green eggs and ham edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
before: >>7497500
I'm a huge asshole
>>7498672
we knew this all along
>>7498678
Finally had to time to come out with it
God fucking damnit the only thing huge in my day is my hangover.
:(
>>7498681
How degenerate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvJQp5TeObA
lalala
>>7498665
is it better or worse than pic related? do people really care anymore? alot of people are on legal and illegal drug every day so everybody got used to having alot of drugged people.
>>7498682
what's wrong
>>7498681
Hello Sassy
how are you? <3
>>7498674
;___;
>>7498691
It's not that bad, holy damn though did she have a stroke at some point?
>>7498697
i see your nose is dilated too
>>7498697
VOLL AUF SENDUNG
:3
youre my new favourite anime
>>7498697
your pupils are massive
but people might not notice
maybe
>>7498697
HAHAH Lol
>>7498697
Are we posting eyes now?
>>7498707
yep
good hangover
but why do your tits hurt?
what have you been doing?
i want drugs but i don't have money
>>7498711
IwI
i want to kiss a feminine penis
>tgfw swim ordered druggos last night
>>7498703
That's an old photo, mine are like half that right now
>>7498707
No, it's just the camera playing tricks
>>7498708
Anime :3
>>7498701
Yeah I got some Alice in Wonderland shit going on
>>7498702
B-but that's more freakish than anime
>>7498716
can you wait like 6 months
>>7498716
i volunteer as tribute
>>7498720
thats good, you should be ok then
>>7498700
I don't know who she is I just got it because I like dilated eyes
>>7498692
I hate myself
>>7498736
don't do that nim
you're good
project alamac is a fun movie
>>7498737
well thats good! hopefully bewbies grow well :3
meh nothing much, i got blackout drunk last night, luckily the hangover wasnt too bad tho
>>7498740
no everyone says that but people get tired of me really easily
that's why i can't make close friends, im just not interesting
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD if theres anything youre going to spend money on let it be food! i can't stand store brand eggs, store brand milk, biscuts, tortilla chips, soda. et cetera et cetera. it tastes like literal fucking garbage and makes me gag. id rather eat nothing than these recyclable plastic foods
>>7498743
Hey im boring too practically playing vidya or reading comics or stuff all the time
lets be friends
Topkek
>tfw long forgotten, unfriended ex sends me "happy new year" and then nothing after that
some people are just enigmas
>>7498745
sorry i'll do better next time
>>7498747
It you!
>>7498746
okay
what games do you play
just shoveled snow lads
Ahh i miss Sertii~
>>7498748
My terf ex occasionally sends such messages. I think she keeps forgetting to scrub my addresses from her mailing lists.
my eye is twitchy today and i feel like a freak
>>7498742
>Blackout drunk
>No hangover
I envy you, woman with the titanium liver.
>>7498745
On the other hand, why spend extra on bleh foods if you're just going to shit it, amirite?
>>7498762
No hangover but I have a bad case of heartburn from all the food. I won't need much of an incentive to resume dieting.
How's the New Year going /mtfgay?
>>7498745
>recyclable foods
>recycle
>food
ewww
>when a dumb disney facebook quiz says you should watch Snow White and not Frozen
what the fuck disney
>>7498772
i cried last night and i cried this morning
things are bad
>>7498753
Boring normie stuff LoL AoE Doom spelunky isaac and sometimes memes like hyperdimension neptunia and visual novels
And yu?
Frozen sucks
Steven Universe sucks
Most animated movies and programs post-2010 suck
>>7498772
I have the hangover to end all hangovers and now I have to go to work
;____;
How does it feel know that I'm only a year hrt and I pass the all of you?
https://unsee.
cc/nemazugi/
>>7498778
>Frozen sucks
BACK
OFF
don't take the bait
>>7498780
indifferent
>>7498788
I felt like getting the hons here upset
>>7498787
pic related huh
>>7498783
B-but Frozen!!!
>>7498783
Yeah, took something to fix it.
>>7498780
>https://unsee.
>cc/nemazugi/
You really need to stop posting random people you find on the internet Whingie.
>>7498779
Oh I am sorry to hear that. At least the NY party was a blast, right? And why go to work on the fucking 1st of January? I am staring on Wednesday but I am thinking of taking a couple of days off.
>>7498780
I feel happy for you. Your triumph only adds to my happiness and gives me hope.
:3
Well done, you look cute and your make up and style is on point!
>>7498752
>tfw I am now as determined and powerful as I was in repression, but now directing all my strength towards transition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2g5PnydsOrY
>>7498766
>spend extra
grocery store brand literally costs 50cents less but people see it and think 'wow what a deal!' and they get home and make it and it has the texture of plastic and tastes like dirt and they dont have to worry about that because theyre alcoholics and everything tastes like mcdonalds to them.
i cant remember the last time i saw something green in my fridge that i didn't buy and that wasn't lettuce (0 nutrition vegetable)
>>7498793
Wasn't me though
I wish people would stop blaming me :/
>>7498780
You're pretty cute, is that really you?
>tfw no transbian gf
>>7498772
I'm off the skittles and I feel the T rushing through my veins
grrrrrrr, I wanna cook a steak and fight a hobo
>>7498799
You're /mtfg/'s boogieman, you gotta deal with this.
>>7498801
Yes it is me
Name is Zoey
>>7498793
It was kinda meh, I think I can't take drugs anymore. They just get me fucked up in an unpleasant way.
I work in a grocery store and we're open every day of the year but Christmas.
At least I get that sweet time*2.5 holiday pay
Am I transgender if dysphoria is not permament?
Half of the year I don't feel dyshoria, other half I do.
Should I transition considering that I am 19 years old, living in transphobic east European country, and that I am close to be poor?
>>7498804
You mean boogie woman :^)
>>7498790
I know, but I guess that a movie of sisterly love with a lead lesbian and a thinly veiled attack on patriarchal structures isn't something that a simple quiz could decipher on how it doesn't aligns with your conservative values.
>>7498791
I think my wanting to vomit is 1/2 hangover and 1/2 heartburn :(
>>7498762
actually borderline liver failure
idk why the hangover wasnt too bad, i drank more than usualy, but i only had a minor headache and didnt feel too much like i was going to vomit, so its cool =D
>>7498811
rofl where do you get these
do you make them yourself?
>>7498778
you're getting old
and thats ok
the world is a scary place anon :3
>>7498805
You're not one of those lesbians, are you?
>>7498812
>Tfw day-drinking b/c I had to work at 8 and slept early
>Tfw drunk at work, angrily making soup and learning Taiwanese.
This year is already weird
Ahh dinner is ready
is anyone else itt transgender
>tfw so uninteresting that nim doesn't bother to answer
>>7498829
no wtf
>>7498829
Hey.
My new year's resolution is to not eat beef or pork b/c they're emotionally cuddly animals.
>>7498826
I'm into boys only
>>7497985
>of course i do silly. i would zippy it for you but at the moment my entire house is still sleeping so i'm not gonna go digging around the house for my external and stuff. so idk, if you wanna ask me again later or whatever i'd be happy to send it to you.
Are you there ? x_x
>>7498829
i think i might be
>>7498767
>heartburn from all the food
I felt like that all the time this week. I'm happy I didn't drink any sparkling wine yesterday.
hotpot was good
>>7498823
I make a few myself
>>7498829
what does 'itt' mean?
>>7498834
Good because I'm into girls and I want to be into you
>>7498846
in
this
thread
>come out to my mother at 16
>"no"
>go back into repression
>six years pass
>realise that it's now too late
i'm going to kill myself and leave her a nice 'fuck you' letter
>>7498848
oh, maybe there might be some trannies here idk
>>7498853
im a trannie
>>7498851
did puberty happen
>>7498855
oh cool!
me too!
i was just scared you would call me a faggot or something =D
>>7498857
hugg
>>7498851
iktf anon, but why should you care what your parents think? It's your life not theirs, you should try and enjoy it more :)
>>7498847
I don't date beta chasers
>>7498800
if you can apply yourself correctly it won't matter how smart you are
mcdonalds and the military didn't work out, but other stuff might if you keep searching
moving forward in life will help you get past your fucked childhood
>>7498851
it's not too late, honestly a bigger fuck you would be to transition and be happy
are you on hormones?
>>7498829
allegedly
also i find it weird how i used to doubt myself
like what kinda mental gymnastics were going on there
>>7498858
Hugg RenRen
Morning mtfg
How are you all doing?
