robot edition
• Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No tumblr shit
>No *actions*
>No drama
Old Thread >>7478022
>>7479009
first for what happened to melly?
>>7479019
I heard she bugged out to Alaska or something.
praise slaneesh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81niQYZ29VM
1.5 years in transition
How is your transition going?
>>7479019
gang raped and murdered at a trump rally
>>7479028
'Nids or bust
>>7479033
damn sign me up
i like nichijou
It's sooooo boring at home
My friend hasn't responded to my texts so I'm stuck here.
>>7479033
>tfw this will never happen to me
>>7479041
I need to watch that, I haven't watched anything in forever
>>7479041
yuko is my spirit animal
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYS5pT2Iuuo
https://discord.gg/uv6aujT
/mtfg/ help discord! Join us trying to learn new suff and teach others what we know. Trans help gen, for mtfg, in a discord server
>>7479051
Considering you're the one that needs help the most what are you supposed to help me with?
>>7479051
where's the chaser section?
>>7479051
I'd be too scared for that
>>7479059
Wasn't the point of that particular discord to get everyone to help eachother?
When i look my self in the mirror all i see is an ugly man with terrible hair
I thought my dysphoria was getting better....
>>7479051
>grooming
Was Rotherham not enough, you disgusting pedos?
>>7479065
Don't you think that's a pretty one sided relationship?
>>7479051
Hons helping hons
>>7479062
literally against the rules
>>7479008
i mean slaanesh is p cool
but like
idk
im just tired i think
but yeah like really really slow
doesnt entertain me enough usually
>>7479059
IT's not just me, there's other people who can give advice and help you larn stuff
>>7479065
^^^^^^
>>7479062
No chasing here.
>>7479063
Nothing to be scared of, I'll protect you
>>7479070
what
>>7479072
w-what?
>>7479068
it comes and goes
>tfw too autistic and scared for discord
I'm jealous
>>7479079
only one person has my discord so far
>>7479075
oh, i see how it is
this is how civil rights movements get started
>>7479086
I'm a bit of a discord slut :/
>>7479083
i mostly lurked on discord servers and maybe spoke up if i had something to contribute to the discussion
just like in real life ._.
>>7479087
I'm okay with guys if they have something to contribute. Birdy once actually helped someone with their nails in the thread. However this isn't OKC or a hookup discord.
>>7479087
not the same yknow
>>7479079
No there isn't. After I've impressed you all with baby's first beauty tips what do I get out of it other than you telling me I'm amazing for 2 weeks?
>>7479032
She went from girl with no makeup to girl with makeup
>>7479081
I hate it
I need hugs but bf is away :c
>>7479089
Wew
Just got out work
My life goal is now to spend 20$ on weed.
See ya l8eeerrr
guys only 21 more hours until I can take more girl pills
>>7479093
>>Hi there! We have our own general!
finally, a place for people like me, where we don't have to feel like freaks or be ashamed of ourselves
>>7479094
Do you expect payment or something? If you don't wanna do it and just sit all high and might above people trying to better themselves and help others then go ahead, we don't really want you here.
Why do I only go on /mtfg/ in the early hours of the morning? Is it boredom or what?
>>7479096
when are you going to become a girl with makeup
analytic philosophy is for gays and losers
>>7479051
Grace young lady I was going through your room and... we need to talk
>>7479109
after she gets FFS, SRS and a boyfriend
>>7479104
My ego isn't big enough to survive only on narcissism and praise. If you don't want help trying to tie your shoe laces then you're welcome to keep tripping up.
>>7478907
>>7479110
>tfw I'm a gay loser that likes analytical philosophy
>>7479113
It's a wonder you found anything at all in there.
>>7479102
You shouldn't be ashamed of yourself to begin with... It's 2016. You like who you wanna like. Most guys like girls. Some guys like girls with dicks.
>>7479114
she just needs confidence, I wish I looked like her and had her body
>>7479119
how do you live with yourself
>>7479097
this is the cutest gif I've ever seen, more pls
>>7479096
yeah she was like "i guess i might have been blessed a bit genetically"
no shit
>>7479118
Hey now, don't do that, you actually pass.
>>7479096
You sound very jealous of her progress. Haven't you been transitioning more than twice that time?
just came out to my brother mtf pre everything. Heres some of the shit he said
>you're emotionally unstable you have no idea
>citalopram makes you gay, he does pharmacy lol
>you have no idea you take tonnes of drugs, i dont really
>isnt this just caause dad wants a girl, 2 girls wern't born before me
>generally being an asshole
>told me to calm down and take deep breathes and treated me like i was unstable when i got angry
my mum was nice and sat with me in my room after coming into my room after hearing slammed doors, came out, accepted.
now im in bed crying like crazy, fml
>>7479106
need to get your daily dose
>>7479118
>>7478907
>no trigger discipline
i hope sertii/eirini isnt literally crying rn after i brought gloomy up
>>7479126
t. jealous hon
>>7479136
i do have trigger discipline though
>>7479136
But it's pointed at a target I want to kill
>>7479119
Pontificate for me.
>>7479125
Its all i have in terms of gifs
But i have some pics of my otp
>>7479139
man, i miss gloomy
i hope she comes back one day
>>7479142
how can I be a hon if I don't present female? checkmate dumbass
>>7479155
Well that'll happen either way.
>>7479155
fine here's your (you)
>>7479155
please no
>>7479155
I do that every morning tho
>>7479155
fak u
(pls dunt hon me)
>>7479131
I hope your bf is as into traps as you are
>aunt and uncle drop by
>they use male pronouns for your partner and you alternate between gender neutral and female pronouns
>>7479155
plz no
>>7479155
;_;
>>7479155
RREEEEEE I WAS GONNA GO SLEEP WHY
>>7479155
y u do dis
>>7479167
I dunno if he's into traps, he says he'd prefer I get srs but doesn't really care if I wanna keep it
idk, gonna have to feel him out more before i officially bf him
>>7479176
wish omocat didnt overprice these sweaters so much
>>7479176
how do I into getting bf?
>>7479155
too late
>>7479155
(you)
>>7479019
she took the red pill
>>7479176
if you want to get to know him before calling him your bf then youre probably already doing so
>>7479155
STOP
>>7479097
aw ;_;
>>7479182
try talking to other human beings and/or leaving the house
>>7479182
>step one: find boys
>step two: date boys
>>7479179
meh, its worth
>>7479182
talk to them
flirt a little
show some interest so they start pursuing you
>>7479190
I'm wha?
