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Previous: >>7463277
One
Drop
Rule
that last thread was really quick wtf
1st for my skeleton doesn't hugbox me
Apparently doesn't get clocked
I doubt that
>>7464311
>>7464338
easy thing to say when you don't have a 23andme that proves you have 0% subsaharan african DNA
>>7464341
post christmas venting out
ground zero wuddup
>mfw so many people are clueless about black people
>>7464345
she's a boy
>>7464348
>falling for the 23andme meme
One drop rule only goes back like 5 generations anyway
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OBwS66EBUcY
>>7464335
But people like my man height and deep voice and so do I
>>7464347
What exactly happened? What'd they do?
>>7464347
that doesn't look healthy
you should get some friends together and beat up the guy who did it
>>7464347
Oh shit girl, where did he take you after the club?
Did he instantly flip?
I swear the officers in Starship Troopers look like fucking SS kommandants.
>>7464347
pleb?
>>7464352
its the truth though black people are more masculine
this girl has obviously had a bunch of surgery to look pretty and doesnt look at all masculine like most blacks
>>7464352
Don't even bother responding to him, he is an actual nazi white supremacist don't expect him to have realistic opinions
>>7464358
>One drop rule only goes back like 5 generations anyway
just as i suspected
>>7464364
I think that was the point.
>>7464364
iirc they used nazi uniforms with american hats
Because he's the hero that Amy deserves, but not the one she needs right now...and so we'll hunt him...because he can take it...because he's not her true self...he's a silent guardian, a watchful protector...the Spartan".
>>7464345
tbqh i bet she does
>>7464369
look how ignorant and uninformed people are and actually expect their retarded and factually wrong opinions to be taken seriously
>>7464367
>>7464361
telling a tranny their man height and deep voice is likeable is sarcasm. you're like the autist who doesn't know they're the butt of the joke
>>7464365
if you have one drop of black blood in you, that means you're black
e.g. all mulattos, quadroons, octoroons, etc. are considered black because they have one black acnestor
>>7464347
Was it a black guy?
>>7464374
>because he's not her true self
Then be true to yourself you idiot.
>>7464380
>tfw I'm black now
>>7464369
>misgendering
wow what a shitlord
>>7464374
Hi Amy
>>7464376
prove me wrong
infact I am pretty sure you are the one who pointed out she had a bunch of surgery
stop being so uppity, nigger
>>7464347
maddie? :(
>>7464380
Oh I hear that all the time lol. I missed the whole discussion so i had no idea of the context...
Sorry!
Anyone here like Kamen Rider?
>>7464378
Thinking that everything is sarcasm sounds really autistic
>>7464376
people like him who are actually brainwashed enough to publicly declare they are white supremacists and conservative nationalists or whatever he calls himself aren't really worth debating better to just bash their head in
unfortunately you can't do that online so better to just ignore
>>7464375
Well duh
>>7464347
have you contacted the police?
>>7464393
are you being sarcastic right now
>>7464392
>gaim and ex-aid
Heyy, me too!
>>7464384
>nigger
>opinion discarded
it's not my job to educate a racist. you want to learn? do your research but we both know you won't bc muh white supremacy
>>7464393
it's very specific to the target. telling a tranny they are deep voiced and tall
>>7464385
>misgendering
I don't read their posts for like the past 2 weeks but iirc they are insistent they aren't actually trans and they are just a man who wants hrt for some reason so what is the problem?
>>7464400
Your racial average low IQ is showing up
>>7464400
????? When did I say nigger?
>>7464397
Nope, but it's a good thing you checked
>>7464403
You know, this is gonna blow your mind, but that context hinges on them knowing I'm trans
>>7464411
But she looks masc as fuck lmao
>>7464411
im watching a movie atm but probably later
you going to sleep anytime soon?
>>7464410
if you don't resist fascists using violence they will just continue to build power
>>7464414
eh she was alright until she started with the /pol/ retardation. oh well
>>7464406
it's ok, she's a person of inferiority, which means everything she says is correct. If you challenge it, you'll be sentenced to death by Black Lives Matter, which TOTALLY isn't a white-hate group
>>7464404
>...so they're trans? duh
I think it's possible to just be like that too
There's probably other reasons someone would want feminization other than being trans
>>7464347
this happened tonight? holy shit..thats terrible im so sorry..
>>7464419
You started it I'm just drunk and like being abused
>>7464398
I didnt even expect to like it, a friend just linked me to a stream site that plays it and I really found myself enjoying it. Proper good fun. I think I prefer how Gaim started compared to Ex aid but both are cool as hell, keeping my eyes peeled for any and all namco or bandai references too c:
>>7464419
there are (a couple?) anons who have a crush on elanna so they are mean to her
>>7464422
I'm sorry bb but you're retarded if you believe that my opinions aren't based on seeing black people irl
You act all high and mighty about it too it's fairly pathetic
>>7464368
The more I can talk to you (:
You add me on discord?
>>7464424
okay but if they say they are a guy what exactly is wrong with me using male pronouns for them
>>7464428
>eyes peeled
There's a good fruit joke somewhere in there but I'm too lazy to find it ha.
I like over the top Japanese kiddie stuff so I've been having a good time with it.
Lets cool the racial tension we should all hold hands :c
>>7464438
I'm not complaining
I'm a man
You're almost all men too but hey I am nice enough to use female pronouns
>>7464433
hate makes people feel bad
most people feel bad when feeling hate
why bother
>>7464352
Black people are objectively more racist and homophobic and transphobic than white people.
Also there are barely any pure blacks in America. anyway. Something like 80% of African Americans are mixed race including many of the most prominent ones like Beyonce who's more white than black.
>>7464433
I've been around hundreds of back people every day for over 25 years. I guarantee you I know more about black people that nearly everyone on this thread through sheet experience.
ur saying really stupid untrue shit and then generalizing an extremely diverse race of people based off very very little that would be instantly debunked if you met more black people. but nah. a factually wrong opinion is okay and totally correct :^)
>>7464435
Looks like a handsome man to me
>>7464359
Superior version.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WI0mSEzttx8&ab_channel=frontera2032
>>7464441
there's no racial tension, just one person being stupid
>>7464443
No it's not, and stop acting like the possible is impossible.
>>7464429
there are also some anons who are mean to her because she's a degenerate freak of nature who probably can't even cum without feeling ashamed of herself
>>7464444
let's not open that can of worms again
>>7464441
>>7464447
It's all good. Sure did unless it was the wrong one ?
