/mtfg/ Transgirl General

>>7465117
gotta maintain the thicc aesthetic

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>>7465106
winona is my fav

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>>7465106
i wanna give myself an orchi with a light saber

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sleepi

going into my pillow den for the night

goodnight mtfg

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>>7465122
I just have new year's weekened with charlotte to look forwward to and then life gets mundane again
I gotta get some hobbies and make some plans

>>7465119
im gonna take huge doses of opiates and benzos because i hate myself and nobody cares about me

>uncle kept giving me shit about my long and curly hair
>telling me I should ask my cousin's wife for girly hair advice
Joke's on him I'm actually a girl
>>7465132
nini nim

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Merry Xmas trannies

unsee.cc
/nezatudi/

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Post perfume

>>7465137
congratulations no one cares

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>At family Christmas dinner
>Coming back from restroom
>Somehow transgender became the topic because of some FtM that works with my sister
>Ask them what they're talking about
>Dad calls him "it" through out his story before I stop him
>Once again reminded that I will only ever be seen as a freak if I ever come out
At least my brother reacted somewhat disgusted to when "it" was being thrown around and corrected him too.

>>7465141
nice boobs

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>>7465106
young Catherine Deneuve but coco

>>7465141
This is why us chasers get a bad name.
I'm trying so hard to do things right for these girls...

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Christmas was pretty awesome. I got a bag I added onto my wishlist on Amazon from my parents, some really nice soft socks, and my grandma gave me a book that contains the Art of War, the Tao Te Ching, Confucian Analects, The Great Leaning, The Doctrine of the Mean, and The Works of Mencius. I'm saving the book for my trip to Detroit. My mom got super excited when she said she got the socks from the women's section saying, "We got you socks that will fit you." The only bad gifts were getting underwear that was too big for me, and getting spray deodorant.

How was every one else's Christmas?

>>7465061
It's snowing rn in Utah. I'm doing pretty good. I work tomorrow, and then on tomorrow's tomorrow I'm going to the doctor to get my blood work done, and my sister is taking my family to see rogue one. My little brother is having his eagle court of honor on wednesday. And on Thursday I'm getting on a plane to Detroit. This week is action packed and a big step forward for me.

>>7465106
Pic Related prolly

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i still have three hours of christmas tripping :P
>>7465111
cute
very trannsy but cute
>>7465112
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpT0rrtwpLg [Embed]
i want to be her no homo
>>7465116
u pass better than her imho
>>7465117
holy shit iktf
make an effort to get back up with me :)
>>7465121
yeah i think culture and it's morals get disfigured when dealing with gender reorientation for people
>>7465130
she is really pretty
>>7465131
that would be zen
>>7465132
stay cozy please

>>7465137
. . . . . . . . . you make bad decisions on purpose then complain about how you keep making bad decisions. you need to make a change or isn't going to happen by doing the same thing.

insanity is defined as doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results

I've had like 50000 gram of sugar today ;_;

>>7465154
same
cookies everywhere >.>

>>7465142
I have sensitive skin and allergies, and pretty much every perfume I ever tried has give me a rash or a headache. When my girlfriend wants to seduce me, she rubs her neck and thighs with a piece of rough leather because she knows I'm a kinky fucker.

>>7465154
>>7465158
remember to brush your teeth before bed

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>>7465153
Are you going to kick her into a cenote next?

>>7465137

Why are you drinking? - the little prince asked.
- In order to forget - replied the drunkard.
- To forget what? - inquired the little prince, who was already feeling sorry for him.
- To forget that I am ashamed - the drunkard confessed, hanging his head.
- Ashamed of what? - asked the little prince who wanted to help him.
- Ashamed of drinking! - concluded the drunkard, withdrawing into total silence.

>>7465162
my teeth are robust, don't you worry

>>7465167
lol

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>tip: lose weight before/early hrt and then gain it back during fat changes
>mfw I've been eating like shit since day 1 of mones and only gaining weight

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>>7465158
thicc maeve best maeve

>>7465162
I will!
>>7465158
I got candy for christmas , bags upon bags

>>7465171
i want a squishy butt ._.
>>7465172
yummy, what kind of candy do you like?