>>7479155
But what post do I reply to if I want to wake up as a qt?
>>7479194
basically its good to get to know someone before things get serious, and you're already doing that
*buries head in cushion*
>>7479202
>>7479205
I knew I was going to make it!
>>7479204
*buries head in frangi*
>>7479205
Since I replied to the post in the other thread too, does that mean I'll wake up as a double cutie?
>>7479205
>tfw already a cutie
>>7479207
>>I'm not sure how, I think I have a anon chaser at least
don't pay any attention to him, you were made for snickerdoodle
he's creepy and cringy as fuck
>>7479205
i doubt that
>>7479203
Yuppers
He calls me his gf and stuff already but I remind him how things actually are
>>7479210
huh
i barely have anything for u to bury urself in
>>7479216
desu sounds familiar, i spent 4 months testing the waters with by bf
>>7479214
that's pretty mean
>>7479222
If it keeps going strong for another week or two I'll probably make it official. After a couple months we'll talk abot more serious stuffs.
please no
>>7479224
you have to put your foot down with these chasers and make sure they know their place
they're like stray dogs - you feed one of them a tiny bit of attention, and there'll be 5 more the next day
>>7479225
sounds good! hope it goes well
>>7479214
she's going to slip away if you don't confess desu
>>7479205
>tfw woke up as a cutie this morning
>tfw will wake up as a cutie tomorrow
GG
... I still want hips tho...
>>7479228
whats wrong?
eva gimme a fugg
>>7479231
i'm just an anonymous poster, anon
>>7479229
I don't think that's true
>>7479228
huh?
r u ok
>went to go pick of medical records today
>mfw this is just one hospital
wew
>gained almost 10 pounds in the last 2 weeks because christmas
>kinda like the new fat distribution
>maybe I can continue to gain a bit and be cuter
>...
>jk time for anorexia again
h-heh
>>7479238
well, don't say i didn't warn you
you deserve better than some dumb chaser who's trying to take advantage of your crushing loneliness anyway
>>7479235
you seem very protective for just a anon, it's suspicious, you will lose her at this rate
if you read pannekoek you'll be a qt tomorrow
>>7479245
Don't do that. Keep eating and getting cute.
>>7479246
I'm not someone who can be taken advantage of though, my personality wouldn't let that happen
>>7479245
Lol, I gained 5 lbs, but I intend to keep cutting loose because chub = warmth
>>7479216
>half of recent posts are about "this guy I like"
>voicing and doing X or X with him
>already thinking of serious stuff and obviously really into each other
just bf him already you fool
>>7479248
you would be too if you paid attention to the declining mental state of evangeline and her slowly coming around to the idea of settling for one of mtfg's resident creepers
>>7479250
wrong spelling dummy
http://www.vandale.nl/gratis-woordenboek/betekenis/nederlands/pannenkoek
if you're my buddi i need you to say yaeoo
what is good hip size?
mines are 36 inches
>>7479260
yaeoo
>>7479260
yaeoo
>>7479261
so are mine
if you're my buddi i need you to read pannekoek
>>7479260
yaeoo
deja vu
>>7479260
That's not even a word
>>7479233
>>7479240
>>7479255
I'm scared though
>>7479267
are we good? or bad
yaeoo
>>7479261
depends on waist
>>7479274
its like slightly larger than average i think
>>7479271
can i help u be more ok?
>>7479275
28 inches
Anybody else here a freak in bed? Weirdest fetishes?
>>7479273
>scared of a boy who makes it impossible to be unhappy about yourself
ur a idiot gracie
>>7479275
I have 28 waist and 36 hips
Is that good?
>>7479261
>32" hips
>27" waist
>too tall for these decent proportions to be noticeable
Fuck me.
>>7479283
To some people. It's also one of mine, incidentally.
>>7479284
oh cool we're the same
I need measuring tape
>>7479284
P good
>>7479288
We can be hip friends ^^
>>7479291
>>7479294
Yaay
>>7479282
DO YOU NOT REMEMBER HOW MANY TIMES IN THE PAST I TRIED DATING SOMEONE AND IT FELL APART SO FAST
I STILL HAVE A BAD REPUTATION OVER THAT
MY CLOSEST FRIENDS ARE GIVING ME SHIT ABOUT HIM
I'm scared of repeating the past
im scared of getting hurt
im scared of hurting someone again
i dont want people to tear me away from someone i like because they disapprove and will vehemently try to talk me out of it
i dont want to be my dumb naive inexperienced self and pick the wrong guy and get hurt
>>7479278
no, but thanks
tfw 31 and 36
>>7479298
woops, putthat inmy mail too.
sorry
>>7479306
soke
>>7479297
If you make each other happy then there is no reason to be afraid, and who cares if your friends disapprove, they don't feel the same way you feel about this guy and ultimately they have no say in the matter.
>>7479260
yaeoo
mommy figure
>>7479310
But they also know more than a random anon who doesn't know what that person has done to her in the past.
>>7479297
If you didn't meet him in person, dump him now.
>>7479311
buddi hanna :3
>>7479312
mommy figure
>>7479283
whats ddlg?
>>7479310
i care a lot about my friends
i care a lot about their approval
i want them to be proud of me
im hurt when they're not
i love me friends
and i wanna make sure i love him too
i dont wanna lose any friends over this
they really dont like him
>>7479315
stop
i dont tell you how to fucking date
why are you trying to control me
>>7479319
grace are you okay
everyone post your smile! i wanna see them teeth
>>7479319
Because I hate to see you getting hurt again and again making the same mistakes.
>>7479228
>>7479271
>>7479298
Don't be afraid Anna.
You saw what Spartan was like. You know what it did to me.
Don't be like me.
>>7479256
I don't think your a random anon
>>7479323
i wasnt gonna make a mistake
i was going to be careful
i cant even dump him because i hadn't committed yet because i wanted to make sure it wasnt a mistake
ALL OF YOU JUST FUCKING DECIDED IM DATING HIM ALREADY STOP
>>7479320
no
>>7479326
hugg grace
>>7479326
do you wanna talk about it
How do I make friends when I'm an autistic loser that looks like a fat football player who likes to wear girl clothes
Grace, if you don't want to date someone, don't date them.
If you do want to date them, date them.
Don't let peer pressure force you into something you don't want to do.
And you're cute and sweet regardless.
