No homo trip crush edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>No bullying
>No tumblr shit
>No drama
Old Thread: >>7479009
>>7480380
>No homo trip crush edition
is it unhealthy to have a crush on all of them
trip crush is myself
can someone explain the hip rotation meme to me?
>>7480390
agp
>>7480380
no homo trip crush on old posters
>>7480390
my trip crush is on you too nice taste
>>7480375
for me it was that i was very sheltered and had no idea atheists even existed
i met one in middle school and i realized "wait this doesn't actually make any sense"
telling my mom was pretty hard, i could tell it hurt her
i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon i wanna be a dragon
>>7480390
Isn't that narcissistic?
Hello ladies, hope you are all having a lovely night~
>trip crush
More like people I consider friends but anyways~
Isla
Elanna
Nim
Carol
Faye
Grace
Charlotte
Maeve
Smiles
Red
>>7480390
lil wet toucan
>how to get over your lesbian crush on a straight best friend
Hahah what?
Phie is my platonic trip crush
>>7480399
Well you picked your own direction and that's what matters
I don't even know if I believe in god anymore ;-;
>>7480404
omg ash!
^^ <3
It's unhealthy to crush on a trip. You all crush on them based on how popular they seem to be not on what they look like or how they really behave.
>>7480409
Oh wait..messing that back it makes perfect sense , I'm drunk
>>7480410
it's okay, the secular side of the force is stronger!
>>7480402
wow u think so
>>7480401
same
I'm supposed to crush on the narcissistic weirdos?
>>7480416
>modern cartoon art
>>7480422
post ur favorite ashes
>>7480411
<33
>>7480422
Pls no :c
>>7480422
those jammies look comfi
holy shit theyre the same pajamas
>>7480430
Damn, you could've taught me the secret of narcissism and irrationally loving myself.
>>7480419
But the idea that there's a higher power who loves and cares for all creation is a lot more appealing to me.
But I don't feel like i can be a practicing christian knowing that I'm hated.
>>7480414
Idk because I only platonically crush
>>7480404
hugg ash <3
>>7480404
Aww, thanks ash!
>>7480428
i have a grace nim elanna emily faye maeve gelgel crush desu
>>7480441
(´・ω・`)
>>7480441
same
>>7480441
squishy pillow
this hoodie is so soft and fluffy omg
>>7480443
i only like the image for that cool black stuff you can do with your hands
i dun care how you look
>>7480449
fluff
>>7480449
>thumb holes
>>7480449
>>7480404
>tfw included
:D
>>7480455
why do you post here
>>7480458
specifically to stop you from making alex kill herself
its my primary directive
>>7480418
narcissism has a really bad sound about it, but it's not a negative trait
it's a big part of agp (even looking at myself in boymode)
I used to feel embarrassed by it but there isn't anything I can do about it
>>7480456
Your trip sounds familiar, but if you're on the list did you change?
>>7480449
Where'd you get it?
>>7480444
>>7480445
>>7480448
its very cuddly
>>7480464
>:3?
didn't mean to quote, I am bad at things
>>7480473
you look like a fat steve buscemi now that i think about it
>>7480404
>Isla
>Elanna
>Nim
>Carol
>Faye
>Grace
>Charlotte
>Maeve
>Smiles
>Red
None of them even pass you homo
>>7480449
The arm pockets are neat although I'm not sure what you would put in them that wouldn't feel weird.
>>7480473
No no you are good *head pats* c:
>>7480449
Hoodies are the best at winter and also to sleep
>>7480446
Not everything in this world is logical
Why should something not of this world have to be logical
Idk, I guess it's just a strong feeling that I have that there's something more out there, a higher power of sorts, but I don't know if christianity necessarily has it right. It just sees me as some degenerate freak of nature
>>7480464
I switch back and forth between Charlotte and Sakuya
>>7480471
>thumb holes
>hides your hands
>looks stylish af
yisss 10/10 good style choices
>>7480482
Ohh okay <3
>>7480475
smiles, carol, isla, and red pass
nim might
other than that..
>>7480475
>me not passing
nice bait
>>7480481
i think that everything in the world is in some way logical but not always in ways you can understand
>>7480464
you shouldnt be telling people that
the fact that your sister got blacked while you were 15 ruins your purity
>>7480474
I wish, I look worst than that
>>7480440
It will I promise! It will be a nice girls day out! :D
>>7480470
http://store.tripleaughtdesign.com/Lynx-Hoodie
>>7480477
Probably just paper or flexible things that would do okay in an arm pocket
>>7480479
Dunno if I'd sleep in this but I want someone to pet me in it
>>7480482
The hoodie I wear while I work also has thumbholes
It helps a lot when I gotta do drive through and stick my hands out a cold window
>>7480489
Wat
Hahhaha
My sister is 10 years older than me and she was already married by then and moved away~
>>7480473
youre cuddly sheen
>>7480484
rn I'm just in the mood to be role-playing a maid with throwing-knife mastery
>>7480497
I own arm warmers just for the thumbholes.
am i gross
>>7480497
Yeah i mean hoodies like that black one :) i'm wearing a gray hoodie right now
will someone be my gf?
Well I am off to bed, lots of nye stuff to get done tomorrow for my friend's party! Goodnight and sweet dreams~
>>7480523
Nini!
>>7480497
woah thats expensive
>>7480475
I pass
>>7480533
is that you
>>7480528
I have no sense
>>7480532
youre still a boy nim lets not be silly here
>>7480523
gnight <3
>>7480532
I'm ok with being a slave to my instinct
That's why I'm living as a girl right now isn't it?
>>7480534
It me :3
>>7480523
Sweet dreams.
>>7480536
im saying i dont at all senpai
>>7480503
I'm a gross old man
>>7480475
boys check me out sometimes, but you're right, I don't pass.
>>7480542
dont go autistic on me pls nim
if you have a mirror in your house it should be really obvious you look cute regardless of how many pounds of dysphoria you have
feelings
>>7480549
logic!
>tfw jews cucked away your life as a cishet male
I've been having migraines every day for the past three days. I must have a brain tumor. I blame this thread.
>>7480549
Which kind of feeling is it?
>>7480549
Every year a small handful of trips die to eventually be forgotten like flowers that only bloom once briefly in a lifetime.
feelings are bad
>>7480560
its a really bad feeling
i remember why i did my best to avoid love even though i wanted it so bad
>>7480561
ill probably be next
>>7480567
This is why I chose to be an autist
>>7480570
how do I catch autism
>>7480568
What's the why?
>>7480570
oh so you admit it's a choice!
quit shoving your lifestyle down my throat!!!!
>>7480572
Use a safari ball
unsee.
cc/tugobase/
do u think if i had been a real girl i wouldn't be so hung up on being pretty and having a bf
maybe i'd be liek a super-woke feminist
>>7480578
you can be a super woke feminist and want to be pretty and have a bf if it makes you happy
>>7480578
>maybe i'd be liek a super-woke feminist
You should be glad you aren't CIS then.
>>7480575
It's contagious and you kissed me so you get the autism sorry
https://youtu.be/25U7jswLSkE
we humans are worse than animals. instead of learning from them and get rid of the disabled at very young age, we torture them until they die of natural causes. Animals take away the great part of suffering from the unfit babies. We don't. There is just something really sickening when humanity with all its inventions of morphene, anaesthesia, euthanasia, can't decide to end a baby's life when obviously it is in severe disadvantage.
>>7480582
can you kiss me so I can have it
>>7480582
i didnt kiss you you kissed me!
g-gayfer
>>7480578
If you were cis female you wouldn't have been so hung up on always trying to impress the tranny thread on 4chan. You wouldn't have anything to prove.
>>7480588
good poimt
does anyone wanna be my gf
>>7480583
pass the joint, amiga
>>7480584
No that's gay
>>7480586
No you're gay
>>7480590
You're gay now?
>>7480596
i like gay
>>7480588
I take it you haven't met Chara - the cis girl so worthless she has to bully transgirls to feel ok about herself.
>>7480578
I missed it was this maddie or someone else
>>7480590
I want to be somebody's gf, but chances are you wouldn't want me as a gf.
>>7480590
Anyone that seriously considered a relationship with another trip wouldn't want the baggage.
im going to sleep good night qts
>>7480603
ehh she has other issues like (allegedly) being an orphan, rape victim, child trafficking victim, etc.
All life is descendant from a single reproducing chemical machine
reproduction necessitates consumption
the possibility of imperfect replication will inevitably be exploited to create naturally selected "enhanced" variation
reproduction creates potential consumables and in a closed system the machines will inevitably cannibalize each other and exist in parasitic interrelationships
through the passage of time the tools of consumption and preservation will inevitably become more complex and or specialized
organisms will tend to exploit niches of opportunity
behavior is a tool of consumption and preservation and it will inevitably complexify and/or specialize.
behavior will be shaped by both narrow [individual / short-term] and wide [colony / long-term] circumstantial advantage.
behavior will tend to be shaped to match probabilities.
successful consumption and preservation does not require high intelligence [intellectual capacity]
feelings create motivation and establish urgency... they are a reaction, that invite/necessitate a further reaction... they create the guideposts of attraction and repulsion.
designed to be motivated not satisfied
>>7480607
i dont know why u think im a trip considering i dont post here
>>7480611
But you're posting here right now?
