ter)
>>7528176
I doubt they'd be growing even off hrt, aren't you in you in your mid twenties?
>>7528182
21
my dad said 21-22 his shoulders panned out
>>7528180
i'm eating a shitton of mcdonalds rn
>>7528187
>falling for the "get fat on hrt to pass better" meme
>>7528179
>what's your situation like
i was in repression for years and just recently started taking hrt, not out to anyone (family, friends, or coworkers)
i made a new timeline because i'm obsessed with myself
>>7528193
no i'm just eating for comfort
Why so are many speedrunners trannies
>>7528197
a u t i s m
u
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>>7528201
It's true I am autistic and I know speedrunning is autistic but is there a correlation between autism and being a tran?
>>7528199
https://youtu.be/FywSzjRq0e4
>>7528206
yes, there is an actual studied medical correlation.
Someone else can find the pubmed link.
>>7528174
Maybe I'm just pretending to be younger than I really am. :p
What would you guess my age to be?
>>7528196
your hips are amazing
>>7528212
There's also a correlation between the number of pirates and global warming.
>>7528133
It takes very strong rubber bands. It won't be painless. It will stink after awhile. By then the balls will be dead. No scrotal tissue for vagina construction. Much better to get on a puberty blocker.
>>7528146
Well, figure out your cold meds to have a good evening.
I think the biggest issue back then was finding a doc willing to with one so young. The guy I got them from was a shrink in Nice who had a number of other transgender patients.
>>7528208
I had a skin condition that totally cleared up when I nuked T. A short period where T came back when I changed meds caused a relapse that is finally going away.
>>7528213
Not much younger than I am.
>>7528212
what about sociopathy and tran :^)
>>7528216
global warming is causing an increase in piracy...
>>7528220
probably also a correlation tbqh
>>7528218
>Much better to get on a puberty blocker.
I'm just preparing my alternate plan in case I can't get a puberty blocker. No tissue for srs does suck though.
>>7528199
<3
I really like late 80s early 90s punk.
modest mouse
built to spill
dinosaur jr
fugazi
at the drive in
those bands and tool are the ones that I love every album of theirs.
>>7528214
thanks :3
>>7528208
iktf
>>7528220
Not much of one. There's a really high one between sticking rodents up your ass and being Richard Gere, though.
>>7528163
I should take some pills
>>7528220
I wish I was a sociopath but I think I'm just psycho
>>7528207
I still like the original NIN song better, though there's something haunting about a man at the end of his life singing it that makes it more poignant.
Here's my 90s heroes.
I hope I get this Target job today
>>7528235
i wish i was a girl :^)
>>7528238
tori amos and is that reznor?
>>7528238
I don't really have 90s heroes. Most music I remember from then was crap I danced to in night clubs. And when I say crap, I mean it: https://youtu.be/VcDy8HEg1QY
Pop music I really like is from earlier decades, or at least from artists whose careers peaked long before the 90s. Same for movies. Worse for literature and politics.
i wonder if I only feel female because I read too many books and didnt have enough friends as a kid
and my single mother loved me, but didnt exactly raise me as a boy (or a girl)
>>7528245
but, you are gril
>>7528238
>though there's something haunting about a man at the end of his life singing it that makes it more poignant.
Like David Bowie... I still can't listen to his last album through in one sitting. ;___; My brain even refuses to recall the songs.
>>7528242
druggy friends and rubbing alcohol?
>>7528255
It's hard coded into the reptile part of the brain. Once set, always set and immutable.
>>7528256
tranny doesn't count
>>7528253
All I know is that you don't give off a Gen X impression.
>>7528255
Even if those are the reasons why you feel female, it doesn't change the fact that you *do* feel female.
>>7528262
gril = girl (male)
>>7528253
do you still play music?
>>7528262
yes it does cissy
>>7528268
i hate this meme
>>7528270
I'm not cis, faggot
>>7528242
My parents kept ether around. That's how it ended up being my first addiction. Only lasted until I got ether anesthesia for a tonsillectomy a bit later. Couldn't even stand the smell of it afterwards.
Hate having to get back in boymode
>>7528260
>druggie friends
Nigga context is important. I'm saying I go back in time and relive my life from early childhood. Even the most delinquent kids wouldn't have been druggies by that age.
Although maybe a friend's parent would keep that stuff around and I could steal a little bottle of it to bring home. Idk about the needles though. Maybe could snag one at the doctor's office if I can figure out where they keep them
I feel horrible for not being skelly and want to starve myself. Do i have anorexia?