>>7479326
Fine, date him then.
>>7479319
So what if they don't like him? They aren't you, and they don't have control over your emotions and what you choose to do with them, much less how you feel about someone.
>>7479335
what are you into?
>>7479334
im afraid of going back online because my friends are gonna just jump on me again
>>7479332
hugg
>>7479339
how do i face my sisters and tell them i understand the risk im taking but i think its worth it
>And you're cute and sweet regardless.
thanks..
>>7479344
please dont guilt me
>>7479345
cause
some of them will abandon me if i do it
and i really want them to be happy with me
i care so much about them
>>7479351
I'm still really sorry for that one time I lashed out at you
I don't deserve your hugs :(
>>7479351
i wont be mean
>>7479351
If they were your friends they wouldn't make you choose between being with a man who makes you happy and staying friends with them.
>>7479318
Daddy Dom/little girl
The chick acts childlike and vulnerable, and the Dom acts like a father.
>>7479351
I thought that thumbnail was cocaine for a second
>>7479355
you wont
but they will
>>7479354
its okay
i was being harsh on you and trying to give you the tough love that worked with amy
i kind of deserved it
>>7479358
they would if seeing me get hurt hurts them too so they're concerned for their own well being
>>7479365
got drugs on your mind?
>>7479362
oh right
yeah same
>>7479368
but friends arent supposed to be mean to each other
>>7479351
You know what i do wiht my friends if theyre going to go out with someone i dont like
i might say, i dont like em but i'll let em know that if even the slightest thing goes wrong all they need to do is call and they'll have me and some pipe hittin' niggas at their door to go medieval on their ass
>>7479371
I'm preparing to stream a set of techno
So yeah, kinda
>>7479368
No you didn't deserve it
I'm really sorry <3
>>7479351
Life is full of pleasure and suffering. Everyone who lives experiences suffering, though some moreso than others, and it is suffering that makes life's pleasure worth it. Many successful people have built their lives upon numerous failures, only to get up and try again. You should not let one or two bad experiences with love prevent you from loving again, because they are what will make love worth it when it works.
>>7479351
I'm not trying to guilt you. If you think he's going to be good to you, go for it. Just keep in mind that dating involves sex, not best friends.
>>7479379
my nigga
hugg
im sorry i wanna reply to everyone but my eyes are welling up so im gonna cry in bed for a bit
>>7479386
it does and if things go well he could visit and sex me
idk
>>7479368
If he makes you feel good and happy enough to make it practically impossible to hate yourself then how could he? If he's the type of guy capable of doing that for a tranny of all people then odds are he's not going to.
>>7479377
r u a muscle tran?
>>7479396
>tf no bf to keep me from hating myself
>tfw don't know how to stop Anna from hurting
>>7479407
just block me
all i do is make people feel bad
i should leave
>>7479395
dont be sad grace ily
go to sleep it'll be better tomorrow
honestly
i kind of like the way some people hurt me
>>7479395
;_;
>>7479395
Tell me one thing though: has he changed at all?
*kills elsa*
>>7479412
Never. I won't let you become like Spartan
Don't subject yourself to that pain.
Heyyyyyyyy! How's everyone tonight?
>>7479419
*kills anna*
>>7479428
hey Sass
>>7479428
I think I developed self confidence for the first time in years
>>7479430
Don't put yourself into a prison of your own making Anna.
time... to die
http://66.55.82.222:8002/stream
Hi is techno
>friend group has "drink and vent about your problems" parties every now and then when we drink and vent about our problems over a horror movie or whatever
>tfw cis female friends complain about having to deal with periods and being worried about getting pregnant when they have sex with their partners and about how their moms won't stop trying to be like young, hip friends to them and you just have to sit there and nod and say "yeah, that sucks" and pretend to be empathetic when you would kill to have periods, the ability to get pregnant, and loving parents who want to be a part of your life
>tfw you're not sure whether your friends can tell that you're actually crying inside when this happens
>tfw it's your turn to vent
>tfw you say "Oh, just the usual. I'm keeping it together the best I can, though."
>tfw what you really want to do every second of every day is scream and cry and do a little bit of DIY SRS
>tfw you're barely keeping it together and are one more crushed dream away from hanging yourself
>>7479441
>>7479444
This hurts because I've stood exactly where you are standing now
Pls come back Anna
>>7479412
NO you're my favourite trip now and i dont want to see you go >.<
estrofem and cypro master race desu
I got two (2) counters cleaned and almost all the dishes washed. I just have a few mixing bowls and one pot and one pan and neither are really too bad.
As an aside, does anyone need mixing bowls because I have roughly 20.
>>7479397
I'm on the fence and still getting gender therapy
But while I wait the lifts go on.
This is the end, beautiful friends,
This is the end, my only friends, the end
Of your elaborate plans
I almost fell for it
You almost had me
You cost me my main reason to live too
I realise now that while I was playing 3d chess I was just a pawn in reality
But this pawn is off the board
>>7479473
>literally my last order
>tfw coming up with my new shitpost gimmick
When bricks are flying trips are dying.
will taking hormones at a relatively low dosage do anything for someone age 25? I don't want to be a woman, I just want to be less masculine, but I also don't want to become some monstrosity that looks neither feminine nor masculine nor androgynous.
>>7479484
Why are you so fucking ugly pls kys you trannie freak of nature.
>>7479446
what happened to the moosic?
>>7479491
still working for me
>>7479484
does that mean we're cis
>>7479349
Video games, computer stuff, taking about sports, some tv shows (SU, SVtFoE, Man in the High Castle), idk I'm into taking about whatever with people
>>7479444
Don't leave Anna ;_;
>>7479473
>cypro
Check your non-US privilege
>>7479414
Being abused and degraded verbally feels so appealing, I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
>>7479482
You don't believe that one iota, Anna. You want people to care about you, to pull you from the brink, because it makes life worth living. But your life is already worth living, by the merit of your existence.
You want to prove you deserve to be a girl, but you don't have to prove anything, nor deserve it, because you have been a girl from birth. Don't take your days being raised male as a curse or mistake. Embrace the path you've taken, and take charge of your own fate. You can do it.
>>7479491
It's still there, try reconnecting
>>7479499
im in the US tho
>>7479499
how much disposable income do you have?
>>7479498
if you're trutrans enough then the godess aphrodite will bless you with a uterus and many babies
>>7479482
THESE ARE LITERALLY THE EXACT THINGS I WOULD SAY.