No rush homie ~
>>7464456
Shame makes me wet in my innie peepee
>>7464459
just fucking filter him and he will leave eventually
>tfw you are in a car with a tired dad and a drunk step-mom and he said boring and she's mad at him
Kill me plox
>>7464449
Huh I thought you filtered me.
Anyway thing is I have seen enough black people in my life to have a reliable sample size. Sure, you're very diverse and all that but ON AVERAGE you look more masculine than while people. If you can't see this you're blind, I think, or you just don't want to see it
>>7464459
Was just saying why I'm okay with being called male and why I think I'm doing you all a favour.
>>7464461
I watched GaoGaiGar for a little while. It's a seizure-tastic mecha anime. I didn't get far but I liked what I saw
>>7464462
Cool strawman senpai
>>7464466
show them your fem penis
Can't believe I woke up at 1PM.
My mom was reading an article talking about how all mtfs that like girls (even if they're bisexual) are agp. is that true?
>>7464463
I accepted :)
>>7464464
you just keep looking for happiness in the bottom of those bottles, rummy
maybe if you're lucky, you might pass out and can escape the waking nightmare that is your life for a little while
>>7464476
I'm AGP af and like only guys sexually
>>7464476
agp is a meme
>>7464479
Merry Christmas
Have a drink with me love, I'm sorry your life sucks right now
>>7464486
Fucking sameeee
>>7464362
Don't like that idea
>>7464366
>>7464386
>>7464383
No
>>7464425
Happened friday 16.12
It was more swollen and that stripe above was a laceration
Going to be a scar
>>7464361
>>7464363
Went with some friends to a queer club. We divided pretty fast into smaller groups. Drunked some shots with my best friend when someone started talking to us. My friend left after a few minutes. We talked about music and stuff. That he knows the dj and produces himself for a little radio station and friends. Btw thats the first time i head about atomic master clocks regarding music. He wanted to show me his stuff - thought we're going to have a good time and left. We walked a while when we run into a bigger group. Apparently his friends. They started saying things like na du schwuchtel dachtest du wirst gefickt and shit. They started pushing, when i wanted to run someone grabbed my arm, pulled me back and a fist got my eye right after. They left after seeing some blood.
>>7464454
Tis better to be a broken man than a hon
>>7464488
I have a feeling AGP is crap propagated by man-hating TERFs but that sounds tinfoily and too easy of an answer
I need a bf
>>7464501
i cant give you a bf but I can give you this. ur a very good girl
>>7464501
same
it would have been so nice to spend the holiday with him and introduce him to the family
>>7464421
>if you don't resist fascists using violence they will just continue to build power
Is using "nigger" in a sentence really violence? Rappers use it 100 times a song.
>>7464498
go check out /agpgen/, its pretty much just repressiongen
>>7464494
then why arent you transitioning?
repression is a sure fire path to hondom
>>7464495
its a great idea my dude bro man.
u got dis unda control mah niggah.
>>7464421
This is an incredibly dangerous view to have.
>>7464508
>tfw you are too much of a hon to get a bf
>>7464512
I'll kms when my family is gone.
>>7464494
You'd not be a hon, though. Does it really feel better right now? Does it? Will it feel better the next time this happens? How about the time after that? Maybe it will once you start breaking down while sober again.
I have mixed feelings about how much my body is changing.
I wish they would go away.
>>7464492
Do you think they were lying? Im crazy enough to try searching radio stations for his voice to find him..that's so sucky tho pls take care
>>7464347
what does the bottom writing say
sorry this happened to you
I never understood why anyone would use earbuds over headphones until I started taking care of my hair
>>7464489
>Have a drink with me love, I'm sorry your life sucks right now
at least i'm not a sexually deviant, gender-bent canuck
you enjoy your christmas - i'm sure the new year has a lot in store for you
I felt a lot of dysphoria early today and now it's just waves of euphoria hehehe
>>7464528
I would care more, but it's normally too windy to not wear a hat.
>>7464366
desu I don't go outside enough for that to happen..
I've only ever dated ppl from 4chan desu....
>>7464515
Idk for all slaves... A song of false hope is drowning out everything now and it's comfy....
I'm probably gonna go home and get drunk and play overwatch anyway. I can listen nto some blackened noise and comf out for a bit.
>>7464528
>not being natural unkempt beauty
>>7464537
ay bby. if you ever need some feminine penis in you.
hit me up fammy i got u
>>7464538
if your hair looks good unkempt it'll look beautiful if you take care of it, I thought my hair was fine before but taking care of it it looks so much better
>>7464530
You really know how to make my loins fizz frogposter. Call me by my deadname though, I know you really want to hurt me.
>>7464492
That's honestly super fucked up, I'm glad you didn't have something worse happen
>tfw your older brother will never walk in on you while you are changing
Is Mercury ever going to come back?
my mom is so great lol like she's gorgeous but also so kindhearted and loving and supportive of everyone, i'm so lucky to have her as my mommy
how is everyone's christmas going? are you spending it wit family happy to have them in your lives as well?
Hey u!!
Did u know you will never be able to control yourself completely?
You should just try to think of why in regards to yourself.
Never feel pity or shame but try to feel love for yourself because you will never know true love for someone else if you can't love yourself.
Do one small thing for yourself tonight and realize that you did your best today.
We can never know then what we know now.
Use your knowledge of yourself to put yourself in better situations.
>>7464522
Like what?
>>7464545
Sure, as soon as Uranus moves out of your face.
>>7464492
what does na du schwuchtel dachtest du wirst gefickt mean? google translate sucks
>>7464524
I just want to forget it and domt have proofs anyway. None of my friends saw us leaving. He'd just say we splitted and it wasn't him. In dubio pro reo.
>>7464527
Pic related
>>7464553
Hey faggot thought youd get fucked
Kayla is cool and a personal rolemodel but Lauren just gets me
>>7464528
i just got new earbuds today and the first thing i realized was how i used to use headphones as a headband..
i gotta do something about my intrusive hair
>>7464546
post your feet
>>7464554
>Hey faggot thought youd get fucked
I thought "schwuler" was German slang for faggot.
>>7464557
why feet of all things?
>>7464558
Schwuler is the correct term for male homosexuals
schwuchtel is an insult
>>7464557
Everyone itt (including the lurkers) should post their feet, desu.
>>7464556
I use my glasses but it still gets in the way, I think I'm just gonna get shorter bangs
>>7464557
nu
>>7464555
trips confirms
also,
ferrets are pure chaos neutral
prove me wrong
>>7464560
Because feet > boobs. Also foot fetish is the most common fetish worldwide.