>>7528275
That's dyke mode, not boymode.
should i not take progesterone if i'm on cypro
>>7528253
>picking a modest mouse album that isn't Lonesome Crowded West
Good News is a gr8 album though
>>7528279
you're just mentally ill garbage
>>7528279
you have autoskelephilia
>>7528279
No. Everyone who's not a skelly should feel horrible, they're inferior
>>7528272
like i care enough to keep up, ruskike
10 fave albums go
>Elephant - The White Stripes
>Station To Station - David Bowie
>A Rush Of Blood To The Head - Coldplay
>Measure - Field Music
>Dog Man Star - Suede
>Writer's Block - Peter Bjorn And John
>Too Much Information - Maximo Park
>Demon Days - Gorillaz
>Again And Again - Thieves Like Us
>Parklife - Blur
>>7528242
I feel better now. I wasnt really talkkg about amzu
>>7528280
But i look like a man there
>>7528288
I'm your favorite ruski
what does Chara really look like?
>>7528297
mentally ill garbage
>>7528293
Who cares about health, skellies are healthier than most of the obese lardasses we have in these threads.
>>7528275
When did kayla get cute?
i want a job :[
>>7528272
yeah kinda feels like a constant reminder
>>7528289
my list is ten pieces of garbage
>>7528289
currently something like this
>Pink Floyd - Meddle
>Floating Points - Elaniea
>Coil - The Ape of Naples
>Tim Hecker - Virgins
>Deafhaven - Sunbather
>Nils Frahm - Spaces
>2814 — 新しい日の誕生
>Nick Drake - Pink Moon
>Dawn of Midi - Dysnomia
>Miles Davis - Kind of Blue
im weird
>>7528081
I was coasting that year taking mostly classes I had taken in HS, so I could coast.
It was underwhelming because half the team was dedicated and the other half wasn't, so we had some plat players and some bronze players. Our play was disjointed sometimes and together at others, but we couldn't practice enough to make it consistent. Our one win came from when we were fucking around, and I went top with rumble after they picked away my lux.
>>7528089
Yeah, that sounds pretty awkward.
>>7528293
You can take trip off to bully me if you like, since we both know what your true personality is like.
>>7528297
A boy :3
>>7528275
Lookin good Valq
>>7528317
Discord me your pics =}
>>7528300
>>7528317
Ive never taken my trip off for anything, my true personality is what I say
help will i pass if i'm not cornflakes
>>7528297
There's a theory going around on the chaser discord that Chara is the same Russian pedo-Jew from /int/, so maybe she looks like him
>Tfw you have a crush on Kayla
>>7528316
I don't know the name of all the marios or ranks in league but yeah. I just play for fun so honestly even that sounds great, my friend group and I played in some dota tournament and I know I at least had a lot of fun even though we're a bunch of 3k mmr shitters going against 4-5k players
>>7528291
No you don't. You look like a girl in that pic
>>7528327
You'll pass with enough work and a long enough time on hormones, anon
>>7528320
Hey stob it plz
>>7528327
>tfw cornflakes will have a good life, loving husband, lucerative career path and normal life
>Ceremonials-Florence and The Machine
>Lateralus-Tool
>Perfect From Now On-Built To Spill
>Rusty-Rodan
>The Lonesome Crowded West-Modest Mouse
>Concert Program-Penguin Cafe Orchestra
>Deep Cuts-The Knife
>Repeater-Fugazi
>One-Pearl Jam
>Acrobatic Tenement-At The Drive-in
>>7528289
5/9
blur doesn't count DX
>>7528314
6/10
coil is great
idk some of these
>>7528322
We don't have each other on discord.
>>7528326
Sure bud.
>>7528329
I've posted my pics before, so that theory is gone.
no particular order and i'd probably change my mind if you asked me again
The Suburbs - Arcade Fire
My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy - Kanye West
Revolver - The Beatles
Hadestown - Anais Mitchell
Endtroducing..... - DJ Shadow
Doolittle - Pixies
Donuts - J Dilla
Run The Jewels 2 - Run The Jewels
good kid, M.A.A.D city - Kendrick Lamar
The Score - Fugees
>>7528314
the ape of naples! nice!
>>7528335
But Oryx has the hots for you and Valq's technical genius, something she aspired for from a young age.
>>7528336
>good life, loving husband, lucerative career path and normal life
god fucking damn
the career path and normal life thing really hits hard
even if i pass i'm going to end up killing myself for being a dysfuntional worthless human being
I just listen to /mu/ essentials
>>7528343
>But Oryx has the hots for you
Oh my god is this for real?