PLS DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE I MADE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xH60vVo79TE
You're trying to kill Anna the same way I tried to kill Amy. All it will do is hurt you ;_;
You will breakdown and cry. Please come back
>>7479446
this is like that one radio station in GTA IV
>>7479503
cool got it
>>7479509
bless me aphrodite
just ignore the text and whatever and look at that girl
clearly skull size autist is wrong
>>7479518
have you been trutrans?
kneehigh socks and pizza everyday?
we must be pure in the eyes of our godess
>>7479523
elliott what did they do to you
>>7479499
>implying I have the balls to actually kill myself
If only
>>7479502
There is nothing in life
If people care about me today, what does it matter tomorrow?
When you get to the age of memory loss, did you really live? Was everything just a simulation?
I'll forcefully simulate that I am a normal man
Momentary pleasure is just that. Momentary. And life is just a string of moments.
I wasn't born this way
You tricked me into believing it and now I have to trick myself into unbelieving it again
>>7479531
i ordered mine yesterday! they are rainbow but black and white striped should be ok, also theyre toesocks!!!!
>>7479538
but i have big feet :(
how will i know if they fit or not
>>7479540
socks always fit, theyre stretchy and stuff
if you see some you like then give it a go if you want
>>7479533
stop being silly Anna
>>7479533
wow going through the same cycle as spartan did huh
>>7479533
Then tell me: Why are you sacrificing long term happiness for short term comfort?
>>7479545
but how can i hide my cute socks so my mommy doesnt see!?!?
>>7479549
its a hard thing to confront
someone do my antisemitism homework for me. im fucking dying
>>7479549
>tfw I was so toxically repressive I infected others
>>7479566
>antisemitism homework
what do she mean by this
>>7479572
it really makes you think (((nim)))
>>7479573
oy vey that is offensive to my people
cocaaaaaine
>>7479547
I'm not silly
>>7479549
Except Amy is trutrans and I was rused
She's always had trans feels
I haven't.
>>7479555
The future is nothing. What if I die tomorrow? What if all my carefully thought out plans for the future come crashing down
You can't bet on the future
You can't materialise the past
Life is right now, not yesterday or tomorrow. Yesterday was a dream because woke up today
>>7479566
When is it due?
>>7479569
Tru you made me realize that detranstioning was the only way
is Elanna stream still going on?
>leave for a bit
>come back and people are crying and repressing
What the fuck happened?
>>7479547
Me on female hormones for 2.5 years:
>no more lifting things
>no friends
>ugly
>dress androgynously so people won't beat me up
>for some reason started to hate coffee after starting HRT and feel awkward whenever I'm in any social situation
>used to suck cock but have somehow been turned into a lesbian by HRT (hormone-affected gay gene? I don't fucking know)
>holding hands with nobody
>barely getting by on cheapo rice and lentils or ramen every night
>driving a rusty silver 1998 Civic with 10 bucks in the tank, tops, at any given time
>long walks at night to try and lose the belly fat I've gained since starting HRT with nobody holding me
>working at a shitty convenience store and pretending I don't have student loans out the ass
>crying every night
>>7479581
>letting mood swings make important decisions
>>7479585
Yeh
>>7479581
By the 14th of January, but I practically need to get it done by the 31st of December.
>>7479582
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyJNEZPm-pQ
>>7479594
Hmm it's almost like I did that with becoming a tranny too
Really causes my cells to polarize etc. Etc.
>>7479595
liiiiiink
>>7479595
are you erping with other trannies?
>>7479596
I was only gone an hour, dammit.
>>7479603
http://66.55.82.222:8002/stream
>>7479604
please erp as the sexy radio lady with implied girls so we self insert!!!
>>7479558
trousers or pants, ykonw
>>7479601
It's better then realize this now then like three years from now sitting there with DD tits, no boys clothes, voice surgery, and a legal gender change with everyone including your girlfriend laughing at you when you say you're a man
>>7479581
>I'm not silly
you're being silly right now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moSFlvxnbgk
>>7479581
I will always bet on the future. The future is hope, the future is something you can always shape with your own hands. The past is your story, the experiences that shaped who you became, and the path that you have followed so far, but your path doesn't have to be a straight line.
This is why I tell people that, scary as it is, you need to go the therapy before making any big decisions or self-medding. You don't have to follow your therapists directions, but just having someone non-biased to hash things out with helps immensely. Right now, things are scary and confusing, I know that, and there's no shame is asking for help.
You're you, you've always been you, and the only person who matters in the end is you. Do what you think will make you happy in the future, and don't worry about everything else. It's a hard road, but it'll fall into place if you're willing to keep working and moving forward.
>>7479579
not worth it
>>7479118
dang u a qt
>>7479621
but i wanna wear them with nothing on!!!
>>7479623
stay strong or stronger faye.
how are your plans of going back to the army?
>>7479579
k-k-k-yeaaaaaaaa
>>7479623
Hugg faye
I hope you're not memeing
Then again I do for you.
im a girl btw
>>7479155
pls let me wake up dead
dubs confirm
pls
>>7479613
>tfw no tranny gf to cuddle with
>>7479632
l~lewd
you cant do that everywhere, you'll get in trouble
>>7479623
>your girlfriend
it always comes back to this
when are you going to end that toxic relationship and get srs, ffs and a boyfriend?
>>7479643
im gonna be cute :3
>>7479651
you will be cute, but not naked cute, wear clothes!
i wanna be naked cute like vanessa
>>7479657
naked cute comes second to face cute, or you'll never get anyone to see you naked cute.
>>7479653
you told me to take care of my mooch or something yesterday!
the best way is to be naked with my cute socks on!
>>7479657
tfw cute naked
,>friend wants to hang out next week
aaaaaa I haven't seen her in person in over a year I'm so happy
She's the only person I've come out too, she's the best support I've had.
>>7479633
It's like everything in the army, they called me to let me know they want me to come in for a review, and then I hear nothing and it might not happen, I've gone to only one in 3 years... also hopefully there isn't some law that says you can't go from
Tdrl to active duty if you're trans, there are rules for old recruits and new recruits but nothing on temporary retired recruits that I know of
>>7479639
I kind of have to be trans for the military because I came out and I hrt killed my muscles, so I'm going to be legally a girl who pretends to be a girl, but I won't really feel like one without SRS/ffs so socially I'm quitting
>>7479547
>working at a desk inside with climate control
confirmed for never been a female in an office
brrr
I need her
The new students at work are calling me goldilocks now and girls are calling me cute!! Also i got gendered female!! Just from changing my voice to be comfy andro all the time :) life is good
>>7479668
fun :3
>>7479666
pooku
>>7479666
thats illegal
>>7479155
I did that today and everyday
>>7479674
i wanna dance naked in my house!