>>7464548
like being confused by the fact that I look both feminine and masculine at the same time
I just feel fucked up
>>7464537
>I've only ever dated ppl from 4chan desu....
haha
what a loser!!
how was hanging out with angie?
>>7464556
Nice earbuds?
Post mtf music!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvvgzkfRTL4
>>7464569
hm never knew that. what's so fascinating about feet? it's like a regular body parts like a hand or ear
>>7464537
>I've only ever dated ppl from 4chan
iktf desu
>>7464570
such uncomfortable androgyny
>>7464574
pretty faggy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aZ8TjezFeQ
>>7464521
I would. I always would be a hon.
Best to delay that fate for as long as possible as I can. Till I am dead or none of my family are left to observe the horror i would become
>>7464574
I'm listening to this
https://youtu.be/DUCRFMZ-hiY
not very mtf desu
>>7464574
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyhrYis509A
>>7464586
that pic pretty much sums up my rib cage and shoulders
>>7464586
You're only 21, you would not be a hon.
>>7464577
Ears are pretty interesting once you get down into the specifics of their anatomy.
>>7464577
It's very soft and intimate. Not many people touch your feet.
>>7464574
Was zur Hölle
>>7464518
Tbh I thought that too. I'm still kinda confused desu...
>>7464528
Same, esp with Bluetooth earbuds tho.
Hair looks dope if you want it to I found out..
>>7464539
I don't rly like girls desu, and I got a bf somehow..
>>7464571
No bully..
It was p fun.
She and her bf were cool, and udon is always rad.
>>7464574
https://youtu.be/EP1K0141w-M
>>7464579
I think it's a common feel..
>>7464586
So am I. I just did it desu.
>>7464593
Age is a meme
JUST
>>7464593
genetics>>>age
>>7464543
>You really know how to make my loins fizz frogposter. Call me by my deadname though, I know you really want to hurt me.
Do you ever wonder what it must be like to not have your sexual arousal tied to your sense of shame?
Next year will break you - we've already reached the zenith of the Elanna Saga, and I can't wait to see everything swing right back into the shitter in a parabolic arc of failed goals, relapses and unrealised dreams.
>>7464574
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=huxJpEr3cQQ&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ&index=3
>>7464576
instantaneous
even from a few days ago, my body has changed a lot.
I gained 3 lbs the past week or so, and now I have some hips, but it makes me dysphoric because it highlights the fact that I shouldn't have shoulders...
>>7464582
it's more than that.
>>7464577
mmm feet
>>7464323
i need to pay attention to these threads more.
will help me out alot.
>>7464574
Ayy
https://youtu.be/GyuzABUV1t8
>>7464577
>hm never knew that. what's so fascinating about feet? it's like a regular body parts like a hand or ear
yeah, but you can't cum to ears or hands
i think i am going to have to be a muscle girl
>>7464607
Who's gonna stop me huh
>>7464602
Ha ha frog poster has a crush :3
>>7464574
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpIstydqvGk
>>7464587
Good taste. I was listening to this just now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEja72NSg5Q&ab_channel=ElectricGuitarMusic1
Can voice training mess your throat up?
>>7464593
Hon means unpassable and masculine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-4f9pb1NMQ
Spartans not a avatar of glory and triumph.
He's a necessity. A bulwark. Against somewhere far worse.
But the fantasy keeps it alive.
I'm sobering up soon and my shields will be back up. And this uncomfortable feeling will be buried again
>>7464595
well mechanically probably but I meant like I associate feet as nothing special but everyone has their kink
>>7464596
well that's true beepy I never thought of it like that and I really hate anyone other than my nail technician or my bf to touch him them so ur right. idk why ppl like to see pics of them though since you can only see them and a foot is a foot to me
>>7464615
if you don't take brakes and drink water, like any other exercise
>>7464615
It can. My voice got deeper after voice training.
>>7464611
The only thing I want to crush is your windpipe, with my bare hands.
Sweet dreams, fag.
>>7464609
cool another amazon to keep me company :3
>>7464622
But I'm not going to bed
...unless you want to come with me
>>7464615
Yes, if you do it wrong. If you feel pain or hoarseness, you should stop.
>>7464610
Basic laws of physics?
>>7464347
This is why you Concealed Carry
>>7464598
is angie as crazy as she is on here in person
>>7464621
Trip on elanna
>>7464631
Nahh.
[spoiler] I am tho[/spoiler]
>>7464603
My bad boo I meant *constant, as in your dysphoria.
If you need any pointers on style choices that less emphasize your shoulders, I got you.
How far along ?
>>7464629
>implyin i would punsh back
Lel i didnt punsh back
>>7464630
If you're trying to raise your pitch, make sure you do it gradually and also warm up beforehand. It makes such a big difference. There is a lot of sickness going around these days though so who can tell. Just try to take it easy for a few days.
>>7464598
>https://youtu.be/EP1K0141w-M
She said music not nois
>>7464635
https://clyp.it/vbvfjjxr
>>7464629
>being an american
Enjoy your 800th mass shooting this year because of your silly gun laws.
>>7464626
Someone needs to give you a little time on the whetstone - preferably figuratively, then literally. I'm going to bed, and I'd sooner crawl into a nest of snakes than your den of sin and vice.
I'd probably wake up with cooties.
Did y'all have an ok christmas?
I ate too much but I got a lot of make up
>>7464625
I have so many deep deep issues with gender ugh
>>7464644
This is music senpai...
Besides, that's not even that noisy..
That's more black metal than noise, but it has noise stuff thrown in.
>>7464646
Damn, that's almost as good as Faye's drill sergeant voice.
>>7464654
Post something more music alike
>>7464617
Ur telling me this isn't at least a little cute
>>7464648
Shall not be infringed you dumb tranny, enjoy getting allahu akbar'd for the 5th time this year
>>7464554
Franzi?
>>7464653
how deep?
>>7464622
Why don't you pick on someone your own size?
grant Spartan the death he deserves on the battlefield.
Face me frog anon. A fight to the death
>>7464660
Im no trip
>>7464658
kek what an ugly boy
I feel really lonely rn
>>7464648
not even worth my time, enjoy your violent home invasions third worlder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGg9eU0jMzE&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ&index=6
>>7464638
7 months
it's just
this is about as far as I could see into the future when I made my decision to transition
now that I'm here, I don't know what to do
I feel lost and confused and scared
I know what to do, but like
the future is terrifying
I wish everything had just stayed how it was
I felt so much safer at 6 months because I looked definitively like a boy. Now it's hard to tell when I wear the right clothes.
