/mtfg/ - transwoman general

>tfw you are too late to be pretty

>>7486470
At least someone out there sees a boy
I know I do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPhjvtzsnqI

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its one of those nights where im a bit weird and unstable, again

i wish i had creamy grace thighs but mine have nasty scars

>>7486472
>tfw you repressed through puberty so you will never be cute
>tfw you didn't make good use of the time getting good at anything
>tfw you weren't happy through it
>tfw you can't even use it as a motivator
No positive descriptor applies to me.

>>7486475
iktf

>>7486472
Sucks 4 u ;)

>>7486481
not for much longer

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>tfw stay up for hours thinking and crying
>>7486479
iktf

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>>7486480
do you, though?
i feel pretty alone with how i feel
i definitely need a therapist
ive woken up from my dream of finding someone that would keep me steady
cause no matter what my mind is gonna go all over the place

*chambers winchester*

>>7486486
*actions at you*

i'm going to kill myself. i should, shouldn't i?

>>7486488
why?

>>7486488
No, no you should not.

>Spent the past several hours arguing with a socialist about trans rights and economics
>Thinks all trannies should kill themselves and that HRT is a waste of resources.
>Don't think anyone should be able to own property, or that trannies have the right to spend the fruits of their labor (money) on pills that may be able to cure their crippling depression.
>Thinks all economists are quacks.
>I don't know why, but I'm still arguing with him

Fuck.
Socialists.

>>7486488
ricky says hi and to add her on discord

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>>7486483

>>7486491
That's not a socialist, that's a communist to the fullest extent. Also a biggot.

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>>7486491
kek tankies are just as bad as liberals

Maybe stop talking to stupid Third Worldists and tankies.

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>>7486484
I don't know that exact feel no
But I know the feeling of being emotionally unstable for different reasons at the moment

You should find a therapist though, it would probably help immensely

>when boo tries to post on /lewd/ but gets instabanned

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>>7486491
Wait 'til you run into an ancap. Those are the most fun people to try and discuss their ideology with.

>>7486505
>she has never had to argue with slime about anarchosyndicalism or whatever the fuck

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>>7486503
I've been neglecting to for far too long

>>7486469
>falling for the srs meme
Fake Vagina

>>7486488
>falling for a catfish
Fake Kit

>>7486504
>tfw too chicken to post lewds and ask for people to print them out and hotglue all over my lumpy manbody
why bother living

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>>7486500

I like how that tattoo says 'Marxists' instead of Nazis or capitalists or something.

Anarchists are all ultraleft in theory but their praxis basically makes them defacto liberals. Also not all Marxists are tanks.

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>>7486498
Push to save her.
Pull to saver her.

>>7486498
>>7486511
Sorry, I didn't mean to (you) you.

hey olive

>>7486509
n-no i meant the 2x chan board

i used to slutpost but i'm going to try to save my lewds for chasers with money

>>7486510
stay triggered senpai

>>7486514
I think that's what I'm most looking forward to about being single

Internet prostitution
I've already made some dollars off of feet, lip and butte pics so camming should be a blast.

>>7486516
olive

>>7486484
Weren't you recently posting about a guy you like making it hard to be unhappy, or are you letting your friends dictate that now?

>>7486516
just get into an open relationship desu
monogamy is for cucks

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>>7486515

>>7486518

yes anon

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>>7486519
i don't know who I have feelings for anymore. I don't understand and it really uspets me

>>7486522
i have something important to tell u

>>7486520
>monogamy is for cucks
not how it works

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Kaylee is a cute husky!

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>>7486524
What is it anon

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Tentacle!
Ok bye

>>7486528
you're a hon

>>7486527
you guys are weird desu

>>7486527
go back to bed, red

>>7486525
>cucking yourself out of an open relationship

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>>7486527
Hi Red! You're both cute!

>>7486531
rip

>>7486523
I mean you seemed fine til your friends got on your case about it.

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>>7486531

Open relationship is great
I live in an official tranny house, Kaylee me and trans boyfriend

>>7486530
Red looks like a passing elanna?