My head hurts I think it's the alcohol

>>7465170
same here
I swear its making me hungrier

>>7465170
me too thanks
>>7465174
DRINK MORE WATER

>>7465174
Force yourself to drink a lot of water and go to sleep

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>>7465142

>>7465170
iktf. I started at 200lbs pre hrt then dropped down to around 140 over a few months. now I'm back up to 190 and the added weight went to all feminine places.

its fun being thicc bc when im out i can see guya checking out my butt Cx

>>7465174
DRINK MORE ALCOHOL

>>7465173
I got a lot of chocolate and marshmallow stuff

>>7465174
drink more and throw up all over yourself, slip while taking a shower and break your head faggot

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>>7465174

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>>7465176
But my tummy hurts
;-;

>>7465180
NO

>>7465177
Sleep is for the weak!

>>7465182
Don't eat it all at once or you'll get a sore tummy!

...If you do end up with a sore tummy though, I'll rub it better for you :3

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thoughts?

>>7465186
too late :_:

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>>7465178

>>7465188
I laughed

>>7465184
cute!

>>7465193

stop encouraging the trolls

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>>7465174
drink water + take vitamins

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>>7465183
Have you ever thrown up on a penis?

>>7465184
I <3 flopwops

>>7465195
are they literal trolls?

>>7465188
typical autist humor

>>7465190
Oh dear, you poor girl, you've got no self control.

Now come here for cuddles & tummy rubs.

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i don't usually wear glasses but when i do i'm on acid and i lose them

i miss everything being so clear..

>>7465198
>Have you ever thrown up on a penis?
I did

>>7465207
High five

>>7465196
But my tummy hurts and I don't want to throw up my dinner

>>7465202
I more meant what it was saying

>>7465198
Does throwing up on your own penis count?

>>7465211
>High five
What makes me throwing up on a penia ironic is because we had just eaten at chick fil a

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>>7465216
Would you care to explain the logistics?

>>7465217
Highly degenerate

>>7465216
that sounds like it was probably not a great night

>>7465179
Woah 60 pound drop, fuck it up girl, especially to gain it back so well.
Did you lose that weight on hrt?

>>7465176
https://youtu.be/KxGRhd_iWuE

>>7465175
right? maybe it's like a 'second puberty' type thing

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>tfw no one to christmas cuddle w/

>>7465213
sometimes terminology fails to describe a person's gender as they perceive it, and telling them that they're wrong for not simplifying themselves to fit boxes is dumb

merry christmas /mtfg/

>>7465174
Gatorade and a fry up, the greasier the better

unsee.cc
/nezatudi/

>>7465235
ditto u

>>7465231
feels
TERRIBLE
desu

>>7465236
Gatorade is the fallback
;~;

>>7465235
same

>>7465235
you have been naughty this year drake but next year I hope you will be nice

>>7465239
daddy

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>>7465244
;_;

Merry Christmas ladies (and chaser faggots)

What's everyone listening to?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnxhSRsqgGg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqWESJzIi1E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4G7taLQKYYg

>>7465257
christmas is long since done down undah
get with the times

>>7465257
jazz
but nobody likes jazz

>>7465261
I still have 3 minutes

>>7465262
I thought you did?

>>7465262
I like jazz

>>7465267
you would pedo fag

>>7465257
More music:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZIgk0j9O1Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_P6qqceGQlM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGlUvmrUXYY

>>7465257
>>7465271
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDESxtrX9CQ

>>7465269
w-what
>>7465271
>tfw no post punk record this year holds up to agent intellect

i don't know why i'm so afraid to come out
maybe because i'm scared of judgement and pressure

>>7465275
nigga hold the phone, preoccupations was one of the best post punk albums i've heard in a long-ass time

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>>7465278
listen to more post punk...

>>7465231
Sorry my cuddles are for Eva only!

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i'm so happy i got the record when amazon was selling it for like 9 fucking dollars, it came with a cool poster..

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>>7465283
its ok !! she is rly nice and definitely deserves them !!

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>tfw only alcohol left in the house is the absinthe from hot vegan boy who may or may not have a crush on me

Should I invite him over

>>7465275
>>7465284
meant to reply to you

post punk is boring u fags

>>7465286
do it have gay sex

>>7465289
I bet you listen to bruce springsteen or some garbage

>>7465290
it's not gay if he wears a dress anon.