>>7464662
Hugg Amy.
>>7464665
Post whole face pls
>>7464665
>tomie
is it bad that I've always wanted to be her whenever I've read that manga? I mean, she has fun, she's gorgeous and she's immortal. Sure dying over and over sucks but she never really seems that bothered by it.
>>7464649
You know you want to wake up in my den of sin and vice, it's why you bully me so sweetly.
Sweet dreams froggu, I'll be here some other time if you want to flirt like an elementary school student
>>7464656
Ty :3
>>7464658
looks like a normal foot you know? the girl is cute sure but i dont know what would make a foot cute. that's like asking me if a finger is cute
>>7464670
You could always cut your hair or something
that's pretty much the reason why I keep it short
>>7464657
https://youtu.be/ll1SzT0VdZE
Here. Both are music tho.
>>7464679
Do you consider breasts to be attractive? If you're into guys: do you consider a penis to be attractive?
>>7464667
Im pretty
>>7464680
yeah
I'm probably overdue for a haircut anyway
>>7464646
no chest resonance, so fail
>>7464682
penises are very attractive. boobs I'm totally neutral to I don't feel strongly in way or the other except for huge cow tits on a tiny frame. that looks disgusting to me
>>7464680
>tfw never ever ever gendered female because 2 inches of hair
It's gotten to the point where I'm annoyed at not being clocked as a tranny despite being in the closet. Been on hormones 10 months, went to christmas dinner no-one noticed a thing.
Am I decently cute
>>7464689
that's because you're always in boymode and don't have a sew in that looks nautral yet. you can't not try on your appearance and expect people to notice. that takes a lot effort and time. just like transition in general
>>7464692
yes
>>7464657
how do you feel about this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1WS0fZxNGk&index=19&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ
>>7464661
like i lie to my somewhat sjw of a therapist about them
like i feel paranoia regarding another entity trying to share my body
like it's my vision of how certain people perceive me
i've been trying to force something i'm not instead of caring for myself to become optimal
>>7464692
you are those chest tats are horrible eye sores though
>>7464686
>tfw never developed chest resonance properly and will forever sound like a 14 year old faggot with an untrained voice
Not sure how feel
>>7464692
yeah emo androgynous
it's pretty good
your beauty
>>7464699
>will forever sound like a 14 year old faggot with an untrained voice
you mean like cis girls?
>>7464698
Yea thank you I shouldn't have been allowed to get tattoos as a teenager
>>7464501
Um hey Eva....It's been a day or so since I said hi.
So hey, how are you?
(I am a boy btw)
>>7464692
ur prety gurl
>>7464692
how can we tell with that angling?
>>7464700
Thank you I don't wanna be androgynous though i just wanna be girly :(
>>7464670
I feel you, I'm just breaking into 1 month and while everybody knows I kind of get nervous thinking about them addressing me by a new name, pronouns, etc. and using a new voice.
Just know that you can always press eject, and that if you're young (early twenties or so) it's prime time for you to explore and get to know yourself.
& If it turns out not to be for you, you're a step closer to knowing what is
>>7464698
i like them
/an/ just introduced me to morrigan which is hella aesthetic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5M1VtpcZBU&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ&index=49
>>7464700
>emo androgynous
>tfw not emo enough to pull this off
>just kinda weirdly androgynous
>>7464705
I'm pretty sad today, which anon is this?
>>7464709
well i clock people pretty well
i'm positive you pass to a lot of people
but within the spectrum of emo and similar cultures they might be more aware of what to look for
keep going though
>>7464672
Oh ffs
why am I such a joke
>>7464696
First suggestion's title is a pretty accurate description
>>7464710
24 still technically counts as early twenties right
>>7464710
nobody calls me she
nobody calls me charlotte
I'm too scared to ask them
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WuxOgu24004&index=50&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ
>>7464712
i've always wondered how people could be sad enough to not eat enough to get fat
most 12 year old boys with straightened hair can pull off the look tho
>>7464702
No, not really
My untrained guy voice doesn't sound like a cis girl
It also doesn't really sound like a man either
I permanently sound like a teenage boy if I use my guy voice. It's actually kind of weird as a 25 year old, it gives me disassociated feels
>>7464716
That was a really long wait for a reply.
Whups
>>7464718
>>7464681
Thats breddy nais tbdesu
This thread is like different from the one I was posting on a while ago
>>7464730
Ikr? lol
>>7464730
How?
>>7464720
don't think that then. just do it. thinking is your enemy. I was scared shitless too especially bc my mom was horrible and toxic. you have the tools to succeed. stop sabotaging yourself before you even start.
e v e r y t h i n g is scary at first until you do it a few times.do you really want to live the rest of your life as a man and being treated like one? that's the route ur taking
im ugly and I was still full time by 10 months and I had hair that was short like yours. (used weave to get around that and grow it) you really don't have any excuses left to give. staying locked up alone all day every day isn't going to make transition magically happen. you have to do scary shit over and over until you get used to it
tfw someone looks like someone you lost
>>7464730
it's me btw
i'm the chosen one XP
>>7464726
It is, but like check out the uncomfortable science between beatings off that album.
Contrary to the name, it is 100% comfy.
>>7464719
Yup. Hell, people barely have it figured out in their late twenties.
But there's no limit, it's just easier circumstantial wise.
>>7464708
>>7464708
Is this better? You can see my hideous jawline
how to tuck benis when sitting down?
I got nowhere to tuck it
>>7464739
Pfft, that's nothing compared to my jawline.
>>7464725
Ugh. Drunken behaviour doesent count
Goodnight.
>>7464714
Urgh, I forgot your had so many Anons, remember before how you were confusing me for the other Anon too...but it was actually all (mostly) me.
Why are you so sad today? You're too pretty to be sad and upset.
Let me hug you until you're happy, I promise it works
>>7464703
Pretty sure you aren't. I've never gotten tattoos myself but don't you have to be 18 to get them in the first place?
>>7464739
your ears though
you should stop stretching them or they will break
know your limits and you are beautiful :)
>>7464730
>>7464732
more somber, less charged
>>7464722
Some eat until they can't eat anymore, others just sit in this catatonic haze, completely numb to the world
I'm part of the latter
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgEJ3YqCOis&index=72&list=LL5XZ6LuXJNtuj6TDTHhTzTQ
>>7464744
Nini Amy.