I gotta wake charlotte up
>>7498862
I used to think that I just wanted to be a girl but I wasn't actually trans and that I was just a cis guy who had dysphoria
>halfway to work
>cop pulls me over
>"Have you been drinking?"
That was too close
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
>>7498868
wake her up with hugg
>>7498856
and a half
>>7498859
if i was at the same situation today, i wouldn't care what anyone thinks
but when you are young, confused and don't have anyone to talk to, a well meaning attempt to stop you is really effective
>>7498862
i'd love for that to be the case
they would likely have no problem with it now
i'm the only thing standing in my way today
and no. i've only recently come to terms with shit
>>7498870
damn
unlucky
>>7498870
maybe you should call in sick
>>7498861
Like you're getting anything even half as good as me babe
>>7498869
im still at that point at 2 months hrt
cant imagine living without mones anymore though
>>7498868
Tickle her awake imo
>>7498870
holy shit
>>7498833
This is a good resolution. :3
Are u allowed to drink at work?
>>7498873
>>7498883
I don't think touching her is right
I think I'm just gonna leave the window open and maybe turn on the TV and do stuff to make it harder for her to keep sleeping
Though she turned away from the light lol
>>7498891
snugg bugg
>>7498851
She's like any other person, she will try the easy method of dealing with it first
IF that fails, she'll have to give it some serious thought
you gave up too easily
>>7498810
Anybody?
>>7498890
I still cant understand why any guy wouldnt change from a cis male to a cis female if they could
>>7498888 (dem quads!)
>>7498900
maybe cause you're a tran
>>7498858
YOU ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING
WHY DO YOU KEEP POSTING PLEASE FUCK OFF EVERY THREAD YOUR CRAP YOUR SHIT JUST SHUT UP YOU DISGUSTONG UGLY HON PLEASE DIE GRRRRR
>>7498894
snugg as a bugg in a rugg
>>7498899
>his
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuaW5IzbnUc
happy new year m8s !
>>7498890
maybe it's just circumstance, but it feels hopeless
the thing that brought it up was seeing a photo of me taken the day that i tried to come out back in 2011
if i had been able to start then, i likely would have passed
i wouldn't have been pretty, but it would have done
now it's too late
i can't escape
>>7498908
>GRRRRR
is this a meme
>>7498908
hugg
>>7498908
hi :3
did you stick a scorpion up you butt or something
Charlotte has cute underwear!! CUTE!!!
>>7498912
Holy shit.
New computer.
Thanks for the reminder.
>>7498908
rawr :3
>>7498900
ftms would say no
>>7498919
yw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZ3qbE3KbVw
>tfw bro got me Dishonored 2 cause we share our steam acc
best decision ever made tbqh
>>7498900
yeah it's weird
but if you really just had a normal guy brain, and put it in a girl's body, then i guess you'd have gender dysphoria about your female body?
>>7498913
it's not too late!!!!!!
you should at least try to see if you can pull this off with hormones, time and effort
look at korra, she started older than you, she got made fun of about how she would never pass, and now she's doing better than most here
>>7498908
hugg
>>7498908
lauren is annoying
>>7498923
how do i motivate myself in the face of terrible odds?
i'm barely able to motivate myself to do easy guaranteed stuff
Lauren is cozy
lauren is cute
>>7498925
>lauren is annoying
ly cute desu
OR
ly not by gf
>>7498930
Now I can shit post about you while you're awake!!
>>7498868
Not great
>>7498933
Wronggg!!!!!
motivate me to do dilation pls
don't feel like pausing my rape of Pergamon
>>7498936
Yessssssss! Or else I'll just have to cuddle you cause I have nothing else to do ~
i want to read the mtfg manga
>>7498799
Whingie... we've been through all of this so many times.
>>7498942
Grace finds me cuddly
>>7498945
A G P
G
P
>>7498947
can you and grace keep posting updates its really cute
>>7498947
Charlotte IS cuddly. Like a little kitty.
>>7498948
:'(
>>7498946
But it wasn't me :/
I'm trying to be better for this year
>>7498918
Nobody fucking cares about your tranny chasing exploits. You travel the country chasing trannies whilst BARELLY acceptable. You are one tier above sheen. You are the most disgusting person thsts ever posted here because youre proff that you can fetishize tranny cock as long as you " are one"
>>7498954
don't bully my friend grace
>>7498954
BITTER
I
T
T
E
R
>>7498954
You need to go out more buddy.
Spewing crap that u think might hurt someone is just boring.
>>7498951
pls be my gf
>>7498959
after you've called me AGP and hurt my feelings?
it won't be with me, anon.
>>7498955
DONT REPLY YOU ANNOYING FUCK FREAK GRRRRR AHHHHHH I FUCKING HATE YOU OMG GRRRRR
congrats being vegetarian tho
>>7498961
grrrr
>>7498954
O
K
>>7498963
hugg
>tfw had dream about hanging out with a few trips
I spend too much time on this place
>>7498868
Cute
honestly think i would rather have my mental illness taken away instead of being able to be cis
>>7498966
i have dreams like that a lot
>>7498966
Was I there? :3
>>7498967
same :(
So what are your 2017 resolutions?
Srs, BA, better voice, better makeup and be happy with myself
>>7498960
no pls i am different
>>7498971
I'm just going to keep being awesome.
Anyone wanna buy this for me?
http://www.hottopic.com/product/her-universe-studio-ghibli-my-neighbor-totoro-family-portraits-fit-flare-dress/10721497.html
>>7498973
grr
>>7498971
Trying to improve on my self confidence and quality of life.
>>7498971
Better voice, grow breasts, get gut at hair and maybe more makeup
Srs is in 2018 ;_;
>>7498980
AHHHHHH
WHY AM I FALLING FOR YOU?
IM TRANS...
I WANT A SHITPOSTING VEGETARIAN BF
AHHHH I FUCKING HATE YOU
>>7498971
taking more drugs
I don't want anyone to feel good except for me :(
I'm scared
>>7498971
I also forgot about revisions
>>7498987
I wish i could adopt that attitude, I care way too much about how other people feel.
>>7498967
Same. Not much that can be done about my depression.
>>7498990
I try to make people feel good and then they feel good and I feel even worse
>>7498971
Try to be happy with myself.
Cuddle Eva and make everything in the world right for her.
>go on facebook
>see former work collegues having fun
>>7498971
Srs
>>7498985
>falling for you
<3
>>7498989
Hey skull autist
Simpsons stopped being funny ten years ago and the memes are cringy as fuck. Are you 15 years old you ugly freak?
>>7499000
don't bully my friend angie
>>7498992
ill love u forever tbqh
>>7499000
I'm not skull autist though.
Cara poster is
So I'm on my 3rd day back in Michigan. I hung out with a lot of my friends the day I got back. The 2nd day was nice too. I ended up cleaning up my friends place just to be nice and as a thank you for letting me crash at his place. We went out for a Chinese buffet. While eating his boyfriend taught me three recipes. For new years it was just us three and we ended up marathoning the first season of American horror story. I fell asleep on the 8th episode, but it was really fun and nice. I'm feeling really happy rn.
>>7498993
It's a shame there aren't more people like you in the world, you need to focus on your own happiness to though :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WoeIeg_JvoA
>shaved my head in september '15
>only just shoulder length
are my genes just shitty?
>>7499006
Yeah I know
I don't know how to be happy though
>>7498929
^^^^^^^^^^^^^ this is fact
>>7499011
hugg
>>7499009
I shaved mine around the same time and have only shoulder long hair too, pretty normal
i like grrr poster
>>7499014
hugg
Summon oddish
will having my laptop on my lap kill my balls or will i just get cancer?
>>7499011
Why are you mad?
Do you need a hug :3
>>7498966
Was I there?
probably not ;~;
>>7499009
Could be other biological issues like not enough food or some other imbalance in vitamins and minerals. You could try taking biotin.
>>7499023
Aren't you a suicidal tranny?
why bother?
>>7499018
Hugg owo
>>7499023
neither
>>7499031
>You are ugly transbian trash
i love you too grr
>>7499000
PICTURES OF SKULL AUTIST LEAKED!!
Lauren a good!
>>7498971
Stop trying to suppress it.
Vanessa a great!
>>7499040
lol
nope :3
>>7499043
hugg
>shopping with Grace yesterday
I think I looked cute in this shirt
https://unsee.
cc/bapomuni/
>>7499031
Did your doctor postponed your HRT indication or why are you so mean?
>>7499045
you're a nice!