>>7480603
I think you don't really know Chara and you're so delusional you actually might believe what you just typed.
>>7480610
>implying all life doesn't exist to merely convert lower-dimensional energy (matter) into higher
>>7480596
NO YOU'RE GAY!!
Would one of you transgirls date me?
the consequences of unintelligent/indeliberate design
no operating instructions included... we must define value, productivity, and ultimately purpose.
although we manifest a conscious will it is a product of deterministic programming... genetic disposition, emotional conditioning, and intelligence education and interactive byproducts
we learn (are programed) through exposure and/or experience, and mental recombination.
the basics truths of value can be realized, specifically described, and understood.
for any existence or event to have meaning or value it must implicate the welfare of a consciousness.
emotions like desire are largely projections of native and conditioned psychology that have dubious credibility as aides to understanding actual value
pain and pleasure are not opposites but states of comfort.
consciously endured states of substantial discomfort in themselves create a certain "negative component" that requires the existence of a compensating positive component if a minimum of value neutrality is to be obtained or maintained.
consciousness is trapped in a zero sum game... in practical fact the only true positive is elimination/prevention of a true negative. the perception of all other positive worth is an illusion of desire which perverts evaluation of the worth of lesser states of discomfort.
>>7480607
Nonsense, It'd be my mission to keep them happy
>>7480620
I'M NOT GAY I'M JUST PLATONICALLY CUDDLING A TRANS GRIL RIGHT NOW
>>7480625
Oh god my eyes
>>7480625
So when are you going to transition, before during or after the relationship?
>>7480625
eeeeeeeeew a 14yo weeb
>>7480631
During
>>7480608
goodnight i love you
>>7480628
That's why I said anyone that serious considered it.
>>7480640
I'm 21
>>7480629
gay lol
>>7480643
this isn't gaygen
also
ur ugly
>>7480643
chaser or tranny or both
>>7480629
hey girlfriend
>>7480648
i feel like hes more attractive than average when he has facial hair on
>>7480652
looks like an ftm kinda
>>7480651
You're much more handsome when you're not wearing a choker and sticking out your tongue
What are you some kind of tranny?
>>7480648
Meanie
>>7480650
Both
>>7480652
Better with it off I think, but then I like girls not guys.
we must look at our making of the world as if we were creating the world
nature sucks
nurture is unnecessarily and unfairly inconsistent... diversity, and inequality, has a practical limit...negative threat outweighs positive potential
the future is many times more important than the present
engineered solutions are the only rational choice
shorten line between desire and fulfillment/satisfaction
violence is unsustainable as a solution to conflict
virtual reality maximize possibilities, potentially creates fail-safe environment, minimize losses
consciousnesses is not just the human experience... the need to wean the human animal off its unnecessary addiction to animal exploitation.
the "choice" to live should be as free as possible
Democratic, economic, and educational, reforms
over population
if it gay if im a tranny chaser that's chasing myself
>>7480658
I'm Not transitioning, I identify as a Lesbian.
>>7480658
>oddish ever calling anyone else gross
High point of comedy you're a fucking joker.
I really can't believe im legally a girl named kayla now. I'm so happy and yet I feel like shit because my mom has stayed over all week for the holidays and now has kicked me out of my room i rent so im in my roomies living room bored and with no tv or computer. She gave me so much shit today in court about yadda yadda her son is dead and I'm sick of her head trips. Feel like kicking her out because she is even in my fucking bed.
>>7480663
you're lucky i'm drunk or i might remember this exchange.
>>7480658
Hey vileplume~
>>7480661
>>7480661
I should grow my beard out
>>7480668
pls do
>>7480662
*is
>>7480663
You look like human rat.
>>7480662
Chase me instead
>>7480670
youre gross
>>7480666
How often are you passing these days?
>>7480670
Wow that kid looks a lot like you
>>7480670
So seriously though where did you find this guy's pictures and why are you trying to make him look bad by posting them in a tranny thread?
>>7480680
Mostly all on my voice now.
>>7480677
but that'd be gay
>>7480687
I'll be a boy for you
>>7480667
And why not here of all places? This is MtF general discussion.
>>7480648
>>7480650
from underage to gay, ugly, and chaser
damn
>>7480675
Dude you don't pass and you have frustratingly irritating autism. Sit your ass back down and stop causing a scene.
>>7480690
>///<
don't make me blushu lani
>>7480690
>tfw Elanna will never be a boy for you
>>7480691
at first I read that as delusion, both work.
>>7480697
oh hello :)
>>7480686
What? You're working on your voice? Does your voice give it away?
Please...
Can one of you date me?
I'm Loyal~
>>7480697
>I did do nuthin
Cry to your mommy about it.
april is a faggot
>>7480703
I only date boys who speak fluent Japanese
>>7480703
Where do you live, girl?
>>7480709
Nandeska?
Hello
>>7480710
US: AZ
In need of love plsss!
>>7480705
n-no cuz i like girls!
i like girls!!!
>>7480719
Thou protest too much
>>7480719
But you'd like it if I were a boy that makes no sense
>>7480719
What about boys that are girls who were boys?
>>7480716
Hi Pepe!!!!! :):)
bye
>>7480723
Desu
Here fampai, have a picture of me from a long time ago c:
>>7480727
You're a dirty weeb, aren't you?
>>7480732
No!!!! I'm a pure waifu!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
>-<"
>>7480727
Too bad you didn't start hrt then. Now you're doomed to be a hun
>>7480734
When do you start HRT?
I fucking hate drag queens, can someone help me?
>>7480735
She's still going to pass better than a lot of us once she transitions, myself included. ;_;
>>7480739
Why do you hate them?
>>7480735
I couldn't!!!
I didn't know what HRT was back then.......
>>7480738
When I get in a relationship with someone that wont abandon me, and wants it ;w;
>>7480743
haha!
who else here
/MAXIMUMANXIETY/
>>7480743
You're going to transition once you're in a committed relationship? Have some kids first and you'll be the hon you were always meant to be
>>7480740
I bet it's because the idea of a boy version of me is more appealing to you
>>7480747
It comes and goes
>>7480747
me every morning
>hypochondria
>oh fuck im gonna be late
>OH GOD WHICH PAIR OF JEANS DO I WEAR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>>7480755
i have bad social anxiety
>>7480748
>Have some kids first
But cis-women don't like me
>>7480742
Because I feel they steal our scene and make fun of us
>>7480754
i dont know :(
>>7480755
If I don't get on HRT I'll wake up with giant shoulders
rare pic that I'm sure I'll instantly regret incoming
unsee.
cc/domenuta/
>>7480760
Aren't all jeans basically the same though? What is to choose?
>>7480762
If cis girls don't like you what makes you think trans girls will?
>>7480762
Are you this creepy with cis girls?
>>7480765
I rest my case
>>7480762
Women don't like you, cis or otherwise
>>7480777
who wuz it
>>7480773
no its not rested stop it!
>>7480778
/k/ flecktrap
>>7480780
I love your hair
>>7480780
those little chokers you always wear are cute
>>7480777
Chris chan liked to call himself honest too
Tbh though you probably aren't attractive to women in the slightest if you don't act like a man and opening with a fucking choker is pretty much an instant turnoff
>>7480780
just cut your balls off lol
>>7480767
not bad
>>7480782
You're adorable when you get all flustered at the thought of a boy version of me kissing you
>>7480788
>if you don't act like a man
No, women don't like me for my 4.5inch donger
I was meant to be a girl!!!!
>>7480767
you look pretty good, you look way better here than the other pic I've seen of you I think that one is pretty old though
how do i stop eating popcorn
>>7480799
just stop
>>7480799
You don't.
Silly girl
>>7480796
>lani teasing me
oh gosh..
this does not bode well for my alpha male reputation
>>7480799
You can't. You have to eat until it's gone. The unpopped kernels are optional though.
>>7480788
CHRIS CHAN??
>everyone who isn't a tranny is put down or labeled a chaser
the thread
Gee bill two wieners?
>>7480797
Be honest, is it really your penis?
last time i measured myself i was at 31 waist and 36 hips
now im 28 waist and 34.5 hips
now sure if that's good or bad, it's probably due to the weight loss
>>7480804
It's ok to be a straight girl
>>7480812
You wouldn't know because you cut yours off elanna.