Please hold me
>>7479666
iktf
Also my bff visited me at work <3 and I'm getting overtime and found a place to live :D
>>7479681
ur cute and pass
>tfw
>but
>we're
>both
>girls
>???
has /mtfg/ pondered this very philosophical question and dilemma?
>>7479669
when are you going to privately fund your own srs, privately fund your own ffs and a get a white husband to further the white race with?
>>7479687
purest form of love
>>7479682
you can do that in your bedroom im sure
I want nim to dance naked in my house!
>>7479702
to elanna's stream?
>>7479683
Good girl *holds you*
>>7479705
if nims into that sure
>>7479683
You're not alone, Anna. We're all here for you.
>>7479696
I'm on my iPhone :(
practice singing tho
>>7479708
Who even are you
i dont feel llike dealing with earlier
I need to start preparing for my weekend with Charlotte!!!
grace waifu
Looking for gf who would be cool with seeing John Wick 2 on Valentines day with me.
Im preplanning.
>>7479710
Nagisa: Sayaka and I once brought hope to the world but we succumbed to despair and spread our curses.
Sayaka: Thanks to the Law of Cycles, me and her are working to free the world from that destiny once and for all.
>>7479719
then you have a nice berdroom
just check whether or not your mum is ok with you dancing naked everywhere
>>7479725
homura the 28 year old?
>>7479723
Sounds lovely, are you a boy or a girl?
>>7479155
NOOOOO
>>7479723
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CurN2Fg-2E
That sounds like a great time
>>7479732
mom
>>7479725
You're creepy
Your long posts unnerve me
>>7479734
Hi lauren
>>7479737
ily
>>7479730
I'm female (male)
>>7479732
Its rated R young lady.
>>7479728
More than one person can appreciate an anime, you know?
I just like to be cryptic.
>>7479736
That's in the name! It helps if you stay away from 4chan when you're away from home. A healthy place this is not.
>>7479626
>I will always bet on the future. The future is hope, the future is something you can always shape with your own hands. The past is your story, the experiences that shaped who you became, and the path that you have followed so far, but your path doesn't have to be a straight line.
>This is why I tell people that, scary as it is, you need to go the therapy before making any big decisions or self-medding. You don't have to follow your therapists directions, but just having someone non-biased to hash things out with helps immensely. Right now, things are scary and confusing, I know that, and there's no shame is asking for help.
>You're you, you've always been you, and the only person who matters in the end is you. Do what you think will make you happy in the future, and don't worry about everything else. It's a hard road, but it'll fall into place if you're willing to keep working and moving forward.
Feelin' like i'd get nuthing but snark with this in /gg/ so posting this here:
what do you think of my outfit?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q2-3gisxeeE
I want this
>>7479726
she wont know!
>>7479742
4chan is my home
at what point in my life do i get a qt bf/gf who saves me from my boring life and go on an adventure with them
>>7479748
I cant tell if I like this or not.
>>7479745
that's not what homura looks like
>>7479748
do you want to get married
>>7479760
bras are a form of oppression
cuddles are important
Why have my (You)s been replaced by a dotted underline?
>>7479752
then it should be fine :)
>>7479767
moot didn't die for this
>>7479765
s-some times oppression can be hot...
>>7479768
dance with me!
when you go directly to the bank to pay off a card rather than paying bills
LUL
Thats my pocket empty
My mom had to manage with the teller because i kinda sorta forgot my id lmao
but the cost of my bed, my mirror, my bathroom, my clothes, and pretty much everything that i needed to pay off.
feels GOOD man
>>7479773
why are ferrets agp
>>7479748
youre hot so you can get away with murder but im not into that outfit
I hope i get to bang someone that has your 'look'
nim is the prettiest girl
>>7479767
there were too many (You)s going around, they couldn't afford to support them all anymore
Thanks for the music, Elanna.
glub glub
Oh uhh, fuck
I didn't press record
>>7479757
I defs like it~
>>7479760
i don't need a fire right now, tho
why would i need a bra
also it's a lot better
The scars are setting and the ulcers are healing
Esophagus is still really tiny, tho, gonna need surgery to get it back, so i guess all this healing is for naught, really. Gonna get scraped raw eventually.
>>7479761
maybe eventually
>>7479793
i mean to me specifically
>>7479745
There's this belief that 4chan has, that runs perfectly counter to the belief that a lot of other sites have, that you're not worth anything if you're not hot. Considering that trap culture has long been ingrained in 4chan (moot himself poked a bit of fun at it), it's not surprising that mtfg really only respects young, attractive transgirls.
Anyway, if you're not transitioning for your own happiness, why are you doing it? That's why you have to focus on the future, not the present. Keep working hard and never keep up.
>>7479753
It shouldn't be. It can be relaxing, it can be a place to hang, but considering this place your home is about the same as considering a bar home. You might have a lot of great friends and you might be more comfortable expressing yourself, but when the doors close and the lights go out, you haven't advanced.
>>7479754
One isn't just going to fall into your lap. If you keep waiting for your life to start, you're going to wake up one day, in an average marriage, wearing your wifes clothes and contemplating suicide.
>>7479799
that's cute that me and my wife share clothes
>>7479785
dont make me blush!
>>7479775
i dont dance
unless im inebriated desu
>>7479803
lets get drunk!
>>7479799
>There's this belief that 4chan has, that runs perfectly counter to the belief that a lot of other sites have, that you're not worth anything if you're not hot. Considering that trap culture has long been ingrained in 4chan (moot himself poked a bit of fun at it), it's not surprising that mtfg really only respects young, attractive transgirls.
>Anyway, if you're not transitioning for your own happiness, why are you doing it? That's why you have to focus on the future, not the present. Keep working hard and never keep up.
>>7479686
idk desu...
>>7479793
that sucks, is the surgery super expensive?
Your nipples are showing more than most girls would want. If you're going to some guy's house to get lewd then godspeed, but for a public space it's asking for way too much attention.
>>7479800
no it's not you mentally deranged faggot
>>7479808
lol, im an alcoholic
but you're sweet, thank you
sucks having a big rib cage and far apart boobs
:(
thank god for padded bras! gonna fake it until I make it!