>>7499056
succ
>>7499046
Gonna get that girltinker tonight
>>7499060
grace thats lewd
Bob Ross makes me want to try
the world makes me want to not
i want to believe
Tfw no bf also precum soak penis
>>7499046
I like
>tfw no one to shop with
>>7499060
>im not a chaser
Grace put this gross cageface pic on my phone last nightttt
>>7499064
Just try then.
>>7499067
The risk is higher to get beaten up looking like a fag
just saying
Its still healing
>>7499073
its just difficult
even the slightest changes i get hounded on at work for
i wore a winter hat around and man the people there didn't let up about it
>>7499046
Also we're doing it more today, momma needs some designer accessories and that shirt she showed you
>>7499072
You're next
>>7499081
momma
>>7499058
l~lauren!
you're a lesbian!
>>7499091
lesbian succ
>>7499000
I like simpson memes, they're way better than avataring anime grils
>>7499072
I got something for you to chase fuck boy
>>7499068
there needs to be more precum soaked benises in the world
>>7499079
Awh :(
That's the worst. I actually started pushing girlmode with really subtle changes to my style of jeans and the jackets I wear. Now I fail boymode from time to time because I'm entirely wearing andro girl clothes.
>>7499081
I told you going into Nordstroms was a good idea.
merry 2017 bitches!
may you all have prosperous boob growth
>>7499025
No sorry ;_;
It was a pretty boring dream other than the dread I kept having internally about going out as a girl, constantly thinking I should just go back home and change into guy clothes. I'm sure the dream was a nice preview of my feelings the first time I try to go out as a girl
Fuggin dysphoria even getting me in my dreams
>>7499068
Iktf
>>7498991
what kind of music/bands do you like?
What the hell are calories? Half a chicken breast is 133 cal yet a cookie is 112.
More for the matter why is that half a chicken breast enough for the entire day for me?
>>7499099
That's just cause we were freezing waiting for Emma and pookie to find us
>>7499100
I hope so, my tits seem to be doing better. Left boob looks like a real one, right is a tranny tit still
Heck I've had serious growing pains this weekend
>>7499046
>>7499068
You still meeting that pol anon?
>>7499104
the energy required to raise water 1 degree or something like that
>>7499103
Bit of everything really, be it baroque or punk, jazz or serialism.
>>7499101
aww, desu im scared too, but also because everyone in my town knows me so i'll probably have to move
>>7499102
:3 what (male) animegril are u? Maybe you can sway my mind
>>7499098
>>7499101
Tfw father stays to stop my stupid hobby despite how excessive Ive been taking it yet its the only thing keeping me sane
>>7499099
yea, i really like wearing this one headband cause i do think it makes me look more feminine but i'm scared to do so at work
i hide behind sarcastic reserved asshole because i dont know who i am anymore
>go to anon for joke and funny
>why anon so depressed all the time
>stop fucking frowning anon make me laugh
>>7499107
why do you keep posting pictures of me?
>>7499108
Im in Kuala Lumpur. Also pol-kunjust wants to be friends
"That feel when you can scroll on your phone with your nipple"
-Grace
>>7499107
That actually looks nothing like me.
I don't even have curly hair anymore.
>>7499106
No, I told you we should go into Nordstroms instead of H&M again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiuk0z8dzXo
>>7499104
Calories are the energy given off when you dry and burn something. Different ones mean more or less to the body, in many ways. The ones in the chicken breast have lots of proteins, fats, vitamins and minerals your body wants. The cookie is empty sugars and starches.
>>7499110
CFH has awesome music taste...tho it might not resonate with some kids.
I wrote this with my n I] ple
>>7499037
Skull autist is actually kinda pretty for an autistic shitposter.
>>7499116
I'd say push it in any way you feel comfortable. If it actually works, it'll feel right eventually.
>>7499120
Happy New year's Squeak!
Tell me a story about your wildest 80's era new year's party please!
>when your SO wants you to wear "trap" typical clothing(mini-skirts, thigh high socks, things of that nature) during sex and it makes you feel weird because you're not sure if she's just fetishizing the cutesy slutty style or if it's because she's secretly fetishising you being trans
Is there anyway to know if my SO has a tranny fetish or not?
>>7499124
He just doesn't fucking talk like a normal person but whatever. Ill post the dogs later
Should I fuck my ex-boyfriend?
>>7499124
>>7499113
forgot pic
>>7499132
sounds weird
anyway, if you like your toys then he doesnt matter
>>7499130
recycle bin
>>7499136
Have fun. :)
>>7499130
SO?
if its a person does it matter?
the boys who are into that stuff will ever ever leave you
>>7499133
aahhh i love that movie!
and no. you shouldn't. it's just going to make you hate yourself later
>>7499143
Sometimes, it's not about them leaving you. It's about respect as a person.
>>7499139
I wish he'd have the gall to say I'm a washed up loser. Im being like Angie at this moment. Shuldculdwulda
>>7499150
Well lIke idk it just looks like gyno still yknow? Where as left is more rounded and filled out and bigger
>>7498800
:( I'm sorry that evil shit happened to you, try to just take care of yourself and recover til you can feel okay. Shit will keep getting worse, you just gotta learn to stop caring about it an just try to make yourself look and feel better with relaxation and healthy eats.
>>7499155
Been listening to Blondie a lot.
>>7499148
ahh
>>7499149
you have to keep in mind that humans are creatures of impulse and instinct, no matter how much we try to pretend we aren't thats just how we function
if she has a fetish for transsexuals then thats her prerogative
that will be part of her character no matter what,
respect is a bit too fluffed up, if anonymous here doesn't feel comfortable she should say something but i wouldn't blame her for acting on brain function
>>7499151
dont worry about him, he sounds like a bit of a prat
no offence
is there any good transbian yuri
i like when the mature crowd comes in
>>7499163
He tells me not to worry too..
>>7499168
am i mature
my dick is so huge, will i ever pass?
https://unsee.
cc/renimasu/
>>7499169
Hes not a prat. Im just stubborn and force my views on others like a biggot despite how nice everyone says I am. I need to change
>>7499172
shave your legs
>>7499172
why would you shave your pubis but not your thighs??
>>7499161
What happens to humans who have lost interest in practically all of their impulses except human contact, but are catastrophically bad at functioning socially?
jk I already know the answer (it's suffering)
>>7499168
Who's dat
>>7499165
I don't know, but this one is cute!
http://p-reavz.tumblr.com/post/148506053824
>>7499112
Tbdesu the thing that'll make me really nervous is when my parents have to tell people. It's part of what keeps me from coming out. I don't know anyone in my town so I don't have to worry about running into people
>>7499168
You just need to get rid of lauren and the entire general is fixed.
>>7499156
I gotchu, must feel weird chest weight wise.
How far along?
>>7499186
wtf
I don't want to vomit anymore :(
I'm so sorry for not replying to anyone.
Maybe if I just rest a while
>>7499190
!!Hugg+t4QLm4v
Is catherine a good game?
It's £2.49 o the PS store
thinking about stopping hrt
>>7499168
sorry, i'll leave
>>7499156
My tits hurt so much :( i dont know if it's because of the nipple perma erection or what.
Please advise grace
>>7499198
NIM NO WTF
>>7499179
i came to this thread to bed for edie nudes
not feel
>>7498810
You're not supposed to feel dysphoria 24/7. But talk to a psychologist either way.
>>7499175
desu there is alot going on here that i dont know
>>7499201
It's a growing pain I think, unless you find a cancer lump then it's cancer
t. Webmd
>>7499208
Some day I'll change. Might give up toys entirely...
>>7499165
>transbian yuri
Transbians are just straight girls that made a compromise
>>7499184
true, people might wonder what happened to their son and why they suddenly have 2 daughters now
but my parents are quite mature so hopefully it wont be too much of a problem
>>7499209
:( I hope it's not cancer
.
>>7499214
>tfw desperately want something inside of me but have beer-shits from new years drinking last night
I almost want SRS more to be able to get fucked conveniently than I want it to reduce dysphoria lol
>>7499214
girls are better than boys
>>7499160
I love some of their songs. there are still alot of bands like that I just never knew the name of or just forgot it. do you like german new wave too? it seems like not alot of people like it anymore
>>7499189
You are insanely fucking annoying.
>>7499226
more like insanely fucking cute uwu
>>7499221
kek what do beershits have to do with that tho ß
why are there so many transgirls named alice?
>>7499230
first non-andro name in the list
>>7499228
^^^^^^^^^^^^^ this!
>>7499230
cause one pill gives you boobs
and one pill makes your dick ded
and the ones your mother gave you do nothing at all
>>7499229
Can't take it up the ass when you got an upset tummy.
