Why do trannies have the thousand yard stare?

>>7463765

Anyone who has dodged a positive HIV test gets it.

>>7463765

Not only did we go through a war we're always fighting the war, the war of cishet oppression.

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>>7463765
Because they broke under the weight of being pressured to grow up, surrendered their manhood in the hopes it would lead to an easy woman life and are now dead on the inside as they slowly realize they will never be or be seen as a "real" women by either cis sex.

In the end, they are much like Edvard Munchs "The Scream". Shocked and bewildered, neither male nor female.

>>7463870
This desu

>>7463870
Nah it was just living with dysphoria actually

>>7463870
Don't think so, got that when I started to get facial hair.

>>7463765
Life is terrifying, it makes no sense. The things we want can't be given or taken. Desire and expectation are utterly irrelevant. It is always possible for things to get worse.

>>7463870
>surrendered their manhood in the hopes it would lead to an easy woman life
Haha, yeah! Cuz I totally didn't fight against my desire to be a woman and totally chose getting ostracized by my family, being unattractive, and to be responsible for my gf getting kicked out of her family after she reveals to her ultra conservative grandparents that we're dating because of how easy it is! So so soooo much better than being a man who has it so easy that his biggest problems in life are "SJW"s making jokes at his expense and knowing that some people would gladly give up the masculinity he so desperately wishes he had.

for the same reason that lots of us have personality disorders. emotional trauma

>>7463870
>muh surrendering the manhood meme
Buttmad MGTOW virgin detected.

>>7464060
Those types are usually cisboys who'd get their ass kicked by an ftm and couldn't build a respectable amount of muscle with twice the levels of testosterone as a cis male. They're so desperate for just the average amount of masculinity that the normies who used to pick on them in highschool have that they can't wrap their mind around how anyone would not crave masculinity all the same. They're like alcoholics who don't understand how a person can get through the day without a few drinks, so pathetic and weak and broken that they can't see out of their sad little warped perception of reality. They're probably posting in /pol/ or /v/ about how they're an "alpha male" because they don't talk to women like those dirty "nu-males" right now.

Crippling dysphoria

>>7464079
Spot on tbqh

>>7463765
Well ptsd doesn't require war; car wrecks and other accidents, abusive situations including intense discrimination, any sufficiently traumatic experience will do and we still understand very little about why one person will develop issues and another won't.
Bad stuff just fucks some people up.

>>7463870
Didn't bother to read most of your post but you seem to not really get the scream and smugly revel in your own pseudo-intellectual misassumptions and self-congratulations.

>>7463870
thats definitely a male skull

>>7464286
>tfw no skull autist gf

>>7463765
because they're all hollow shells that struggle to make it through every day without killing themselves
it's the pressure of being a freak that shouldn't exist

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>ITT: denial

>>7463765
Is this a thing? The only trans (guy) I know has one, didn't know it was universal.

>>7464273
It's literally this. Most of us have PTSD because being trans significantly increases the odds you'll be exposed to severe trauma/abuse. I wonder if this is part of the reason why there's a disproportionate percentage of US trans people compared to cis that join the military?

We're just used to being in the shit.

>>7464030
>So so soooo much better than being a man who has it so easy
I have good news for you, anon..

>>7464496
Yes almost all trans have the thousand yard stare like they are war vets

I just have a problem with dissociation.
I just stare blankly and have time go somewhere I don't remember.
Getting to class on time is hard.-.

>tranny
>actually did go to war
>only have the stare when I'm intensely bored or immersed in thought
>I cry when I'm fucked up from ptsd instead

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>>7464079
>>7464030
disgusting

>>7463765
Because it takes a lot of bravery to come out and transition and go against the tide of living a wrong life, especially if you have unaccepting friends and parents, and you're effectively always fighting a war against nature, against people, against your own body, constant fighting, with everything being as bad as it could be around you.
Just living through the hell of self-hatred and depression and constant pressure on doing things that slowly kill you inside, finally deciding to go the hard way of transition instead of destructive repression life, with absolutely zero hope of passing without an impossible amount of money and luck.
A trans person's whole life is a battlefield right until they die, battle for hope that was never there in the first place.