>>7528345
Did I forgot to mention shes only 20 years old?
>>7527421
they're chibi versions of mokou
>>7528350
I doubt that, shes doing a phd no?
>>7528350
I have all the things that you listed except I'm 25 now so I don't get to have the "normal life" part. I missed that boat
>>7528339
suburbs might be my number one af album too
doolittle is magic
you like a lot of rap
>>7528346
/mu/ is the most pretentious board i've been on so far
>>7528346
I only listen to music Pitchfork gave an 8.5 or higher, if there's a new release I really want to hear and they haven't reviewed it yet I'll take a chance, but if the review comes out and I guessed wrong I have to put the full-body cilice on for an hour for each tenth of a point below 8.5
>>7528263
>Sass doesn't seem Gen X
That statement made me both more happier and sadder than it should, lol.
>>7528270
:( Not really, I ended things really bad with my band and that sort of ruined music for me.
>>7528282
Good News takes me back to a time when I thought everything was going to work out, so I don't have an objective appreciation of it
Finally got her to admit she loves white beaches
>>7528338
>I've posted my pics before, so that theory is gone.
Didn't those turn out to be a randomer from VK?
holy crap my bobs have gotten huge. I didn't think they would grow this much. kinda lewd sorry in advance. I'm hoping I get to a DD or D cup at least
unsee
.cc/zenamopi/
>>7528349
You and Valq just remind me of someone I knew from a young age. We were good friends I beleive from what I can remember. She rode dirt biles with her father and brother. I dont remember if we kissed.. I went as robo cop one time for halloween. I think she was tinkerbell
>>7528355
Normal is over rated
>>7528354
I dubbo, Im just a creepy ibsessive werido lmao
>>7528361
Faye
>>7528284
Too many to list. Blondie, Faithfull, Siouxsie, Talking Heads, Madonna, Todd Rundgren, Crass, Bowie, the Toy Dolls, Bronski Beat, Rita Mitsouko, Dead Kennedys, Simple Minds, Frank Zappa, Mecano, Devo, Gong, Sisters of Mercy, Can...
Plus quite a few "guilty pleasures", I suppose, Kim Wilde, Al Bano & Romina Power, Desireless, Moon Ray, Lio, Robert Palmer, Righeira, Opus, Louise Tucker, Jeanne Mas, Stéphanie, that kind of stuff...
Not writing down everything, too many to list.
>>7528362
I posted it in the peoples discord, I got my pics from the darknet not vk
>>7528366
Thats so not fair
>>7528371
I like yellow beaches
>>7528333
Oh, my team then was a couple of 2k shitters and then me and two other guys playing at 4k/5k level.
>>7528366
lewd
>>7528360
I'm not implying you're a boomer, you know.
>>7528379
get a cute boy streamer to carry you
>>7528379
I think bronze is lower than 2k no?
>>7528374
Guess I'll just have to wait until it filters down into the chaser discord.
I hope it turns out you're cute.
>>7528282
it was we were dead for me first
then sad sappy sucker
then building nothing
now lcw
>>7528360
i really like their new style even though it's completely different
what happened with yr band?
i don't play much anymore either
>>7528372
i haven't been on lately
I realized it's been 4 years since that was my obsession
I haven't really been up to date with new albums since 2014
>>7528366
>mom has big boobs
>sister has big boobs
>I'm anorexic so i have no boobs
I got the best deal imo. Can't imagine why you'd want big ones, small boobs are more /fa/
I didn't click your link though so if there's a meme I'm missing out on sorry
>>7528379
Sounds awful for you but I bet those 2k shitters had a blast
>>7528394
Yeah probably, something like that
My shoulders are 43cm across / 106 cam circumference with 95cm hips.
This is after 3 years hrt.
How fucked am I?
>>7528385
roughly, bronze is sub 2k
silver is 2k-2.6k
gold up to 3.2k
plat up to 4k
>>7528387
I'm not ^=^
So don't chase faggot.
>>7528394
I'll be your boyfriend and ill carry you to challenger bby.
>>7528396
No, they complained a lot about my wanting to get good enough to win.
>>7528402
>play up to 4k
Nobody is as good at league as artour is at dota. Truly the inferior game
>>7528404
People like that are awful to play with, especially if you play a more team reliant role while they play mid for example
>>7528403
>So don't chase faggot.
