Pics/Things that trigger your AGP/dysphoria

when I see my face

I get it when I see a straight couple in public or on tv or something. I can't watch porn for this reason either. I feel like I need a boyfriend that will make me feel more feminine. Could also just be me being needy but it makes me choke up when I see these other girls with their boyfriends that appreciate them so much and I know I will never truly know what it feels like for someone to want to do anything to me or get pleasure from being nice to me and treating me like a girl.

>>7482483
that shits all fake anyway yo, them bitches are tricking you, the only place that kinda love exists is in fairyland... that or the couples are purposely deluding themselves.

>>7482496
it still makes me sad though, I feel like most mtfs also feel like being female is some sort of perfect dreamland thing. I know it's irrational it just gets to me

Is this the same for "trutrans" mtfs? Aap ftms make me dysphoric, especially the whole pregnancy meme. This hurts me worse than just outright saying ftms are females.

>>7482496
>that shits all fake anyway yo, them bitches are tricking you
if i was a girl i wouldn't trick my bf. i'd genuinely love him even if cisgirls can't.

>>7482545
I don't follow what you're saying I'm afraid.

>>7482623

Just wanted to say, this is really sweet sentiment, and I hope you find someone to reciprocate that with someday <3

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Flat crotches do trigger me a little. As well as tan lines. Seeing a really passable crossdresser gets me too, I think it's cause it reminds me of what is possible y'know?

Also pic

>>7482545
What's the pregnancy meme?

>>7482450
the one leg infront of the other "pose". i konw, i'm pathetic

>>7483943
Example?

>>7482450
This gets me so much too. Wouldn't be so bad if my testicles weren't so freaking huge.

>>7483969
of course i can't find it when asked for. something like op but maybe a little bit more exaggerated.

>>7483919
Did you get that pic from /erpg/?

>>7483919
Are lips like this possible with SRS or no?

>>7484114
>>7483943
What about it causes dysphoria?

>>7484604
Who cares about the lips? It's how it functions and what it feels like that matters.

>>7484717
but this is an AGP thread

>>7484736
I'm AGP and I wish I was a real girl with a real vagina that functions and feels like a real one.

>inb4 that's trans not AGP

>>7484717
Well that's true, I'm just asking because that pic made me curious lol.

>>7484736
>implying it's not AGP to care about function and feel than trutrans who are completely satisfied with the current axewound technology

>>7482623
you misunderstand im not saying that the love isn't there, im saying that being lovey dovey is usually a temporary thing of new relationships or a facade to show off.

Flat crotch, definitely. Doesn't matter what's on top. Panties, swimsuit, yoga pants, whatever. Anything that shows a flat crotch. It looks so much more comfortable. Triggers me every time.

Gender identity and pronouns and all that shit is utter white noise to me. I just think one body looks more physically comfortable than the other.

>>7484851
Not a tranny, so I probably don't know shit, but I thought current methods are pretty indistinguishable from the real thing. What are the differences?

>>7484951
>Flat crotch, definitely. Doesn't matter what's on top. Panties, swimsuit, yoga pants, whatever. Anything that shows a flat crotch.
Funny, I like it best with low-leg and square-cut clothing, like boyshorts or bikini bottoms with the same design. High-leg panties and swimsuits, and full leg wear like yoga pants or pantyhose just aren't the same. No idea why that part matters so much to me. It's not like they aren't all feminine in their own ways.

>It looks so much more comfortable.
It's weird thinking about this, but it does. Instead of an awkward, hanging about, penis, just a smooth part of the body that tight clothing can cover up perfectly.

>>7485020
Oh fuck yes, Boyshorts are something special. It's probably because they look familiar enough to more easily imagine wearing, but they also have that sleek outline. The familiarity makes the difference stand out more.

>>7484687
not entirely sure, i haven't really thought about it too much. i guess it might be that it kinda exagerates their curves. like not in an erotic sense, but just the things the physically seperate males and females. even just small hands gets me and i immediately compare them to my giant hands

>>7485101
So it's not just me! Is it AGP or dysphoria that it triggers, or both?

I don't know if it is the familiarity, at least for me. I wore regular panties before boyshorts, both look feminine, I've worn guy briefs which look more like regular panties than boyshorts, and if anything I find it easier to imagine wearing regular panties because boyshorts seems specially suited to a female body, while panties aren't too awkward. Maybe it is that they need a female body to fit on more?

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Genshiken is literally the most AGP anime.
>Tfw would never pass

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>>7485282

>>7485282
>>7485289
Explain. What's going on? She's his future self? I need to watch this.

>>7484570
maybe
:^)

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>>7485325
He is AGP so he crossdresses as a grill and projects himself as one when dressed as a boy sometimes, he also likes BL (boy love).
Read the manga anon at least up till second season the original anime is badly animated but genshiken nideamie is gud

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>>7485480
He's straight in the series and is part of a mostly female anime and manga club,, he often cross dresses there

>>7485489
>>7485289
>>7485282
Which episode is this? Is it worth watching it for him?

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>>7485554
He's in every episode senpai. Just watch it from no.1. if you like anime you'll love the meta nature of the show.

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crossed legs with the calves parallel

>>7486632
That's easy as fuck to do if you're not 400lbs

>>7486636
fuck off short widehips

>>7486636
it's easy to cross your legs but you cant effortlessly make them parallel unless you have wide hips

>>7486657
lolwat I have pretty manly hips and I can do it just easily.
It's like 10,000x easier if you point your toes like she would doing in high heels as well and they just naturally rest like that.
I have a pretty well defined adonis belt and everything so I have pretty obvious man hips.