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>>7486508
I happen to like my fake vagina

>>7486505

I can generally find ancaps easier to deal with, because they're easier to compromise on. Less government is fine, no government would just result in a dictator taking over in the power vacuum. Most government services can be justified under minarchism, arguably. For instance:

Healthcare -> National defense network against biological weaponry
Education -> Trains potential future weapons developers and technicians
Roads/Highways -> Helps distribute military resources

>>7486539
Shut up she's prettier and much smarter and better than red
Ok byebye I need mental help

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>>7486536
yeah
they brought up some stuff ihadnt considered though
and i dont know if i was just infatuated for a few days
and i dont know if someone came along and made me interested in them instead
idk
i warned him im crazy
i warned him a lot
i told him i was afraid to commit
and even though in his mind im his gf i kept telling him im not yet because i wasnt ready

>>7486540
how would you say it compares to having a dick, besides the whole dysphoria meme
i have minor genital dysphoria but not much

>>7486542
>Ok byebye I need mental help

>>7486542
you need all the mental help if you really believe that

I enjoy fantasizing about being female, I pretens to be a girl online since I discovered the internet, and I always thought that I was born in the wrong body, or that if I was female instead, it'd be more comfortable.
At the same time, I like being male, I loke my body as it is(although I could lose some weight).
I can't figure out what I am, I just wish I knew.

>>7486540
>he fell for the srs meme

>>7486544
Are you sure you're not just giving them more control and power over you than they should have and that they're not just planting shit in your head cause they're afraid they'll lose you or something? If he makes you happy just be happy, god damn.

I need a vagina to be a girl and make Kaylee happy
Else I'm a boy until then
I'm going to Thailand for best ladyboy hole

>>7486548
a fetishist i imagine

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>>7486550
i'd
rather not go into further detail about this here
this is too public for private stuff

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>>7486545
Idk, I'd say I prefer it because instead of having something that I can't really use or that I don't really know how to use, I have an extra dick receptacle. Idk, it's a pretty broad question

>>7486549
Yeah, and I'm glad :D

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>>7486548
You're either repressing or just a faget, either way I hope you figure out what works for you.

HE? >>7486549

I need a vagina!!!! I'll kill myself if I have to be a boy! Please give hole!

Waiting for my flight to come in. Heading to Boston first then off to Detroit.

what's /mtfg/ doing?

I wish i could undo things

>>7486551
are you on medication

>>7486554
What does it feel like to be DP'd?

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I'm a succubus(male)
Okay
Kaylee is going to punch and beat me up
Also I got a job copywriting:333 go red

>>7486556
HAS

>>7486565
sounds cool maybe

>>7486559
Waiting as well, though my visit is just to a psychiatrist. On top of that I'm wondering if these people I met yesterday will invite me to do something at new years.

Hope your flight goes alright.

>>7486562
Prozac
Zach
Zach
I drank lots of cough syrup tonight

>>7486552
Could you elaborate, please?
>>7486555
I'm not sure about repressing, it depends on the day? Sometimes I feel good and manly, and some other days I just wish I was more femenine and girly. Also, I'm deff not a faggot, I like women too.

>>7486570
oh okay
you're typing kind of weird
also i thought you and kaylee hated mtfg for whatever reason

>>7486570
you know prozac and cough syrup don't mix well right?

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>that one grill that you talk to that makes you really happy but you'll only be friends because you missed the only chance you had to ask her out, but she's the only reason you didn't kill yourself so she's involved in your life a lot
Complicated feelings
Every time I think about her I feel so conflicted about everything I've done in life
Listening to sad songs doesn't help these feels either
>>7486548
Maybe repressing, maybe agp as fug

>>7486571
Being a faggot has nothing to do with your sexual orientation fampi.

>>7486568
Thanks! I hope they invite you and your psychiatrist visit goes well. They're close to boarding my flight now!

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>>7486563
Idk, never had two penises, but I've had a finger or two in the bum while being doggystyled.

Idk, feels like having a penis in your vag and a finger in your bum? Would recommend

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Also someone drew me

>>7486576
truest words i wish i'd heard in my childhood
i spent all my life trying not to be gay and repressing my need for strong salty cocks, but then i learned that you could suck dick and be straight

I need a vagina or I'll kms! Fucking ugly man parts I'll never be a woman
I'm an adult

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it would be nice if i could be in one of my emotionally disconnected states right now

>>7486586
you dont really act like one

>>7486544
>>7486544
>they brought up some stuff ihadnt considered though
It's extremely selfish but friends do that shit all the time, especially if they're close are care about you.
Like, all my best friends hated my bf of 3 years because they "heard" some things about him and tried their hearts out to convicne me he was bad news and some even threatened me and gave me basically a "him or me" ultimatum.
But they knocked that shit off real quick when I sternly explained to them that my decisions and feelings are my own.
Sternly explain and be happy gracie.