That's not up to you, trips exist to be chased.
>>7528409
>>7528415
I exist, to attention whore and shit post.
But im rather bored recently.
>>7528356
I love The Suburbs so muchhhh, and Doolittle. Trompe Le Monde is probably my second fav album by Pixies
I used to totally despise rap but MBDTF turned me onto it (RIP Kanye), I feel like it's the genre with the most room for creativity and innovation short of instrumental electronic music which gets old fast
>>7528372
you caught me ;_; i'm sorry
i'm so ashamed
>>7528387
there's a discord for chasers? lmao
like just chasers on mtfg specifically?
what do you even talk about on there?
>>7528395
It was my first too
:3
>>7528409
on my drive just now the radio was like "reflektor-2013"
blew my mind
most of my music is from like 2011-2014 still lolol
>>7528403
More like I'd rather no-life starcraft than grind league again. No joy in it at all.
If I had to, I'd probably just play thresh or morg or lux support
>>7528426
I JUST WANT TO PLAY AN MMORPG
All you league babby trannies should quit and play dota with me instead and we can enter a tranny squad in at the next 4chan tournament
>>7528430
trip on oddish
>>7528423
>what do you even talk about on there?
nothing much, just share unsees and personal information about trips (it's not massively active)
>>7528430
psh dota's still pleb, Overwatch is for REAL trannies who can handle a vertical learning curve
>>7528430
I don't like turn speed.
Is frangi around?
>>7528430
If i play any vidya again ill renew my wow dub to healslut for my old guild again desu
>>7528431
I don't feel too much of a generational disconnect with you, to be honest.
>>7528430
I only play good video games that require skill
>>7528423
trompe le monde and bossanova are beautiful albums that are overlooked too often
kanye is ok but i just can't into rap desu
>>7528346
same i love the neutral milk hotels
>>7528439
Real trannies play HOI3.
>>7528423
I used to hate rap too but my old roomie managed to get me into it. I still don't listen to it much but there's a bunch of albums now that I keep in my playlist.
>>7528425
Yeah I haven't gotten more than 2 or three new albums in the past 3 years. But I hardly ever listen to music anymore, I'm always hanging out in voice chat with my internet friends at home and I'm always too busy away from my desk at work to listen :\
Daily reminder that just because you're trans doesn't mean you're not a real woman
>>7528448
Cute!
>>7528449
Tera isn't optimized for my pc for some reason.
>Fucking Riven Mains
>>7528455
yes it does.
>>7528455
thanks
>>7528455
trip on, sertii
>>7528448
naomi has been my favorite name for 5 years ever since i heard that song
It's also the name i'm changing mine too..
>tfw no Brit sister to move in with, help start my transition and make me feel happy again
>>7528459
I never drop trip
>>7528460
Naomi was my 3rd choice for a name.
I'm sticking with natalie though
>>7528460
oh cool i always wondered what name you'd go with if not juniper
hi im here now
>>7528464
>>7528465
:3
>>7528468
I guess? I tried dota like 4 times i like everything other than character turn speed.
>>7528473
Hi nimmer
>>7528468
I have noo idea
Ill prolly not even raid seriously with them, just in their alt raid
>>7528439
>tfw played quake since I was 8 years old and instantly good at any fps
>>7528473
welcome home buddi nimmi
>>7528448
I have to get stuff to hang my record sleeves on the wall again like I used to. I don't even have my albums with me in my new apartment though ;-;
Your a cute btw I'm jealous of you young fags
>>7528460
Ya to be fair most of their other work was way better but there's just something about itaots that feels so nostalgic for me.
>>7528443
I was such an outcast, I don't feel any connection to any generation. My brother wonders why I don't want to go back to visit the town I grew up in on LI. It has no interest to me, and way to many bad memories. Those that I cared for all left.
>>7528373
I guess I skewed my music tastes to what I've been listening more of in my adulthood..music from that time was awesome, I guess I'd add the cure, the police, new order, edie brickell, the cult, the Clash, Billy Idol, wew so much good music.
Do you like Manu Chao's music?
>>7528376
I like any type of beach where Faye is.
>>7528389
Bleh, band memebers registered my band to their intellectual property and sorta kicked me out. We sort of were very succesful here.we played ska/punk witha latin twist to it. Lol
Lol I forgot to tell you that I'm in love with Sufjan Stevens as well and I'm planning on marrying him.
>>7528395
Modest mouse is so good, it's ridiculous.