>>7486657
I'm trans and I agree with the other anon, what are you referring to? What difficulty are you having? Where do your calves rest in relation to each other?

>>7486667
i can do it easily but i have to hold it there with my muscles. they dont rest in that position

>>7486681
if your hips are wider then you can cross your thighs at a point closer to the hips and not have the calf of the top leg be pushed out by the knee of the bottom leg

my calves are at an angle when i cross them naturally

>>7486710
this

you fags need to stop assuming everyone started by 18 to get hips >>7486667
>>7486681
"manly" hips on here aren't actually manly

>>7486667
also i tried pointing my toes and it makes literally no difference

>>7486710
Oh, I see what you mean.

I started at 15 but this sadly changed for me recently, I guess spiro is just a shitty AA.

>>7486738
Spiro isn't even a real antiandrogen. It was developed for relieving the symptoms of excess fluid buildup after surgery.

>>7486742
Yeah....

Is there any chance things could go back to normal if I get on cypro fast? There have been a few other changes I haven't liked recently.

>>7486632
>tfw you tried it and realized you can do it
>tfw you realize you can now also pretzel your legs
>tfw your hip growth wasn't just your imagination/measuring wrong

>>7486794
Men can easily do pretzels. Flexibility is not that related to bone shape. Or at least if it is then at least bone shape can change with training because to do pretzels just takes training for both men and women.
Most male gymnasts can do everything female gymnasts can do.

>>7486738
>>7486759
I actually just took off my boots and tried again (they were knee-high and I felt like they might be getting in the way). Now the calf of the top leg rests parallel with or even slightly behind the calf of the bottom leg. o_O

I have no idea what to think anymore.

>>7483297
that all FtMs secretly have a huge pregnancy fetish and want to become pregnant

>>7484604
My lips look like that because of the swelling, if that counts. :^)

>>7484770
That's trans, not AGP.

>>7486632
is this the official hon test?

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his chest kills me

transition timelines trigger me

>>7487236
>That's trans, not AGP.
Please no. But I want to be female out of sexual and social desire, not physical dysphoria.

>>7488398
How is that different from being trans? AGP is a 4chan meme anyway.

>>7488561
"If you don't feel dysphoria, you aren't trans. You just have other issues that you try to escape by wishing you were female."
so I'm told.

>>7485705
this is season 2 right? I started watching the show and I don't see this character anywhere

>>7487317
How would that be a test of hon-ness?

>>7485331
It's a small world, I posted it! Because of this thread's reason.

>>7482508
>I feel like most mtfs also feel like being female is some sort of perfect dreamland thing.

It's not a perfect dreamland, just waaaaay better than being a tranny

>>7482496
>>7482623
>>7482508

>other people's love is fake my delusion that I'm a woman would make me love someone for real though

>everyone else is the problem but cutting off my dick and getting fucked by a dude will make everything realer than reality

KYS or go to the fucking psychologist you freaks.

>>7486667
Same. I am a hon with dudehips and can do this as well.

who /deletesoldfriendsofffacebookbecausetheytriggeryourdysphoriahardcore/ here

>>7486657
What the fuck are you talking about? Even pre-transition this is literally just how I rest my legs unconsciously.

>>7484951
Same DESU, I could get called any name or w.e and won't get triggered one bit until I see a vag, it's no fair I just wanna be a normal girl :( never lucky. I wish my brain didn't want me to not have a penis but it does. I won't be at rest until SRS.

>>7486632
I did that several months ago unknowingly. There was a mirror window in front of me when I did it and I was just like 'wow'.

*venting*
fucking dysphoria gets really bad as soon as i leave my house and see a cisgirl. can't function anymore, and anything remotely close to reminding me i will always be a disgusting dude just fucks me up. songs with female vocals, watching movies and reading about female characters i'm fucked. my mood gets destroyed and i have no hope left and i pop xanax until i fall asleep. rinse and repeat. fuckkkkkKKK

>>7498045
I know the feeling, I get the same thing. Sucks when you hang with girls and they talk about all the stuff they do and you are overcome with envy. I have come to terms with it though, but I silently kick myself for being born wrong

>>7498152
how did you come to terms with it?

i'm very seriously considering taking a few months to stay at a japanese/thai buddhist monastery... (don't laugh)

>>7498263
I would never laugh, I am as much of a hippie as anyone else.

Literally just realize it is a part of life, it is hard to do this normally though. I definitely figured things out once I started taking hormones and after I took lsd and meditated. You kind of need to throw your brain and a shredder and put it all back again to get a better understanding. You could stay at a monestary or take acid and clear it up quickly, whatever is more your speed. I like the altered consciousness, it helps get another perspective.

I find that I am more forgiving of obstacles in my life now; my "fuse" has been lengthened and I don't get as mad or troubled about things anymore. You definatly need a spiritual experience to pull you threw constant depression(it will not go away though but you are able to live with it more)

>>7499612
wow. i would definitely try that out. thanks anon

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This made me kinda dysphoric.
> tfw no matter how much money you'll gonna spend on surgeries, you'll never truly experience sex as a woman
> tfw you won't even be able to save enough money for current SRS techniques unless you sell your kidney or something