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unsee . cc
/ ganobimu

my body passing or no?

>>7486589
What, are you going to call me a giant , screw you, leave me alone!

>been doing nothing but playing skyrim and wanting to kms the last few days
i'm falling apart

>>7486591
why are they crosseyed

>>7486586
hugg Red
You're a cute girl

>>7486592
Haha you're 6'3

>>7486591
Yes.

>>7486591
yeah but you know you're standing in a way that doesn't show off your shoulders accurately

>>7486596
No I'm not a real girl could sexually fulfill Kaylee but I can't because I'm a boy
>>7486598
I'm 6'2

>>7486591
Yes very much so. Like literally put a marker over the gap between legs id have no reason to think otherwise
but like i said on the thing just to kinda see shoulders/waist/hips its better if your arm isnt up holding the phon ebut that makes things a pain in the arse.

seems all tip top regardless - good shit
bonerific bod btw

>>7486592
if you spend your whole life worrying about a reproductive process you really arent that mature
or smart really

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boys

>>7486612
give boy

>>7486591
top tier desu

>>7486608
It's my purpose to make others feel good, otherwise I'm useless. If I can't make my primary partner feel good, then I'm the worst. It's my purpose!
I just...have bad flashbacks to when I was an escort

>>7486615
You seeing a therapist?

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>>7486615
>It's my purpose to make others feel good

>>7486621
Yes
But getting rid of those bad flashbacks is hard, and all the yelling
I hate myself

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I may be exhausted and in emotional pain but at least my life is a little more aesthetic now

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>>7486627
Bless that mess in the background.

>>7486627
too bad your keyboard isn't as aesthetic as you

>>7486613
I don't have one ;_;

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>>7486630
it gets worse
>>7486634
wha

>>7486627
nice

CLEAN
THAT
ROOM

I need to be beaten by Kaylee to feel something
Today I bought a belt so she could use it on me
I hope she feels happy when she does it

>>7486625
You sound like a good egg in a spot of bother. I really hope you get there some day, past all of those bad feelings and memories.
Things can change, takes time. <3

>>7486637
Where are you going to sleep?

>>7486637
i'm saying you're pretty u wu

>>7486642
it must be nice to have someone to beat you up desu

>>7486643
It's really hard
I get ptsd freakouts when I'm in dive bars or in any situation that reminds me of when I sold myself
Ask Faye

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>>7486637
Whoa! Even I'm not that bad.

>>7486645
gonna put all the clothes back in the basket and sleep whenever my heart stops hurting and i fel enough energy to get up and brush my teeth and sleep

>>7486637
I'm glad Kaylee forces me to clean up or calls me a retard if I don't clean up

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What do I do when there's no meaning in life anymore. Nothing feels worth it, every interest seems pointless, and there's very little to live for other than "because you have to". Searching for meaning has turned up nothing
>>7486625
I hope life gets better Red
You seem like an incredibly sweet and caring person in a tough spot.
>>7486627
10/10 aesthetic
3/10 messy room

>>7486654
Hey at least you have good taste in animu

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>>7486654
Keep going and maybe you run into something that sparks you.

>>7486659
worst girl

>>7486654
textbook depression, seek help if you haven't already.
at least you aren't like me and fuck yourself over by ignoring stuff you have to do

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>>7486654
I have it on good authority that drugs simulate meaning pretty effectively

>>7486661
shit taste

to anyone repressing
>>>/r9k/33750587

>>7486665
>le 2 deep 4 u tumblr girl

emi is the best and there is NOTHING you can do about it

>>7486662
will anti depressants actually help with that
i have a hard time believing i'm ever going to have something to actually live for

>>7486661
i'm not responsible for your shit taste

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im not sure what kind of therapist to seek out
im not sure what specialty i need
experience with trans people is probably a good place to start

>>7486668
>emi
Literally second worst girl tho

>>7486648
Im always real dubious about bringing other people in to talk about someone so i wont, I mean even with permission- it's mtfg and I kind of know things can get a bit weird here. Anyway I think I understand, through different sources I've been dealing with flashbacks myself. It still blows my mind how a fairly innocuous moment can turn into a blitzkrieg of emotion. Though my problem was overdoing psychedelics through developmental years I'm told.