;w;
And yes, I also don't like CIS women unless they are dominant
PS: No cis-women are truly dominant
>>7480811
Okay but why are you even here if you're not trans? *confused_anime_girl.jpg*
>>7480794
Yeah I've still got work to do (namely lose weight, more voice training, and makeup) but I feel better looking at myself than I did pre hrt.
>>7480798
The old pic was one I took around February, so it was 2 months before I even started hrt (I'm 8 months hrt now)
>>7480809
you have a popcorn problem nim
helloh am visiting my one time a day when i'm bored before going to sleep lol
can i just say that the west coast is not at all for me. i'm just moving into philadelphia and saying fuck it to cali and oregon/washington.
the people in california are just so abrasive. everything is so modern in the worst way. the men are complete pigs.
it's no surprise that kayla ended up dating a guy who loves femboys, every "straight" guy here seems to be overly occupied with cocks and sex
it's crazy. I MISS BEING HOME. can't wait to go back next week. my pilot guy is waiting as is everything else i love about my life.
how was your day mtfg?
>>7480818
i cant be trans and also like guys that'll be too much for my mom to handle
>>7480796
But what if one could be kissed by a boy version and girl version of you at the same time?
Oh well...
Time to use real dating sites
>>7480822
I like your sneaky strike towards Kayla
Leave mommy alone, Ed boy
>>7480832
she looks really sweet in this photo
>>7480831
Worship me and I'll grant you my occasional affection
>>7480823
Is this why you're so adamantly opposed to the idea of liking guys?
>>7480819
I know a thing or two about penises and I know you have to get into bed for someone to actually see them.
So, is it really your penis that's the problem?
>>7480829
I don't think that's possible ;_;
>>7480831
Feel free to visit when you decide it's time to start hormones!
>>7480832
Shut up Kayla.
>>7480836
.~.
How?
>>7480837
maybe a little
I want to look like a girl
>>7480822
good night edie :) when are you getting back home?
>>7480827
hru nimmy
>>7480847
on wednesday ;-; TOO LONG IF U ASK ME
>>7480833
it's just the facts m'boy
there's tons of good looking men here but literally all of them fetishize tf out of trans women, it's insane.
like every guy who is ok with dating a trans woman here loves dicks and femboys and thinks about nothing but sex 24/7.
i guess because tons of attractive men live here and they're all used to getting sex easily? hell if i know. altho i got a sugar daddy request so that was something.
i just feel bad for all the west coast girls lol like if you wanna date a guy your options are not great
>>7480841
What exactly do you want from a long distance girlfriend anyways?
>>7480850
good! i got some girl stuff for christmas ^^
how was your holidays?
>>7480844
:(
This actually makes me really sad.
You're limiting yourself so much by twisting your own orientation to fit what family expects.
>>7480837
That is quite unfortunate then. We need to clone you.
>>7480851
>What exactly do you want from a long distance girlfriend anyways?
Someone to talk to mostly everyday atleast...
Someone to love-on ^-^
>>7480857
i dunno i find some girls attractive i just havent really found any that i click with
it could be that i just havent found the right girl yet idk
>>7480860
>worship me in every imaginable way
Www-hat would you want me to do??
>>7480864
Me too desu
>>7480864
real girls have curves
>>7480864
But it's all in her tits and ass :x
>>7480866
Worship me? How much clearer do I need to make this? I am the sun and you are to love and cherish and protect every one of my beautiful beams of sunlight, faggot.
>>7480867
moi...
>>7480856
d'aw well that sounds nice!! mine was really cozy. my family and i are doing this 17 mile drive trip tomorrow too.
it's like this really pretty scenic beach/drive thingy in northern california? so we're taking a picnic and stuff. it'll be fun. I JUST MISS HOME
>>7480860
idk i've matched up with and talked to a ton of gorgeous men from around here.
in san francisco, monterey, capitola... some on business or w/e. they're just all fucking pigs lmao
like i've neverrrrrrr in my life encountered men who are so straightforward and just...almost disrespectful with their approach
it's like they don't even see you as human. and they're all obsessed with dickgirls idk
on the east coast everything is a lot more traditional and classic. like even if you want sex you still go on dates and there's a way you talk to one another.
and the people who are well off come from old money or good families or are more genuine. here it's all like ....
tan douchebags with movie money or guys who want to fuck a diff girl every day. rip
>>7480859
Why would you inflict that on the world?
>>7480863
You may find that you'd click with boys more if you have them a chance though
>>7480861
Well, if you're mainly looking for someone to talk to then that doesn't sound too bad. Do you have Skype by any chance?
>>7480880
Does the world not need more Elanna in it?
>>7480864
i dont know what this is trying to accomplish but it just makes me happy that ash is living the dream since she's so nice
>>7480880
the thought of that makes me feel uncomfortable
>>7480882
I need to be in more Elanna, if you catch my drift.
Hello, friends.
>>7480879
It's another "Edie and her copious amounts of passing privilege aren't fulfilling her" episode
t. bitter hon
>>7480888
Is that because boys are unattractive, or because it's a deeply engrained taboo? Think very hard and carefully about this.
>>7480882
Could use a bit less desu
>>7480879
post examples of shit guys say to you
im intrigued
>>7480864
>>7480887
How does she hide her penis?
>>7480895
She started at what, age 12 or something? She probably doesn't have much to hide.
>>7480892
im not sure
either way im not sure there's many guys that would want to date a 6'2 giant
>>7480898
This desu
is there a way to transition on the down low i really want to kown
>>7480891
LMAO NO IT'S NOT!!! I DON'T PASS THAT WELL AND LIKE ALL OF THESE MEN KNOW I HAVE A DICK
they're just all so obsessed with my shecock!!! at least men on the east coast pretend i'm worth more than that!!!!!!
i haven't had a single fucking intelligent conversation this entire trip, all of them just talk about how hot i am and how badly they want to fuck me and how "transgenders here are hard to come by"
>>7480894
i was talking to this one guy earlier and he kept asking about my dick, then sent me a nude (his dick is small) and asked me if i could handle his thick dick
then he asked if i had ever been fucked by a hung alpha man before and i said yes my ex was huge and then he asked for pics of my ex's dick
AND THEN HE WOULDN'T STOP TEXTING ME ABOUT SUCKING ME OFF IT WAS HELLA WEIRD
guys have been talking about shit like that ever since i arrived!!! they're all faggots!!! ALL OF THEM
>>7480897
Can starting at 12 make shoulders small like hers and give a small head/forehead?
I'm 18 and been on hormones for a year now so I almost curious
>>7480809
Yes. You should use a put on the stove not a popper ;)
Coconut oil popcorn is the best!
>>7480864
im gonna fucking kill myself because of you ash. why do you have to be everything ill never be
>>7480898
Red seems to have no difficulty getting laid and she's your height
>>7480895
SRS from Suporn at age 19
>>7480909
i dont care. i hate being reminded like this. i will never look like that. ever. it makes me feel so disgusting.
>>7480903
Decent conversation is hard to come by. Cuck (don't sleep with) a betaorbiter and he'll provide you with plenty of conversation and platonic attention.
And what do you mean you don't pass? I don't pass. You're not living this hell
Do you need to pay for getting a surgery date for suporn?
>>7480904
You go through a female puberty rather than a male one so yeah, it would affect most sex dimorphic features that occur during puberty. There's also a genetic factor to things like that though, of course.
>>7480912
Once upon a time Edie triggered me but now that ash has come along it's a whole new level of passing :(
>>7480903
so every man is a faggot
>>7480913
idk i mean on the east coast lots of guys will give you good conversation. and most of the men in PA are tall and white and hung.
like it's a wonderland of dating and meeting interesting people. but here it's like ... do you want to fuck a hot short guy with a small dick you'll never see again? that's ur best option
either that or one of the really ugly ones that only attempt to talk to you and treat you like a human cause they feel they can't get away with what the douchebags do
rip. ALSO i mean i don't pass that well. i pass well enough i guess but not shockingly good or whatever. plus all these men know i'm a man so
>>7480920
yes nim
every man is a faggot
>>7480907
guess who was 1 for 2 cashiers tonight?
>>7480919
Then don't.
Besides, the only people I've only ever seen that obsess about the height of their partner are shallow ass trannies
>>7480916
there is no hope for late transitioners.
>>7480923
Is there punctuation or a missing word in there somewhere?
>>7480879
>they're just all fucking pigs lmao
>like i've neverrrrrrr in my life encountered men who are so straightforward and just...almost disrespectful with their approach
Reminds me of the jet set crowd that kept hitting on me in the NYC discos. They all thought they were god's gift to women. Most substituted money for quality. Oh yeah, try being a trap in a mostly straight disco...
>and the people who are well off come from old money or good families or are more genuine.
Old money doesn't guarantee being nice. It's really being from a good family, poor, middle class, or rich.