>>7465286
if you like him yeah do it

>>7465289
>fags
ur the one dressing up like a GIRL

>>7465289

fuck u

>>7465294
is wearing women's clothing and having gay sex considered gay?

>>7465291
he's fun yes
i been listening to florence and the machine, m83, tally hall, and pco

>>7465246
also food. The food absorbs the alcohol

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>>7465293
I mean he's kind of a frightening person but he's 6'5" and I've seen his dick through his shorts and it's at least 6" soft.
I don't think I'd date him but like
y'know

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So now that I'll be presenting female at work, I should make an effort to wear more makeup, shouldn't I? The other girls usually do.

>>7465289
>m83, florence and the machine

jesus christ, you have trash-ass taste in music

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>>7465231
>tfw I couldn't see my bf on Christmas

>>7465306
invite him over
have you flirted with him before?

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>>7465308
If it's common atvyou workplace go for it,cis girls at my place just scoff at the idea of wearing makeup while we work

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>be a tranny
>a wild ftm appears and starts screaming at you for saying mean things on mtfg
What would you do, /mtfg/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-3JTOJ3vgo

>>7465308
yeah
i mean it helps with passing
you can go for a natural look, deosn't have to be anything crazy
>>7465306
holy fug
>>7465301
m83's new album was complete rat

>>7465301
florence and m83 are mediocre normie indie pop, I dont recognize the others

>>7465286
jesus what did you do to dio
[spoiler] I want to be her [/spoiler]

>>7465227
yep yep sure did :] ty it was hard as hell but worth it for the massive changes it made to my figure :]

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>>7465309
>>7465317
>>7465318
stay pleb idgaf
i was on mu for years but i got over it

>>7465267
post jazz

>>7465299
By most standards, yes

>>7465312
kinda sorta
We've smoked a lot together and he always gets really close to me whenever we're drunk/high. He's really intense though and can never take a joke.
Might murder me??

>>7465314
Man up or go back to tumblr

FUCJK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCK
i wanna be a girl

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>>7465314
I can't follow this crap who was in the wrong here

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>>7465313

Really?
There's one girl who'll come in for the really early morning shift without any makeup on. But IIRC most everyone else wears at least some.

>>7465317

I usually try to keep it pretty low-key.

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Im only here for the music

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>>7465257
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uaSAjVYqIc&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ&index=75

>>7465306
>at least 6" soft
and if he's a grower that'll be like 9" so have fun getting torn apart
>>7465323
you mean, you pretend to be an idiot with garbage taste in music because you think thats how girls are
>>7465324
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtX-M1bOCKI

>>7465331
A common feeling around here.

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>>7465314
this is why I'm too scared to reach out to support groups

>>7465314
fucking kill yourself hips you fucking rapist trash

>>7465314
he's adorable

i would never be in this situation

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>>7465319
>trying to spoiler on slash lgbt slash
GOODBYYYYYE JOJOOOOOOOOO
>>7465317
>>7465340
I kno
It might break me but I want it
If I cant fit it in me I at least want him to sugar-glaze me

>random old woman came up to me today and said I was a pretty girl
>haven't told anyone of my gender dysphoria nor am i transitioning

>>7465340
i don't pretend to be an idiot tbqh

i just don't ask 4chan for music help anymore

>>7465340
i have this album

>>7465348
Maybe that's a sign that you should.

>>7465348
Pic?

>>7465348
:)

>>7465351
so are you asking for something new?

>>7465342
I....I'll be your support~

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I'm tired of being afraid of everything.

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>>7465361

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>>7465314
Why does everyone in this sound so
I dont know
This is just embarrassing for both sides
Even the mediator kinda seems weak and meek

>>7465342
don't worry this ftm guy is reacting to a supposed trans woman who has molested and sexually assaulted multiple just from this thread and it's safe to assume probably more. they also sue anyone who disagrees with them and pretend that makes them right. example some women they were living with in a dorm complained that they didn't feel safe around this person in the washroom. well turns out if you read their twitter they are talking about showing off their cock to girls and trying to make people feel uncomfortable by emphasizing the bulge in their pants

>>7465249
i dont see much hope for that anon

>>7465358
yes
i want something deep and rare

>>7465362
Any idea why you are afraid of everything?