>>7464741
push up your testicles into those little pouches built in for them on either side and pull ur gt between ur legs and butt
>>7464741
out front and proud
>>7464741
sit on it
our love ran away
i'm gonna save it
i'm coming
i'm coming
i'm coming for you :D
tfw neptune tells me she feels cute : D
feels fucking good
>>7464721
I don't think one should ask for pronouns
just be true to yourself and live your life
>>7464736
Yeah ill look into this
Its probably a stupid question since my experience music and vibes are unique but is there more like this?
>>7464706
i want to see the face that got punched so i know if im in danger or not
>>7464745
I ruined families mood with my sadness
I don't know why multiple anons give me so many (you)s
>>7464761
Yeah, check Jefre Cantu-Ledesma.
He's much calmed though. All bient and noise.
Modern jester is really comfy too.
>>7464764
even trips (me) give (You) (You)s and head pats. it's okay life is confusing and made up of small mistakes it's just part of being alive don't fret
>>7464755
post tattoos and trip more please
>tfw not on acid rn
Holy shit I'm growing boobs.
What a time to be alive.
>>7464764
you are real
you are purity :)
>>7464769
I ruined their only time together for the year, I just broke down on the way to somewhere and just couldn't stop for a long time ;_;
>>7464774
I feel like pure sadness lately
How'd everyone's Christmas go?
>>7464773
nice :D
>>7464734
What if I get stared at and called a faggot in the street? This has gone too far, no-one knows yet, it's not too late for me to stay normal.
>>7464777
Well stop lol
you don't have to feel like a ghost here amongst the living
you deserve to be loved and you deserve what you are given
I hope you accept our love for you <3
>>7464779
I got a pair of earrings, some girly slippers, and a girly jacket that I had actually bought myself a few days prior. My family's slowly trying to adjust, it seems. AND YEAH IT'S PRETTY COOL, MAYBE SOON THEY'LL BE BIG ENOUGH TO SEE UNDER MY CLOTHES!
>>7464759
that's how I feel
but
my friends are getting to a point where they want to be able to gender me
and they don't know what to do, so I told them to wait.
now I'm avoiding them because they seem insincere about whatever they do
>>7464773
it's pretty cool right?
kayla has a good infographic for how to massage them which supposedly makes them grow
>>7464781
>it's not too late for me to stay normal.
You're 25 years too late
>>7464765
Thanks
>Modern jester
Is he just called Jester? Not that easy to find his stuff
>>7464770
I can't figure out how to trip on clover but I just got out of the shower and my hair is really big sorry but I have myself a rectangle on my forearm and a heart on my leg
>>7464785
I find myself wishing I had earbuds like that sometimes... I've just been using my headphones for everything, even listening out in public, which is suboptimal because they're open-back but w/e. How do they sound?
tfw family spent all day comparing you to your transgender nephew and gendering me a man
at least at the end my mom said she will always support me even if she will never see me as a woman
that gives me the strength to prove her wrong :)
>>7464770
And a trident on my right arm
>>7464773
congrats! it's a painful year good feel :] my boobies are getting that ache again too so I can def relate
>>7464775
no need to apologize for the way you feel they'll understand that's what family does don't beat yourself up over feeling sad ur entitled to feel however you want
by this time next year you'll be a happy qt girl so that'll make up for this year!
>>7464781
so who cares? thise people don't mean shit even if that hypothetically happens. you can't control how other people feel.
and okay live life like a man if you think that's a sustainable plan. you can't stagnate and do nothing during transition you need to move forward and stop worrying about every little detail of what might happen. I had a faggot phase. p much every girl here had one. it passes eventually. sounds like you have some internal homo phobia to work out too. coming out of the closet is extremely healthy
>>7464788
They're so soft! Occasionally I'll rub them a little bit, dunno if it does anything but it feels kinda nice.
>>7464792
I love it <3
do you tease your hair?
>>7464720
I just have feminine features from a concoction of Asian and black genes ig & ive always grown my hair out. I like to think shit got mixed up at the factory. I actually have a couple funny misgendering stories if you'd ever like to hear.
>>7464721
Dip your toes in the pool starting with wherever it's warmest (most understanding)
All new things are weird at first, but then become normal over time.
>>7464808
plz share stories
>>7464809
Sounds plausible. I'll have to ask her about it next time I see her.
>>7464801
Thank you :3 and no it's just wavy, I straighten it this is how it looks on a good day
>>7464798
Mine are feeling sore right now. ^_^
these short gay dudes came in to my store and told me they have my ferret's brother
feels weird
>tfw also have acid
>>7464808
my friends are liars.
they tell me i pass when I don't.
they pass my pics around just to laugh at me.
they screenshot my snapchat convos to make fun of.
I hate it.
>>7464793
they sound pretty good
the highs sounded kinda fuzzy, but they're earbuds so i'm still impressed :p
>>7464809
The three prongs of the trident, it's a satanic symbol called crux tridentes and they represent past present and future
>>7464820
Are you high?
>>7464812
patterns end <3
that is why we are so much more :^D
why do you feel like pure sadness?
>>7464818
you look intimidating and fierce lol
i would be scared to talk to you irl but also i would admire u from a distance
>>7464832
Thank you so much oh my god,,, what do you look like
>>7464764
>>7464775
There there Eva, you didn't ruin anything.
Families expect a lot this time of the year, too much even, it's a lot of pressure and a lot to deal with.
They need to remember that you need a little extra care.
No-one will hold it against you, care or even remember in a day or two.
But most importantly, it's not your fault, my dear.
Did anything make you upset in particular, or just kind of a bit of a ball of emotions and hormones and it spilled over into some tears?
I'm not too sure either, but you're quite special to me, of all those Anons, I'm usually one of them. I'm there for you night and day, Eva.
>>7464832
>once a year family outing
>end up crying all the way there and back
>ruined completely
I feel awful about it among other things
>>7464832
Im too scared to (you) here
>>7464827
huh satan is powerful but i try to not give him much attention
are you satanic?
how does that work for you?
I'm sure it has benefits but i hope you feel hopeful is all.
>>7464829
yeah :)
why are foods with faces so cute????
>>7464825
is that your body?
>>7464840
Oh I'm not satanic personally I just admire Satanism a lot and have been in some black metal bands
>>7464837
I can never get my mind off all the procedures I'm going to have to go though to obtain happiness, it seems so far away and I will likely have to put the burden on others. Also endo is still ignoring me ;_;
>>7464836
i look like a boy for now but someday soon i will look and feel like a girl for the rest of my life hopefully
>>7464838
yeah it's hard today
a lot of people put in there expectations and walls and barriers
what happened exactly? what made you cry and why?