>>7499232
that's just an easy excuse to not face reality
>>7499222
Girlfriend: did all my laundry, bought all the groceries, let me design and cook everything today, baking cookies later, going for makeup classes with me tommorrow
Boyfriend: has penis?
>>7499222
Except transbians date other transbians, not girls.
>>7499245
i like trans girls and cis girls
>>7499240
Am I hiding from reality nimmy?
>>7499230
Alice in wonderland is about not fitting in and people thinking your mad and doing a bunch of body altering drugs while getting to wear weebie cute dresses
>>7499245
I only date cis girls though, not because trans girls aren't cute, but I need someone to have a job and a normal life
>>7499248
no because you pass
>>7499228
More like you're a piece of human shit
>>7499246
Lauren is a good lesbian!
>>7499223
If you mean Krautrock, yeah, I do have most of Faust, Can and Neu albums. If you mean the post-punk pop stuff like Falco, no thanks.
>>7499258
uwu
>>7499219
How far along, Amiga?
>>7499254
Idk sometimes Nim, I'm a man in girl jeans and a sweater
>>7499262
UwU!
>>7499249
I thought it was about maths and pedophilia.
>>7499253
Somehow I doubt you date anyone.
>>7499249
Shiiit, you're right!
>>7499201
I spent a year with them going between tingling and light pain as they grew.
>>7499245
>tfw been with cis gf for almost 3 years now
>>7499274
>not even two months
Do I need to show you my time line
Two months is nothing bae
>>7499265
You're ugly.
You look like redneck
>>7499279
NICE
I
C
E
>>7499279
Congrats, you're actually gay.
>>7499224
Ive been aiming towards disliking everything by having a turn off for things. For example action figures, easy because of the scale and source material being not to my taste. The smaller stuff I post here is far and few inbetween which helps keep my interest low. Its working well even if its taken years and being content with what I have, especially how short lived many of the ips died down. Its why I dont like online shopping even if it indulges a completion or army building quirk. One of each is enough. Except Kraang. I could always use more Kraang. There it goes that need to buy many of the same like I did with power suit lex luther.
>>7499249
>tfw no weeby cute dresses to wear
>>7499270
trutrans*
>>7499280
ye if you want to
im still in the period where i can stop without too many permanent changes so part of me wants to get out before there's no turning back
>>7499274
Why do so many people lose focus before 6 months hit? Not much changes before then
I'd say go a bit further if it really matters to you, just about everyone seems to pass around their first or second year.
>>7499291
But you know going off hrt will suck
>>7499292
not everyone is 6'2 with 18 inch shoulders
>>7499294
Lol you'll never pass hon kys
>>7499297
thanks
I WANT GIRLFRIEND
looking in the mirror makes me cry ;n;
>>7499306
iktf
>>7499281
Who's redneck? Can I meet him?>>7499291
Keep going until you're a girl and can't go back
>>7499311
ive never seen a girl as tall as i am
>>7499260
I mean stuff like Peter Schillings Major Tom synthesizer stuff mostly. I really like european sythesizer music like Yello, Justice and early Daft Punk.
everyone post their favorite trans related comic
>>7499303
too bad u live in middle of nowhere
>>7499314
I had a... peculiar upbringing. I was allowed to read Sade and Lautréamont at 8 but Disney stuff was totally banned at home. My father considered it was a bad influence.
>>7499316
>>7499311
Rotate your pictures
>>7499324
my family didn't own a television until i was in high school
>>7499315
Oh, I guess you like Space, then. https://youtu.be/P_ukfGAd8T4
>>7499311
you're going overkill on the dutch angles now
>>7499286
maybe you should try finding something else that interests you?
i know thats not very helpful but it might help
sorry, im not good at advice :(
>>7499316
>>7499294
Height isn't that bad, and there are plenty of style solutions to your shoulders.
If you're okay with stopping hrt by all means, but if its gonna bring you down greatly I'd say it's at least worth exploring it past the two months.
>>7499326
cute!
>>7499297
t. Chaser
>>7499313
I work with a cis girl who's 6'4"
>>7499316
Me in the middle
>>7499335
>tfw faye tries to have 2 girlfriends
she did it before - edie and short asian girl
>>7499318
i could take a train out somewhere and start over. i have enough to live for a couple months at least
>>7499316
W-Well this is me!
>>7499271
I've liked her music as far back as I can remember.
>>7499345
kek'd
>>7499342
>assuming that's where it ended
My sweet summer child
>>7499316
Does Boku Girl count?
>when you're on the phone with your gf while she's driving with weed in her car and she hangs up on you cuz she got pulled over for something and now you just gotta sit there freaking over whether or not she's gonna be okay
;-;
>>7499356
Why didnt you reply ? ;_;
>>7499364
what comment was yours
>>7499354
>>7499330
yeah I love this kind of music. I could lay in bed all day listening to this. music is one of the few things that lets me actually feel something.
>>7499367
>another basement dweller with tfw no boyfriend
Babe I'm sorry I triggered you
im a vip
>>7499347
but i like like you. sometimes.
>>7499376
oh cool, what are the perks?
>>7499381
no captcha, 30 second cooldown between posts and i can post in /vip/
plus the lil clover if i want it
>>7499384
sounds good, hows ya get it?
>>7499389
https://www.4chan.org/pass
20$ a year
>>7499384
lil' clover
>>7499396
lil lauren
>tfw upset Anna because I was being dumb and letting a chaser control me and wouldlent listen to her advice
I'm sorry Anna. I blocked him it's ok.
>>7499394
i might get one
probably in a week tho
i'm waiting for qhi to take my moneys
(really nervous about it too)
>>7499405
itll be okay :)
>>7499405
>I'm waiting for qhi to take my monkeys
ftfy
Hopefully they'll take your nuts with them.
>>7499409
>paying for anything
trash is pretty tasty once you get used to the smell
>>7499409
>helping google
>>7499356
Oh. You're Transitioning on the DL?
If transitioning seems too difficult for you right now, then I guess you coulld just stop for a bit and wait. See how you feel?
>>7499418
>DATA MINING
>>7499366
The one about vyida and being boring
>>7499418
I hate you
>>7499428
why
>>7499429
cause anon is a stupid
>>7499418
>being this paranoid
>>7499374
Faye you are literally a 35 year old creepy tranny chaser. You really need to get your shit together.
>>7499429
radical veganism, poor self control, and a short fuse make you hard to get along with.
>>7499429
Because your post quality is shit and you compulisivly post. As evidences less than 20 seconds after my post.
>>7499433
i really don't feel like doing free work for a huge corporation with questionable motives
i don't really see what's paranoid about that
>>7499384
I've been banned about a dozen times in the last year alone for silly reasons.
Before then I had never been banned at all.
If hiro really wants my money, he's got a funny way of showing it.
>>7499394
Thats mote than share online unlimited costs
>>7499441
Lauren a good!
anon a bad!
google wants to see my peepee...
being trans and alone is hard. i cant blame everyone for wanting to be slutty stacys now that they're women but idk i just hoped youre experiences would shape you into something a little better idk. in short, women are pigs, and men are just brain dead, so i made the right decision in this to just date myself
>>7499445
what's share online
>>7499448
I love that youre vegan but im still going to bully you until i find new target
>>7499453
bully me!
>>7499453
keep bullying me i can take it
if you bully someone else they might get sad
>>7499446
Lauren a neutral really, she's got good and bad traits.
>>7499457
god forbid someone be.... Sad!
>>7499458
Lauren a Good!!!
Vanessa a great
>>7499463
vanesser a ginger!
>>7499467
redheads are cute <3
>>7499461
are you sad anon?
>>7499462
But she's mean to some people, gets aggressive at anyone so much as mentioning eating meat, and while I can't confirm it, I've been told that she doxxed a few people... She's not evil, but I don't trust her too much
>>7499469
orilly?
>>7499447
https://youtu.be/KxGRhd_iWuE
>>7499473
i didn't dox anyone and who was I mean to
lauren were vips
>>7499394
>tfw too poor to afford this
Now the google botnet can link all my posts to my IP
>>7499477
please be my gf
>>7499473
meh, all i know about people is when i interact with them
Lauren seems nice to me
>>7499485
they're making stuff up
>>7499472
yes, and it's not the end of the world
>>7499488
but you did give away that persons phone number
>>7499488
meh, i dont really care about drama anyways
desu you seem like one of the nicest people here
>>7499494
i was manipulated into doing that while trying to help someone
can we please not talk about this
laurens going to dox vanessa? Wtf
>>7499494
phone number = doxxing?
i'm pretty sure no one's bank accounts got drained
@7499481
you should be ashamed
no (You) for you
i hate memes.