>tfw anon will never be your gf
>ywn comfort her when she cries about not getting as much attention as the trips
>ywn tell her she's prettier than all the mean old trips
>ywn live happily ever after with anon, growing old together and starting a family
>>7480922
I don't understand. What's giving you away that would have them know "you're a man"? Are you walking around with a boner?
>>7480927
Edie has been surpassed by leaps and bounds.
And I stay here in 24/7 boymode at 32...
Ash is mtfg's dream result, or atleast mine
>>7480914
it's called a consultation. Some make you pay so that the sunk-cost fallacy sets in, some don't.
>>7480931
holy fuck i remember this
i was in that thread
some anons even recorded the music and streamed a livestream of it
AND LMAO IT TURNS OUT HIS GF IS A TRAP AT THE END
>>7480933
>tfw you thought ash was 15 and living an adult life as a teenager
>tfw she's actually 25 just having a life
>tfw I just want someone I care about to notice me
>>7480935
Oh
So the way it works is they make u send pictures of your gt and then tell you that the surgeon is ok with operating you? And give you a price. And i may or may not have to pay for that?
>>7480930
well....ur not a man nim...
>>7480932
the guys i meet in public i tell i'm trans. the other men i've met on like tinder and okcupid and stuff, and it says i'm a tranny on my profile lol
i guess not all of the guys i've met while i was out knew i was a tranny? but i have lilac hair and look weird af so you would assume they would know.
but the guys in public are somehow even worse. i had this one tatted short dude trying to wave me over to sit on his lap while i was with my mom
i was like wow literally none of you have any class at all lmao
>>7480939
I thought she was about 16/17 myself, I was shocked when I learned her age because she looks so young...not that 25 is old or anything
>>7480933
My transition has stopped after Ash. I can't compare with that. It would be embarrassing to say I consider myself feminine when I've so clearly missed my mark.
>>7480933
30+ and boymode for lyfe ;_;
>>7480943
Transition isnt a race, theres always someone prettier/more passing than you.q
>>7480941
ooooohhhhhh
>stopping your transition and feeling bad about yourself because of other people's transitions
you know there are kids literally transitioning at like 6 years old right lol
like why would you compare yourself to that? it's not your life it's theirs
>>7480940
??????????????????????????????
ask elanna, she would know.
>>7480942
she looks and acts much younger than she is. I would find it difficult to believe if she told me she went to university or lived on her own. She doesn't seem like an adult.
>>7480943
I'm basically getting to a point where I'm being treated as a girl in guymode. Transition complete.
>>7480951
She must have baby face syndrome from being on hormones for so long
>>7480941
And if you were to lose your exaggerated hait color? I can't imagine you having a hard time passing should you decide to blend in and go unnoticed. Your plethora of hair colors as well as your fashion sense are cute but far from modest
>>7480955
without the 5 lbs of caked on makep edie looks pretty homely
>>7480902
um
just take the hormones i guess
and keep it a secret
>>7480940
That's not really how it went for me
The first time the surgeon saw my junk was like 10 minutes before I got put under
I never had a consult at all, it was all handled by the gatekeeper, although I had to fill out and return forms with required bloodwork
>>7480953
I was saying before that her T levels might be too low; I think it has an impact on the aging process. I could be wrong though, and there's very little evidence around to support or deny that claim, since transition is pretty much taboo discussion. It's not like you can just put a flyer up saying, "calling all transgirls, do YOU look younger than your age??"
>>7480958
Agreed
if i mail the surgeon a picture of my gt with no other explanation would he be upset
i just want him to see
>>7480960
i wouldve been fucking shaking going into that surgery room
sounds so scary
>>7480960
>I never had a consult at all
sounds bretty sketch imo
Today I got called miss and ma'am hehehe
:)
Also I got lots of compliments and girls called me cute
>>7480950
its evaluating your efforts and acknowledging your shortcomings and physical limitations
>>7480959
where to acquire hormones
>>7480970
juni qt
>>7480969
That's just not how it's done when you're going through gatekeeping with state funding. They are depending on your approved gatekeeper to do the legwork
>>7480975
yeah, but I want to talk to the fucking doctor to make sure he's not a loony
>>7480973
Heaven*
>>7480973
irl girls who can see my whole hulking figure called me cute :)
<3
>>7480974
nimmy qt 2t
<3
Just woke up in cold sweat from a terrifying nightmare. Started out bad, I was back to engineering school for some reason except nobody knew why. Then there was a flood. Then riots and civil war scenes and women were locked up together in buildings.
>>7480965
I understand. But I don't? You want to be treated like a human bean, this is I understand
but your fashion choices
your line of work
your many sexual partners
these are all things that put you in a position to receive the very kind of attention you're hoping to avoid, isn't it? Not to say that's it right of them, but still
>>7480980
glad you had a good day!
all i want for christmas is uuuuuuuuu
>>7480980
>ywn be an irl girl
>>7480981
I had a dream last night that my ex was pregnant and raped me with her enlarged clitoris :(
>>7480983
How was yr day u?
I just want to be held and be told everything is going to be okay ;_;
>>7480985
Me? Wrap me up only to unwrap me immediate after
>>7480978
Generally surgeons that have the honor of being the only approved surgeon for provincial funding for the entire country aren't loonies.
It wouldn't have made any difference anyways, I didn't get to choose my surgeon
>>7480988
u already r <3
>>7480990
Everything is going to be okay, anon
>>7480953
actually, wait, now that I think about it, stress makes you look old
Maybe she's just been stress-free for her entire life.
how screwed am I?
>>7480996
I don't think it will be, I can't even sleep
>>7480991
:thinking: what could this mean?
>>7480998
you can pass with ffs
>>7480998
>eyes far apart
>big nose
>long and wide chin
>generally long face
good luck
>>7480999
Not being able to sleep in never fun. What's keeping you up? Anxiety attacks? Do you find yourself gasping for air, frantically pacing back and forth as you cry and cry again because it keeps hitting you just how dire and hopeless your life as a transgender person is/can be?
>>7481001
you can't get ffs for skull and skeleton
>>7480981
I had one where I was stuck in a mall shooting in another country and I'm trying to run away and hide during the chaos. At the same time some bacteria in the water is mutating people
I like to keep a dream log so I can read back on how weird this shit is
>>7481003
Im saving that picture btw
>>7481000
Would you like to find out?
>>7480968
Yeah I won't lie I'm usually pretty good at keeping my shit together but I was damn near ready to faint on my way to the operating table.
That was a long walk
>>7480963
Congratulations I guess
>>7480965
>i just wanna be treated like a human being
then get a life beyond sex work, find a boyfriend that appreciates you as a person
the only stripper I know told me she likely wouldn't have been able to stay sane if she didn't have a boyfriend that treated her with the kind of loving respect she deserved.
>>7481010
I have more where that came from.
>>7481008
jfc stop
passing is relatively superficial
will a veovaj ever allow us to pass naked?
probably not
they could be accepted as a woman with ffs i'd bet
>>7481009
I really don't need a log. I keep having flashbacks from nightmares forever. Just need a little stress to trigger that. It's grown into such a mess over the years I sometimes can't tell if the flashback is from real memories or memories of a dream.
>>7481015
i think you mentioned before your family came with you, right?
that must've helped
how long did you have to wait till it healed up and you could tell how it came out
god damn that pain afterwards mustve been intense too
>>7481001
I haven't started hrt yet so I'm a little hopeful.
>>7481003
My chin is smaller than my sister's same with my forehead. My nose is shit, but I plan on fixing it though. here's a pic with a ruler. It's a six inch ruler.
>>7480523
>>7480909
Ash announces she's going to bed and spams her pictures to feed the fanfare while making it look like it's coming from anon.
It's genius
>>7481023
>larger than a whole ruler
>>7480981
*hugs*
I suppose that's a bit worse than remembering dancing at the Met Gala and collapsing because it felt like somebody shot you.
>>7481023
remember passing is your total presentation and not just your face
>>7480982
well i mean besides the weird hair most of my clothes that i wear on the daily come from like.... j crew, american apparel, random thrifts etc
i own some designer things but in general my fashion choices are pretty minamalistic and kind of classic looking.
i've only had sex with like 10 guys in my life and i've been dating men and having sex with them for 13 years.
and they don't know my line of work immediately. so the only thing that stands out to people is my head basically. makeup, hair, contacts.
and the fact that i'm a tranny once these guys find out, it's like no matter what you look like you stop being a human after that lol
i just find it really bizzare idk. i understand being judgmental and stuff and having opinions based on someone's appearance but likeee
even when i make judgments about who someone is based on the way they look, i keep it reserved, and i still see them as a human bean. yknow? IDK i think i just need to be ok with how society is to people like us or anyone different really
>>7481006
I'm just really sad and stressed, I can't stop the crying
>>7480981
>women were locked up together in buildings.
so you were just free to roam then?
okay goodnight!