That aside, my heart goes out to you redtree <3

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>>7486673

>>7486671
my bf started giving me dick therapy
whenever i'm sad he puts his dick in my mouth and things don't seem so bad

>>7486671
fucking anybody

>>7486654
Hugg
I'm a good boy!
im going to mass and being a good Catholic
God loves me

Why aren't we talking more about shizune and her glory

>>7486668
>trying to get lilly
>"do you run to keep up or stop?"
>decide to run because that's what i'd do irl
>get emi
b e s t
g i r l

>>7486591

Body seems to be coming along into the right shape. Face obscured by phone, but seems to be long.

SHIaUNE

>>7486674
Thank you
I'm glad I only get freakouts
I almost started again to sell myself for drugs,
But I didn't

ok interesting so in caps lock with this text (full width alphanumeric) it translates shizune into SHIaUNE

>>7486682
>try to stay healthy
>forced to pair up with a literall retard who's only redeeming feature is that she's friends with one of the best girls

>>7486676
Is it more effective if he sprays his medication down your throat?

>>7486682
that was just the game auto correcting your decision anon

it knew you wanted best girl

UR LITERALLY AUTISTIC IF YOU THINK RIN IS BEST GIRL LUL

>>7486669
if you truly have a chemical imbalance then antidepressants are aimed at making things normal
stuff like fixing your reward mechanisms, which should give you that sort of drive to do things, assuming you find things to do

>>7486658
nge is great
>>7486659
I sure hope so
I went to school for the only thing I had any passion for and all it did was drain my enjoyment of it until I was left with nothing and felt like an incompetent loser
>>7486662
I went to a therapist once and gained nothing from it other than some books to read. I don't know the source of it, maybe it's just the dysphoria, maybe it's trauma, maybe I'm just a fuck-up
My school always has a few suicides a year and I've spent the whole time here wondering if I'd be the next one
>>7486661
Bad taste

my grandma gave me the name of a therapist that's a transgirl
i hadnt really looked into her yet cause i assumed she'd be a hon
she actually passes and is pretty
poor hairline but honestly im just kind of looking for flaws

I live for Kaylee! She helps me keep living!
That and Prozac

>>7486694
in my experience therapy is something you need to continue doing
and i mean you should try getting on antidepressants

>>7486695
fucking
anybody
>>7486696
youre perverts!

>>7486692
at least shes not boring

like emi

:^)

Honestly the only thing i will always have in common with drakeposters is the fact that we both know how much of a shit tier girl rin is.

>>7486686
what takes you back to that position where you're going to sell yourself again? is it the familiarity?
Also I hope you praise yourself for deciding not to and following through with that because it does mean a lot every time we make a decision for our own well-being. Especially coming from something like that.

oh shit and stop me any time you want, i really dont wantto upset or distress you here.

>>7486693
i don't even have the drive to call up the psych lmao
my mom won't help because my mental problems are caused by demonic influence, the only thing i need is a pastor, and drugs would make me want to kill myself

joke's on her, though
i already want to kill myself

>>7486700
Idon’t like Emi honestly. Shit tier anal lemons.
Y’all need better taste for best girl S h i z u n e

should i play kotor 2 again
i dont remember like 99% of it

>>7486694
objectively right list

emi > lilly(canon choice) > hanako > misha > shizune > kenji > rin

>>7486696
Hey Red <3
Also tell Kaylee <3
<3<3!!!

I'm a hon but I try to be happy
I hate being trans
I get mean sometimes at other trans people but I just fucking hate myself

>>7486705
Fair enough, shizune is ok

>>7486708
oh. sorry.
>>7486707
(oh hello juniper)

>>7486703
i can relate i guess
depression annihilate your motivation, so you won't have the motivation to fix your depression
it's not that much work though, therapy and psychiatry and stuff
do you have anyone else you could ask to force you to get help, like a best friend or boyfirned?