>>7528478
It's funny cus its the one thing I never could get used to when I tried to play league. I guess whichever one you start with is the one you get used to
>>7528481
Yeah I don't ever plan on raiding seriously again unless they bring back 10 man. As long as I can find a group to get through heroic for aotc I'll be fine.
I just like my feats of strength. My bf's guild charges I think he said $3k for helya though right now lol so I'm probably never going to get it
>>7528473
hi nim
how are u
>>7528484
Same
>>7528492
bassists always get the shaft :(
i'm sorry
i've been getting into ska a little bit lately
can u recc me some good ska?
>>7528499
Yeah, 10 man heroic was soo cool.
MoP was my favorite expansion. You had ToT and Siege, challenge modes and proving grounds. I really miss that time. After 10 man was removed it wasnt as fun with my guild anymore, they had to recruit a lot and it became kind of a faceless mess.
>>7528499
yeah i guess so.
>>7528448
:3
>>7528492
Nah, I can't stand his whiny voice. Plus, bad memories associated to a couple of his songs.
>>7528508
>mop your favorite
you really are garbage in every way huh.
>>7528508
mop was my favorite too (t. lifetime warlock player) but part of that was because that's when I met so many of my long lasting friends and also when I started transition
I miss it ;-;
Oh well vanilla was my second favorite and elysium comes out tomorrow so I'm all good
In guy clothes
>shit, i look like a girl
In girl clothes
>shit, i look like a man
>>7528508
>10 man
I'm more into stuff like the coordinated chaos of a Hamidon raid. 50 people stuff is where MMOs shined.
>>7528524
I'm not :\
I've seen like sticky hook things for sale at hardware stores in the past tho and I think I can use those, I just haven't gone out to get them.
>>7528525
<3
i'm ok
hbu?
>>7528525
>tfw nimmy ignores you everytime now ;-;
>>7528525
I was sick and slept until 3PM
it happens
>>7528520
Ahh well, i was a resto druid. It was great fun, had great logs and rankings and was the only balance druid on my realm to do the endless proving grounds achis. We had a constant team of 10 ppl and i still talk to them to this day.
I assume you were an affli lock?
>>7528531
50 people sounds horrible to me idk D:
>>7528563
me too
wanna cry about it?
>>7528564
that reminds me that last night i started crying for no reason
>>7528238
Trent! <3
>>7528547
My alt was a resto druid, that was always fun for me too. Was a good class, and actually of all the classes/specs I tried in wod it was the only one that I felt really improved.
I still talk to almost all the people we raided with in 10 man, it wasn't constant throughout. But I'm still friends with most of them, we added new members in wod and legion but it never was the same as that right knit group was :\ we haven't found a new game to fill the void either, have you and your friends? We were thinking about ffxiv but I haven't been leveling
Yeah affliction had always been my favorite. Ever since vanilla I put most of my talents in there
i want a gf!
ive gained 7 kgs.....
stupid bf forcing me too eat...
>>7528376
I miss the ocean
>>7528593
buddi hanna
>>7528593
in how long?
Strangers constantly call me a girl but I still feel like I don't look like one.
I feel delusional...
guys.. What is happiness?
>>7528600
good girl
>>7528586
that is forbidden love
>>7528593
Don't worry I doubt you've actually eaten enough calories to really gain that weight. It's probably sitting in your gut or just water weight
I'm worried my bf is going to fatten me up when he stays over with me all next week ;-;
>tfw you lose 6 friends and get 70 likes on normiebook after posting a pic of you wearing nice clothes in a changing room
GG
>>7528610
:/ but now i feel fat
>>7528614
lets hope
>>7528609
A warm gun?
>>7528618
>2010 + 7
>having a normiebook
I have no mouth and I must REEE
>>7528607
huggbox eternal
>>7528609
Happiness is like a bird with twenty wings
try to catch him as he flies
Happiness is like a bird that only sings
when his head is in the skies
>>7528618
interesting
>>7528632
you promise?
>>7528610
that's how I feel so far (I'm like level 20 in my first class) and with the fresh vanilla server coming out tomorrow I doubt we'll make it work. Maybe though.
What happened to your arm? D:
>>7528623
It's funny, I'm so underweight that overeating just one day makes it look like I've gained 5-6 pounds (sry for americuck units) because of water weight but then when I go back to eating normally it drops off overnight. As long as it's not always happening every day you'll be fine
>>7528618
I don't even have 70 friends on my main FB account. It's pretty much only for family and close friends. Acquaintances get the other accounts, I'm trying to compartment circles and I don't post on those, just ears to the ground to find where to go out next.