>>7499490
still I don't get why people waste time on trying to make someone else feel bad.
>>7499512
can i put a hat on your head for fun
>>7499514
it makes them happy
are you really going to say your happiness is worth more than somebody elses?
>>7499514
pic related is probably the reason
>>7499512
hugg isla uwu
*lewds u*
>>7499522
pls don't reveal my strategy
>>7499526
just for fun though
>>7499531
what kind of hat
>>7499533
maybe one of these
>>7499536
NO
you may NOT
>>7499540
hugg isla uwu
*lewds u*
>>7499540
what about one of these
just for fun
>>7499377
I like like you too but that's okay
>>7499544
hey dont copypaste my post
or at least put another pic in it
I miss Sertii ;___;
>>7499522
But I don't understand, why would that make you feel any better? Wouldn't it be better to try and make some people happy, so you can be happy for them too?
wait lauren doxs people?
>>7499554
stop
I made heuvos rancheros
>>7499554
yes and ill doxx you too if you fuck with me
>>7499553
>you
h-hey
I am just explaining. I am not doing that
no bully the soph, the soph is is docile ;-;
>>7499555
lauren is hacker
nice numbers
https://www.strawpoll.me/12006835
>>7499555
dont worry about the anons lauren, they're stupid
>>7499559
fake
>>7499559
where's the red sauce?
>>7499559
my cum would go good with that dish.
>>7499565
At least I know what to do.
>>7499561
Ahhh I'm sorry!!
I didn't really mean you with "you", I should have said "one" instead~
But that always sounds so weird...
You know like the "man" in German?
>>7499565
>those results tho
>>7499569
Before
>>7499578
oh I think you actually means man as well :thinking: I am just drinking again
>>7499565
>"don't kill yourself anon!"
>"don't repress anon!"
>"what would i do? i'd kill myself"
fucking hypocrites
>>7499581
*throws lewds at u*
And by lewds I mean penises
>>7499582
fake kitchen
i can tell by the pixels
>>7499586
THIS IS A FORBIDDEN ACTIONNNNNNNNN REEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>7499570
http://www.feastingathome.com/huevos-rancheros-skillet-eggs/
You know I made it with this recipe, and I've never had it with the sauce so I don't even know what it's supposed to taste like
What is it even?
>>7499581
not even a little fun?
>>7499521
to me yes if I'm not going to make myself happy who will? I just don't get enjoyment from making people feel bad.
>>7499522
>>7499553
I don't get it either. I know alot of people already who have it worse than me I don't see why you need to make someone more shitty there is always someone who is more miserable.
I think I just acquired a bf by accident
>>7499589
Cute girls like bad boys, and I break all the rules
B)
>>7499565
>3 people want to be a man
>1 be a hon
A G P
G
P
>>7499593
ooh nice
>>7499590
that looks like a really yummy recipe. huevos rancheros from mexican restaurants or diners usually come w/ red, pureed salsa smothered on top.
>>7499592
well it does, regardless of whether you understand it or not
>>7499593
Wew congratulations
who is it?
>>7499594
i am here 2 inform u i dont like bad boys
>>7499591
LITTLE FUN ALLOWED
>>7499565
Different wording?
https://www.strawpoll.me/12006909
>>7499603
:(
Then clearly you're not a cute girl
You must be a cute boi then?
>>7499603
>i am here 2 inform u i dont like bad boys
Proving the rule then.
>>7499239
why would you take it up a something that's not meant for it anyway
>>7499606
oh
is it true that you can boymode almost indefinitely even on hrt
especially if puberty already somewhat ruined you?
>>7499610
yeah tbhon hormones dont do shit besides give you conetits
>>7499610
I'm on HRT and I can't boymode.
Indefinite manmode for me.
>>7499609
Honesltly, you walked into that one cutie
5'11
5 fucking 11
why did I grow so freakish tall
>>7499603
a little hat for a little fun
>>7499619
because you are a manly man desu
>>7499619
hi nikky
i always love when you show up! :33
>>7499610
i wish :(
>>7499565
the best way is to become a hon first, then kill yourself
that's what i'd do
>>7499610
if you look like a girl then you'll look like a girl in boy's clothes
whats hard to get
>>7499599
>>7499602
A old online friend who will be able to visit me during transition
>>7499627
me too anon i agree with ur post
>>7499624
you're too pretty to boymode tbf senpaitachi
>>7499619
Me and Ufufu are both 5'11" and we pass fine
>>7499624
you started mones really young tho
i meant more like someone who starts in their early to mid twenties
>>7499619
honestly red doesnt look that bad and shes like 7'4
being a tall girl isnt that much of a problem
Yo yo yo, wassuuuup?
>>7499624
To be fair, people in Europe still ma'am'd this
>>7499632
yay
hugg
>>7499637
Red is 6'3"
feeling bad
>>7499592
I like you Anon :)
>>7499632
oh cool!
best of luck! :3
>>7499642
wow? you mean she's not 7 feet tall?
i never wouldve guessed........
>>7499619
>tfw 5'6 and 18 inch shoulders
>>7499647
You were cute, and then denied that you liked bad boys.
My options were to say that you weren't cute, or say that you're a cute boi
>>7499640
but he's not actually trans is he? he's just gender nonconforming.
I feel like being trans is inherently gender conforming because we try to pass perfectly as a certain gender. that's why i always get frustrated when ppl lump gender nonconforming and trans into the same heap
>>7499646
ok switch with me
>>7499584
Really, that sounds weird as well :D
>>7499653
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>>7499635
Don't you feel out of scale when you group with cis girls? It dos't help that I have athletic build.
pic unrelated
>>7499640
wow so progressive
what a hero
>>7499644
thank you anon I like you too :)
how to look cute wearing dr martens boots?
i don't think i can wear tiny vans in -10°C weather
>>7499662
nah, i never really feel out of scale unless im hanging out with someone especially small or i'm wearing heels or something.
my cis woman best friend is also 5'11". my group of cis girl friends are all 5'8" to 6'
>>7499662
>athletic build
trust me you're not muscular or anything
...
Wow, cold welcome today...
Welp, time to feed the hate anons and publicly embarrass myself
>>7499675
Hello sirona :3
merry new year!
>>7499669
>implying a frangi doesn't always look cute
>>7499675
what hate? i quite like you
>>7499675
>>7499672
here have a better picture for comparison.
>>7499641
>>7499645
It might only be a short thing but it's made me really happy
>>7499680
uwu anner ur 2nice4me
>>7499682
pour toi
>>7499659
only if you got a vag
cuntboy larping best larping
>tfw you have a total breakdown and Grace is there to help you out
>>7499686
dawww
>>7499654
really makes me think
>>7499690
ok i have one just switch real quick
>>7499686
>that pic
>>7499687
Well if you plan on it being short it will be, best to go into it with an open mind lol
>>7499693
oh but that's drake
drake has a symbiotic relationship with hatred, its how they survive
>>7499686
what happened to all those guys faces?
>>7499686
You notice how they know to turn their bodies towards the camera at an angle to look smaller?
The one is even hidding between two people
You're cute but you're doing a bee masculine power pose
>>7499704
nidhogg got them
>>7499701
Drake is a valuable member of the community, providing a target for our hate that allows us to band together under a banner of spite!
But also that pic does show that I have wide-ish shoulders and a bobblehead
Hormones are going to kick my ass. I already tear up while thinking about emotional anime scenes or when I hear a sappy song and I'm not even on them yet.
>>7499700
Just realised I mispelled my trip
>>7499686
huh that is big.
>>7499675
Please learn how to dress yourself properly.
Is that a skirt? Because if so then you need to tuck your shirt in. Also, I wouldn't go for skirts like that, you need ones that flare out more to complement your proportions better. Pulling your head back and making sure you aren't slouching your shoulders would help too (so would long hair, but you haven't reached that stage yet!).
i like bad boys
Can you please suggest what you believe the three ages are on this graph?
>>7499715
haha same
>>7499714
id show you my shoulders to have you feel better but im not ready for the exposure
instead have a smug looking ork
:(
>>7499712
There was a better one where I did side pose. And sure I look better but still taller than everyone else.
But this picture was a reply for anon who asked about my build. So here it is.
hmm went to a psychologist today, he seems to think im a sociopath o.o
>>7499701
hugboxing isnt healthy for her anon
>>7499723
First one is 15.
Second one is 18-19.
Third one is 25-30.