>>7464839
It's ok to feel scared as long as you face your fears eventually
never let them win :D
>>7464840
How do you avoid satan he gave us our mind
>>7464841
no
it's the body of someone I admire as a person
>>7464791
Ohhh whoops umm modern jester is an Aaron dilloway album,it should look like this
>>7464854
Holy fuck if that's a pic of you, you're a qt
>>7464853
maybe you're putting the wrong energy into it all?
sometimes strength in certain areas can be offputting to those you need help from
>>7464849
i've admired it before but i believe in supporting the protagonist because that is how i was raised
i think about it too much i think..
like when im on psychs like rn i can actually summon an embodiment of baphomet and i hate it
we just torture eachother
>>7464856
well it's less avoiding and more being aware of and trying my hardest to stay above him
i've shown sympathy for him and let him in and it was a mistake but I am moving on from that
we will always have some moments together but he will always exist and i will end (and vice versa) no matter how you look at it the human spirit can and will win
>>7464853
That's understandable, all that stacked in front of you looming over you, it's going to be terrifying when you look at it like that.
But you know that's where you want to go and what you want to do, that drive will get you though it.
Take each thing one at a time, break it down and get though it, you've got the strength to.
There might be times you need friends or family, but that is what they are there for, to help nudge you along. And it's ok to get a little sad, tired, or run down along the way, just don't let it stop you.
I believe in you.
I just want to hold you tight, stoke your hair and tell you everything will be ok...because it will be.
>>7464811
>18-19 going to visit dad for the summer
>going through TSA at the airport
>get to that weird rotating glass one that scans body
>staff tells me to step to the side
>get pat down and asked questions
>answer in deep voice
>both look confused, one of them(old lady) whispers to the other guy
>guy turns to me ".. Excuse me ma'am, what is your name??"
>huh
>notice on the scanner monitor there's a huge yellow highlight where my crotch is
>OH! NO, I'm a guy haha
>both look embarrassed and let me go
>the irony
tl;dr TSA has penis detectors
even just now i avoided a time loop by not rereading the replies itt and for once i'm going to get up and take care of my surroundings
>>7464881
politics run deep lol
are you intersex?
>>7464878
hiya
I need to talk to you at some point, but I'm busy crying about an anime, so I may need a minute or two
>>7464885
What animu?
juniper why do you dislike me?
>>7464825
Aw. You caught em doing this?
I thought they were trying to get you to let them use female pronouns?
>>7464889
i like you a lot tbqh
i'm sorry if i'm rude sometimes
I just don't know how to be polite sometimes and you're always here but you are very beautiful and you always have something interesting and sincere to say
i mostly just come here for memes and superficial business
do you want to be buddies? :)
>>7464888
Your Lie in April
>>7464891
they did BOTH
and no, it wasn't different people.
The same person both saved my convos and pics to laugh at me and asked me what pronouns/name I wanted to go by
i wonder if artificial intelligence purity is what she really is
woah
>>7464890
I'm not, you'll always deserve more, but I'll always give you everything I've got.
I'll keep you in mind <3
>>7464884
I don't know, and don't know how I would. I also don't know really what it means to be intersex aside from it being biological.
Prolly not though
How many months into hrt do you start losing muscle?? I hate my beef
>>7464896
idk either lol and idk if doctors would even know unless you have xxy
maybe it's worth checking out?
>>7464863
gedankt
just listening too look over your shoulder and getting strange chill feeling
i like it
>>7464899
it took me around a year. @the 6-7 month mark I fit a women's large due to muscle mass. now I'm down to a medium since hrt melted alot away
>>7464899
i am curious af too
i'm like 7 months in and my arms are too big but i do freight and stuff at work too....
idk if it's healthy to neglect your muscles though
>>7464881
Yeah I had that a few months ago when I went through but if you tuck well you can get through without them bothering you. Made it this whole vacation without that at least. Glad they didn't give you a pat down like I got the first time though.
>>7464892
Idk you've never really been rude or anything I just sort of got a vibe off you that you didn't like me that made me sad because you seem really cool and nice. Plus there was the shakira drama. Idk just me being feelsy and stuff sorry ;_;
>>7464905
Thank u that's so long ah
>>7464905
nice :)
do u use your arms a lot still?
when did u go fulltime, again?
>>7464893
Fuck em then, sounds likes you just need better friends especially so early in transition.
Banter is one thing, but being straight up two faced can make all interactions seem fake and nerve racking imo
Ever confront them about it?
i get the vibe that every single person who gets to know me doesn't like me
>>7464920
What about you do you think causes that?
>>7464895
>>7464910
i just like shakira a lot :)
I'm pretty openminded about relationships
also i'm too timid to go in for the first (you) sometimes..
have you been biking recently?
i thought that was really cool that you did a marathon
I would be too insecure about my boy parts to try to present female while getting sweaty...
>>7464922
i don't know
i guess i lack self-awareness
i feel like maybe i mess up constantly but don't know what i'm messing up
why arent trannies interested in cool things like medicine and law like i am and instead all want to be computer programmers and porn stars.
>>7464766
you look like cyba but asian
>>7464920
Iltf
Im not funny or interesting in any way
>>7464920
same kind of its an abstract feel
>>7464915
yep, he apologized, and I didn't forgive him
I have him blocked on everything now
if you don't like yourself how can you expect others to?
If you have interesting interests or hobbies then delve deeper and you will find someone else in the darkness
>>7464928
I don't know, I should have been a doctor or something, studying computer science has been a mistake.
>>7464899
I think I first started noticing it after 6 months and it's been slowly proceeding since then. It's weird, because it happens so slow and gradually but when you notice it can seem very sudden. That could just be because I avoid manual labor idk. Guys with aggressive handshakes feel like they are crushing my hand now and I wish they would stop doing it.
>>7464901
Maybe, I feel like it might be a lot of effort to be potentially let down and reminded biology says otherwise.
I'm transitioning, and people are saying I pass, that's all that counts.
>>7464928
I don't think most people actually want to be doing porn its just that when all the other options open to you are complete shit you pick the less shit one
the programmer thing is really exaggerated but lots of depressed people in the modern age isolate themselves on the computer and trans are some of the most depressed.
>>7464924
I wish I'd been biking recently it's been so cold and despite wanting to commute by bike I'm so tired after work that I just can't ;_;
Idk, I didn't do a marathon I just did a really long ride with my partner and I really hope I can do it again. I know the feeling though, I actually hadn't biked in years before I started again this year and really missed it. Finding a good tuck apparently makes a lot of difference. You been biking even with the cold?