>>7528618
>posting girl mode pics on Facebook
I'd rather die desu
>>7528506
I only know 90's skapunk bands desu. I really love reggae and it basically korphed into that lol. But you should check out Sublime, mighty mighty bosstones, aquabats ummm early no doubt...less than jake perhaps...in latin music maybe check out Los Fabulosos Cadillacs and La maldita vecindad
Oh yes! Madness. I cant believe I forgot them.
>>7528524
Is that u Maeve?
>>7528516
Yeah, his whiny voice has always been his weak point but when he goes deep it's sort of manageable. I guess that's why I like Dimanche a Bamako, which is almost a Manu Chao album without him.
>>7528624
Im so cold. Cant even cry
>>7528635
I got a feeling
>>7528623
chubbi hanna
>>7528643
oh, you're definitely fine, hanna
promise you that
I feel bad I get distracted sometimes and don't answer everyone so I just want to know I always read everything later and ilu
>>7528656
my close friend knew the aquabats
i love mmb
will check out some of these
>>7528663
that?
>>7528635
>tfw anyone who says I look like a girl is hugboxing and anyone who says I don't is 100% right
>>7528674
pretty picture
>>7528674
Enjoy your vacation ;)
this place will be here and stuff.
>>7528631
sorry for being normie and having to keep in touch with other normies. I legitimately only came to 4chan for the unique trans community.
>>7528632
It was after, but within 2 weeks of coming out. More people liked the picture than liked my status coming out tho.
>>7528652
I'm friends with most of the people I went to HS with, some kids I went to camp with, and some people I know at uni, although not many.
Not that I have many new friends outside my lab group from last semester.
>>7528655
Actually, FB precipitated my going full-time. I had deactivated it and when I came back, I was greeted by terf propaganda from my ex. I immediately changed my name and put up an up to date pic to piss her off.
>>7528689
Ahh i think ill just change my name and upload a pic when its time... Id have to come out in 3 different languages :/
>>7528655
I intend on going full-time by the end of the month. I'm already gendered female in "boymode" and pass 100% in girlmode, so It can't hurt to get everyone on the same page instead of outing me.
>>7528609
To crush your enemies. See them driven before you. Hear the lamentations of their women.
>>7528665
Ohh good luck!
>>7528697
I actually uploaded the pic because I thought I looked hella cute, then got that massive response and changed my name like a couple hours later.
>>7528700
thats rude
>>7528613
but forbidden love is the purest love.
>>7528697
all dutch people speak english, you can skip that one
>>7528710
danke!
>>7528689
Fifteen years of PTSD-fueled isolation mean I lost contact with almost all old friends. Except from friends I share with cousins and the such, all my current friends are rather new ones.
I've met a few childhood friends again. They didn't recognize me. There's one I'd like to reconnect with, she's a literature professor with a focus on gender identity these days, but she lives abroad so I'm unlikely to meet her at random like the others.
>>7528708
I bet you like the open steppe, fleet horse, falcons at your wrist, and the wind in your hair.
>>7528709
>>7528700
can confirm, i would love to see sass crushed
preferably with a hydraulic press
>>7528724
yeah I like those things except for the wind in hair my hairline sucks :s
>>7528710
The grating stuff I get on Facebook is mostly granola SJWs. Much less now. I've weeded out every animal rights loon and bicycle zealot on there.
>>7528730
Or just don't come out at all
I got striped socks, am I trutrans now?
>>7528742
are they rainbow thigh highs?
>>7528742
Not until you also get a dragon dildo
>>7528742
Are they rainbow?
Also post pics.
>>7528742
Only if they're thigh highs
>>7528742
only if they are knee high
>>7528739
Maybe ill never pass so i wont have to
>>7528742
We're gonna have to see pics before we decide.
>>7528723
Yeah, 25+ years of PTSD fucked over the few early friendships I had. It didn't help that I was moved away from all my friends after conversion therapy, and not told who I was before.
>>7528752
>knee high
A G P
G
P
>>7528740
Many of my friends are artist types, so a lot of FoFs are really into green/liberal bullshit. I really get along only with the more cynical or jaded ones.
>>7528760
cynical bohemians are p cule
>>7528755
I mean on facebook, and unless the angles in your pics weren't representative of how look irl, you will.
>>7528742
>inb4 not rainbow
prepare to be terminated .
>>7528699
Whoop whoop!