>extremely deep sunken eyes with noticable eye bags that get worse with each passing year
>people comment on my thousand yard stare all the time

I'm ashamed that not being a girl is so stressful to me

>>7464908
Fucking nailed it.

crippling social anxiety, cant lock eyes with people so just gotta stare ahead/down at nothing in particular

It's the first time I browse this board and am truly amazed

>>7464908
10/10
A beautiful description

>>7463870
Or maybe it's just the dysphoria? If you want to transition because of privilege you're not trans. It's literally spelt out in the DSM.

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>>7463870
ptsd

>>7465960
Amazed because?

>>7463765
constant depression and distress does it

t. chronically depressed

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>>7466073

>>7466084
yup yup
i have to actively think about it for my muscles to not be cartoonishly wound up

physical contact is an effortless remedy though, thus i am incredibly clingy, hue

>>7463765
A high percentage of them are 4channers.

>>7464796
where did you deploy to?

>>7466583
Afghanistan once, Africa twice

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>>7463765

>war

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>>7463765
I have seen that kind of stare on a lot of people, not really reserved to just military.
It's basically a "I have been or seen a lot of shit FML" kind of stare.
My brother in law for example works in the police and has that stare 24/7.
Depressed and traumatized people also have it.
I also had dark eyebags since my teen years due to a lot of bad stuff happening both in family and school (boy I was bullied a lot).

>>7464796
>>7466628
wow I didn't know there was an anon that served here in this site.
I'm not from burgerland (south america) or anything but I did serve for a bit in my country. I'm in the closet tho, some family and stuff so I will probably just stay on AA and estrogen while living as a male, also it doesn't help I'm 28 already so T has done quite the damage on everything from bone structure to voice and so on.

Anyways
When did you transition?
Do you still work in the military?
Still have contact with former buddies?

If you're not ok with talking about it just ignore the post.

>>7466676
I started my transition about 6 months ago, I was 22 when I started, 23 now. I'm out of the military now, and I still talk to a few old friends but none know I'm trans

>>7463765
PTSD or even Complex-PTSD. Society hates us and makes our lives miserable. Childhood filled with abuse by family and others. Even our own brains abuse us with dysphoria. My body isn't even close to what my brain thinks it should be like. I just want to be left alone at this point. We're still in the war.

this >>7464273
Add repeated traumas like recurrent dysphoria to the list.
>>7464564
No, jointing the military is to man up.

>>7464639
No, not all. Just the ones who were abused.

this >>7464908

>>7464918
Dysphoria sucks, and beats us up. See a therapist, and find better coping mechanisms, or transition.

>>7466676
There are a number here who have served and been deployed. Even multiple times. Getting killed in war is a way out.

I'm a trans man, and I just realized I've had this stare my whole life. My mom told me that when I was in kindergarten through 4th grade or so, I'd wake up every morning and stare into space for 15 minutes straight. These days, I still stare blankly at most things.

>>7463765
I've been trying so hard to learn how to hide this. I learned a long time ago to force my face to express any emotion at all, but sometimes when I get wrapped up in thought it sneaks back onto my face. I've learned to check my expression in mirrors often. Some days I don't bother, even the attempt to force expression comes out as a strained caricature.

>tfw some kind stranger tells you a joke and it makes you giggle then says "See I knew you could laugh."

I wish I could hug them for being what they are. I wish horror wasn't so easily readable on my face that they felt like they had to do something.

>>7463773

Worst part about the test, they had nothing to read or fiddle with in the examination room while you wait for the results

>>7463765
>degenerates

>>7463765
Autism.

Literally.

Expressionless face and eyes are one of the symptoms of autism.

Most of the people here are asspie/autistic.

>>7463765
watching my friends die or commit suicide.

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>>7463765
I have this but it's just because I have big cute eyes.

I do a lot of staring, but I'm usually thinking a lot about things, mentally active. Problem solving or bad memories. Is this the stare?

Psychologist said I had it 9 years ago, but I never noticed.

>>7471575
Kill yourself you ugly cunt

>>7466073
Whoa, that's Sonic.exe creepy.
But true tbqh.

>>7466649
can you post the full thing please?

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>>7464282
>misassumptions

>>7476733
Yeah, as in a wrong assumption.

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>>7471736

>>7470887
I fucking hate it.

I was really sexually active as a teenager and never got tested till I was 20.

Those 20 minutes in the clinic were the most intense moments of my life, all I could hear was my own fucking heart beat