>>7499733
no you are
A G P
G
P
>>7499720
My clothing options are rather limited due to being a n33t, panicking when I try to go into clothing stores, and having only hand-me downs and no one to teach me the intricacies of fashion.
I'll watch the slouch and pull my head back in future, if I remember to.
>>7499727
Da's de commisar ye git! Show 'im sum propa respekt.
>>7499733
did he say anything about your attentionwhoring?
>>7499736
o.o no agp is gross
>>7499738
Multiple!
>>7499734
i cant tell but is that alex jones?
my father is like him
we fight all the time, im scared of transitioning because the moment i start taking mones i'll start to lose my strength advantage and he'll kick my ass
>>7499686
ok yeah, you look more athletic there, but it's not too bad
im much more toned (muscular) and i even have like, veins and stuff
plus you dont have rugby player shoulders like i do
i'm pretty gross desu
Reminder to ignore Chara posts.
>>7499735
sounds correct, i would switch 15 to 13 though
>>7499740
i barely even come here dude, i can't be that big of a attentionwhore
>>7499687
hopefully it goes well ;)
im so proud of you, you're making excellent progress
>>7499723
16, 19, 28
i'm well below the line now ;_;
>>7499742
agp is love
agp is life
>>7499742
>gross
then i have diagnosed you with the autism.
>>7499743
youre lucky to have a dad as woke as alex jones
>>7499744
I have muscles under my fat - that means I'm not defined but still pretty heavy and strong.
4 years of HRT. Two of which are on heavy anti androgens (3 kinds). Still strong as fuck.
>>7499691
aww, hope you're ok
>>7499742
Multiple? Why?
>>7499757
I wish i was autistic.
>>7499764
It was kinda funny.
>tfw you're in transbians with someone
>>7499764
Because she's actually sociopathic...
It doesn't make her a bad person, just a crazy one... with a tendancy to do bad things.
>>7499697
perfect, how do we switch
>>7499746
you gotta be pretty dumb not to
>>7499767
>I wish i was autistic.
but you are, i am an official 4chan autism doctor
you need help.
>>7499767
Why was it funny?
>>7499656
he is a drag queen m8
literally a gay dude doing drag performance
>>7499693
you kinda look like the crimson chin
>>7499768
another
A G P
G
P
Happy new year people!! Are you all doing okay??
I'm feeling a bit better desu.
Turns out my mum and sister are pretty supporting, even if they don't really understand trans stuff
Dad said he believes most trans people are on the same level as the mentally retarded and sex predators.
Also that he believes trans people are caused by brainwashing from the liberal media and exposure to dangerous chemicals in the air and water supply
He says he wont throw me out the house no matter what tho so I guess that's all good if a little awkward
>>7499774
Do I need help?
>>7499760
thats not very comforting, i was hoping i would lose my muscle, guess i'll have to get some chubb
>>7499780
And you act like the spoiled 13 year old son of a whore who got rich sucking the dicks of meth dealers.
>>7499767
what animals exactly?
>>7499670
Hey Rachel, can I ask you a personal question?
>>7499790
well im not rich
>>7499781
>tfw ur AGP but it doesnt matter cus ur in love
>>7499787
yes, you are severely AGP, you need help.
>>7499783
hey that's good that he's not gonna throw you out
maybe over time he'll get more comofrtable with you being trans?
is playing as a girl in video games agp?
http://www.strawpoll.me/12007232
http://www.strawpoll.me/12007232
http://www.strawpoll.me/12007232
http://www.strawpoll.me/12007232
>>7499768
Absolutely disgusting :^)
>>7499783
yeesh, your dad sounds like a piece of work
no offence
>>7499797
Wow, maybe you should take up the family trade.
>>7499803
why cant i pick all of them?
>>7499799
Oh good, exactly what I thought. Better get off these stupid drugs that are giving me autism and kill myself.
>>7499802
If you're happy or having fun you're AGP.
>>7499802
no.
but playing video games in general is
>>7499723
Actually, it doesn't quite work like that, your graph is almost as silly and oversimplistic as the Laffer curve. Past a certain point, probably around 70, it gets easy to pass again, simply because old women and old men don't look very different. I know a woman who transitioned at 79 and passes fine. Never gets that close to 0 either.
In any case, unless you consider suicide a good course of action, transitioning is always the best if you suffer from dysphoria. Rather sooner than later, obviously.
>>7499808
ill have u know sucking dick for meth is a very intricate and skill-required process
>>7499771
idk i think you do a dance or something
>>7499802
no it's trutrans escapism
>>7499803
Hey, I am. I'm totally, absolutely coocoo.
>>7499803
Wow, not including me? It's like you don't know me at all.
>>7499802
No, it's trutrans
>>7499812
doctor autism has the cure.
>>7499802
it is unless you're a healslut
>>7499826
>MMOs
haha, no.
>>7499777
it changes nothing so i didn't see a reason to lie.
>>7499778
made me laugh
>>7499791
dogs and cats
>>7499803
I'm quite sane actually.
>>7499803
really? y'all think i'm one of the most mentally ill people here? i have a job though..
>>7499737
You should really practice it in the mirror, once you realise how dumb you look slouching, you'll try and straighten yourself out whenever you look at a reflective surface, then it'll just come to you naturally. Slouching your shoulders emphasises your neck and head so they look a lot bigger, while standing straight in proper posture will make your chest look larger.
>need to either transition or hero
>don't have the guts to do either
i'm going to die a slow and painful death of old age, aren't i?
>tfw you always made fun of your friends for playing girls in games
>tfw you become a """""""""girl"""""""" irl
>>7499824
Are you going to diagnose me potatoes?
>>7499832
transition!!!!
>>7499836
NO
i am here to suck your feminine penis bb
>>7499825
>clearly you suck at it
>>7499593
That was fast
>>7499825
>I am not even listed
>someone that doesnt exist is winning
I think we have been overtaken by newfags
>>7499829
What makes dying animals funny?
>>7499838
if it was that easy
i'd have done it
>>7499830
Well, I have one too, even though I'm on medical leave, I'm still a senior officer for now. Crazy enough to spend a whole year in a psychiatric clinic, though.
>>7499837
how is healing a class in anything else
in RPG's, you play all the roles simultaneously
>>7499844
>I think we have been overtaken by newfags
yupp
>>7499846
that was my attempt at motivating you
idk, can't you just try going on hormones in guy mode?
>>7499831
Hmmm... I don't really want to make my chest look any wider, but I guess you have more experience with this than I do.
Ty ty ^__^
>>7499841
That pun was not intentional. But also true, and you should follow it. After all, you're not supposed to bite down, in case you hadn't heard.
>>7499844
If these are newfags, then what the hell am I?
>>7499853
DOCTOR AUTISM IS HERE FOR YOU BABY
>>7499852
go for it, i'm pretty open
>>7499832
>tfw have more guts to kill myself than to transition
>can't get a job, so an heroing is all I've got unless I have a mental breakdown and my parents want to help me
>>7499806
>your dad sounds like a piece of work
no offence
I know he is
Still I feel kinda bad for him because he beaten by his parents really bad quite a lot as a kid
>>7499826
>that feel when you always only played farm sims or games were you could be the female healer
Guess I shouldn't be surprised that they expected I was a tran desu
>>7499832
just take some tit skits dammit, they're a cool blue and taste real sweet too
can we make a new mtfg for 2014 and 2015 posters only
>>7499829
>I'm quite sane actually.
I can confirm this.
>>7499856
Fuck
Off
>>7499849
there are plenty of games where you can be a healing class or outfit yourself to specialise in healing, sorry you havent played them but that doesnt mean they dont exist
anyway i dont much care, you're probably just looking for an argument anyway
>>7499857
did you ride a boys fun pole yet?
>>7499861
You'd still have me in there, so not so sure it'd be an improvement.
>>7499861
>"Waaaah I don't like new things!"
>>7499866
not since i was raped
>>7499862
doctor autism will always be here to help you.
>>7499862
how is chara any bit sane
>>7499868
No it would
you're a good poster
very few 2016 posters are good...
>>7499863
you could just name some and win this easily
what are you getting mad for?
>>7499858
I was going to an hero, but I ended up pushing myself to transition. After 6 months of HRT and pushing myself to get through uni, I have no regrets.
>>7499870
I like new things, just not bad new things.
Like most of the new posters.
>>7499861
i'm a 2013/14 poster and i'm one of the worst posters
>>7499876
rude
>>7499878
nessi's on the rag
>>7499876
I think you should stop complaining about the contents of the board isla, i dont like some of the newer posters but i understand the board isnt for me only.