>>7528757
I'm getting more cloths tomorrow, I'll maybe post a picture then
>>7528765
this kind of blue and pink, more trutrans then rainbow <3
>>7528761
I'm not into bohemian types. Punks, nihilistic jazzmen and classical musicians are more my type.
>>7528769
>blue and pink
I'LL KILL YOU
also post pics pls
>>7528762
i know, you told me before
and i'm sorry to tell you that it only had a 66.7% trutans™ rating
you're going to have to eat two pizzas per week in order to balance out your tru/AGP levels
>>7528774
very rude
>>7528709
no it gross.
>I just have Imogen Heap syndrome
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDiCr7BNVY4
>>7528769
>I'm getting more cloths tomorrow, I'll maybe post a picture then
Cute girl clothes, right?
>>7528773
generally i can get along with anyone who doesn't take things too seriously, except for important things but that's just behaving like a normal person desu
>>7528763
Oh, thanks
But i need normirbook to keep in touch so ill haven to...
>>7528785
Just had a horrible realization... i was sitting here and realized eventhough my bf came in me that i will never get preggers ever. God i feel like shit now.
>>7528785
this too
>>7528770
Wouldn't know which account to link you to... Only person here who knows the main one is Edie, and that's because I had to apologise to her after my last breakdown. Pushed her away badly. Didn't add her, though, just chatted a bit. That account is almost only people I know well irl. And given the other accounts aren't really active ones...
>>7528795
it took you this long to realize that?
>>7528793
cute - grandma clothes are making a comeback too
>>7528799
you're trutrans™ levels are off the charts!
>>7528787
I tend to keep the "important things" list to a strict minimum. Not much I really give a fuck about.
>>7528803
Yeah...
>>7528807
>>7528812
that means ur really smart and superior to everyone else
>>7528795
why did you have to post that?
>>7528812
same, but theres jokes about starving African children, and then there's worse
generally everyone knows the boundaries
>>7528793
Sometimes I just really want to get fucked.
When they have your size flip flops in trans colors
I just wanna pee on a stick
>>7528819
I like it
>>7528821
same
>>7528821
Get fucked you cum addicted muck-slut.
>>7528825
pee on your bf's dick, maybe he's into that
>>7528824
Oh please that's so tacky... Where can I get some?
>>7528825
smae
>>7528828
wtf
>>7528828
hngngnngng
I want to be beaten too
>>7528830
Don't you get i, i cant fill the one function that my gender serves
>>7528818
Sure, jokes about violists are worse than those about Biafrans. But I don't have boundaries or a filter when it comes to jokes. Because they're just that, jokes.
>>7528723
I actually had a professor help me come to terms with the fact that I'm trans; she's been watching over me for the past year and a half, and I'm very thankful for her wisdom. I still email her every now and then.
>>7528730
you'll probably go through an unpassing ftm phase that I had the pleasure of skipping. I just look andro.
>>7528768
partayyy
>>7528825
you are pretty and you should be grateful you don't have to sit through periods and miscarriages.
>realize their only trip you talk to on Skype is shakira who disappeared
Sad times
>>7528811
So was my weight and cholesterol
not all cis women are fertile and not too many look as good as you kayla
tfw saw cornflakes on cam and now I want to kms
>>7528839
not to be taken seriously
although shamefully i still have the sense of humour of an edgy 14yo but still
need to work on it tho
>>7528736
:3 enjoy the hair in th wind, forget your hairline.
>>7528862
no I will just wear a hat
>>7528842
I cant be fulltime until next october anyway, have to boymode for a job till then
>>7528846
I would totally deal with periods if i could.
>>7528853
>not too many look as good as you kayla
that's an insult to cis women
>>7528856
apparently I'm starting to pass with a similar time frame.
>>7528866
I'm hoping to get a bunch of legal stuff done before I apply for jobs in march/april
>>7528801
Oh ok :3
>>7528848
more chub helps hide the
M A N S K E L L I N G T O N
R E E E E E E E E E E E E !
>>7528848
she was the reason i created a skype :(
she was my best friend for a while
I've been looking her up in the obituaries every day
I hope she's ok
>>7528867
same but keep it in consideration
>>7528870
she looks goofy sometimes but it's true
the average looks of women worldwide don't look as good as her
>>7528853
Ur too kind
>>7528775
>you're going to have to eat two pizzas per week in order to balance out your tru/AGP levels
wait is eating an absurd amount of pizza trutrans
>>7528880
how come I never get hugboxed around here
>>7528853
I want to be a pretty woman too
>>7528891
Somehow you managed to be more unlikable than kayla, I guess.