>>7464928
I like chemistry chemistry is cool
>>7464937
I like you june :)
i wore my adventure time shorts as boxers today
i'm a freak
>>7464938
Im somone else but that frog guaretees replies.
>>7464912
year muscle takes a lot longer than fat to go away
>>7464913
no i dont use my arms at all any more they shrunk down to a /fit/ cis girl's size now. I went full time when I was about 7-8 months I think. I was part time for a little while before that bc of my mom
>>7464939
advanced memetic engineering
>>7464932
h-hi p-please b my waifu..
i mean frind.
>>7464946
Your timelime is insane
>>7464943
that sounds nice :)
are you still with them?
I commuted a lot by bike
Sometimes I would have to wake up at 4 to open the store 4 (1 lol) towns away after closing late the last night..
layers and layers and layers
i wouldn't do it unlesss i found a good reason to again but i miss it intensely
is this as boy or a girl?
>>7464920
I know that feel
>>7464928
I knew a trans girl who was a Biomed Engineering major, she was pretty cool.
I'm just into programming/software engineering bc it's what I've always wanted to do
>>7464786
Cool cool ^^
They'll be noticeable sooner or later. Mine are slightly noticeable but nobody's said anything
>>7464946
yeah i remember the shit with yr mom
i'm glad some of your family is supportive at least :)
that is really admirable to start fulltime so early idk how you people do it
>>7464950
sounds good
I'd pay you for it :)
>>7464929
Wjat the fuck no i don't
>>7464963
it doesn't matter if they are a space person you dingus
>>7464958
Yeah we made it official like a month ago it's been good.
Iktf though like I want to bike to work but I kept getting mixed nights and mornings and I also have to bike up a hill after work. Just too much even with the layers ;_;
did moap ever post her evangelion artwork?
>>7464963
looks like elliot rodger's gay younger brother
>>7464789
>>7464798
I went for a walk I've realized that there's no going back. I can't hide in the closet forever I'll just be miserable like you say. I gotta go full-time eventually. So I'm destined to be a faggot freak, guess I'll just take more drugs to deal with it.
>>7464808
Wow mega lucky. You must be intersex I suppose.
>at christmas lunch
>one of my cousins just had a baby
>talking about how everyone was as a baby
>mum uses she/her pronouns when talking about me as a baby
talk about progress
>>7464946
How did you manage to go from being the missing link to apes to actually quite pretty? daaaamn
>>7464973
you need like layers and gloves and glasses and earmuffs and facemask..
biking in the cold is just not good
>>7464953
? idgi
>>7464965
believe it or not edie and valq were the two that helped push me to full time. edie and valq both said my face was girly enough around 7 months to do a passing girl mode and edie was the one that told me about the hair weave that would help me present female while my real hair grew.
if it werent for them believing in me when mtfg was shitting on my constantly and telling me to quit transition bc I had no hope of ever passing, I would still be in boymode right now waiting 2 more yearsfor my real hair to grow to a decent length
so many friends i follow on instagram have such cute relationships ( ;_;)
>>7464976
>elliot rodger
true
killing is bad wtf
>>7464977
what exactly about you is 'faggot freak' because in the pics you post you look pretty good
>>7464984
>>7464982
You came from waaat to damn girl
>>7464977
sometimes I want to slap the ever living fuck out of you for being so goddamn retarded. DRUGS ARE NEVER A CORRECT ANSWER AND FUCK YOU OVER IN THE SHORT AND LONG TERM. DRUGS = UNPASSING HON DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KEEP FUCKING YOURSELF OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN? IT'D ALWAYS A HALF STEP FORWARD 10 STEPS BACK WITH YOU
>>7464944
Thanks! I like you too Juni ~
Boxers as shorts are fucking adorable btw
Especially if they're AT
They're like the perfect balance between flowy and snug <3
>>7464977
you went outside in girlmode?
I'm happy for you :)
>>7464978
That is the dream
>>7464982
<3
they are heroes
i'm sorry you get so much shit here
You look beautiful in some pictures :)
Especially more so recently
i liked the ones yuo posted last night in the purple tank top
>>7464988
ugh i watched scary stuff last night and i'm so glad i have my ferrets rn
oryx losing control again
I wouldn't trade (you) for the world, /mtfg/
also i wouldn't know what to do without (you)
>>7464986
For the 1000th time I actually don't pass at all, never ever get gendered female, completely male face I really don't know why I'm so convincing in a wig and makeup.
>>7464989
oh ty
>>7464993
>complimented by juni
oh em gee this feels like a Christmas present. and I'm used to it. alot of it is trolling or just blatant racism. I don't take the opinion of mtfg too seriously these days
>>7464994
how can anyone ever have control?
it's just riding waves of what was always meant to happen
>>7465001
god is not real stop buying into that shit
>>7464991
>>7464999
you need to leave the house in girl mode and be seen by people to get gendered female. . . which is something you've never done so your excuse is bull
>>7465000
i try to not compliment peoples' pictures sometimes because it starts obligations and we all hate hugboxxing..
>>7464977
>faggot freak
Bad shakira , you're only allowed to say this about yourself ironically
>>7465002
i haven't put in any money
it's not like i can just forget the past of being raised by a schizophrenic father and going to church
good is good and bad is bad and i'm glad we have ancient guidelines for a hilariously rough sketch of that
i only believe in myself and neptune
I forgot clover drops trip
hiya
>>7464952
no.
>>7464959
yeah.
I'm getting a little anxious.
I guess Grace is starting to rub off on me a little.
>>7464963
boy.
>>7465022
heya kittu how are you?
>>7465012
my cis artist friend cosplayed as marcy for halloween
a lot of people say it's hard to make red plaid look feminine but its pretty much my favorite...
>>7465022
hello :)
How do you know that all that gender thing isnt a made up thing by your mind?
I mean dysphoria and all that identity stuff can be caused by other problems.
>>7465025
hiiiiii im ok rn. its boxing day for me rn and a lot of ppl are over my house and im getting drunk but its ok
how are you anon ???
>>7465022
hi kit
>>7465022
hi am drunk hru
:D
>>7465027
exactly
it's what you choose to do that validates yourself
>>7465002
If this is a simulation that some alien programmed then that alien is god. We don't know, anything is possible that's why atheism is retarded, patricians choose agnosticism.
>>7465006
Drag is not girlmode, everyone else here passes naturally eventually, that's a real girlmode.
>>7465012
I just keep thinking "why me?" Why couldn't I be normal like every other guy?
>>7465026
Can you video chat now? Then you can report back that I really don't pass.