>>7481022
Yeah my parents were there when I woke up after the surgery, it made it a lot more bearable. They visited me a lot in the recovery center
Idk, it took 6 months before the swelling has gone down to the point that it looked like the final result, SRS takes quite a long time to recover
I had severe pain, others were a bit more lucky. Oxycodone couldn't get my pain under control so they needed to give me Dilaudid. It's a hell of a recovery desu, still was worth it in the end though.
>>7481023
it's all about proportions though, regardless of what you were given at birth.
your face looks a little like Scarlett's, minus the brow ridge.
>>7481023
you look a lot like me and with the right circumstances i can probably pass irl to some
you should try to catch better angles for 4chan in the future
>>7481038
sleep tight sweetheart <3
>>7481013
Are you a cute japanese girl?
>tomorrow is a big day I better get to sleep
>tomorrow is a big day
>can't sleep
DAMN IT
>>7481017
you really think a few curves on your face means you can pass?
>>7481046
it won't work on me u dorkus
hate on someone else if u wanna bring them down
it'll only make you more hateful
>>7481026
Don't most people have a face larger than six inch face?
>>7481029
I know, it's just that my face is a major dysphoria causer. I've been ma'amed before, and a lot of my friends say I'm effeminate. All my friends that are girls say I'm really easy to relate to.
>>7481040
Is my brow ridge bad or good?
>>7481041
Thanks =) I personally want constructive feedback so unless I'm trying to look good I'm going to post straight on shots when I ask for advice.
>>7481050
youre a big guy
>>7481030
Complete loss of respect is why I would imagine anyone who could pass as often as possible, would. Not to mention you're less likely to be a target to violence/sexual harassment. Your unwillingness to completely blend in is both admirable and confusing to me.
>>7481033
Do you want to talk about it? Stress isn't good for your health. Find happiness and relief in any way that you can, anon. Be strong.
>>7481043
Every time
>>7481034
Nah. I was thrown in with the rest. I've been a young woman in dreams for decades. Two, actually. Both looked "old" when that started, but those dream selves didn't age with me, so around 20 feels young now.
Last thing I remember from this nightmare is being in some archive room, huddled together with a lesbian couple.
Just saw Rogue One and thought it was TRASH
what did you think of it
>>7481033
shhhhh
it's okay
everything's okay
>>7481061
i thought it was pretty sweet though it had flaws
if kit is fake then what about this pasta?
>sitting on the park bench with kit
>kit pouring her heart out about her gt and being trans
>place my hand on her lap
>look at her in the eyes
>tell her it's okay and i love her anyway
>give her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek
>drive her home
>park in front of her home
>it's obvious she wants to kiss before going in
>run my hand down the side of her face
>pull her in and kiss her passionately
>run my hand across her lap
>feel something really hard forming in her pants
>touch it
>oh fuck i'm gay now
>but it feels okay
>touch it again
>she responds positively
>unzip her pants
>she's not stopping me
>stroke it once
>she moans
>stroke it again
>she sighs heavily
>kiss her neck while stroking it really fast
>play with her precum
>make the head of her gt glossy by spreading it around with my thumb
>she is rock hard now
>i go with the flow and put my lips around it
>she leans back and rolls her eyes as i give it a good suction
>keep going
>she squeezes my hair in pleasure
>feel something forming in her rod
>hesitant and scared so slow down a bit
>she gets mad and demands i keep going hard
>ok
>keep sucking it hard and fast
>she lifts her hips in pleasure
>feel a warm burst of cum in my mouth
>choke a little bit
>feel a second burst of delicious girl semen
>look up and she is in heaven
>feel the third burst on my tongue
>she convulses from the sensitive pleasure
>try to maintain eye contact
>she is too busy panting and gasping for air
>hold the cum in my mouth and keep looking at her
>she looks down finally
>eyes meet
>drool out the cum
>she smiles
>slurp it back up
>she looks shocked
>swallow it and show my clean tongue
>she is wowed
>pull back to the driver seat
>she cleans herself with tissues and zips up
>the shock of giving my first blow job catches up
>she sparks a cigarette and tells me i did a good job
>>7481061
Hi Olive. I haven't seen it yet
>tfw the most meaningful compliment you could get is that you look like a mom
>>7481049
I was speaking in general
I just get annoyed when people preach ffs like it's going to make a person passable
It's just one thing that people who have the money can do, but there's a lot more to it then just ffs
>>7481054
Now you're just messing with me. =P I'm really not all that big. I can fit into both my sister's clothes. I can fit into my 13 year old brothers clothes. I'm a size 7 in men's and a size 9 in women's I have to buy gloves in the women's section because I'm a size medium in women's. I am by no qualifier a big guy.
>>7481061
I liked it, I thought it was really cliché though.
>>7481066
i wish you were my mom
>>7481064
http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/IKEAErotica
>>7481061
Same
I can't believe people thought it was good
Fucking Marvel film with a different setting and look here's all the characters to prove it!!!1!!!!
>>7481069
how tall r u?
i love the thicc
>>7481075
that's a good height
but your family must have shit genetics
>>7481066
I get that a lot. I don't like it. I'm comfortable with gender issues now. I'm not quite with my age.
Alright fug it the next time my mom asks if I've got simmering in my mind I'm telling her
I can't take this anymore
If I never post again after it happens remember me as the fat autistic tranny that I was
>>7481018
90% of my dreams tend to take place in the town where I did my study abroad program which I find really odd, and all of them are apocalyptic or just horrid ones. I get sleep paralysis pretty often which is also really frightening. Basically I hate sleeping
>>7481078
licc thicc thighs
>>7481066
>tfw the only people who have complimented you on your girl clothes are grandma looking ladies
at least there not calling me a guy in a dress, right?
>>7481067
oh sorry
well she posted her face
so that's what I was referring to
I think anyone can get ffs
It just takes a lot of work
>>7481081
Just tell her rn
Do you live with her?
>>7481070
I wish it were possible to be your mom, or anyone's mom
>>7481083
Do you dress older than your age?
>>7481078
I wish I was the thicc. I've been eating non-stop hoping my boobs would grow
>>7481079
Nah, my family is just a mix between English, Italian, and Scandinavian. The girls don't get the shitty nose. I'm kind of hopeful. idk... I just want to feel better about myself honestly.
>>7481086
Thanks, I'm kind of on the fence with ffs, but I am considering it if things get too rough. I'll prolly go to Korea and stay with a friend there. Maybe doing the teaching English program they have.
>>7481080
You can only go forward. Looking young for your age helps a lot.
fucking hell i love thighs
>>7481098
i wish i had thiccer thighs
>>7481090
I think my masc face makes me old
I usually wear t shirts and those ankle length skirts
inb4 basic
Thigh highs are my demise
>>7481096
Yeah, I know I'm lucky about that. Strangers tend to assume I'm a decade younger than I really are. Until I slip up and reminisce about the 80s or call countries, political parties or TV channels by the name they had back then.
Where is Kayla?
>>7481116
watching trap porn in stockings and heels
Can't sleep too excited about finally moving out. How is everyone tonight?
>>7481118
Kayla's so based
>>7481063
>>7481069
Yea
I won't deny I lip-quiverred a lil when Robotman and Madds Mïkkelsen died but holy hell was it fucking corny.
Vader's little joke made me laugh but only because as soon as it came out my brain instinctively played a *budum-tss*.
>>7481072
It was just such a strange script and none of the actors' lines felt like they were delivered properly. The character models for Tarkin and Leia were jarring as hell and why the hell did Jin fall in love with Cassian? And why was his name Cassian Andore? Didn't they think it sounded a little too close to Endore? And why were R2 and C3PO in this? And of all the easter-eggs to put in the movie why the hell did they choose "Aunt May's Blue Milk™" and "The Guy from Mos Eisley that Got His Arm Cut Off by Ben Kenobi™"?
Why??
Why though??
Did they have to?
>>7481105
NICE
>>7481122
wtf ur not the boy i have a crush on why do you have magpie as ur name
Tfw not thicc for isla bc ur battling anorexia
Why are so many men on craigslist looking for a Tran to stick their gt up their butt?
>>7481061
ye it was pretty disappointing even though i wasn't expecting much
wtf was up with that cgi for that old dude and leia
>>7481090
i wish for that too
my mom was a bad person
she made me feel like garbage
you seem like you'd actually love your kid
If I unironically want a dog to nott in my ass am igay or just trans I forgot
>>7481136
trip on anna
>>7481132
closet fags who think it's okay because it's a girl's dick
>>7481133
It was just so bad
Like you'd think they would have been able to find budget to eliminate uncanny valley for fucking Star Wars™
Do more guys like thicc thighs or smol thighs
>>7481140
I'll do it for you!