>>7486702
I guess cuz I'm familiar with it and sometimes I get treated nicely and appreciated
I just want to make others happy
It's my purpose
>>7486699
Hi hi! How are you doing?
>>7486707
You're the best juniper I'm glad Kaylee was happy with you!

>>7486690
>spray
i suck it out like a straw

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i'm not ready for tomorrow
things were supposed to go differnetly
i dont feel prepared
im really anxious all of a sudden

>tfw broken

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>>7486694
Antidepressants did me a solid, along with progressing my transition. I used to have super low energy and no interest in anything before. Hell, if anyone here remembers me from last summer I'm sure they'd remember me as a depressed mess so perhaps seeking a psychiatrist or something who can help you figure this stuff out can work for you too?

>>7486715
<3(mega)!
hello B(you)tifull :P
>>7486719
You're the best too :)

>>7486723
same

>>7486691
i know right?
i couldn't play the game again as it would be betraying emi
what a loser am i?

>>7486689
wow
i respected you before
but now jeez

>>7486722
you're cool
everything's cool
enjoy yourself, that's all you need to do

>>7486725
new typing style i like it
>>7486719
back in san antonio. high like every day. weird life.

>>7486730
>back in basically mexico

>>7486727
pretty loserish anon
but at least you did it for her

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Okay confession I actually did suck cock for weed a few weeks ago, but it was just a blowjob and I got like a quarter

>>7486716
i'm in a kinda relationship but it's LDR
i don't really know anybody irl
i guess i'll see about calling up a psych within the next few days?

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>>7486728
i need to get up early and shower tomorrow morning
i need to go to work
i need to get my bags packed and everything together
i need to call my mom
i need to make sure i make the train
i need my phone to arrive in the mail in time
i need to meet up with charlotte
i need getting our hotel to go smoothly
i cant relax right now

>>7486730
I'm mutable :)
Trying to be more optimistic though is it weird?
I'm listening to the art of chill 2 2X tonight
What have you been listening to lately?

>>7486726
Is it too late to be normal I want to be normal I fucking hate this

>>7486739
in your case i think so yes

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>>7486739
I gave up my shot at being normal
I wonder if the transgirl i talked to years ago was right
i was just a confused straight guy all along
and now im a mess because im trying to be a girl but im really a guy

>>7486736
individually these aren't intimidating tasks
you're just combining all the pressure in your head
make a checklist and glide through it tomorrow

Showering with someone else must be really nice...

>>7486736
Sounds like if you do all these things in that order you'll be completely fine no?

>>7486732
home's home.
>>7486737
optimistic isgood gogurts.
lately i've listened to a lot of rap - denzel, run the jewels, schoolboy q, etc. also really been digging into oingo boingo and cardiac's discogs.

>>7486743
No, I'm the boy
You're a girl
Kaylee is a girl
Juniper is a girl
You're all good girls

>>7486739
No one on mtfg will be normal ever

>>7486719
>>7486733
Want to send out a *hug* to you right now, it really does sound like a deep problem. I'm hopeful that sometime you'll see yourself differently and feel that appreciation through other means.

i'd give grace over 300 confirmed feels desu
maybe even a hug

>>7486748
it is pretty mediocre

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>>7486744
I'm gonna sleep in and not have enough time to shower
I'm gonna show up a couple minutes late to work a mess
My boss is going to ask me to stay extra time and I won't be able to say no and that'll fuck with my plans
My mom might not pick up
I could miss the train because i took too long figuring out what to pack
I might have to wait for the next train because my phone didn't arrive in time
I don't want to leave charlotte alone for any longer than i have to
what if something went wrong between expedia and the hotel and we dont get a rooom
>>7486750
are you sure im not a boy
are you really
really
sure

>tfw whenever one of your patents raises their voice it instantly puts you back to a really traumatic event in your childhood
I'm glad I can get away from the source.
>>7486724
>>7486698
I'll try and see what I can do when I get back to school
I see a school therapist for dysphoria but I dunno how much he can do for depression, I don't think he can write prescriptions for antidepressants, but I think he can refer me to the psychiatrists on campus who can
I just hope I can get someone to help with it, pretending I'm stable around people really sucks

>>7486748
its the best sex also

>>7486749
hola senorita

>>7486757
you dont look too different

>>7486757
Grace go sleep.