>>7479814
>mentally deranged faggot
you rang?
really want a Vanessa gf
>>7479809
The funny thing is, if she applied makeup correctly, and had a better fashion sense, she wouldn't look too bad. Certainly not a catch, as one would say, but you could pass her on the street and never notice.
>>7479823
why do i seriously doubt that?
am i cute
>>7479795
:(((
No filedropper this week because apparently I'm a tard
Tracklist:
Gabi 2B - Smooth Oscillator
Ercy Mirage - Romantic Jackass (Phunk Investigation Poison Remix)
Bart Skills - Santiago
Mark Broom - Twenty Nine (Broom's '09 Mix)
Polder - December
(Live mashup) Gabi 2B - Misbehavin', Daft Punk - Technologic
Slam - Distant Voice
Pasten Luder - I Need Cocaine
Neurodriver - Panic Button
Cyberx - Technobuse 2011 (Hugo Rizzo Mix)
Anthony Attella & Subfractal - Grape Ape (Da Fresh Remix)
Umek & Beltek - Back in the Race
Luca - Oh Brother! (Manu Sami Remix)
deadmau5 & Chris Lake - I Said (Michael Woods Remix)
Alter Ego - Fuckingham Palace (Nirk.. Derk Leyers Remix)
deadmau5 vs. Jelo - The Reward Is Cheese
Does Jessica come around anymore?
I hope she's well, last I read from her she was doubting transitioning again as opposed to pic related ):
am i cute
>>7479828
trip on sheen
>>7479827
you seem cute and nice and the right amount of lewd
is my eye cute
>>7479828
I think you are cute
>>7479830
>deadmau5
picked a good night to skip recording
>>7479839
do you want to get married
>>7479840
What are you on, deadmau5 was great around 2009
>>7479830
lama tunes!
no lama tunes today tho :(
Know your place.
>>7479842
>>>/bed/
>>7479844
AGP TIER LIST
>>7479836
but I wear bombshell bras from Victorias Secret!!
>>7479844
update it
>>7479837
>the right amount of lewd
that really depends on my mood bby
>>7479846
>not liking deadmau5 before he was mainstream
>>7479841
I don't really like marriage as an institution and I think I'm only into boys sorry
>>7479844
>tfw not on tier list
>>7479844
Ash doesn't belong on there since she's cis tier 100% pass from being young trans.
>>7479860
>tfw not on tier list
>>7479853
AGP AS FUCK
:b
>>7479844
>tfw 6 weeks into HRT and I think I might look kinda like Robin
should I just give up now?
>>7479820
But I have really nice boobs and padded bras look bimbo tier on me so I tend to go braless
>>7479864
lol same
>>7479870
wow
>>7479873
wow ive made it
do i really look that much like sheen
>>7479878
:bbbbbbbbb
>>7479844
I wish I wasn't a hon
>>7479883
sheen do you think we look similar
>call one gut out for being a rapist chaser
>years of angry trolling
Swear on me mum
>>7479844
Ash is CIS
>>7479888
no she isn't
>>7479891
can i be in ladyboy
i don't think i belong in hon
>>7479885
other than face shape, no
>>7479888
Irrelevant
>>7479889
>small skull
>no brow bossing
>no Adam's apple
>small shoulders
Then tell me how?
I think I just got kicked out of the Discord.
>>7479891
Can I have a tier.
>>7479888
She has a body better then anyone ive ever met in person
Ever
I've dated a ballerina, homecoming queen(s) etc etc
Still ash is like >.>
maybe I should just kill myself after all
>>7479899
started really early
>>7479899
Her penis.
>>7479904
NO
hugg
>>7479899
hacks. fuckings hackers man.
how do i measure my shoulders?
>>7479844
Hi update pls I've had teeth enlargement
>>7479916
elanna ur really pretty
>>7479844
>didn't make the list
I can't tell if I'm hurt or relieved
>>7479916
WE NEED TO GO BIGGER CAPTAIN
>>7479920
i didnt make the list either
>>7479916
did you get enough acorns for winter
>>7479155
not today
d:
>>7479844
Why is my spot as Alpha Tranny missing?
>>7479937
because no trigger discipline, you should know this, Grace. I'm worried about you now...
>>7479937
why are you biting your lip that's really cute wtf
>>7479909
being cute isn't enough to save me
>>7479940
its not a real gun
estrofem snug as a bug under my tongue!
>>7479946
snugg life
>>7479928
No giimme acorns
>>7479918
Im a chipmunk
>>7479924
NOT BIG ENOUGH
>>7479951
I'ma give you deez acorns
*grabs balls*
>>7479937
Why do you have a tag that says Baka what the hell Grace. Show some dignity.
...also my room is still worse than yours.
>>7479951
chipmunks scare me, pls dont be a chipmunk lama
munk
>>7479940
Because accidental discharges are kawaii
>>7479941
Cause its cute silly
>>7479948
the jacket has spots for patches and boy do i have plenty of meme patches
>>7479954
>Show some dignity.
Hating fun is not dignity.
all this estrogen is making my boobs hurt
>>7479937
Grace you can't be the alpha when you're intimidated as fuck by me
>>7479956
chibmung
>>7479916
irrelevant
>>7479792
Aww you disappointed your only fan, lauren
>>7479959
I'm not sure intimidation is what you make me feel.
It's more like arousal and dysphoria and envvy.
Never gonna be on the list ftw!
>>7479963
and me
but i dont matter :3
>>7479960
chibbmung :DDD
>>7479964
It's the abs isn't it
>>7479959
not sure your gf would appreciate you sharing her pics
>>7479792
what? that sucks!
did you say cool things during the show that will never be heard again?
>>7479972
The flat tummy and normal looking ribs definitely
>>7479957
o
can i be cute too
>>7479970
they terrify me for some raisin
irrelevant
>>7479951
but that's your responsibility
>>7479974
She'd be pissed as hell that I was sluttting it up again
>>7479982
relevancy is irrelevant
how come fayes gf gets to be fayes gf but I don't
>>7479975
The reason I added a background and stickers was so that if some one besides me edited it, it would look like shit.
>>7479824
>The funny thing is, if she applied makeup correctly, and had a better fashion sense, she wouldn't look too bad. Certainly not a catch, as one would say, but you could pass her on the street and never notice.