>>7465342
>>7465369
okay sorry the point of this post is the person this guy is confronting is a complete piece of shit and you don't seem bad at all so you shouldn't worry

>>7465370
i have hope for u
plz be nice more
yr almost there

my mom asked if I wanted to color my hair to attract girls and I walked away without answering

I think that counts as telling her I like guys

>>7465377
>>7465369
I'm just scared of volatile people who yell at each other, it seems to be common out there

>>7465377
he needs to man up and stop being tumblr
Female to Numale

>>7465347
I only did it IRONICALLY
>tfw rewatching phantom blood rn
good shit

>>7465381
what am i aiming for here?

>>7465376
People enjoy hurting me.

>>7465382
>I walked away without answering

she's trying to start a dialogue with you.
you should talk to her.

>>7465382
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i keep forgetting that if i come out to my mom as trans i also still have to talk about sexuality.....

i want a corgi so much i have a really soft spot in my heart for puppers

>>7465387
That's horrible. I'm sorry.

>>7465255
im sad as fuck kit

>>7465314
>being offended someone mistakes you for cis
lolwut? that's like the most flattering thing anyone can do

>>7465390
my mom still doesn't understand why i like girls... and i've been living as a woman for like 6 years now?

>>7465386
our <3's
:^)

>>7465385
I'm currently reading through Steel Ball Run, Johnny a shit, Gyro is best Jojo

>>7465383
nah I don't think it's actually very common

you have to remember that people almost always emphasize the worst parts of things even if things are mostly fine

if you want to go to a support group just go for like 2 or 3 meetings and if you don't like it you don't have to keep going. If it's good then you can just keep going.

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>tfw i cant have one of these beautiful babies until I get my own place

sad feels ;_;

>>7465404
but niggers cant take care of pets

>>7465404
pets are kind of expensive to care for should make sure you have a stable income and living situation

>>7465371
here's some fusion / art pop from this year
https://youtu.be/XiF9fSeu4Q0
and I'm barely entry level in jazz, the most obscure stuff I know is lesser known classics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b2me66XXFRw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNbD1JIH344
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TLEPQZIVOg

>>7465404
they are cute but tend to be more violent desu

>>7465404

Never give up on your goals, no matter how long you have to wait!

>>7465410
do you recommend ferrets

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>>7465404
>you will never be qt Radical Edward exploring the stars with your data dog Ein.
i m dying

>>7465409
I have every single one of these albums
Good taste.

>>7465388
I like the idea of people knowing without me having to say anything
I'll probably just show up with a bf to some family event without telling anyone

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>>7465402
>tfw animeonly

>>7465403
I'm fine sticking to here, this place is nice

>>7465393
it's fine, at least I'm just a white transgirl, literally bottom of the pecking order at the moment. No big deal.

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>>7465421
That's disappointing

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>>7465414
ofc
yes
definitely
but they are much much much more work than i had anticipated
i love them so much tho

>>7465427
I'd read the manga but reading is a bitch for me because my left eye is blind

>>7465387
ppost pic

>>7465326
he sounds sketch

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>>7465415
iktf :(
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL_KyJpRuKU

>>7465365
<3 u 4eva n always

>>7465429
i already have cats do you think they will eat the ferret

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ferrets just shit where they eat so they don't mind that i do the same and its all good all the time

>>7465431
ouch that must such. things are so difficult for me and my left eye is only partially blind idk how you manage with full blindness :(

>>7465460
omg no
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7HgqXWMpX4
check it out
ferrets can handle their shit believe it or not

>>7465466
what happened to your eye?

>>7465399
but what if i have enough <3s
can i still be a dick

>>7465463
lmao I love ur posts dude ur always do far out there and funny

>>7465467
what if the ferret tries eating my cats
like a snake, eat em all in one gulp

>>7465468
as a kid I was a flamer and a group of older guys beat me nearly to death I was in the icu for a while after that and suffered some permanent eye damage because one of them used a heavy stick

>keep checking messages hoping the person I like messaged me
>they never do
>they don't message me back more than once when I try to talk to them
>no clue how to meet other people
I'm never going to be with someone ever again am I? It's just going to be alone from now on

>>7465442
He's not exactly sketch, I don't think he's a bad guy or anything but he definitely needs to chill out a lil. He looks like an alpha nu-male. It's weird but he pulls it off and is still pretty hot.