>>7499859
oh shit sorry, at least he doesnt do the same i hope
but it's nice that he wont kick you out too
I always liked playing a healer or support
>>7499877
if you can get that job then you can self-med, which makes things a lot stealthier
>>7499882
Mtfg has always been shit
>>7499893
Yeah, but we've hit an all time low, Elanna.
>>7499857
I talked to her just before she "died", She seemed like she was really into you and said you two were going to get together, did that happen? Was she the friend that proposed to you?
Cause if not, I just wonder what happened, when I talked to her she seemed really nice and also sane, which is a bit rare for someone who posts here. She complained about being single a lot but usually decent people have an easy time finding someone.
>>7499875
She's sane now, although I doubt she had it together for most of last year.
Seems to be decently stable.
>>7499888
Are control mages agp? I used to play a lot of Lux, Orianna and Syndra in league.
>>7499892
>there are exceptions
this is where you are supposed to disagree with me!
omg crying rn
>>7499878
idk overwatch or something
>>7499882
you are one of the bad posters
>that feel when a "new poster"
I've been here on and off as anon since the board was founded desu
Also which are the other new trips??
>>7499854
My experience with posture is from having to do a business presentation in a big competition when I was at school. You're far more experienced in transitioning than I am (I have 0). Here's another pro-tip; if you're a nervous nelly and fiddle with your hands when talking to people, just hold your hands behind your back, it looks professional and you won't fidget. This can also help you maintain a straight posture.
>>7499879
I dropped out of uni though. Too many people judging me, too much pressure and no friends. Only made my anxiety worse. Oh, and my old friends from college officially don't care about me any more, and probably never did; none of them texted me a "merry christmas" or a "happy new year".
>>7499896
Maybe you should post better
Be the change you want
Is ADC/support in LoL agp???
>>7499904
Ur cool uwu
>>7499878
tf2
>>7499900
>control mage
not sure what that is desu
i havent played league, kind of want to but my pc is pretty bad
>>7499900
shes still a sociopath and broken person how can you be friends with that garbage
>>7499908
None of it matters when you know that I mained Teemo when I played LoL.
>>7499899
we hung out and had a lunch date in LA and walked around a park. She was not the friend who proposed to me. She is very nice and very sane, if a bit self-hating. She's really beautiful but I just feel like we wouldn't be good together. We both have different wants and different needs that we can't fulfill for each other.
>>7499906
poke lan in the side
>>7499912
Have you ever considered typing complete sentences?
>>7499906
poke lan on the behind
>>7499914
Oh god sirona honestly kys :^)
>>7499861
i just filter everyone who's not from the old days
>>7499920
is she still going on about lewdposting? cause i havent seen anyone do that in days
>>7499916
You did it again
>>7499926
*rapes u*
>>7499923
I mained Venomancer in DOTA untill Techies came out I'm literally satan incarnate. My goal is not to win, or enjoy myself, but to ruin everyone else's fun.
>>7499924
what a caring and accepting community
>tfw have a mullet after drying my hair
I JUST WASN'T MADE FOR THESE TIIIMES
>>7499908
thanks, ur really cool too ^ω^
>>7499915
Oh I get ya. That's too bad. I don't know either one of you well and I only talked to her a few times, it sounded like a great pairing from what she mentioned, but she must not have seen what you see. Is she resting in peace?
>>7499928
what do i do
tfw garbage
>>7499905
I don't feel judged that much, I'm still boymode though. Starting to turn femboy tho, so things may change.
The only friends I had last semester that I didn't know from HS were the girls from my chem lab. They were nice, but they never invited me to chill or anything.
I passed all my classes in spite of mental health issues. I think having a good therapist and some good friends from here helped; specifically Moap. Grace came along later.
>none of them texted me a "merry christmas" or a "happy new year".
It's hard to take care of people you don't understand very well. Some of my old friends started using me for "cringe farming" when I asked one how I looked.
>>7499908
Sounds kinda trutrans as long as you're not a vayne one-trick or something. Cait and ashe are the truest of trans adcs.
Support is basically the girl role.
>>7499911
It's a character that is really vulnerable, but can pressure the enemy team with a large amount of crowd-control and utility.
>>7499913
Idk, I've been talking with Riven/root for a while now.
>>7499945
yeah, resting nicely in her bedroom in Long Beach
>>7499952
Why did she make that up anyway?
>>7499951
so like a high risk DPS character with rowd control? sounds good
elanna is good and she makes me feel okay
>>7499949
Didnt answer :/
>>7499961
what post
>>7499958
Mhm. They're mostly girls too.
I never know what to do with champs that only have damage. It just feels weird.
i find meaning in my life then it all goes away and it's all my fault
fuck it
if angie and faye and valq can boymode then I will definitely have no trouble being a guy on estrogen forever
hrt here i come
I think all the new trips are pretty good desu
huggs for all the 2016 grills ^-^
>>7499971
go for it anon!
>>7499966
idk, i'd probably just healslut so people like me or something
does LoL play ok on not-so-good computers? or is there not any point in buying it yet?
>>7499971
none of them seriously try to look like a boy and none of them pass as one
>>7499963
The one about vydia and being boring
What are your favourites?
>>7499967
Hmmm I played a lot of lux, cait and ashe up to Gold. Never made it out of silver last season (gave up in april) and haven't played since oct
I still miss AP Kog'maw q_q
Probably one of my best champs, up there with rumble, lux and ori.
>>7499951
Just walking down the street, I feel like everyone is staring at me, and saying things about me. I know they aren't really, but my anxiety doesn't like to take my word for it. I'm just scared of failure and messing things up, because that's all I seem to be able to do. I always feel like I'm under pressure.
I want help, but I can't even consider asking for it to be an option.
everyone throws me away when it stops being fun to pretend they care about me
I mean I say that I don't have many clothes and shopping for them makes me panic, but I did manage to get new boots today, for a bargain price, but that was with the assistance of mid-day booze.
>>7499973
meh, i am pretty shit desu
>>7499981
I couldnt play mid, felt all alone... Bot lane mechanics were fun but at the height of repression i was rly toxic to my poor support...
>>7499984
iktf
>>7499978
but i did respond
i really like bloodborne and dark souls 3 has a good atmosphere too even though it's difficult x(
i like puzzle games like portal or that one game on that island with the line puzzles
i play this game space station 13 a lot too
>>7499989
oh, ok, might aswell give it a go, looks pretty good desu
>>7499993
what servers do you play ss13 on?
GET PLS
im cumming
there we go
i became what i hated
are you proud of me mom
gonna go buy cutlery and eat food and go outside
later
>>7499998
>tfw forget how slow this board is all the time
>>7499997
yogstation
i know it's shitty but it's the server i started out on and i don't feel like learning all the stuff on another server
>>7500000
>i hate lewdposting
>the level of discussion is at an all time low
>post better
>>7499988
At the height of my repression, I was a really shitty person. I just wanted to feel superior without putting in the effort.
I mostly played mid because that's where the mages that want to do damage go. Top lane is for bruisers (not fun) and bot lane is for mages that do no damage and adcs. I just learned to deal with assassins like Zed, Fizz, LeBlanc and Ahri. You can space most of them out and deny a lot of farm, even getting kills on them early if you're good enough. Zed is just an asshole though. I hate that matchup.
I kinda wish I had really gotten competitive, instead I'm just wasting my time playing casual games.
>>7499994
It kinda sucks right now. It used to be so much more fun.
>>7500000
Nice get.
>>7500000
worst post in mtfg history
>>7500000
best post in mtg history
>>7500000
post in mtfg history
>>7500000
best quints of 2017 desu
have a good cum bb
Do I clear out my contacts and stuff for the new years? Or do I instead hold out hope that broken connections will be repaired?
>>7500012
im 24 and consciously repressed from 18 because seedy told me I would never pass (which was true I think)
then i avoid all trans communities until a couple of months ago (who knew you cant repress forever)
had no idea selfmedding was possible where i live until now
I'll at least give it a try
>>7499989
I know I am, and it's just so irrational that it drives me mad. I jump when I hear the phone ringing or when the mail comes. I want help but then all I think is "but then my parents will know, they'll know that I've failed, that I've messed up, that I'm not normal and that I need their help, what if they're mad that I've lied to them? what if they don't want to help me?" and throw the concept out of my mind.
Shit sucks.
>>7499940
Oh you're using my smiley, do you want the alternative versions too? ^ω^ ^ꙍ^ ^ധ^
>>7500010
how so?
are there any others you reccomend?
how are you girls doing today?