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>>7486762
no
staying up and dwelling in an unhealthy state of mind like ive been doing for over an hour now is the best idea ever

>>7486748
I like washing Kaylee.
I'm her mommy

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>>7486743
I don't think that's it
You're a girl. I'm a girl. We're fucked up because of being damaged by an upbringing and life that was wrong. Then there's the internalized hatred, the shame, the constant fear. I'm tired..

>>7486741
I feel like you're misinterpreting my sentiment

>>7486751
Not ever?

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>>7486733
no :/
>>7486736
do you have a car?
>>7486749
cardiacs are ok
run the jewels is ok
I've decided on a new different name btw but u can still call me gogurts please :)
>>7486750
if i'm a girl yr a girl u
kaylee is a cute wolf :) awoo

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i need to be st rong i wish i could be strong
what happened to the strong cool girl i felt like i was earlier today
why do i hurt so much
why am i so anxious
why am i a mess
why cant i go back and be cool

what are the best most tru trans rainbow thigh highs?

>>7486766
you're way too far desensitized to ever behave like a 'normal' girl

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>tfw thought i was trans
>really liked being a girl
>eventually decided to detrans
>now i'm just a femboy who is not afraid to be gay/bi
>tfw realized gender was irrelevant
>my "dysphoria" went away when i realized i was just "sacred" of appearing fem as a boy due to societal pressure
>tfw living a top tier andro life right now

Okay good night
Kaylee left lots of bruises on me, that means I'm good
But we don't have sex much anymore because I get too dysphoric and want to kill myself because of my ugly man parts
I wish I could feel better
One day I'll be a girl
You're all beautiful and I'm sorry that we all have mental problems but you're all valuable and good

>>7486773
societal pressure =/= personal anxiety

>>7486764
>>7486770
Because you're tired and have anxiety, so hurry to bed or else you'll make a certain bote said.

>>7486766

Hugg lanner
We'll always be girls with deformed bodies and fucked up upbringings and many people in society will hate us
But at least we're still girls.

>>7486772
Desensitized to what?

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>>7486773
no way
>>7486776
you're good stfu

>>7486773
stay sexc

>>7486773
Being a femboy is superior to being a failed male! I'm glad I'm a boy

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>>7486780
>bote
whats that

I wish I could be anything other than an obvious man

>>7486782
to only thinking about sex and what gender you are
it made you incredibly narcissistic and you definitely not able function normally like a normal gril would

to be honestly

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>>7486790
Bote with a nugget on her head.

>>7486793
I wish I could be a girl not a giant

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>>7486793
Is there a tier lower than armchair psychology? Beanbag chair psychology?

>>7486781
;___;

>>7486799
very productive counter argument

>>7486797
i wish you weren't so loony

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>>7486795

There'll be one less mouth on society's nipple
One less rock making calm waters ripple
Cause of one of us here was not made for living
One of us here has been taking, not giving
And one of us here is sick and needs healing
The reaper's on the block with the antidote for feeling
And who's to say I need to live, rather than
Taking a visit to the medicine man?

>>7486766
We will never be normal. We need to hide who we really are from society because we are fundamentally fucked up. And on mtfg the most broken of all trans people come together. We have already lost in life.
Missing childhood, the most important years for development gone. Without the most fundamental knowledge of how society works and filled with eternal self-hatred we drift through every day.
This general might as well mass suicide.

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>>7486785
>>7486787
>>7486788
>>7486779
feels good not having to pretend to be something i'm not. not having to struggle with "passing" or not. i just get to be who i feel like, act who i want to act like, and there is no "pressure" to fit into a gender role or stereotype.

sure, most people think i'm a fag or gay, and they're not wrong. but why do i care? there is no "goal" to be a convincing women or anything like that. i can be as fem or as masc as i feel like. i don't have to worry that my interests are "trans" or not, i never have to have a talk about my "genitals" with lovers.


life has never been this good.

>>7486803
It already is tomorrow you silly girl.

>>7486807
going so well that you had to go to a tranny thread to seek validation

>>7486807
yo i was praising your decision dont have to defend yourself.
Live on my man, live on.