>>7465476
shit sorry to hear that

>>7465469
no
>>7465472
thank you i try :)
that's my niche in the reall world too
>>7465473
i don't think it would do that
but did u kno that ferrets eat babies
so be safe u

>>7465482
like are you sure he's cool with it? idk i would worry he might flip that switch and swing at you for assuming "he was gay" or someshit

>>7465488
it's no biggie happened over 20 years ago now. :P i just wish I could have recovered my full vision back bc prior to that I didn't even need reading glasses

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No reading, anon!!

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Fuck this life.
Seriously.

>>7465497
Well like he keeps giving me really nice, thoughtful gifts and free weed. I dunno. He's never misgendered me or deadnamed me and once he tried to play footsies at a movie night when my girlfriend was sitting literally right next to me. Do you think he's just chaser scum or what? He confuses me.

>>7465426
>I'm just a white transgirl, literally bottom of the pecking order at the moment.
It's nice you think that I guess seems you probably bought into the straight white males are a persecuted minority propaganda.
Actually being realistic though most white transgirls are going to have it better than most black transgirls and most of any transgirls in a "western" country have it better than most transgirls in third world shitholes.
Of course you need to combine this thinking with economic status as well e.g. a rich black transgirl would probably have it easier than a poor white transgirl living in poverty.

I am in no way trying to deny or downplay that you face discrimination and I know you have likely experienced some awful shit, but don't pretend that being white is some huge disadvantage.

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>been on hrt 1 year 9 months
>technically fulltime for 6 months
>dont feel like I pass so basically permanent andro mode
>super self concious
>everyone says I look fine and not overweight at all
>actually 20kg overweight and feel like massive fatty
>scared to go out in a dress cause I dont want to be seen as a man in a dress
>pretty sure my voice screems obvious tranny
>refuse to use old voice because instant dysphoria
>every single photo I see of myself that other people take makes me want to die.

add the anxiety and depression that goes along with that and the fact Ive been studying at university for 4 and a half years and not even close to finishing a degree and you basically get one worthless dole bludging tranny

kill me plz

>>7465499
cute sweater gracey

>>7465505
he sounds curious about it and sounds like he likes you? idk be careful if you dont trust him y'know?

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so one thing that's been happening really frequently lately when i go out, women will come up to me or mention during conversation that I'm really pretty?

like just a few months ago I was invisible and the most i would get was a smile here or there it's almost always other black women too? did anyone else else experience something similar during their transition? it wouldn't be worth mentioning if it wasn't such a frequent thing now. are they hagfagging? even my extended family was doing the same

>>7465505
I think if you are going to do anything with him you need to have a frank discussion before hand so you both know each others expectations and you can try avoid any potential issues

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Give me a song that will make me happier but not too high energy cus I wanna go to sleep soon

neptune says boxing day isn't named so because of putting christmas decorations in boxes
like wtf
>>7465511
you are teetering
pick a side

>>7465517
trans sympathy

>>7465499
Can I bully you, Grace?
It'll be a Christmas treat for the both of us

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>>7465515
Thanks anon I will be. I'm getting closer and closer to making my new year's resolution being fucked by him at least once so I guess I'll start taking self defense classes?

>>7465509
yeah, well, it's not like blacks aren't openly persecuting whites with "reparations" as their whole explanation. If I said this IRL, I'd be hung for it

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>>7465513
Thanks, I love it!
>>7465524
I dont think you know how to bully me the fun way

>>7465527
well okay then. hopefully you mature and get over these delusions and lies I guess.

>>7465521
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAyD3Ofi3VE

>>7465522
I know. I also know that going back isnt an option because that will only end in me killing myself.

I guess I just need positive reinforcement on my progress from some of my friends

>>7465532
>tfw someone actually thinks blacks do anything other than kill other blacks and riot
>tfw they think that promoting "equality" will end in anything other than cities burning to the ground
stay woke, senpai

>>7465530
So are you wearing that gift your parents gave you last night? :3 post pic

>>7465517
I'm not presenting female or passing at all but I'm pretty sure women just normally often complement each other in conversation like "oh you are looking good today" or "that's a cute ____" so they see you as a woman and are just acting normal.