>>7479989
That's dandy and but you shouldn't people up there without permission
>>7479978
bite down on your lip
post pic
bam cute
>>7479998
i dont have graceface!
>>7479987
she's Asian >.>
Guess this goes back to the edie memes where she said my voice was my gfs
>>7479828
It's hilarious how small your mouth is, considering how fat you are.
grace face
fat Lauren
why does homura even come here he's been coming for years he'll never pass
I want to have a bf.
>>7480006
trip on homura
I guess I'm over.
>>7480011
hi
Went to the dr today and apparently I haven't been douching enough because I have a book inside my vagina :/
>>7480009
but nim face isnt good face!
>bite lip to be cute like grace
>look in mirror
>tfw no grace face
>>7479995
IF you dont want your picture to be posted, dont post it yourself. Once you post it online I have full access to it and theres nothing you can do about it.
>>7480022
i don't get it
What are you listening to right now? I went back to my edgy teenage playlists with Johnny Hobo and Chriss Burrows and all that and I just rediscovered that stupid little rap project they did for fun, Playtime Posse. I hear Pat's gotten clean these days and is doing new stuff, and from what I've seen of his most recent stuff he's pretty hot. I wouldn't mind if he gave me a booty bump of his China White, if you know what I mean.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a42b_jZYwAM
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIrUp3XllBg
>>7480028
i was listening to boris before
What an interesting day this has been.
Hi.
>>7480025
My picture wasn't on there since I am not trans, I was just doing as ash asked politely in the last thread you posted it in.
>>7480025
lol, you still havent found mine yet
>>7480034
>What an interesting day this has been
what happened in the world of emily
>>7480043
so can I be you're bf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7UOe4TT2hE
ggirrllsss what is this???? o mgg what is this what is this what is this whatt iss thisss what the fuck
Ash sends silly and cute snap chats.
Should i post pic y/n
>>7480032
Woah... I didn't get a (you). The little reply number got a dotted line under it. What is Hiroshima doing to this site?
>>7480049
Is she really that pretty?
>>7480049
post snappy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l23-8Jk6Lz4
>>7479965
what's wrong evan-chan, i thought you were feeling really great last night ? you already made it this far, don't give up!
>>7479937
>>7479940
>because no trigger discipline
>a common side effect of antidepressants is shaking
oh
that explains shaking literally always
>>7480063
gib headpat
>>7480053
>I got my eyes checked
ooo nice
WTF?!! I just replied to Evangeline's post and she deleted it, she was saying "i give up" and things like that.
tfw crippling addiction to headpats
>>7480070
maybe
whoa re you
who else her MAXIMUM ANXIETY
>>7480073
Getting glasses too, I hated looking in the mirror though, face is too long.
>>7480065
maybe you're just scared of all those spiders.
how are you doing today?
i am very wine
>>7480086
not good
very not good
i woke up at like
8
and just sat staring at the ceiling for 4 hours
and then started shaking and almost threw up lunch
and now am sad
hbu
>>7480093
Gimme
Where did the (you)s go?
>>7480097
Hiroshimoot happened.
>>7480094
Are you okay? Did something happen again?
>>7480099
yeah i do
but nothing is interesting anymore
I think I got athlete foot
>>7480113
shave your feet desu
everything is bad and I cant fix it
>>7480104
you're on the wrong antidepressants then...
>>7480113
STOOOOOOOOOOP
>>7480083
Don't scare us like that evan-chan :c tell me, what's wrong?
>>7480123
how many tho
>>7480102
Is he trying to kill the memeing or what?
Someone called me cute but not pretty.
What's the difference?
What's the best drama of 2016 so far?
Nomination- Kit being a catfish
>>7480130
I wouldn't be surprised, use 4chanx if you absolutely need your (you) fix.
>>7480121
i know
i want to be on effexor
>>7480132
about -2 to 3 out of 10
>>7480133
get intoxicated on jesus
>>7480135
ferret that goes :b ir is it :p
>>7480133
:3 i like hugg but I wanted wine!
>>7480143
Wine is the blood of christ
Thanks jesus
>>7480132
you look like a dog
>>7480144
this one wins
>>7480139
effexor works well
>>7480135
Edie and Faye's breakup
>>7480120
You can only fix yourself.
>>7480142
>>7480149
See that doesn't make sense cause of this definition.
So I'm still very confused
>>7480147
did you get a priest to bless your bottle
>>7480124
I think my family hates me now for the burden I have become
>>7480139
/pol/ told me that citalopram can make straight boys like guys
I'm convinced that if I don't get on HRT right now my shoulders will become hueg overnight
>>7480173
it has to be holy or it's not pure!
>>7480163
I cant
>>7480177
im almost 6 months on fluox
>>7480178
No no trust me I'm an altar boy
>>7480179
I bought like black nerd ones.
I hope I look cute in them.
what
>>7480129
well how many do you want
i have to do limited amounts hto
very limited
>>7480135
Edie and Faye I think.
>>7480186
Be my gf
>>7480182
Did Father McGuinness touch you inappropriately?
>>7480195
Yeah me too, I pick them up on the 6th.
>>7480201
All priests are Irish in my experience.
>>7480193
Yeah aand it scarred me so badly I had to cut my peepee off
>>7480203
Wait nim were you an altar boy too?
>>7480179
itd probably help you stop thinking about what you look like all the time
alter goy
>>7480211
yeah lol
alter gay
alter faye
>>7480211
That's every tranny's backstory, if you weren't molested you aren't tt.
molested
>>7480217
Which church? Catholic?
I was anglican lol.
Also I may have eaten the little wafers to polish them off and chugged the leftover wine
>>7480221
I lied I wasn't molested
>>7480177
That still doesn't make sense
im bad
>>7480224
AGP.
>>7480024
That's a good thing.
im sad
>>7480229
you're good
>>7480224
yeah catholic
all the other altar boys were actually chicks
it was pretty boring, the highlight of the day was pouring the wine to set it up for communion
>>7480212
Nope.
t. hon that tried it and still obsessed over appearance
>>7480235
ily
>>7480166
It's impossible to hate you, fact.
I do hope you're ok today
>>7480203
ill give you 6.
They have to be valuable and ok currency
does catholicism turn you into a tranny
EVERYONE POST FEET
>>7479975
This is a joke isn't it?
There is no previous generation that would have rated Faye as higher than meh.
Some of those pictures are 2 years old.
>>7480237
I liked the part where I got to carry around a cross and light the candles and stuff.