>>7465026
I want to do mercy as my next cosplay if i can save money to go to a con next year
>>7465032
im getting there cutie !!!! im drinking champagne and irish whiskey
ilu elanna !!!!
>>7465029
heya anon !!!!
>>7465026
hi qt !!! merry xmas !!
Lets find out how accepting mtfg's family is!
http://www.strawpoll.me/11956923
>>7465034
the difference between drag and girlmode is drag is exaggerated and done by men. you aren't a man unless you see yourself as one.
for fucks sake you have a million and one excuses not to fucking put in the required work to successfully transition its infuriating that youre so stubborn about being wrong
>>7465033
Hows that picture related?
Eh im mostly doing what im supposed to do - school and stuff, or playing vydia with friends, drawing, or listening to music.
>>7465036
ilu too kit I'm glad you're having a good holidays be safe and drink plenty of water
>>7465038
ive been to 4 or five of them and they're a ton on fun with a large group of friends to party with all weekend
>>7465037
i'm not out to anyone so i didn't expect to be gendered female
i've been getting the "why do you look so feminine" thing a lot though
i was off HRT for like a week and now that ive been on for a few days my skin is all red and oily :(
>>7465036
merry christmas u :)
>>7465040
lol its what the government did with what they had
corruption and beauty and strength
>>7465043
the friends that last with me aren't the type to go :/
>>7465045
huh..
merry christmas nimmy :)
I'm very cold rn
I wanna snuggle a boy for warmth
hi
It's raining here
How are all of you?
>>7465037
>went to beach yesterday with extended family for xmas lunch
>really big family, like 60+ people
>sit down under a tree cause its super hot all day
>no one talks to me at all, completely ignored at the start
>people start getting a bit drunk
>we have lunch
>few aunties ask me if im wearing makeup or something (i wasn't really)
>uncle says i look like a girl
>gendered male the entire time (expected though)
>everyone exchanges presents
>i got some nice PJ pants even tho they are guys they are kinda cute and andro i think
>really excited about them so i thank my auntie a lot
>my gorgeous cousin is there and her bf who just got out of prison
>everyone talks to him and completely ignores me though
>my younger cousins start throwing prawn heads at me until i run away
>>7465054
Okay thats what they did but it's not related to my topic or am i autistic
>>7465037
My mom is so accepting, she's even teaching me how to do my hair and makeup
>>7465044
I'm only out to my mom but I've looked like a depressed faggot with long hair for years now so no one comments
Christmas was pretty awesome. I got a bag I added onto my wishlist on Amazon from my parents, some really nice soft socks, and my grandma gave me a book that contains the Art of War, the Tao Te Ching, Confucian Analects, The Great Leaning, The Doctrine of the Mean, and The Works of Mencius. I'm saving the book for my trip to Detroit. My mom got super excited when she said she got the socks from the women's section saying, "We got you socks that will fit you." The only bad gifts were getting underwear that was too big for me, and getting spray deodorant.
How was every one else's Christmas?
>>7465057
i messaged u...
are you nervous?
don't be shy lol
>>7465061
high how are you?
>>7465062
iktf about the pajama pants
>>7465063
no i'm pretty sure i am hot fudgiunable autism tbqh
>>7465062
australia sounds terrifying
PJ pants are good though they are soft and nice
>>7465037
>why do you look so feminine?
>also found out my dad invited me to a party to try to get me to hook up with a girl there
Fun last week
I WANNA BUY THIS STUFF BUT I DONT HAVE THE MONEY REEEEEEEEEE
>>7465059
iktf ;_;
>>7465082
*slips a $50 in ur panties*
>>7465082
get a real part time job instead of the internet stuff
>>7465057
okay if you want to fail be my guest. you'll only have yourself to blame for sabotaging the whole thing every step of the way.
Jesus Christ you're worse than spartan bc ppl have to drag your ass kicking and screaming and practically force you to transition. no one is gonna do this for you and my patience with all it crap is growing thin because you KNOW you're absolutely wrong but do the wrong shit anyway
>>7465061
It's snowing rn in Utah. I'm doing pretty good. I work tomorrow, and then on tomorrow's tomorrow I'm going to the doctor to get my blood work done, and my sister is taking my family to see rogue one. My little brother is having his eagle court of honor on wednesday. And on Thursday I'm getting on a plane to Detroit. This week is action packed and a big step forward for me.
>>7465082
ooh cool i just got an amazon card and i need to reup on moisturizer
<3 u nim 4ever
>>7465084
One day I'm going to snuggle you, and everything will be ok then, more than ok, perfect even.
>>7465079
im online but gimme 5 mins because eating
idgaf you know i look and sound like a man
>>7465070
maybe you'll surprise people next year with a ton of changes from hrt
that's what i'd hope for at least
>>7465097
me too thanks
>>7465026
Right !! I want to wear cute dark flannels wtf
& nicee, I've always wanted to cosplay AT but don't know anyone who I could pull off.
I've only cosplayed Marisa from Touhou, which was a bold choice
>>7465034
We all know how you feel, dysphoria is just a bitch.
We didnt wake up one day saying "I think I'm gonna pump myself full of hormones. In some ways the risks outweigh the pros but fuck it I'm bored."
You know something's been up and you're trying to fix it. It's all you can do.
>>7465099
hopefully we both will
if you could have the aesthetic of any female who would it be???
>>7465106
maybe her idk I don't feel like thinking about this much
mfw sister starts coming on to me drunkenly
literally wtf
>>7465106
isis king
isis king
isis king
isis king
isis king
>tfw you've subsisted entirely on snacks and junk food for 2 weeks
>>7465110
>drugs
absolutely stupid you aren't listening at all if you keep doing hard drugs while having a serious life running drug addiction you're being a complete irresponsible retard
>>7465111
Same
I kind of like that look, though I don't care much about aesthetic
>>7465113
hmm maybe there is actually something about trans people that makes people more likely to molest them like you here those stats about trans get sexually assaulted at higher rates
maybe something like people unconsciously dehumanize us?
>>7465121
trans people give off an "other" vibe that people subconsciously pick up on
>>7465111
cute
very trannsy but cute
>>7465112
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpT0rrtwpLg
i want to be her no homo
>>7465116
u pass better than her imho
>>7465117
holy shit iktf
make an effort to get back up with me :)
>>7465121
yeah i think culture and it's morals get disfigured when dealing with gender reorientation for people
>>7465037
>called boyname (still in closet)
>"why are you so feminine"
>"do you have a girlfriend yet?"
>completely ignored by at least one person