>>7465511
oh shut your damn whining wont you? you think you are the only one with problems in this world?

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>>7465536
Today's outfit was last from night's gifts, black pants and the sweater

>>7465539
let people vent if they need to theres no reason to get mad and rude like that

>>7465534
you don't need that
you need to keep moving

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do you ever randomly remember that everyone dies alone and that you're on your own and that the only person you have in this life is yourself or is that just me?

>>7465539
every problem is real btw

>>7465539
>oh shut your damn whining wont you? you think you are the only one with problems in this world?
oh shut your damn whining wont you? you think you are the only one with problems in this world?

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>>7465545
Change your lifestyle, and you may find people by your deathbed.

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So, my friend bought me fallout 4 for xmass and I've been playing that for a while. I don't know how to feel about the game allowing me to give my character my acne scars this accurately...

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>tfw people like your hair ponytailed and a hat on your head more than your hair down and free
Maybeits why I pass at work lmao

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>>7465541
thats a cute sweater

>>7465545
Na
I think it's more or less something that most people come to accept.
I hope I die alone like a dog having completely alienated my friends and family

I don't want people to mourn my dumb ass

>>7465541
oh right! i meant that double heart bracele,t it was an amazing detail from them, congrats Grace :)

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>>7465552

i have family and friends, but even with people by your side when you die, you still die alone
and idk living openly as a trans person for as long as i have now i realize that i can't connect with most normal people and there's just
that alone feeling. like no one will totally get it even if they try sometimes or support me. usually i'm ok with that, like 95% of the time, but the 5% of the time i'm not sucks. it's blown over now for the most part tho so nevermind.

>>7465558
I think that actually works better.

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>>7465567
Yeaahhhh
I gotta do something with my bangs and then grow out a kick ass ponytail
>>7465561
thanks senpai
>>7465563
oh yeah, the bracelet, it really was an amazing touch <3

>drinking $10 wine out of a $400 glass
my parents had expensive taste when they actually had money
at least my dad
apparently you cant even put this in a dishwasher LUL

>>7465545
yeah that is pretty much correct but it doesn't mean you need to despair or something. everyone is their own universe but you still have others to let you live life to your full potential or whatever. also dying alone doesn't really matter because after you die your entire consciousness and world simply ceases to exist so it's not like anything matters then because nothing exists.

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profile pics are the worst

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>>7465580
dont worry
you're the best
dont be sad

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>>7465565
>you still die alone
I think I know what you mean. Nobody is there to share in your fear of death; they're there to mourn their own loss.
>living openly as a trans person for as long as i have now i realize that i can't connect with most normal people
This is kinda what I argue when I say that stealth is better. It's lonely to know that everyone knows you're fundamentally different from them.

>>7465574
I wish I knew how much everything cost.

>>7465580
On FB, I use a stupid smiley face I drew in paint with my mouse. I can't bear to look at myself.

>>7465517
cis women do a thing where they try to drag down other women by complimenting something obvious and then inventing or making fun outright of their flaws.
by complimenting you they are trying to highlight your faults, they see you as one of them but at the same time they feel threatened because you look as nice as you do despite being born male

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>>7465586
I meant like, pics of your profile
>>7465584
What's gotten into you?

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>>7465580
the pic of my profile that i have is actually pretty good
>>7465586
what do you mean

>>7465558
yeah it looks nice, you have a really good face it's better with your hair out of the way

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>>7465590
i just wanted to be nice to you since you're nice and you deserve to be happy

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>>7465590
mmh
I actually have a very nice profile, and I look kinda ok in makeup. I just always see the male aspects of myself that haunt me mixed in with the female.

>>7465591
my parents don't tell me shit. I know they're rich bastards, but they rarely tell me how much they spend on nice stuff
and wine glasses are often hand-washable only, especially if they're crystal.

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>>7465580
sad grace not allowed!