>>7500036
wasting my life away
>>7500012
thanks
desu sometimes people here can be really catty
>>7500032
Are those supposed to represent boobs and armpits ?
>>7500036
nothing really
at least i'm not as sad as i've been lately
Is thread ded? :'(
>tfw she actually blocked you
well fuck
>>7500036
Depressed and already failing at resolutions.
>>7500040
I hope not desu
I thought it was a cat smiling =^ω^=
Today is a cold day. It's also a day where I am taking estrogen, so yay for me.
Well, as long as I'm waiting for real therapy, I may as well take the next step. What shall I do?
>tfw you have two sex dreams about one guy who you're seeing as soon as u get home
this is gonna be a good year desu
what are your new years resolutions mtfg? i'm just gonna make lotsa money, finally move since i got a location, and have lots of hot sex. so the usual.
>>7500040
What the fuck
>>7500055
practice gaping
>>7500056
I'd like to learn the piano.
>>7500043
hru
>>7500025
I had to clear out my contacts recently, because there was a person who I'm not talking to anymore who I accidentally sent a mass christmas message to.
It was lucky that they ignored it, but I really felt like an idiot when I saw their name in the sent box.
>>7500056
NO
ONE
CARES
>>7500054
Yeah it's supposed to be :3 but in the right direction!
>>7500064
I'm hoping to get my nails done this week, I'm anxious about it though
>>7500060
4chan you always suggest sex!
>>7500070
i bet they'll look all pretti :333
>tfw really like her but need to protect her from myself
life is suffering
>>7499971
Yah just wear workout clothes, no bra and hoodie, you'll be fine
>>7500073
I hope so!
>>7500074
if you love her, let her go
>>7499971
tits might confuse people
Some day i wish i could be free of this world
>>7500074
this is the hardest thing
it eats you up inside
i found that the best thing to do would be to purge her from all memory
throw away photographs, lose her number, forget her face
it's hard but it's easier than trying to keep away
REMINDER
it's acceptable for boys to look moderately fem
>>7500076
they will!!
evangeline you're a cutie!
>>7500061
>what kind of resolutions :c
Nothing really specific. Be more productive, stop sleeping all day, be less dysfunctional in general. Start voice training, which I've been putting off because I'm not even close to passing. Things like that :/ I'm starting zoloft tomorrow so hopefully that helps.
>>7500084
Yeah, trying to convince my brother to let me borrow his keyboard that he never uses :/ I could get a cheap Yamaha for £80 but I don't have cash to spend.
>>7500090
oh gosh
[blogpost]
>>7500082
it would be nice to leave this dusty rock behind in search of something better one day
i hate chara
>trump isn't going to affect your healthcare
>trust
Well they just banned mandatory trans health coverage by insurance and said discrimination based on gender is not covered under the law.
Good luck peps
>>7500083
That sounds brutal.
>>7500005
>yogstation
>>7500056
lol, i'd like to get a decent job and hopefully move out of this crappy lil town, it;s so damn boring here
>>7500096
i mean more than just the worlds of physicality
>>7500086
so a-cups are ok?
>>7500072
i'd say practice makeup, learning as soon as possible always helps
>>7500104
oh, right
well, you know what they say, nobody gets out of this world alive
>>7499993
>space station 13
I used to play this too a while back
Everyone always seemed to take it a little bit too serious for my liking though.
>>7500086
nope
that's just a boy in girls clothes
>>7500104
Nep!
>>7500086
^^^^^^^^^^^^^ these are facts
>>7500100
it was
we were really close, but i was repressing and i could see that it was hurting her
not only did i destroy any detail of her, but it was timed with me moving interstate
she wouldn't really have any way of contacting me, and i don't remember enough about her to contact her
sometimes i'm a little sad for what i've done, but i reassure myself that it was for the better
>>7500091
it's only the 1st, you can do it!
>>7500099
t bh any lgbt stupid enough to shill and vote for him deserves it
not really fair to others though
>>7500094
evangeline i hope your 2017 is amazing!!
>>7500086
but that's gay!!!!!!!
>>7500108
there are a lot more lax servers now like /vg/ and hippie
but back then it used to be only high rp yeah
Why is this community so nice and supportive despite 4ch being full of harsh assholes, it makes me tears
But our local trans community is such a can of spiders where almost everyone is insufferable and hates eachother and anyone who is nice has to stay away...
>>7500105
Let's pray they are, because I'm not gonna give up my precious pills!
>>7500109
Those are boy clothes, you got duked!!! literally bootcut jeans, and a long sleeve top under a scarf! You only prove me right.
>>7500111
I speak the truth
>>7500117
Girls like gay guys, right? does this mean I can infiltrate them and learn their secrets to being cis?
>>7500120
>But our local trans community is such a can of spider
YOU CALLED?
>>7500120
anonymity
if i had to sit next to passers, i'd be fucking horrible
but i don't, so i'm nice :3
>>7500120
"trans communities" are pointless since they only attract the ones who will never pass or are too autistic to try to pass.
I come here because its nice to interact w/ trans people who aren't hons. i feel sisterhood w/ you all
>>7500120
>Why is this community so nice and supportive
no offense but, are you new?
>>7500099
good thing insurance companies would get publicly lynched for doing so
>>7500120
nice and supportive huh
>>7498954
>You are one tier above sheen.
I really hate being the yardstick for honnery
>>7500126
lol
>>7500130
do you feel like a room without a roof
>>7500091
>be less dysfunctional in general
I wish I knew how,
t. avoidant personality
>>7500079
I'll think of a cover story and hope I wont get too massive mammaries
>>7500126
There is a nugget of truth in the statement actually, perhaps the majority of posters are as hostile as expected, but between certain upstanding members (you, Elanna, CFH, Grace, Sertii to name but a few), this particular thread can be extremely supportive at times.
>spent the past year tying up loose ends ready for the final end
>can't think of anything left to do
>actually ready for suicide
it's actually the best i've felt in ages
>>7500120
hardship makes kind people
>>7500116
thank you!
>>7500142
pats for eva ^^
>>7500120
Because transpeople are all horrible.
This place isn't an exception, either.
>>7500139
this is also quite true, i guess it depends on who you talk to :3
>>7500144
>>7500142
but like a half of the posters here are spoiled rich girls
>>7500120
>Why is this community so nice and supportive
To the uninitiated, I can certainly see how it might appear that way, but believe me, this place is a viper pit. There's a nasty undercurrent of cattiness and one-upmanship that rages below the ostensible supportiveness and kind behaviour that the casual observer might notice.
Watch your back around these parts, friend.
>>7500136
I dont know what that means
OMG i can't stop vomiting.
Please halp!
>>7500146
Grace, soph, CFH and Edie convinced me to go through with it, and my life has only improved since.
>>7500148
barely anyone here is spoiled rich or a girl tho?
Lets make the next thread happen
>>7500150
do you feel like happiness is the truth
>>7500138
gyno is probably easiest
>>7500120
People here like to appear supportive, so they'll occasionally be kind.
That's all you are seeing.
Most are fucking horrible.
>>7500155
Don't you dare, I feel like puking
>>7500154
i can count faye isla and edie off the top of my head
all grew up with maids
>>7500148
money isn't always the cause
I try being nice to others because many people were not nice to me so I know what it's like, that and I feel physically ill if I think I upset someone
>>7500164
>>7500164
>>7500164
>>7500163
I thought those were memes
my life is a lie
Meine Armut kotzt mich an ;_;
>>7500127
There were ones as defendants that brought the case love, it's already a reality, today, and no one will care
>>7500165
Wise, indeed.
>>7500165
I dunno ;~;
Can i have like a potassium imbalance that's fucking me up and making me vomit?
>>7500122 >>7500124
It happens online and anonymously too, in chatgroups and all the social media so you often dont know them and don't see faces
Most of people Iv seen are average, ei passing only from good angle and lots of makeup, lots of selfmedding and closeted ones who cant present
If you post their pics here in passgen the responses are mosly nice, but in there it will be "lol ugly hon crossdresser faggot, no chance"
>>7500126 >>7500149 >>7500160
IDK maybe, yet the dramas that happen in here are not even close to the constant shitting on each other and backstabbing that is common in my local trans circles.
ded thread?
w e w
>deleting a tranny thread
that's a hate crime mods!!
>they trusted an anon thread again
Anyone wanna talk on skype with a lonely anon?
>>7500301
i would but i'm about to sleep
post it if you want anyways
>>7500188
I went to buy some gatorade. Internet says I should sip ;~;
>>7500312
hopefully it helps
hope you feel better soon <3
>>7500099
Source?