>>7481125
Honestly I thought the Tarkin CGI was very well done and the highlight of the movie for me. Disney just doesn't understand Star Wars, I think, and all they can do to cover that up is reference the past. Also I didn't like the lead characters and their death nor the plot didn't matter to me. Why didn't that Erso guy just tell the flaw if he could transmit that there was one? It's dumb. Nothing makes sense in this movie, nothing HAPPENS. Sure, it has action, and it does mindless action well, but it is not a standalone movie. If you don't know what the force is half the movie doesn't make sense but they never really say anything about it. Even midichlorians are better than this.
I think RLM got a good review desu
>tfw not thicc
>tfw just grossly obese
>>7481148
Beep
>>7481150
Sheen you're too hard on yourself. A new year is upon us, use it to reclaim yourself
>>7481138
Rude I don't anonpost!
>>7481150
iktf
do qhi orders come with a tracking number
>>7481151
aa
you're super pretty beep but you should work on anorexia for you
youre wonderful and deserve less stress i think
you would be happier if you didnt have to worry about weight
idk im tired and maybe saying stuff i dont understand rn
but you can do it beep ok!!
(thats rlly sweet of you though)
>>7481146
Yeah p much none of the characters did it for me, I liked the robot because he reminded me of the droid companion from The Old Republic and I liked Madds because he's just so dang hot and father/daughter plotlines always make me teary. Haven't watched the RLM review yet, was gonna wait a few days to form my own opinion but I guess I'm talking to you guys about it so I might as well.
Nothing is worse than midichlorians Anna. Nothing.
>ctrl + F >> (you)
>no results
fucking jackie 4chan
>>7481050
it's good
new set of mtfg drama.
Chara is actually Riven / Root
Was no 16 year old cis girl
She is a 21 year old tranny.
Confirmed by April also known as Chara / Root's girlfriend.
>>7481164
Captchas sometimes hit a bit too close to home. I remember getting one who felt like it brought back memories.
>>7481169
Yay! thanks. =) I noticed the absence of (you) Did chinese moot really get rid of that?
>>7481176
hiroshimoot nuked the (you)
>>7481168
>Nothing is worse than midichlorians Anna. Nothing.
Wrong. Midichlorians are shit, but at least thry're Star Wars shit. This post-George Lucas age just doesn't have the old spirit. Yes, I am saying that the PREQUELS have 10 times the spirit of this. When I go and see a Star Wars movie I want to FEEL Star Wars not just listen to a modified theme song over and over while watching a Marvel flick set in the SW universe.
Disney has made me love the prequels as one would their retarded son, while the Disney ones are my wife's sons.
>>7481173
except chara had a boyfriend
>>7481064
what does it mean if i just jacked off to this
>>7481180
Bet he justified it by saying it took too much bandwidth.
>>7481173
post proof
>>7481173
wait which one is real, chara or riven
i called it earlier that riven was made up by chara
neps a baby
>>7481189
yeah, those 5 characters are more than a byte each you know
>>7481173
I don't know what to believe anymore.
>>7481191
how old are you anon
>>7481174
I had an apartment on that street, but not at that street #. o.O
Nep is a hot baby
>>7481196
Lol
So what is /mtfg/'s plans for new years?
>>7481187
at one point she actually did yes.
>>7481191
as much proof as i have
>>7481193
>>7481197
the original person, chara is a tranny
so riven / root is the real one i guess
What are you listening to mtfg
https://youtube.com/watch?v=4xa_446UCQo
rly good live version of one of my favorite albums
>>7481174
I've gotten specific groceries I've shopped at and the intrastate exit for my house before, I feel like the captcha knows too much about me
>>7481202
Spend the evenings with friends.
>>7481209
computer fans...
bulls bellering at the coyotes that howled.
Going to the movies with a friend
It's 9:30 AM what the fuck
But hey I might come out to her
>>7481209
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXQViqx6GMY
black woman pop is my jam
>>7481214
i hope it goes terribly honestly
a dog rapist like you dont deserve anyone compassionate
>>7481202
visiting grace
>>7481203
are you saying chara created an alternate persona called riven to "restart"?
it'd be pretty elaborate, considering I think they've been online on discord at the same time
>>7481209
https://youtu.be/cG1V0rYQ4Wo
i should sleep
>>7481199
Had my brain freeze in memory digging mode at the name Sandy. I'm certain I never knew a Sandy. It's pretty close to Syndie, though, so it was probably just that.
sonic
>>7481202
Lie in bed and be annoyed by all the noise, stinking air and dirt which this stupid event produces.
I'll also be laughing at the people burning themselfes and / or their houses.
basically this
>>7481217
Mobile + Computer.
You can also have browser and app discord open at the same time
>>7481202
probably busy tryin to get prescribed hormones
>>7481202
Party with friends. None of them seem to have found babysitters so toddlers are bound to make the evening tedious. I hope the night will be better. I may elope to a local LGBT bar if it gets too boring.
i think i called it but i'm still confused
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/7304441/#7305208
>>7481232
it's not dude
theyre completely different
>>7481223
Oh, Germans set cars on fire for the new year too?
>>7481216
girls cant be dog rapists
>>7481231
Germany basically turns into a warzone. Every retard has tons of fireworks to do shit with while refugees wander through the streets raping women.
>>7481239
No people just lose hands because they forget that the stuff finally explodes and houses burn down because they are too retarded to properly fire their rockets into the air.
Wait so is chara picture her or is root picture her?
>>7481249
Sounds like America on the 4th of July.
>>7481250
my guess is chara picture because quid has seen her
help
>>7481241
Yeah, it is. A few dozen cars get burnt every year but news always make a big deal of it. So it's kind of a joke now.
>>7481209
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdGjuJDl7IQ
if there is a god why didn't he make elanna my mommy
Today a female friend i haven't seen in awhile kept saying i look and act like a girl :)
>>7481269
There's no god, at least non like all our religions picture him.
>>7481249
I know alot of people in germany should not use fireworks especially while drunk but where do you live that it gets that bad?
>>7481272
was it mars
Rate my voice /mtfg/!
https://clyp.it/dnvxwjob
>>7481278
I think your voice is really good. What did you do to get it to that point? Have any tips?
>>7481276
Near Stuttgart.
After the first few explosions you can always hear the Feuerwehr / police / Krankenwagen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4lINLhw7iv0
>>7481232
you kinda called it LUL
>>7481286
guess that proves she really is a sociopath
>>7481283
Well I live in a small town in the north of BW. It never gets that bad it's usually just the russians or some teenagers that fuck them self up.
>>7481280
I pushed myself every other day until my vocal cords felt numb, also hummed at higher pitches for like 15 minutes at a time without going falsetto. I was kinda lazy with it sometime tho. I learned to stop trying to talk through my nose and let the sounds come more out of my throat while maintaining a high pitch and doing that muscle thing with the larynx that's in the guide. Might be hard at first. Also singing exercises help a lot. Still a horrible singer in girlvoice tho.
Juniper is mean...
>>7481287
ok, I was talking to Riven
the thing is, there was a point where Chara became a character for Riven to play with.
I think everything Chara said from like late July onward was completely fictional. Before that, Chara was somewhat genuine in private conversations at least. Riven is a real person.
Idk, I'm still Riven's friend. I was Chara's friend before late July, and I was Riven's friend from late August onward.
>>7481295
what has she done
>>7481293
That's what I'm doing but I still sound like poo. Hopefully after enough practice I'll figure it out. I don't have much privacy rn so hopefully after I get my own place I'll be able to practice more.
>>7481299
think she is a sociopath or something else?
>>7481287
yeah she is
>>7481302
I work in a call center and my boss never comes to my desk so I get 40 hours of practice a week so that's good. It's a time thing a lot of the time, and singers/former-singers tend to understand the anatomy better so it's faster for them so it'll just take time. Also you sorta have to identify WHAT is wrong with your voice to be able to fix it so yeah.
>>7481305
I think she has some sort of an emotional distancing disorder (specifically one where she lacks empathy). That's about it tho.
That's convenient. Thanks for the advice.
This is where my shitposting dies.
adieu Mtfg
>>7481324
yes avoid her
>>7481315
That can come from a number of causes. Enough psychological trauma can even cause it.
>>7481341
redpill me on chara
<3
>>7481350
she's a sociopath
>>7481324
if you want
your choice
>>7481353
what makes her a sociopath
>>7481359
the fact that she meets a majority of criteria for diagnosis
am I a good girl?
>>7481361
what is the criteria
>>7481364
yes and i love you
>>7481292
Are you the other franzi? D:
>>7481378
yes is this weird for you?
>>7481373
>love you
no you don't
>>7481384
I was just surprised that someone else picked that name too who is from bw too.
Tfw coincidence
Hi, I have a question, gonna ask here since the FTM thread is dead as fuck.
Am I transphobic if I make a slightly confused face whenever my pre op FTM friend mentions that he has a boner for somebody?
Also, bonus question: why is this general so active in comparison to the FTM one.