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>>7465575

ye that's tru. ty for saying this. i'm starting to feel normal again. idk why sometimes it just hits me like a fucking brick to the face and i just sink for a moment, it's hella weird

>>7465586

living stealth when i have never helped me tho. my realization that i'm fundamentally different from them is what causes the lack of connection. it's not them knowing i'm a tranny.
there's nothing worse than sitting in a room full of cis ppl who are excited to hear about you and your bf's life while they ask when you intend to get preggo.
it's just ....................life. you'll always know you're diff from them. it's whatever tho. everyone is different from everyone else for the most part. it's just hard to reconcile sometimes.

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>>7465596
We're all sad

>>7465526
or just have a weapon ready in case you need it

>>7465595
pure crystal with pretty patterns carved into them
i wish they werent so much tho
i feel dangerous handling this

>>7465597
edie, you are stealth and interact with cis girls all the time
please confirm >>7465588

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>>7465594
After last night? something doesnt add up
>>7465592
Thanks anon! I guess it's something I'm gonna keep in mind as I try and figure out a style for my hair
>>7465596
b-but sad grace happens often

i downed half a bottle of wine and its going to my head
im not drunk just tipsy and its a good feel

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>>7465602
i-im trying my best
no bully

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>>7465597
infertility will always get to me
It's not like I just have to try more than most
it's that I literally don't have a uterus.
so I lie and say I just don't want kids. "I don't need them." "They're a burden." "They cost too much." "It's selfish to have children in this day and age."

but yeah, I get it.

It's always kinda refreshing to see you as depressed as me. It's like a reminder that you're just human.

>>7465600
on the bright side, you're drunk af and can use that as an excuse when you drop it.

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>>7465608
I appreciate it. Though, my trust isn't something easily earned back so please be patient with me.

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>>7465610
>so I lie and say I just don't want kids. "I don't need them." "They're a burden." "They cost too much." "It's selfish to have children in this day and age."
>Tfw think about how I want to have a guy crush's babies
>tfw cant
a-adoption..

>>7465588
>>7465601

cis women do this because they think of you as a pretty guy. they're basically complimenting your ability to come close to what they see themselves as.
so really they're just complimenting the reflection of themselves they see in you.
when women are genuinely complimenting you they tend to do it after getting to know you well.
when women were threatened by you to begin with they always say something like "when i first met you i thought you were a bitch, but now that i know you i don't think that at all"
cause what they really mean is that they thought you were prettier than them and projected some sort of superiority complex onto you and assumed you thought they were beneath you.

>>7465610

i was diagnosed as having clinical depression when i was in middle school so it's a constant for me. it's just not something i let get to me too often and i don't rly talk about it yknow
everyone has issues tho

>>7465530
Oh trust me Gracie, I know just how to tie you up right & bully you ;3

>>7465617
I saw you chasing other girls today you skank

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neptune is cute!!

>>7465622
waow thats pretty

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>>7465614
>adoption
not your real kid

if you're ready to accept that, feel free.

and don't even get me started on how fucked up orphans are

>>7465616
>yknow
I know. You just act like you're better than everyone sometimes.

I love how grace and these anons she knows have these exchanges in the thread idk it is just so cute to me.

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What makes it worse is that I find that
these people think that you’re fine
instead they say that I’m the one with the problem
and I react with no reaction
talk without expression since my opinion
well it ceases to be.

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>>7465626
it's darker than you think, sometimes.

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>>7465626
I love all my anon friends!

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>>7465614
>can't have kids
the fucking worst fill, uterus implants when

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>>7465630
maybe too much for your own good sometimes.

>>7465631
well, this guy that obsessed over me, lied to my face about passing, then stabbed me in the back when he had me convinced that I can try to push for it was going on and on about CRISPR
he's a redditor though, so he's a fucking retard.

>>7465629
Yeah I know something like that

anyway you are not an anon you just drop trip all the time to rp or something idk why

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happy hugboxxing day

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>>7465635
yeah, but that's the price i pay to share my love with people and make them hppy

>>7465625

>I know. You just act like you're better than everyone sometimes.

people tell me this all of the time but i don't think i ever rly do this lol
bUT AT THE SAME TIME ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ME THIS IN THE PAST THAT IT MUST BE KINDA TRU RIGHT

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>>7465640
saved
where are they from?