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>>7486808
i'll go to bed if you give me a headpat

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>>7486802
You only think I'm a narcissist because I'm not willing to kiss your pathetic white trash ass.

>>7486806
Yeah
Pretty much
Why do I even bother

>>7486799
Idk but this is what helps me
No matter what other people think im just a really tomboyish girl that learned how to act like a guy instead of like a girl.
We grew up in male bodies and are trying to fix that.
A gross deformity that left us sterile.
Its not our fault people arbitrarilly find us weird for treating our condition.

>>7486811
he's defending those thoughts to himself
just externalizing it onto some people for validation
i made the right choice! i'm fine with just being a femboy! this is so great!

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>>7486814
Here you go, now hurry off to bed now, young lady.

>>7486816
lol
that's what i mean
ur too far gone
F

>>7486807
nobody cares about your sexuality anywhere near as much as you think

i mean in public, not here

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>>7486792
yr also a singularity <3
>>7486804
this is good but idg the last line

A boy that I'm online dating told me that I should do some work outs for my butt ;_;. Do you recommend something in particular? Also do hormones help? My friend doesn't work out at all but her ass is huge ;x (even though she's skinny)

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>>7486809
i'm just here to explain there is another way. i want to help you girls. i used to post here a while ago and my life was horrible. i was chasing a dream i would never ever reach. look at elanna for example today, most would say she passes (and i agree) but look how easily she was brought down by one single misgendering?

>>7486811
thanks, i hope you manage to have a good life as well.

>>7486818
you're free to do as you please. i'm just here to tell you there is another way, another choice.

>>7486820
that's what i mean though. people don't care who you fuck, but they do care what you pretend to be.

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>>7486819
Miss K? Is that you?

>>7486823
What's your butt like now?

>>7486825
I dunno, is it? You've never referred to me by that name before.

>>7486824
people barely pay attention to obvious trannies unless they look really like

i dunno
robin-ish?
then theyre hard not too look at

but i guess youre right although i dont know if thats enough to base your entire sexuality off of

>>7486823
squats lol

>>7486824
Do I pass mr femguy

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>>7486824
Your large walls of text are nothing more than a boring way to put yourself at peace with your own regret. This is the sort of shit I do when I have buyer's remorse lmao.
Go away and take your skittles again.

>>7486822
>The reaper's on the block with the antidote for feeling
;_;
ty much though

>>7486828
it's not exactly manly, but like small…

>>7486824
If you have a choice when it comes to transition you aren't truetrans anyway.

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>>7486829
Probably not then, she'd have called me Gracebun if it were her now that I think of it.

>>7486824
<3
one day if your self esteem drops or you just feel like flaunting it, come back and post ass

until then I appreciate the sentiment, stay gold :)

>>7486832
Not him, but I would say you pass to cis people and probably not to trans people. I guess it depends on your height.

>>7486832
pic for reference
http://i.imgur.com/maep9jL.jpg

>>7486841
Well, time to kms!
I hate being a boy

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>>7486838
>Gracebun
Yeah not me then, sorry. Apparently I'm that one anon that you get confused with other people.

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>>7486848
Oh, Miss Z! Sorry! Thank you for the headpats and telling me to go to bed, I need that sometimes.
being told what to do can help a lot

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Since when is Red dating Kayla?

? ?? ?

>>7486851
You're such a good girl I'm glad that you're a good girl
You deserve a happy life

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>>7486807

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>>7486851
>Miss Z
Correct!
>Thank you for the headpats and telling me to go to bed, I need that sometimes.
You're welcome, sweet dreams.

>>7486852
kaylee, not kayla

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>>7486852
This isn't Kayla
No!

>>7486859
there's something very off about kaylee
she looks like a statue or a robot

am i dating red

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>>7486854

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>>7486817
Ugh
But like
I fixed all of that years ago and I'm still damaged and fucked up in so many ways. And all that paper thin confidence I've gotten over the years can be torn down in an instant.

This life is such fucking bullshit. It's entirely rigged.

>>7486862
You can if you want baby
I can be your boyfriend!

>>7486836
Can you tell Kit to kill herself for me

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>>7486773

i kinda ktf tbqh lmao
more the gender is irrelevant thing tho. idc what people call me or what i'm seen as and feel more agender or just generally fem than anything.