>>7481395
This thread is active because women talk a lot and men don't
>>7481392
But I do.
>>7481402
you can't love someone you never met
>>7481407
That is not transphobic.
Its awkward and physically impossible since its also weird and confusing when an mtf says "this makes me wet"
>>7481407
That's entirely wrong.
>>7481407
Of course I can. I just can't hug and kiss you from here.
>>7481410
your friend is trying to hard, I've never seen anyone here say they are getting wet for instance. we do talk about them in feminine terms though such as gt
>>7481394
it's a popular name around here and in bavaria too. my mom told me it would have been my name if I was born as a cisgirl.
>>7481416
I do get wet. But I'm post-op, so there's that.
>>7481416
Yeah but having a boner for somebody is a much more commonly used than getting wet.
I spent $150 today, was that too much?
>>7481426
That's sad.
>>7481431
I'm sad ;_;
>>7481430
>Its harder
Well yeah because mtfs have penises ;)
Hugboxing and just unsavory disgusting posts for the most part.
>>7481427
it depends on what
>>7480441
>>7480473
>>7481435
I'm sadder.
>>7481430
>and because mtf transition is a lot harder
Is it really?
>>7481437
A bus fare, food, glasses, books and vidya.
I could've gone even further though D:
>>7481441
fuck off
>>7481441
Not if you're going for a "full" transition, including HRT and SRS, but most FtMs don't.
>>7481439
Trans or cis?
>>7481430
I like both forms but if you speak the short one sounds better.
>>7481442
well yeah, nah thats reasonable
you could have pretty much just spent $150 on glasses alone
>>7481449
that's my picture
>>7481450
cis
>>7481453
Yeah I know and can you believe that EB games was selling Dishonoured 2 for $90 bux while JB HIFI was selling it for $50.
>>7481459
well I mean, yeah... EB is short for Expensive Bastards
they'll die out soon enough
>>7481460
What's MTN?
>>7481462
Oh and you know what's real bs? The fact that I installed the game and now it's downloading a 30GB patch.
Seriously, remember when you could just put the disc in and play?
>>7481464
Montenegro.
>>7481465
n-no
>>7481464
about as legitimate as this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPMDCJrRpT8
>>7481467
You don't? But I'm younger than you.
>>7481465
Don't complain. I remember when you had to put the tape in and wait half an hour of loading time before you could play. Every time you wanted to play.
>>7481470
what?
>>7481476
I wasn't able to sleep
I'm a bit anxious. This afternoon, I'll be seeing my butch lesbian cousin for the first time since I went full-time. The one who constantly teased me about being too girly when we were kids.
>>7481473
Its something that I used to have to do all the time in the 2000s with PC games but now all PC games are digital releases.
I dont have a modern console so I don't really need to put a disc in and update, but I did have a ps1 and ps2 so of course I member but I got bashful over how much that dates me.
>>7481482
Hey, be fair, the 80s and antiquity aren't one and the same. They didn't have neon pink ear muffs and leg warmers in Babylon.
>>7481486
I had PS1 but it got stolen and I had a total of 3 PS2s.
morning!
>>7481488
I reckon you're a vampire and you've been walking the Earth for years. You can't refute this statement.
>>7481489
I had a TO7.
>>7481492
That's funny. You're definitely not the first one to come to the conclusion that I'm an immortal.
>tfw you'll never have xx-chromosomes
>>7481489
my brother had a master system and then a mega drive and then a megadrive II which he gave to us and then my sisters husband was upgrading to a playstation and gave us his sega cd and games and my mum eventually gave away the sega stuff to my half sisters family and then we got a playstation and eventually like ten years later I bought a ps2 and that was the last console I buyed.
>>7481498
I wish I was intersex too, but I'm really tall, have a dig bick and never looked remotely girly, so I odubt it.
>>7481499
I suspect I might have something odd, I'm very feminine I think
I think my power is about to go out, lights flickering
>>7481485
Just ask her "Am I still to girly?"
>>7481503
I don't think I'll have time to ask her anything before she starts.
>>7481504
dw you're not the only one.
http://www.strawpoll.me/11980750
http://www.strawpoll.me/11980750
http://www.strawpoll.me/11980750
http://www.strawpoll.me/11980750
http://www.strawpoll.me/11980750
http://www.strawpoll.me/11980750
>>7481506
I think I should head to bed again.
>>7481510
most male people aren't feminine. you literally can't be the only one or even a minority because the average age of transitioning is still after puberty, isn't it? and even if they are they may just be feminine for a male but not a female.
>>7481514
It had pretty good games. And a rather easy to pick up assembly language.
>>7481516
Sweet dreams. My night was too short, yet too long.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Os2-xu7rbj8
>>7481515
Seriously, my vote is for Kit.
Kit sent a picture of Linka to someone on discord. Then repeatedly acted upset when Linka's pictures got posted on here.
Not only that, after Kit got busted, she manipulated Linka and says it's not her fault we thought Linka was Kit. Then why did she send someone Linka's picture saying it was her?
>>7481513
It's okay now I hope
>>7481504
my body is weird I think
>>7481522
What do you expect to hear? We don't even know how you look like. If you are really as fucked as you say just kys.
>>7481552
I was planning to do that today anyways.
>>7481552
post pic
>>7481552
woah, franzi, please calm yourself.
So I told my Mum about my plans to come out to my sister at New Year's.
But apparently my sister already told my Mum that she thinks I'm a closet trans.
Well, uh, how do I do it now??
Should I just come out now, or still wait, or what?
Damn why can't things ever go straightforward :/
Is it shameful that I heard the Black Eyed Peas on the radio today and enjoyed it
I've heard they're basically the Nickleback of hip hop/rap.
>>7481555
So what's the point of sadposting like a retard?
>>7481557
For you
>>7481560
Fuck off.
emma is a faggot
>>7481564
Ban assault trucks.
>>7481564
Needs more assault trucks
>>7481565
>Chara
Wait, aren't you that cis girl that comes here? Why??
>>7481570
>Assault trucks
Insensitive asshole, not all trucks are terrorists. Some are peaceful just so you know.
>>7481565
hi Riven
>>7481561
just come out, do eachothers nails
I came out to my dad and it went fine, he mostly wasnt sure how to react + sad that he didnt know me as well as he thought he did
>>7481574
Actually trucks are smart by now and automatically stop if they detect an accident. That's why only 11 people died http://www.spiegel.de/politik/deutschland/anschlag-von-berlin-bordcomputer-stoppte-lkw-a-1127835.html
>>7481580
Congrats.
>>7481580
Good job! I'm glad your family accepts you. Did you tell them your name?
>>7481582
Yes but what happens if that truck grows a conscience and becomes a radical islamist?
>>7481580
That's awesome! I'm glad it went so well, Eirini! I guess you and your dad now have an excuse to get closer c:
>>7481549
You are wonderful.
>>7481580
I'm glad it went well! Good luck!
>tfw man skull
>>7481587
No they become smart not dumb.
If they decide to kill all humans they would just kill everyone.
>>7481592
I'm really not
>>7481595
I don't know mate, why did these trucks choose to kill people? Surely there's a motivation behind it rather than a random act of truck-on-human violence.
>>7481594
>tfw anon has a man skull
>>7481579
could you honestly do that instantly?
just, forget about the 20~ years you've known each other and instantly assume that this is a fresh start
>>7481599
Is it really pronounced Eggrini?
>>7481580
oh my god im so proud of you! im lad it went well
>>7481600
yes?
we all had to come out
>>7481604
well I actually have attachments to the people I care about
I wouldn't find sweeping my current life under the rug as simple as that
>tfw i could've walked past eirini when walking around in eindhoven once
really makes you think
>>7481607
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvfP0_0I8Gc
Why aren't you just calling yourself Irini then? Then it would be obvious how to pronounce it and it wouldn't look like eggs.
>>7481611
that reminds me of the time i met a trans girl at a festival before i even know she was trans
>>7481601
Is that an hybrid eggplant-zucchini?
>>7481611
now you know how she looks, but she also knows how you look, so be careful.
>>7481607
why don't you just pick a normal name?
Could somebody explain this to me:
Is there anything more to being trans than body dysphoria?
I've read that supposedly there are trans people who don't suffer from it at all. But if so, what else is there to it?
I think I'm a cis male, but at the same time I wouldn't have any qualms with wearing clothes that are stereotypically associated with the female gender since I recognize that the division is entirely arbitrary. Same with the general gender roles.
pls explain, thanks
>>7481621
yes it is mean
now answer the question
>>7481617
Stop browsing tumblr
>>7481621
i can only dream, she had gorgeous dreadlocks, they put my babydreads to shame
>>7481617
I think it is more about wanting be a woman and to be seen as one. Dysphoria happens, when you realize that your body prevents you from living like that.