>>7528887
Only if they're Nutella pizzas.
>>7528898
>you dont eat pizza almost every day?
>Not realising than anything with sufficient bread meat and tomato-sauce is pizza
>>7528891
you didn't make a big enough circle jerk following
>>7528898
I eat pizza between 2 and 4 times per week
>>7528908
Im not sad, i played around in a text with my bf and said im pregnant and he posted a picture of captain falcon so we both had a giggle
>>7528913
>AGP trash!
I know a lot of cis girls that aren't vegetarian or vegan...
>>7528921
>Implying i wasn't self-aware.
^=^
>>7528915
with that much pizza alone y-you might become... Cis!!!
how do we kill chara
>>7528930
With love and kindness
>>7528924
deffo not trutrans™ tho
trutannies™ would never eat the flesh of another human being...
except cis girl, to absorb their power
>>7528932
i seek an alternative method
>>7528941
Alternative medicine =/= medicine
>>7528943
do you know what they call alternative medicine that works?
Medicine.
My dads gf is msging me, apparently hes taking it pretty hard :/
>>7528930
Good luck with that dude.
>>7528931
>good girl
Thanx <3
>>7528930
death by hugg
>>7528945
it's going to be okay
I think i could actually make a trans cult, based on the general banter here
with aphrodite being our benevolent godess who would reward our good deeds (TruTrans) and punish our sins (AGP) by either giving us vaginas and wombs with which to bear children or punishing us by turning us into hons
I think this might work
>>7528945
:(
how did u come out to him?
>>7528944
Now, was that Martymer, Armored skeptic, or Logicked?
>>7528950
already in the works
>>7528950
isn't aphrodite the goddess of beauty or something
think you've got the wrong group of hons for that
>>7528925
>implying I'm not aware of your self-awareness
>>7528931
sorry for being a normie. You can fuck off if you don't like it, but confidence is how you get where you want to go. The alternative is to live in your parents' basement and be afraid that the world is going to hate you. You can circle-jerk with your friends all you want, but it's not going to make you pass any more than it's going to help tumblr meme a third gender into existence
>>7528934
not all meat is human meat tho
>>7528951
I told him face to face
I had to leave a few days later, now his gf is telling me hes all quiet and pondering and stuff
>>7528953
A lot of people want me dead, for some reason.
>>7528954
tim minchin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhGuXCuDb1U
>>7528950
>tfw trutrans
>>7528964
^=^
ever wanted to be a ritual sacrifice?
>>7528966
Damn.
I was close, right?
.__.
>>7528950
the only food is pizza
>>7528972
yeah, those three have each probably quoted that line from storm in those videos
>>7528976
I'm a full-time student.
>>7528963
were you his only son?
>>7528979
what are you majoring in?
Do you still have a room at your parent's place(s)?
>>7528958
then we'll need a prophet, someone harsh but objective, someone to keep the disgusting AGP filth in control and emphasise our TruTrans™ way of life...
someone like... Canadian New Trans!!!
>>7528961
yeah the godess of beauty i think, the perfect godess for insecure trannues
>>7528962
you only eat cis girls and other trannies who annoy you, not poor defenceless, razor-toothed animawls
>>7528978
WDPLASS has had a few updates recently, I could do with a chuckle.
Because Native Americans are aquatic, the Aborigines are telepathic AND JEWS, ARE FROM SPACE.
>>7528975
The ONLY food is pizza!
>>7528986
You could tell him you were scared, and hiding it as best you could.
>>7528995
Blood for the Blood God
I have a purple vein on my thigh
am i gonna die of deep vein thrombosis
>>7529006
I want drake's penis in me
>>7529008
Licc thigh
>>7528982
Chemistry, I'm probably going to go into a pharmaceutical field. I intend to go fulltime and stealth by the time the spring job fair rolls around, so I can land an internship with the expectation that I'll be in girlmode.
I live alone in an apartment my parents are paying for at the moment. I like to think I take good care of the place.
>>7528983
>defenceless
>de-fence-less
>** de-fense-less
fences is a pretty good play
>>7528984
you're just another edgy 21-yo
>>7529011
I wish someone would licc my thicc thighs
New thread when
>>7529012
Aww, im only just edgy
>>7529017
you're pretty edgy.
>>7529014
Same :/ except mine aren't very thicc...
>>7529014
Tfw no bf to lick my thighs
>>7529012
Your. Life plan is admireable