>>7465638
I get to work and get 2.5x wages it's neat

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKi0pJi0Wvs
I thought it was a meme
wtf brendan fraser is so sad

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>>7465641
u have an ego its ok

>>7465630
Ouch, that girl must've lot a lot on the stock market.

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>>7465636
I change my trip infrequently to suit my mood, and I don't rp with good friends. It's not like I have a reason to hide who I am.

>>7465640
fair, I won't fault you for that

>>7465641
it's probably a subtle, cyclical thing. Maybe a coping mechanism?

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>>7465648
>tfw named after that poor guy

>>7465610
it was only half a bottle of wine lol

>>7465645
search on iqdb or saucenao you can find a lot of sources that way it's good

>>7465657
i was wondering if she gets them from 4chan or tumblr or something desu

>>7465641
you definitely do edie

UWU

>>7465658
o sry I misunderstood :s

>>7465650

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj5L9SYhoSE

>>7465652
>>7465660

probably tru yes

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>>7465658
I find all sorts of stuff all over
sadly i dont recall the source
pixiv and tumblr are great tho

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>don't talk to family for months
>suddenly my bank account is 5,000 dollaroonies richer
>got a missed call from family

Gee dad. I know you're trying to make up again with money but I have a good job now, So It's not going to work this time. I'm so sick of him trying to buy my love after treating me like complete shit.

I would much prefer a small and thoughtful gift over money, because it would show he had to think about it for a few minutes!

>>7465278
>nigga hold the phone
Um
You don't get to say "nigga" you infantile kike

>>7465667
Poor you, must be terrible to have disposable income.

>>7465667
Just take the money senpai
Enjoy it

>>7465621
Oh Gracie-kitten, that wasn't me.

You're the only one I want collar & pet~

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i made neptune sad again

i'm really good at that

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>>7465653
omg lollolololloooolllllololo
I feel so bad for him

>>7465664
idk, you seem to hit this point from time to time and work your way back up to a peak, from which you inevitably fall.

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Thank you Grace, seeing the bracelet your parents got you gave me the courage to come out to my parents

>>7465681
That's awesome! How did it go?

>>7465662
so that legal trouble, were you finally caught raping smiles?

>>7465683
went really well, my parents are very supportive and are planning to help me a lot with transitioning

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>>7465681
IT did!?! Omg tell us how it went!!!

>>7465676
What did you do and why?

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>>7465681
ngl, I'm very jealous of all the immediate support some people are getting. I had to fight for half a year just to be free, and then for another half year just to get support towards transition.
now, things are kinda ok
just not great

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>>7465687
aaaaaa that's the best, I'm so glad you got the courage and did it <3

>>7465699
People with happiness and supportive families
I hate it man
At least u know my feels

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>>7465704
eh.
kinda
I wish I could say I truly understood, but I don't. I still genuinely fear my dad will disown me. Apparently my transition isn't a big enough deal to throw me to the curb though.
I dunno.

>>7465699
You must be very brave, if my parents didn't support me or worse yet went against me I'd never make it

I don't think I will ever leave the house again, after seeing how that Anon got beaten up for nothing. I didn't think something like this would still happen in Germany. And that Anon even passes much better than me. Well maybe I would be lucky and they would be scared of me, because I'm much taller then anyone else, but i'm not strong so yeah...

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>>7465716
please, I hate being called brave. Nobody calls me Charlotte yet.

>>7465699
Me too. My parents will never accept me and of course they will NEVER EVER support me. But hey they would support me if i detransition...

>>7465720
Hi Charlotte!

>>7465718
It must be so scary in countries where you can't have a gun, knowing that like 90% of people are stronger than you and could kill you with no way to defend yourself if they wanted

>>7465726
Yeah, especially because if someone tries to kill you they will stab you or beat you to death or something instead of just shooting you.

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>>7465724
my mom just keeps saying, "it's so hard" like she wants me to give up and take the easy route. It's rather annoying.

>>7465724
hiya. I would love to chat, but unfortunately, I need to rest soon

>>7465729
are you kira/umaruchan?

>>7465728
It's easier to just stab or beat someone than shoot them, even silenced guns are loud af and as soon as you pull the trigger you're fucked. If someone just catches you where noone else is looking and covers your mouth you're fucked
that's why stabbings and beatings are so much more common