>>7481621
>m e a n
not even
>>7481624
wow what happend to you? are you on your period?
>>7481617
>there are trans people who don't suffer from it at all
those are trenders not actual trans people, being trans is suffering, if someone isn't willing to take hrt that is a good sign they are a trender
>>7481617
for some people there isnt (like me p much desu)
but others cant live with anything reminding them about the gender they were assigned to at birth
>>7481630
true irini is fine, rini too, rin as well, but eirini?
>>7481641
Why did you pick a boy name?
>>7481642
Its a girl name.. but the site i found listed boy names and girl names together.
>>7481628
That's what I'm having trouble understanding desu, I can see someone having issue with their physical appearance but anything beyond that is just arbitrary.
Does it make me genderfluid or whatever if I have literally zero care level in regards to that.
>>7481641
hey irony how are you?
>>7481646
Do you live in a country where men and women are equal and everyone just does what they want without being called a faggot?
>>7481596
You are, trust me even if you don't feel like it so much right now.
>>7481649
No, but if I did I would probably be wearing pink skirts fairly frequently.
>>7481617
having dysphoria about your body and physical sex is a big part of the problem, but there's also the issue of not being perceived by others as female, not being able to act socially as a female, and being treated by others like a male and referred to as a male which are also pretty dysphoric for me at least
like whenever I get called by my old male name or treated like I'm supposed to be some manly man, it really fucks with me up in my head
Its not as bad as having to deal with an actual male body, but its still horribly dysphoric
>>7481634
What do you mean
Is there any decent online pharmacy which ships internationally other than QHI?
My doctor prescribed me neofolin, which is literally impossible to get where I live.
I want dysphoria
>>7481663
I think Inhouse Pharmacy, as long as you have legit prescription?
Not sure though, I'm another QHI kid here
>>7481665
i want to be cis :(
>>7481665
im still never going to know for sure if you actually are cis am I?
>>7481646
if you see the gendering of clothes etc as arbitrary then of course its not going to mean much to you what is generally thought about them
but to someone who "believes" in that, whether they realize it or not, crossdressing can feel either "wrong" or "right" for various reasons
you probably arent anything other than open-minded :)
>>7481667
sames ;____;
>>7481654
Do you consider acting socially as a female as an actual thing rather than just a spook?
Is the way others perceive you tied to your dysphoria or is it a whole different issue altogether?
>>7481658
you seem bitchier than usual today
>>7481666
>tfw forever QHI girl
>>7481677
I only come here when I'm in a bad mood
just wanted to let you all know
ur all number one to me
>>7481687
isn't he dead?
>>7481676
Society has made social roles that men and women are expected to fill and act by
not being able to fill those female roles makes me dysphoric, as does being expected to fill the male roles.
This is the case for me, even if those roles are a spook or were arbitrarily created.
Also I'd consider being needed to be perceived as female linked to dysphoria, because it makes me dysphoric if I'm not perceived as female.
>>7481689
lol no
>>7481691
so your doctor prescribed you something that is impossible for you to get?
and they had no idea where you could find it?
>>7481701
>so your doctor prescribed you something that is impossible for you to get?
As far as I can tell, yes. My only options are either travelling to the fucking Czech Republic and buying it there (which would require MASSIVE amounts of paperwork and hurdles) or buying it from shady/illegal sources here (as far as I can tell, this would cost about 50-100 times than in the Czech Republic, making it literally unaffordable for me)
>and they had no idea where you could find it?
They didn't tell me anything, and I didn't yet have time to meet them again about this.
what would be red flags for gatekeepers? im scared of saying something wrong
>>7481687
uwu
>>7481692
>not being able to fill those female roles makes me dysphoric
>tfw trans people are literally enabling the patriarchy
wow
>>7481708
Self med so youre not scared of em anymore
Otherwise just b urself
>>7481712
Internalized sexism is a thing. It's already hard on us, i think it's unfair to expect trans women to be at the absolute forefront of feminist struggles. Cis women are much better equiped to do this.
Not meaning i dont fully support those struggles.
>>7481708
dont make it seem like a fetish lol
pretty much it honestly
>tfw still no bobs
Wtf
Did ayylana rock the turntables this week?
>>7481717
>tfw bobs STILL havent arived
>>7481717
you feeling better?
>>7481712
leave us alone
>>7481712
Go ahead and break traditional gender roles or smash the patriarchy or whatever you do if it makes you feel good and its your thing.
I too support a lot of moderate / liberal feminist stuff.
But some people who identify as female still like to do stuff considered traditionally feminine though, me included.
I don't think the patriarchy made me like that either.
>>7481728
Not to me, so I feel bad about it still
I'm feeling pretty happy now
Can't wait till it's 10pm so I can take my pills again
>>7481728
What style was it and is there a download link yet?
I want to be a wife
>>7481715
Being at the forefront is probably asking a bit much, but do you really think they are better equipped? I mean, on one hand I can see it on the basis of them not having as many issues to deal with. But on the other, assuming the situation where the society doesn't perceive you as female and isn't actively trying to push you into the stereotypical gender roles, you are effectively doing the limiting yourself.
>>7481733
>But some people who identify as female still like to do stuff considered traditionally feminine though, me included.
Yeah, but there isn't anything inherently special about that, same is true for cis people.
>>7481740
What about everyone does what they want and you stop caring about how other people live? Wouldn't that be nice?
>>7481741
>dj lama forgot to record :(
>>7481740
I don't think you comprehend was gender dysphoria is senpai
>>7481744
iktf
>>7481723
The spirits are calling, should I answer?
I think Im gonna.
>>7480380
Isla.
In a totally not gay way at all.
I just wanna cuddle with her and talk about boys.
>>7481742
care about the people that care about you i guess, but there are still plenty of people who arent worth the time of day
it's time to get food and play like 8 hours of stardew valley
see you all tonight uwu
>>7481750
I don't think someone can be truly trans without gender dysphoria. Real dysphoria eats away at you, it's transition or suicide, those who put it off repressing will end up getting overwhelmed eventually. We are willing to go though expensive and risky surgery for a reason, we are willing to alienate everyone we know and risk rejection for a reason.
>>7480380
>No homo trip crush edition
I don't have a crush on a trip.
Anna, Eirini, do we have a date for our meetup already? Sorry for being pushy but i wanna get a better view of my planning and stuff
>>7481754
so you and anna can meet 15-20 mins early
>tfw you hope to never encounter anyone from mtfg irl ever
>>7481742
did you take your second dose yet? :3
>>7481758
Is it in glasgow?
>>7481747
It's all I want anymore
ceasefire in Syria
>>7481765
i suddenly want to go to anons house and scream that i love him in the middle of the street
>>7481751
Yeah true
I don't care what gender roles they adhere to though
Be a housewife if you want or a career woman, just don't complain about shit like that to me lmao
>>7481758
We haven't discussed it I think
I also forgot when Eirini is coming back, but Jan. 7 seems good to me ;^)
>>7481766
No
I'm not supposed to split it right?
>>7481771
they can't hear you
>>7481772
>him
at least you are realistic ;_;
>>7481765
I sat next to a trip that lived in my city on a train once.
That was a weird experience, but it wasn't bad or anything. More of a mild novelty.
>>7481774
wearing male cloths makes me physically feel ill, the people saying you can be trans without dysphoria or doing at least hrt are just fooling around and don't know what they are talking about
>>7481781
i'm sad anon
eh
my gender is up for debate (at least within my own head)
>ywn be interesting enough for people to try talking to you online even if you're a paranoid wreck
how?
>>7481780
You on a global tour or something?
>>7481785
same senpai
I want gloomy to talk to me ;_;
see what i mean
>>7481770
I need to answer them soon. I guess its time. ITs been so long, but I dont feel anxious.
Ive never watched NGE with the spirits, Sertii, should I start at Ep1 or Ep8? Id have to have a second discussion with them in order to keep them around for the duration of the show if I started at ep1- but like I said, Ive never watched NGE with the spirits before, so perhaps a full experience is what I should do.
>tfw not doing drugs with a Greek tranny with shit taste in food right now
W h y e v e n l i v e
Also >tfw no more alcohol
>>7481789
thanks for the (You)?
>>7481792
It really depends. Early NGE is heavy enough for it to be maybe worth it, but late NGE is off the rails and you'll get more out of the spirits. The spirits will be closer to you around EoE then.
So, like the adorable asukafag you are, you should start with her intro ep.
>>7481784
well the exact context of the original post was never really explained, so i dont really know why anon doesnt want to meet anyone here, t b h i understand why he wouldnt want to meet some tho
sorry that you're feeling sad tho
hope you figure things out
>>7481789
kek, and i'll never stop effortlessly switching between engaged conversation and shitpostru ;)
i wish people actually liked me instead of pretending to care about me in order to make their online persona seem more believable
>>7481809
people dont even bother pretending with me ;)