Oh and confession time
That sucked
>>7480232
Yeah I'm agp af desu
Anybody who has the surgery is
:^)
>>7480247
me and my man~~~
>>7480247
my feet aren't good enough to be posted
>>7479260
yaeoo
>>7480254
WHAT THE FUCK
>>7480256
Cute
>>7480256
nimmu is cute
>>7480255
Iktf...
I'm really stupid.
>>7480256
So perfect your transition is inspirational to me.
>>7480256
if that's nim then she's gonna do really well transitioning
>>7480251
i hated having to sit in that little pew for an hour listening to the pastor talk about shit that barely made any sense to me
id try to find patterns in the stained glass to keep myself entertained
>>7480266
Yes but why post about it now?
>>7480244
I'm a awful intolerable person with no real future
>>7480279
I behaved stupidly
>>7480277
Oh ;~;
Yeah that's hard
I was a believer I guess and I took most of what my pastor said seriously and I thought I was going to hell ;_;
>>7480284
where can I get that hat
>>7480282
>I'm a awful intolerable person
no you aren't
>with no real future
same, that's my bigger problem than being an ugly hon
you can change that though, who knows how different you'll feel when you relieve the burden of dypshoria
>>7480256
gross
nims allergic to shellfish
>>7480286
for me i believed when i was little but it was always "i believe but this shit is really boring"
id pray to god for friends and id ask him why he let my dad die and ultimately if he could prove to me if he existed
didn't answer of those inquiries
>>7480276
hugg sheen
>>7480247
>wanting to see my man feet
>>7480237
Being an altar boy was ok
I got stuck with the early services during the summer which sucked ass but so did my friend. We dicked around as much as we could with it. Priest was a Filipino dude who fought in the Gulf War, pretty chill.
>>7480284
Can I buy that hat from you
>>7480293
really
>>7480282
No & no.
You're perfectly fine, you or even other people might have their ups and downs, it doesn't make you intolerable in the slightest.
You're smart enough and positive enough to have a future, it's going to take a bit of work here and there, but I promise you, you can and will make a future for yourself.
What happened to the confident bubbly Eva we had the other day?
did anyone else drink a lot of wine when it was their turn during communion?
i would take the cup and drink like half of it and the person would have to pull it away
one i drank so much they ran out and had to make more
>>7480297
*didnt get an answer
>tfw no more tasty (You)'s on mobile
at least based 4chanX still has them
>>7480263
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>>7480297
I'd pray to god to be a girl
;-;
Obviously he didn't answer that one either
>>7480311
Use clover it still has (You)'s
Just 1 more month to live :)
nim hi
>>7480313
>I'd pray to god to be a girl
iktf :(
>tfw not sure if born trans
>tfw I believe HRT is making me trans
>tfw don't want to stop taking it because of how great I feel
>>7480312
Hey nim is that really you
>>7480256
wait so are you going to creampie me?
>>7480312
Yes you're inside of a literal hug box.
What's the best reaction pic
lauren
nim
>>7480323
I only made it because I got sick of waiting for god to do it for me and took matters into my own hands. Thanks god.
>>7480330
;_;
*hugs*
>>7480344
do you think he's pissed
>>7480313
>pray to god to be a girl
I did that every day during high school ;_;
I just gave up by college and felt sad
>>7480284
It's to be expected. You can't help it, stupid people over estimate themselves and aren't able to properly judge the truth. That creates stupid behavior. It's not your fault it's just how you are.
lauren are you there
Who else /disgusting tranny/ here?
>>7480353
Why do you keep posting here?
Do you also post on Susans and Lauras?
>>7480338
>>7480353
Here. ;_;
>>7480334
>the world is just too cruel a place for someone like me
I can see why you'd say that, you're very sweet and delicate. The world can be tough, mean & unfair at times...a lot of time, but there's some good stuff in there, it just sort of ends up being hidden away sometimes.
>something giving me hope slipped away
Good things can come and go too easily, doesn't mean it's the end of everything. Not when you've come so far.
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>>7480334
>something giving me hope slipped away, I don't want to talk in detail about it.
Everything is gonna be alright, I promise.
>>7480347
I'm not sure
I kind of had a falling out with religion and havn't gone back because I don't feel welcome.
God's probably not happy with me but probably for a lot more reasons than being a tranny
>>7480372
I don't feel all right at all
>>7480365
I think I'm a bad person, all I do is burden others. I haven't been happy for any extended period of time beyond what I can remember
hope and change is always dangled in front of me, next week next week they say time and time again only for it to never happen.
>>7480413
>I think
The key is in this is that you're thinking it, so you're taking any opportunity to play up and spin any action to fit that description of yourself. It's a nasty spiral to get caught in. You're no-where near as much of a bad person or burden as you think you are, it's just this spiral of negativity.
The happiness one is tough, as I'm in a bit of the same boat. I can remember some happiness, but most of it's been replaced for a while now with apathy. I'm sure it doesn't mean it isn't out there and when you find it, then you get to figure out how to keep it going.
I get the impression like someone is standing in the way of what you want and it's causing you a ton of frustration...
>>7480447
> it's just this spiral of negativity.your probaly right about that
>isn't out there
I think it might be unobtainable to me
>standing in the way
correct
>>7480494
meant to put "probably " below first quote
>>7480494
That tends to always be the way of thinking, that it's unobtainable, " it's not for me", "I'm not worth it". If it's not one thing it's another. The negativity does just breed more negativity and it's so hard to deal with.
However that's all it is, a bad spiral of thinking that you can get out of.
You can get it & you are worthy of having happiness in your life.
I don't know what exactly you can do about someone/thing being in the way, but I do know you've got the determination & the smarts to get through or past it.
And no you shouldn't have to put so much into getting something you want, and people shouldn't be blocking you but supporting you, but sadly sometimes this is the way of the world.
>>7480544
The negative thinking keeps pulling me back in, something bad always happens
I put everything I have into it and it's apparently not enough, none of them understand how severe this kind of stuff is
thanks for talking to me, I feel a bit better, going to try to sleep, goodnight anon
>tfw you find out you're part of an anti american agenda
http://transgenderagenda.com/
fuck
>>7480553
I know there's so much negativity for you right now it's going to be hard to see anything.
I promise you that you'll make it, not matter how hard it'll get.
G'night Eva <3
Juniper is mean...
>>7479155
What's a hon?
>>7479455
I send my regards.