Ok this is weird. I'm full time straight MtF, 4 years on hormones. Pass fine, I have a bf.
From time to time I have dreams where I'm cis straight male with a gf... weird part is I like it. What's even weirder I like it when I wakeup for about 10-15 minutes then my mind go back to usual dysphoric mess.
Normally I would ignore those but I read somewhere that when a person have, for example erecting dysfunction while awake but get hard while sleeping then it's probably caused by some nervosa.
Anyone have any experience with it?
>>7515838
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You've come full circle, congratulations, you memed yourself.
thats not normal
i'm always a girl in my dreams, sometimes trans and sometimes cis, but always a girl desu
>>7515873
Thats why I'm freaking out. There is another point, recently I looked at some old picture of myself and thought to myself "huh I was kind of hot back then" like it was unimaginable before but now I look back at myself with nostalgia feelings.
I had FFS, and permanent legal sex change (can't change back). I was evaluated by 6 medical professionals.
Clearly you are not trutrans, a real trans girl dreams of herself as a girl all the time. You might be agp at best. I hope you still got your junk so you can detransition to being a femmeguy with a gf.
>>7515905
But the problem is I'm not attracted to girls at all. I'm not aroused by myself or by clothes. My life is pretty normal aside from those dreams from time to time.
>>7515918
Maybe you're interpreting it all wrong. Maybe you just want to understand your partner better and your dreams can teach you what it is like to be a dude that likes girls. I dunno
I think many women want to know whats going through their partners head
>>7515838
I'm not even kidding this happens to me. I sit there like maybe I'm not trans for like 10 minutes when I wake up sometimes. Then dysphoria comes back just like you said.
>>7515838
>tfw you realize you're a transtrender
I think cis people have similar dreams sometimes. Don't read too much into it.
>sometimes have dreams of being a girl or see self with female face
>the weird part is it feels really good
>wake up and lay there bemused for a bout 10 min
>no! Im not a tranny
>go on being usual depressed man
>>7515838
I sometimes have dreams when I'm a guy and have some sort of chemistry with a woman. It probably has to do with the fact that I'm still living in boymode.
For instance, in one of my dreams I went on adventures with a woman, clearing game-like dungeons together. She kinda looked like pic related, except more clothed.
One day she gave me stockings made out of her skin in order to protect me from monsters. That was really sweet and I remember being really thankful for that present.
Though I like dreams where I'm a woman more.