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>>7486856
i'm learning youuuuuuuu
nini friend
i might text you from bed if i cant sleep

>>7486863
>tfw if not for my dysphoria, i'd be agender

>>7486865
how can you you be my boyfriend if you look like a girl red
this isn't gonna work out

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>>7486861
She's beautiful
I love her so much
I'm her faggy crossdressing boyfriend

>>7486873
can i be your boyfriend
i look like a boy

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>>7486834
what is the medicine man going to do?
>>7486859
what is those food?

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oh look its another "lol I pass better than you ever will but I am totally genderfluid/agender ;)" episode

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Kaylee is the reason I live!
I'm glad I can take pain from her
Otherwise I would be worthless
I'll do anything for her!

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>>7486869
>i'm learning youuuuuuuu
Good!
>i might text you from bed if i cant sleep
Ha, for once I don't hope I don't get a message from a friend.

>>7486874
sometimes the way you talk about yourself somehow hurts me i d ont know how to explain it
im too soft for 4chan perhaps

>>7486874
same

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>>7486882
Too late I have a question for ya.

>>7486879
it's a euphemism for death omg ;_;

in this moment, i am gender euphoric

>>7486873
I look like a boy
I'm sorry I'm a failed man
I deserve to be beaten
>>7486879
Korean ice cream I'm sticking my tongue out because it looks like cock
>>7486883
I can stop posting if you want

Some posters on here feel like weird caricatures or role players, idk something just seems off about some people in these threads

>>7486880

genderfluid seems dumb to me but no judgment
i don't see why whether or not any of us passes as female regardless of gender identity matters tho
everyone genders me female even with no makeup on and boy clothes but that doesn't mean anything real and they don't know me lol

It's going to be funny when Kaylee beats the shit out of Red and leaves his dying body in a furry costume in a ditch somewhere

>>7486881
You sound so cynical or fake when you say stuff sometimes.
It's hard to know what your actual intentions are, but it sounds like that's something you struggle with anyway.

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>>7486886
cheer up u
<3
Do you have more words?
>>7486888
it does hahaha
>>7486889
me too
>>7486890
my nb boss outs me at work :/
now i don't like nb's
>>7486892
trip on red u fool

this is what i wanna do to red
https://youtu.be/xiOf2HZmLfY

>>7486892
I'm going to let Kaylee kill me if I ever get AIDS or want to off myself
I'll be happy if she kills me!

>>7486889
What or who do I roleplay?

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>when the dysphoria hits

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>tfw no alex jones bf

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>>7486889
really makes you think

>>7486881
Red be better to yourself, you shouldn't be doing stuff for drugs like that

>>7486894
That's because I'm playing n-th dimensional chess motherchugger

>>7486903
Are you really not real? I kinda liked you in the end

>>7486902
so this is what the reverse-osmosis does to you

>>7486888
i definitely dont want you to stop posting, just i know theres a web of mental issues here to get past but i want you to get past them because unless its a facade its constantly showing in near every post and it worries me.

It worries me and makes me think about myself in a bad way too, i cant be there to to talk to you its just rough. i want you to feel better.

>tfw someone asks you 'why can't you simply be a femboy' and you cannot answer

>>7486911
i don't want to be in a gay relationship, i want to be in a straight one

>>7486911
because I don't want to be any sort of boy, I want to be a girl

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>>7486898
i cried thank u
<3

>>7486913
this is a /pol/ tier stupid explanation desu. and if it's the only reason you're transitioning, better stop -,-

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>>7486896

tell them to stop it!!

>>7486902

>tfw no rick genest husband

My head is big
my shoulders are wide
my hips are slim
I wanna die

>>7486914
yeah, but what does it truly mean? it's only a label you use. femboys mostly look like girls anyway.

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>>7486908

>>7486900
You seem real
I meant more like Amy/Spartan or some of the over the top repressors with page long posts that read like a bad role playing session
Some posters worry me with how I can't tell if it's fake or someone in desperate need of mental help (Red, Kayla)
>>7486903
Are you real
Am I real

>>7486898
oh my god
this is so fucking heartbreaking

animal abusers should be executed

>>7486920
but they aren't seen as girls societally
there are internal and external forces at play with dysphoria don't you think